#thehannalyzer

[flashthescalesian-art]

Silence (a.k.a Jax has rejection sensitive dysphoria)

Jax has ADHD, and I also have ADHD, so of course I had to dump my RSD issues onto Jax too because traumatizing my OCs is how I cope when something is bothering me. I’m not gonna go into detail about my personal issues (I’m okay, just struggle-bussing it through life), but sometimes no matter what anyone says, RSD still manages to convince you that you did something wrong when someone stops talking to you. (Bob belongs to @thehannalyzer, btw, he’s not mine. (Also, I’m not trying to make any commander mentioned out to be a “bad guy” or “mean”, just so we’re clear on that. This is from Jax’s RSD-clouded POV, I’m not bashing anyone else mentioned))

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“Something’s bugging you,” Blazer said in lieu of a greeting when he walked into Jax’s office and leaned on the desk with both arms, one hand supporting his chin as he stared at Jax. 

Jax avoided eye contact and tried to pretend he was busy working. Go away. 

“Hey, genius, you and I both know you hate paperwork, so there’s no way you’re so focused that you didn’t hear me.” Blazer grabbed Jax’s datapad and pulled it out of his hands before setting it facedown just out of Jax’s reach. “You gonna talk to me or do I need to make you talk?” 

Jax glared up at Blazer. He looked genuinely worried, if annoyed, and Jax instantly felt guilty. What am I doing? Why am I pushing him away when he’s not even someone I’m mad at? Sighing, Jax rubbed a hand down his face, trying to stay composed enough to explain what was going on in his head. “The others are barely speaking to me. Or, it feels that way, anyway.” He shrugged. “I dunno if I’m just overreacting or if they’re actually ignoring me.” 

Blazer frowned sympathetically as he absently rubbed the scar on his chin with one finger. “Okay. Are they just busy? It’s not like things have been quiet for anyone lately.” 

Jax shrugged again, a lump forming in his throat. Force-dammit. Can’t talk about osik without crying. No wonder the others see me as a baby still. “I don’t know. A couple of them said they’re busy, but others… I haven’t heard from a few of them in weeks.” His eyes stung, so he scrubbed at them with one hand. He felt Blazer’s hand rest on top of the hand that still held his stylus for his datapad. 

“Who haven’t you heard from?” Blazer’s voice was gentle, so gentle. 

Jax couldn’t look at him. “F-Fox. And Bob. And— and Bacara and Neyo.” 

“Well, you told me that Thorn’s been worried about Fox too, so I doubt he’s ignoring only you if his twin is worried about him. Plus you mentioned that Thire sounded worried.” 

“Was that supposed to be reassuring?” Jax asked bitterly. 

Blazer gave a soft sigh. “Yes and no. It’s not a good thing that Fox seems to be ignoring Thorn and Thire too, but it does mean that it’s probably nothing to do with you, if that’s what you’re upset about.” 

“That doesn’t make me feel better,” Jax mumbled, still barely holding himself together. “Even if Fox isn’t mad at me, that doesn’t explain everyone else.” 

Blazer squeezed Jax’s hand. “It is possible that Bob is avoiding talking to you since that fight you two had. It might be good if you don’t talk to him for a while anyway.” 

Jax instantly felt guilt wash over him like a wave, so he buried his face in his arms on the desk, pulling away from Blazer. “I don’t wanna talk about that. He hates me, and I don’t even know what I did wrong.” Sure, Bob had sent multiple apologies after the fight, but that was nearly a month ago at this point. Jax hadn’t really responded since he wasn’t sure he believed Bob, and after a month of silence, it felt even harder to believe that Bob didn’t hate him. 

“So what if he hates you?” Blazer’s voice took on a fierce tone that seemed to color his words any time Jax mentioned that he thought Bob— or any of his brothers, really —hated him. “You don’t need his approval or attention. Same goes for Neyo and Bacara. If they don’t wanna talk to you, that’s their issue, not yours. You didn’t do anything to them.” 

Jax simply wanted to melt into the floor. He knew Blazer meant well, and some angry part of him agreed with Blazer, but he couldn’t shake the little cadet voice wondering why his older brothers didn’t seem to want to talk to him, or why he always felt like they looked down on him. Just the thought of never speaking to any of his older brothers again made that little voice cry out in agony. “But I don’t want to lose contact with them,” Jax whimpered into his arms. 

“If they’re not gonna put in the effort, why should you?” Blazer asked, his raspy voice nearly a growl now. 

Jax felt tears escape, so he pressed his face harder into his arms. “Because I love them,” he whimpered, feeling pathetic. 

He heard the soft thunk of Blazer’s vambraces on the desk, then footsteps that stopped at his side. A hand rested on his shoulder. “You don’t owe them anything. If they don’t want to talk to you, that’s their choice. Don’t let them drag you down. If they don’t think you’re worth the effort, then it’s not a relationship worth stressing over.” Blazer’s voice was much softer now. 

Jax tried to take a breath, but it came out as more of a sob. “But what did I do wrong?” It didn’t make sense that his older brothers would just stop talking to him, so he had to have done something to make them want to stop talking to him. Right?

Blazer grabbed Jax with both hands and carefully guided him out of his chair and onto the floor before pulling him into a tight hug. Jax didn’t have the energy to resist, so he simply buried his face in Blazer’s shoulder. “If you can’t think of anything you did wrong, you probably didn’t do anything wrong. Sometimes it’s not your fault when people don’t want to talk to you anymore.” 

“It still feels like it’s my fault,” Jax choked out, clinging to Blazer. 

Blazer simply held him tighter. “I know. I’m sorry.” 

Jax could only cry harder.

#Commander Jax #Captain Blazer #342nd battalion #clone trooper oc #clone commander OC #clone captain OC #clone trooper #Commander Fox #commander thorn #Commander Bob #27th legion #Commander Thire #Commander Bacara #Commander Neyo #star wars oc #the clone wars #star wars #Saving the Light snippet #star wars fanfiction #Hi yes I’m alive

[wftc141]

Art by thehannalyzer

A cool art of Commander Takashi "Shiro" Shirogane from my story, Voltron Global Military Intelligence and Counter-Terrorism Unit.

#voltron #voltron: legendary defender #vld #vld shiro #vld takashi shirogane #takashi shirogane #shiro #voltron fanfic #voltron fanfiction #modern covert counter terrorism au #modern covert counter terrorist au #covert counter terrorism au #covert counter terrorist au #thehannalyzer #thanks:thehannalyzer #voltron global military Intelligence and Counter-Terrorism unit #voltron: global military Intelligence and Counter-Terrorism unit

[silverlulus]

Recent commissions i got featuring my oc marie ( on the left) and hiccup from httyd  (on the right) 

Having a random hangout and hiccup watching as Marie sketches in her book :D

Marie is normally an anthro rabbit but here with see her as her human self and in a wonderful outfit that i just adore and can’t thank the artist enough for taking time to draw the patterns and so forth

( and i just adore how they drew hiccup as well :3 )

Done by the awesome and wonderful 

https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer

!

please go check them and give a watch as they deserve it ! ^.^

original can be found here-

 https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer/art/Commission-Marie-and-Hiccup-787937219

permmsion was given to me to post and share!

Marie © me

hiccup © Dreamworks

Art © thehannalyzer

#freinds #my ocs #hiccup haddock #commisionsart #httyd #drawing #human version #thehannalyzer #others art #how to train your dragon #httyd fanart

[tuttle-4077]

2022 Papa Bear Awards Fanart Nominees

Folks, the ballots have been tallied and the nominees are in. We are please to announce that the following pieces of fanart will be competing in the voting round of the 2022 Papa Bear Awards!

50th Annivesary by  Roemerschanze

A Fool for Love by Belphegor

Baker and Marya Lego by FigFella

Captain Felix by benevolenterrancy

Coffee Substitute by benevolenterrancy

Don’t Insult the Food! by nasturtiumorange

Good Catch by benevolenterrancy

Helga Judo by benevolenterrancy

Hogan’s Heroes Lego by FigFella

Hogan’s Heroes Miniatures by nasturtiumorange

It Will be Fine by benevolenterrancy

Just Playing Ragdolls by Tuttle4077

Keep Calm and Let’s Have a Game by acla13

Kinch Doesn’t Even Care Anymore by benevolenterrancy

Kinchloe by thehannalyzer

Klink Yo-Yo by benevolenterrancy

LeBeau, Louis, Caporal by Belphegor

Major Wolfgang Hochstetter by yearoftheferret

Newkirk by thehannalyzer

Newkirk and LeBeau by defiant-art

PBA 2015 Canon Character Certificate: Burkhalter by Belphegor

PBA 2015 Episode Certificate by Belphegor

Richard Dawson as Newkirk by artofemmanation

Scheming in the Night by Belphegor

Schultz the Ice Cream Raider by acla13

Silence, Hochstetter! by benevolenterrancy

Somebody’s Got a Cold by Belphegor

The Fox and the Eagle by robinsnest2111

The Inspection by meso-mijali

Um, No Thanks by PeekAboo

Weird Family by benevolenterrancy

Thanks to everyone who sent in a ballot!

Congratulations to the 2022 PBA Fanart nominees! Good luck in the voting round!

@benevolenterrancy 

@the-french-belphegor 

@nasturtiumorange 

@roemerschanze 

@robinsnest2111 

@meso-mijali 

@artofemmanation

#Nominees will be posted on the PBA website soon #Story nominees still need to be contacted so it will take longer #Hogan's Heroes #Papa Bear Awards #Stay tuned for video and meme nominees

[carlottastudios]

Alright, fuckers, time for some fucking spring cleaning.

Apologies for my vulgarity. I’m in one of my “110% done with all this bullshit” moods and eloquency is not my strong point during said moods.

This bullshit I’m done with this time? Among many things, tumblr as a whole and the whole “like/reblog” system. But as there’s nothing I can do about that, it’s not worth getting as worked up abut it as I have been and I’m just done feeling so worked up over something that, ultimately, I have no say over.

But another I do have control over that I’m fucking done with? My attitude on my blog. I feel I’ve spent way too much time on this site. Don’t get me wrong: it’s fun in small doses! It’s fun seeing posts that make me happy and commenting on them in reblogs and knowing that those reblogs will spread attention of those posts to my followers (serious question: why do I have so many??? not to sound ungrateful, I’m just really wondering why these days!) But lately, I’ve taken that fun and that good intent to spread word of creators and content and turned it into a chore. And worse: something that not only makes me unhappy, but causes me stress and anxiety and moments where I mentally beat myself up. Because I try so hard to reblog as much as I can to spread word of other creators and try to make said creators happy that I’m losing what’s made tumblr so fun for me all this time.

And that’s left me exhausted, sad and just spread way too thin. I swear, I feel like Bilbo Baggins at the start of Lord of the Rings more and more as I visit this site.

This attitude of mine has also left me with a blog that just...just seems to fucking full. I don’t like being this reblog-happy. I don’t like going through my archive and seeing mountains of reblogs. Maybe that doesn’t bother some people, but it bothers me.

SO I’M FUCKING DONE!

Oh, no, not with Tumblr. This hellsite may have caused me grief many times, but I’m sticking to it like a tick for now.  I mean I’m done with my previous attitude on this site. It’s an attitude that, yes, has probably made other creators very happy. But I feel it’s cost me too much to keep up. It’s made me forget a very important truth:

I don’t owe anybody shit, just as nobody owes me anything.

Does this mean I’m going to stop reblogging entirely? Nah. I do like reblogging some things. But I’m going to keep my reblogging (and my liking) just to stuff that I truly want to reblog. Stuff that I really have something to say about or that I just really want on my blog.

In fact, I think how I’ll do this is that I’ll do something similar to what my friend @thehannalyzer does on DeviantART: a monthly dump. I’ll try to do a monthly dump of reblogs at the start of each month. I’ll have the reblogs (and my comments and tags on them) saved in my drafts until the start of each month and then, when the time comes, BOOM! A dump of reblogs of all the stuff I’ve wanted to reblog over the past month! I mean, it’s pretty much what I’ve unintentionally been doing anyway since I still haven’t dropped my habit of saving a bunch of posts to my drafts and finally posting a bunch of reblogs at a later date.

So, that’s the long-term change I wanna make to my blog. But another thing I want to do, right now, and the reason for the title of this rant is this: I’m going to go clear out a bunch of my reblogs. That’s right! I’ll be deleting a whoooollllee lot of shitposts! I’m sorry if that’s disappointing for some of you, but I’ve made up my mind! I’m finally clearing out some of the clutter on this blog! So if you notice, for example, that you’ve lost a bunch of reblogs, I’m very sorry for the disappointment or sadness that’ll cause you. I’m just a woman trying her best to maintain her wellbeing, sanity and happiness.

Anyway.

Let’s put on some motivational music and clear out this cluttered AF blog!!!

EDIT: *dusts off her hands* Well! I didn’t keep track of exactly how many posts I’ve gotten rid of, but I dare say it was a pretty big chunk! I mean, there’s still plenty of reblogs, especially recent ones, but hey: I like them, so I’m keeping them. Anyhow, spring cleaning DONE! Now, time to show restraint in my liking and reblogging posts from now on so that this hellsite doesn’t get the best of me again.

#Behold My Beautiful Little Brain Child (my original post) #Oh Look It Me (personal) #just goes to show #I'm really not the shitpost-blog kind of person #like...at all #I'm just not you guys #I like organization and lack of clutter so much #does that mean I'm a minimalist? *shrugs* #I'll have to look it up #after the cleaning #*puts on toss a coin to your witcher to feel badass* #*bids her last fucks to give goodbye* #LET'S DO THIS

[neversidefaerie]

Christmas present for @thehannalyzer

Here's Team Punk with their baby daughter, wearing Christmas jumpers! 😁

#voltron #voltron legendary defender #vld #hunk #pidge #fan art #team punk #hidge #pidge x hunk #fanchild

[toshinkoweek]

With September over, I wanted to take some time to thank everyone who participated in our second annual event, Toshinko Week 2019! If you were able to make content for the whole week, or just one day, thank you from the bottom of my heart! Your contributions were what made this event possible! Thank you so much for all the time, love and effort you put into your posts!

Special thanks to this year’s lovely content creators, listed alphabetically:

@2149pup 

@angelaquindo11​ 

@bnha-fan-artist​ 

@castalyne​ 

@crazytwirlcurls​ 

@dazeddoodles​ 

@jazthestampede​ 

@ladyoutlawtcf 

@ladyrosy56​ 

@madmenwrites​ 

@nohrianxscum​ 

@quest-finch​ 

@radioactivepeasant​ 

@ships-inside-your-head​ 

@sweetlawlessart13​ 

@the-rosey-one 

@thehannalyzer​ 

@thisauthorisscreaming

@yanmazu​ 

@zenzenzence​

I hope you enjoyed this event, and see you next year! Plus Ultra!

#toshinko #thank you! #admin post #please let us know if we forgot anyone

[breezycheezyart]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY BIGGEST ART INSPIRATIONS AND AN AMAZING SHALLURA CELEBRITY!!!! 🎆🎉🎊🎇

HLVELYBXEHDWLDAHULSC THANK?? AAAAH

#thehannalyzer #breezy answers #breezy’s birthday #i’m flattered ;w;

[bravepaladinsedits]

Your Shallura edit earned all my uwus, and the rest of your amazing content earned you a follow! Keep up the great work!! 😊👍

Aw thank you so much! We really appreciate the lovely feedback! 💕💕

#thehannalyzer #our asks

[silverlulus]

 A unlikely pair by thehannalyzer

So yeah, i am not into Futurama X'D that is my thing that is a thing right now and yes i find fry from it an utter dork and i adore him and u can't change my mind!

Have some marie and fry, is it a ship? beats me lol

It has been a while since anthro full body anthro marie was in images, and her glasses are back!

I just love putting that as a reference as a call back to an older ref of her <3

here is just them having a chill-out and what not!

But hope ya'll enjoy this!

Done by my wonderful friend https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer

^.^

Original can be found here https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer/art/Commission-Fry-And-Marie-791549982

Art (C) thehannalyzer

Marie  and her forever outfit's changes (C) me

Fry (C) Futurama

#myoc #futurama #fry #anthrorabbit #anthro oc #thehannalyzer #silvers at it again #aha

[flashthescalesian-art]

Birthday gift for my bestie @thehannalyzer​! She honestly gets at least half of the credit for Sunny’s existence, so if you love Sunny, go thank her! Because of her involvement in Sunny’s existence, I felt it was fitting to draw Sunny with one of my favorite fan children ever, Inga Haddock! 

Happy birthday, and thank you for putting up with my crazy spam texts and just the emotional disaster that I am! ❤️❤️

#Inga Haddock #other people's ocs #CT-7246 Sunny #my OC: Sunny #httyd oc #clone trooper oc #star wars oc #gift #I wish I had more time to work on this #but homework and my job have kept me super busy #thehannalyzer

[silverlulus]

-Please note that i did not draw this, it was a commission i got that features my oc and hiccup from Httyd and was done by thehannalyzer, credit should go to them for drawing this as i only own the oc marie on the left.-

I think at this point i will just embrace human marie and maybe have this version in more things for the time being XD It fit's better and makes it less complicated to fit her into things unlike her fur self ( fur version is not dead, just think of it having a long sleep for now)

I was inspired to get this after watching this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDWmrhYNzyw&t=232s As it was the sweetest and heartwarming thing i have seen in a while  <3

In this image, we see my oc Marie again with Hiccup but this time her comforting him after a nightmare he had.

enjoy! :3 -- Big thank you again to a good friend of mine https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer For doing this and doing a wonderful job on both characters ^.^

Permission was given to post and share!

please check out the original here https://www.deviantart.com/thehannalyzer/art/Commission-Nightmares-788415742

Marie (C) me Hiccup (C) Httyd/DreamWorks Art (C) thehannalyzer

#httyd #myoc #how to train your dragon #friends #comfort #commissionart #httyd fanart #marie #hiccup #TheHannalyzer

[flashthescalesian-art]

Christmas present for my bestie @thehannalyzer! I decided to draw her boy, Commander Bob of the 27th Strike Legion. He's a sweetheart, and is a very good big bro to Jax. I love this boy, and had a lot of fun drawing him!

Aurebesh text: Commander Bob 27th Strike Legion

#other people's ocs #Commander Bob #27th strike legion #star wars oc #clone trooper oc #clone trooper #star wars #the clone wars #Christmas gift

[flashthescalesian-art]

I wanted to introduce one of my younger clone kiddos. This is Kotep, a clone who is physically 16 years old, but he's actually less than a year old. I decided the Centax clones from the Republic Commando books would be "canon" for my fic, but because some events happen earlier, the Centax clones are deployed before they're even done growing.

Haven't designed little Kotep's armor yet, so I just put him in a hoodie he gets after the war. Kotep is a sweet, curious kiddo who gets put with the 27th Legion (27th belongs to my bestie @thehannalyzer). His older brothers take good care of him.

#Private Kotep #Kotep #27th legion #clone trooper oc #star wars oc #clone trooper #star wars #the clone wars #he's buddies with my other 27th kiddo Krayt #Krayt is physically 19 when he meets Kotep #they both get happy lives with their big brothers after the war

[flashthescalesian-art]

Crashed Party - part 2 (collab)

Here’s the surprise I was talking about! My bestie @thehannalyzer​ and I decided to do a collab for this part! She did the art, I wrote the ficlet. So before you read this, go check out her art!!

Now, on to the fluff since you guys got angst for part 1!

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Riyo glanced up from her desk when the door opened, then she dropped her datapad’s stylus.

“Good afternoon, Senator,” Fox greeted softly as he moved the rest of the way into the room, limping slightly.

Without thinking, Riyo jumped to her feet, ran across the room, and threw herself against Fox, earning a grunt of surprise. “I’m so happy to see you out of the medcenter!” She hugged him tighter, earning another surprised noise.

“I’m glad to be out too, but I’m still sore,” he croaked, sounding pained.

Riyo let go immediately, feeling guilty. “Oh! Oh, did I hurt you?!”

Fox put a hand to his belly, where he’d been badly bruised a week ago. “N-nothing serious, ma’am... Just a bit sensitive is all.”

And he’s back to being formal again. “Please, Fox, call me Riyo in private. Is there anything I can do to help with your pain?” He was probably on painkillers since General Ta’em didn’t seem like the type of person to let anyone under her command not take care of themselves, but maybe Riyo could help some other way.

“Not really... I’m just supposed to ice my abdomen and not be on my feet for more than four hours. Bacta doesn’t help internal bruising much. I’m not allowed to do anything except paperwork in my office, so I’m off duty right now,” Fox replied.

“Well if you’re off duty, you can come sit while I get you the cool pack I have,” Riyo said, gently leading him over to the small couch she had in her office. He was in a new set of armor despite being off duty, but he probably felt vulnerable after the bombing that had nearly cost him his life last week, so Riyo didn’t blame him.

“S- Riyo, you don’t have to-“ he started to protest as she fluffed the throw pillows and helped Fox lean back against them. “You don’t need to do this.”

Riyo gently grabbed the sides of his helmet and began pulling it off, hearing the hiss as it disconnected. She gave him plenty of time to resist, but he didn’t, so she set his helmet on the caf table. “I don’t need to do this, no. But I want to. Can you get your armor off? At least your top half so you can ice your bruises?” Fox nodded and sat up slowly before beginning to unbuckle his chestplate. “I’ll be right back,” Riyo said, going back to her desk and pulling out the cooling pack, then turning it on. It already started to cool down as she headed back over to Fox. He was settled against the pillows again, the top half of his armor on the floor.

“Here, use this and see if it helps.” She handed Fox the cold pack and watched as he gingerly set it across his belly.

He relaxed and leaned his head back, looking almost content. There was still a hint of unease in his face, but he wasn’t as tense as he usually was. “Thank you,” he said softly.

Riyo smiled and put a hand on his shoulder. “I should be thanking you for saving my life. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to visit you more while you were in the medcenter. I hope it wasn’t too lonely.” She had wanted to visit him more than once, but there had been so much to do that she hadn’t had time.

Fox shrugged slightly. “General Ta’em stopped by with Xanathe a lot, and Thorn and Thire took shifts staying with me the first couple nights.”

“That’s good.” The two Jedi likely lifted his spirits, and his brothers certainly did. “So you haven’t been in too much pain?” Riyo had a feeling that Fox was downplaying his injuries.

“Not since I was released yesterday, no. The painkillers work, but they make it hard to focus,” he replied, settling deeper into the pillows and blinking sleepily.

Riyo smiled. She’d never seen him tired and content before, only stressed and fighting sleep because he’d been awake too long. Kriff, he’s adorable like this. “I have some paperwork to wrap up, but you’re more than welcome to stay and rest,” she said, leaning down to kiss where his scar met his hairline on his forehead. Fox froze for a couple seconds, then tipped his head up to look at her, his cheeks flushing. Riyo simply smiled and walked back over to her desk. Fox drifted to sleep within five minutes, his steady breathing filling the quiet office. Riyo sighed happily as she went back to work. For just a few hours, things seemed at peace. 

#foxiyo #Commander Fox #Riyo Chuchi #star wars #the clone wars #not my art #collab

[flashthescalesian-art]

Did a simple doodle of Patch and one of his best friends, @thehannalyzer​‘s disaster boy, Sassy. Long story short, Patch saved Sassy’s life. There’s literal pages worth of backstory for their friendship, but that’s how it started, anyway. I love these two so much. Sassy is such a sweet disaster.

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Also, would anyone be interested in something like this as a commission for like... $5? Payment would be through PayPal, I’d use the same base (which is below, under the cut), and I could do the armor markings for OCs or even canon characters. The only things I would charge more for would be adding pauldrons. I can’t exactly add a commander visor to this, but I could also add an antenna to the helmets. Basic background like the one above wouldn’t be an extra charge. I’m done with classes for the semester, so I’ll only have my part-time job, which would mean I could get these done relatively quickly unless something comes up. 

DM me if you’re interested, I just figured I’d put it out there that I am willing to do a few commissions like this if anyone wants one. I don’t have the time to open commissions fully, but I do have time for this at least.

#my OC: Patch #Patch the medic #Sergeant Sassy #other people's ocs #clone trooper oc #clone trooper #star wars oc #star wars #the clone wars