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aftgficrec · 23 hours

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oh i caught you open! can we get some either andrew & kevin or neil & kevin being best friends and supporting each other? i feel like they're not explored enough and the potential is right there :)

Luckily, Kevin and Andrew’ friendship is a topic the fandom is pretty interested in. So much so that we’ve split this ask. In this post we’re concentrating entirely on Andrew and Kevin, Neil & Kevin’s friendship will be addressed in another ask. - S

Some previous recs:

Andrew & Kevin’s friendship here

Kevin & Andrew’s relationship here

Kevin as Andrew’s best friend here

Kevin’s friendship with Andreil here

‘Where The Wild Things Are’ here

‘I know that you'll come if you want’ here

‘N for nebulous’, ‘And Then There Was One’ and ‘Wear it to Eden's’ here

‘Reckless’ here

‘Trust Me’ here

‘Searchlights’ here

‘fugue in red’ here

splinters beneath our nails by mostly_maudlin [Rated T, 3719 words, complete, 2023]

Andrew hasn’t decided what to do about Kevin Day. A few days ago, he’d have said that Kevin was dead to him. If things had gone differently, that might still be true. Today, he walks up to the car and throws open the door.

Not again by LetThemCuddle [Rated G, 698 words, complete, 2023]

Andrew circled the stony striker when silence answered him. “Hello? Anybody home? The answer is yes, a lot of nobodies, just one is missing. I’ll give you three guesses.” “Pass.” “Never took you for a quitter. This is quite refreshing.” The goalie quipped, lighting a smoke. “Come on, the cars’ still running.” “I’m going to stay here.” Kevin’s quiet voice echoed through the abandoned stadium. Somber, lacking the usual spiteful energy he towed.

right on time by dayurno [Not Rated, 10915 words, complete, Aftg Mixtape Exchange 2023]

"Has your Butcher called back yet?" Oh. “No,” Kevin replies, frowning slightly. “It’s understandable. He is a busy man.” “Kevin Day making excuses,” pulling away, Andrew puts down, “at this rate, you might just write his name on the margins of your books with hearts around it.” “What? No, why would I do that?” “Why wouldn’t you?” Kevin gives him a perplexed look. “Andrew, do you think I like the Butcher of Baltimore?” Alternatively, when the Butcher of Baltimore issues an order for his subordinates to bring him his childhood idol, he forgets what his choice of career entails. Kevin would hold it against him if he didn't find the man so fascinating.

tw: (accidental) kidnapping

Rescue Me by Demiwitchwoodwalker [Rated T, 4564 words, complete, 2022]

“I can protect you, from him and yourself,” Andrew said in a tone Kevin couldn’t quite place after a long moment filled with nothing but the muffled noise of the game playing on Kevin’s laptop. “I can help you stay instead of running further or back.” Kevin stared at him then, finally letting himself actually look at him, and the same feeling from before returned, feeling like a hand clenched itself around his lungs and heart. He pushed his laptop closed, the game’s audio abruptly cutting off, and turned slightly to face Andrew, whose expression had shifted back into the grin that seemed to constantly be present in the day and whose eyes looked almost dead. Kevin’s lips parted, words rising in the back of his throat, but he couldn’t get them past his tongue. How was he supposed to do this? The memory of Andrew the night before floated through his mind again, when he was as close to sober as he could get, more vulnerable than Kevin felt he’d ever seen a person despite the fact that Kevin was the one halfway through a breakdown. "Why?" --- Aka, how Kevin and Andrew make their deal. (Potential triggers are listed in the tags, please be careful!)

tw: self harm, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced suicidal thoughts

The Tide by zoeellendraws [Rated G, 20473 words, complete, 2022]

Kevin and Andrew participate in a showcase that could make or break their ballet careers and discover a promising new talent in the process. Or Mysterious Ballet AU

tw: implied/referenced violence

I came for the safety (stayed 'cause you made me feel) by Charcoalll [Rated M, 4621 words, complete, 2021]

“Day? We’re gonna get you out of here okay? Minyard’s gonna make sure you get out of here and down to the bus” Kevin looked over Wymack’s shoulder where he could see the figure of the small blonde man. Kevin nodded, how could he do anything but nod? These people were sticking out their neck for him in a way he couldn’t remember anyone doing before. No words could ever describe his thankfulness. Or: A little glimpse into Andrew and Kevin's relationship before, during and after AftG.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced alcohol abuse

biting down by vincevangothh [Rated T, 2257 words, complete, Aftg Exchange 2017]

kevin learns that in order to understand something, you have to allow yourself to learn, and talks to andrew about neil. '“Did I or did I not tell you that you have asked as many free questions as you are permitted to today?” This time, as Andrew snaps, Kevin hears it. “Free?” he asks around a mouthful of rice, swallowing hastily before he continues. “So if I give you something, I can ask more?” It's a rhetorical question, but Andrew grants him a small nod anyway. “Neil and I have - had - a thing.” Kevin agonisingly anticipates his next words as Andrew scoops up another mouthful of food. Static silence stretches out between them until he swallows again. “Truth for truth. For everything you ask me, I ask you something.” “Deal.”'

Reasons by orphan_account [Rated T, 1895 words, complete, 2016]

“You took me with you when you recruited him,” Andrew muttered, but he knew Kevin was listening. They both knew that it was the closest Andrew could get to a thank you, so they both kept quiet. A list of the times Andrew met Kevin, interwoven with the list of times Andrew met Neil.

Kevin, Andrew and their friendship by @andrews-jort-loving-pipe-dream [tumblr, 2023]

“Why are we here?” “I'm here because it's Josten's birthday next week. You're here because you can't be alone.”

Andrew and Kevin watching a movie together after one of them wakes up from a nightmare. by @foxesbettingpool [tumblr, 2018]

He’d been up the majority of the night, wasting away on a bean bag chair with textbooks, papers, and a mountain of notes surrounding him.

tw: nightmares

Future Andrew & Kevin hc by @thepalmtoptiger [tumblr, 2018]

Andrew and Kevin stay close friends after leaving the Foxes and going pro.

Kevin asks Andrew to be his best man hc by @palmettofoxden [tumblr, 2017]

Kevin asks Andrew to be his best man at his wedding and Andrew just stands up and walks out of the room without answering or even reacting.

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andrew & kevin brotp edit by @mint-and-memories

Andrew and Kevin meme art by @foxhole-doodles

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willowser · 11 months

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okay i know everyone hates amnesia fics but can you imagine sitting in a hospital bed, being visited every day by bakugou sourpuss katsuki 🥺 and he has to go through the terrible painful process of making you fall in love with him AGAIN ??? like, he feels lucky enough that it happened the first time !!! now he has to do it all over ??

and can you imagine asking him to explain it to you, what you were to each other 🥺 and he has big sad eyes and lil pink cheeks and he tells you hesitant and gruff, "we—fuckin' love each other. you're it for me 'n i think...i hope i was it for you."

SAD. GOODBYE. SCREAMING.

#it's so horrible for bakugou specifically bc he has a hard time accepting love anyway #or believing that he was lucky enough to win you the first time #so when it comes to having to tell you what your relationship was like — he has to believe in it !!!#or else he doesn't know how to tell you and then what ?? 🥺 he just has to let you go ?? 🥺#AS IF !!!!#but i also believe for bakugou — he'd be very sad but !! he's done it once gdi 😤😤 and he'll do again if he has to !!! 😤😤😤#...and yes i did see the new gog and what about it akfjskdhqkqnandhiaoa #✿ willow writes #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: bakugou amnesia au

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lazycranberrydoodles · 7 months

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mxtxtober day 2: rain

@vampirefaun’s fic Thousand Gold Come-And-Go Stew is the canonical Hua Cheng memory loss extra to me so go read it if you haven’t already! I’ve wanted to make fanart of it for a while, and even did a sketch in August (below the cut) but finally got around to it because of today’s prompt :)

the sketch i made in august ↓. the colors on this were already pretty harmonized so i colormapped them a little bit more to use as a palette for my final drawing.

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creatrixanimi · 3 months

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One time i somehow got on a redit thread on will wood bc i looked him up or something and Im constantly thinking about one person I saw getting really aggressive about his fans liking him for queer reasons and they said something like "he's a cis het 30 year old man he probably doesnt know what 'so gender' means" and like ok yeah being parasocial is not good but saying that he doesnt know what "so gender" means is laughably wrong. The guy has a song about gender identity and also at one point dressed like this:

Like theres discouraging parasocial weirdness like assigning stranger's sexualities and then theres what is essentially gasligthing people into thinking they just made everything they like up about a musical artist they like. For some reason.

#I know he's kinda wishywashy about what makes him uncomfortable and stuff so people are kinda hyper aware of that #and people sometimes take that and go even further & designate themselves as fancops but gaslighting baby queer fans isnt it #also ive seen the ways the ppl he hangs out with dress this guy probably knows about tumblr furry discourse #anyway i am always thinking about that thread it haunts me #i understand he has some weird fans but also people noticing obvious themes in his music arent like. overstepping. thats normal.#also idk anything about him and his sexuality so he could be cishet but also like. u can be cishet and still be gender nonconforming #also also why is everyone over the age of 30 designated as internet lingo illiterate. did they all get amnesia or something.#me

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heybiji · 1 year

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“I was hoping I could see you,” his voice cracks, “Or hold you.” He sounds desperate, so much so that it embarrasses him.

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd character #dnd art #dnd oc #dandelion treehollow #and his mom #that he'd forgotten was a hag due to some feywild amnesia #cashes in my “i drew my character so now i'm allowed to talk about them” token #the session where everything truly went to hell LOL #session 66 #(always sunny theme) Dandelion Betrays the Party #so you found out your mother's a misery eating hag #RAVELERS #biji draws #biji plays #i need more dnd in my life

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lordsovorn · 3 months

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I'm suddenly seeing a lot of Fear & Hunger content in my youtube recs, and...

You know I am a big fan of horror, I am a big fan of dark worlds and engrossing atmosphere - but even a cursory look shows this game is far, far worse than anything I've enjoyed or would ever think to try

I'm honestly a bit torn. I know that no one can say with certainty whether I would like it or not...

So instead, a question for those of you who played it: do you feel the use of its themes is justified in the narrative? Does extreme, diverse and horrifying misery contribute to an enriching story and / or experience that wouldn't have been possible otherwise?

#fear and hunger #fear & hunger #for the reference the heaviest-themed game I enjoyed would probably be Silent Hill 2 #SOMA and Amnesia: Rebirth are the golden standard of horror as a way to tell a unique and enriching story (for me)#a big fan of Dark Souls but you'd have to be stu...#khm #it would be a stretch to call that game actually hostile to the player #Darkest Dungeon is neat I like that kind of game mechanically also that you can steamroll everything if you're prepared

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cryptvokeeper · 6 months

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I think haunted museums are an underutilized concept

you take so many personal objects from peoples final resting places, at least SOME of that shit is gonna be haunted or cursed.

Night at the museum is the closest we as a society have come to a museum horror story and that’s a damn shame

#Give me a horror story in a museum #give me a theme abt the real horror being the way museums steal sacred or personal objects from their cultures #Give me a museum that knows it’s artifacts are malicious and killing security guards but they’d rather die than give up their status #I was gonna say movie but honestly make it an indie horror game #Fnaf doesn’t get a monopoly on security guard protagonists #Also cuz it’s be cool to run around a museum after dark #Recreate the entire British museum in blender and then make it spooky #I’m imagining a sort of walk around experience where you can read the plaques for different exhibits #And the plaques get more fucked up over the course of the night #Talking about how many people died to get it here or how a persons spirit is screaming for this to be returned #Idk what the gameplay would be maybe something a bit amnesia-esque #No weapon more of a run around and hide #Collecting key cards or codes you need to get to different areas and escape #I’ve never actually wanted to to make a video game but now I’m tempted nooooo #Ugh that’s be so much work #And yet #I’m thinking about all the statues with missing hands and heads and noses #Body horror potential #Museums are so big and twisty they’d be amazing

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notdeezy · 4 months

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Made myself a custom 3DS theme for Amnesia TDD! ^w^

#amnesia tdd #amnesia the dark descent #video #3ds themes

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exo-s-victory-lap · 2 years

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Flower of evil is one of the only shows where the amnesia is actually a really great part of the plot and not a cop out or excuse to prolong the drama

#mine #it's because the amnesia directly relates to the theme #which is about whether or not love is a part of human nature #jiwon was framed as a redeemer for most of the show her love for hyunsu is what exposes him to the concept and motivates him #and encurages him to open up and change. its a painful process that takes years for him.#and so. ok. he can love now. cool! but is it that he loves because of her or because he always could?#that's what the amnesia is solving #young hyunsu loves because she guided him to #adult post memory loss hyu su choses to loce and to open himself to that connection #it finally answers the question. hyunsu loves because hes a human and love is a part of the human condition #flower of evil

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ardenrosegarden · 5 months

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Frictional Games, Amnesia: The Bunker The Crane Wives, Canary in a Coalmine Euripides tr. Diskin Clay, The Trojan Women Aeschylus tr. Philip de May, Agamemnon William Shakespeare, Richard III

#amnesia the bunker #web weaving #putting chanard in a little enclosure to run and play with the mutineers in perceiving the horrors without it saving anyone <3 #I love how horror games are like the themes are a creature that's real and it's gonna Get You #amnesia

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berrycontrary · 9 months

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Me when I'm about to die but I don't care because the chase music be bopping

#BerryContrary #just listened to the Stalkers chase theme and oh my god it didn't have to go so hard #also me with the suitors chase music omg #amnesia tdd #amnesia the dark descent #amnesia justine #amnesia a machine for pigs #amnesia the bunker #special interest

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willowser · 11 months

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Omg please fuel my love for the amnesia trope 🤲

like, can you imagine.. we go for a walk or just trying to hang out w/ bkg to remember, and we end up somewhere pretty; an outlook maybe? He pauses and gazes over the water towards the city lights on the other side and exhales heavily through his nose. We can't help but ask him what's up. He mumbles something into the wind, we only catch the "...do you remember?" when he shifts his gaze from the scenery to us. His eyes are soft 🥺 and sad 🥺 but oh so full of adoration 🥹🫠

PLEASE. SAD.

at first, all you can think about is how pretty the overlook is as the sun starts to set, casting pinks and purples across the lake, city lights like stars on the surface. it's romantic, you think, distantly, and then you hear him sigh beside you. he's quiet normally, but you glance at him out of the corner of your eye and — his are squeezed shut tight, brow pinched, a frown deep set on his face.

and it makes your stomach drop, for this moment to be another letdown for him. very quietly, you ask him, though you know the answer: "we've been here before, yeah?"

his eyes glitter when he opens them, sets them on you with a look that breaks your own heart. bakugou is undone, allowing himself just a second to grieve. "y'don't remember any of this? none of it?"

you want to like him. you want to love him. it'd be easier for you to, this life with all its missing pieces; so new and so painful already. but — you just don't.

"show me," you tell him, biting at the inside of your cheek as your eyes sting. "do it again. show me again."

something crosses his face then, desperate and determined, and the muscle in his cheek jumps as he grits his teeth. when he pushes off the hood of his car, you mimic him, nerves alight under your skin as you let him lean in too close.

#SAD. SAD. SAD.#i think he'd eventually be so determined 😤😤#like i won this heart once AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN GOD DAMN IT #🥺🥺🥺#but it still breaks his heart — to be the only one left with the early moments between you 🥺#✿ willow writes #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: bakugou amnesia au

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cure-stars · 1 year

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AMNESIA WAS HER NAME. 👁️‍🗨️

#mellohi draws stuff #animal crossing #ac cece #cece ac #amnesia was her name #lemon demon #view monster #fandomronpa #yeah to nobody's surprise i'm posting art of my fandomronpa claims again #i used cece in season 4 cause the theme was cancelled/rebooted/beta characters and she didnt return for new horizons #long story short she ended up with short term memory loss #and a found family comprised of inspector gadget ugly sonic airy hfjone and roll megaman #also i hope the splatooners dont mind me tagging her but #callie cuttlefish #nothing personal guys i just think you should all acknowledge cece's existence cause she's cool #s4: writer's block #multiverse 233443

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aq2003 · 6 months

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so john smith is a character that ten "made up" (ie. the tardis generated him to fit the time period it picked). a fundamentally empty person that he can't control will do. someone that is missing the inherent parts of what makes ten himself, like not just his two hearts but things that truly deeply matter to him. things like not hurting anyone or not abandoning a companion or not being someone that teaches children how to shoot a weapon and fight in a war. human ten might show echoes of normal ten here or there like the art or the intelligence but their differences are rly kinda the point of the arc. multiple times human ten is given the opportunity to give himself up and sacrifice himself for those around him and it's only until the very, very last minute that he makes the decision that normal ten would've done in an instant. this isn't your normal amnesia storyline; ten temporarily erased himself from existence to give the family of blood a chance of dying peacefully, and replaced himself with someone else who wouldn't do that same thing; who is so ordinary and complacent and cishet and probably even likes the texture of pears

#obligatory asterisk on the not hurting anyone bit but like. ten IS a pacifist i think this is one of his defining character traits #and one of the main things he carries over from the growth that nine did over his season #tenth doctor #dr who #sorry i needed to get out my thoughts on the human ten arc it's still haunting me #BECAUSE. ten's humanity while being a time lord is such a constant theme with him #i don't think john smith embodies humanity more than ten does. just a different aspect of it.#you could def argue a more uglier side of it. bc like. [gestures vaguely] lmao #for a second i thought it was a normal amnesia storyline tho and i thought it was cute that human ten was a teacher.#bc im of the opinion if ten existed in a modern au he'd be a high school teacher. undeniably #opinion redacted as i actually found out what was actually happening tho. lmao.#nobody gets this stupid arc like i do i have grievances with it but it Says So Much About Ten #while he isn't there at all. this is the point. he isn't there and martha has to take on everything by herself #skimming the confidential eps for that arc and the show making martha go through all that. was probably them trying to show that martha #is like strong and capable and has grown to such a position of trust for ten across the season. However. [gestures vaguely]#white british writer's room that doesn't get that racism isn't just some episodic villain martha has to face this one time #10 era

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hopezzy · 7 months

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me during all of minato's season 2: idk bro its just terribly executed and it all feels so dumb and convoluted that i don't even care what's happening

me during episode 12:

#minato shouji coin laundry 2 #minato's laundromat 2 #minatos laundromat #wash my heart #nishigaki sho #kusakawa takuya #japanese bl #jbl #bl drama #asianlgbtqdramas #gOD the confrontation in the house dESTROYED me sho and takuya killed that scene #reminded me that the two of them can actually act when the script isnt fucking stupid #and you kNOW the ending theme had me in sHAMBLES #also obviously the amnesia was stupid as fuck but i do wish we couldve gotten a bit of them dating when shin didnt remember #i loved how shin still adored minato and thought about him constantly when he couldnt remember #like yeah it was dumb but i would have enjoyed some of minato flirting with a flustered shin that doesnt remember how brazen he was #my posts

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kimium · 3 months

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Chapters: 14/? Summary:

Canon Divergence. University AU. Mafia AU.

“Let’s leave. We’re not sticking around here,” Yuu said as they began to walk through the tall grass. If they were lucky, they’d run into someone that was willing to help and not ask many questions.

“Well, well what do we have here?”

Yuu jumped, a scream bursting from their lips. Grim squirmed out of their arms and floated in mid air, his ear flames bursting brighter. Standing in front of them was a man wearing the most ornate outfit Yuu had ever seen outside of cosplay inside an anime convention. Clearly going for a steam-punk like style crossed with opera, Yuu couldn’t tear their eyes away from the birdlike mask or the feathers adorning the long cloak with ends that looked like bird wings.

“Goodness gracious!” the man exclaimed, a little too cheerful. “You’re not from this world.”

In where Yuu is summoned to a strange new dimension (by an occult) and will find their way home (and solving the mystery to why they were summoned in the first place) through the power of accidentally befriending the local organized crime fractions. (Or Yuu is accidentally the most powerful person in this world through the power of Friendship.)

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Hello everyone! I am done another chapter of this fic! I’m so excited to share this with you, especially since I just hit 105k words! Wow! That’s so many! I hope you enjoy this chapter! Let me know!

#personal #writing #twisted wonderland #canon divergence #mafia au #university au #gender neutral pronouns for yuu #multi-chaptered fic #magical amnesia #suggestive themes #biting #more tags in the fic

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