human wreckage
Under a cut because I became a bloodfreak for this week's @wincestwednesdays and also I couldn't wait.
Theme: Favorite episode, Theme: Blood
CW: for blood consumption (to be safe), purging, choking
Title: Human Wreckage (from MCR's song Blood)
Sam hit a breaking point in those six months. He’d been crazed and sick and obsessed, but he’d stopped crying. He didn’t need to cry. Dean would be back soon. Sam would find the trickster and get Dean back. He would be back. He was already there. He was there in the car. Sam couldn’t listen to the tapes, but he tried the radio and bit his lips to shreds. Dean was in every song. He drove in silence.
Dean was in the food Sam ordered for him. Every meal. More often than not, after tipping it into the trash can, he went to the toilet and purged his own meal. But he didn’t cry. He didn’t need to. Dean was there. He was in the Samulet. Sometimes Sam would put it on and choke himself with it, imagining it was Dean’s hands, punishing him. Sam couldn’t save Dean. But he would. Sam would get Dean back and let him punish Sam all he wanted. He didn’t have that now, so he punished himself. But Dean was there.
He was there in his clothes. Sometimes Sam would lay his clothes out on the other side of the bed. He would shove his face into the pits of Dean’s shirts, the only place where his smell still lingered after so many months. He chased the smell. The taste. He took Dean’s crusty, bloody shirts and sucked, hard, and he knew it was sick and unhealthy, but he needed to keep Dean alive. In his guts, in his veins, Dean was there. He could keep him there, get him there, get him back, if he tried hard enough, hurt hard enough, sucked hard enough. Dean would be back. He didn’t need to cry. Not when Dean would be back soon. Not when he was already there.
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hades offered persephone the food of the underworld. she ate it, and became forever tied to him
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@berdlygaming-724 thank you for the inspiration, this one’s for you -v-
Here’s some goofy doodles of @sm-baby ‘s Carnival!Jax as a Dead By Daylight killer-
That being said, I’m uncomfortable with tagging this as Dead By Daylight fanart, A: because this isn’t my character B: because the media and fandom in which this idea that isn’t mine came from, is wildly different, so I’m just not gonna do that-
Also I’m sorry if those perks suck lmao, I love the game but I haven’t played in ages and never researched the perks, just killer lore—
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