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chans-room · 7 months
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WIP Tag Game
rules: post 3 snippets from published work, and 3 from your wips
Thank you for the tags @minisugakoobies! 🖤✨
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I'm gonna throw this under the cut so it's not 9 years long also bc it gets spicyyyyy
3 WIPs:
Craving Connection -- Chapter ?? Future
As much as he tried to fight it, her eyelashes brushing against his cheek made him laugh. “Stop it, ’m trying to sleep,” she huffed, opening one eye to glare at him menacingly before closing it again. Unfortunately, all it did was make him laugh harder.  She groaned, detaching herself from him to turn away, but he caught her waist and kept her pressed against him. “No, 'm sorry, ’m sorry, I’ll stop laughing I swear,” he said, trying and failing to suppress his laughter. “Real convincing, Channie. Real convincing,” she huffed, pulling back to give him another glare, which only succeeded in making him laugh harder, falling backwards onto the bed as he giggled uncontrollably.  He couldn’t help it: she just looked too cute while trying to be so intimidating; it reminded him of Felix. “You’re fucking cute, d’ya know that?” She laughed, shaking her head. Warmth flooded his cheeks and spread all the way down his chest.  “Yeah, and so are you. Fuckin’ adorable,” Chan smiled, pushing the shyness away as he rolled onto her, trapping her underneath him. “Even when you snore.” She gasped, eyes narrowing as she wagged a finger at him, “I don’t snore!” “Yes, Sugar Plum, you do. They’re very cute tiny snores though,” he smirked. She opened her mouth to argue, and Chan took the opportunity to press himself down and capture her lips in a sweet kiss. He hoped she couldn’t feel his heart hammering in his chest when her arms wrapped around his neck and she relaxed into him. He pulled away reluctantly, shifting backward to sit on his heels. “Don’t argue with me. It’s too early. Besides, we need to get ready. Felix will be here soon.” As soon as the words left his mouth, he could see her retreating into herself. “Hey, I don’t mean that we have to—“
On Your Mark
When they realized you could do nothing for them; you could not cure illnesses brought to them by their contaminated water, nor grow their crops planted in the desiccated soil beneath their feet, nor bring vengeance upon those who had curated their suffering. You were just a girl, cruelly plucked from the sky as you flew over the unknown land stretched out below you. But if you possessed that power, the one they so desperately prayed to you for, the only people you desired to bring revenge upon was them.  But the longer you stayed there — shackled to the floor, wings fluttering helplessly against their constraints — you could see now most of them were misguided. Never showing their faces beneath lidless masks in fear. Being led toward a life of hatred and spite by someone claiming to know what was best for them. Someone who claimed to speak for their God. Someone blinded by hostility. Their malice had quickly turned onto you. They felt deceived. Their holy books spoke of winged creatures bestowing glory, rewards, and holy retribution in the name of their God. You could understand how they were mistaken. Yet once faced with their error, the fact that you could give them nothing of what they seeked, they explained it away. Convincing themselves their scripture couldn’t be wrong. It was you who was wrong. And so you were to be kept. A trophy. From their God himself. And over time, they started visiting you less and less. And then had stopped all together, save for their leader, who merely handed you a can of the closest thing they had to water and a plate of food every day. You’d been worshiped, hated, forgotten. You had nearly given up, but you’d held onto hope. Hope that you’d one day feel the wind on your face again, the birds singing as their feathers brushed against yours, your bare feet passing through the clouds.  But that was before. Before the two men. Before you had tasted freedom on the tip of your tongue and had it torn from your grasp yet again. Before the glass cage.
Peach -- Pink Pony Club
“No, you guys don’t get it,” Hyunjin whined, flopping his head back dramatically. He would have preferred to sprawl out across the backseat like a Renaissance painting – it would properly emphasize just how dire the situation was – but seeing as he was squished between Changbin and Jisung, his options were limited. “Well then explain it, Hyune,” Minho sighed from the driver's seat. “She just–she’s not just beautiful! I swear, she’s my muse!” Hyunjin cried. “Isn’t that what you said about the girl from the coffee shop the other day? The one who stole your coffee but you weren’t mad because she had ‘the most incredible smile’?” Changbin asked. Jisung joined in, “And what about the girl you saw in the convenience store that took the last kombucha you wanted? The one who had ‘the prettiest eyes you’ve ever seen’?” he asked, throwing his arms around Hyunjin’s shoulders in a squeezing sideways hug as he wiggled his eyebrows at him. Hyunjin opened his mouth again to explain but was cut off by Felix. “Oh! And what about the girl from your art class! The nude model who laughed when you tripped on the easel but ‘looked like Aphrodite herself’? You literally talked about her thighs for weeks,” Felix joined in, turning around to look at them from the passenger seat. Hyunjin sighed, deflating in Jisung’s tight hold, preparing himself for– “Hey!” Minho shouted, “Why don’t you tell me about the girls you simp over? Do I not matter to you anymore?” Minho complained, narrowing his eyes at Hyunjin in the rearview mirror. “If you all would just listen then you would know that they’re all the same person!” he shouted, a hush falling over the car for a moment before it exploded in a series of shouted disbelief. Hyunjin let them yell for a minute, signing and leaning back in his seat. It was pointless to try and explain when they were screaming at him. “Are you done now so I can explain?” “There’s no way they’re the same person, dude! Do you know how big this city is?” Changbin laughed.
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Side Effects of Affection
“I love you, you know that, right?” “Of course I know, baby,” Mingi sighed happily, eyes closing with the force of his smile, “And I love you, more than anything. That's why I’ve decided something,” he said, flopping back onto the bed. “Mmhmm, and what's that honey?” You asked, closing your eyes as you laced your fingers with his at your side.  “If you want, I’ll get a vasectomy,” he said brightly, making you sit up to stare at him in confusion. “That way, we can have all the sex we want and not have to worry about kids! And you can stop taking birth control, if you want to. Two birds, one stone.” For a second you were convinced he had actually fucked your brain out as you tried to comprehend his words. You could not believe he was not only suggesting but willing to do something like that for you. “Fuck, Mingi you can’t hit me with some shit like that after what we just did,” you scoffed, willing the tears in your eyes to go away, before diving into his embrace, tucking your nose into the junction of his shoulder. “I still can’t feel my toes, babe, it’s not the time to decide if you’re gonna get a vasectomy.” “Just think about it,” he shrugged, curling around you, keeping you tucked into him. “But I’d do anything for you. I mean it.” “I love you too,” you whispered thickly, planting a chaste kiss on his neck. He responded with a kiss to the top of your head, cradling your head in his hands. He was silent for a moment before asking, “Wait did you really cum so hard your toes went numb?” You giggled softly before nodding. “Nice,” he mumbled to himself.
Craving Connection - Chapter 2
“Open your eyes for me, Sugar Plum,” he pleaded into her ear, his teeth grazing her ear. “Look at me, baby.” She keened, all of the sensations coming back to her at once as she opened her eyes. His fingertips against her scalp, the undeniable fullness, his sharp puffs of air against her cheek, his taught stomach against her thighs. “Tell me what you want,” he said, hovering over her for a moment, staring into her eyes as he caressed her face softly, his dimples beginning to show. She couldn’t force words out, each one dying on her lips, so she grabbed the hand he had spread out across her ribs and pushed it up to wrap around her neck gingerly. He flexed his fingers experimentally, tightening ever so slightly. Her body reacted immediately, her walls fluttering against his length. In response, her hand slithered up his torso to rest against his thick neck. She could feel his heart racing under her fingertips, stretched out almost painfully wide against him. The shuddering breath she got from him was all the confirmation she needed. He shivered, and groaned, snapping his hips into hers before rasping out, “God you’re fucking everything.” She felt him chuckle darkly as her second orgasm approached fast, her vision nearly going black with the force of its impending devastation as he resumed his thrusts. Her only tether to reality was Chan’s hand on her throat and hers on his. “Fuck, kiss me, please,” she croaked, pulling him closer as her orgasm tore through her like a tidal wave. He groaned, his hips stuttering to a stop as he collapsed onto her, his lips finding hers as if they were drawn together like magnets. “Fucking incredible,” Chan mumbled into her lips before dropping himself onto her like a weighted blanket. They spent the next few minutes like that; he busied himself with committing a constellation of featherlight kisses up her neck and across her cheeks as she trailed her fingers down his spine, basking in the afterglow. The momentary disconnection from reality has stopped her brain to mouth filter from working, and she blurted out, “I’m glad you thought to wear a condom. Calling the front desk for new sheets would be a pain in the ass.” Chan stopped mid kiss, raising an eyebrow in her direction as he looked at her through his eyelashes before his shoulders began to shake with laughter. “Why was that even a thought right now?”
Don't Hang Up -- Prologue
Jimin flushed, slipping into the room, the light from the hall illuminating a sliver of the stark white canvas and bathing the darkened room in a muted glow. He couldn’t help but notice the blinds were pulled shut, and the lamps were all out. Anxiety crawled up his throat, tightness settling in his jaw as he looked around anxiously at the looming shadows. He’d never realized how the darkness clung to every corner in their apartment until right then. He’d never worried about them before with Taehyung’s bright smile and reassuring presence on hand.  “Tae, I don’t like this. Please just come out,” he pleaded earnestly. “Aw, come on. You don’t even want to see my masterpiece?” “Taehyung, I’m serious. Please just turn off the fucking voice. It’s creepy, okay? You can prank call those kids I work with later but I’m over it,” Jimin asked, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end. Dread settled on his mind, starting to doubt himself, and the person on the other end of the call.  “Just turn the light on, and I’ll come out.” He couldn’t place why, but the idea of turning the light on struck terror though him. He didn’t know what he was going to find once he did, but something told him it wouldn’t be anything good. “What, are you scared? Is Park Jimin actually afraid of something?”  Jimin frowned, his hand stilling in mid-air, his fingers a breath away from the light switch; Taehyung knew all his fears, and had never used them against him in such a malicious way. Without another thought, he flipped the switch, filling the room suddenly with a nearly blinding white light. In the middle of the room sat Tae’s easel, facing mostly away from where Jimin was standing.  “Go on, take a look,” the voice pressed. The disembodied, mechanical lilt began to sound less and less like the Tae he knew and the more unsettled it made him.  Jimin took the few cautious steps forward, brows furrowing as he saw what was on the canvas. In a dark red, the words LOOK UP were drawn haphazardly on top of the brightly coloured painting he’d seen Taehyung working on for the past few days. He didn’t want to look, but his curiosity betrayed him, his eyes darting up for a fraction of a second.  He refused to believe it. It must have been a trick of the light. There was no way that the love of his life was tied to a chair, half naked with blood spilling down his tanned chest from the gaping wound at his throat. There was no way that his handsome boyfriend was staring at him with no life in his big, brown, doe eyes, kitchen knife protruding from the side of his head Tears instantly welled in Jimin’s eyes as he tried to convince himself that if he didn’t look, it couldn’t be real. But he couldn’t stop himself, his eyes locking onto Taehyung’s lifeless gaze.  A sob tore out of him, his hands starting to tremble as he took in the sight in front of him. “No, no, no, no,” he mumbled, taking a step backward. “You just don’t understand art, do you? That’s okay, you’re going to be my next masterpiece,” the voice mocked. Jimin couldn’t help but notice now the sharpness in the voice, the sinister edge to its tone. At the same moment, Jimin realized whoever had killed Tae was still in their apartment.
anyway if you read this far ily byeee
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sleepy-yn · 4 years
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Stray Kids: Reacting to their GF Missing Them
A/N: This is basically something I’ve been daydreaming about fjfdjkk so there’s that. Basically their Gf’s record themselves on tiktok to the song “Mr. Loverman” and “Me and my Husband” and the boys see it. ALSO the boys don’t have a dating ban here and they are public with their relationship (some more than others) NOT PROOF READ
Chan:
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 You were still in Uni and it was stressful being a student
it’s also very stressful when your sweet boyfriend lives across the world
you had visited him for a week recently but, obviously, you had to go back home
it was one of those early morning study sessions because you really needed to pass this quiz
 you looked up at the picture frames on your desk and tears started to spill over the keyboard
you missed chan so much it hurt in your chest
 like if there was a hole where your heart should be
you decided to scroll through tiktok as a way to escape from your sadness 
that’s when you heard the song “Mr Loverman” for the thousandth time and you decided to let your feelings out
chan’s fans knew he was in a relationship but he cared too much about your privacy that he never introduced you to his fans
after you finished uploading the tiktok, you decided to get back to studying 
chan was finishing up his work for the afternoon when Felix came into the studio
“Hyung look” he shoved his phone into chan’s face
we all know felix has a secret tiktok
Chan saw you sitting at your desk, tears in your eyes and several words on the screen
the familiar lyrics “I’m Mr. Loverman, and I miss my lover man” while he read what you wrote broke his heart into a million pieces
“i miss him so much. I want to see him again.” 
tears threatened to spill from his own eyes as he watched you look so broken
felix took that as his cue to give chan some space
He needed to see your face even though he knew it was late
accepting the facetime call, you almost sobbed at seeing your handsome boyfriends face
“Hey babygirl’
“hi channie”
“Why are you still awake, love?”
“i miss you too much” you said in a whisper, a pout on your lips and your voice quivering
it was all about to spill out again, your emotions were just not in tact at the moment
“baby please don’t cry” :( i’m literally about to cry writing this
He wishes so badly that he could be there to wipe your tears
chan hated seeing you sad, you crying was his ultimate weakness
After calming down, he told you to stop studying and get some rest
he hummed the familiar tune to you while you fell into a soft slumber
you bet your ass that he booked the soonest flight to go see you
Minho
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please i can’t get enough of this gif
so you lived in korea with minho 
you both lived in an apartment together and although small, it was your home
you worked as a therapist for young adults and dealt with a lot every day
you and him never really saw each other during the day because of how busy you two were
it was comeback season so that meant he was rarely home
actually, he wasn’t home at all; he stayed at the dorms with the boys so that transportation and work was easier
so the house felt even emptier and although you were extremely supportive of the boys you missed your husband
so one night when you got home from work, you just burst into tears
a patient of yours talked about losing his first love and yadayadayada
it just hit you for some reason
but you knew it was stupid to cry, you should be happy your husband was back with his brothers and doing what he loves
so while you made dinner you continued, you listened to the playlist you made for these types of scenarios
and with your luck, the song “Me and my Husband” started playing
all the emotions you had been holding in flowed back out as you related to every word
what you didn’t know was that Minho was done early today and was making his way back home to you
and at the perfect moment, when the line “But when he walks in, I am loved” he walked in the door
turning to look at him, you couldn’t stop the smile from spreading across your face
jumping into his arms, he staggered back a bit but held you nonetheless 
“Did someone miss me?” he smirked 
“oh shut up and kiss me” and that he did
all your sadness faded away and the stress taking place in your body relaxed
“you really missed me didn’t you?” he said, wiping what was left of your tears
“yea yea, now come help me with dinner”
he couldn’t wish to be anywhere else but here with you
Changbin
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look at his smile pls 
you and changbin have been married for about a year now 
his fans were super supportive and they honestly were warning HIM not to break your heart
you were a youtuber and a producer who made music for groups like KARD and VAV
so obviously you and changbin barely saw each other when you two were busy
however, you had a day off but changbin on the other hand had to help chan with a song
even though today was your anniversary, you made him go help out chan
your marriage was important but you knew how important music is to him and the boys
looking around the house at the pictures of the both of you, you started to get teary eyed
all the memories came hitting you like a bus rip george o’malley
you decided to put all these memories into a video not only to put your emotions somewhere but for the fans as well
but there was a twist at the end no one expected
while Changbin and Chan were focused on the track they were working on, Jisung came in to show changbin something
“Just look”
changbins attention went to the video in front of him
there you were doing your makeup and a couple textboxes showed up talking about how depressed you were in the past
you were not in a good state of mind and weren’t sure life was for you
that was until Changbin walked into your life *cue “But when he walks in I am loved”*
He smiled at all the pictures of you and him; your first dates, the proposal, the wedding, and more couple pictures
but what he wasn’t expecting was the last picture
there you were, holding a pregnancy test with a hand covering your smile
bet your ass all of twitter was already talking about it, that’s how jisung found it
both chan and jisung were hopping off the walls congratulating changbin
He packed up all his stuff and rushed home as fast as he could
when he walked in, there you were in bed watching his music videos
He didn’t even say anything, all he did was kiss you and hug you so tight in his arms as if your were going to slip away
“So I’m guessing this means you’re happy?”
He kissed you again “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“I wanted to surprise you” you shrugged
he layed in bed with you, head on your belly
“See that? Those are your uncles, they already want to meet you” you giggled
“and that is your daddy, I’m going to protect you with all I am. I already love you so much”
“what are you doing, Binnie?”
“shush woman I’m talking to my baby
you rolled your eyes, “i was your baby first”
He cupped your cheek and looked into your eyes
“you still are, you’re just my big baby” 
giggles filled the air as you two wondered what your future would look like
Hyunjin
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now hyunjin is a special case
all your days were filled with laughter and fun, your relationship was never dull
but recently he couldn’t be with you as much as you wanted
there were rumors about hyunjin dating and him and the company weren’t sure whether to deny or admit it
so for the mean time, you two couldn’t see each other for a bit
your days began getting dull and gray, you missed your energy boy
it didn’t help that you were just about to graduate and the stress of your future was filling your head
one day, it got too much and you spent the day crying
you missed hyunjin so much and wished he could be there with you
so what do you do to organize your thoughts?
make a tiktok
choosing the song “Mr Loverman” you record yourself sitting in your bed, head in your arms and curled up in a ball
the text went along like
“If it benefits him, I want him to let me go. I miss him so much but I know that this means the world to him. I just want to hold him”
of course the viewers had no idea what you were talking about, except for one
felix walked towards where the members were having dinner
“hyung look”
watching the video and listening to the lyrics, his chest felt so heavy
he wanted to throw everything up because the sadness was eating him up
“i have to see her”
although the boys were worried about the media and what the company would say, they still let him go
sitting on the floor against your bed listening to the song on repeat, you didn’t hear hyunjin come in
spotting you, he sat in the spot next to you
you jumped and looked at him with wide eyes 
“hyunjin you can’t be here! what about the company and the saesangs and-”
he kissed you and held you in his arms
“i don’t care about any of that. If i can’t have you, I don’t want any of it.”
there you two sat, holding hands and looking at the moonlight from your window
he didn’t need to have supporters when his main supporter was sitting right next to him
Jisung
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i miss minsung omg 
you were an idol and it was no secret that you and jisung were in love with each other 
but your companies forbid you two from being with one another, at least until you had a couple more years of being an idol
you and jisung had to pretend you were best friends, but that also meant no seeing each other very often
you wanted so bad just to say fuck it and come out to the public anyway
but you knew how much music meant to him
both of your fans weren’t even mad about the rumors, they were more mad at the invasion of privacy
one day, you had a video scheduled to do a cover
and what song did you want to sing? “Mr Loverman” of course
there you sat, in a blue turtleneck topped by a brown coat and plaid tennis skirt
as you sang, the lyrics just kept getting to you
you didn’t cry but when fans watched and analyzed the video, they noticed parts where your eyes watered
stray kids were one of the first viewers
there they sat in the dorm in front of the tv
watching you sing, they all praised your voice and how pretty you looked
but jisung noticed how the song affected you, and honestly it affected him too
he got his jacket and left the dorm, ignoring the boys calls and yells
arriving at your apartment, he knocked softly
and there you were, in one of his sweaters and tears in your arms
before any of you could say anything, he hugged you and tucked his head into your neck
“jisung?” your hands played with his hair
“ we can make this work, i don’t want to lose you”
after a while of talking, you too were just watching tv and cuddling, *like in the gif*
you didn’t want to be anywhere but with him
Felix
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this gif makes me fall more in love with him
Felix and you have been a couple for about a year and a half
your fans loved how wholesome your relationship was
he was the light of your life and was the biggest energy booster
felix was always cooking and baking for you
now you were another idol but you were a solo artist
you also compose songs for groups like day6
so one day you were on the radio show that young k brian hosts
“so y/n, you are very open about your relationship with Felix. what is a song that reminds you of him or your relationship.”
you talked about the song “Me and my Husband”, making sure to remind people that you and felix aren’t married yet
so they asked you to sing a part of the song for them
as you sing the lines “But when he walks in I am loved, I am loved” 
they all talked about how nice your voice was and continued talking about your career
but at one point, there was a phone call to the radio show
it was felix, you were so shocked that he would call but nonetheless it made you giggle
during the call, he told you to look over the the door
you looked over and there he was, drawing a heart with his breathe that hit the window *like in the gif*
you blushed and laughed at him
you can guess how much twitter was freaking out over the interaction
at home later, you thanked him for making your day
“i just love being your number one supporter”
Seungmin 
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im so in love with him
although seungmin and your relationship was fairly new, you two didn’t spend as much time together
you knew each other’s boundaries and knew how much your personal lives mattered
but that didn’t mean you didn’t miss each other
you were still in school technically but you also were an intern at a hospital
this meant that you didn’t have time to spend time with seungmin since you were either at your internship or studing
your favorite pastime was tiktok and playing the piano
so in the small free time that you had, you would post covers on tiktok and you gained a huge following 
seungmin and the rest of the boys followed you on their personal accounts they have one and we all know it
However one day, you were missing seungmin terribly 
your body ached for the feeling of his hugs and kisses on your nose
your followers kept suggesting for you to cover the song “Mr. Loverman” so you used this opportunity to let your emotions out
Seungmin was scrolling through his following on his tiktok account and he found your new video
your sweet silky voice filled his ears and he couldn’t help but smile
but his heart was starting to feel heavy and he noticed how your voice broke just a bit
after he finished watching and saving the video, he decided to video call you
and there he was, with so much love in his eyes
“I missed you” 
“i miss you too minnie” 
the two of you kept on the conversation being the sweetest couple ever
he made sure to never let you feel like that again
Jeongin
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hes growing up so fast im crying
you and innie were still in school
and we all know how he is so obviously being in a relationship was fairly new and crazy to him
however you had a semi career on youtube where you posted singing and dance covers of numerous songs
recently, your music teacher assigned for you and the rest of your peers to sing or create a song that you relate to deeply OR reflects on your life
you browsed through songs like Gone Days, Zombie, and other various kpop songs
but you wanted to be different and do an english song
you were pretty good at english, since it was a class you chose to take
you also knew that your viewers were wanting an english cover on your channel for a while 
deciding to chose the song “mr. loverman”, you started to record
unbeknownst to you, these videos were going to be shown to several other classes 
one happening to be jeongins
while in the big auditorium, several students gasped and praised your singing skills
jeongin, however, looked over at you with stars in his eyes
after school, you both went out to your favorite cafe and back to the dorms
“you sounded really good” his cheeks were heating up
“i was singing about you, you know”
that earned you a kiss on your cheek and cuddles the rest of the day
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hwalisa-twt · 4 years
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| 𝙈𝙞𝙨𝙩 - 𝙃. 𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙣 | part 02
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┇ category : badboy!au, suggestive, ANGST!
┇ warning : mention of drinking !
┇ word count : 2.4K
┇ synopsis : After Hyunjin made you his new girlfriend new challenges are coming, such as helping Hyunjin to open up to you about his feelings and his struggles.
| Stray Kids Masterlist | Part 01 • Part 02 (End) |
The sun was setting on the city and the houses were slowly lighting their lights to glow their interior a bit more. In Hyunjin’s bedroom at the 1st floor of his house, a ray of sunshine was kissing his face, enlightening his beautiful chocolate eyes. Seated on his lap and on his bed, my hands in his hair I was softly twisting my fingers through his brown curls at the back of his neck. He was kissing languidly, gently nipping at my bottom lips. His hands were pushing my hips down to show me he was taking over. Whenever I wanted to be a bit more enterprising, I felt him smile through the kiss. He found it cute because he knew I couldn’t resist him. I ran out of breath and take a step back and he kissed my cheek. I looked into his eyes lovingly and whispered, “I love you”. He stared at me and smacked my lips.
As I was stroking his cheeks I asked, “Babe, what do you want to do tomorrow?”. Tomorrow was a special day, his birthday. He never truly celebrated it, he told me he hated it. But at least I wanted to do something special for him. Hyunjin looked down and said, “Oh, my birthday right…y/n I don’t want a party or something that looks like a party and you know it…why do you keep asking me?”. His words were harsh, but I couldn’t complain I felt like something was buried deep down, but I didn’t know what. “Hyunjin, please look at me…”. I pushed his chin up so I could try and read him through his eyes. “I’m not saying we should party, but I’m suggesting maybe we can walk together and go to a park or something and at night we can reach for the boys and go hang out somewhere? Just you, me and your friends, does it sound nice?”. His eyes were a bit glossy and I couldn’t understand why, but he smiled fondly and nodded, “Ok, let’s do that, it sounds nice”.
It was 10p.m and it was time for me to go home. Hyunjin proposed to bring me home but I said I was okay that it wasn’t far away. So, under the porch of his house we kissed and he hugged me tight. I faintly heard a ‘Thank you’ but I didn’t question him about it. I waved goodbye and I started walking to my house.
On my way I texted Chan, I asked him if he could tell the boys about tomorrow tonight and if he could find a place to go all together. At last, I told him that I needed to talk to him about Hyunjin, he proposed to meet at the playground beside my house in 10min, just enough time for me to go home.
After I met Hyunjin he introduced me to his group of friends who gathers 7 friends: Bang Chan, Minho, Changbin, Jisung, Felix, Seungmin and Jeongin. He once told me that Chan brought them at kindergarten and proposed to form that group of friends that are unbreakable since then. In two months, I had time to become close to Chan, he was sweet and like a brother to me. If Hyunjin and I struggled a bit, he would help me with that because he knew Hyunjin so well. And even if it wasn’t about Hyunjin, I knew I could turn my back to Chan whenever I needed him.
Once I arrived, I found him sited on of one of the swings eating an ice cream. “Chan what are you doing, eating an ice cream at 10p.m?”, I laughed and so did he. I sat on the other swing and I waited, listening to the night, the locusts singing and the trees dancing to the wind. He broke the silence, “y/n…what did you want to ask me about? Are there any problems with Hyunjin?”. I stared at him, he was genuinely concerned about me, and I was truly thankful to him for that. “Hum…you know tomorrow it’s his birthday…and I asked him if he wanted to do something, not obviously a party but just hanging out…and he seemed…elsewhere, almost sad…I wanted to know if you knew anything about it? Did something happen back then?”.
A blank. He looked at me dazzled. Did he know? He stood up from the swing and went to sit down in front of me. “y/n…I’m surprised Hyunjin hasn’t tell you about it yet…I don’t know if I should though…but I guess he won’t be angry about it…I hope…”. I felt anxious, this seemed like something important for Hyunjin that only the boys knew about, and I didn’t know why he hasn’t said it to me yet. Chan continued to speak.
“Okay, so when Hyunjin was 9 years old I think he lived with both of his parents. But I remember him telling me about the fights they were constantly having…of course he was too young to know about their struggles, but he knew something was wrong. On his 10th birthday, when he woke up their parents were restless, his dad kept on grumbling and his mom was in their bathroom. The door was locked. So, he stayed in his bedroom but around diner time he heard them fighting again and he went to see what was happening. His mom was gathering her clothes in a suitcase, she was in tear. Hyunjin saw her mom started to leave the house and he ran after her, trying to make her stay. He didn’t succeed, his last words were “I love you” but she left nevertheless…”, he started at the sky and continued “since that day, he doesn’t like celebrating his birthday and he try to never think about it”.
I was crying. A tear ran down my cheek and fell onto my knee. I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know he went through this at such a young age. I’m happy he found the boys. I saw Chan staring at me, I wiped my tears away. “You shouldn’t be crying y/n, Hyunjin wouldn’t want that right now”. I know he was right. “I know but I love him…it hurts…”. He went behind me and hugged me, “Once you told me he never really said “I love you” right? Do you understand better now?”. I nodded. I knew I couldn’t erase the past but maybe I could bright up his birthday now that I’m here.
If I wanted to be up early by tomorrow, I needed to go to sleep. “Chan, thank you so much for tonight, you’re always here when I need you…you’re the best friend I’ve ever had, have a good night!”. I hugged him and we parted ways.
9 a.m. First things first, a birthday message to Hyunjin. Then a shower, a pretty outfit and I’m leaving for Hyunjin’s house. When I arrived, he was already waiting for me, I kissed him deeply and said, “Happy birthday my love, this is where your day begin try to enjoy okay?”, he nodded and smiled knowing it would be a bad idea to go against my plan. First stop of the day, the park. We walked along the paths and stopped by a truck who were selling ice cream. We bought two, one with the flavour chocolate and the other one with vanilla. We stopped by a bench to eat them.
I close my eyes, to let the sun sink in. The sun was delightful, and the fresh wind of March was waking me up. I opened my eyes to see Hyunjin staring at me, “What?”, he laughed, “You so pretty, I’m so happy to be here with you”. You bit your bottom lips, you didn’t know what to say, you felt so shy almost embarrassed when he was telling those kinds of words. You always were a little self-conscious but Hyunjin had a thing to make your feel pretty. “Thanks Hyunjin, you look quite good yourself actually”, and you both laughed, so much that some people who were passing by stared at the both of you. You had an idea, “Okay Hyunjin, so today is your birthday right. What if you had three wishes you could use, what would that be?”. He studied your face and he thought about it, “I wish….I met you earlier, I wish…I could know if you will be with me forever and I wish…I never had this smoking habits”. You were puzzled by his answers, and you excepted that he would have opened to you about his mom. “Okay, are they really your wishes? Ok then…, let’s continue walking”.
You were talking to him when you sensed you were walking alone, you looked back and saw Hyunjin behind you, frozen. “Hyunjin? What’s happening?”, he didn’t respond, he was looking away. You decided to look in that direction when you saw what he was looking at, or who he was looking at. A woman, middle aged, long jet-black hair, wearing a simple jean and a blue cardigan, with a man and two kids by her sides. Putting the keys together you understood that she might be her mom. You went back to Hyunjin and you heard him whispering nonsense, “that…that can be her…n-no…she shouldn’t be here…”, he was walking at the opposite faster. You ran after him calling his name, but he couldn’t hear you, “Hyunjin! Hyunjin please stop!!”, and you grabbed his wrist, he stopped walking. “Hyunjin, look at me please tell me something”, he looked lost, like a little boy looking desperately for help, “y/n…I-”. You didn’t want to push him farther, you took his face between your hands and focused on his eyes to catch his attention, “Hyunjin, okay, listen to me, let’s go to your house okay? Let’s watch a movie, what do you think?”, he hugged you and he nodded.
You both arrived at his house, hands in hands. A little package caught your attention at the front of the door, you took a step closer and you found a gift. A birthday gift, “To Hyunjin”. You watched Hyunjin carefully beside you and you handed him the package, “You do what you want but… I advise you to open it…if that’s okay of course…”. He looked okay with the idea. You both sat on the 1st stair, and you didn’t speak you were just here for him. He opened it and there was a box, a music box, he made it work and it played. The music was beautiful, slow but so pretty and melancholic. I didn’t know I was crying until my vision got blurred. Hyunjin opened the little drawer at the bottom of the music box and a simple paper was there with four words written: I love you too. And he broke down, crying hard. I hugged him so hard, it hurts so much so see him like this, on his birthday… we stayed like this until he was feeling at least a bit better and we went inside to drink something warm.
It was late afternoon when I asked him if he still were okay with going outside and he told me he was okay, which I knew he didn’t. We entered with the boys the Black Box, the most popular bar/club in town. I told Chan about what happened, so he knew about Hyunjin mental state right now. The night went on and we drank some beverages but Hyunjin was drinking too much. He took me to the dancefloor. The beat was drumming into my ears, rocking my body through the crowd. Hyunjin was behind me, grinding on me. I turned around to face him and we dance bodies glued together. He started kissing me feverishly, he went down my neck to kiss behind my ears, he applied a bit more pressure and he sucked this point right here. The point that makes your legs go weak and heart beating faster. He whispered something. He whispered to me, but I couldn’t hear him, “Hyunjin! What did you say?”, and he repeated it louder, “I’m feeling sick… I think…”. He started to hiccup, and I knew it was sooner or later. He ran to the bathroom door and throw out. I was concerned, I texted Chan about his state and told him we were heading outside, to get some fresh air. “Hyunjin, come with me we’re going outside”.
After 15 mins of walking I stopped him and I starred at him, worried, “Hyunjin, why are you like this?”. He paused and turned his back to me, “It’s nothing y/n… I swear…”. I walked in front of him preoccupied, “No it’s not Hyunjin, look you got drunk to the point of throwing out, why? Is it because of this woman in the park? And the gift at your door? Was it from your mom? Was it her?”. You knew you said too much because he looked at your bewildered, “How do you know? Who told you about this?”. That wasn’t the point, “Hyunjin that doesn’t matter, but you need to speak to me, I’m here for you…you know that…”. He looked angry, “YES! Yes, it was my mom standing right here with another man and two other children! Yes, it was her gift! A gift she never dared to give me until today! And I’m still trying to figure out why SHE LEFT ME the day of my BIRTHDAY!”. He stumbled to the floor crying hard, I crouched down, “Hyunjin, listen I don’t have an answer to that but I do know that today you have 7 amazing friends who are always there for you and…you have me, you can tell me everything, I will never tell you who to be or who to become. Don’t let your past define who you are today, cause today I have a perfect boyfriend I love with whole my heart, and I’m not here because of your past, I’m here because you are who and that matters the most. I love you Hyunjin, I love you so much you can’t even imagine”. I kissed him lovingly, trying to put as much feelings as I could into this kiss. Hyunjin took a step back first and looked me deeply in the eyes, “Thank you for being here…I know I never truly said it to you before, and I’m fucking sorry for this cause you don’t deserve that but…y/n I love you, I fucking love you”.
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strawberryjmilk · 5 years
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honeysuckles and dewdrops | part four
word count: 1435
songwriter!reader, idol!hyunjin
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"Let's go on a field trip!" Yoo-mi cheered as she laid beside you. Pausing your scrolling — you'd found an Instagram dedicated to a rescue fox and were becoming obsessed — you looked at her with a raised eyebrow. She only grinned, "I mean it! Let's go somewhere later. My treat."
You snorted, "does that mean you're paying, or is it free?"
At her sheepish smile, you knew the answer. You rolled your eyes fondly — a field trip with Yoomi could literally just be a walk in the park. Or, it could be wandering around the JYP building until you both ended up in the studio. Whatever it was, it would be fun — you knew that much.
"This is the worst field trip ever," you said, slightly out of breath. Yoomi let out a shrill of giggles before collapsing to the floor beside you. As predicted, you ended up at a studio — a dance studio to be exact. And, you'd spent the last hour or so just hopping around ridiculously with Yoo-mi.
Although tiring, you had to admit you hadn't smiled so much in a while.
"Come on, Y/N!" Yoomi cheered as she bounced up again. A new song was playing now, one you recognized as BTS' Fake Love. Admittedly, you knew the correct choreography. So, scrunching your nose slightly, you stood up beside her and began to dance along lazily.
In the middle of the first verse — you'd just began to wag your finger at Yoomi as J-Hope did — a voice broke through the beat. "I told you I heard music."
You ignored it at first, too dazed and focused on the song you and Yoomi seemed to always drift back to. In the reflection of the mirror, you could faintly see nine figures tip-toe into the studio before sitting against the back wall. Again, you ignored it as the chorus hit.
You swayed one way as Yoomi stood in front of you, swaying the opposite way. A small grin was cracked on your lips as you mouthed along to the song. Jimin's part of the chorus came up — your hands flew to your mouth as you allowed your body to jerk along to the beat.
The song was finishing up now — you stood facing Yoo-mi, both of you holding one hand up. Until the song ended and she jerked her hand away as the choreo said to. The room went silent, only the two of you breathing heavily in the silence.
Polite, quiet claps started up, startling you. With wide eyes, you faced the back of the room where Stray Kids sat, beaming at the both of you. You squeaked, eyes widening and body freezing as Yoomi grinned back, bouncing up to them.
"You gremlins!" She spoke with a wide smile. They circled her, praising her dance skills as she giggled along. "You're all making me blush! Hold me, Felix, I'm swooning!"
You smiled softly — ah, always the background character. Sighing, you sat down to lean against the wall of mirrors, sipping from your water bottle. A figure popped their head out from the circle, smiling as he spotted you.
"You know," a voice began as he sat beside you. Turning, your eyes widened as you spotted none other than Hwang Hyunjin. His grinned only widened, his eyes copying the smile on his face. "You're good at dancing, too. What's your name? Are you a trainee? Yoomi said she was a soloist, but you two would be a really good duo."
"No, uh," you felt tongue tied and parched even though you just downed half a bottle of water. How could you not be nervous? The boy beside you was on a high pedestal, and you were lucky to even be at the foot of it. "I'm just Yoo's friend. And, personal songwriter, I guess."
Hyunjin raised an eyebrow, "that's new."
"Yeah," you let out a breathy laugh. He had no idea. "It's new for us, too."
The conversation dwindled down. You could feel Hyunjin's eyes raking across your face with curiosity as you watched the other boys still huddled around Yoomi. Every now and then, another head would peer out to smile and wave at you.
"Your name," Hyunjin spoke up again. You blinked, turning your head to him almost as if you forgot he was there. You kinda did, oops. His smile was softer this time, "you never told me your name."
"Y/N," you breathed. You cleared your throat, looking back to Yoo-mi again. "My name is Y/N."
Hyunjin grabbed your hand in a weak handshake. You took in a deep breath as he spoke again. "It's nice to meet you, Y/N. I'll be seeing you a lot more, right?"
You shrugged, "I guess so."
I sure hope so.
Somehow, you ended up in Stray Kids' recording studio, watching as Yoo-mi laughed with her friends. Absentmindedly, you started gathering the small amount of wrappers and empty drink bottles that laid around.
"You don't have to do that, you know," Chan spoke with a sheepish grin. You only blinked. He gestured to the trash you held, watching as you walked to the trash can near the door. "Pick up after us. We can do it."
"Oh," you didn't even realize you were doing it. You tossed the mess into the trash can, shrugging lightly. By now, your awkward and odd habit had gained attention. "Uh-"
"It's a thing," Yoomi spoke up. She was between Jeongin and Seungmin on a couch, playing rock, paper, scissors with Hyunjin who was sitting on the floor. "Y/N cleans when she's nervous. You'll get used to it."
You scowled at her playfully. "You don't complain because I clean your dorm room, you goblin."
Yoomi only grinned more, shrieking lightly when Hyunjin threw out a rock, crushing her scissors. You leaned against a wall, just observing the loud and slowly-becoming-chaotic atmosphere.
Someone was beside you now, handing you a bottle of juice. You looked up at Woojin with a small smile, taking the drink from him with a meek "thanks."
Woojin hummed, his own eyes dancing around the room. He glanced at you from the corner of his eye. "Something on your mind?"
You were staring, you realized. Staring at the way Yoomi looked at Hyunjin, and the way he looked at her. Staring at their hands that were clasped together loosely even if their attention wasn't on each other. Staring at how everyone seemed to give them second glances.
"I always knew the rumors — how everyone assumed they were dating," you began softly. You looked down at the bottle of juice you were holding, scraping your fingernail against the label in thought. You smiled, then. It felt melancholic and empty — you only glanced up at Woojin briefly before setting your eyes on the bottle again. "I see why now. And, I get it."
Woojin nodded slowly, a smile lifting the corner of his lips. "That's all they are — rumors. Nothing to think about." With that, he patted your shoulder before wandering over to Minho and Changbin.
Jisung's voice broke through your thoughts, "how do you know each other, anyways?"
He was talking to you and Yoo-mi, glancing between the two of you as he waited for an answer. You cleared your throat before answering. "I - this is embarrassing - I corrected her posture."
The room went silent before giggles flooded in. You felt your cheeks grow warm as you grimaced — you looked down to avoid having anyone see your embarrassed face.
"It's true!" Yoomi agreed. She let out another loud laugh, clapping her hands — you ignored the way Hyunjin beamed at her. "I was in an empty dance studio just singing along to this song half-assed, and suddenly, someone told me I was going to pass out if I kept my knees locked."
Hyunjin looked at you then, eyes brightening as his back straightened. You felt your cheeks heat up again. "Oh! Does that mean you knew Mimi could sing?" His question sent the other boys into a flurry.
"Oh, yeah! We all watched the video. You sounded so pretty!"
"How could you hide that from us?"
"You have to be my karaoke partner now!"
At this, you shrunk in on yourself. You looked to the ground, hoping no one noticed how small you were making yourself — how small the topic made you feel.
Someone did notice, though. And, as he squinted his eyes in confusion, he was determined to get the truth out of you. Whatever the truth was.
— this was originally going to be a cinderella-type au aka the y/n likes cleaning thing! i have a bts fic i kinda want to post here since its getting to be spooky season but idk thank you for reading! ♡
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minsungsfork · 5 years
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Grumpy
Genre: Hybrid!Stray Kids AU, Fluff
Summary: Minho has been pushing away Jisung, making you scold the jaguar who became upset with you.
Warnings: None
A/N: Another request from a lovely anon, to the anon who requested this—i hope you like it 💗💗 (i have noticed that my scenarios are mostly short soo i tried to make this one longer and the other future scenarios too)
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You were out with Hyunjin, Felix, and Jeongin since they insisted in going with you. Now you left Woojin and Chan in charge, as usual. Changbin was currently in his room while Woojin, Chan, and Seungmin are playing outside, leaving Jisung and Minho in the living room.
Jisung plopped in front of the television and picked a game to play. Minho on the other hand had lounge on the couch while scrolling on his phone.
“Hey Minho hyung! Let’s go play!” Jisung handed a controller to the older who refused to accept it. “Can you do anything else beside playing? Grow up, Jisung.” Minho rolled his eyes and stormed off outside.
Jisung was hurt, to say at least, but he shook it off thinking that his hyung was only joking around. He crossed his legs while sitting on the floor, his hands gripped tightly around the controller while his fingers are busy pressing buttons. “I was so close!”
Minho came back 5 minutes later, heading to his room immediately and completely ignoring the poor squirrel. “Hyung! Play with me!” Jisung shouted from downstairs but was only met with silence and a loud closing of the door.
‘Did I do something?’
Jisung could only sulk while he was playing until he felt a presence beside him. Hoping to face Minho, he turned quickly only to find Woojin. “Hey, let’s play.” Woojin grabbed the other controller and joined the squirrel.
Jisung muttered words under his breath, making the older look at him. He looked at Jisung who had a sad face mixed with disappointment so he lightly hit the sulky boy.
“Why do you look like that?” Woojin poked Jisung’s nose, making the boy back away temporarily. The boy’s gaze saddened, his stare falling right on the floor.
“Minho hyung has been ignoring me,” he confessed. Woojin sighed and patted the squirrel. “I’m sure he’s just being his grumpy self, he’ll come around,” The older reassured the young one, which seemingly worked.
And the two bonded over the video game, with Jisung losing most of the time but he was having fun at least.
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It has been a day and Minho still gave Jisung the cold shoulder. This actually went unnoticed by you, knowing Minho’s only being a brat and wanting to tease Jisung was his only intention.
Currently, you were out in the backyard of the house where the boys usually spend their time running around on a fine afternoon. Wanting to feel the warm sun, you have decided to step outside with Changbin and Jisung. The squirrel climbed on his usual tree while Changbin stayed by your side.
“Ji! Be careful, you might fall,” you warned the boy who seemed unfazed while sitting on a thick branch, his legs swaying back and forth. “He’s used to that,” Changbin mentioned, his head on your lap.
You all stayed there in silence, Jisung quietly eating nuts while you run your fingers through Changbin’s black locks. The wolf hummed when you play with his hair, his ears flicking every now and then. You sighed, feeling the grass tickling the underside of your legs.
Jisung suddenly went down the tree, rushing to your other side. “Why? What’s wrong Jisung?” The boy only leaned on your shoulder, completely ignoring your question. You smiled as you petted Jisung’s head as well, earning a soft sigh from the boy.
To break the silence, you began singing in which the boys really like. Soft wind against their skins, warm embrace of the sun against their bodies, your sweet singing—a melody to their ears. These were the times when they put playfulness aside and let peace be present, no shouting or sound of feet running around, these are times that boys would not have known they needed.
Jisung, who rested his head on your shoulder, began to think about Minho; his hyung who seemed to avoid him. He lifted his head away from your shoulder, much to your confusion. You looked at the squirrel, who now had a saddened expression painted on his face.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” You lightly patted his shoulder, making him face you. His lips drew into a thin line, hesitating on telling you as he feared it might cause conflict inside the house. “You can tell me, don’t worry.” You grabbed his hand, giving it a soft squeeze of reassurance.
“I—I think,” he paused for a moment, still doubting but another squeeze made him continue, “I think Minho hyung hates me.”
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That’s how Minho and Jisung are now both in front of you on the dining table, both tense as you stared at them without saying a word. “Boys.” They both visually flinched, avoiding eye contact with you.
“I’m not mad, We just need to fix some things and I think you both know what that is,” you stated, earning a nod from the two boys. You took a deep breath before continuing, “Minho, are you really ignoring Jisung, if so, why?” You turned to the raven-haired boy who had his ears flattened down. He scowled then nodded, answering your question but not completely.
“Why?” You asked again. He looked at Jisung, then you before answering, “He was being annoying,” he sounded uneasy. Minho stared at you who seemed doubtful of his answers, this turned the room’s atmosphere into a tense one. “Let me ask again, why?” You repeated in a commanding tone.
“I told you he was being annoying!” Minho defended his answers making you sigh in frustration but still kept your cool.
“Minho. Everyone knows how annoying Jisung could be at times, but that’s how he is, you not answering my question honestly just makes this hard for all of us.” Both you and Minho were staring aggressively at each other making Jisung cower.
‘It’s just like watching two animals fighting for dominance’ Jisung thought.
“He was being annoying, okay? That’s it.” Minho slouched back on his chair, his eyes looking away from yours. “Minho.” Your stare was piercing through Minho’s skin and Jisung sweared he saw flames.
“What?” Minho now growled at you in attempt to stop your questioning, but you didn’t. “Answer me, honestly.” Your patience was slowly decreasing when Minho decides to be a big brat at this time. Snapping was the last thing you wanted. “Fine! Fine! You want to know why?
“I’m ignoring this annoying kid since I hate how you get too affectionate with him! Jealous? Sure! I’m jealous just because I want your attention, I’m jealous just because I want you ro treat me with affection too! I’m jealous because I want to be treated the same as him! Why can’t anyone do that to me!?”
Both you and Jisung only stared at the jaguar in shock but before you could speak, Minho had ran to his room to hide.
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You now stood in front of Minho’s room, softly knocking before entering the said room. Darkness surrounded the room and so you had to open the lights to see clearly. Your eyes adjusted to the sudden brightness in the room. You scan the room to see a figure under a pile of blankets. “Minho?” You called.
No answer, “Minnie?” You called again, this time by his nickname.
The pile of blankets began to move, shuffling before a head popped up. You sighed and sat on Felix’s bed to face him. “Hey,” you softly greeted. Minho looked at you with glossy eyes, the guilt you felt doubling as your heart sank.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know you felt that way,” you apologized. Minho then got out of the covers to sit as well. You can see how he looked, his hair—a complete mess, his eyes were still red and his entire face was puffy. He then pulled you in a hug in which you returned immediately, rubbing his back in a soothing manner.
When you both pulled away, he had this cute grin on his face making you smile as well. “Well now, I know,” you threw your arms around him, “I can cuddle you anytime now.” Your sudden action made his heart leap, his face also reddening.
“Are you blushing?” You pulled away and covered your mouth in a dramatic way. “Did I make the Minho blush?”
“N-no,” he denied even if it’s painted all over his face. You went to squish his face but was taken back when he turned to his jaguar form, tackling you both on the floor. “Minho!” You tried to pry him off you but the jaguar’s far more stronger than you.
He then began to lick you all over the face, making you squirm and giggle under him. “S-stop, it tickles,” you laughed, trying hard to get out of his grip. But you lost all hope in getting out when the jaguar decided to crush you under his weight, earning a yelp from you.
“Minho! You’re heavy! Please get off me!” You whined trying to push him off.
The brat didn’t budge and only purred in your ear.
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pockpop · 6 years
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sunset,sunshine | lee felix
➵  summary: being the first black idol from one of the big three is already a challenge, but dealing with felix and feelings? it seems even harder.
➵  genre: fluffy, angsty, cutesy cringe ish
➵ request(s): (1) hello luv ❤ if requests are still open, may I ask for a Felix x y/n fic where y/n is part of the upcoming jyp girl group with survival group ( like stray kids) and she's the first biracial (black & korean) artist from the big 3 ?? oh and y/n is a fellow crackhead Aussie too lmao. thank you!
(2) hello! may i request a felix x australian!reader fic where y/n is the maknae, main dancer, main rapper, & vocalist of a unique girl group that like produces and writes songs, like skz! ( they also don't do basic concepts like cute and sexy). but the gag is... reader is the 1st black and korean idol! reader is a w a l k i n g meme and very 4d, which ppl rlly like!! lmao she's also a fellow 00 liner, and since her and felix have a lot in common, many international fans ship them together! thank u!
➵  a/n: ermm I got these requests a WHILEE back and I honestly just didn’t know how to go about it? but it is finally here and I’m so sorry for how late it is and a complete foolery mess but I hope you like it anons and I hope this at least makes you smile cause who doesn’t love them some felix okay?
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you bopped your head to the music blasting through your headphones as you bounced down the brand new halls of the new jyp building. your sneakers squeaked against the floor as you bowed to the staff you passed and waved to a few friends you had made so far as a new part of jyp’s company.
but people recognized you everywhere you went and called you ‘jyp’s experiment’ because technically, that was what you were. the agents talent scouted you, more for your great musical abilities than your mixed race, and instantly you had become a trainee for jyp.
but that was over two years ago, and now you were officially a debuted idol in one of the newest girl groups,the first black and korean idol of the big three, so of course there was much talk in the kpop world of how much you were going to change it. you could produce, write your own songs, dance,sing, and act a bit, you were a triple hit and people called you trouble. not that you didn’t mind.
it was pretty early in the morning and so as you came to the dance practice rooms, some were still empty but a few had occupants. you were passing one of the rooms when a head of orange hair caught your eye. immediately backtracking, you glanced through the small window of the door to see felix of stray kids practicing alone.
you had only met him in passing a few times but he mostly kept your conversations short and brief,always smiling that gorgeous smile of his. he always practiced around the same time as you and you always wanted to have at least conversation but you just didn’t know how.
people always said you were a pretty open person and extremely a mess, a walking meme so to speak, but felix was different. he was australian just like you and you both struggled with korean coming to the country, so there was common topics,but he was always gone before you could start.
you watched him glide across the floor, his movements so effortless and sharp. he knew his balance and it was as if he connected to the music in a way you had never seen before.
you wanted to watch him for a little bit more,but you wanted to go over a few parts before your members got there. but right as you were about to leave, felix suddenly looked back directly at you,’catching your eye. embarrassed,you slowly backed away and quickly tried to walk away but instantly you heard the swift opening of the door.
“it’s rude to stare you know,” you heard his accent loud over your music. you were wondering if all the times he could’ve actually made conversation, why now when you looked like you just rolled out of bed and was staring at him hardcore. you turned around and scoffed, waving him off,”it wasn’t staring, it was admiring a fellow artist,”
felix smirked glancing down at his sneakers, then back up at you, sweat dripping down his forehead. “admiring? hmm I don’t think that’s the word for it,”
feeling how warm your cheeks were getting, you turned to leave,”g’day sunshine, mama’s gotta go!”
“see ya later peeper!”
you gasped turning back to him and the moment he began to laugh at you, you narrowed your eyes at him.” listen up sunset looking head ass boy, you trying me too early in the morning,” this insult only made him laugh harder and soon you broke into a smile just at seeing his face light up the way it did.
he finally calmed down to say,”you’re actually funny when you’re not rushing to get away from me. you know, as fellow aussie’s we should get to know each other.”
“hmm yeah no, i don’t become friends with boys that still use the word peeper,”
rolling his eyes, felix leaned against the door handle,”fine, admirer, let’s hang sometime later if you’re not busy.”
tilting your head at him as you backed away slowly, you hummed in thought,”I might take you up on that offer, I think you might be funny enough to roll with me.”
“I might be? oh girl you have no idea,”
and that’s truly how your friendship with felix grew. he hated being called sunset sunshine head by you but allowed you to do it because he thought you were cute. plus you spoke your mind, always tagged him in memes and did fortnite dances with him on the roof of the jyp building, without a care in the world.
even though your mini album was done, you were still working. you wrote lyrics, produced music, having the positions of maknae, a main dancer, rapper, and vocalist at times, you had a lot on your plate, but felix came in clutch with sending his memes of the day.
but international and korean fans eventually caught on to how close you two were.it truly wasn’t a secret that you both would make entire fools of yourselves backstage at music shows and the cameras caught it all. international fans truly went wild for it,some korean fans as well but not everyone was very happy about it and didn’t keep it secret.
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one late night, after a music show performance, you returned to the studio to work on a new song you had begun to write. but after getting stuck on a line, you ended up just reading some comments online because they truly were your guilty pleasure.
“y/n and felix are a whole ass mood,”
“she’s annoying,”
“omg what if felix and y/n are secretly dating and end up like edawn and hyuna?”
“I can’t stand how weird y/n is, sorry not sorry.”
“if felix is interested in someone like y/n, I feel sorry for him.”
“y/n is a happy virus and felix is our sunshine,can they just be together already?”
you were still scrolling, immersed in the comments that you hadn’t heard felix enter the room. it wasn’t until he approached you, his cologne catching your attention.
“creeping on me again, sunshine? you are still failing to scare me homie,” huffing, felix sat beside you and spun in his chair,”i wasn’t trying to scare you, I thought I told you I gave up on that after you punched me in the face the last time.” you pursed your lips before nodding,”you tried to get me while I was coming out of the bathroom, mama always said you gotta be cautious ya know?”
felix rolled his eyes and smiled at you,”aren’t you supposed to be working on something important?”
“aren’t you supposed to be resting before another show?” you counter question and he shrugs, shrugging back, you continue.”I’m just reading some comments about us,”
“they are by the thousands, don’t read them,”
“but some are so cute! people actually ship us together! funny thing is we barely text with words, our friendship is literally in memes,”
felix smirked, his eyes dancing in the dim light of the studio.”meme king and queen, we should be crowned.”
“you’re obviously the queen though because I definitely have more balls than you,”
“says the girl who can’t even look at sloths without crying,”
“but they are cuddle bugs! a animal made for cuddling! totally beats humans any day, fight me.” felix giggled, sitting up to lean forward on his knees.”i don’t know why I like you, you’re so weird.”
you tilt your head at him and he realizes what he said and his eyes widen,”wait-run that by me again?” a smile curling the corners of your mouth. but felix was panicking,”chan is calling me, gotta blast!” he was out of the studio before you could get another word out of him.
but he just confessed to liking you. was it like-like? or just as a friend? you weren’t sure but it made you feel happy inside.
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“wait- so how did he say it?”
groaning you out down your fork, less interested in your taco salad. “nina, I’m not repeating it again, it’ll be for the fourth time! he said he liked me.” nina, was a member of your girl group, half cuban and your best friend.
“but y/n,” she whined,”context is important! I mean he does talk about you a lot but you do the same about him too so- wait, do you like him?”
you shrugged and glanced around the small restaurant trying to avoid her sharp hazel eyes.
suddenly, she gasped, her hand smacking the table and making many people look over to you two.
“you do like him! damnit! I should’ve known after you made a literal moodboard of meme felix faces!”
“that doesn’t mean anything!”
nina narrowed her eyes at you and made a stank face,”the only time you ever did that was for pepe and kermit and claimed you only made meme moodboards for your current crushes.”
pouting, you crossed your arms,”dang it nina, stop paying attention to things I say! I was hoping you would forget about that.”
“yeah well I didn’t. so why don’t you just tell him? the boy probably is goin’ crazy thinking you don’t feel the same,”nina said going back to stuffing pieces of chicken into her mouth.
“you know you’ve got to chew it, right?”you ask as she inhaled the chicken, she held her hand up to you and ate even faster before she choked on a piece and cried because she had to spit it all out. you didn’t let her know that you had gotten it all on camera and already getting screenshots for meme pictures later.
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the next time you saw felix in person, he was leaving one of the dance studios just as you were leaving a producing room. it reminded you kind of when you guys first became friends.
you couldn’t help but feel a bit sad and reminiscint about the fact that you both went from talking all the time and walking to the building together to nothing. you knew he had been avoiding you by the lack of memes and strings of whiny texts.
you saw him before he saw you and thought it was now or never.”hey stranger danger,” his head shot up at the sound of your voice, his fading orange hair was wet from sweat, sticking to his forehead, reminding you of fading sunset light. his jacket was slung over his shoulder as he was mid-singing through his duffel for his headphones.
“oh hey, dude.”
“you really are going to dude-zone me? the disrespect I feel is abundant,” you say in mock hurt, touching your chest. he broke into a smile and glanced down at his shoes.
“like I really was out here about to tell you how I like you and all and how your freckles remind me of the stars and your hair the sunshine but no-“
“wait really?” his face lit up in shock, his eyes going wide. biting your lip, you rocked on your heels.”yeah, yeah you know but if you don’t feel the same anymore it’s cool.”
felix shook his head,” feelings don’t disappear that fast y/n, I just didn’t know what to do when I accidentally confessed.”
“you could’ve just waited like two more seconds and I would’ve been like yo dude, I like you two, let’s reign as the meme couple and slay these hoes.” felix began to laugh again and you smiled seeing his face brighten as he did. his smile and laugh was seriously your favorite and you shamelessly stared at him.
“well, if that offer is still on the table,”he started as he walked closer to you until you had to glance up to see him better. “then I would happily reign with you,” you giddily rocked back and forth and smiled at him.
“well yeah cool, I would give you a little peck and all but you is a sweaty mess and if you touch me we gonna fight so I suggest you back it up like ten feet.”
“what? you don’t like me like this?” he teased trying to sexily run his fingers through his hair but it only made you laugh at him.
“do that again and I’m leaving you for kermit,”
“right, what can that frog do for you that I can’t?” you both began walking side by side, hands brushing but no one making a move to hold hands.
“I’m sure he is limited in many ways but that frog be banking so,”
felix rolled his eyes at you and swiftly leaned down mid walk to peck your lips,leaving you shook for a moment.”he ain’t as cool as me though.”
shyly you smiled at him and continued to walk,”damnit sunshine, back at it again with the cheesiness.”
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k-llama-llama · 6 years
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Take Care of Yourself
Stray Kids AU: 10th member
Tori x Stray Kids
I had two separate anon requests to do this one (one for Tori fainting on stage and one from her passing out from overworking) so I’ve combined them and this is the result! I really hope you liked it!
Requests are OPEN :submit your own ideas for Tori and the boys! Literally anything at all! Outfits…performances…anything!!
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Tori smiled and waved as they left the stage. They’d just done a performance of District 9, one of the last of their debut promotions. Now another group would go on, and then they would have to run back out to do Mirror.
She ducked behind the curtain once they reached the green room, quickly shrugging out of her old clothes and into her Mirror performance outfit. Her stomach rumbled, but she mentally shushed it.
By the time she was ready, all of the boys were already changed. She went to stand next to Woojin, who was jumping up and down in anticipation of their next performance.
“You good?” She asked, smiling slightly. He nodded. “Exhausted, but excited. Good thing I had a big breakfast, because this is insane.”
Tori agreed, neglecting to mention that she hadn’t had a big breakfast. Or any breakfast at all. She was on a diet, nothing too extreme, but she hadn’t had time to make herself a smoothie this morning, and she knew that she wasn’t supposed to have bread before noon.
So here she was, like eight hours later, without ever having had a chance to stop and eat anything. And she was starting to feel it. It wasn’t too bad, just shooting pains of hunger every once  in a while. 
“Okay! Let’s go!” Chan whisper-shouted as they were led back to the side of the stage. When the lights went dark, the quickly assumed their positions for the start of the Mirror performance.
Tori knew something was wrong the second she started to dance. Her body felt sluggish; weaker than it normally did. Still, she shook her head and pushed through the first part of the dance. She threw herself to the floor right when she was supposed to, and she managed to push herself back up. It was slower than usual, and she didn’t miss the glance that Chan shot her way. She’d apologize later. 
Right as Seungmin’s part started, she felt it all hit her at once. All of the blood seemed to rush from her head, and the world around her went dark.
Hyunjin was right next to her when it happened. He’d seen her being a little slow in her recovery, but he thought that it was just nerves. He glanced to the side, and saw her face go waxy pale, before she dropped. He lunged forward, but wasn’t fast enough to stop her before she hit the ground.
Everything stopped. The music kept playing, but the boys weren’t dancing or singing anymore. Hyunjin dropped down next to Tori, who was lying face down on the stage.
“Tori!” He shouted, shaking her gently. He didn’t pay attention to his mic at all. Chan and Felix dropped beside him. They helped him turn her over onto her back. Felix looked like he was near tears, whereas Chan just looked more stressed than Hyunjin had ever seen him.
“Is she okay?”
“What’s happening?” The other boys asked.
The crowd was screaming behind them. Screaming because of Tori, or because they wanted the performance to continue, they didn’t know.
A large man pushed the boys aside. “We’ll take her now.” He stooped and picked up the unconscious girl.
“Yah, be careful with her.” Changbin shouted. The hurried after the man as he left the stage. Only Minho remembered to turn around and bow apologetically to the audience.
The man carried Tori all the way back to the green room. A medic met them there, and helped them lay her down on the couch.
He felt her forehead, which was damp with sweat. Then he checked her lips, which weren’t cracked or dry. “I’d say she’d just fainted. She probably hasn’t eaten enough, or was overtired. I don’t see any signs of dehydration or anything that you’d need to worry about. Just lots of rest.” He stood to leave.
Woojin grabbed his arm. “Sorry, ahjussi, but when will she wake up?”
The man smiled and patted him on the shoulder. “Soon, I’d imagine. If anything changes, come find me.”
They bowed and he left. They boys quickly took up their positions. Hyunjin was sitting by Tori’s head, holding a fan. Chan was pouring water on a damp dishcloth, and gently patting her forehead. The others all sat on the ground or pulled up a chair while Jeongin tried to undo Tori’s boots. “So she’s more comfortable,” he explained.
It felt like ages had passed, when it reality it was probably no more than six minutes since she’d passed out. 
Tori groaned and opened her eyes. Water dripped down into them and she quickly shut them again.
“Crap, sorry.” Someone, it sounded like Chan explained. She felt someone’s sleeve drag across her face and wipe up all the water. When her eyes finally opened for good, there were nine concerned faces staring down at her.
“Hi. What happened?” She asked, voice cracking slightly.
“Do you need water? She needs water!” Felix practically shouted as he ran for a bottle.
Hyunjin helped her sit up, but he stayed seated behind her in case she passed out again. Felix returned with a bottle of water, already opened, and handed it to her. She took a sip.
“What happened? My head hurts.”
“You fainted.” Seungmin said. “You scared us.”
“I fainted? I’m sorry.”
“Hey! Why are you sorry?” Chan scolded. “It’s not your fault.”
She shook her head. “It is my fault. I should have eaten, but they didn’t have my smoothie stuff and I’m not supposed to eat bagels...”
“You’re going to eat all the bagels you want. And we’re going to make sure of it.” Hyunjin stated.
Everyone nodded. 
“This is not happening again.” Chan said. “To anyone. We need to take care of ourselves. You really scared us, Tori.”
She opened her mouth.
“And don’t say you’re sorry.” He pointed at her and she laughed.
“Can I at least stand up?” She asked.
Minho shook his head. “The doctor said plenty of rest. So rest.”
She groaned. “But it’s boring. I want to go see the rest of the performances.”
“You can see them when they air.” Hyunjin told her. 
She groaned even louder. “Oh! My life is miserable.” She was only half joking.
The boys chuckled.
“Don’t worry, Noona, I’ll give you a foot massage.” Jeongin offered.
“Promise?” When he agreed, she did start to smile a little. 
She also didn’t miss the way the Chan watched her meals for the next few weeks, especially on performance days. Or the way the Hyunjin always stood a little closer if the sun was really beating down. Or the way that Minho always made sure she was sitting down before him, if they’d been running around all day.
These were her boys, and just like she took care of them, they made sure to take care of her. 
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3x3racha · 6 years
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Stray Kids Idol S/O AU
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A/N: @liax-mccall94 Hi! I’m great, I hope you are too! Thanks for requesting! I also threw in a couple solo artist scenarios for variety. Hope you like it! ~Admin Yeong
Y/g/n: Your group’s name
Chan:
You were at the MAMA Awards where you were nominated for ‘Best New Artist’. As the time came to announce the winners, you were on edge. I mean this was your first nominee. You looked back at where Stray Kids were sitting and Chan mouths, ‘You’ve got this! Fighting~’. His soft, sincere smile helps calm you down, but not for long. As they announce you as the winner, Stray Kids automatically stood up, cheering for you as loud as possible. Afterward, Chan gives you the biggest hug and a cute, little peck on the cheek. His eyes get a little watery because he knows how hard you’ve worked for this and he knew you deserved it more than anyone. He’s so proud of you and lucky to have you as his s/o and has probably planned out a future collab with you.
“I told you. You’ve worked so hard for this. I’m so proud of you, y/n!”
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Woojin:
You were practicing your singing nonstop, trying to perfect the high note you had to hit. Woojin walked into the room you were practicing in, and he stood there for awhile before you notice his presence. Woojin was admiring your voice, that was until he notices how hard you were being on yourself and your voice. As worriedness washed over him, he slung his arm around your shoulders and looked deeply into your eyes. “If you keep practicing like that you’re going to strain your vocal chords. Let me help you.” He practiced a couple times with you, telling you how to fix your minor mistakes. He already knows how much you’ve practiced so he’d end it as soon as you had a couple good run-throughs.
“I think it’s time you get some rest, y/n. Don’t stress over the high note, your beautiful voice will do great.”
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Minho:
Minho was watching your group’s dance practice. He was admiring how well you dance to the beat, and then he saw you trip over yourself and fell to the floor. Minho and your members rushed to your side to see if you were okay. Turns out you had just sprained your left ankle. Minho would help you stand back up, holding up your left side to help you balance as you two walked to the infirmary. Afterward, Minho would scold you for not being more careful and would become very overprotective. When 2 weeks had passed, you convinced Minho to come help you with the choreography that caused the incident. He made you sure you started out slowly, not wanting your injury to worsen. He’d be encouraging and try to keep it light-hearted with his sarcasm. Minho continued to help you perfect the dance, accident-free. He was so excited to watch you finally perform it on stage for your group’s comeback.
“Y/n, try to gentle with your ankle and don’t actually break a leg.”
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Changbin:
Sitting in the studio, trying to find a strike of inspiration but no luck. You’ve had this writer’s block for 2 weeks and you’ve been struggling to finish your song. Boyfriend Binnie came to surprise you with lunch and as he entered the studio, he could hear you moan and groan out of frustration. He made you take a break to eat and to help you get into a lighter mood. From just talking to him, helped ease your stress caused by the work-in-progress song. He sat next to you, softly humming the small melody you’d composed. He continued it and added a bit more, which somehow ignited your creative spark. You began writing and singing/rapping the lyrics. Changbin admires how cute you look when you get an idea and become so focused. He listened closely to the lyrics you came up with and was proud he could help you, even in the smallest of ways.
“I think these are the best lyrics you’ve written yet.”
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Hyunjin:
In your group’s vlives, fans would ask you about your “crush” on Hyunjin and in Stray kids’ vlives, fans would ask about Hyunjin’s “crush” on you. Little did they know you guys were already dating. You and Hyunjin thought it was time to tell the fans, considering they already started shipping you guys together. Stray Kids and your group members were more excited than you two about going public because now they can openly tease you guys. You and Hyunjin thought the most personal way of telling the fans was through a vlive and decided to do it with the rest of Stray Kids. As they began streaming they hid you between Hyunjin and Woojin and had you pop out as a surprise. The fans completely lost it. The boys proudly yelled about your and Hyunjin’s relationship which caused both of you to blush like crazy. Hyunjin was so happy that you guys went public, but even happier knowing that majority of fans supported and shipped you two.
“I hope you guys support y/n and I. I also hope you guys keep supporting Stray Kids and don’t forget to support Y/G/N too! We love you.”
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Jisung:
You and your group we’re currently on tour in the US while your boyfriend, Jisung and the rest of Stray Kids were back in Seoul, working hard on their next album. It was tough not seeing him every day. You guys facetime as much as you could but, the time zones and both of your guys’ busy schedules, made things difficult. You started to become less cheerful than normal and your members noticed. Yes, performing did make you happy but, that happiness would feel a lot better if you could see Jisung again. You had just finished performing in LA and thanked the audience for coming out. As you ran backstage you stopped dead in your tracks when you saw Jisung fangirling over your performance. Turns out that your fellow members secretly called Stray Kids to see if Jisung could come visit. You went running into each other’s arms as Jisung kept showering you with compliments about your performance and then going on about how much he missed you.
“Y/N!!!!! You were incredible out there. I missed you so much~”
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Felix:
Your group was going to be on ‘Weekly Idol’ and they decided to have Stray Kids on the show alongside you guys. You and Felix weren’t officially public yet, but everyone could see that there was obviously something going on between you two. Your group and Stray Kids were going to compete in aegyo battle and of course, Stary Kids nominated Felix and your group nominated you. Instead of performing aegyo in front of one of the MCs, they decided you were going to try to get each other’s hearts racing. Felix was first, and him standing in front of you automatically had your heart racing at 110bpm. He started throwing little hearts at you with some bunny and cat aegyo, then switched to doing Gwiyomi, which raised your heart rate to 137bpm and caused the rest of Stray Kids to cringe into oblivion. Your members were teasing you for how quickly Felix got your heart racing. Now it was finally your turn and you weren’t going to let Felix win. You started out with a pouty facial expression while whining, “Felix-oppa~” and Felix’s heart raised to 123bpm. You then did TWICE Sana’s shy shy shy and switched to singing the confession song. His heart rate was at 143bpm and he was a blushing, screaming mess and he couldn’t help but hug you from your cuteness overload.
“Aish, Y/n~. Why must you do this to me??”
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Seungmin:
You and Seungmin have been in a relationship for about 8 months. Fans didn’t know you guys were dating but they knew you were good friends with Stray Kids. You being a solo artist made it easier to release what you wanted rather than having to compromise with others. One day, you finished practice early and decided to make dinner for you and Seungmin. He walked into your apartment without you noticing, as you were belting out ‘Save Me’ by BTS. He announced his presence by singing along and harmonizing with you, perfectly. This gave you an idea to record a duet cover of this song with him. Once both of you had finished dinner, you immediately dragged him into your small in-home studio to record. After you finished the cover you opted to upload it on SoundCloud to test the waters with the fans. Needless to say, they were shook Seungmin singing ‘Save Me’ I mean I would be too. They loved it so much and love the way your voices blend together so well. They were practically begging you two to release original duet songs together and fans began shipping you and Seungmin.
“Aw y/n~, even our fans think we’re good together.”
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Jeongin:
Somehow the boys convinced Jeongin to surprise you at one of your groups‘ fan signings. The boys helped him go undercover and your members helped him get into the signing. As he was in line, hiding amongst the other fans, and then he finally got to you. At first, you didn’t notice him under the hat, mask, and glasses. But the minute he talked, that’s when you were certain that this was Jeongin. He became a giggling mess when you finally noticed and he started to tease you about how long it took you to realize it was your boyfriend. Your members looked down the table at the two of you and started to laugh lowkey at your reaction. After the fan signing was over, your members started to tease you about how flustered you got. Jeongin was quite smug over this which caused you to warn him that you’ll get him back next time for this.
“My little y/n. I’d like to see you try- wait no!”
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cuddlepilefics · 3 years
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New Year’s party
Fandom: Stray Kids
Sickie: Jeongin
Caregiver: Chan
 Noone’s POV.:
Chan had been invited to a New Year’s party and he could bring one other person. The leader decided he’d like to take Jeongin with him, if the younger agreed to come. He had been crushing on the younger for a while now and maybe the two of them going to a party could be like a date, without him having to ask the younger out. The maknae was more than happy to tag along. He himself felt close to his hyung from the moment they first met and even though he couldn’t name his feelings, he was extremely fond of occasions he’d spend with Chan without the rest of their group around. As the evening of the 31th approached, Jeongin grew more and more antsy. They had decided not to tell their members where they were going, so the youngest couldn’t ask any of his hyungs for advice on how to dress. His stomach was churning anxiously as he dug through his closet. Lucky for him, Chan had told his fellow Aussie about his plan and the fact that he may or may not turn this into a date depending on how the night would progress. When the leader was certain Felix wouldn’t squeal as soon as he left the room, he let the younger go and Felix decided he’d go to Jeongin to hear his side of the story and to check on the maknae’s feelings for their leader. The Aussie walked in on a distressed Jeongin pacing the room and pulling his hair.
It took the older a few minutes to talk the other down. They sat on Jeongin’s bed and the maknae confided in Felix that he wanted to look good for Chan but he didn’t find any clothes he was satisfied with. “Innie, do you perhaps have a crush on Channie-hyung?”, the older chuckled, causing the maknae to freeze in his spot. “I – I don’t know? I never really – I don’t think I ever thought about it this way?”, Jeongin stammered uncertain, furrowing his brows, “Now that you say it, he always makes my tummy feel funny. Lix, is that a crush?” Felix cracked up at the other’s confusion. “Yes Innie. I’m pretty sure what you’re experiencing right now is a crush. Come on, I’ll help you pick out some clothes”, the Aussie giggled, pulling his dongsaeng up from the bed. Being pulled to his feet that quick made the maknae’s head spin and he hugged his friend tightly to not fall over till the black spots disappeared. Felix started laughing again, wriggling his way out of Jeongin’s grip: “Innie, I love you to but we need to get you ready.” The older quickly put together an outfit for the maknae and styled his hair. “Wait, let me put some foundation on you. When did you get so pale? You really need to go out more, see the sun and stuff”, Felix stopped the other who was already getting up to leave. Felix quickly applied some makeup to the youngest’s face, chuckling at how the excitement heated the other’s skin up.
Soon Jeongin was good to go and after giving Felix a quick hug, thanking him for his help, he dashed out to meet Chan at the front door. Felix waved them goodbye, thinking ‘I ship it’ before the door closed and the pair was gone. The thing was, despite Felix trying to diffuse his nervousness, the maknae’s stomach was still in knots. They could already hear the music blasting from the street and he stuck close to Chan when they entered the crowded house. The air smelled of sweat and alcohol and Jeongin couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable there. However, there was no getting out of this now, so he just became Chan’s shadow, not leaving the older’s side for even a second.
 Chan’s POV.:
This night was absolutely not going the way I had imagined it to go and that was not a good thing. Jeongin had gotten shy the second we stepped into the house. He didn’t seem to enjoy himself at all but I was going to change that. I led my dongsaeng to a sitting area where a handful of my friends were gathered doing karaoke. Sitting down in the only unoccupied spot, I pulled the maknae onto my lap. My friend who had invited us greeted me and handed us drinks. Innie looked at me slightly panicked as he wasn’t of legal drinking age, so when I had finished half of my drink, I quickly exchanged our cups. He giggled into my shoulder when he realized what I was doing, going back and forth between both of our drinks. It was adorable but I’d have to take it slower from now on, if I didn’t want to be wasted before midnight. There’d be a huge firework which we didn’t want to miss, so I should still have my senses together by that time. As the hours passed, I frequently tried to convince Jeongin to do karaoke since I knew how angelic his voice was, but he always refused. He barely talked to anyone, not even me really and he didn’t participate in any of the party-games. I couldn’t help getting upset. I just wanted to have some fun with my crush and maybe even get a bit closer but he wasn’t having it at all, so as the time ticked by my mood sank lower and lower.
 Jeongin’s POV.:
Everything was too loud. It was unbearably hot between all those people but I clung to Chan’s chest while sitting on his lap, despite him being warm and sweaty like everyone else because he was my anchor in the chaos going on around me. It was quite overwhelming and to make matters worse, I had figured after a while that my stomachache wasn’t caused by nerves. I felt safe in Chan’s arms, especially since I saw him cover for me when I wasn’t drinking but couldn’t turn down the drink either, but despite feeling safe with him, my stomach still hurt. The stale air not helping at all, rather making me nauseous. I really wanted to be anywhere but here but I had promised Chan to spend the evening with him and to watch the firework together, I couldn’t disappoint him. Plus, I didn’t want to bring his mood down by whining about not feeling good or by making him leave early. Resting my head against my hyung’s shoulder, I swallowed a few times to keep my stomach in its place. “Come on Innie, you have such an amazing voice, you’ll sing everyone into the ground. Just one round”, Chan tried to persuade me but I shook my head. He tried to get me to participate in multiple of the activities they had prepared like karaoke, just dance and truth and dare and hadn’t I felt so shitty I would have loved to join but right now my sole focus was on keeping my stomach contents inside my body. “Why not? There’s nothing you want to do. You’re no fun”, he whined and I could hear that he was seriously pissed. “I need the bathroom”, I stammered, looking at my hyung expectantly. “Up the stairs, first door on the right”, he sighed, reaching for his drink the second I was out of his lap.
I choked out a quick “Thanks”, unsure whether he had heard it or not and stumbled in the direction he had given me. I couldn’t breathe, the walls were closing in on me, my stomach churned. Fighting my way up the stairs, I dizzily tripped over my own feet, tears streaming down my face. My stomach hurt, but my heart hurt more. Channie-hyung was mad at me. I had ruined his fun after he had decided to take me out of all people, I had to ruin his night-out. Pushing into the bathroom, I was met with a couple making out in the cramped space. At first, they didn’t notice me over their moaning but then they tried to kick me out. However, they quickly fled, cringing in disgust when I threw myself at the toilet retching hard.
 Noone’s POV.:
Almost thirty minutes had passed and Jeongin hadn’t actually thrown up yet. Instead, he lay curled up on the bathroom floor, seemingly knocked out while wishing for the nausea to fade. At one point, someone had walked in on him but had quickly closed the door again, leaving the boy to his own devices. In the meantime, Chan’s friend plopped onto the sofa next to Chan laughing. “Your boyfriend really is a lightweight, isn’t he”, he chuckled, patting Chan’s shoulder. “What do you mean”, Chan frowned, realizing he hadn’t seen Jeongin in quite a while now. “He’s knocked out in the upstairs bathroom”, that’s all Chan needed to sober up. He knew the younger didn’t drink at all. His friend was cut off by Chan jumping up from the couch sprinting up the stairs and almost tripping himself, with his balance not being in peak condition after the amount of drinks he had. Bracing one arm against the doorframe, he pushed into the bathroom finding the tight bundle that was his dongsaeng. On the first glance he did seem knocked out like his friend had told him but looking closer, Chan could see the goosebumps on his skin and the little shivers that shook the younger’s frame despite the rather warm temperature in the building.
The older slid down with his back against the wall and pulled Jeongin into his arms, earning a whimper. “Hey, Innie, what’s going on?”, he whispered, brushing the maknae’s hair out of his face to get a better look. Instead of answering, the younger pushed Chan away, startling the older, as he launched at the toilet again. Being moved from his curled-up position had sent his stomach over the edge and he gagged up a thin stream of his barely digested dinner. His hyung quickly got over his initial shock and rubbed soothing circles onto his back. Soon the tears were streaming down his face again, when Jeongin choked up another wave. He was sobbing at this point, choking on air and coughing up more stomach contents. Chan was stunned by how much the younger was throwing up, he hadn’t even eaten that much earlier. Jeongin’s head spun and he rested it on the toilet seat, completely spent from the ordeal. He was still crying but much quieter now, there was just no strength left in him. Frowning, the older moved him from where he was laying to rest against his chest instead. The maknae kept crying into Chan’s shirt, while the leader held him, trying to comprehend the situation. “I-I’m so-orry”, the younger sobbed, “I-I’m no f-fun.”
Just like that Chan’s heart broke, remembering what he had told his dongsaeng earlier. Gently he lifted the younger’s head up a bit, feeling the dry heat on the maknae’s forehead and running his thumb underneath the puffy eyes looking up at him broken, as he brushed away the tears. “Shh, you weren’t feeling well all evening, huh?”, Chan cooed as he continued to stroke the other’s cheek. Jeongin shook his head, there was no point in denying it now anyways. “Baby, why didn’t you just tell me?” – “I-I wanted you to have fun, h-hyung”, he sniffed, not noticing the petname that slipped from the older’s lips, “I was so h-happy that you asked me. I d-didn’t want to make you mad at me.” The leader was now close to tears as well, how could he have been so oblivious? “It’s ok, I’m not mad. You know, I wanted you to have fun too. That’s why I got upset when you weren’t having any. If you had told me you weren’t feeling alright, we could have just stayed home. I wouldn’t have minded”, Chan explained, carding his finger’s through the younger’s sweaty hair. “I didn’t want to stay home. I really like you”, Jeongin admitted, playing with his sleeve, “so I was excited to have you for myself, away from the group.” – “I really like you too, that’s why asked you to come with me and no one else”, the leader confessed, heart swelling at the thought of his baby liking him back. “Let’s go home, yeah?” – “But the party? The firework?”, the maknae frowned. “I’d much rather cuddle you all better than party and we can watch the firework from our window, ok?”, the older promised, helping Jeongin stand.
With a protective arm around his dongsaeng’s shoulders, Chan said goodbye to his friends, explaining the situation. The two walked the few blocks home since Chan was to drunk to drive and it wasn’t that far anyways. Jeongin only got sick onto the pavement twice but given how many people were drinking in the streets, he didn’t stick out. Returning to the dorm, they got many confused and curious looks for being home a few hours earlier than expected. “Innie’s sick”, Chan explained, reminding Felix of the maknae’s pale complexion earlier, walking the younger to his room. He removed their makeup and helped the younger into some more comfortable clothes before getting changed himself. He quickly made a cup of peppermint tea and also collected a bottle of water and a bucket, taking the items back to his room. His bed was bigger than Jeongin’s so he wanted the younger to stay with him. When he set everything up, the maknae was already asleep, not even stirring as the leader rummaged around the room. Chan lay down beside the maknae, petting his hair and admiring his face till there were only ten minutes left till midnight. He really didn’t want to disrupt the other’s much needed slumber but he knew how mad Jeongin would be if he missed out on the firework. Gently he hummed the maknae’s name, stroking his arm firmly, as he took his time waking the younger. After about two minutes, Chan had pulled the curtains aside, clearing their few, and sat on the edge of the bed with Jeongin in his lap. The maknae was sipping on the tea, which was only slightly warm by this time, letting it sooth his sour tummy as he leaned into his hyung. As promised they watched the firework together, wishing each other a happy new year before settling back in bed together. The younger was almost drifting off when Chan spoke up: “You know Innie, there’s one thing I don’t want to be in the new year anymore. That is single. Will you Yang Jeongin be my boyfriend?” Jeongin was wide awake again, hugging his hyung tightly. “I will hyung, yes I will”, he squealed happily. The leader placed a soft kiss onto his boyfriend’s forehead, who could feel the older smile into the kiss, before wrapping the blanket tighter around them, telling the younger to sleep his bug off so they could kiss properly.
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