#then the tears started flowing :')

[good-beanswrites]

My english lyrics for Triage woo! (They're written out under the cut, I just wanted to share my lil chart lol)

Though I'm too indecisive to officially label this as my favorite song, it's had the strongest emotional impact on me by far. It holds a special place in my heart, I definitely wanted to write lyrics for it first! I'll leave all my rambling process commentary in the tags, but I was so happy with how it came out!!

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

If that were the case, it should have been fate for me to die.

That's the truth, given my crime, so why--?

No, I can't take it, to this cruel joke I'll submit. You

don't know, you can't know, but I'm ready to admit:

Killing for them, extracting for them, won't change the fact they're dead.

I need someone to tag me as RED.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel and leaves you on your own.

(I can't die) to atone. (I can't love) alone.

I can't be saved (saved), you've nothing to give. Saved (saved)

But what if I lived? Why else would you choose to forgive?

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, you need me, (I can be) indispensable.

Tilt to and fro, I know the scales should land on GUILTY for me.

Tilt fro and to, it's INNOCENT that they choose.

They cry (x4) out in pain, I can hear them. There's no one else, to guard their health,

My mission is offering help.

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

So if that's the case, then it must be fate to make amends,

Extract that fang before we meet the end.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel, but what I've realized is

(Now I want) to be INNOCENT. (Now I want) to live.

It makes me sick (sick), This wasn't my plan, hostages at my command.

Their future resting in my hands

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

Maybe this was meant to be -- oh  -- or maybe neither of us can know

There's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

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I mentioned earlier that I always get annoyed with myself when people post translyrics and I can't figure out the rhythm they were going for, so here's a recording of me singing, but I'm bad at it! It's just for fun! Like a rough draft for music! Because the only thing worse than people hearing my voice is people thinking I can't count syllables!

#milgram #shidou kirisaki #lyrics #im real happy with how they came out :)) #when i first got into milgram i started writing tear drop lyrics but got discouraged #(ill be revisiting them next but) it was so fun to work with this song! #i love the sound of it and had a great time creating my version #i wanted his repeated lines in the refrain to have a punch to them #and was SO satisfied giving the doctor 'sick' and 'saved' as his focus words #the mention of 'throw down' wasnt originally intended but it fit so well i just had to keep it asdfsd #i looked up an internet translation for 'Shinenai sentaku o ikenai ai o' because the official english line confused me #and it gave me 'i cant die. i cant go. i cant love.' and i loved that more than the official translation actually #really the only word that doesnt flow quite like id want is 'punishment' but the meaning/rhyme made me happy so i kept it haha #nothing can replace the sound satisfaction 'Yurayura tenbin yurusa naide hoshii noni/Yureteru yurushite hoshii to' gives me tho -_- #and i wanted a more open-mouth sound when he sings 'dattaka' the second time -- i absolutely love how he draws it out #but had to settle for what i could make work 🤷‍♀️ #we are spitting in the face of cringe culture and posting my voice!! #some writers are okay if their complete vision doesnt make it across to the audience but Not Me #i gotta show my whole vision and draft 😂 #oh and excuse his voicemail message LMAO #i love shidou with all my heart but i have to tease him about shoving his profession in our face every chance he gets #(did we ever get a translation for that btw?) #but yeah im always preaching to do arts and things youre bad at just because theyre fun so i figured id take my own advice #because it was a lot of fun to sing :3 #and i dont know how to word this in the fans-having-collaborative-fun way and not a pretentious way #but if any of the milgram pals who like singing want to cover it hmu :D

[inutaffy]

the definition of a sun and moon couple is opposites that attract and complete each other. alright. ok. yeah that's corny. no i'm not crying what the hell are you talking about.

#i'm not . well #ever really but once u get a guy thinking about elumax the tears start flowing #fandom

[zaiinab]

this will get me every single time i see it

#bro i just started crying #tears flowing from both eyes???? #i need to go back to summer 22 right now.

[kittykatinabag]

Astarion really taking a page out of Mary Shelley's book by initiating romantic happenings over his grave.

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #but also me on the verge of tears watching him grieve over giving up the opportunity for absolute power #the realization that if he took it then it would be killing the person he had finally started building away from his abuser #that intertwing complexity of wanting to make all his own decisions but when the ultimate choice came he still had to be persuaded by tav #that 'thats what you want right?' line to tav about taking the power of acendence piereced my heart because thats such a familiar feeling: #thinking you're doing this all for the person who believed in you but realizing that doing that isnt fundamentally different than before #and that the choice you want will destory your entire identity as you understand it #anyway i still need to level up more because fucking hell i was the same level as cazador and he wrecked me 5 times before i beat him #and lae'zel is currently trapped behind a level 16 boss that basically 2-3 turn total party wipes me rn #will say im really annoyed at how fast orin comes after one of your camp members when youre doing the logical flow of the game #like cant this wait until ive at least exolored more than 50% of the lower city? #why does going into the elfsong taverns basement for a quest (not even down to the emperors lair) trigger this? #its gonna probably be like 10-20 more hours of gameplay before i can even attempt a rescue mission now #late night ramblings

[adhdvane]

rip i did it, 5 fcking lynels, that was terrible. and now im not even going to wear it much bc im too attached to looking like a little gremlin (even tho rupee padding sure is terrible when you’re trying to farm rupees oops). if only i could wear the mask on top of the blupee headgear...

#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom #loz totk #sammy liveblogs about totk #going to the final boss room for fun without having completed the main quest (aside from getting the master sword) #was kinda fun #but by the time i got to 4th boss i was running low on shit bc i didn't come prepared #and at half hp it was like lol what if you do this fight but now with adds #and i said ok fck this im done i dont even know what the fuck im supposed to do with the shit you put in the arena im leaving #honestly smoke bombs are a little busted #and then i had to fight 5 fucking lynels to get majora's mask and none of that shit works on them so #the funniest thing about wearing the mystic headpiece #aside from it flowing in the wind #is that the intro cutscene for the zora boss costed me 10 rupees #like BRO WHAT U MAKING ME PAY TO WATCH THIS CUTSCENE #DO PEOPLE START THAT FIGHT HAVING TAKEN DAMAGE? #IT LITERALLY HAPPENED TWICE (i reloaded bc i accidentally threw a weapon off the fucking map like an idiot) #sammy be quiet #sammy no #i do like the ember armor headgear tho so i wear that sometimes #i dont want to fight gleeoks for the final upgrade on them rip #i forgot to mention in the tags last night so im adding them now #the hylian shield did a lot of work for when i missed my dodges #i knew my dodging wasnt going to be perfect so i had to make sure to spam b after rushing when i was using a claymore #hylian shield is fucking crazy #i mean in botw i used it to surf... like a lot... and it never broke #i know where to rebuy it if i have to in totk #but i can also just throw it at rock octorocks so #and the last time i had thrown it #it got durability up + #like the fckinng second tier durability

[fleetinggossamer]

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#lord give me strength #if i see one more video of neil newbom #im going to start climbing the walls #he is the architype okay #he is it #there will never be anyone else that comes close #got me biting my fist tears streaming every time i see him #his partner really won the fucking lottery #god bless #neil newbon #i aint going back to fix the second tag mistake #this is free flowing poetry

[laundrette]

in bed by 11:30 oh baby we’re back on track..

#my life is creeping towards its usual peace slowly #nvm just remembered the homework i suppose to do but had to watch my nieces n new ogres instead well well #*tears start flowing #laundry machine noises

[baeshijima]

I FINALLY GOT IN !!!!

anywho time for me to show u all the panels ive been sobbing over for nearly a whole week now :’D

#sophie's idle chatter #YEODAN MY ULTIMATE BELOVED <3333 #NO BC AS MUCH AS IM ALL FOR JIHO ENDGAME (been hoping for him to be ml since release 😔) YEODAN IS MY FAV #AND THE FACT THE RECENT CHAPS HAVE INVOLVED HIM MAKES EVERYING SO WORTH IT #YEODANNNJKASDFH CRIES #also can we just appreciate how pretty and cute and stunning dani is?? bc yes i 10000000000% agree with u yeodan 😭 #NO BC I DONT THINK U UNDERSTAND THE INHUMANE SCREECH I LET OUT WHEN HE JUST PUT HIS HAND BEHIND HER NECK AND CALLED HER PRETTY #THE TEARS JUST START FLOWING MAN I CANT HELP IT #AND THE FACT A NEW EP IS OUT TMRW SCREECH

[fishy006]

i have listened to 5 songs and i have ALREADY started crying

#its so good #i can't function #i was supposed to do my hw #but i have been staring at my wall for at least 10 minutes #in shock #i have cills #asdjhksajdsf #midnights #taylor swift #i started crying at maroon #not bawling #but tears flowing down #if that makes sense

[charlyritter]

really hope no one asks what I did this weekend at work tomorrow because the answer is "I rewatched two thirds of Buffy season 5 in one sitting" which is synonymous with "I just cried my eyes out all weekend"

#went to yoga class and for a cup of coffee inbetween but then the tears kept on flowing #what the hell. #was it really this upsetting last time?? #I remembered (and was dreading) The Body but everything else???? #my head hurts #think I need to take a break and watch some Pumuckl before starting s6 #personal

[silasbug]

that hand is reallly messed up, damn.

was doodling in my, i guess.. more signature sketchy style? whilst also trying out a different style? no idea man. they are not even done.

#i eventually just devolve into making everything patterns that flow into each other #i started on the right but just didn't follow through #and the left one is really just #well i said i was drawing someone pulling sth outta their mouth #it was supposed to be kris forcefully digging in for the player to tear them out #but that hand is just too goofy lmao #bug.wip

[bdor1995]

they really werent kidding... that movie really can everything everywhere all at once

#i made this same joke on twitter please clap #anyway i didnt cry during the movie but the tears started flowing when the credits rolled. this movie slapped absolute penis

[donaidk]

"I went thru the breakdown so you don't have to" minute on my blog.

If your dog ever steps into something but you find nothing in it's paw (probably other animals too but dog is my experience) but it's literally shaking from the pain and is licking/biting at it furiously -> it probably stepped into a bee. Vet can fix it with two easy injections and will probably take you in no matter if you have an appointment or not.

Sending a kiss and hug to the vet staff that dealt with my panicking ass. Saved my day and nerves calming me down as much as they just could and doggo is back to normal just 1,5 hours after it.

#never again hopefully #stressful fucking start to a shopping day #tears weren't ever existing but fricking flowing