#then was asleep for LMAO YEARS

[th3e-m4ng0]

med student megatron....

#wip #totally and directly inspired from echoes of messatine #and from my own experience that one time in highschool #i was battling for my life to not fall asleep in literature class one day. i dont remember closing my eyes but suddenly my head i was on th #table and class was already over. i fell asleep so suddenly lmao it surprised me #ohh another recent one was last year where i fell asleep standing up while on the bus as i gripped the seat in front of me with Strength #i wish i could live off coffee but coffee has never ever worked on me grahhhhhhhhhhh

[intriga-hounds]

good morninge mommey!!

#ponzu #1 year #17 months #baz has been freed from snuggleless prison #i fell asleep immediately once i put him away last night lmao

[flamestar126]

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!

#dexdark #dexter's laboratory #dexter's lab #dexter #mandark #flame draws #every year they stayed up and wish each other a happy new year ever since they were young #even when they rivals although it seemed more mocking. they were lonely and did it anyway and it tumbled into a tradition from then on #each year passing their wishes of a new year turned softer. this year? the same tradition. they've tried to stay up but they were much olde #staying up late is difficult when you're so tired from the entire year crashing on you #they fell asleep right before the clock hit. and when it did it only it only woke Mandark. who quickly turned it of to let his husband #have a few more winks of sleep and kissed his forehead and joining his love in sleep once again #dexter love mandark's stubble and giving chin scratches that dark relishes in. make him fall warm and fluffy inside #i mostly drew it to show they were older. hope it showed #soft sleepy kisses are one of my favorites #also mandark drools in his sleep #there could have been a much sadder verison of this >:> but lets have fluff lmao #there was several verison of this! dexter waking first and giving the kiss. mandark trying to wake up dexter before the clock hit #only to be too sleepy and kiss him on the lips quickly before passing out again then the clock hits while mandark is dumbfounded. #just quickly threw colors around lol i hope it looks fine #it was a really good year for art I grew so much since then. mentally and artistically #hope to be here for a very long time. you cant get rid of me easily #my resolution? to spam that tag till it's a overflowing bucket in my free time and explore more fandoms :D #also maybe lessen my rambles in tags. . .

[wethecelestial]

gripping the bathroom sink repeating think of all of the beautiful hikes u get to do when you're back in norcal in a week over and over to not mcfreaking lose it

#i just need a fixed computer and also a place to live next year and also a handle of vodka and 24 hrs of sleep and three new tattoos and #ten thousand dollars in cash also and i'll be FINE. #genuinely fell asleep fantasizing abt this yesterday lol.......mount tam im coming* for u #*going to do cataract trail and then immediately get rhabdo from #hiking 10 miles after not moving for 6 months straight. lmao

[mashbrainrot]

I think if you are the sort of person with Big Feelings when it comes to a certain piece of media (or just in general) you may have a tendency to read every post someone makes - and even posts they simply reblog - and assume they also have Big Feelings about it. Assume they have some sort of... dark agenda, are attempting to stir up drama, however you wanna frame it. The truth is, a lot of the time, people post things with very little feeling, and sometimes without much thought.

#see: my post from earlier that seemed to make at least one person experience some Big Feelings #and also seemed to make at least one person jump to ALL SORTS of conclusions. all of which were pretty wild and off the mark. #like 1-6 people were really in my askbox talking about bj when he wasnt even the main thing i was talking about. red rag to a bull i guess #anyway once i post this I'll be back to the regularly programmed not having the time for this #also due to a fun new tumblr mobile glitch #where i cant seem to edit any og posts i make once i post em #i guess this will just be up and i wont be able to amend it. so i better stick with it huh. #basically just assume everything i post on here is posted with Little Feelings because this is a mash blog and i am 31 years of age. #ok now i need to tag this extensively so it shows up in every conceivable m/ash tag one sec... #(queuing this so I'll be asleep when it drops lmao)

[goldtealeaves-moved]

Happy New Year! 🎉

#first post of the new year AND this blog woah #... and of course it's late LMAO i fell asleep before i could finish in time smh #kinda don't wanna tag this but mmm i should #inanimate insanity #ii #ii trophy #ii cheesy #ii tissues #ii limegold jokes #brewing some art #if you see where i smudged some green no you don't 😇 #OH YEAH THEY'RE GLITTERY TOO #well trophy is metallic gold pen but yeah

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Roxy reacting to her nails getting clipped :(

Whining. She's whining so much. You think she's gonna sit still while people touch her paws and claws? No! Absolutely not! She can't even sit still long enough for someone else to do her hair or makeup most of the time and she LOVES having her hair and fur brushed! She does NOT like her paws being touched!

Well she doesn't care any other time. She's had her paw beans poked by Cassie and Chica a good few times and never bat an eye. As soon as someone is holding clippers though? No touch. Go away. No one can touch her paws ever. No one has ever succeeded in one piece. Not even Cassie! (Lies) No one can touch them ever!

She wriggles around if someone else is holding her and kicks and fusses so fucking much. She will maybe sit still if there are lots of treatos for her, but otherwise it's not happening. She HATES her claws being cut more than her claws being too long. So she says, until her claws are too long again...

With her hand paws, it's generally expected to go much easier than her feet paws and uh... Yeah no that's completely wrong. Roxy is all sad whining, pulling her paws away every two seconds and unlike a regular dog, she has the ability to grab whoever's doing this and forcibly stop them. It often doesn't, so when she gets too agitated and has had enough, she just chomps their arm instead. It always looks really aggressive, but there's no power in the bite. Worst case scenario is it'll feel like she's pinched them or there'll be a little superficial scratch that'll heal in a few days or something. The aggressive show is just to make sure they fucking stop.

Why is she so bad? Well for her hand paws, she loves her claws being long and sharp. Who doesn't want longer, sharper claws? Roxy just wants to be able to cut through metal like butter is that so much to ask?! Her paw pads and claws are also pretty sensitive so it doesn't feel great in terms of sensory stuff either. For her foot paws? They're just more sensitive and after the chew on with her hand paws, she was immediately held down for that and the whole thing just makes her feel super vulnerable. But she can get past all that!

It just also fucking sucks and she hates it! And her paws always feel so weird afterwards and her claws can't cut through ANYTHING right afterwards and she doesn't like it! So don't you dare try and cut her claws! Even if she asked for help with it! Do not! Lmao she's like the "no take. Only throw." meme with her claws sometimes

But also there's another element here. Since this is all presuming she's biological like in Meteors or any other AU like that, there's also the problem of the quick. It's a small blood vessel in the claws of the dog that you have to be very careful about not accidentally cutting when you trim their nails. They bleed a lot when cut, and it probably hurts like a bitch so it's obviously not great to cut those at all.

If anyone cuts the quick on Roxy cause she wouldn't sit still she will never forget it. All the sad and pathetic dog whining is gone now. It's all growls and violence. A yelp is your only warning before she's biting you and means it this time. This is when the light scratches I mentioned start happening, she still doesn't do any real physical damage, but she's giving them the cold shoulder for like a week. Does it hurt a lot? No not really. Feels like she stepped on a Lego or something, she's fine. Just stings a little bit when she walks on it for a few days which sucks and she's gonna let the whole world know about it just you wait lmao it's her new excuse for not doing things and no one's gonna hear the end of it for a few weeks now you mark her words

"But why can't she just do it herself?" Here's the thing. She will never do it herself. Ever. She won't even file the claws down cause that feeling goes straight through her bones. She will put it off forever and ever until the hand is forced, she will NOT do it herself. So they normally get really bad before someone else does it as a last resort.

Thankfully, she doesn't need her claws cutting very often. They wear down on their own with all her running around and clawing at things so it's only if she's been particularly unenergetic that this becomes a problem. Which doesn't really help her get used to it so that's not helping, but hey! She doesn't have to deal with it that often! That's a win, right?

But yeah, trimming Roxy's claws is an exercise in patience, and a test of how many treatos does it take to convince her this is worth it. There's not a snowballs chance in hell they're all getting done at the same time unless she's sick or something and can't fight back very well. She does tell people to stop when she's had enough btw, she just finds she's not listened to unless she non-verbally threatens to snap someone's arm like a twig between her teeth. Works like a charm!

#fnaf security breach #roxanne wolf #someone could try and trim them while she's asleep but she WILL kick them into next year lmao #long post #probably #I'm not checking I've just woke up #pop rox answers #anyway she's big baby about it lmao #won't hurt anyone but she's not responsible for the particularly daring shitting a fucking brick when she snaps at them #just don't push her when she has your arm in her teeth! #or you run the risk of losing it! #though ya know... she'll probably start crying and start applying more pressure as it goes on... #ya gotta listen to her when she says she's had enough man or your gonna start losing stuff you don't wanna lose! #this is the only type of attention she hates btw #until it's done and she gets her treatos and maybe cuddles and praise if Chica was holding her #all the scritches for being so brave and not ripping someone's arm off #as she deserves!!

[camelspit]

in honor of one year of stellarlune, is there anything you really like about it? there's a lot of things to hate but for you is there still some good in it?

oh! wow! interesting question!

I don't think it's any secret that I have a very deep hatred for stellarlune lmao but one scene did immediately come to mind when I saw your ask.

in the end scene, fitz mentally checking in with keefe (before he does with sophie) and stealing her dagger to give to keefe? trusting him with that?

and the fact that keefe goes through with trying to stab gisela? ough.

this was big for both of their characters I think. fitz has been here. he's held his brothers life in his hands and hes tried to end it before. he knows the anger that keefe is feeling and agh.

for him to be there? for him to acknowledge those feelings and for him to help keefe? to, despite all the tension in the last few books, give him the dagger.

the keefe/gisela and fitz/alvar parallels were strong here and I think this genuinley may be one of my favorite scenes in the book.

#NOTE #this is if any of this is even canon lmao #if i remember correctly. it was not expressley said that fitz gave him the dagger #but there was no other way he couldve gotten it that I can see. #he was on like. the other side of the bubble or whatever. #and fitz was like. between them. #and i think he did touch sophies shoulder at some point? could be wrong about that though #keep in mind its been a year since i read this and i was half asleep when i did read it lmao #so yeah <3 take this with a grain of salt #if this isnt what shannon was going for. well. #missed fucking opportunity #how funny would that be. the most in character theyve been all book and a genuinley incredible moment #and she didnt even intend for it to happen #also i think this does bring up an interesting point fandom wise #when fitz tried to kill his brother. the fandom used that to support the anger issues arguement #to call him toxic and categorize him as a horrible person #but when keefe does it? not a single fucking word #anyway thanks for the ask! that was fun to answer! #kotlc

[free-pancakes]

His Achilles Heel

- a levihan drabble

“We’re in.”

Warm light greeted them at the entrance, twinkling calmly off the crystal chandeliers. As the tall, wooden doors closed softly behind them, Levi clutched his elbow tighter over Nanaba’s arm. Together, they stepped forward carefully into the gigantic anteroom, the dazzling lights nearly blinding them. As their eyes adjusted, they saw a double winding staircase meeting together at the top, creating an arch—a gateway into the giant ballroom filled with people, all wearing glittering masks, making the room even brighter.

Laughter and smiles surrounded them, and Nanaba’s eyes sparkled at the sight—the sheer beauty of the room could make anyone’s jaw drop.

But not for Levi—it was eyes and mind on the mission, as always.

Nanaba had crushed the heel of her silver stiletto into Levi’s foot.

“Ow, what the hell?!”

“Lighten up, will ya?” she muttered under her breath, Levi answering her with a scowl.

As they turned the corner, they put on their masks for the masquerade ball, blending into the crowd before splitting ways. Intel Miche had gathered for them over the past week indicated which security guards to tail, which ones had keys to the library upstairs and to the wine cellar underneath them all. Levi and Nanaba nodded before disappearing into the crowd.

Levi weaves his way through, his jaw clenching as he pushes by dozens of people, smell of strong perfume and cologne overwhelming his senses. He knew his target guard would be by in just a few minutes so he took the time to gather in his surroundings. He observed a few guards to his right, and had no sign of the dreaded enemy yet, the host and owner of this very mansion, Zeke Yeager. All appeared well and according to plan so far, yet he felt the hairs behind his neck stand right up—the sensation he was being watched.

Levi knew better than to ignore his intuition, and decided to make his way out of the crowd into a quieter hallway, and into the shadows he went. He felt his heart beat faster and took a deep breath. As he crept quietly, the sounds of whispers took him by surprise. Inching forward, Levi peered around the corner, squinting to see the reflection of the next hallway over on the decorative vase nearby.

His heart stopped as he saw the flash of blonde hair—Zeke. Levi ducked back around the corner and suddenly the whispers stopped. Sweat beaded on his brow as steps echoed down the hall toward him, and he kept his nerves at bay as he reached his hand into his pocket, fingers quietly gripping the rough handle of his knife.

All of a sudden, a flash of gold swept past him, a subtle glint of light before him reflecting off lenses of wire rimmed glasses. Levi was so caught aback by her swiftness that he did not even react—how did a human being even get all the way back hear without him hearing it, let alone here right in front of him. As she paused to listen to Zeke’s footsteps, she turned to Levi, her bright but sure gaze staring intently into his, a look that for whatever reason made his heart thump harder in his chest, nerves no longer at bay. She clearly wasn’t on Zeke’s side, thankfully, but Levi definitely didn’t recognize her. With caution, Levi kept his guard but did not fight her.

With a bright and cheery voice that did not match the seriousness in her eyes, this person loudly spoke for Zeke and whoever his fellow henchman was to hear—“Wow, fancy seeing you here again!”

Her ruse didn’t seem to make the footsteps stop. Actually, it sounded as though they started to hurry faster towards the two of them.

The music in the ballroom grew in volume, drowning out the sound in the entire building, making it impossible to know how close Zeke would be. Gritting his teeth, Levi prepared for the worst. With hearing gone, the rest of his senses heightened. First he relied on his eyes, waiting to see movement on the rug below to know how close Zeke could be. He slipped the knife out from his pocket—he couldn’t kill him but something had to happen before his cover would be blown.

Before he could pounce forward a hand grabbed him by the waist. He completely forgot he wasn’t alone. Knife still in hand, Levi spun around by the force and suddenly he felt warmth reach his lips. Glasses pushed up against him, their noses squished clumsily as he was held in a kiss, his hands losing strength—music too loud to hear his knife clatter to the floor, he closed his eyes and the two of them seemed to melt into the party, nothing else on Levi’s mind but the sense of weird safety in that moment.

It felt as though time stopped—but within 2 seconds Levi came back to his senses.

A kiss, something so absurd as a hail mary attempt at distraction, the oldest one in the book. Cracking open his eyes just enough to see, he watched Zeke’s face go red, turning sideways, the looks of the words “sorry, excuse me” on his lips, as he whipped around to walk away hurriedly, shaking his head.

For good measure he held on for another few seconds, before finally breaking away, shoving himself free. All he could do but scream at her, his face hot in anger and her idea of staying under cover, keeping their identities safe from the enemy.

He watched her figure, unable to hear her laughter, but watched her shaking as she giggled, her tall figure clothed in a gold, shimmering gown, her slender arms hugging herself before she could fall over in laughter. Wiping the tears away she smiled at him, Levi only able to give her a confused look, trying hard to make the blush on his face look like it was a result of anger rather than embarrassment.

With that she laughed again, but then rushed away up the stairs. Levi chased after her—she must have been going where he needed to go, and he couldn’t let her.

He ran, almost loosing his way through the maze of corridors, until he found the room, already cracked open. He barged in, closing the door behind him, his back leaning against it. His ears rang, adjusting to the sudden quietness of the room, the music and partying now drowned out behind the closed door.

“What the HELL was that? And who are you??”

She stopped rummaging through boxes for a second and looked up.

“Oh good to see you finally caught up!” she said with a smile and quickly turned back to work.

“Hey, I’m talking to you!” Levi lunged forward, grabbing her by the inside of her elbow and pulling her away from the exact boxes he was supposed to be finding top secret documents from.

She quickly fixed her glasses and frowned at him.

“Relax, Shorty!”

“What the hell did you just call me—“

“Shorty! Yaknow, cuz you’re pretty short!” She laughed at the upset look on his face. “The name’s Hange! So you can let go of me now!”

He reached to his pocket only to find it empty.

“Calm down, Shorty! Erwin sent me.”

“W-what??” Levi exclaimed.

“He sent me in, supposed to come assist the famous Levi, who knew! He rambled about how our fighting styles might be compatible, and wanted to test it out, blah blah blah—you know much the guy could ramble.”

She went back to sifting through boxes.

“Figured I’d come up with another way out of that situation so you wouldn’t have to stab our target with that knife and blow our cover!”

She chuckled at the memory—“You’re knife’s over there in the corner, by the way! Seems like you forgot all about it once you got the chance to kiss someone. What a cute Achilles heel, huh!”

Levi grimaced at the statement, and went to grab his knife neatly placed on the corner table. He swept his thumb gently across the engraved “K. A.” on the handle.

“Who knew a kiss by humble ol’ Hange Zoe could completely shut down the formidable Levi Ackerman!”

Levi sighed. He could not imagine working on another case with her, but knowing Erwin, he was probably already assigned to missions in the near future. He shook his head and joined next to her to help dig for the papers they came to retrieve.

#levihan #sorry it’s been a million years since i’ve written a drabble lmao #hope it’s readable #i literally would write bits of these while lying in bed falling asleep like i am rn ☠️ #so like good luck reading LOL #levihan fanfic #levihan drabble

[dekuskacchan]

i want to write again

#i miss it #it's been like 2 years since i worked on my latest WIP #maybe one day soon ill have the energy while the baby is asleep lmao #birdie blabbers

[imwritesometimes]

when you know a little bit abt the history of something you wanna include in your fic and then you do some research and it turns out the more in depth historical facts actually help bolster what you envisioned for the fic

#this is not me up at 1:30am doing research for a fic. absolutely not. not happening. I am actually asleep. as I should be. #I haven't written a fic in almost a year ok. I'm just. a touch excited. #watching all those docu series over the last year actually paid off for fic lmao who'd have thought #I'm actually getting a little tiny teensy bit like hmmmmmm okay yeah abt this #I'm trying not to fck this up for myself and get too excited and then abandon this too but omg #I kinda wrote like. a whole page of notes & ideas and outline and even some dialogue snippets tonight #like who is this bitch? #special shout out to my WIP buddy lol got me thinking today!! #erin explains it all #i write sometimes #jfc i haven't used that tag in so long I forgot it was even one I used for a minute......

[tradingjack]

last minute jayvik dump :P happy new years yall!

(bonus wild west viktor under cut)

#happy new year 2023!! #i hate winter lmfao. literally 0 motivation. also fuck tumblr mobile. cant format shit apparently #viktor #jayce talis #jayvik #arcane #my art #drawing #comic #illustration #traditional #ink #art #artists on tumblr #tired boys. lots of cuddling lmao. listen i am tired. it's just like last year when i was writing and every other chapter ended with #the boys falling asleep lmfaooo #wild west au kinda?? #i'm not gonna do anything with it and tbh it was a friend's idea in the first place lol #the first 2 pics were also a present for that friend lol. sowwy jams have a happy new year <3

[mattodore]

When you get this, list 3 facts about your favorite sim and send it to the last 3 people in your notifications! Let's get to know each other's sims! <3 (obviously no pressure and feel free to ignore this if you want) (btw ily MWAH)

hiii nene <3 going to answer this for both of them!!

facts for theo:

every year when summer would roll around and theo would be sent to boarding school, he’d always be given the exact same dorm room which he’d have all to himself. same bed, same covers, same drafty windows. he was constantly losing things in his room. he’d set his cardigan down on his desk and the next day it’d be gone. countless things disappearing while he slept. his memory playing tricks on him. but there were some summers where he’d come back and he’d see that same cardigan right there on the back of the door, almost like it’d been waiting for him. things popping back up that he thought he lost so many summers ago. it was unsettling. when things started coming back, he began to develop nightmares.

theo cut most of his hair off when he was seventeen. he did it himself so it was... a mess. he cried a lot. he felt lighter from it just the same as he felt like he was being crushed all over. then his parents saw what he'd done... they were always angry with him for acting out as a teenager and making it impossible to get his hair cut, but at least his hair still looked somewhat presentable then. after he chopped it all off himself it just looked horrible, almost unsalvageable, so they punished him for it. it felt like he was being punished for so much more than cutting his hair.

theo first started playing with makeup as a child. his au pair would let him dig around in her purse for it and he'd grab fistfuls of makeup like they were buried treasure and pull them out triumphantly before investigating his spoils. he liked to draw on his face and arms with her lipsticks, just these cute little scribbles that she’d have to wipe away afterwards with her thumb.

facts for matthias:

matthias technically died when he was a teenager. he was dead for minutes on end but the frigid state of his body at the time was such that he was still able to be resuscitated, even when the other parties were reluctant to give urgency to his medical aid. he nearly didn’t make it out alive. though, in a way, i guess you could say he didn’t. not really. he certainly wasn’t convinced of it. nobody other than himself and a handful of people who were actually there even know about what happened. truthfully, i don't know that he's ever fully processed the trauma of it. it's centered in a lot of his nightmares.

while matthias's body is littered with scars, the one his mother gave him on his chin is the only one that he can still feel. everywhere else is numb to him, but that one... it's like the phantom sensation of something tugging and stretching over the bloody gape of the wound never went away, his skin forever stuck trying to stitch itself back together. it's been years, a decade for him, but it still feels so raw. being touched there is almost unbearable. it's like he's being ripped open again every time. (fully aware the above image shows theo covering the scar with his thumb... smiles.)

similar to theo, matthias used to play with makeup as a child. imani had a small compact with eyeshadow in it that she’d apply on matthias’s eyelids with her fingertips and then he’d do the same to her. their boarding school had strict rules about no makeup, so she could only get away with with this light golden color that was almost imperceptible. it looked pretty and subtle on her but on matthias it was nearly invisible except for a slight shimmer. it was kind of pointless to put it on him but matthias liked it anyway. she'd always apply it so carefully… that young in age, matthias wasn't used to being touched at all—not unless he was being punished by a teacher. so it was... well, it was nice. he learned how to reciprocate such gentle touches while applying the eyeshadow on her.

#river dipping #asks #wldestluv-rs #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #was going to just do matthias since i answered something like this but with theo before... but. well. i couldn't /not/ also do theo #also it gave me the excuse to share this screenshot to tumblr lmao #they're sooo gorgeous #anyway................ i tried to say New Things here #but. if i've actually said all this before then just be like WOW!!! NEW INFORMATION!!! WOW!!!! #please......... my memory is so bad just pretend for me okay #<- person who fell asleep before hitting post on this 😭😭😭😭 #this was the last ask i finished yesterday… #i’m gonna go back to answering asks here soon #i’d like to have my inbox completely cleared out before the year ends 🧎 #i feel so bad abt how long some of these messages have sat here #some of them aren’t even applicable anymore too 😭 like there are ones specifically asking abt halloween and stuff like 😭😭😭 #i’m sorry fr avpd is a curse

[flamestar126]

Snuggling near the fire

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#dexdark #dexter's laboratory #dexter's lab #dexter #mandark #I AM SO HAPPY TO FINALLY POST THIS LOL #near christmas time for them and they're currently hunting down ole saint nick but dex fell asleep and mandark is taking care of him #ty cherry for the inspiration of just mandark staring lol i kept thinking back to it and it got added lol #earlier that day they played in the snow and made a snowman and mandark stole his gloves the snowman lmao good luck finding them later #mandark also put sticks together to replicate the M on his hair #psst they're newly weds that year by the way. their rings >:3 it's not on the correct hands because i wanted it shown loll #i love the fire so much i wanted it to look good this year since last year i wasn't too confident to even make one #monkey didn't get one a stocking because he spent christmas with that agent instead #mandark makes his own wrapping paper and ornaments it just wasn't shown #blanket is important to me later haha that feels like a spoiler... #the pictures in the back was originally be a marriage photo and a protrait of ducky but they were quickly changed to another drawing i made #and sims 4 photo i have of them. that idea was my sister's in order not to spend too much energy on the drawing #i think the atom tree topper is gonna be a reoccurring item i just really like it and there's lord vader's helmet in there too! #mandark's sweater says “I'll deck your halls.” #dexdarkholidayevent2023 #dexdarkmas2023 #flame draws

[savage-rhi]

😳

#lucid dreaming is the most epic and teriffying thing sometimes #I've been building it up over the years and i feel like im getting to that point where when i feel that space between sleep and alertness #i can push myself into whatever is happening and mostly be in control #for me it literally feels like im walking through a heavy veil #like that tingling static you feel when your foot falls asleep #its like you're detaching from your body and going somewhere else #i can't pick how my dream turns out i kind of just walk through and deal with whatever I'm dealing with #earlier while napping i did it and i was like in my 50s or so checked my mirror and saw my wrinkles then i went out to my car #lived somewhere else entirely and i get in the car and im going down the highway and I'm in the left lane going the speed limit and this #older guy with curlyish white hair and a peppered beard black sunglasses and a white dress shirt is driving a convertible #and he looks over at me and gets pissed that im “trying to pass him” and proceeds to try and run me off the road #my car starts to begin to flip i can feel this whoosh of air in my face and hair and right before i start tumbling i shoot up from bed #like ive had an exorcism and my hearts going like 90 bpm #it felt so real like you couldn't distinguish if it was a dream even if you tried hard enough #touch taste sight smell its all there #i stg for me lucid dreaming feels like im highjacking the bodies of alternative mes in the universe and using them as temp avatars #to experience some weird shit #lmao 😂 #I don't have apnea or anything else like that so not worried there #but shit man #these have been getting pretty intense over the last few months as ive gotten better at it #ted talk info dump #no magenta here #i feel like i need a safe word for these types of posts #magenta has already taken the mantle of complaining/venting

[daz4i]

i didn't realize i was capable of such levels of sleepiness. yet here we are

#first time in months (years??) i went through a day with no caffeine at all #(unless arizona iced tea contains any lmao but i doubt it's got enough to affect anything) #i woke up. i took my meds and ate cereal. i fell asleep for 4 more hours. #I've been up since but now i struggle to keep myself awake again #@my body we've been up for like 9 hours can you chill 😭 shitty ass body #the good news is at least my tummy ache is better today 🫡 tho it might be a coincidence too idk. #guess I'll try it again tomorrow. maybe. #but man. it's 8ish am and i wanna go to sleep so bad.