#there is a page 81

[talentforlying]

priest: i don't, ah, quite know what to say to you. if you are in such terrible danger, why are you taking it all so calmly? constantine: hmh! i dunno, father. i had a bloke beaten to a pulp earlier this evening. that sound calm to you? priest: you did what...? constantine: i must've been off me bleedin' rocker. i've never done anything like it before in me life, y'know?

constantine: but there's header gets his guts blown out, and george is stickin' his head in the noose, and helen gets ... jesus, then friggin' sarah bites me head off — ! everything's coming to bits in me hands and it's so easy to just see red and now, shit, they could've killed the tosser for all i know! and now i'm just like the bastards i've hated all me life! kill him! fire him! close them down! piss all over him! screw you, i can do whatever i want! i so much as blink and you're dead, pal! i'm in charge!! ...

constantine: 'scuse me, father. i'm always like this when i don't get me own way. — hellblazer #81, "rake at the gates of hell pt. 4"

babygirl you are just....so, sooooo offputting. (and grieving, and guilty, and terrified, but yeah: offputting.)

anyway, it's issues like this one that remind me why i kind of hesitate over some of the retcons in the recent spurrier runs, like the one with him now having opened dream's pouch of sand and stolen some before they even met. because like, it's easy enough to look at john constantine now — with 70 years of worst possible choices and unresolved trauma crystallizing underneath his skin to cover up all the soft, hopeful bits where he's used to getting hit — and assign him arbiter of ill intentions, magus of wasted potential, saint of shit choices, but man . . . he was new to this, once. he was still new to this 80 issues in.

80 issues in, and he's not used to losing friends yet; he even has time enough between catastrophes to grieve each individual one. still has enough left to live for at this stage to necessitate running and hiding, instead of bodily throwing himself at the problem like he learns to later, or sitting apathetically by to do nothing except smoke and watch the world fall apart when he finally gives up. fuck, he still apologizes.

and you're telling me this guy, this soppy wet cat motherfucker hiding from the devil in a church basement, so guilty over not knowing what happened to the guy that he paid people (paid chas, so chas could pay people) to attack that the bottle he's holding in this scene isn't even his second or third........this guy's past, more innocent self lied right to the face of DREAM OF THE ENDLESS and got away with it?

hm. i just don't know about all that.

#also this is where my headcanons tag is from <3 #( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD. #( character study. ) A WALKING PLAGUE OF A MAN. #sometimes i just think that. people really like to reduce constantine down to one or two things #and somehow. after 250 issues of putting his life on the line bc he could never really make himself look away from people suffering #the soft sullen guilty person who wants so fucking desperately to be a better man? is never one of those two things #idk man. i think about this issue all the time #if i put these pages side-by-side with his grief in hellblazer 2? with his grief in hellblazer 213? 215? during the empathy virus arc? #it becomes CRYSTAL clear that the guy we know at the end of hellblazer isn't someone the guy who sat vigil for gary lester would recognize #in fact i think he's someone that hellblazer 81 constantine would fucking Hate #ANYway yeah. i don't think he lied to dream about the pouch. i don't think he ever got it open. i don't think that's canon for me #i want him to fucking Earn his asshole nature. the hard way. by making All The Wrong Choices that it took to get him there #he paved that road with good intentions himself but. he also used to remember the ones he started with #idk if i'm making sense but i have had this panel open on my laptop for Two Months now #bc i can never stop thinking about how fucking crushed he is here to realize that he might be exactly as bad a man as sarah said he was #and how little it will surprise him later on to learn that he is Easily capable of So Much Fuckin Worse #and with that your honor the defense rests. our evidence? just. just Look at this fuckin guy #scopophobia / #scopophobia #eye contact / #eye contact tw

[astronomical-bagel]

oh my god I got such a good grade on my research paper holy shit I'm going to cry

#oh my god #literally I only got 1.5 points taken off #holy shit #dudes you don't know (or maybe you do depending on how much I've posted about this) how much work I put into this essay #what would REALLY be great if I could find out how everyone else did #my twin got an 81 percent but to be fair his essay was 5 pages. mine was 14. #so what I really wanna know is how someone else who actually cared about the essay did #astronomically random

[twelvefifteencomic]

81 - Explanations

#twelvefifteencomic #Other Peoples Demons #opd page 81

[sxnyarostova]

the great comet to reading the entirety of war and peace pipeline is actually so palpable and real

#great comet #war and peace #amity rambles #me on page 81 of the 1200 page novel that i only started because i liked a funny electropop opera

[farragone]

the third panel!!!! it has been one of my favs since I thumbnailed it in like 2017. Consistent note on it has been: wife-shaped.

⇤ ⭠ ⭢ ⇥

#webcomics #oc art #comics #my art #artists on tumblr #farragone #cuartist #kevat #syksy #started working on image descriptions! put one in here but am working on going thru the backlog of pages now #will just be! a bit. 81 pages. so. going to go little by little. #going to be spelling names a little differently so that they are hopefully said correctly (using google translate to read it to me) #(also tried out speechify so hopefully it'll be similar for other readers)

[completeoveranalysis]

[16]

IT’S WHAT SHE DESERVES!

Also Yuuko reinforcing what I was just saying about her, deliberately pointing out to Kohane the good things that can come out of her gift, showing her how it can help her forge a better future. I don’t think we have ever seen Yuuko ever been so consistently kind and caring and genuinely helpful to any of her customers, and it’s practically everything I could ever want. 

SEE SEE SEE SHE HAS A NEW FAMILY TO HANG OUT WITH AND ASK FOR HELP, AND ARE HAPPY TO HELP HER

This really IS everything I could have hoped for. I was genuinely scared for a while that Kohane’s arc was going to end in tragedy, BUT NOPE HERE WE GO, Kohane does the hardest thing she could and collapses her life around her in an attempt to help herself and her mother finally actually be happy - and she is immediately met with a new family holding out their hands and smiling and offering to help her whenever she needs it. 

AND IT’S MORE THAN SHE’S EVER HAD IN HER LIFE. IT’S WHAT SHE DESERVES.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND KOHANE WANTS TO BE PART OF IT ALL, AND ASKS TO HELP AS WELL, AND THEY IMMEDIATELY ACCEPT HER IN

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#HELP IT’S THE FEELINGS AGAIN #Oh no this is perfect #Quick I need this page in a frame #It’s everything I need #xxxholic #xxxholic 81 #Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #Kohane #Yuuko Ichihara #Watanuki #Doumeki #Mokona #And the perfect flawless excellent chapter where everything is good #AND NOTHING BAD IS COMING IN THE FUTURE FOREVER

[goodluckbadluckcomic]

Good Luck Bad Luck Pages 81-85

Ko-Fi  Patreon  Webtoon

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#good luck bad luck #glbl #comic #pages 81-85 #webtoon #webcomic #comic series #traditional comic #update

[dungeon-meshi-tournament]

Masterpost

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #sexiest senshi pantyshot in the manga tournament #chapter 81 page 8 #chapter 89 page 4 #senshi of izganda

[sharry-arry-odd]

Dex threw Mosscap a look and lowered their voice as far as it would go. "What kind of books does Ms. Amelia collect?" "Oh, entirely pornography," Mosscap said. "It was very educational."

A Prayer for the Crown-Shy, by Becky Chambers

#page 81 #a prayer for the crown-shy #a prayer for the crown shy #monk and robot #becky chambers #scifi #cozy #cozy scifi #sibling dex #dex #splendid speckled mosscap #mosscap #educational reading #mosscap is learning about mammal stuff #don't worry dex #that's chill #ms amelia is just helping it out #quote #quotes #literature #book #booklr #reading

[aropride]

your mother will say things to you and u will lose all ur teenage years to an eating disorder and then ur mother will say "that didnt happen. i didnt say that"

#text #ed tw #like. i have my childhood journals open right now do u want me to blast u do u want me to put u on blast cuz i got what u said right #here on page 81 of my fifth grade diary ❤️

[cringefail3000]

Hey Patrick Bateman Worstie, uhm, what the fuck do you mean by this? You aren't going to kill her just because she's late to your date???

#american psycho liveblogging #yes i have never talked about this book before and I'm currently on page 81 but legit what are his motivations for killing women???? #this better be explained istg #american psycho #cw violence #cw blood #cw gore #? #idk #the definition of gore is kinda loose

[fan-kingdoms]

just turned in my completed thesis draft and as much am i’m beating myself up and regret the way i went about writing it/actively screwing myself over, i think there is something to be said about the fact that i wrote 55 pages in 12 days

#i know that’s not a lot like it averages out to 5 pages a day #but i’m still processing the fact that i had 12 days left and produced something that almost doubled my total page count #like from 81 pages to 150 pages after formatting??? what the fuck???? #i have no idea if i LIKE these pages but they’re there and they’re written and thats automatically more valuable to anything i might have + #floating around formlessly in my head #i just sent it to my advisor and it’s just #wow… a novel #a whole novel #even if it’s bad it’s written. #lettie’s letters

[dapper-lil-catgirl]

I never watched MLP. I am ignorant to the realities of the pony verse. I choose to believe everything you've been posting/reblogging about it is 100% canon.

If only the show was as gay as i make it out to be my god. Legitimately, i say this unironicaly, the show would be improved if it was fruitier. Not just "gay cool" but like. character relationships could be advanced and explore the subject and maybe the show would finaly know how to write romance lmao. But regarldess its a fun watch -v-

#read my 81 page fanfic and concider it canon #its for the best

[thatsrightice]

81

#Grumman F-14 Tomcat Bye-Bye Baby…! #<- see for other pages #top gun #f-14 tomcat #aviation #pros and cons of the F-14 Tomcat #page 80/81 #fighter jet #1v1 #pros and cons

[completeoveranalysis]

[15]

Kohane waking from her slumber like me suddenly snapping to attention when Yuuko mentions the final moment is “very soon”

I mean that IS how time works, where things steadily get closer and closer, but this seems IMMINENT now. She’s been saying it for a while but this seems SOON. 

I don’t think I’m ready. 

But I WANT to know what happens. 

BUT I DON’T WANT ANY CHARACTERS TO GO MISSING. 

AND THOSE INVERTED COLOURS ON HER HAIR WHEN SHE SAYS IT?

:| 

I find myself in a pickle of a situation

OOH Ok yes I had wondered if they were separate or both had been sold away. Kohane’s power to exorcise (ie, the feather) were enough of a price for her wish, leaving her original powers in place. So she can still SEE things, she just can’t do anything about it. 

Which is more than she thought she would have left, and like Yuuko says, leaves her with a connection that she truly deserves to keep. 

And like. Yuuko didn’t need to say that. She didn’t need to phrase it in such a kind and caring way, emphasising what Kohane has and deserves to have, and showing her the way to make a happier future out of the gift she thought only brought her negative things in the past. Yuuko didn’t NEED to do all of that BUT SHE DID And I need to keep her forever

#GOSH THIS CHAPTER IS KILLING ME #You know in other media when a character is like #BOY I SURE CAN’T WAIT TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AFTER THIS #Right before they are immediately killed? #This is what Clamp are doing to me PERSONALLY right here #They are giving me PAGE after PAGE of Yuuko being the GREATEST #BEING AS CARING AND GENTLE AND LOVING AS SHE PHYSICALLY CAN #ANd I know this is because something awful is lingering just chapters away #And at ANY MOMENT it’s all going to change forever #IT’S FINE IT’S FINE IT’S FINE #Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #xxxholic #xxxholic 81 #Yuuko Ichihara #Kohane #Mokona

[dungeon-meshi-tournament]

Masterpost

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #sexiest senshi pantyshot in the manga tournament #chapter 79 page 19 #chapter 81 page #senshi of izganda