#there's just a lot goin on right now

[teja-has-puppet-autism]

y'know sometimes I go to make a post on this here webbed site, and I almost always end up deletin it cause I measure it through the "how widely applicable is this" + "how horribly can people twist this" metrics and it just stops my little fingies from typin

(this turned into me typing an essay in the tags cause I very much did need to process some shit lmao)

#I have thoughts I wanna get out there #but also I have had people threaten me and harrass me for far less than my thoughts of #'hey maybe my community isn't fuckin normal about trans women' and #'you can be fucked in the gender and also not use transmisogynistic stereotypes and terminologies to do that' #while also pointing out that transmasculine experiences are frequently ignored erased minimized and criticized habitually #(I have eliminated my worries via tag talk lmao so i will keep on processin down here) #Like idk its such a difficult intersection of shit because obviously a lot of transmasculine folks have experienced primarily if not only #other transmasc spaces online and have some deep set transmisogyny going on and then also the other way around of a lot of transfeminine #folk have primarily if not only interacted within transfem spaces and have deep set transmisogyny goin on #(which I'm not gonna argue on transmisogyny being a transfem only word or about transandrophobia or anti-transmasculinity my verbige is #constantly changing around this topic because of the shit that gets hurled at transmascs that use any of the transmasc specific words or th #OG word that applies to the misogyny experienced and intertwined with transness just: language is hard and imperfect so I'm using what I'm #using right now) #and anyway so those two groups of folk clash on their own and have a lot of strained and difficult communication and then there's a third #group that intentionally causes further rifts by trolling and sending hate anons and making accounts pretending to be transfem or transmasc #and shitting on ''the other side'' (heavy HEAVY quotations on that one) #and that all combines into an absolute clusterfuck of lack of understanding or sympathy from either 'side' of things for the other #there is just a lack of fundamental knowledge about our brothers sisters and others shared between us all and it is INFURIATING

[eudico-my-beloved]

anyways until canon proves me otherwise im goin to say that ballas’ hairstyle is like one of those stuffs that got popular because a celebrity did it and lots of orokin copied it so its just very normal orokin hairstyle 05 and thats why the warden has that hairstyle

#i hate ballas so fucking much i hate him i need him dead in my grasp right now i need him gone #and i very much dislike the idea of ballas coming back in any way #so im goin to pretend that the tales of duviri had whole figurine sets of thrax+ courtiers+ random citizens and shit #and because the seven were probs like celebrities or some shit lot of the stuff they did became trends/ norms #and his stupid hairstyle was one of them so the people were like oh yeah lets just give the random citizens common hairstyles #and thats how the warden got his hairstyle #im probably very wrong about all of this shit but im trying to cope with the potential return of the dumbass narcissist with a god complex #please de please dont let him be ballas #PLEASE #warframe #duviri paradox

[yuukimiyas]

thinkin ab takin a lil hiatus for a few days/a wk ૮ ིྀ◞ ◟ྀིა

#things are just not goin well for me irl :(( & its not right for me to come on here & bring negative energy #esp bc thats not what the city of lovers is all about!!! & i dont wanna just like dump all of that here :/// #just facin a lot of irl demons right now & my living situation is fucked up & so is my job(s) #so i think i’m gonna take a few days to just try & take care of myself <33 & try not to feel bad doin it ૮₍ ˃̵͈᷄ . ˂̵͈᷅ ₎ა #pls keep your fingers crossed that i can wrk smth out….its v rough bein 25 & not knowing what you’re doin (꒪̥̥﹏꒪̥̥ ) #i’ll probs reblog one or two things here & there so you guys dont forget ab me!!!! #pls remember to take extra good care of yourselves!!!! make sure your faves are too!! <33 until then au revoir!! #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[imreaallyasorry]

Oh!!! I was the one who asked about age. I wanted to invite you to the discord server. SADLY, you're too young so you can't go to our nightclub 😔 (I'd suspected it before that you were young so I wanted to make sure pff)

But I suppose you can let this mean whenever you're old enough you can jump in! >:) ... Just not for now 🔫‼️

IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!! Alas, time has beaten me to the punch once again…. 💔💔

#ask box #I actually get that a lot #I like to say it’s my raging autism but it’s actually because I only watch cartoons and dressed head to toe in hello kitty attire #I don’t even like hello kitty #everyone buys me it because it’s all I own #it’s too awkward to stop it now #can’t disrupt the theme I have goin on #my favorite color is green why are you gifting me a bright pink tie dye hoodie #mommy this is not COTTAGECORE!!!! #no one sees the vision #yes I can make galaxy print business casual no it’s not tacky just look at my vision board #your not looking for the RIGHT GALAXY!!! #it has to be subtle #what do you mean you won’t buy my a pimp coat with a newspaper pattern #I can pair it with my 10 inch heel red stilettos #or my red elf shoes #they have little bells at the end of them #I used to have some with like toast on them but my dog shit in it #soles were completely ruined #I glued one of those poppy singing toys to like a top hat with a blue and yellow ribbon and it actually went really well with the elf boots #in the right lighting #they were very red #my dog chewed it up though #I’m noticing a pattern #he was in his teething phase leave him alone #sighhhh #I love my dog though he’s a cutie pie #I wanted a weiner dog but they were really expensive so I just picked up a stray #it was actually more expensive because we had to get it checked and everything #it would’ve cost less to go to a shelter or buy first hand

[papabigtoes]

Bub Update;

Thank you for all the kind words and feedback with Planet Pissed so far, as well as with the commissions!

My birthday is this coming Saturday, and for the benefit of my health, I’m going to be logged off until next Sunday so I can enjoy myself away from the internet and further prepare for my hysterectomy.

Commissions will be on pause until after my surgery consultation on the 10th, and will open again on the 15th.

I say this in case some are still interested in commissions- I recieved an email last night and I had to unfortunately decline - so I’m puttin this in my dash as a heads up. I am incredibly grateful for those who commissioned me, I appreciate you very much!

While I’m logged off and away for the week, when I have free time I’m going to be workin on planet pissed on my ipad and workin on DIY magnets for my fridge with crayola model magic. I have no goal of selling or producing these to be sold, I enjoy making them for myself - my brain has always wanted magnets of artsy interpreted grub and whatnot, and workin on these helps me not stim self-destructively

#bub update #the clown sundae is a thing I used to order at a local parlor when i was a kid #pistachio ice cream not mint both are good but that magnet be flavored pisstacheeeo #and for those who sent anon messages i will respond to them eventually #just not right now. have a lot goin on

[shierak-inavva]

ha h a h  a

hey hi what’s up guys ummmmmmm here’s some Stuff™; if yall recall the last few posts i’ve made, yeah, this is more of That. i would say cringe is dead but i’m pretty sure it’s not, i just have friends who like to enable me--so more lucius & persephone, since they just will not leave me alone lately. yall can ask about her if you want, i’ve been embroiled in Shenanigans on discord and that’s where all her Lore™ is. she’s got a whole storyline it’s just messy lmfao

#my ocs #persephone greenbriar #lucius malfoy #lucius malfoy x oc #yeah this is a thing i'm doing right now are any of us surprised? #the answer should be no if you know me #anyways they're messy but my brain's been obsessed with them so here we are #i've been regaling the discord (read 'harassing the discord') but if i write anything that's not just blatant spicy pwp then maybe it'll go #up here on The Blog with everything else #idk man i have a lot goin on l o l

[foxgloveinspace]

I hope you’re feeling better soon ✨🖤

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#thank you. I am doin a bit better? I think..... idk lots been goin on right now and I just. ugh. #being sick for a month has been a whole freaking thing and then the whole...... anxiety is hitting right when i start to feel better and #i'm just... yeah. #How have you been Cass?? I feel like it's been awhile and thats just fine ofc but I just wanted to ask.

[britneyshakespeare]

oh my god am i so fucking tired

#work ended two hours ago but still just so so tired #to be fair it was my first shift back in two weeks after that GODFORSAKEN cold #tales from diana #i was very anxious to do this last night. i had a hard time falling asleep #didnt get as much sleep as i wanted but i still did sleep #i had a half-day kindergarten job originally but when i got there they switched me to full day fifth grade #and it sure was a full day of fifth grade #theyre doing this thing right now in the fifth grade where they switch classes and go to the different teachers #to prepare for middle school. i get it i get it it's a good system #but i did have to teach a one-hour writing class three times to like sixty kids in total #it's a lot. AND i had to do a lunch duty god forbid #tomorrow im subbing full-day for a different kindergarten teacher and since im goin there i doubt theyll send me anywhere else #unless i guess someone else abruptly calls out sick but like. uhhh i just wanna do this k class ive been w them like 4 times this month #theyre easy i know these kids they dont scare me #and in early childhood ed theres always like at least a para or two #in the older grades im lucky if theres one para but today there were none #all day. goooood im tired

[lilacbokeh]

okay Cookie by NewJeans is such a good song like an absolute fave of mine recently.... but i just learned that the OLDEST members of the group are 18.......... ummmmm

#literally feel insane like the youngest member is only a year older than my little sister... like middle schoolers..... #i'm seeing articles that were talkin abt the controversy right after they dropped the song but i wasn't actually keeping up w kpop/not goin- #-on twitter much @ the time so only learning abt this all now 🥴like i got into their music just listenin on spotify not knowin much abt them #i saw a lot of ppl being like This would be such a good song & concept for a different group/if they were GROWN WOMEN... #just crazy & gross how often young idols are sexualized/put into age inappropriate situations ughhh #mariah.txt

[jasonsthunderthighs]

I was on the phone with Tobin, talkin' bout how my great uncle died and how at his (Tobin’s) funeral, BEFORE, he's goin to tell EVERYBODY that I'm GOIN to say “Well, there goes a real sack of crap!” AT the funeral and to NOT get mad when I do say that

His words, “Mel’s threatened to say ‘there goes a real sack of crap!’ at the funeral, so DON'T get mad when they do!”

Followed by, “Can you IMAGINE how mad everybody would get after you said that?”

He's 53 and STILL ‘members the time I told him when he was in his 30s that I WAS GOIN TO SAY THAT WHEN HE DIES AT HIS FUNERAL

Like holy shit, this is one of the moments you KNOW that we're related

#that's a reference from The Simpsons that we would say ALL the time cause we had no wifi and would watch DVDs of whatever we had #and we had A LOT of The Simpsons DVDs (not the newer ones or the first two seasons cause we didn't really like those early episodes) #it was also cause Marge was SO annoyin in the first two seasons and would ONLY do that grumble noise SO annoyingly for NO damn reason #but yea #this is still a thing that I WILL fuckin do 😂 #just WAIT till my twin gets up there after I say that #THAT'S when it'll be hilarious #we're so mean to each other in a funny way #but I also still have mixed feelings for him and that's why I'm literally goin to say that even if it does cause shit in the remainin family #he thinks that his older (by 12 YEARS) brother is goin to be there (somehow alive) when he dies and I'm just questionin if he's goin to die #early or somehow before his brother dies when his brother is 65 right now and if Tobin plans to die at the age of 70 when he's 82 then- #that's fuckin nuts and hilarious that he doesn't understand maths like that #cause I don't think my uncle (his brother) wants to live till he's 82 or even in his 80s #but he's got a good 15 years to go (cause he's also REALLY healthy and not in Bad shape at all like Tobin is cause of his poor choices) #and I don't think Tobin wants to live another 15 years to only croak at 68 cause THAT'S young to die at #so this whole ramble in the tags of maths in shit is just a conclusion that his brother is definitely not goin to be at his funeral to hear- #me say that and I won't get in trouble by HIM but MAYBE my aunt who's 6 years YOUNGER than Tobin #BUT I DO WHAT I WANT AUNT FITTY AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM SAYIN THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES #sorry for the long ramble #ramble in the tags #I need to shut up #Shut up G #not DC #not DC related #personal #personal post

[undercoverxs]

mik09to: YO this is so cool!? i love finding little nuanced tidbits like these that often get glazed over when translating, they really speak so much personality that can say the world about a character... thank you for sharing, i'd love to read more in the future! and if you have anything on mikoto especially... 👁 i am all ears.

(( they really do........... always happy to find more who appreciate these things >:33

I’ve been working through them more or less in order, and only just got to Mikoto, like. literally the other day. I’m very afraid to try making sense of these words tbh. But I can say that........ it’s... difficult??

okay listen so. “If I could laugh, if I could back, I’d play dead even though I’m alive, right?”   -- That’s.. it works, and it’s what the officials decided to use, so maybe I shouldn’t over-complicate it. But japanese tends not to use pronouns--  Most of the time, who the subject is is decided by context. But this is a song, and this is milgram song, and context is. hoo boy what is it actually.

the fact is, there’s no “I’ used here.

“if laugh. if return.” (I can’t pin if ‘return’ is in the sense of time or place or something else, either) “playing dead even though alive.”

I don’t know. But here’s what I’m thinking, very possibly over-complicated -- Every song so far (of the first season) has felt at least partially addressed to the victims, or referencing them in some way, or something-- but Mikoto’s at least seems to be entirely focused on himself. But, since this part in the video is the only time we see his victim at all, I’m just. curious? Exactly who is laughing? Go back to what, when, where? Playing dead, isn’t that something one does to avoid actually dying? Does the context suggest “I”, or “you”? Does it ever change? Who’s doing anything here?

What am I supposed to do with any of this?? no clue at all, enjoy

#|[.OOC #|[N으 .09 #mik09to #((I also just. want to put faith in the writers- yknow? /hope/ to #really wanna know more about the victim. and really wanna believe he was justified? #there's too much vaguness to tell right now if they're gonna fall to the 'evil' trope or not-- #seeming not so far but I do have fear in my heart........ #but they've put a /lot/ of thought into whatever's goin on regardless. so. hm? #anyway-- the notion of someone laughing followed by a notion of wanting something to stop #currently all I can muster to think is that his victim had been antagonizing him-- if those words apply to this person #... shrug emoji #I hunger for more information on this case

[matoitech]

promare fanfiction is like even if u read one that is generally good (not bad or insulting or gross, i dont read a lot of fics but when i do!) galo is mischaracterized just enough that u still kind of have to either not think too hard or just make up what he’d actually say and how he’d actually respond to get thru it. this is bcuz allistics dont know what theyre doing w him and even if theyre TRYING in instances like this that r borderline in character but not rly there, galos writing and dialogue gets simplified for the author to be able to just kind of breeze over him and generally make him be there For lio. i guess bcuz they dont know what else to do w him if they dont have a good enough grasp on him tk write him as more of a Character

#a lot of it is just like total lack of like .. idk how to put this. he doesnt have any agency for anything #its usually lio pov bcuz lio pov is Easier For People (for some reason i cant imagine why /s) and galo gets like #a lot of identity and backstory if not scrubbed away then it NEVER actually gets played around with or gone into deeper #in a way that would rly like .. boost up the post canon fic or smth cuz like .. why is galo just Fine right now #ur trying to be moderately realistic bcuz lio gets all his shit and u deal w all his implication and trauma #galos just kinda like there #looking hot so lio can have someone to cry to #they r both fucked up and traumatized and autistic together actually ! it can be messy and awkward #relationships can be hard .. esp when u have Shit.. #i think ive also seen a lot of more in character prmare fics still have ppl say ‘i dont have ptsd but i tried to research #to be able to write them ok’ so like even if ppl r truing theyre just never goin to be able to like #rly write it how its actually like . living like this and having relationships like this #AND THATS JUST FOR TRAUMA WHICH ISNT EVEN RLY WHAT IM TALKING ABT HERE ITS JUST SMTH I NOTICE PPL RARELY DO W GALO

[discoreptile]

Shellycoat

#heyo again posting in the ol tags #At a moral quandary but I guess I'll update yous on my life while I think of a way to sound it out #I am currently single. This is a big deal for me because I am coming to terms with my status as a serial monogamist #I think my ex has been not single longer than I have so I'm not feeling guilty about it. Just feels weird being single is all. #I'm doing the whole dating thing again. Have been on 2. First one I stayed at her spare room and freaking cried. Haven't spoken to her sinc #Second one I stayed in her spare room and she stayed with her roommate. Both times I didn't want things to go physical. Both over now. #The second one I was more optimistic for tho.Prominent thing was that she wanted me to date her and others. So I'm not exclusive with anyon #And I still maintain that. Doesn't feel good bc when I go on a date with one it feels like I'm cheating on the others. #But i have such low confidence that I don't want to turn anyone down or keep anyone waiting for me to ask them out. So idk what I'm doing #anyway. moral quandary. I just realized I can't actually talk about it. But I have to choose advancing my own career at the cost of my sou #it would be really nice to get some big £$£$ but I'd have to sort of betray new boss a little. Who has already given me permission to do so #it doesn't feel right. Shellycoat here is from new project. Ugh I dunno. I think I'm going o have to sell out just a little. #Bein single again shows me how behind I am for my age. Still can't drive still living with my best pal. Probably goin bald soon #then again I've been saying that for years now. Maybe I have a few years left of it. But yeah. I don't earn very much rn. When I get those #questionaires I'm often in the lowest bracket so i'm like “I am among the poorest of ppl then??” One lady stopped talking to me when I #told her I rented a flat. Which implies a lot of men my age own property already. But did they get them with their morals intact or did the #have to do a bit of backstabbing on the way? Anyway. I guess I'm happy that I'm not just whining about my love life.Maybe being single is o #still wanting to get out there. Maybe I'll make another post about that or whenever I'm not single lol

[wrymalfunction]

the classpect girlies (gender neutral) never want to talk about the overlap between blood and heart anymore

#im so desperatly Obsessed with how they overlap right now #like ohhh they pair so well talk about a bleeding heart amirite #ill write out an honest to god swrious post about this later but rn its driving me insane #like obviously they arent a Perfect fit but idk i just really like the flavor of what they gor goin on there #this is the point where you learn i Really like talking a lot (sorry) my tags get to be a bit Too Much im told #pesterpog

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Rly need to be havin some actual adult conversations about stuff but I'm. So sleepy.

#doll #ok it's rly just me tryin to get mr. v to delete the photos from his phone #n i guess i kinda get why it's such a big deal to him cause he doesn't wanna let go of the person he used to be n the life he had but #some kinda symbolical meaning there or something #but hhhhhhhhhhhh him tryin to barter n talk me into takin new ones as a replacement like he's not fully aware i dun like cameras #just bc the circumstances would be somewhat better doesn't mean i'm ok with it #he knows i have a hard time sayin no to him n if he talks about it enough i'll just end up agreeing #but i can't figure out if he really doesn't get it or if that's exactly what he's goin for #i could manipulate him right back n turn on the waterworks but. there's probably backups n i don't trust him to get rid of em #unless it's actually his decision n not just cause he wanted me to stop crying #n i rly don't wanna do that. i don't want a relationship where we have to play that kinda games. #& now i'm kinda paranoid abt him havin had a hidden camera on at some point #cause he's a lot more attached to his.....keepsakes than i thought he'd be at this point #i guess him still havin the feather he plucked off me months ago shoulda been the first clue... #i don't get why he wants to have the pics that bad when neither one of us was happy back then?? why do you wanna be reminded of that??? #i'm too exhausted for this #spdrvent

[strawberryseeded]

S0 glad i decided not 2pierce my right antitragus yet.. i wouldnt b able 2 use earphones at all since my left conch DEFINITELY hasnt healed yet (thats 😭SAD😭 tho)

#my flat had calmed down but now after piercing my right ear its ACTING UP againnnnnnnnnnnnnnn WHEN WILL THIS END!!!! #WHATEVER then it will be even MORE satisfying when it finally heals completely!!!!!!!!😤 #it makes sense tho..IM GOING SLOWLY i swear but like it or not i currently have *counts with fingers* seven #SEVEN #gholy fuck SEVEN ear piercings in various stages of healing so uh. YEAH no wonder its taking long &its not goin a hundred % smooth sailing #SEVEN 7 #dude.. #(just 2 b clear i dnt think thats a lot of piercings i want more actually the thing is that THEY ARE ALL PRETTY FREAKING FRESH #and my body is trying 2heal them all at the same time............im sorry body ..0_0 i Need this tho pls work w me ok) #di4ry