#there.

[transs3xualmagg0t]

no I'm not going to fall asleep I'm just laid in the foetal position listening to a lullaby on repeat that doesn't mean anything

#maggot musings #if i WAS going to fall asleep #i would be cuddling cushion rn #and I'm not so #there.

[smushedmuffin]

Tagged by @toxicrevolver to do a K-pop bingo

hehe thanks for the tag... i forgor about it for a week as per usual

Tagging anyone who wants to;; i dont know who likes doing tag games

some lore about me:

i dont have online monies and theres no way im asking my parents for kpop stuff (given how much they teased me during my anime phase lol), so i don't have any albums/merch. I was going to go to The Rose concert last year, but alas, we had other plans that week.

i loved chans room when he did it, i only learnt about it around the 198th episode, and the first one i watched was 200th ep celebration that i put on instead of sleeping. i snuck out from multiple parties/events to watch his stuff :D

ive cut into my schedule multiple times to watch live... most recently (ie today) i wanted to watch mill's bday live so i uh,, was watching it before school started and then on the bus while going to a tour/field trip thing (totally worth it, he looked handsome… his hair was <3. i didnt understand a word but his voice was-)

(never watching a live near other people though;; my friend was sitting next to me and kept asking me what i was watching and i couldnt just show her a guy feeding the camera cake and saying "ahhh :D")

anyways. i dont really stan groups even if i like their music, but i have biases in ateez. i think i only really stan skz and onlyoneof (maybe some more soloists too).

i got into kpop in uh... 2022? in the summer i saw an ad for the O m/v by Verivery, and the holding a lit match like a cigarette scene is what pushed me to look up the group. i knew about kpop before, but that got me listening to it. i think there is a anime to manga to yaoi to manhwa to kpop pipeline, and i fell down it.

:( i didnt get a bingo, but thats to be expected. surprised i fit more than one of these

#wow i rambled. #i should put this under a cut #one sec #there. #muffin.txt

[freckliedan]

I might be behind but did you also notice during wad end speech when talking about younger self dan referred to themself as them and they twice? something along the lines of "[i wish i could've told them]" or "[i wish they would've known]" if so feel free to ignore wanted to just wanted to make sure you had this crucial information

-✌🏻

you're killing me extremely badly dan fucking WHAT. oh my god. i did watch the stream but i fully. listen.

it just feels so normal when dan gets they/themmed that i often miss it happening. but thinking about dan theying baby dan is genuinely making my tummy hurt.

i would kill & die for baby dan i'm so protective over them already. and dan's referred to their child self with they pronouns? i have such a deep love for all my trans & genderweird siblings especially every single kid. and thinking about dan. thinking. i.

thinking about dan speaking of their baby self with kindness and care while gendering that baby /they/. what am i supposed to do with this

#when i was first running the queer & trans teen groups i used to run we had to talk about what to do if there was ever an emergency so there #was very much so a point at which i made the conscious decision of. if someone with a gun came in here to hurt my kids. i'd die to protect #them. there was a back door. the protectiveness i feel towards kids especially trans kids is like. i can't overstate how much love there is #there. #this is really getting to me. im gonna explodes #jam replies #anon #dan howell gender truthing #g?

[crplpunkklavier]

#im gonna be really 100% super honest here. #i cant imagine not liking feet. #and it weirds me out that there are people who dont like feet. #there.

[bloodsaltedshifting]

"if i taught ya, i can ground ya. hey. guess what? you're grounded. everyone here's grounded. cas? sam? that dog i keep feeding even though i keep saying i'm not? he's grounded, too. creeper crowley lurking out back cause he thinks he's being too slick for us to notice? him, too. just not here. somewhere else. walmart. he's grounded at walmart. hell on earth."

#look @ what you did. #there. #you did it. #i haven't done a gif reaction in years. #but. #i'll do it for that. #:D #LOLOL! thanks lovely. #this was adorbs. #ooc; saved

[real-seadweller-heir]

Video Log 02 -- Time Hole

HELIXE: m✦n you look so stupid YVETTE: I didn't ask før yøur øpiniøn!!! HELIXE: do you h✦ve to hold your ✦rms out like that YVETTE: it's tø help with my balance. YVETTE: ... YVETTE: økay. I'm ready. attach the tether.

HELIXE: youre not getting ✦ tether p✦l YVETTE: what dø yøu mean i'm nøt getting a tether? we agreed upøn a tether. we døn't knøw if this will be safe før me and as the next ruler øf alternia they NEED me in tøp physical shape HELIXE: youll be fine its perfectly s✦fe HELIXE: ive done it before ✦nd come out completely fine YVETTE: yøu're nøt getting what i'm s- YVETTE: what dø yøu mean yøu've døne it bef

HELIXE: plop

#my art #helixe #i should probably have some sort of video log tag? #video log #there.

[steelycunt]

sorry that wasn’t my heart

#there.

[twoyogurtluvrsonline]

WAIT IDK IF WE PUT NPTS BUT I THINK I DID UHHHHH

yeah i think i’ll do tbem seperate by song if that’s alr ?

#shart i need an ask tag #⭐️. . . messages. #there. #twoyogurtluvrsonline

[swagstar]

HERE ARE THE GIFS PER ONE OF MY LAST POSTS. unfortunetly 2 of them were too big for tumblr. sad!

my tuoy. thank my dear servant(@usagirus) for converting these into gifs

GIFS MADE FROM THIS VIDEO RIGHT HERE CLICK IT NOW

#txt #gif #fnaf #there.

[suncast-moth]

I had to. I saw the biblically accurate drawing of Orobas and fucking had to

#random bullshit with milo #idk if i should put it under my arts so #there. #demons #shitpost

[turbles]

#chess #there. #Youtube

[wellnesscard]

GIRLS forreal im so sorry how deeply it does hurt. and what I'm saying is u dont gotta cut yaself and can we please calm down n strike our limbs w/o being institutionalized for like beating head against a brick wall you are fine, when what im aboutta LIKE YOU'RE NOT REGULAR bish i known that , and you ain't anything fall down down i am everything u aint seen sun til summer shining u ain't seen life til surviving new life is surmising might be exciting

#Get. #There. #and you must and you will and i trust

[rpfisfine]

do you hate miles?🤨

i was wondering when someone would send me an ask like this yeah i dont like him to be honest. i know ppl on here have largely moved on from the fateful 2016 interview and it has been discussed to death and yeah he immediately said he was joking etc etc but i dont think its weird to think you shouldnt have to feel pressured to like completely forgive and forget and absolve the sins of a male musician saying something that made a female reporter feel unsafe or objectified or 'caught in an increasingly distressing situation' or act like its some sort of unheard of and unimaginable offense that has never happened before in the history of music interviews and one someone’s favorite musician who can do no wrong in their eyes could definitely never get caught up in (esp given how gross in general the music industry is towards women). OR even go so far to say the reporter did it all for attention i cant believe this is even a discussion that has ever been had in any form ever like genuinely nothing makes me angrier than ppl who literally turn into blatant sexists whenever their favorite white guy's reputation is even mildly put at risk ive literally seen one person on here say the whole interview was made up and exaggerated and that she just wanted to 'join the me too movement' which is like Okay man i think you might just not have any respect for women in real life maybe. even watered down and not as extreme its a take thats more prevalent on am tumblr than i thought or previously imagined and i hate how bad it makes the fandom look like i trust that everyone on here is a reasonably intelligent and empathetic human being who has at least a basic tumblr education on the fact that victim blaming is bad so we dont rly need to turn around and immediately go 'she just misunderstood what he was saying' or 'she just didnt get his sense of humor' like Alright

i hope im articulating all this reasonably well like i think its literally fine that ppl have accepted his apology and moved on and are able to enjoy him as an artist and/or as a person too thats awesome and im happy for the ppl that i follow that have this kind of relationship with him. even if it wasnt for the interview thing he stil wouldnt be for me i used to be a pretty big fan of his music when i was younger but nowadays since ive found different music i dont rly pay any attention to him. im glad he was able to spark alex creatively but thats as far as my enjoyment goes of him to be yonest

also ive just realized now that all this makes me look kind of contrived given the fact that ive written milex before and i dont rly have like an impenetrable explanation i literally started writing for jamex around the time the car album came out bc i found out all my fav jamex fics had gotten deleted by their author so i wanted to fill the void and then one day i was like wait am i good enough yet to write a functional milex fic (plus i was hoping to get more ppl to notice my writing and milex offers a pretty easy way to do that) so then i wrote 2 and i was like ok i am cool. i dont intend to write another fic for them

hope this makes sense i probably forgor to say like 10 other things i wanted to say but thats okay

#i didnt rly wanna talk abt this but now i cant dodge it anymore i trust my friends respect my opinion and arent mad at me #also wanted to make a disclaimer that ive never set foot on am twitter so my opinion isnt influenced by amtwt at all #i know ppl dont like miles on there but i have genuinely no clue how they go abt it or what they say im not brave enough to make an account #there. #asks #Pleasneeeeeee dont harrass me over this im literally just doing my thang over here in the czech republic #also ive literally had that one shitty take screenshotted since like november of last year LOL it made me soooooooo mad