#theres beauty everywhere

[ganondoodle]

once you notice how few characters in media have brown eyes it really becomes impossible to not pay attention to it and its been bothering me ever since

#ganondoodles talks #i now its not that there are literally zero #but it almost is #and i get giving fictional characters non natural eye colors is fun #but blue and green is still everywhere evne tho those are also real #like sometimes it feels like brown is actively avoided #going for red or yellow instead #and i know in anime especialyl theres this idea i think that similar to hair color its bcs the majority of japanese people have those #so it feels 'more special' if its anything but that #idk how much of that is true #also its not just anime #feels weird #brown is such a diverse and beautiful color #makes me sad

[mugentakeda]

them flip flopping the original roles of this scene is making me feel demented. the added lu ten funeral scene adds the perfect parallel and depth to it: lu ten gave his medal to zuko to serve as comfort and determination to zuko when ozai was mad at him, yet zuko gave it up to comfort iroh after lu ten died. and then sat with him through the funeral when nobody else was. and now zuko's the one heading into what's basically a suicide mission and yet he takes the initiative to console iroh by telling him lu ten would be proud to have him as a father. this is sick work and i'm gonna be haunted by it for the next 30 days and 30 nights

#AND THEN IROH CRIES OVER HIM AGAIN #netflix iroh is a crybaby dad guys. Everything is beautiful. peace and love is everywhere #this is how they say i love you to each other. by saying everything else thats insane in this world except for i love you #and i love how paul acts out this like... completely desolate look on his face when irohs mourning his son/s. like he looks so Not there #idk theres just so much going on here i love every bit of it #natlaspoilers

[prototypelq]

did I watch another supercut of an Outer Wilds playthrough? yes. have I done it multiple times before and played the game a lot myself? yes

Will I ever stop bawling my freakin eyes out each time at the ending? No

btw the playthrough I saw was done by a astrophysicist and it was a great watch, I highly recommend it if you for any reason can't experience the game yourself, or if you're looking to try to remember the blind playthrough feelings as a veteran.

I highly recommend trying out the game first if you've never played it before. There can only be one blind playthrough of this game and it will be the best experience possible. Please try out Outer Wilds.

#i cry about outer wilds therefore i am alive #theres literally no stopping the outer wilds feels #outer wilds #What A Game #if you love space you'll love this game #if you like existential themes youll like this game #if you loved the Everything Everywhere All At Once youll love this game #also please watch this movie if you haven't #its the most profound movie i have ever seen #also play outer wilds its incredible #its the most breathtaking awestriking beautiful fun game ever #its also the scariest game i ever played #its just incredible in every possible aspect #Youtube

[spearxwind]

Something I've been thinking a lot recently after becoming a lot more social and going out is like. How different people really LOOK in general. Or rather, I've always seen it but I've been noticing it more. Different body types, different faces, different features.... etc. Everyone is so different looking.

There isn't a way you could possibly gauge how "beautiful" someone is because everyone is so different, and everyone's perception and preferences are different. Someone who you could consider extremely handsome could have deep seated self image issues, and someone who looks unremarkable to you might be someone's ideal.

I feel like being online and constantly exposed to the same types of faces, especially the type of people who become popular online due to the appearance, they always have the same set of features, same set of body types. It's not inherently bad, people do gravitate towards them because there's beauty standards that certain people fit. But in general exposure to people who look all similar rots the brain. It rots your self image. It distances you from your own community as well.

It bleeds into how people handle their relationships, it brings prejudice to people just based on their appearance, and it sucks so much to actually like, fully consciously REALIZE. Everyone is worthy of love, no matter how they look like (this includes you btw!! Yeah you!!! <3) no matter what the media says. It sounds like something sooo obvious but it really is something that grows roots in your brain given the chance and is hard to pull out.

Feeling like you're in an arms race against your peers to "score" someone who you could pass for an instagram model, instead of finding someone who you truly connect with. Having to deeply justify your partners and friendships to your family as being worth it, when they don't look like celebrities on TV and just look like regular people. (This has been my personal experience for a long time, but I feel like theres probably more people who have gone through the same)

"What will other people think? What will my family think?" is something constantly on my mind whenever I make any friends, and im only recently realizing that it really does not matter what they do think what matters is one's own happiness.

Not sure where I am going with this post I just wanted to write it out for a few days now and I finally did it <3 have a swag day

#thunderclap #words #i just think people should live without the constant pressure of appearances both your own and your peers. its literally brainrot #everyone everywhere is so different there are a thousand faces a thousand bodies a thousand features theres eight billion people on earth #its so terrible that we are always focused on the same ones and call them beautiful when theres so much to people in general #does this make any fucking sense? god im so tired but im feeling this a lot recently. man.......... #my own appearance has been both praised and degraded for years years years and its fucked up my way of perceiving people for my whole life #idk... theres so much nuance to this whole conversation ofc i cant fit it all into one (1) post #like... recently realizing my mom is to blame for like 90% of my body image issues has had me reeling. like hello. #dont get me wrong i love her but damn that family can self project their flaws needlessly on the next generation huh

[spotsupstuff]

I wanna learn more about Blessing / Boreas. What’s up with all the bat flies with him? What’s his city like?

-rubs my hands together like a fly- uuuuuu boy, time to shake my blatantly favorite child Hell yeah huhuhuhuhuuu

the batflies enter the scene a good while after the Mass Ascension- they are his coping mechanism after Zephyr collapses and goes dark!

from the comic where they talk about Euros' n Sparrows' relationship, one can probably guess how close these two are. Boreas might be the big scary dog of the whole Eo family that punches things in the face rather than take any miniscule amount of shit, but when it comes to Zephyr he is very open and sweet. she's the only person who can actually influence his opinions and ideas greatly, because he loves and trusts her enough to allow her to do so. so when she collapses, he takes it the worst out of everyone. in a very quiet way. his pain if for him to keep, nobody else can know he's hurting

bear witness to Ňuňu

this lil shit was basically Boreas' therapy dog. just.. very very feckin teeny

child...

she is as smart as your typical bat, but the thing was that when she accidentally made her way into his chamber, he didn't have much will in himself to send the animal to eeby deeby so she got to flutter about. and as animals do, girlie used the empathy trap card to figure out this person who doesn't seem to be posing any danger is Sad. so she landed on his head, crawled up to look into his eyes and chirped

n that was the straw that broke the camel's back and Boreas had his first grief-inflicted breakdown ever. Ňuňu stayed during it and even after it, so emotionally-empty-feeling Boreas decided to take her in. hardly can replace Zephyr, but at least he isn't alone

Ňuňu later brought friends and Bee decided that he will look after them then. even after Ňuňu passes away, he still houses and raises them. the younglings like sleeping on his antennas so he has to watch himself to not move them too much sometimes. Euros has a folder full of photos like that

to his city- the name kush is:

originally from me looking for latin words for Rage. ended up going with Desaevio, because Bee is indeed positioned in a fitting place for the word

and the storm connection plus the last two are the main reasons why the Ancients called the city as such. after project Abet Zephyr ended in such a failure, they had to vent some stuff out. and we are going to claim that it is anger because that isn't as pitiful as shame or embarrassment

(the fact that almost every translator i put it into gives me "i'm sorry" works wonderfully, too. because what else will ultimately Boreas do, but quietly mutter to himself a mantra of apologies when he'll be lying in his chamber 30 seconds from his death, drowning in his regrets and mistakes?)

Desaevio was capable of comfortably supporting over 5 million people (no other Iterator city ever reaches that far- the max is ambitious Gen 3 cities that only ever reached around an estimate of 2.7 million) but at times housed over 6-7 million. despite lying close to the geographical location of Bergen in real life, Desaevio is very far from reaching such nice vibes (the old towns Boreas' structure overshadows come close, though). it is way closer to New York, but more dystopian. if u look up dystopian city on google images u get to see pretty closely what it looked like. combine it with Coruscant from star wars for bonus authencity with the layering

made up of skyscrapers, with endless layered bridges for means of transport (most commonly expres trains), with what little decoration of the buildings chipped away by time without anybody caring enough to restore the beauty- the grey, gloomy expanse of Desaevio is as majestic to witness as it is absolutely harrowing

with it being a layered city and one with Boreas' consciousness/structure, some wonder when does one truly leaves the borders of the city and enters the giant's actual insides. it's hard to tell, with old models of Iterators not being all that enclosed and isolated like Five Pebbles is. there is no karma gate to tell you when exactly the walls turn from homes for people to homes for wires, tubes and alien-like organic life of a colossal Hivemind

despite the whole "Iterators are above the cloud level" thing, i like to imagine that it rains in Desaevio either way. at least- some levels are just straight up Wet like after rain. but it'd be those normal rains like we have, not the annihilating ones that the old towns need to bear with down below. or maybe it's just the upper layers' waste water seeping through the ceilings

most of light of the lower levels comes from streetlights, neon signs and Boreas' own systems once deep enough

cameras and such security systems litter all the streets and every public room- and the private homes are still accessable by overseers- and All of that feeds directly into Boreas' memory cache

this omnipresence is why Boreas later suffers with the fuckin

nobody is as unhappy with Boreas' omnipresence as Boreas himself. no wonder he's always ticked off, imagine being a witness to All of New York's road rage 24/7

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #oc: boreas' blessing #desaevio is very. Factory-core. idk how else to explain it it all feels vaguely like a giant factory #for someone like sparrows its Hell. its almost like the place forgot that religion is supposed to come with certain Cleanness #the motherFUCKERS made a LOWER CLASS FOR THE HIGHER CLASS WHAT KINDA FECKIN DEPTH DOES THE DISCRIMINATION GO TO!!!! #you have city like Ales that is all white and gold and dedicated to birds and the divinity- sunlight is Always present everywhere #and then theres Desaevio. our beautiful capital city that we love built on top of our biggest pride and joy Boreas' Blessing that we Also- #-super loving towards -casually administers paralyzation venom of lower circles into his puppet when he misbehaves at a wrong time- #gotta LOVE it there #the lower levels or whatever throw a rebellion against the omnipresence thing n hes like “-side eyes- yes actually listen to those there”

[malewifehenrycooldown]

I was going to write up a post about my ship with Android 18 but then realised I had to explain the whole 'But what about Krillin?!' question. So here's a meme I quickly put together to demonstrate how the ship works.

#i know i could easily make a drawing version of this but i'm too lazy + i need to design my dragon ball self inserts #yes i said self inserts. there are MULTIPLE dragon ball self inserts lol #don't worry krillin is okay with this arrangement. he does love his wife but also wants to ensure her happiness too. #which in this case 18 having feelings for TWO people is okay with him. plus krillin has a pretty good friendship with ripley #so it makes the arrangement a lot easier. plus also marron gets an extra family figure so theres that too #<- marron gets a lifetime supply of free piggy back rides on ripley because they can turn into a dinosaur. #the only issue is that feathers get everywhere and krillin gets annoyed when feathers get everywhere. #shallow rambles #shallow shitposts #saiyanposting #[r]: android 18 | beauty and grace from outer space #💘 Androids Dream of Electric Sheep #dragon ball self insert: raptor ripley #🦖 | edge of the earth #image described #[p]: krillin | the best of humanity #queue awaits you at the garden of madness

[crimeronan]

cleaned for almost 5 full hours today (4 hours 40 minutes, i was doing ten-minute intervals w a phone timer). full list of minutiae would take too long but it involved dishes, taking out trash, decluttering the entire apartment floor, vacuuming the entire apartment, reorganizing stuff in the hallway, multiple loads of laundry done folded n put away, and deep cleaning the bathtub. i was literally fucking Drenched And Dripping in sweat by the time i finished, like i'd just stepped out of a downpour outside. ate some food, got a shower, did a weed, and now i've crawled into bed to snz.

in conclusion. my body is gonna be So Fucked Up tomorrow.

#worth it though. #you may be wondering: kitkat does this mean your apartment is pretty and clean now #to which i would say. you are underestimating the baseline Disaster Zone we are working with. #prior to all of this the soles of ur feet would turn black walking on the carpet for more than a few minutes. this does not happen now. #large swaths of the place ARE now clean and beautiful but in such a way that suddenly the Mess is SO MUCH MORE NOTICEABLE #if theres clutter and crumbs everywhere it's all homogenous. if the living room is bright and open and has no objects out of place and then #you look to the side of the room and see HEAPING PILES OF CHAOTIC BOXES GARBAGE BAGS AND RANDOM LOOSE OBJECTS #well. #it's okay tho. all those spots can be their own little mini projects now that im caught up on the worst of it #autoimmune tag #due to that being how things got so bad

[bonerey]

hhey. dont let me go on google earth i will start crying

#sorry theres just beauty everywhere .

[infintyonhigh]

not to make a mountain out of a molehill here but like, i think thats why the discourse around beauty standards online irks me a little bit. so often u see anyone trying to conform to them framed as morally weak and often, those same critics will turn around and make fun of the smallest, most random aspects of someone's appearance.

im not saying beauty standards aren't cruel or unjust. or that the systems that put them in place shouldn't be dismantled. but i think we also need to acknowledge that sometimes twisting yourself into any kind of desirability mold that will fit is a way of surviving

#btw im not saying thats whats happening with the patrick thing #thats just what got me started on this train of thought #for example. thinking of the time i didnt shave my legs went out in shorts and got harassed on the street #esp as a fat woman theres so much u cant get away with #also its the one thing everyone immediately jumps to when they have even a little inkling someones done something wrong #when the ryan seamen thing happened i saw sooo many ppl making fun of his looks #and like. again. this isnt about him its about all the other people who see these comments #i just think we dont get to act enlightened about beauty when this behavior is still so common everywhere #anyway. i prob shouldnt be trying to write serious posts when im this sleep deprived but oh well #isa.txt

[mihai-florescu]

One thing i see people (wataei dislikers, not sure if they qualify as "people" but moving on) complain about sometimes is that a lot of eichi or wataru analysis tends to involve the other. Like i wonder why. I wonder why 2 characters with storylines inseparable from each other, whose relationship is a core of the story would be brought up in analysis about the other. I cannot guess why could u guys help me?

#anyway theres plenty of analysis about them alone and in relation to other characters too #what can i say. a wataei hater is going to only see wataei everywhere and be mad and a wataei lover is going to see wataei in everything- #and be overjoyed #what a beautiful life we lead

[br1ghtestlight]

i think listening to why bother? from central park would cure people's climate nihilism

#AND THATS WHAT IT WOULD LOOK LIKE IF WE LOST HOPE BUT FORTUNATELY THERES LOTS TO BE HOPEFUL ABOUT #FLOWERS SPREAD BEAUTY EVERYWHERE TREES GIVE US SHADE AND HELP CLEAN THE AIR #WHY BOTHERR #BECAUSE THE GRASS FEELS GREAT ON YOUR TOES #THE EARTH MAY GO ON NO MATTER WHAT WE DO BUT WE DONT WANT TO LEAVE IT ALL COVERED IN GOO #THATS WHY I BOTHER #SO WE CAN PASS ALONG THE PARKS TO OUR SONS AND OUR DAUGHTERS #THATS WHY I BOTHER AT ALLL 😭😭😭🤘🤘🎶🎵 #txt #central park

[foxstens]

yo i just got to the point where you do the thing and im fucking dead

#my posts #gameblogging #liveblogging castlevania #you know inverted castle #which is technically a spoiler but this game is as old as i am so #i already knew about it #but i didnt know how fucking cool it would be #it's literally upside down #and ive watched a review video that said that the inverted castle isn't that well-designed #movement-wise #and yea i agree #since you basically just gotta bat or gravity boots everywhere #but the concept itself is so fucking cool i dont even care #and theres new enemies new items NEW FUCKING MUSIC #OH MY FUCKING GOD #THE ROYAL CHAPEL HAD PROBABLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THEME IN THE NORMAL CASTLE #BUT NOW ITS LIKE... ALMOST MYSTICAL? #AND I GET T OEXPLORE THE ENTIRE CASTLE ALL OVER AGAIN #best game ever??? #are there any othre games that do this??? #i mean idk what other setting it would work with but f u c k i love it

[butchviking]

wish i could have mutuals over to my home bc im obsessed w the home decor ive cultivated and it really sets an atmosphere but its like. an atmosphere i dont think most the ppl in my real life appreciate :(

#theres almost no art on the walls but theres blood spatters dotted around everywhere and some sort of catholic altar where a tv should go #shield and swords just hanging out in the corner. its beautiful here ddoes anyone wanna come over

[oatbugs]

ok so heres what happened

#basically we went on another date. idk if u guys remember but the first date actually went rly well but for some reason i felt Nothing like #there was literally nothing wrong and everything went perfectly i showed her around london etc i was just like. idk i felt. friendship #not much more. anyway so for this date i went to manchester (they came all the way to ldn for me last date so its fine its fair) and she #showed me around etc and it was like. rly rly good. like genuinely we did a lot and talked a lot..and like. theyre rly rly good at art etc #like they carry pencils and their sketchbook w them everywhere and they draw ppl and scenery etc that they see + find interesting. #and like we talked. a lot . but at some point they looked at me a lot and i was like whats wrong and she said youre really beautiful and id #love to draw u . which was rly sweet...and also she said she loves watching me watching things. bc we went to a gallery #and then a book shop. BTW THE BOOK SHOP. ok so we were walking and there was like a random staircase upstairs and a sign saying book shop w #nothing else on it outside and we went upstairs and it was like a rly small but rly. cosy? interesting? book shop and there was this guy w #a rly rly pretty face and a long coat typing and there were like 20 poetry books next to him. some of them were lovesongs from the persp- #ective of a satanist and i asked him if the book was his and he said i guess . i bought an unlabelled book for £1 #ok just realised it would be too long to type the full interaction but istg i felt more abt this guy than i did abt her and i DONT KNOW WHY #like literally theres nothing wrong things went great i just dont. get it?? like. maybe i need her to be more interesting. but i feel #like thats not a valid reason. anyway she clearly feels more abt me than i do abt her but i also kind of implied previously id be ok w #exploring being more than friends etc but now im like. done exploring? like i dont think i can feel romantically abt her idk..but am i just #being dumb but also is it unfair to her if i say nothing. anyway i bought love poetry we walked around a lot + bought bubble tea + we both #had 5% to make it back home w. also went to cute cafes and vintage places etc etc #ill write abt the bookshop guy later maybe. anyway whats wrong w me why cant i just like smn normally. i have to make rice and #head off to archery now bye

[wheucto]

i wonder what's considered attractive for objects. shininess is probably one. maybe vibrancy? would that depend on the object (the one being perceived)? i feel like gems would be considered very pretty. symmetry? maybe? i feel like being tall could be one but i! do not know!

#wheucto #wheucto speaks #osc #object shows #i feel like shininess would be hot. what isnt hot about shininess it just makes sense #i wonder if this would also affect language. would shiny be the object equivalent term for hot? would there be another term #where does hot as a descriptor of beauty come from anyway #vibrancy. just a pop of color in your life #this is very apparent into todays world where vibrant colors can be anywhere #theres a fashion movement where instead of being a flashing color they paint themselves gray or brown or white or black or whatever #as a response to Bright Hues Everywhere Oh Gosh Stop Being So Vibrant It Hurts My Eyes #oh i could see people liking people who look like antiques or old school stuff #gems being pretty is self explanatory i think #symmetry??? i have no clue

[daechwitamv]

can you recommend any areas in Berlin to live in? I'm thinking about moving there and it's hard to judge where it's nice before you get there you feel me

it rly depends on what ur vibe is bc berlin has soo many different faces. each district has its own thing going, its like different cities rly and hm also it depends on how much money u have lol searching for apartments in berlin is a nightmare. if u have a lot of time for apartment hunting and a good financial situation id personally choose charlottenburg, prenzlauer berg, friedrichshain or schöneberg. but rly id do some research on berlins districts and what makes them special bc it rlyyy depends on ur preferences <3

#these districs are quite central. u can also live at the outer edges of the city which can be super beautiful bc berlins got many many lakes #can also be shitty to reach from the city center with long ass commutes + depending on where u are theres more or less life #just google it a bit and check on google maps what kind of stores/restaurants/etc there are everywhere and what u want close #mail💌