#theres nothing

[sadslutsummer]

How much more can i give before there's nothing left of me?

#im so tired of trying to be something for anyone #im so tired of grieving #i just want to be loved #actually bpd #actually ocd #love #bpd #religious trauma #ocd #im sad #sadness #im hurting #hurt #pain #theres nothing #unloved #unwanted #depressed

[stupidscav]

fuck

#scav feels shitty #what do i do #why am o like this. i need fo do my book project #i hate my brain i hate myself #qhy the fuck am i dealing with this today #if i would have just done jt i wouldn't be having this problem its all mh fuvkibg faukt and i keep vomplainibg #im fucked i #god im so fucking useless #im scared of myself rn #kind of. #something is going to happen and either way its going to be my fault #WHY fuck fuvk fuvk #. #idont like this #i dont like this #god im scared of me #theres nothing #what would even be the fucking point????? #why #fuck #fuvk #i cant jusy go to bed to calm down this is all my fault #i cant fuvking. why why why fuck #im scared to go upstairs #i dont want to be in my room #i fuvking hate this #GOD ive done ALL OF THIS and fucked everything up #EVERYTHING #I CANT EVEN FEEL SAFE IN MY ROOM #SORRY i dont know abymore please dont ve conxerned

[maximum-rats]

how do you hit on someone in a walgreens

#“nice prescription you wanna go out with me” #thats nothing #theres nothing #fuckin #late night thoughts with max lets go #fuck #god #“nice prescription”??? #i dont work in the fucking pharmacy i print photos #mlb irl

[theindescribable1]

Decided To Give You Some Free Lore!

vive y prospera, bendice a los muertos, vuelve a la vida. El tiempo y el tiempo no prosperaron, sólo el viaje hacia abajo, hacia abajo. Bendice mi alma demasiado tarde, ya no puedo esperar. Lo que he hecho mucho más allá de las puertas del cielo. El dolor y el pecado no disminuyen, escondidos dentro de habitaciones tan oscuras. Escondido se extravió ¿por qué no me dejaron quedarme? Oh, el coche fúnebre pasa cuando los muertos cobran vida. . .

Lache nicht, wenn der Leichenwagen vorbeifährt, denn du wirst der nächste sein, der stirbt. Oh, wie ich das Licht und die Sonne vermisse und wie mein Tag meidet. Schrecklich, schrecklich bin ich geworden, ich bin eigentlich nur noch menschlicher Abschaum. Ich vermisse die Familie, die ich hatte, aber sie haben mich einfach verrückt gemacht. Eins, eins, eins, weil ich neue Dinge ausprobiert habe, sechs, sechs, sechs, wie ich es aufgenommen habe. Veronica, oh Veronica, du hast den Tod verdient. Daher geht dein Leben immer noch weiter, gefangen mit mir, um deine Fehler zu sehen. Alles in allem sind wir gleich, wir sind beide beschämt, beide schuldig und verrotten in der Hölle.

Who's the real villian?

#Lore :) #just silly little thoughts #Rambling and stuff #nothing serious #Just me #Being weird #stop reading the tags #Stop now #Theres nothing #Its done #Done #.done #..done #111666 #1111 #666 satan #SATAN #Blood #Walls #Dark #dark walls #Water #Dead #Blind #Gone #FIND.. #The #Stop #Title #To the ask of illness of my mind you must find. Go down till it reads.. (STOP)

[bugbxyjunk]

okay im really concerned now because i texted my friend, her sister, and the friend who's house she was at and absolutely nothing

#theres nothing #no words #nothing #its not possible all their phones are dead #bugs junk

[psychoticangel]

Anyone knows that feeling when you hate yourself to that extreme level that you start to harm yourself and ruin your dignity because you feel you are worthless?

#vent #tw selfhate #i hate myself #at my lowest #i dont deserve anything #dont know what im doing #need help #theres nothing

[tteokdoroki]

my issue with finishing my coursework early is that when it gets close to deadlines and I’ve done all the work i feel so unproductive like im wasting time but what more is there for me to do

#like i feel like i should actively be doing something but #THERES NOTHING #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[descendantofthesparrow]

ouad has broken 400 views on wattpad and nearly 400 on ao3, damn yall really desperate for walter Deville fics eh?

#i mean same #theres nothing #and i love the current stuff whihc is mostly cursed or very dark content #but i needed something romantic n soft #so im delivering #i cant do dark for some reason #unless its whump and it gets a happy ending

[mochapanda]

the professor for game design next semester is the same dumbass from last year im dropping out

#literally telling myself if i cant find anything imteresting to take its over #theres NOTHING

[i-dont-think-ill-get-better]

Bobby

1/24/23

I am regressing. I haven't sat in bed on my computer in the dark sobbing, wiping my face with toilet paper sober in so long. It is 9:54pm. I am in bed listening to Bobby by beabadoobee crying. When I was in high school, a boy I was dating sent me the song Bobby; he said it reminded him of me. I was 15 then, so this song struck a chord with me. Here I am five years later, listening to it, and the feelings I had when I was 15 arise again. Everyone always told me to be positive; time will heal it all. "You have so much to live for." I have experienced some great things in those five years but haven't. I tried to k*** myself three times within those five years, went to rehab three times, and to the psych ward four times. I always get so defeated when I think of all my friends who are successful now or have overcome all their struggles and dealt with them healthily. I always wish to stop being so disappointing to myself and others. Nothing or no one can be blamed except me.

“Nothing would last

Wishing her mind didn't think so sad 'Cause Bobby always had a stitch on the left side of her wrist Despite the love she'd get, she dismissed”

Bobby - Beabadoobee 

Today was so hard. My boyfriend is in rehab, and I am overseas with my family because I just got out of rehab and needed to be with them. I can only hear from him once a day for fifteen minutes at 7:30 AM because of the time difference. When I answered his phone call this morning, I knew it wasn't going to be well, my gut just told me so, and I was right. He told me his family didn't want me to live with him, and we had plans. I came home, and we stayed with his family. Instead, they are putting him in sober living, and I am not allowed at their home. We also had plans to move north, and I don't know if I can come with him. He said they can't decide, but they are paying for our place, so I wonder if that's true. I am so scared. I want everything to work out. I love him so much. When we talked, he told me their opinion didn't matter, but I felt so guilty that I strained their relationship. I always feel like a burden. He's my person, and somehow I hurt him by being his girlfriend. Tomorrow I am going to try and pretend to be okay. He will know, but I am going to try. I have so much anxiety that I have cried all day and still am. All I want is him, and I don't like his family affecting our relationship. He reassured me in many ways, but my head got the best of me. My heart aches for him, yet I feel empty right now. The pain never fails to rob me of any relief.

“It's that feeling of dread

The fact you may never again Be the one in my bed You never took this fire for granted But granted yourself Self relief, self relief”

“It's that feeling of blue The color most acquainted with me, with you I never took your smile for granted While granting myself no relief“

Odd Reasons - Donovan Melero, Moondough

I am so broken right now.

#beadbadoobee #tw depressing stuff #this is a cry for help #i dont fucking know #bipolar #severe anxiety #self deprecating thoughts #self destruction #i hate my brain #whats wrong w me #i am suffocating #theres nothing #i am not enough #how can i get better #will i ever be happy #i am so damn tired #capricorn sun #scorpio moon #capricorn rising

[1-800-beef-it]

there r NO suits for women in sims 3.....

#WHAT DO U MEAN #genuinely shocking...................... how do i make my hot women sims now.......................... ......... .... . #my sim aged up w that ugly ass horse jacket as her formal and i wanted to give her a proper one but . nothing #theres nothing #this is so sad #but more than anything im just surprised LMAO

[syntheticpaperd0ll]

i've heard people say they're drowning in sadness, but ive recently been feeling like im actually suffocating, so this poll came into existence.

anyway please rb for reach, im curious :]

#polls #my polls #mental health #i guess this is mental health adjacent #im a suffocator i think #to me drowning in it would be more like getting the wrong advice or the wrong help or being around the wrong people #when you're drowning you end up with water in your lungs #water is not meant to be in the lungs #when youre suffocating nothing is getting into your lungs #currently im just overbearingly sad. nothing seems wrong. im not getting help or advice and my friends arent around #theres nothing #hence im suffocating (nothing) rather than drowning (wrong thing) #feel free to define it however you want though !!

[stil-lindigo]

when people reblog donation posts and say "donate what you can", I really feel like people aren't actually internalising it. not all of us can afford to donate $50, $100, more than that. but i know for a fact that there are thousands of us that can spare $2 or $5, and that all adds up.

it hurts so much to sit here and feel the limits of our own ability. we're not millionaires. we can't instantly fund these escape attempts. but these are bids for life, by people who never asked for the hellfire being rained upon them by sadistic colonialists, greedy for oil and land. they committed no crime other than being born in palestine. and of course it's unfair, to have to shoulder the weight of people's lives when we're all struggling to get by as it is. but our governments relentlessly fail us, they fail to scrape at the bottom of their cold dead hearts for their last dregs of humanity. it is so, so unfair, but it is up to the common man to save each other.

please. look at this spreadsheet. find a fund that resonates with you. and DONATE WHAT YOU CAN.

#i dont know what else to say anymore #i just want all of them to survive #theres truly nothing that could justify this ongoing genocide #and it kills me. that global pushback is so pathetic. gutless and meandering #free palestine #palestine #fuck zionism #fuck israel #we will see an end to zionism and israel within our lifetimes #i might be suicidal but im not dying before i see netanyahu get what he fucking deserves #donation post

[spunchthegoblin]

Some "helpful" reviews, in case anyone is on the fence about watching The Sandman:

#SHOW OF THE YEAR BABEY LETS GOOO #EVERYONE is having gay sex and theres NOTHING you can do about it #the sandman #neil gaiman #lgbtq

[bloom161]

This might be a hot take but can Mrs.Flood just be Mrs.Flood who knows what a TARDIS is cause she lived in London all her life, where alien shit is happening at least once a year and is always accompanied by the doctor and a strange police box.

Yk the doc aren’t as subtle as they think they are, word gets around as to what the box actually is.

#believe me when i say id love nothing more for the Rani to come back #but i also love the idea that regular ppl have finally cought on to the fact that theres an alien running around with a police box #also we need fresh characters #not everything needs to be a niche call back #i do reserve the right to take back this statement if it is the rani though #doctor who #the doctor #this is my life now huh #the rani #dw spoilers #church on ruby road #dw season 1 #dw #fifteenth doctor

[cali]

i hate motherfuckers who base their whole personality on the sum experience of their formative years + the people they mostly interact with + some key impactful events in life + a small amount of traits they were just born with + their current interests and some other stuff probably. so fucking annoying...

#notifications blocked goodnight all of you #i like that theres people from both ends of the spectrum of opinions on how to build a personality in the tags #i just wanted to make a joke about when someone says the phrase “making it their entire personality” #its a nothing phrase