#theres only been ~7 cases in a 50ish mile radius of here and i dont wanna like

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whoops apparently my previous supervisor (who I’m still in daily contact with and adore, shes kind of in a mentor like role now) being incredibly worried about my safety and telling me to limit or eliminate my time on the floor, due to my health status, was the straw on the camels back for my anxiety. cause i’ve been in Debilitating Freak Out Panic Mode all morning ever since. it’s Great. this is Totally Sustainable. 🙃

#kit being stupid #coronavirus for filters #im hopefully seeing her in a little bit bc she had a meeting here w one of the doctors #so maybe thatll help some maybe shell actually talk to me more instead of brief texts #cause lemme tell u folks im in a Panic #and Idk when/if there is an appropriate time to contact my rheum and ask them what they recommend #theres only been ~7 cases in a 50ish mile radius of here and i dont wanna like #freak out too early? idk. i also dont wanna be sent home lmao #we rely on my paycheck and i only have two weeks of time saved up #alphabet soup of chronic illnesses