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some-mari-thoughts · 2 months
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What do you make of the idea of Blackspace kinda fusing with Hellmari after a post-good ending Omori gave her true life, therefore making her the entire realm by technicality? Omori would do that cuz he needs something to kinda fill the void that appeared when Sunny left and he's getting desperate after not finding anything in Headspace to do that...
(woooooooooo explaining my omori au lore-)
Truthfully this is so wildly different to my idea of headspace and omori and after-good ending that i cannot make anything of this! i think that's up to u to decide
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#they kinda have to coexist anyway in my head#yes they had a big ass fight abt things and sunny's headspace is kinda all crumpled once again and white space is emptier than ever#omori's still the inner 12 y o kid who is also the anxiety and escapism and so many things and he isn't going anywhere immediately#so they do have to work together and fill it w new things. make smth of it and make it comfortable again in a better way#idk we're not letting the nightmares fester#your story is yours though its just so different from mine that it feels like a string of words that i can't tie togetjher#in a way that makes sense at least#so here you know your story best#also pleas#if u wanna put smth that u made and make me see it please let it be related to me and my blog in my inbox#i WILL spit my hcs and story at u if u put unrelated things here#i don't have the responsibility to react to Your omori content that i did not sign up or ask to see!#that's almost your own post material. let me come across it in the tag when i want to see it#and if i don't it was not meant to be#its an honor to receive your omori art of mari btw if u do put it here. just make sure it's not a constant and rather an occasion#cannot publish your omocontent for you#sorry for the tag rant its offtopic from the post#i do get severe urge to ignore/delete asks that seem wholly unrelated to my blog or a fully cooked personal omori post#and not an ask to tumblr user some mari thoughts who makes art and posts hcs and shares some art sometimes#OMORI Sunny#OMORI character#Knife boi#Son boi#my doodles
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mellowdarkness · 3 months
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Falling to your knees in despair is honestly so fucking real
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pepprs · 2 years
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this week has been so fucking horrible. genuinely
#purrs#i think the roe v wade stuff like. Idk. everyone in my house is triggered by it everyone in the country is triggered by it and im not saying#TRIGGEREDDDD like how ppl will yank that word out and be cruel with it im saying it is triggering and putting even heavier weight on trauma#informed dynamics and shit that are already hard to bear. btw my mom told her story to a fucking cnn reporter and now im scared we’ll have a#anti aborti/on protestors at our house lmao. but anyway. everyone is triggered in my house right now. and now no one in my house has counsel#counseling. so when other shit happens outside of the house onto which i project dynamics that happen inside the house (everywhere.#constantly.) i am utterly unable to deal with them and the only thing i can focus on is trying to be quiet and not start sobbing#hysterically. which did just happen btw just not to me and i want to sob like that too. the weight of all this despair and the weight of#having nowhere to put the despair. not to mention redacted redacted redacted unrelated dynamic that ngl has made me a little bit sewerslidal#this week on multiple occasions. i always forget how bad summer is im always like yeah i can work with another clinical intern! and i don’t#regret it while it happens but then they leave and summer comes and redacted redacted dynamic happens THAT I THOUGHT WAS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN#AGAIN BUT ITS HAPPENING DESPITE MY FUCKING PROMOTION AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO *** UNIRONICALLY! happens and im like oh god. right. summer is#a nightmare. so what im trying to say is.. there is a lot going on all at once and it is hard to live a) at all b) in this house and i dont#know what to do about that except finish cleaning the dishes and try to find some nice work clothes and maybe collage if i have time. lole#abortion tw#pregnancy tw#suicide tw#delete later#ask to tag#like the e VISCERAL feeling of wanting to not exist. VISCERAL. ive felt that every day since this happened and im scared. lol#and again i love working with clinical interns and i love the place i go to for counseling it’s just the fucking 3 month hiatus (and the 1 w#week hiatus in february during one of the genuine lowest points of my entire life) is um….. very bad. i understand why they have to do it b#but it is not good and every time we’re in the final few weeks of sessions and my counselor asks if i’ll be ok imwlike yeah totally! school#will be out and i can do it! and then they go and things happen in the ways that things happen and im like oh right the agony. forgot about#that and forgot how it is so much worse to survive it without counseling! lole 🥰
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missy-0-piink · 1 year
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Desperate emotional support sex with verlaine, worshipping his body with soft praise till he cries from that alone and then overstimming him till he cries even harder
I love him sm
YES YES YES 👹👹👹👹
Also, the start is kinda angsty so be warned
And the reader is wearing a skirt btw,
With that out of the way, hope you enjoy! 😊
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Where did it start?
Verlaine thinks it must’ve been from the very moment you barged into his underground living quarters, needing help with an undercover plan for the port mafia
You had offered him a chocolate croissant as an apology for having to come into his quarters so early in the morning for something as tedious as a plan, and made a, frankly, horrible French joke that made him cringe
Now, it wasn’t all that unusual for conversations like this to take place, but the thing that made you stick in his mind was that you had kept visiting him after this, even if unrelated to work
You would make small talk, ask him about his hobbies, his life, interests etc
It was peculiar
No one took time out of their day to talk to the port mafias hermit
No one, except you
And now? He was sure it was the wine you were both drinking in celebration of his birthday, even though it wasn’t his birthday
Somehow, you had found out that you missed it by a few days, and so you had stormed into his dungeon, carrying wine, cake and a vintage styled writing book with a beautiful, and authentic, French fountain pen (which he was sure would’ve been expensive)
“I’m sorry that it’s not much or anything special, but it was in a rush” you had apologised, rubbing the back of your neck
“No, no, it’s more than enough.” He assured you, a small smile spreading across his face
Afterwards, the two of you started drinking, talking and talking, getting tipsier and tipsier
Until you had once again asked if his present was good enough, and he had responded with a “yes, of course! You and… Rimbaud were the only people who ever bought me presents” he said dejectedly
You had gotten a just of his past with what he told you, but when he did, the most emotion he would show would be a forlorn look
And now you were slightly panicking because his lip started trembling, eyes becoming glassy
It was definitely the alcohol, his cheeks slightly red as he hugged himself, turning his head away from you
“I-I apologise, I don’t know why I’m.. doing this,” he said, a frustrated tone to his voice as he tried to hold back his sobs
You were still, shocked at what was happening
He took a quick glance over his shoulder at you, hurt by the look of regret on your face, thinking that you regretted celebrating his birthday with him, “I always manage to ruin things…” he laughed, before quickly breaking into a sob
It was heart wrenching, for a friend that you cared about so much to be in such distress
“Verlaine… verl- Paul, look at me” you say softly, watching as he hesitantly turned his head to face you, “you’re not ‘ruining’ anything, it’s ok to be sad, it’s normal and you shouldn’t feel guilty about it” you say, giving him a small smile
He looks at you, clearly surprised, “are you not… angry at me? I’m crying on what is supposed to be a happy occasion that you organised. Don’t you regret coming here at all?” He asks, voice wobbly
“Oh, of course not! If you need to cry, then cry, I still care for you either way” you say, and then motion him over with a small “come here” after you see the way tears started dropping down his face.
He hesitantly moves towards you, wondering what you could want, and tensing when you pull him in for a hug
He… can barely remember the last time he received one of these
He’s not too sure what to do, but he doesn’t want to pull away
You notice his awkwardness and start stroking his hair, rubbing his back, any soothing gestures you can think of
And despite the almost foreign feeling, he finds himself melting into your touch, instinctively wrapping his arms around you as he sobs into your shoulder
He doesn’t know why he’s crying, but he does so anyway, finally letting out his emotions that have been bottled up for so long
After a while he calms down, only a few shuddering breaths escaping him
You try to pull away to look at his face, but he thinks you want to leave, and so he holds you tighter, mumbling out a “can we stay like this, just for a little longer?”
“Of course, I just want to look at your face” you say softly, brushing the hair away from his face as he does what you say
He blushes, his heart seemingly doing backflips in his chest at the look on your face; one of pure adoration, no sign of regret, anger or discomfort on your face
He thinks it’s a mix of things that leads him to lean down and kiss you; the alcohol, the emotions, the comfort you give him, his feelings that have been brewing for you
You tense up in surprise, before quickly melting into it, taking the lead
It starts off as slow and loving, but then Verlaine moans as you lick his bottom lip
You part, not expecting that and it seems he’s hellbent on making you throb as he lets out a whine, chasing your lips
He kisses you again, a quick smooch before parting once again, “please (name), you truly don’t know how much I need this, please” he quietly begs against your lips, breath intermingling with yours
That was the last thing to snap whatever self control you had, with you quickly reattaching your lips together, this kiss being more passionate and hot, your tongue slipping into his mouth and causing him to whimper
You stand up, grabbing his wrist and leading him to his bed, kissing him as you push him down onto the soft mattress, straddling his hips
“Strip out of your clothes for me, would you dear?” You say, the command disguised as a question
Verlaine quickly does as he’s told, shaky hands coming up to unbutton his vest, before moving onto the top of his shirt
He twitches in surprise when he feels you start to unbutton the bottom of his shirt, just enough to be able to slip your hands underneath and caress his refined muscles
Your hands feel so warm, so gentle, it’s making him light headed
“Zut!”he curses as he fumbles with the buttons, getting frustrated because his hands just won’t work like he wants them to
You can see it, and you chuckle lightly as you move his hands, replacing them with yours, “it’s ok pretty boy, let me do the work” from where you are on his lap, you can feel the way his cock twitches at the praise, his face blushing further as he lets out a small whine
Of course he has a praise kink, of course
You already know what you’re going to do to him, and it makes you feel giddy
Once his shirt and tie are off, you kiss him deeply, then moving slowly from his mouth, to his jaw, to his ear, down to his neck, his chest
All the while you’re singing his praises, telling him how “beautiful you look right now”, or “shhh baby, you’re doing so well for me, so good”,
“Ah! (Name), please” he doesn’t even know what he’s begging for, all he knows is that he needs it
As you kiss your way down, you also compliment his body, almost reverently as you tell him how gorgeous he looks, how perfect he is, how he’s affecting you
“Do you know how wet I am right now?” You ask, looking up at him into his eyes
His breath hitches, face clearly embarrassed, “dont- don’t say such things, you don’t know the affect they have on me-” he says, voice shaky
“An eye for an eye, sweetheart,” you say mirthfully, “why don’t you feel for yourself?”
You strip yourself of your skirt, then the shorts underneath your skirt (don’t want no creeps), but you keep your panties on
You grind against verlaines cock that’s straining against his slacks, and he can’t help but grind back
His hips stutter, and he feels like he’s going crazy because my god, he can feel the slick seeping through the fabric of his slacks and boxers, the wetness dripping onto his dick
He moans out at that, head tilting back into the pillows as you suck hickeys onto his chest, your hands coming up to play with his nipples
You’re moaning too, the imprint of his cock rubbing against your slit (even though through fabric,) feels so good, and you can’t wait to actually feel him inside you
You reach down to his pants, undoing the zipper and briefly getting off of his lap so he can kick of his pants and boxers, with you doing the same to your underwear
You climb back onto his lap, kissing him once again
“May I touch you, please?” He asks desperately, fingers itching to slip inside of you, to feel that tight heat that he’s been imagining
“Of course” you relent, relaxing your core as his fingers swipe along your slit, once, twice before slowly entering you
You moan out, his long and slender fingers feeling amazing inside of you
He watches your pussy taking in his fingers with rapt attention, practically drooling at the sight and feeling of you wrapped around them
Once you’ve deemed he’s prepped you enough, you slide his fingers out of you and line his cock up with your hole, slowly sinking down
He whimpers, desperately trying to keep whatever self control he has left to not buck into you and possibly hurt you, but his hips still twitch a little against you
He cries out every time you clench around him, his eyes squeezed shut and jaw slack
Once you start moving?
He’s an utter mess
He’s hugging you so tightly, head buried in your neck as he moans and whimpers, with his dick twitching inside of you every time you praise him
Sentences like “such a good boy” and “so pretty, such a pretty boy” fall from your lips non stop, heightening both of your pleasure
But your heart drops when you hear a sniffle and feel a wetness dampen your neck
You stop moving and he whines as you do so,
“Paul? Are you alright? What’s wrong baby, do you want to stop?” You ask, genuinely concerned that you had done something
“No! No, oh god no, please don’t stop, please (name), feels so good, s’good” he babbles, words rushed and pleading as he sobs
Oh
Oh
Your poor, poor love starved baby
“Anything for you” you say softly as you begin bouncing up and down again
He starts babbling in French- what you can be sure is begging and praises- and somehow hugs you impossible tighter
It’s like he wants to fuse with you
You can feel the way his thrusts become unsteady and sloppy, can hear the way his moans become higher and more desperate, and you can see the way his body starts to tremble and tense
“Are you close baby?” You ask, getting a moaned “mhm!” In response
“Go ahead then” you chuckle, feeling the way he arches into you, dick twitching and releasing his cum inside of you. He moans so loud, you’re glad you’re far underground for anyone to hear
However, even after he cums you don’t slow down, chasing your own high, bouncing rapidly on his dick
“Ahn! Mmfph! (N-name!) too much! Please!” He sobs out, pleading with you to- to what? Stop? Slow down? Keep going? He’s not sure either
If he wants you to stop, then he’s definitely going the wrong way about it, the sounds of his begging doing nothing but make you even more aroused
You grasp his chin with your hand, moving his face away from your neck and up towards you, so you can see his expression
My god…
His face is flushed, hair disheveled and mouth open, eyes squinted as he looks at you with tears streaming down his face
Obscene moans and whimpers leave him, the few words that he’s saying are either in French, “please”, or your name
The sight pushes you over the edge, with you clamping like a vice around his dick as you ride out your orgasm
Your walls fluttering around him makes him cum once again, emptying out his balls as his hips thrust into you
You both soon collapse on the bed, arms and legs intertwined as you cuddle
He turns to you, eyes droopy with exhaustion, and yet he smiles at you,
“Thank you. Out of all the gifts anyone could receive in the world, I’m sure this has to be one of the best” he says softly, voice still hoarse from his moaning not too long ago
“You’re welcome” you say back as he snuggles into you
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OMG I MADE *MYSELF* GIGGLE BLUSH AND KICK MY FEET AS I WAS WRITING THIS 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭😳😳😳😳😳😳
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bugbytez13 · 8 months
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i humbly ask you for your sick atsushi headcanons 🙏
ask and you shall receive my friend!!
(btw i am working on fic requests i promise! i tend to be a bit of a slow writer 😭)
- will tend to eat as much as possible and not waste food, even if it is expired. this has led to several occasions where others (probably akutagawa 😭) have had to take care of him
- extremely emetophobic!! i feel like he would have panic attacks when he is about to throw up and that just makes everything 100x worse
- also afraid of needles 😭 if he has to get his blood drawn trust that he will either get sick of faint (totally not projecting whatttt)
- sometimes just… doesn’t know that he’s sick? someone will point out that he’s shaking or pale or super warm and he’ll be like “ wait what really?” and then it all hits him
- works himself up into stress fevers/migraines often. poor guy just has so much anxiety!!
- uhhh this is totally unrelated but i really love kunikida and atsushis relationship i think kunikida would definitely urge him to get some rest and when atsushi is too nervous to be alone he’d sit with him and just work while he rests 😭 found family is my shit sorry y’all
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Facilier Family in the 1920 Mafia AU
Look, this is their period, no? The roaring twenties, jazz and flashy jewels under brand new electrical lights, and oh so many people just waiting to be conned-
So, yeah. The Faciliers are having a blast.
You want anything? They can get it. For the right prize, of course...
Seriously. They can get anything. Anything. No mater how rare or expensive it is, they can get it. (Given the right motivation, of course.)
They are smuggling alcohol and weapons and stuff, because, come on, easy money.
Like, yeah. It is prohibition. Why do you think that the alcohol smuggling is so gainful?
On unrelated note, none of them drink.
Except maybe for Freddie, when someone pays for her drinks.
She sings in the bar Harry Hook owns. I mean, she is a jazz singer. How could she not. Just, Freddie Facilier is having the time of her life, and I love it for her.
And she might have threatened to skin Diego de Vil alive when he attempted to get a gig at the bar too. Oh well. But eventually, they come to an understanding, (to great relief of the bar and honestly all criminal underworld, since, you know, you don't mess with the Faciliers OR the de Vils). The Bad Apples play on the days when Freddie takes her free time, since a girl needs to breathe sometimes ✨
She is paid for the singing.
This is a funny story, actually, because Freddie might even be willing to sing for free, but her dad said no and went to bargain the payment with the bar's owner. Which is Harry Hook. Who is very cross with math. Dr F doesn't know how on earth is the bar even staying afloat.
(That would be because Harriet hired an accountant for her brother, and because Harry has the good sense to discuss the more expensive purchases with her or Uma.)
But hey, all the better for the Faciliers.
I could do relationships now, right? Let's talk relationships.
Freddie first. She has a bit of a crush on CJ Hook, but is content just hanging out with her like friends. They are friends, btw. Most of the world regrets it.
There is a betting pool over whether they're dating or not. Like, odds and names and prices and everything, written out on a blackboard, which Harry only takes out when it's Bad Apples turn with the music. He is lucky CJ didn't find it yet.
But no, Freddie has too well developed survival instinct to start something with a black widow anyway. Good for her.
Celia is crushing on Dizzy. Dizzy is crushing right back. Anthony is sitting in the corner, pulling his hair, and muttering „Just get on with it already, for god's sake-“
(He is kind-of sort-of regularly hooking up with Harriet Hook and Ginny Gothel. He has nothing to talk. And Celia will gladly use that for blackmail.)
Now, please, I need you to imagine Dr F trying his best to look supportive of his daughters's flirting attempts, giving them awkward thumbs up from the shadows, and trying very hard not the threaten their love interest. Like, very very hard.
Look, he has 100% killed people for looking at his daughters wrong before and he will do it again.
That's not a threat, that's a promise.
He also handles slight majority of the family's trades, so the girls could practice the singing and fortune telling. He really is trying to be a good parent.
Oh, yeah. I could clarify their ages, no? Because honestly, I have no idea which sister is older. And I'm too tired to figure it out. They are twins now. Nineteen years old. Freddie is few minutes older and she will let Celia know that at any occasion.
Now, Celia. She is also having a lot of fun.
You see, the ordinary people of this period are oh so gullible- What else can she do, really?
So, yeah. Fake fortune teller.
She has read cards to drunk Chad and Audrey multiple times, using the exact same lines. They hadn't noticed. And they paid.
And even those who don't believe in fortune telling often come to her, because it's entertaining. She can talk pretty and she can read people like nobody's business.
Okay, now some darker stuff. Namely, Frollo and his cult.
You see, Frollo is a bastard. He shouldn't be allowed near young girls. He shouldn't follow them through dark alleyways or abduct them to kidnap them to his chapel, with the help of some of his followers. And he definitely shouldn't be surprised when the young girls stab back.
So, yeah. Celia Facilier killed *Judge* Frollo.
After the act, her though process went as follows: „Fuck. Fuck, I just killed a man. Wait. Is he really dead. Yes. Good. Wait. What? Also, why is there a crying teenage girl?? ...I better go get Uma.“
(Everyone's problem solving skills in this AU consist essentially of "get Uma" and I'm living for that.)
Anyway, right back to the cult.
Celia, quite understandably, didn't want to see that place ever again.
Freddie, on the other hand, looked at a cult with recently tragically deceased leader and went: „Free real estate.“
So she took over the cult. Introduced it to insane mix of voodoo, demonology, few olden mythologies and some conspiracy theories. None of the followers actually noticed the difference, or voiced their concerns. Freddie is also very good with words and very persuasive when she wants to be.
(Ally Wonderland decided to start attending the sessions. Freddie finds it hilarious.)
(Claudine wasn't told what happened with her father's cult and she is forbidden to ever visit that place again. The Hooks can be responsible like that.)
So, yeah. I just think that at least one of the sisters deserves a cult. You know, as a treat ✨
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bonefall · 1 year
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“Are you still going to make Firestar and Scourge related and sons of Jake? It always seemed incongruous that Firestar is supposed to be the representative of succeeding in spite of your birth and yet he gets Tallstar's support in part because of who is father was, and he's related to all the "important" kittypets in the story.“
@halogenwarrior
It is true, and it was all done in retcons too, like, Tallstar CLEARLY doesn’t know who the dude is in TPB but the Erins had to go backwards and be like, “Actually Firestar was the most specialist boy ever and he comes from a long line of special boys, so actually he was a SPECIAL kittypet, and btw woww he’s actually the half-brother of Scourge ohh“
And while I’m gnashing my teeth, it really devalues Tallstar’s choices in TPB and TNP. Now it’s not about actually recognizing Fireheart on his merits as a person who constantly sticks his neck out for what’s right, Tallstar isn’t displaying wisdom to see past his society’s prejudice towards outsiders and coming onboard with a very different mindset, now it’s like, “That kid reminds me of my ex, I’ll play softball with him. I like that Onestar likes him too, this is cool.“
But like... it became absolutely enshrined in the fandom. Tall/Jake is the closest thing we have to a compelling gay couple, watching him choose between Jake and the moors was excellent.
It’s hard to imagine he wouldn’t see a little bit of Jake in him, and the Erins did build out Jake’s family tree, providing actual kittypet characters during a really pivotal time for a major event in my rewrite (the formation of BloodClan in response to Oakstar’s Crusades)
So.... I’ve either got to delete a lot with Jake or try to fix it a different way, and I’m between a rock and a hard place with it
What I was previously going with is that Jake had two litters with Quince; the first one with Socks, Ruby, and Scourge, and the second with Firestar, Princess, and the other siblings. Instead of just inheriting Jake’s spirit, they would sneak out together on occasion when he was very small, but never going into the woods.
It’s still not great, but at least some stuff was more socialized into him. He probably knew about BloodClan from an early age, and was aware of his older brother being its leader.
Or I could just erase it all outright, have it go back to Scourge and Firestar being completely unrelated as TPB intended, and recognizing Jake in Firestar was more of a “Hm, deja vu“ moment for Tallstar.
Unsure.
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sexybabystevie · 1 year
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i saw someone else do this and IM DYING to know so... if you had to assign each mutual a taylor album what would they all be assigned?
i already know i'm gonna forget people because i still, unfortunately, do not have all of my mutuals on my list (ugh i keep forgetting :") ) but here we go!! if i don't tag you i'm sorry, and if you reply i'd love to add you!! <333
starting with ally since she sent this in :)
ally @yoalchumly - red tv. not only because you listened to atw10 for HOURS upon hours in a single week lol, but also because a lot of how we met and the things we talked about remind me of the topics of this album. also, you have the very sincere, heartfelt and emotional (not at all in a bad way) nature to you, and to me that's what encapsulates the red album <3
lily @my-my-only-angel - (first of all i am SO sorry we hardly ever interact, but ily!! my tumblr feed sucks these days and i rarely ever see your posts but i still very much appreciate you!!) to me, you are SO cool it's not even funny. and you have the best bad bitch energy (a lot of people here a going to be hearing this btw so be prepared) so ultimately i'm bestowing upon you reputation!! you give off the vibes of someone who is unapologetically and confidently themselves, and i really admire that in you! that energy is absolutely present and rep and there is why i associate it with you!! <3
ela @lovelyela - (i know you're still kind of inactive but that's totally okay! i've been a mess about my blog recently so it's not biggie, but i wanna include you anyway so i hope that's okay!!) every time i've spoken to you, you have been absolutely so kind and sweet! you were one of my first even stranger things related mutuals, and i'll never forget that!! for that reason, i'm giving you debut album taylor swift!! you have the very kind, shy kind of vibe that that lbum has as a whole to me!! <3
natti @natti-ice - okay. you are literally so cool i'm not even kidding. like i am SO honored that you're one of my mutuals/friends and i LOVE always seeing you in my feed! so i'm also giving you reputation because, again, you have amazing energy that's very confident and you're just SO cool <3
vic @royalmaybank - we haven't interacted in like. a REALLY long time and i am so sorry!! i absolutely need to catch up on what you've written recently!! to me, you give off both the vibes of lover and folklore, but if i had to ultimately pick one then i think i'd go with folklore! the softness and calmness of it all, combined with the way that to me, every song on that album feels so made with love reminds me of you!! <3
anna @keeryshouse - anna!! we haven't talked in SO long but i'll literally never forget the first time we talked!! i always looked up to you a lot and that was just so so special to me! (and also when that anon said they thought we were the same person. literally one of the highest compliments i have ever received 😭) i'm giving you evermore!! for a lot of reasons haha. your writing is absolutely amazing - you write scenes and characters and just EVERYTHING so well - and to me you have the steve harrington fanfic equivalent of evermore's amazing lyrical genius. also!! your writing also makes me SO emotional, no matter the genre or what's happening in the story, and i think that's another thing that evermore does amazingly and so do you!! <3
ava @lxvecakes - you are so absolutely lover. from your theme to your love of pink and the overall softness of your personality!! you have such amazing and sincere lover vibes, and you were absolutely the easiest person for me to choose an album for, honestly!! not only are you absolutely enamored with love and being in love, but you're also such a lover yourself and i think that's absolutely amazing and beautiful!! <3
anna @steddiesandwich - a little unrelated but i absolutely miss talking to and interacting with you!! i still see you on my dash on occasion but i do miss some of the little convos we used to have because they were so fun! if i chose an albm for you, i'd choose midnights! i feel as though your blog is very organized, but you also have such a wide variety of ships and characters from stranger things that is so refreshing to see, and it reminds me of the ways in which midnights is basically bits and pieces of all of her other albums, a gian variety that is tied together beautifully, and that so reminds me of you and your blog! <3
lo @noirgoths - lo!!! i adore you and talking to you so much, and you've been so kind and have been there for me so much in the past few months, and i am so so grateful for that! :) you're someone who's very honest and genuine, but you're also so so cool too!! you're very strong and independent in ways that i wish i could be, and that reminds me a lot of midnights and how the songs there are both very open and sincere and are also self-aware and uplifting at times!! <3
bee @sunflowerharrington - we haven't interacted in a while or very much, but i still look up to you a lot and wish we did talk a little more!! but no worries because honestly i'm a little shy lmao; anyway! from what i've seen of you and how we've interacted together, you remind me most of midnights as well! (sorry 😭 a lot of midnights album recipients in a row but it's simply my opinion :") ) you have a lot of the qualities that i identified with lo; unapologetic sincerity regarding yourself and who you are, etc, and i know that we don't talk that much so i could be totally wrong, and that's my bad if so! (also i hope this isn't awkward because i'm cursed with not knowing how to talk to people :") ) <3
brooke @circesstars - oh my gosh. you are SO so kind and considerate and helpful, and i'm so glad that you're always open to helping me with things when needed!! i love when we randomly talk late at night (lmao) and discuss the absolute most random things :) for that reason, and a few others, you most remind me of 1989! a lot of songs on 1989 are about friendship and how important being with friends is, and that along with your general vibes really reminds me of 1989! (i genuinely hae no idea how to describe the vibes thing, so my apologies lmao. you just very much remind me of moving/visiting new york with all your closest friends and having the time of your life while there :) ) <3
athena @puppy-coded - i'm so glad that we became mutuals a little while ago!! your energy and vibes are, as your url says lol, very puppy coded and i love that! you have such an energetic and fun vibe and i love it, and thus you remind me of 1989 in that way (that's totally different from brooke's 1989 vibes?? idk how my brain works, oops-) anyway :") <3
persephone @very-offkey-kazoo - i love love LOVE talking to you so much!! the little dad jokes everyday and just talking to you about anything in general - including, ofc, cat pics <3 - makes me so happy and i always love hearing from you each day!! i value your friendship so so much!! the album i'm giving you is speak now, which makes more sense to me personally than it probably will vibes or content wise. speak now is the taylor album that i largely associate with the best parts of my childhood, and even though we haven't been talking for this long, talking to you is so easy that it feels almost like i'm talking to someone i've known since i was that little :) maybe that's weird - idk :") - but!! that's the album that i most associate with you <3
OKAY i'm done!! as i said if i forgot anyone i am SOOO sorry, please let me know and i'd love to write you one!! <333
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splashinkling · 1 year
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Heads Up 7 Up
one of two 7up tags from @oh-no-another-idea! wrote something (for class) for the first time in a long while! totally unrelated to anything else I've posted on here! (the other 7up btw)
tagging good friendos @drippingmoon, @sleepy-night-child, @talesfromaurea!
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Hades pulls Aeon aside. Hiding Aeon with his red trench coat, they relocate to an emptier area. He glares at the other guests, who mind themselves at once. Once they appear to be alone, Hades lets Aeon go.
HADES: The appearance of a new arrival has made the other guests skittish.
Hades examines Aeon from head to toe.
HADES (cont'd): Though, it would do you well to appear more… presentable on the next occasion.
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ruki--mukami · 2 years
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So, dress up game made into an official tag?
BTW, are you planning the open interaction for August of will you continue one from July?
🧩 Yep, the dress up game is seen as an "event" of sorts to me, so I decided to give it its own tag much like the other memes, special occasions, and holidays seen on this blog. It's also an attempt at me organizing my blog since a lot of my posts are all over the place given how there's over 4.4K of them now.
Also, I planned on being a lot more active with the July open interaction, but as you can see I got distracted by other things going on the blog. Sorry to those I haven't replied to yet, but I'm hoping to extend it to August since that's still summer time for me anyways and it lines up, ahahaha. So, I've decided to keep that open for two months as opposed to the usual one, since it was the open interaction with the most participants thus far. ^^ The first one (grocery shopping) had 12 different threads, the bite one had 7, and then the beach one totally blew those two out of the park with a whopping 16. I also don't want to punish those who haven't participated by neglecting their threads (unrelated to any event) either, but I've been slacking on those too honestly. Basically what I'm trying to say is — I hope to reply to everyone soon, no matter which thread it is.
For the August open interaction, I originally planned on doing a summer festival setting but now that I think about it, the Japanese festivals are usually to honor some kind of god or the changing of seasons from what I read. It's ironic for a Vampire to want to attend that, lmao. Though I suppose it doesn't have to be a religious thing, and on the plus side, Ruki gave a ton of kimonos out recently so it kind of fits HAHAHA. Definitely let me know what you think about the idea for those who are (or aren't) interested in a summer festival open interaction for August. I intended on alternating between open interactions in terms of cruel vs soft (grocery store - soft, random bite - cruel, beach - soft) which would mean the August one would have to be a bit dark to maintain that balance.
And since I've honestly got so many open interaction ideas, I'll probably spoil them under the cut for those who want to "prepare" in any sort of way. 🧩
So, I already mentioned that for August I had a summer festival idea planned, but I'll at least reveal what I anticipated for the remainder of the year.
September — I was going to do a Vandead Carnival type of thing, but honestly, that might be too similar to the festival activities, haha. I don't like to make things repetitive. However, I might make it a school open interaction instead after finding out more OCs attend the academy than I expected. Though I'm not sure what exactly they're going to do at school just yet (maybe partners for an assignment, maybe a library encounter, I'm still vacillating between options).
October — Now, here's where things get a little crazy. My friend suggested that Ruki should hold a Halloween event where he judges everyone's costumes for the fun of it (there is no "ranking" system or "winner" or anything like that — he just wants to see people dress up, and I'm still working on the reasoning for that as well, haha). Of course, I will dress him up as well and perhaps even draw something over his sprite to align with the Halloween spirit. Really tempted to do a Vampire dressed up as a traditional Vampire for the laughs again.
November — I think an open interaction where you cook with Ruki might be cute. Hoping to make him invite the person he's interacting with to the Mukami manor to help him test a recipe of his choosing.
December — Of course, I'll be damned if I miss out the opportunity for a Christmas date. Yes, it's weird for Vampires to celebrate Christmas, but there is actually a Mukami Christmas special in Vandead Carnival so I'd like to create a similar atmosphere as that. I already did one like that last year where they went shopping together but we don't talk about my 2021 writing. So, instead of Christmas shopping, I'd like to plan something more romantic. By then, I'm hoping his current relationships will be more fleshed out, and for any newcomers, it could be a ploy for Ruki to bite them later most likely.
I got more ideas cooking in my head but I don't want to reveal too much.
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my dear moon smoosnoom,
u r a poet, u r an artist of the word, u’ll become unstoppable if u stop doubting urself.
i love the way u build tension. in ur works i can feel this thick electrified air. i can't even believe u were never in love bc u can write stuff like that. u r pure talent.
“It doesn’t make him a terrible person. Probably. Hopefully.” it doesn’t my sweet child 🫂
“Will, however, isn’t about to ruin this for himself, even if he feels on fire, for – unrelated reasons.” unrelated. sure.
“this is great, it really is, but breathing is also pretty nice, on occasion.” not when u r kis- [GUNSHOT]
“It’s a little Not Platonic” i cuddled with my friends a lot when i was 16. but i also kissed my friends a lot, so it probably doesn't count.
“He barely resists a shiver.” he's stronger than me because i couldn't resist
“lips brushing against Will’s skin” okay This is definitely not platonic
“Will thinks all the time” can’t relate 😔🙏🏻 my head is empty like 70% of time. it’s just the word love and elevator music out there
“so he’s not – dead, or something” it’s so funny 😭😭😭
“he strokes a thumb into Will’s side, shirt rumpling under the circular motion” and will still haven't shivered?? hes a soldier
it’s started with “Will could – do a lot of things, actually, but he’s sensible and respectable and he’s not thinking about doing anything at all” and when “yeah, I have thought about us kissing several times” and it’s ended with “A lot. I’ve thought about kissing you a lot»
“and it’s now that the bashfulness seems to hit him, when he’s met with Will’s bewildered stare.” it's just such a beautiful phrase im mesmerized
“smarter than he’s given credit for” mike has rocks in his brain, but all the answers r written on those rocks.
“like they often are, but it’s harder to deny it, because there’s nowhere to escape” will is oblivious one 🙏🏻
““I didn’t say that,” he mumbles, face on fire.” - u didn’t have 2 🫡
“Mike’s hand grips onto his arm just a little tighter” okay i didn't say anything the first time, but now i can't be silent. who doesn't want to touch those arms? im not even into buff guys but still
“Will thinks he might die if he never gets to have this again” now me too
““You should kiss me again,” […] “Now, preferably. Immediately.”” - i swear it’s me every time after i read ur fics
u r slowly making tame impala one of my favorite bands. i add every single one of their songs to my playlist.
and “shut up my mums calling” such a great song. ur music taste is as good as ur writing skills.
hmmm midnights. okay. i already mentioned “snow on the beach” but u r also “sweet nothing”. i listened to it a lot when i was writing u a poem :)
atp i don't even know if i should mention that i daily anon. i feel like im ready to reveal my identity just so i don't have to repeat it every time.
i hope u r having a great day whenever you read this (i hope all of ur days r great 🤍)
my lovely daily anon,
u are the sole reason for half my brain melting away in the mornings because How dare u drop this entire thing in my askbox and render me useless . what the Helll
at this point in my life ive stopped questioning how u Know things about me . im assuming i just . mentioned it somewhere sometime ago and u have the memory of an elephant Yes ive never been in love and it is crazy how u know that !!!!
will my insecure stringbean soup 🫶
definitely irrelevant reasons !!!!
HEEJLG9 😭
oh my god 😭 granted ive also cuddled and kisses my friends (On The Cheek btw .) but i also don't have the best sense for what is platonic or not so Um .
actually this is a great time to mention . how do ppl resists shivers bc i just can't help it It is out of my control yk . how do people have the willpower like that
the word love and elevator music 😭 mine is the jeapordy theme and an empty google doc </3
HELGLRP thank u so much . i wasn't trying to be funny i think . idont remember writing it if we are being 100% real rn
"he still hasn't shivered" 😭😭 i fully laughed oh my god
yeyeys the progression of him admitting his feelings !!! u are the Ideal reader actually im putting u in a glass case and onto my bookshelf . where U belong
imjust imagining a big boulder with the word HOMOSEXUALITY written on it in paint
"u didn't have 2" OHHHMY YOD u get it u get it
HETNTLFF UR SO REA LLL like . im not into Anyone like that but he would make a good stress ball i personally think .
mailing u a smooch rn 😚 using express mail it'll be there in a day ok don't worry
YAYYYYA I CHEERED im so happy u liked the music !!!!! that means the worlddd to me actually it rly rly does !!!!! thank u for even listening to it 🫶🫶
also m3ans the world 2 me bc u also have splendid music taste 🫡 ive liked everything u have shown me so far
sweet nothing ☹️ ill sob ohh my god thank u
my eyes and ears R so wide open it's crazy . what if u revealed ur super duper secret confidential hidden identity that would be ssoooo crazy and wild and im definitely not begging even a little 🙂
also i thinki have a pretty good handle on being able to tell if its u or not . u talk a certain way i think
it's always a good day when i hear from U !!!! i hope the non-university days are treating u well 🤍
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apathygender · 4 months
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Listen I'm sorry I know almost nothing about the actual lore of this game I'm just pressing buttons and hoping I get rewards for a totally separate thing because it's one of those "get to this level on an unrelated game and we'll give you nice stuff here !" Situations
But I like some of the character designs and I'm making things up in my head about them
Anyone new to the crew assumes Susumu and Toko are an item because they've got that air about them, but they would make the biggest stink faces if anyone said it to them. Susumu is regularly getting his shit rocked by Chizuru and Kiyoshi. Toko is getting swept off her feet by Yuji and Caroline romantically but is not interested in being touched except maybe to have her hair brushed on occasion.
And then over here you've got Robert trying really hard to not look desperate over whatever it is Shinpei's got going on
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What he has going on is a playfully mocking friendship with Toko btw
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rainbow--skies · 1 year
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Okay more of me just yelling shit into the void but like. (This is a post targeted at queer teenagers who attend high school or an equivalent in their country btw, like anyone can read it but it won’t offer much of note to you) Does anyone else feel like their school’s GSA like. Doesn’t do anything? And it’s the only irl queer spaces they have access to? Don’t get me wrong I’m glad we at least have one but I eventually stopped going to meetings because it felt more like a social gathering than anything else. And that’s not to say having time to socialize and talk to other queer people about unrelated things isn’t crucial because it is but. I can just hang out with my friends for that. The entire purpose of having a GSA was to stand up against the widespread homophobia and transphobia at my school and to connect ourselves more with queer community and history and we just… didn’t do that. We would show up and talk about music and movies and school and play Kahoot and stuff but that’s about it. We talked about queer history in America a bit but it was all very basic stuff I already knew (though many queer kids today including many of the people who went don’t even know that so it was good we did that at the very least). We would on occasion plan to actually do stuff to promote LGBTQ+ acceptance at the school but nothing ever got done. Spending more time around other queer people in any sort of way was great but I live somewhere where there really aren’t any other queer spaces near me focused on the actual queer experience and history and social change, at least not ones welcoming to people my age. While I feel like I have avoided a lot of the terminally online queer brainrot and “sanitized” queer experience many people on here talk about younger queer people today experiencing just by virtue of seeking to learn about queer history and a variety of current queer people’s experiences as well as engaging in more mainstream representation of queer experiences or things that are similar to me and my experience, but I feel like it’s still important to be able to do this in real life queer spaces and not just on the internet, and I just have no other place to do that. Has anyone else felt this way?
Sorry if this is completely incomprehensible btw, it is literally intended for me and my followers to see and that’s about it so I didn’t really read through this after it was written
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the-furies · 2 years
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just finished watchin a 3 and a half long video detailing everything there is to know and understand about the Fred Figglehorn universe and what Fred as a character portrays and how his backstory is actually very dark also he's queer coded because I said so I know too much about this character's history and everything but nickelodeon show Fred is queer this was not mentioned often in said video but he is and it is very obvious but anyways. I care about Fred a normal amount now
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reinemrgt · 2 years
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turns out tumblr fucked up my abilities to draft an essay properly
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lunaticsandidiots · 2 years
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What would adrian be like with s/o that has asd/ADHD?? 💜
!!!!!! THIS TOPIC WAS MADE FOR ME BECAUSE I GOT THE 2 FOR 1 SPECIAL BABY !!!!!!
adrian with a neurodivergent s/o…
alright so, i feel like i say this in every single HC i write but i headcanon as adrian as neurodivergent (i mean, it’s been confirmed-ish from james gunn himself so).
i don’t know if he’d have a formal diagnosis or whether he’s just rawdogging it (shoutout to my buddies who r out here freestyling it rn i see u and im proud of u <3).
BUT when he met you, he’d be enraptured.
‘they’re…. they’re just like me… THEY’RE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!’.
if you’re not one to mask, he’d be instantly drawn to your bluntness, so relieved he doesn’t have to struggle to try and read you. all he wants to do is be around you.
if you’re like me and you don’t really have a ‘coherent’ train of thought (aka you speedrun through 15 seemingly unrelated topics in a minute), he’d be able to follow along just fine, maybe even finding it stimulating (and again relieving that he doesn’t need to force himself to focus on (1) singular topic for a billion years like everyone else wants to).
i think this is one of the rare occasions he might have A Thought™, mildly concerned as to why he feels SO comfortable around you (answer: its because he doesn’t have to mask in order for you to take him seriously).
you guys would definitely pick up each other’s stims, communicating half the time through random noises or quotes from tv shows that one of you picked up somewhere.
and if one of you did something cool on a mission, the rest of the gang would watch on in confusion (and amusement) as you both start doing his flappy arms.
(these ones)
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i think the hardest parts would be the no-spoon days and the meltdowns, and that’d come down to how the other was feeling in the moment (and how well you knew each other).
in saying that, if you usually just need space to calm down, his inability to coddle people might actually work in your favour (we saw how he comforted chris). you definitely wouldn’t need to worry about him trying to hold you or asking you to explain.
i don’t think he’d be very… proactive about fixing whatever caused the meltdown, but if you’re able to choke out a few words regarding the issue (ie. the musics too loud), he’d be throwing the speaker out the window and smashing it to smithereens with a baseball bat in the blink of an eye. ‘it upset you, so it needs to go.’
your love language would definitely be info dumping about your special interests to each other.
adrian’s very particular about his interests, but even if yours wasn’t something he’d normally be interested in at all, i feel like just seeing the pure joy and passion in your eyes as you talk about your thing would make him want to hear all about it, asking questions to watch you talk more and surprising you with little gifts related to it.
(all subconscious btw, i cant see him actively thinking ‘oh they like this thing, i can be thoughtful about it by doing xyz!’, i think he’d just be so fucking obsessed with seeing you so excited about something that he’d do anything he could to see it again).
also, don’t expect him to bring any sort of order or organisation to the table. it might make things hard at times - if the both of you were struggling a little more at the same time, there might be the potential for miscommunications or meltdowns because of something broken, forgotten or lost.
but he always says exactly what’s on his mind, that’s one thing he can do, so you’re always going to get a straight forward answer from him, and i feel like he’d appreciate the fact that you’re more inclined to be the same way.
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