#these should line up if tumblr doesnt fuck it up

[exilley]

Hi im gonna kill my family

#vent #exilley's diary #i dont talk about personal stuff on here usually. my tumblr blog is for me to be nerdy and eccentric without restraint #because i cant be who i wanna be irl etc etc being a kid sucks . #but ugh. UGH #my parents have crossed ten lines today talking about my eating disorder and mental illness to my uncle who i never even see #i dont fucking care if he's family or some shit. and then they wonder why i dont trust people #fuck everything on god #i get nothing but guilt tripped when im around them and they dump all their marriage problems onto me and dote on my sweet little brother #who was physically aggressive towards me when i was younger but like that doesnt mean jack shit to them i guess. #so long as he doesnt have faggots and dykes and queers for friends #im tired of being their therapists im tired of my siblings' ineptitude im tired of everyone's shortsightedness kill kill kill #swallow me at this point idk #maybe i should find a nice girl to hook up with at school and try to kiss im bored im angry i cant care about anything right now #i should really try getting wasted in secret one of these days. idfk maybe itll be cathartic #fuck now im thinking about every time my dad threatened to kick me out. why am i crying #but whatever. itll be fine when im older and outta here and i never have to see their nasty bloody traumatized faces ever again

[cranberryjuice-posts]

Clarisse La-rue head-cannons

An: this is just like general headcannons that I think fit her

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Bodyguard for Aphrodite kids. I mean this like if ur an Aphrodite kid and someone messes with you clarisse will beat their ass in capture the flag

Would on occasion listen to Lana del ray but would never admit it

Daddy and mommy issues (pick a struggle girl)

Y’all know that line “I should be into this guy but he’s really not my type” from the song “girls” by girl in red.. yeah that’s how she feels abt Chris

She’s a lesbian Yall

Hates sweets but loves dark chocolate

Shows off, even if she doesn’t like you she’s gonna show off just to be a bitch (it’s ok tho she’s hot)

Y’all need to hear me out with this one ok, she will get high w the camp stoners but only on special occasions, like if she’s especially pissed off shell get high to calm down but other than that she doesn’t really smoke

If y’all r dating she’ll sneak out of camp w you and go down to the gas-station and buy some junk food and eat/drink it with you as y’all walk back to camp just bc you can really do many date things at camp

Hates English (the subject)

Is actually such a neat freak like she’ll yell at her siblings if the cabin is dirty

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An: uhhh I’m gonna write a fic based on some girl in red songs and maybe some others idk 🕺

— GUYS IM ABT TO GET FERAL IF TUMBLR DOESNT STOP FUCKING UP THE DAMN PHOTOS AT THE TOP OF THIS FICK HOLY SHIT IVE FIXED IT 10 TIMES

[icallhimjoey]

so apparently there are some rumers, that joe is dating a girl called kate and that they revealed their realiationship at bfi. I mean I dont care who he is dating, as long he is happy, so am I. But where do those rumers come from?? There is literly no information, just those people saying that they are dating and sending hate mails to kate…

okay, FINE, im going to get into this, tell you all i know, and then that can be it for the questions i keep getting about this, because it really is neverending (and insanely annoying to me) so, lets go

kate is a writer/director who works with/for 'film hub north/bfi network/rianne pictures' as stated in her instagram bio, lives up north near newcastle and is gorgeous

at the london film festival this year she has gone to see hoard

she posted a pic to her insta stories of the Q&A after hoard from her seat in the cinema (like so many other fans did too) and said some nice words about luna and she tagged some people

one of the producers reposted the story into their stories which i think is how people "found" her

kate had a pic taken on one of the bfi red carpets (by herself) AND had a pic taken in a large group, one of who was lorn (lauren quinn - no relation - this is not about her, but people draw conclusions about this too)

NOW

just a couple weeks before, joe made a playlist on his spotify account called "Kate's" with two songs in

so, some girls went 1 + 1 = this is a relationship

kate has red hair and is literally stunning, so they're saying "she's his type, must be true"

kate got messages/insta comments asking about it, she posted a story to her insta that said something along the lines of "this is silly please stop this is my professional account i should be able to post what i want without being harassed i have body dysmorphia pls leave me alone"

went private and then public again shortly after

when i say that there's been 0 actual proof that these two people even know each other, i truly mean that there's 0 proof that these two people know each other at all

if we're just looking at the facts: she's a fan

the end

every time people have been trying to link them up, joe's been pictured/filmed to be by himself

couple weeks ago, kate posted stories to her instagram of her being in malta and, presumably, people started asking questions, because she very quickly went private and deleted the insta stories

she went public again shortly after, and the day that joe was pictured doing a lil food shop in his local tesco's, kate posted a mirror selfie in a lift and behind her, there's an arm in the frame - now, imo, not even close enough to touch her bum, but people went BLACK COAT, THAT'S JOE AND HE'S TOUCHING HER ASS

big sigh

so

what kate is NOT doing is coming out and denying anything, which is a choice

she doesnt have to do shit, she doesnt owe anyone anything, but to hit the snooze button and ignore everything is definitely a choice

in turn, some girls are taking the no-denying as proof of it being real and have made twitter and tiktok accounts and KEEP FUCKING SENDING ME QUESTIONS THAT KEEP PUSHING THIS TO BE THE TRUTH (they are not nice about it either)

i have yet to see any truth to any of these rumours - to me it feels like a lot of stories being pulled from thin air that some girls find extremely entertaining

i do not

i have no interest in this

don't get me wrong - joe'd be lucky to date someone as pretty as kate, she seems lovely, but i am going to need some actual proof before i just go with whatever some people are trying to sell to me as the truth

please do not reach out to me on anon about this

if you have anything you want to discuss with me, please find me in the tumblr chat messages

thanks <3

[wiihtigo]

i sent an ask sayinh "NELL DIED????" but then tumblr gavev me a scary error message so maybe it ate it... sorry if it didnt but NELL DIED?

SOB...YES.....I DIDNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN..!!! i encourage you to go knock down the door of @megamind2010 for more in depth answers about nell lore if youre a ladybughead.

but the basic deal is that this happens...later...sometime later. in their lives. ladybug following the proud blue beetle line of being exploded in action (i drew smthn inspired by the despair i feel when i think about this ^_^)

this affects casey really badly. ARE YOU SURPRISED..? DID YOU THINK SHE WAS HEARTLESS? so did I. mm basically she goes like catatonic immediately after (even through the funeral which michelle has to guide her to like she could float away at any second)

michelle is a supportive presence for her during this because shes like jeez idk she might kill herself im worried. and shes ALSO fucked up about nell dying bcuz she was involved in the same event ladybug was killed in (goldstars very first crisis event we;re so proud of her) and you know. shes never experienced the classic superhero experience of one of your hero peers dying horribly tragically. so her looking after casey is probably also her way of coping, like a way of keeping her hands busy because shes realizing hero work is actually kind of scary

shes only broken out of her 0__0 state by ..um. BOOSTER GOLD COMING OVER BECAUSE HE WAS LIKE MAN..SHOULD I SAY SOMETHING? (hes genuinely a little worried) (BUT NO DONT)

ive posted these before without context but this was the context LOL

seeing booster breaks the dam in her heart and all her feelings coming flooding out in form of crazy migraine inducing rage (im getting deja vu) and she throws shit at him screaming at him to GTFO and hes like crawling away with a broken nose OK good talk and ted and michelle are like WHY TF DID YOU DO THAT?and after that casey goes into the worst state of depression shes ever experienced in her life...ive mentioned in an ask before i think that she doesnt really get sad? when bad things happen to her she just gets angry. she never cries genuine tears. so the state she gets into here is really scarily jarring because its so fucking WEEEIRDLY OUT OF CHARACTER. she spends all day crying and whenever michelle comes over now she feels sick looking at her and she cries and cries and cries and whines that she doesnt want to see her she wants nell and she stays holed up in their apartment until shes kicked out because no ones paying rent and shes moves cities without saying a word to anyone. she only realized after she died that she actually did love (EW. sorry) nell and now she doesnt even have any way of knowing if they couldve done anythng with that. she hates booster more than ever she hates ted she cant talk to michelle anymore she hates gotham she hates her life she hates everything, eventually she does get a job in the film industry as like a screenwriter/editor but she hates that its not exactly what she wanted that shes just barely almost there and she should be excited to be so close to her goals but shes not so shes just this grouchy miserable (but good at her job!) woman that no one wants to talk to and then she dies. the end.

(but look-- here they are reunited in hell..!)

wehwwww SORRY FOR JUST COVERING CASEYS SIDE OF THINGS AND NOT NELLS....i figure youd get more juicy details if you ask marty :)

#asks #her life isnt all bad she ummm gets a nicotine addiction. no. she..idk #maybe she gets a pet snake. to give her smthn to look forward to when she goes home every day #casey #caseybug #edit: Marty wrote that response going into ladybugs side of things. go look if you dare

[neobora]

i want to change. i cried just rn. i'm just wasting my time w trying to manifest my desires. i don't know how to change this fucking situation because i dwelled on the fact i have the most terrible circumstances and because of that my subsconcious got used to it. I don't know how to get out of my comfort zone and victim mindset. I have been consuming information for years and do nothing but feel sorry for myself and thinking i'm in a hopeless situation. I know this isn't going to get me anywhere, but I don't know how to get out of this mentality. i just want to fucking beat myself up i'm so stupid. i'm tired of my same routine. i woke up. i go to the tumblr. i go to the reddit. i go to the amino and read 83928 things everyday. sometimes i feel like i'm crazy and all of those loa manifwst stuff or not real.

did i overcomplicated loa😭

oh dear😭 give yourself a break, honestly! manifesting isnt supposed to be stressful, but fulfilling. again, the only change that will be reflected is a change in SELF. you can see how well the 3d is doing it’s job at reflecting you rn. but it doesn‘t matter who the outer world says you are, you can ALWAYS change within just by deciding to. do you want to live like this? no. then stop! make it clear to you that you are the ONLY CREATOR and the only one who is being reflected. take responsibility for creating what you see outside of you, which also means that you can change SELF anytime you want to. imagination is the only reality and the only time that exists is NOW, self doesnt care about your past, it only cares about NOW. who are you right now? that will reflect.

i know it can be tough completely changing self, often youre even scared of letting go and assuming nothing can hurt you. at one point i even realized i was scared of actually seeing a change in the 3d. but that fear is created by you and no one can stop giving it so much credit except you.

stop consuming so much info, it‘s all the same anyways. choose desire, assume you have it, persist, done. the only thing that helped me really was actually FEELING LIKE I AM IN CONTROL OVER MY MIND. you can read anything you want, as many times as you want but you won‘t get it if you don‘t feel it true. edward art’s reddit series honestly helped me so much, but i actually feel different about the lines now than when i started reading it because i started giving MYSELF, my INNER SELF all the power. but tbh nothing on tumblr really explains it in as much detail as this series, it really gets the point across. if you want to read something about the loa, then go for this instead of posts that just repeat themselves. especially the posts about fear are eye-opening.

honestly in my opinion it doesn‘t matter what your subconscious does nor should you worry about it, it accepts literally ANYTHING to be true if you have faith. there is no past and no future, it doesnt matter. the only thing there is to do is change self and stick with it, no matter what happens. you are the only one who can save yourself.

again, no one can tell you how to feel, or feel for you, you have to give yourself the freedom of feeling but yourself. you are always able to change, it just depends on wether you decide to or not. decide to change and stick with it, no matter what. once you actually internalise that you create everything so you do not have to feel (identify with) your fears and doubts, but can instead feel (know) that you ALREADY ARE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE IN IMAGINATION, it gets easier and easier. but you must have the courage not to look back and fall into old states. why? because you don’t want to! fall in love with your new state and leaving gets harder and harder. but when you do, remind yourself that the 3d is literally just your mind. you don’t have to identify with anything you don‘t like. from there you can create what you WANT.

#my asks #loa #law of assumption #manifesting

[effervescentdragon]

We can be so glad that the drivers aren't on tumblr and never will be 💀 at least we will never know if they are

i am so fucking uncomfortable with this stupid trend of people pushing our silly little rpf shit into drivers' and teams' orbit. like bella said in the ask i reblogged just before and nicely elaborated, its grating and its uncomfortable and its not something that should be happening. it foes go hand in hand with libertys agenda to turn the "sport" into a fucking americanised circus, where you have official team accounts using fucking ship names. we use these names to make our interpretations of our sexy blorbos public personae fuck. if people cant see that there is a line here that should not be crossed, the honestly they should pour some gasoline over themselves and sober the fuck up. or get therapy, idc which. this is the reason why i stay the fuck away from wags and entourages personally too, because its just not on. the drivers have been pushed into the roles of celebrities by stupid dts and stupid girlies on tiktok and stupid f1 media trying to appeal to idek whom at this point, and the fallout of that is that they dont know how to act and have no defences when people accost them in frankly insanely scary ways. ive seen people say that lewis is rude for not engaging w fans and photographers and honestly? good for him. hes an athlete, not your circus hollywood freak. he doesnt owe you shit.

anyways i hate it all ✌🏻 may all who perpetuate this parasociality have very unpleasant rest of their lives. :)

#f1 #akira answers asks #lovely anons <3 #i guess i had some thoughts on this #effervescentdragonrants

[thatbitchsimone]

The point is that people that say shit like „ugh i hate shaved pussies“ are the ones who make others insecure. We‘re constantly being told that female body hair is gross and fucking go through procedures like waxing and whatnot to remove it. Unlearning that body hair is normal is a long process and statements like „shaved pussy ugly“ is not helping. All our live we heard„hairy pussy ugly“ now it’s „shaved pussy ugly“ shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up.

im a random girl on tumblr saying that she personally doesnt get the popular bald pussy trend of her era and doesnt like the look of it. im flattered that u think i have that much of an impact on societys beauty standards but i dont. i like a bush, i like big hooked noses, i like tits that sag, i like soft bodies, i dont like supermodel ana waif thin, i dont like obvious bbls kardashian instagram style, i dont like botox faces with no texture or a single line. all of that is a matter of taste and personal preferences. its ok if u dont have the same taste or preferences as simone at tumblr dot com bc im nobody to u like why should u care like who am i

[britishguy-on-the-tv]

Oblomov:

honestly i just think his whole vibe is something the tumblr girlies would have been all over in the 2010s. he was written as a satire on the intelligentsia and his whole thing is he just hangs out in his room and doesnt do anything even when his familys holdings are rotting out from under him. ive had this book on my shelf for years and submitting him now will finally remind me to read the whole thing

Kuryakin:

Played by EXTREMELY handsome 1960s David McCallum, so he's not the most accurate depiction of a Russian ever, Illya was one of if not the very first positive depictions of a Russian on American television. He is second in command of the agents at the United Network Command for Law and Enforcement, or UNCLE, an international spy organization that is implied in-show to be an arm of the United Nations...but the real life UN didn't want anything to do with it at the time, hence the "United Network." His spy partner, American Napoleon Solo, is the only agent higher-ranking than him. The man is FUCKING ICONIC, he has such an amazing, droll personality. My favorite line of his is, upon being asked if he's "free," to reply: "no man is free who works for a living, but I'm available!" OH OH HE ALSO SAYS ONCE, which I quote ALL THE TIME, "oh I'll live, but I won't enjoy it." MOOD!! He is depicted as an open communist without condemnation, he still holds a rank in the Russian Navy while working for UNCLE, he has a PHD in quantum mechanics from the University of Cambridge, his fashion sense is FIRE. Oh and The Man from UNCLE is perhaps THE predecessor to Star Trek in terms of shipping - Napoleon and Illya were having fiction written about them before Kirk and Spock turned it up to eleven! Seriously they're fucking adorable. Uhhh what else - hes great at undercover work because they work in Europe all the time and Napoleon is an obnoxious American, he tries so hard but he just is lol. I just fucking love him and you should too!!!!!!

#russian blorbo rumble #tournament poll #the man from uncle #oblomov

[walnutofthedead]

hey! I was wondering if you could do a fuuta x gn reader general relationship stuff? I hope you have a good day!!

OFC!!! I TRIED WRITING THIS LIKE 6 TIMES AND IT KEPT DELETING AND CRASHING THE EDITOR HEP,, BUT ANYWAYS HERE YOU GO !!! fuutas so silly goofy

-absolute tsundere you cant change my mind

-he'll avoid you for a bit after realizing his feelings, he just can't take the vulnerability he feels when he gets those butterflies every time he sees you!

-the avoiding of course doesnt last forever though! He'll eventually have enough and work the courage up to wait outside your cell door. He tries too look natural, ignoring the burning sensation in his cheeks as he looks to the floor. The first few times you see him, he'll use some lame excuse like mixing up the cells or smth, but eventually he'll tell you the real reason why he's there

-He'll undermine his feelings when confessing, saying something along the lines of "I know it's fuckin' stupid, but I think I might like you.." and hes all flustered n nervous when telling you its honestly adorable

-he looks cool and collected for the most part but internally hes freaking the fuck out like "what if they dont feel the same?" "what if this ends badly?" but all of his worries mean nothing when you look him in the eyes and tell him you return his feelings <3

-gets pretty clingy after that- not in like an annoying way, but more of a "I just love you and want you to be safe" kind of way! he honestly just wants to spend as much time with you as possible! Of course he'll still give you personal space though :)

-during interrogations he'll probably preach to es why you should be deemed innocent...

-he gives the BEST cuddles !! he just holds you as tight as possible without hurting you and envelopes you in a loving, warm embrace :)

-basically lives with you at this point, he sleeps with you(in a WHOLESOME way.) and tells you and everyone else it's just to protect you, but it's pretty clear he just wants some love :((

moral of the story: write your posts in google docs before on tumblr!(also give fuuta a hug please)

im so sorrythis was short i wrote a longer one but it got deleted and i like cried vghefhgrjsv

#fuuta milgram #milgram x reader #fuuta kajiyama #fuuta x reader #fuuta kajiyama x reader

[gay-otlc]

Keepblr Wrapped 2022

Stats

note: numbers might not be 100% accurate

17 drawings of Fíntan in the definitely canon Neverseen uniform (likely more but tumblr search function sucks so 17 is the amount I found)

528 works published or updated on ao3

-230 ass of Fintan

69 genders transed

420 bowls of Pinterest soup

80085 cursed posts made

A fuck ton of absolute chaos

Year In Review

Most of the world started 2022 by praying this year wouldn’t be as bad as the last two. I started 2022 by being a math gay and posting the results of a survey on the KOTLC tumblr fandom’s gender and sexuality demographics. In conclusion, keepblr is very queer, which we probably didn’t need an official survey to prove.

We celebrated Valentine’s Day by coming up with keeper themed pickup lines, including but not limited to “I hope your mind isn’t as impenetrable as the rest of you” (shoutout to Achilles for that one). Then the Stellarlune cover dropped, and the sapphics of keepblr were all really normal about all the pretty girls on the cover. In honor of Maruca on the cover, Swan dedicated the entirety of March to her.

Other people in the KOTLC fandom have discourse about Sokeefe vs Sophitz. We don’t do that here. We have discourse about the size of Fintan’s ass. The discourse started in May, but Fin continues to deny the (true) accusations that his ass is flat.

As previously mentioned, keepblr is very queer, and we somehow got even gayer when pride month rolled around. Alden and Quinlin had their no homo wedding, but the rest of us were proudly yes homo.

In August, the (in)famous stripper Neverseen uniform post reached 500 notes, and we celebrated by drawing fanart. Unfortunately, some members of the instagram fandom were upset about this, and we had a bit of a war between the platforms, but eventually that died down.

As the release of Stellarlune approached, Arjun decided to redesign the book covers. Marketing KOTLC as a ya tiktok sensation. Using canva. The result was… memorable.

In October, the KOTLC series turned ten years old, and Tobi hosted a month of prompts and events to celebrate.

After years of waiting, Stellarlune was published! This book gave the fandom many great things, like unhinged gardener Fíntan and Prentice pagetime, but it also brought some aggressive Fitz-bashers onto tumblr. They have since been added to Fin’s soup, but not before one of them could send Roisin the iconic “Just because you’re gay doesnt mean Sophie is!!!” ask.

Keepblr’s 2022 will soon end with a fandom-wide secret Santa, that I should probably be working on now instead of writing the year in review. Oops. Anyway, thank you to keepblr for making 2022 slightly more bearable and a lot of fun, and I hope we cause just as much shenanigans in 2023.

#kotlc #keepblr #thank you to fin’s archive and kotlc-heritage-posts for helping me remember what the hell happened this year #cause i barely remember anything from before september #anyway. keepblr wrapped. fun post

[baahsu]

hi hello baahsu its me the person who wrote two (give or take) whole ass vscest smut fics in your inbox now returned after a sudden month long disappearance to (hopefully lol) continue yelling happily about this ship with you!! :]

tldr i got back into op again and noticed how incredibly dry tumblrs vinsmokecest tag is and realized itd prolly be best to add to it lol, but alas i don't rlly know what to talk about rn :,)

uh. how about this!! what do you think would be the siblings' favorite outfits to fuck in, iydm me asking??

kinda generic but i think 124ji would lose it (/pos) if they got the chance to fuck sanji in his raid suit, mumbling and raving in his ear about he should just keep it on all the time as they take turns destroying him. reiju, although not as crazy abt it bc shes a *liiitle* more sane lol, would probably find it decently hot as well. sanjis no better tho- he sees his siblings, (especially yonji and reiju cause. tits :o]) all hot from battle in those skin tight suits and his nose is GUSHING

and heads kinda empty rn so cant think of much BUT i do have two ideas that im curious abt ur opinion on (and these are purely self indulgent lmao):

i srsly think ichiji has a feminization kink, though he doesnt really realize it 'less he gets emotions. it mostly crosses his mind whenever he sees sanji or niji in more effeminate clothing, like blouses, dresses, and ESPECIALLY skirts and is abruptly hit with the Vinsmoke Horny Gene™. he probably wouldn't piece it together unless reiju (ever the attentive vouyer) just straight up told him lmao

and SPEAKING of reiju, whether its her or one of her brothers wearing them, i feel like she has a thing for stockings. especially fishnets 🤲. especially TIGHT fishnets 🤲🤲. obviously all of them have good bodies that could rock stockings, but if we're going for a lower/bottom heavy build clearly sanjis the way to go. idk i just think that if reiju were to ever see sanji in any type of stockings (ESPECIALLY nice, snug fishnets) she'd just destroy him. like suck the soul outta him lol

YEAH thats all I got rn hqdyaduqfuqf good to be back yelling in your inbox about My Thoughts again have a good day/night :,]]

Welcome back anon!! I missed you 💜💜

I've said this before but I don't even bother looking at the vinsmokecest tag here bc I know there's never any new content in it (tho I'm surprised there's no hate either, guess this ship is unpopular from all sides lmao)

I actually never thought about any of these outfits options and my mind just went 🤯 at sanji's raid suit. Like, I can totally imagine the brothers praising sanji so much while wearing it?? "You're so pretty in it, it fits you so well, look at your thighs, it was made for you, you should just come back to us so you can always wear it, your ass looks so delicious in it too" they'd do it so much even reiju would have to say something, maybe just a subtle "they're right, you know" that would instantly disarm sanji

A more obvious outfit is lingerie, with how they are just the sight of a lacy bra strap or the peak of a garter belt or thigh strap would get them going. They'd be walking around the castle and catch a glimpse of it through the collar of a shirt, see the lines under one of their pants, and they'd pull the other into the closest room, sometimes not even that, the hallway is good enough and the staff passing by doing their jobs be damned (I can't decide if they'd enjoy putting on a show or if they'd get ridiculously jealous and rip their heads off tho)

#vinsmokecest #vinsmokes headcanons

[hexitca]

Rant about Puritan fandom culture!

Well I typed it on twitter but then I had more to say so tumblr it is!

Under read more

WARNING: Long as fuck

Here's some pics

I know I basically said the author of Heartstopper "brought it on themselves" but yea they kinda did.

You can disagree with BL/Yaoi you can hate the shipping discourse or shipping in fandom in general but you cant frame it in a "i hate [that] bc it's sinful/fetishistic and I'M ABOVE THAT BC I'M WHOLESOME AND BETTER THAN THOSE DISGUSTING SHIPPERS"

bc that's gonna bite you in the ass...as it is doing now. The fucking image of their character's google history is so tame and normal, esp in LGBTQ+ spaces! Yet they are being called a pedo? Crazy. In the end, you only hurt yourself!

I never bothered with HS bc i just wasnt interested in it but thats just my preference. It's sad to see ppl, esp young ppl, turn on a series of LGBTQ+ representation just bc of the author's past (or current? idk) stance on the BL/Yaoi or MLM or whatever genre just bc their stance wavered a bit in a simple comic image. Something that is so fucking normal also! but they will grow up and realized how limiting it is to restrict themselves just to appear pure within a group.

Yet the artists/writers/creators are traumatized by the witchhunt. I know I said the author brought it on themselves for supporting anti but damn I don't want them being accused of being a pedo! Or ANYTHING! NO ONE DESERVES THAT. I dont know anything about the author other than surface knowledge but at the end of the day, all this online shit, doesnt matter. It doesnt! Me saying that is ironic bc im typing this post up right now!

but it's something we care about! I care about fandom spaces, I care that creators are getting attack for something as mild as this even if they invited these ppl into their circle. We're human and we change our views a million times a fucking day. I could agree with one thing and disagree with it another. That's why anti discourse pisses me the hell off! It's just a bunch of bullies looking to make themselves feel better by shaming others! I don't respect that type of behavior. And I hate that they just run around saying shit like "kys" over a two characters fucking?!? It amazes me beyond words.

Fandom has never been without its discourse. But the puritan bullshit is not even fandom discourse, it's just straight up bullying and harassment. It doesnt take much to tailor your fandom spaces to your preferences, i should know ive been in fandom spaces since I was fucking 13 years old. I didn't explore nsfw/porn/anything until I wanted to when I was 18. That is MY personal experience. I never put that on anyone else BUT MYSELF. If I saw nsfw and didnt want to see it I blocked the person. Not make a fucking witch hunt out of it. You are in charge of keeping YOURSELF in check not some person who shared nsfw art/fanfic. How fucking hard is it to turn the "don't show me nsfw" toggle on??? Bc it's not about that. Y'all just wanna be mad and be above someone so why not ppl minding their own business.

And guess what? There ARE ppl who are bad and support nsfw art/writing. They fucking suck. They are outliers and deserve to be called out when they get exposed. But many times, ppl always go "see i told you all the ppl in THAT fandom were pedos/freaks/etc" hmmm sounds like when conservatives go "see...that queer person turned out to be bad, SO all queer ppl are bad" DO YOU GET IT?? It never works out with that line of thinking. You are harming innocent ppl minding their own business. You are harming yourselves when you grow the fuck up and realize that "OH actually...I am curious about sex" and have ppl who you thought were your friends eat your face. PLS wake the fuck up.

If you're an anti:

I hope you recover from that

go fuck yourself

if you're offended by me saying "go fuck yourself", pls take that as a sign to log off the internet and go touch grass. As someone who has done that many of times, it's very refreshing.

#fandom #fandom culture #fandom discourse #purity culture #i might go touch some grass for the rest of the week/weekend holy shit #this is why i try not to be on twitter a lot bc tumblr im at least in my own spaces with minor breaches of stupidity #twitter it just throws it in on my tl and i get fucking triggered and angry #ill be taking a long break from twitter holy shit

[snaillock]

noo, bc i fucking feel yall. bc a fic i read thr other day?!? "gn!reader" the next line is "reader could arguable be considered afab" and then out of no where the fic uses female anatomy terms??? the reader is not "arguably" afab. it is afab, and a warning tag like "afab!reader, but no pronouns used" would have been a better explanation for your fic.

i fucking DESPISE when people do that and refuse to put the actual gender of the reader in the actual post or the tags. its really not that hard. as someone who writes both female and male readers, i know how to tell my viewers which one they are so they csn steer clear of something they dont like. its just female readers r considered "the standard" or "the default" with both female and male characters. (finding fem char x male reader is the hardest thing on earth omg but anyways)

and untagged drabbles are the WORST at this. there's no gendered tag and no warning at the top of the post so i assume the reader is gender neutral only to ve bombarded with fem terms. even if a creator doesnt want to put the reader's gender in the fic warnings, but it in the tags. it really isnt that hardddd. all tumblr writers need to have a seminar about tagging fics correctly and stating what is actually in your fic. or we all need to learn a03 etiquette or smth. bc being a male reader sucks😭

(srry sbout this rant. i just needed to say it)

nsfw mentions for anyone else reading!

dude yesterday i saw a fic that was legit tagged “gn reader, reader is called mama.” like how is that a coherent statement. it’s almost comical to me. one of infinite examples of what it’s like to look for fics on tumblr. like im BEGGING and PLEADING to people to think about what the neutral part of gn means.

i hate also when writers do “gn!reader that could be seen as female” when 90% of the fic makes it so so obvious like shut up that’s totally fem reader.

when people use afab as some cool fancy ass synonym for woman also irks the shit out of me but that’s a whole other conversation.

i fucking wish putting “character x female reader” or whatever gender in the actual tags itself was a much more common practice so filtering would actually do something. unfortunately the only people who actually do it consistently are of course the ones who write male reader fics.

like people shouldn’t be allowed to leave their fics untagged if it isn’t 100% gender neutral. like give me some indication god please. it’s even worse when i’m going through the blue lock tag so most of it is just untagged fem smut drabbles so it’s like a double smack in the face for me. like give me a heads up at the very least.

honestly i should just start fining people whenever they screw up with their tags. like straight up start demanding money for emotional damage charges.

(speaking of fem char x male reader, once i transition into more multifandom, i’m for sure gonna start doing those as well. the lack of them just makes me so so sad)

also don’t worry about ranting bc im so glad i have yet another chance to complain about this for the second time today. being mad about this stuff is like the whole reason why i even made this blog

#★ snail.mail ★ #★ the sillies <3 #i’m debating whether i should add more tags so this discussion gets more reach #★-murr

[plushii-gutz]

Never a better time to type a fanfic while in agonizing pain /hj sorry for the long wait, but a special someone wanted to make art for part 3! ^^ can't thank him enough, it's absolutely adorable! He asked to remain anonymous (and also doesnt have tumblr), but provided a watermark! Stinky_Pinky!

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The kitchen emptied itself of the many monsters. Apart from two, that is.

Attmoz was wiping down the table of its crumbs and sticky residue, a few visible handprints remaining even after its cleansing. Glaishur was cleaning and organizing the dishes he often forgot to attend to, mumbling to himself about how the water left his fur soggy and uncomfortable.

"Children are the most unhygienic creatures," Attmoz joked, "absolute specimens."

"Yeah, but they're cute, so we gotta' keep 'em," Glaishur shrugged

"Where else would they go, anyway? Other than Hornacle, I don't think they'd get very far."

The land these monsters lived on sat in the middle of a vast, everlasting ocean. The island had a sort of mushroom-like shape, curving in the middle and acting like a slide down to the stretched out base, where bits of grass and soil grew whatever life was able to sprout. Blasoom and Scaratar came to the base of the island often, having grown their own plot of grass and few flowers. They created bits of life, even fruits. Apart from their garden, there was nothing but shifting waters as far as the eye can see.

"Well, they are still young-"

Glaishurs words were cut short by the sudden shaking of the walls. The two fell awkwardly silent, looking to finish the cleaning as it began again. Just as it had every day. Their words were muffled, but were still very audible.

"Don't you think you could put in a bit more effort?"

"For what?"

"Come on, we're the ones in charge. It's our job to keep the rest in one piece. I just.. I feel like I'm doing everything."

"This isn't our responsibility, and it shouldn't be either. I'm not watching over monsters that are a year younger than me."

Furnoss grew louder. They always yelled so loudly.

"You know DAMN well I'm not talking about Glaishur or Attmoz - and you know even further that they aren't 'one year younger' either! There's five kids here who aren't even verbal yet. If it isn't our responsibility, then Whose is it? It's not like we can just let them fend for themselves. They'll manage to get themselves killed in seconds!"

"They'll figure it out eventually. We didn't have anyone to guide us."

"And so we shouldn't let THEM have anyone?"

Attmoz motioned for Glaishur to follow, taking him out of the kitchen and to the hallway.

"I don' think they should hear this," Glaishur spoke, keeping his eyes on the ground.

"Yeah.. hey, you guys wanna go outside?" Attmoz spoke louder to the rest of the little ones, "Maybe play a bit?"

The excitement of the younger monsters overcame the yelling upstairs. Syncopite led the group outside, Attmoz following behind. Glaishur stood awkwardly, listening in on the argument upstairs.

"Do you understand how fucking difficult this is? Of course you don't! You don't even know which room is which, do you? Galvana takes a whole fucking hour to go to sleep! They're literally the element of energy! You probably didn't even pay attention to that, did you? Oh, or how about the 36 meals I have to make a DAY? How picky each of these little brats can be about what they will and won't touch? Is it so much for you to at least watch over them? Obviously, no one else is capable of that!"

"I do what you can't. I keep them in line. You can't do so much as raise your voice at them."

"Because I feel bad!.. I feel.. awful. They gave up so much.. it wouldn't be right, it wouldn't be fair to."

"And now we live like this," Loodvigg spoke in a chilling voice, "because of it."

Glaishur felt his throat tighten. He couldn't understand the next few words spoken, whether they were muffled due to the distance or the outside cheerful chatter. He was too scared to ask what they meant - what was "it"? Who gave up what? At the same time, he worried about being more of a burden. He knew how stressed out Furnoss was. He knew how little they already thought of him. Furnoss had enough problems. It'd be best to stay out of any more trouble.

"Hey Frosty, you coming?"

"Yeah, sorry!"

The cold monster let the door close behind him, happily walking out to the welcoming sun. The air felt nice, a comfortable warmth from the sun and a gentle breeze provided by Attmoz himself. This actually sparks and idea.

"Hey 'Moz, wanna make it a little more cool?" Glaishur asked, fidgeting his hands already.

"Eh? Oh heck yeah!"

Attmoz crouched down, only to make a quick jump to the air. A thick, fluffy cloud formed, catching the monster who now laid back with his arms crossed behind his head. The clouds surface caved ever to slightly to the monsters weight, hovering above the ground easily. Glaishur rubbed his hands together, flakes of ice falling between his fingers before being shot up into the sky and into the floating surface Attmoz had made. Snowflakes began to fall, covering the ground below in the chilling powder, and soon more snowing clouds covered most of the surface of the island. Even Hornacle had chipped in, adding a thin layer of water to cover the ground, bringing slippery ice to slide on. The stress previously had been mostly forgotten, now pushed from the many monsters' minds as they played in their own little wonderland.

Plixie, Hornacle, and Glaishur piled up enough snow to build a snow-monster, Glaishur using his own frosty friend to act as the head. The icy ground was being used to slide across the land, Vhamp and Blasoom putting on their own performance while Torrt used Glaishurs drums to add a little more energy with music. Syncopite watched uneasily, worried of any injuries that might come with the little monsters carelessness.

"Ah, they can take a few hits," Scaratar reassured, "It's part of the fun!"

Attmoz had a good look of the area, keeping each kid in check to be sure none strayed too far. A count of heads told him that someone was missing..

A sudden *bzzt!* caused the air monster to jump, turning swiftly on his tail. Galvana giggled, standing on top of their own little fort built specifically just to get Attmoz's attention.

"Oh, you think that's funny? You wanna be silly? Is this silly?"

Attmoz lifted the little monster up from the snowy steps, holding them up in the air and over the cloud. Galvana laughed up a storm, kicking their legs and sending small electric sparks from their hands. They weren't too high off the ground, and Galvana certainly trusted Attmoz enough to not drop them. Even if they were to fall, the freshly fallen snow would soften the fall. Of course, no one fell. Instead, Attmoz settled Galvana on the snow pile next to him. Unfortunately, only the air monster was able to rest within the clouds fluff without falling through.

"You're a lil goober, you know that?"

Galvana could only respond with a whistle, though they were visibly happy. Attmoz chuckled, resting his head and watching the electric monster run off to play with the rest. Sitting back and being able to see everyone happy was refreshing, especially Syncopite and Glaishur. He wished Furnoss would join them, but the idea of having to do so much as look in the fire monsters direction made him feel nervous.

Now wasn't the time to worry. It was the present. And it was just that - a gift.

#msm #my singing monsters #fallen stars #fanfiction #msm celestial #Fallen Stars MSM

[wiltedsystem]

there was like... a disabled artist who drew nsfw of disabled characters on twitter (somebody i really liked) and motherfuckers chased him off the platform for stupid reasons, hope that dude is doing well fr i hate to see that stuff happen

more thoughts under the cut because i have a lot of them actually, related to art censorship in general and a bit of the trauma that ive been through

so it was a bunch of like... puritans. theres no other word for it really they were puritans. they were saying he fetishized disabled people just because he..... drew disabled people being happy as disabled people and having sex. like how fat artists will draw fat characters having sex and be attacked for "fetishization", same for trans characters etc. i have some words on that as all three of those things.

full stop obviously you should be able to draw whatever you want as long as nobody real is hurt. you should not be treated as a monster for covering anything other than cishet neurotypical yt people and it is definitely not as progressive as you think it is to think otherwise.

trans people have sex. fat people have sex. disabled people have sex. black people, asian people, indigenous people etc etc, everyone who is capable of consent and desires sex in some capacity, can have sex, and (unfortunately) even some who don't want to have sex or cant consent to sex, will sometimes have sex. sex is not an inherently evil or sinful or gross and yucky thing. it is simply a form of intimacy, and whether the intimacy is desired or not... is case by case.

attacking people for making art of sex - even sex that wasn't desired by the characters - is not going to help. we should be focusing on preventing rape and grooming irl. the nasty kinky art is not the problem. blaming the art instead of the predators is part of the problem. child abuse agencies are begging people to stop reporting lolishotacon/kodocon art as it doesnt help real children in any capacity, even if its questionable in subject. im glad you think its weird and uncomfortable!! its supposed to be!! but holy fucking shit please do not assume bad faith just because the art is fucked up, you are a terrible person!!

i really, really fucking need people to stop trying to censor art. you do not know the artist, you do not know their intentions unless they state it. you are allowed to be uncomfortable with things but if you make moral judgments of them based on that - especially just because sex is involved! - i genuinely despise you. it is people like you that have made my life as a trans, disabled, fat, plural jewish persons harder.

i wish that people would give attention to real abuse instead of fictional content... it probably would have saved me from what happened to me, and i wouldn't have to make the art that i do. i haven't posted the more weird things here yet just because im not as familiar with tumblr's environment rn, i'm getting back into things.

the bottom line is - and this is in my bio and my pinned post!! - i do not fucking want people who equate fictional content to irl things interacting with me and the only people who have interacted with my art so far are people like that. i don't fucking want you here, you are just as bad as conservatives trying to censor and kill people like me.

i hate you with every fiber of my being. i do not give a shit how cringe that sounds, i hate you lol. even if i dont like proshippers as a general group (there is a SHIT TON of bigotry there just as there is in anti spaces, i don't like either of the groups!!), i still am extremely wary of people who put them in their dni and in the same breath equate lolisho to real pedophilia. as a csa survivor, you are part of the problem, and anyone who immediately writes me off as a predator just for saying this, i am going to assume you hate victims who actually do something productive with their trauma.

fuck off.

#long post #ramble #discourse #purity culture #cw vent #cw grooming #cw csa #cw sa #there was a shit ton of antis interacting with my deltarune post (as in more than like. 5) and it kind of startled me so! making this clear #im not proship but i dont fucking like you either. go away.

[stackslip]

"why do you hate ten/rose" i was a martha jones stan on tumblr in 2011-2012. any post i made about her would inevitably get comments and reblogs bitching about how she doesnt deserve ten and cant replace their blonde princess. i couldnt go in her tag without rose fans calling her annoying and hoping she'd die and rejoicing when she got punished or suffered in the show. ten treated her like absolute shit. yes it was stupid fandom teenager shit ten years ago and i should grow up but consider: i refuse to let go of this grudge. ive developed an allergic reaction to the tenth doctor and rose tyler as individual characters and as a ship and i am petty enough to hold onto it more than a decade later. i would voluntarily drink nothing but sea water for a week straight if it meant spiting tenrose on tumblr dot com. this is my line in the sand it's my most petty yet deep rooted and spiteful grudge and i will continue holding it til the day i fucking die i am deadly serious

#eli talks #and before you ask i have not watched dw in years and yet i am SO fucking spitting mad that ten is back. i hate him