#they all went their seperate ways

[icewindandboringhorror]

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!! To this elderly bapy boye!!! he...!!!

#cats #ghhbbb this is the first time I've genuinely considered tumblr blazing a post lol but no.. i shant.. I feel too weird putting financial #information into tumblr or whatever unless I made like a seperate bank account or something not associated with anyhting else lol #but I gave it serious contemplation which is really sayng something (the evil magical spell that all cats cast over u by their perfection) #ANYWAY.................... old man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it's technically like march 8th but I did his party a little early. I have other pictures to post later maybe too..hrmm #The '1' candle is actually a '4' candle with the side part cut off because they didn't have any 1s #I went all out (like under $15 still lol) and got new birthday decorations for him instead of using the same old #ones from the past like 5 birthdays that I've done for the cats lol.. #His theme was rainbows mostly in as light of colors as I could find #The legal age to drive a car in the US is 16 so.... honk honk beep beep.. I shall go out and buy him the most expensive car on the market #as soon as March 8th comes. then he can run little errands (probably mostly getting kibbles or chicken somewhere) #stealing the rotisserie chickens from walmart or something lol #AND they would let him have them. He would drive up and walk inside and they'd call the manager to come over #and they would be so moved by his presence and his big goofy stare that they would just be like..... okey.. have all the chicken in the #entire store. Actually. have the store. it's yours now. And This would continue all the way up the chain until he was handed #the entire walmart company. And every other company. a boy who owns everything. probably wouldnt use it for evil. he'd just abolish #everything and then focus on eating chickens.. ........ chibken son...

[asurashi]

life's crossings // brocedes

#brocedes #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #web weaving #web weave #collage #will i ever stop crying over them: no #also love how they literally get closer in the pics and then crossed over #they went seperate ways lmao #to all the brocedes historians thank you v much for making my life easier #i didnt have to dig deep in the trenches for these pics

[awtysm-cryptid]

the way Barbossa made a face of exasperation when Jack went flying from Becketts ship to the Pearl in At World's End

how many times has smth like that happened? how many times has Barbossa had to witness this in their youth? how many times did it go wrong at first and Barbossa have to save Jack?

#i love their relationship #the way jacks the only one to call him hector #and barbossa ran first to the edge of the boat when they thought jack went overboard #i need a seperate series/movie all about their adventures before the mutiny #potc #pirates of the carribean at worlds end #pirates of the caribbean #captain jack sparrow #jack sparrow #hector barbossa #barbossa

[dhmis-autism]

i feel like the original series was red guy centered, the first season was for yellow guy, and i am BEGGING AND PRAYING that season 2 will be more about duck!! i will probably cry if anything happens to him though lol 💀 everytime writers break a comic relief character i just OUGSHGS.. it gets me.

h well I don't think you're wrong about that! Webseries being Red Guys time to shine, S1 of the TV show being for Yellow (esp the last two episodes I think? Even thought outside of that, he does get a lot of focus/he IS the one who talks to the audience the most directly). From what I remember hearing, the pilot was pretty Duck-centered.

But I think even if he GETS his big moment in the sun, so to speak, it's NOT going to be as emotional as the other twos. On top of him just not being a very um… let's say sentimental character, he's just not the make-you-cry type! It's just not him imo!

IDK, I operate under the opinion that… in his weird little head, the most important thing that he values over everything is keeping the three of them together. Both because he thinks of them as a weird little family AND because he really doesn't have anyone else outside of the trio. We also know from the interview, and you could maybe argue from the Family episode ( Who do you love?/Anyone who loves me back., I asked every member of my family who they loved the most, and they all said me ) that being loved is something that he actually values QUITE a bit! More than you would assume on first glance! He's weirdly upfront about it haha!

In that way, I imagine that if they were to TRY to pull something to put him in the spotlight in the way you're imagining (i.e. something emotional and focusing on his issues like they did with Yellow & Red) it would either focus on his desire to be loved OR his dedication to keeping the three of them together. But I would argue they both already did that in the Family episode AND put him through the worst case-scenario in regards to those more emotional aspects of his character ( here I think the worst case scenario to him is the other two rejecting him, harshly, unambiguously and to his face, multiple times and the three of them separating ). AND THE THING IS… THAT ALREADY HAPPENED! THAT DIDN'T BREAK HIM!

He had his little pout over it in his dress and was like FINE! I DON'T NEED THEM ANYWAYS! So, I really don't think that big "character-breaking" moment is coming. If the Family ep didn't get him I honest to God don't think there's anything else the house could throw at him that could get under his skin.

#I REALLY TRULY DO THINK HES JUST GONNA KEEP BEING SILLY AND GOOFY UNTIL THE END OF TIME #just forever in the BG being funny and having the best lines #like. worst case scenario came and went and he is both so adaptable AND deranged that nothing is going to come from it ever #ALSO sorry! i think he likes being in the house lol #dude who loves repetition and stagnation and who is a complete social failure gets trapped in a time loop house with two other people? #of COURSE he loves the routine and delusionally convinces himself that the other two love him!! come ON now!!! #my dhmis postings #like im trying to think of what kind of drama can even come from his specific issues and #its like what if he figures out the other two dont think of him the same way? #HE ALREADY DID!!! #and he pushed on it and pushed on it and didnt relent until they were like PHYSICALLY seperated. #then he just convinced himself that HE made the decision to drop THEM actually. #and when that didnt work he got sad. then got over it. #again. i think he would TRY to find new friends but like. socially he is SO SO fucked lol. #hes annoying. hes loud. he NEVER stops talking. hes super upfront and DOGSHIT at communicating at the same time #hes mean. hes abrasive. he doesnt understand social cues at ALL. he has NO filter. and he refuses to work on any of that because to him #NONE of that is a problem. #like he wouldnt be able to get new friends if he TRIED. he is so completely entirely incompatible to anyone outside the group #it makes him REALLY easy to hate and i get why a lot of ppl do. HELL i get why a lot of IN UNIVERSE charas HATE him

[pine-arten]

i genuinely kept forgetting to post these

i'm pretty burnt out on drawing, so i decided to end the cringetober challenge. as much as i would like to complete it, i would die

day 16 (objecthead) day 15/18 (song lyrics/old art redraw)

i got through halfway the month, which is honestly still a win for me.

look here for a cropped version of the redraw, and the original picture

#pinemartart #cringetober 2023 #oc: freak #wc oc #i've not gotten this far in month challenges like this so . still a win #i've lost motivation to continue it though. but i like a lot of the art that has come out of it! #not sure what else to say tbh #i put a lot of detail into the redraw #and it's like. one of the only times i've actually drawn a background semi recently #i want to get better at backgrounds tbh #i also went off with the shading. but tbh something about it seems weird #maybe it's just because i've looked at it way too long #i want to learn how to do more uhh. painterly rendering #where it's more all on one layer .... and stuff like that #but idk where to start or anything #if i find a way to painterly render sketches then it's over. my shading skills + good rendering would kill everyone #while drawing i tend to seperate stuff in different layers a lot. it just makes it easier for me #but that works for more uuhhh. sharp cell shading and toony styles #or where there is clear distinction between things #which i like . but i also want to try painterly stuff #i'm still not sure how to go about it

[kagender]

kiruru X01 - the queen (king?)

#trying to iron out all my designs for the kirurus #this ones based on a bug as to seperate them from the other 3 #cause they were the first #i also went with the bug theme because of how this kiruru replicates themselves in order to destroy the planet #and the way the copies just all chased after one target reminded me of bees #so now their final form is also called the hive #just gotta need their mistress mirara ^_^ #i find the relationship kirumirs have with eachother so interesting #but i wont ramble on too much about it here #keroroposting #keroro gunso #sgt frog #kiruru

[hella1975]

SEX EDUCATION IS BACK

#I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH OH MY GODDDDDD #ive been experiencing HORRORS today bc i woke up like two weeks ago and went ‘IM NOT TAKING MY PILL ANYMORE 😤’ #knowing damn well it’ll fuck me up physically and mentally for a good few months while i get used to it… so i chose beginning of final year #when first term of uni is the busiest one and most socially demanding. okay girl way to think things through as per! #so yeah it’s already catching up to me but OMG THIS IS MY COMFORT SHOW AND I GET A WHOLE SEASON 🥰🥰🥰 #gonna be binging this all night seeing as i napped for like 8 stinking hours today in seperate intervals. whateva!!!

[mo0nchhild]

the change i hate the most is daisy not singing billy's original lyrics for honeycomb

like wtf man that was SUCH an emotional moment, i think one of my favourite moments of the book, and they just took that from us smh

#i was so excited for that moment #i was just waiting for it to happen the whole time #and then it didn't #daisy jones and the six spoilers #djats spoilers #daisy jones and the six #djats #daisy jones and the six ep10 #daisy jones and the six finale #ugh there's so much about the finale i didn't really like #all the changes #like #the way it went down in the book was perfect #why change it #anyway #i made up my mind to treat the book and the show as two seperate pieces #and thus i can say i did enjoy the show #but in the context of the book i am disappointed in most of the changes #and that we never got the original songs from the book #but hey #the songs are still bangers #and i can already smell daisy jones and the six being in my spotify wrapped #a lot

[twinge-of-cosmicangst]

I will actually spend my savings on a super computer and get sims 5 if it turns out to be open world

#the sims #sims 3 ow is worth the lagging I said it #I recently got sims 4 (I’m 10 years late ti the party) #and there are things that are good about the way sims talk to each other is so much more realistic #build mode is more user friendly to simmers… who suck at build mode #but it has nothing on sims 3 open world #in Sims 3 if you had pets you could ride your horse all the way to the other side of town #take your baby or toddler out for a stroll if you had generations #even if you just had base game the freedom of open world was amazing #also it was so easy to switch between one or you sims at guest house another at home and another at the gym for example #in sims 4 my child sims went to visit the Goths and then when we got home the parents had almost left the toddler to starve to death #I genuinely think combing the best of sims :l3 and the best of sims 4 could make one of the best games ever #but ea probably won’t do that #also fuck ea anyway for seperating sims pets into to two expansion packs #watch sims 5 have 3 expansion packs for pets one for cats one for dogs and and one for hoses

[navramanan]

So tired of continuesly feeling this way I keep trying and failing time and time and time again

#i dont want to feel a profound sadness anytime anyone (especially someone i know) expresses being grateful about their group of friends #i dont want to feel this way every time i find out about them being at a social gathering or whatever together #i feel so awful so so awfully patheticly lonely i feel so stupid and i feel so horrible when admitting it #and i fall into deep worry about my situation never changing bc everyone i know has a network of friends from childhood or school #and pretty much no one from my childhood or school stayed in my life i feel so scared of my future how will i live a life this way #anytime i come across a post talking about long time friends i cannot stomach reading it #it's all so debilitating and i dont know how much longer i can keep on ranting like this #i moved countries i hoped things would change i approached people i talked i asked to hang out three years later i'm left with two #(used to be three but she seems to not care about me at all) seperate friends i'm so grateful for both #but it doesnt work out. it doesnt work this way. i cannot socialize with them since theyre not muslim n we have very different life styles #so i tried finding muslim friends i got associated with the muslim students association went to gatherings joined the book club #i met very lovely girls but nothing more came out of it #i remember the first time i took part in something it was two years ago i talked with a group #it was a group who already were friends and one girl who also had just met them #a year later i find out theyve all become friends and hang out. vallahi i dont know what it is i'm doing wrong i'm so tired and so desperate #it kills me. it's so scary to not have a social network not have friends to lean on to call when youre in need it's so isolating #i've lived my teen years this way i'm continuing to live my 20s this way and cant stop but think it has to do with me #anyways enough of that now bye #nesi rants

[toffoliravioli]

embarrassed to say it took me this long to get into umich hockey. obviously i knew what it was and some of the players but i just went down a rabbit hole and now im kinda obsessed so um.....hi umich hockeyblr 👋👋

#literally sucks that most of them have went their seperate ways and im late but #still love them all individually #but if anyone has like suggestions or wants to guide me on my discovery any help would be lovely #umich hockey #hockey rambles

[imissjensi]

trying to determine whether to create a whole new dnd system to replace spells for a keeper dnd campaign or just to keep spells because on one hand spells are complicated and creating ability based skill trees is really tempting but on the other hand it’s so much work but i’ll probs do it anyways just for fun.

#elaborating in the tags #so basically i have already begun sorting dnd 5e spells out according to ability #but it’s not balanced at all #pyrokinetica get like 33 spells #frosters get 15 #and telepaths get 8 #which isn’t fair at all #in my head i want to make a campaign that follows prodigies through the foxfire years #taking place the same time jolie went through her foxfire years #having relationship dynamics like in strixhaven if anyone knows how that works #think like hogwarts mystery that pay to play harry potter mobile game that takes place before harry gets to hogwarts #i feel like a skill tree would be best in this scenario #since prodigies are developing their skills #think how flashers can use their abilities for entertainment combat and medicine #so three seperate branches for that #and like the choices a player makes could get them knowledge points to spend on the tree #that way i can balance each ability so that empaths aren’t stuck with like profeciency in insight and four spells #it’s a lot of work but would be worth it in the end #but if i made a campaign focusing on older elves who already have mastery over their ability #that could use spell slots #i personally find a foxfire focused campaign more interesting since that’s what i find most interesting about kotlc #i will still post spell lists by ability once i finish thatsince regardless of how i choose to proceed i still think it’s interesting #i’m also thinking about like having stuff play out day by day like persona 5 but that is way too much work and is more suited for a video #game than for a dnd campaign #maybe it could be weekly #whatevs this is all very much in the early stages in my head but still fun to think about #also pls forgive me for not posting recently ive been very busy with other dnd things #kotlc #kotlc fandom #keeper of the lost cities

[wizardnuke]

sometimes posts about a vague idea comes with an essay of meta tags abt a specific character and that's. okay. adhd

#CALEB WIDOGAAAAAST #141 episodes and I still want to study him. bro what is WRONG with you. I know exactly what happened but you are INSANE and I LOVE you #it's so funny. it's so funny and also really really sad like. he went through so much. I don't think there's a way to heal from all that #from the very first episode he knew that fire spells would trigger him and he used them anyway because he sees the clear line from #point A to point B and bulldozes through it. essek is just like him but he sees himself as irredeemable while he also sees himself as #seperate from bren while he holds himself accountable for what bren was manipulated into doing and honestly was caleb being kind to essek #in nicodranas or did he know that they were very short on allies and that essek would owe them for that. you know.

[arolesbianism]

Thinking abt the random card au again. Why must it go so crazy hard I miss it sm

#rat rambles #random card au #no matter how far I drift from my bndori and sekai peak days the random card au keeps hitting me like a truck every now and then #it just scratches an itch that I havent been able to satisfy since my cr days years and years ago #I wouldnt say the random card au has super similar worldbuilding to my old cr stuff as that was much more large scale #but it still has a similar appeal to me I think #I think its the building entirely new worldbuilding based off of designs and general vague starting concepts and bringing them all together #that gets me invested as it feels so satisfying slotting it all together and then actually getting to play out the story in this new web #I loveeeee jumbled webs of worldbuilding and characters that all tie together in a way that makes it almost impossible to completely #seperate one cast of characters from another #I love the feeling of a world with a bunch of intertwining plots like that even if it makes it near impossible to format a normal story #like my cr stuff was just so much man I still miss it sometimes even if I hate cr itself #Ive become a much better story creator too now so I know I could make what I had so much better nowadays and I already like my old stuff #it just makes me all the more sad that I went so crazy hard on worldbuilding for a franchise that sucks ass </3 #it may have been two of the worst years of my life but Ill also never reach that worldbuilding high again I think #oh also it made me actually start the slow slow process of getting more ambitious with my art and doing more digital stuff #rly thats the biggest reason the random card au pains me so since I wanna post stuff for it but man do I not wanna draw anyone from it #first of all human characters so already eh but also Id have to adapt the cards theyre based on into a design I can actually draw #so as much as I wanna make a billion random card au animatics I cant even bring myself to draw them normally #you see olivia and jackie are easier to draw because I just made shit up for their designs and as such made their designs very simple #but I cant just make shit up for bndori and sekai characters they actually have designs and hair that Id have to adapt to my style it sucks #I just wanna draw doggy arisa is that so much to ask for (yes yes it is I dont wanna figure out her hood) #also rip mygo yall will probably never get in but who knows maybe one day Ill have my second bndori era and then y'all will get in #its rly just the fact that they likely wont have enough cards to properly add them for another few years #especially if that other band also gets in if that happens neither are getting enough cards until the servers shut down lol #like I Could just pick and choose but thats boring #kinda ruins the point of the au y'know? #like tbf Ive cheated in the past by reroling two and limiting my options with several sekai characters #but thats just because at the time most sekai characters had almost no usable cards for this au and the two I rerolled were also unusable #like Im sorry but I couldnt just add normal ass hagumi and masking it wasn't happening

[a-dash-in-the-middle]

I just rejected a dude and it was so peacefull

#i mean i had suspicions #then troughout our convos i thought oh cmon its just a friend i mean look at the convo #then i relaxed and talked about how friendships are sacred to me #and then came the - i dont wanna be in a relathionship #like ever ever never was and if i do that moment is not felt now #(the plan made with my friends was to lie and say im in a relathionship but i couldnt just lie) #so anyways he confessed i told him no he was like its okay #and we both went our seperate ways #i mean now all my friends know that it isnt what i want #so if there is any more feelings hopefully they can get that checked #if i do something that makes them feel that way i will stop immediately as well #but yeah yay🥰🥰🥰 #no romo