#they are being softé

[jawnlma]

I haven’t posted here in a long time, I think I have been growing a bit out of tumblr recently, rip

Anyway, I recently reached 100 followers on instagram (@/jawn_lma) which I know it’s not really much but it means quite a bit to me. People asked me to do a DTIYS for them to take part on and I was here like “Sure!” so here you have it xD

Feel free to check it out and participate on it if you want :D

#my art #good omens #good omens fanart #aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale and crowley #crowley and aziraphale #anthony j crowley #ineffable husbands #my dtiys #they are being softé #tumblr don't come @ me #they are just soft

[lesbiannoel]

YEAH im going to be soft on main for a bit but tmg has played such a prominent role in my 2019 it’s unbelievable. i became a fan in january and honestly since then i’ve consumed some kind of content from cody or noel almost every day. the podcast alone got me through hours of traveling, long ass half marathon training runs, panic attacks, boring work shifts, even just folding my laundry on days i wanted to die. so shoutout to these two dumbasses. thanks.

#ok to reblog #im feeling the Sunday scaries OKAY and I deal with it by being softé #mine #cody #noel #the dynamic

[imaginefe]

wow you guys went ham on the summoner thing. anyway i hc that my summoner, master attendant and captain are the same person (foodfan and gbf resp) so when they go back to my restaurant or the order they get a chorus of “SUMMONER/MA ARE YOU OK YOU HAVE SO MANY CUTS AND BURNS AND ect ect ARE YOU OK LET ME HELP YOU (;’))while in gbf cap is enjoying getting their ass beaten by a literal god. and getting bullied by zeta and vira to debuff the fucking boss already dhchdjcbf

^^^

#answers #notwriting #i dont play foofan or gbf anymore but like #the player character being fussed over is always my shit #they are uselessly softé and need to be protected...

[noenoaholi]

ok your kids au lives in my mind RENT FREE i love nicky and joe as dads and amira sooo much im!!! softé (also thinking about andy finally realizing her dream of being the cool lesbian aunt with no kids who gives the best presents)

oh yesssss, andy is living her best aunt life, she gets so softé for amira, like everybody else in the family 💞💖

#(softé? 😂) #this precious family lives in my mind rent free all the time too!!! #kids au #noenoaholi answers #answered #1cafezinho

[beggingwolf]

There always need to be more kinkfests. One of the biggest fandom things kind of ~lost~ in the transition to tumblr as the the primary fandom space was the plentiful kinkmemes across fandoms bc this sort of platform doesn’t support the threaded prompt/response format super well and the lj and dw kinkmemes all died a slow death including the hockey meme and I’m sad about it

the sinbin is still around! it’s not SUPER active but there are still people actively asking for prompts and such... but you’re right, the rise of microblogging and the downfall of forum-style fandom sites dealt a severe blow to kinkmemes :/ 

there seems to be some interest in throwing together a sidgeno kink fest of some sort... we’ll see if it amounts to anything, but I think it could be fun! also I think I need something to kick me in the pants because I have a bad habit of being like “HERE’S A KINKY IDEA” and managing to neuter it into a softé fluff fic by the time it’s written. I need to smack myself with a rolled-up newspaper. no. write the kink, beggingwolf. 

#especially after seeing recent enthusiasm for my breeding kink fic and idontlikeem's feminization fic #and I'm just like #dang we need to lean into this more #but! #like I said #there does seem to be interest #we'll see if we can make something of it... #Anonymous #sgkf

[drthrvn]

🖊️ + Savander? She looks so adorable, I'd love to know more about her. Also, do you shorten her name somehow? Or is there a nickname?

thank you for asking! 

i actually shorten her name to Sav but other characters usually call her by hell full name or use her title (mostly “master”). and while talking about her name, i need to mention that Savander Odjan isn’t actually her birth name: she was born as Savann’dehr on Balmorra, to a single mother that didn’t want to raise her daughter on the occupied planet. since it was easier than fleeing the planet with her, Sav’s mother decided to give her child away to someone who’d have a chance to get her off-world. and that’s how sergeant Hugus Odjan (zabrak) comes into the picture - he met Sav’s mother and promised her to take care of the child. he was already married to a human woman, Klia Odjan, and they decided to adopt baby Sav so when she was only 3 yo she moved to her new family on Coruscant. short before Savander left to begin her Jedi training, Hugus and Klia adopted one more child, mirialan boy Izas and also had a child on their own, a human-zabrak boy, Daxar. 

god, that was long! but enough about her backstory, let’s talk about Savander herself:

i don’t want to call Savander an ideal Jedi.... but she kinda is. always pursuing knowledge, always trying to help others. there wasn’t a moment in her adult life when she gave in to the dark side

she’s Extra Softé, loves flowers (or nature in general) and baking 

even though Savander’s an excellent diplomat and has a way with people, she’s quite shy when it comes to any personal relations

for a looong time my girl Sav was sure that she wasn’t romantically or sexually interested in any man she met simply due to her strong will... but then she met Lana. at first it was quite a big deal for her, she felt very conflicted knowing that she shouldn’t form any attachments. eventually Savander convinced herself that feeling as positive as love shouldn’t be forbidden. btw her and Lana loooooove discussing Jedi and Sith philosophy together. they’re each others’ intelectual equals, if that makes sense.

probably due to her history of literally being saved and raised by a Republic soldier, she’s quite a patriot. she believes that the Jedi Order should be the moral backbone to the Republic

#swtor #swtor oc #my ocs #jedi consular #twi'lek #savander odjan #starcrusher legacy

[sonboyadam]

i was tagged by @sunkissedadam @motorbikeadam @julesblackthorns @deerlovelylily   to list 10 songs i’m loving right now  tyy bbs <33

i’m sorry if someone else tagged me and i didn’t see :’0

lonely people - orla gartland // i heard the acoustic version on one of her livestreams and the studio version is such a bop, and she said  We're not damaged goods, Maybe we're just lonely people i was like wrow

bored - tessa violet// WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO I BEG U ALL.

maniac - conan gray // i went from being obsessed with wish you were sober to this one so fast ajks

level of concern - twenty one pilots // idk what’s like the general opinion on twenty one pilots but this one is chill

just fine - dodie  // ok this is from a yt video and she said she won’t probably release it which makes me sad bc i FELT every word ajsn :sadyeehaw:  

don’t take the money - bleachers // that one just makes me...Emotional

for him - troye// but like.. the live honda stage one... release THAT BRIDGE on a studio version TROYE PLS

prelude - tessa violet // this is just me just being sad and angsty ajhbs

about love - marina //   marina really sang I don't really know a lot about love But you're in my head, you're in my blood, and it feels so good, it hurts so much?? and?? expects me to be okay??

lemonboy - cavetown // softé song i play while doing homework:’)

#tagged things #this is just me wanting for artists to release their live versions...

[fjordvjoredtheswjord]

Callout Post

for @therewas-courfeyrac - is super supportive - one of the best people i've ever had the honour to meet - one of the best friends i've ever had??? I can't believe i managed to make them like me somehow??? - makes me feel warm and fuzzy and good - loves their girlfriend @wonderfallls much?? what a gay dork?? - supports my goat dreams - is literally spending money so i can have a good time (which!!!!! i'm having such a wonderful time!!!!) - gives really good hugs - the softest human - supports me crying over les mis (let me cry into their tshirt, but that's just a rumor) - i love them a lot - i promise i will make a real callout post for all of eloises ridiculous shit someday but that day is not today i'm sorry

#i'm sorry i'm being so sappy #but i've had one of the best weeks i've had in forever #and eloise is so great #they would literally let me stay with them for a month if i ever needed to what a gem #softé meme #bi squad adventures

[liquidlizards]

lizardhat can be very soft sometimes. like i am ALL here for the usual package complete with the fiery tension and teasing, roguish quips that go back and forth, banging in literally every place possible, but how about:

black hat tending to demencia’s wounds in a new, brief moment of affection while she sits on the counter, studying him and the way his tongue pokes out when he concentrates, which is Very cute by the way, and oh wow he’s being so gentle with her,,

demencia standing on her tiptoes to kiss black hat’s forehead, surprised when he hoists her up by the legs so she can do it again. he carries her around like this for the rest of the day

black hat brushing demencia’s hair because it’s too long for her to do it herself. sometimes he loses the brush in the wild mess but it’s fine because she always hands him a spare. someday the other four will show up

listening to black hat’s old records, a quiet lull in the background while they sit by the fire smooch a lil

black hat carrying demencia back to her room after she falls asleep on the couch

late nights when demencia swoops black hat in for a dance and they waltz without rhythm for hours in the kitchen

completely laying on top of each other when they sleep in the same bed, inventing a whole new level of spooning

black hat giving the best back rubs every time demencia returns from a mission because he knows she’s ultra sore from all the ass-kicking she does

attempting to make breakfast together and destroying the whole kitchen because they both can’t cook for shit

tickle fights! black hat always starts something, believe it or not (he likes her laugh,,,and she’s very ticklish ok,,,)

just very softé stuff

#villainous #lizardhat #op #i am feeling an extreme wave of longing in this chilis tonigjt lads

[grassangel]

the wind is up; so; drift away

PG, Thirteen/Rose with implied one-sided Thirteen/Yaz, plus Ryan, 950 words, gen-ish romance (Thirteen and Rose are softé with one another)

For Resa, who made my imagination run away with itself by tweeting about 13 meeting Rose.

Dozens of rips in the fabric of time and space are blinking open and closed across Sheffield. Along with dinosaurs, they bring a familiar face to help the Thirteenth Doctor and her friends bring a stop to them.

or,

the Doctor gets to see Rose again and Rose meets Thirteen.

also available on AO3 or on dreamwidth

Rips. Rifts. Time breaks. Whatever you called them, tears in the fabric of time and space were usually harmless and closed themselves without consequence. The ones that didn’t successfully do so, the Doctor took it upon themselves to deal with, either closing them or making sure they were carefully monitored.

Over two dozen popping up all over Sheffield, large enough for a lone valdosaurus to appear in Graham’s garden and making one of the Hallamshire Police patrol vehicles go missing? That was worth her attention, though the number of them wasn’t their most worrying aspect.

The app the Doctor has installed on Ryan’s phone chimes, the fourth time in nearly as many minutes. It dings a few seconds later, indicating that the break in time has closed.

Their frequency was what had called the Doctor back to Sheffield off-schedule. It also made fixing whatever was causing them a priority. Before the Doctor can address their cause though, she needs to do something about the symptoms, stem the rate at which the occurrences are happening and hopefully give her more time before they reach a critical mass.

For that she needs Yorkshire’s finest cup of tea and her friends that aren’t currently keeping a prehistoric dinosaur occupied and away from the front garden.

Ryan and Yaz are quietly talking amongst themselves from where they’re supposed to be keeping watch. Their chatter is distracting, drawing the Doctor away from where she’s trying to balance the fidget spinner in the time flow analog she’s in the middle of building. Finally she manages to concentrate enough to get it balanced on the salt shaker, before almost knocking it over again, startled by how close Yaz has gotten without her noticing.

“Doctor,” Yaz’s voice is pitched low, as if she’s trying not to attract any more attention than they already have by the Doctor building a slowly rotating device that’s a foot tall in the middle of a cafe, “There’s a woman who’s been staring at you for a few minutes. To your right, in the corner, navy blue blazer, blonde hair.”

The Doctor is already twisting around to look, ignoring Yaz’s insistent hiss not to do so.

She freezes.

It’s Rose.

Just like Yaz said, she’s staring at the Doctor. Her gaze is cautious, as if she’s uncertain who of the three sitting at their table is the person she’s looking for. But she has the same bleached blonde hair the Doctor remembers, the same dark lashes and pouty lower lip. The same jawline that she can still remember the feel of below her fingers. Her face is a little older, the cheeks less round, fine lines around the eyes that the Doctor can’t recall being there the last time, but it’s obvious that far less time has passed for her than it has for the Doctor.

There’s a loud scrape of a chair elsewhere in the cafe and the Doctor startles and Ryan yelps as she knocks over the time flow analog. There’s a mad scramble as all three of them grab at the device to prevent it crashing to the table, their attention diverted for moment as they try to rescue it.

“Hello.”

Her voice is soft and still kind. The Doctor’s eyes flutter shut for a moment at sound as she turns to face Rose, still holding the part of the time flow analog made of two plastic knives stuck onto a fidget spinner in her hands.

“Hello-”

“Do you need help with something?”

Yaz’s rudely proactive inquiry drowns out the Doctor’s soft greeting. Any other time the Doctor would rebuke her, but she’s still looking at Rose - the way her weight has settled back, now confident that she has the right person.

“I was looking for a-” the slightest of pauses as Rose looks over Ryan and Yaz, the way they’re tense and ready to jump to the Doctor’s defence, before returning her gaze to the woman in front of her, “Doctor.”

There’s a silent conversation going on behind her, but the Doctor puts out a hand to stop Yaz before she decides to do anything. Both of her two newest friends settle back, obviously uncertain of whether this new person is a threat but still willing to listen to the Doctor’s judgement about her.

“You’re here.”

A single nod. “The rips are worse than you think.”

“Right. That’s how you’re here in the first place.”

Rose doesn’t nod, but her serious expression is confirmation enough. The Doctor stands up abruptly, abandoning the fidget spinner on the table behind her. She doesn’t get further than that, the fact that Rose is in front of her stopping her in her tracks.

The Doctor wants to do so many things. Hug her. Kiss her. Apologise for leaving her. Say sorry for thinking that a poor copy could ever be a replacement for the real thing. But the Doctor is frozen in place, stuck still by the fact she gets to see Rose once again.

They’re the same height now. The Doctor can look straight into those eyes now, see the streaks of gold in them clearly. The way they crinkle at the edges as a smile breaks across Rose’s face, diffusing the tension between them.

“I like the hair.” Rose reaches to tuck a loose strand of hair behind the Doctor’s ear, her hand then slipping down to find its way into hers.

The Doctor finds herself mirroring Rose’s smile with a radiant one of her own.

“Let’s go!”

As they begin to run out the door, the Doctor turning to gesture to Ryan and Yaz to follow, Rose’s grip is strong and warm around her hand. It feels like home.

#Doctor Who #dwfic #Thirteenth Doctor #Rose Tyler #doctor x rose #fanfiction #Thirteen

[indexcard]

ohhhh my god there are so many people in the notes of that last post being like “but if lots of women join the military it’s good because when they grow up they’ll be in positions of power and help change the system for the better” i mean? where do i start with this? the assumption that the root of all problems with government militias is that they’re male-dominated? not like... imperialism? violence as a tool of the state?? or the subtle reinforcement of the fallacious cultural burden that women are required to “fix” masculinity? the implication that a woman’s role in all this is to make things softé uwu?

#blah blah blah #that's a hard yikes from me!

[princelettow-archive]

Maria................... 1-15 with Marcos/AJ ajhshshshja

alex yourabsolute galaxy brain……………….

under thecut because this got super long dkjfshdfk

1. Who saidI love you first?

MarcosMIGHT be emotionally constipated BUT he is also boo boo the fool when it comesto AJ because somehow his brain never connects with his mouth so more oftenthan not he just does impulsive things (aka that one First Kiss before fckingrunning away fhdskh) so my wild guess is that Marcos says it!!! He doesn’t meanto (I mean he obviously loves AJ but expressing emotion? tender emotion?opening up and being vulnerable? Big No No!) and probably freezes after he saysit but it is Too Late.

He alsoprobably says it pretty early on in the relationship!! And in a setting thatmost likely wasn’t even romantic to begin with fhdsk like AJ probably doessomething stupid or says something dumb or tells him a joke or he sees himlaugh and he blurts out a “god I love you”. Marcos Aguilar ranked number onefor foolishly in love!

2. Wholaughs and kisses their partner on the cheek while their partner isn’t happyabout something trivial to try and make them feel better?

Oh that isDefinitely AJ because Marcos is the designated grumpy boi and he is frowning99% of the time. It is also a well known fact that if Marcos is upset aboutsomething he won’t straight away talk about it even if it is the most trivialthing on earth (like opening the fridge and finding out there’s no cheese leftwhen he was about to make a sandwich) so it’s up to AJ to peel away his layerslike he is a very grumpy onion.

Anotherwell known fact is that kisses on the cheek make Marcos MELT like an ice creamon a very hot day so even if he outwardly doesn’t show it that kiss made himfeel better indeed!!

3. Whocuddles up to the other after a long day at work, and this soon escalates to aplayful pillow fight?

Marcos isthe one who starts the cuddling session and AJ is the one who develops it intoa pillow fight fhdsjkf the first time that happened Marcos pretended to beupset by it but soon it became full on War so everytime they cuddle he is alsolowkey hoping it will escalate into another fight because then he gets to seeAJ acting like an excited kid and that makes him softé!

4. What issomething that they gave one another that has a lot of meaning?

Not to getinto Cliché territory here but you know how army dog tags come in pairs, right?They probably exchange one so they have a tangible memory of each otherwhenever Marcos has to leave again! (he doesn’t wear that pair ofc he justkeeps it in his bag or inside one of his pockets because it’s his “lucky item”and he also probably gives it a kiss before going to sleep)

5. Howwould one another describe their partner?

I honestlybelieve AJ only has good things to say about him!!! Like even if he mentionsone of Marcos’ more negative traits (like being stubborn or a bit grumpy orsometimes hard to read) he always make it to be somewhat positive because heloves him!!

As forMarcos it depends on if AJ is present or not! If he is there then be preparedto hear him (jokingly) say that AJ has always been annoying and a fool (whichis probably ilustrated by the man himself fdjksfs) BUT if he is alone andsomeone asks him about him he lists down all the things he loves about himinstead!!

6. Whowraps their arms around their partner as they look them in the eyes andcompliments them with a goofy smile?

AJ doesit!!! Specially when Marcos is “busy” doing something like reading or cookingdinner, he just…..gets in the way of his task just to hug him and look in hisbig blue eyes and say something dumb that makes Marcos roll his eyes but smileafterwards!

7. Wholoves saying ‘my wife’ or ‘my husband’ or ‘my spouse’?

They bothdo!!! It is healing and cuté for them to do it so they love it. AJ says itmore, Marcos is more of a “my partner” kinda guy because he sometimes is tooembarrassed fsjdkfs

8. Whoalways talks about how amazing their partner is when their partner isn’t thereand they just light up with genuine love and happiness?

THEY BOTHDO THE ABSOLUTE FOOLS!!! Once Marcos learns how to properly communicate stuffand fixes his relationship with Cata he ALWAYS talks about AJ with her and eventhough she offhandedly tells him “oh my god i liked you better when you wereserious” (she is Lying and he knows it) she is very happy for him!

9. Wholoves it when their partner kisses them good morning?

AJ does!!!Marcos always gets up earlier so he makes breakfast and waits until AJ startswaking up to come into the bedroom again and give him a super soft kiss thatmakes him start the day in a bright mood!

10. Whoshows the other how to balance a spoon on their nose?

ObviosulyAJ does it and Marcos groans the whole time as the spoon keeps falling to thefloor and the table and making a clanking noise before being picked up by AJfor the 30000th time because “he got it this time”

11. Wholoves to pull pranks on the other? What type of pranks do they pull and do theypull their pranks off?

Marcos isnot the kind of guy to pull pranks of people so AJ does it but it’s mostlyharmless pranks like switching salt and sugar or filling up the water bottle alittle too much so that when Marcos grabs it it spills water everywhere fsjdk

12. What issomething small that they would randomly pick up for one another?

I can seeAJ as the kind of guy who would get extremely silly things for Marcos fjdkslike you know the kind of toys you get in Kinder Eggs? Similar stuff!! He seesone plushie of a grumpy dog and buys it for Marcos and leaves him on his bedand then when he gets home he says “I have replaced you” and Marcos sees thatplushie and McFreaking loses it fdskj

Marcos getshim Practical stuff that AJ needs because for him the best gift is somethingyou can use!!

13. Who isthe one who can’t stop laughing when trying to tell a joke?

GOD THAT ISAJ mostly because Marcos rarely jokes and when he does he always keeps thisstraight faice (peak Holt in B99). Marcos loves it and finds it super cuté andsofté :(

14. Whowould plan the other a surprise birthday party?

AJ becauseMarcos offhandedly mentions one day that he never had a proper birthday partyin his life and AJ made it his only mission to throw that man one hell of amemorable and silly party!

15. Whopicks the other person up when hugging their partner?

Marcosbecause he is Big Boi!!! And AJ loves it because Marcos’ arms are strong andfilled with lové!!

#witchkingofanmar #you know what i'm just gonna #oc:marcos #give him a tag and #probably think of a fancy ship tag for them later #this took me forever but like my single braincell is STRUGGLING sfdskj #x: stella aurea

[cyberrat]

rynnamomisablog replied to your post: I dreamed tonight that someone wrote like a 40k+...

oh rip. :CCC

BIG RIP

I am so so sad... I was writing and then suddenly remembered this bomb ass dream and then I was so mad that that fic doesn’t exist T.T

I just want... I just want a big softé dude getting his balls slapped and punched and being on the verge of tears and really into it

and afterwards getting praised and cuddled and all that good shit

*lies down quietly on ground*

*cries without sound*

#rynnamomisablog #peeps being cutie pies

[existential-d1scomfort]

As a mentally ill person, this is such a weird thing to feel bad about. But like...

I hate positivity, with a passion. I don't hate all of it, i don't despise the entire concept, but the kind of mechanic, compulsive kind of positivity that loses its meaning when its repeated ad nauseum, i hate that.

I really dont need encouraging with every single task i say im about to do.

I really dont need to be told every single one of my decisions is "valid". God, just seeing the word makes my heart race with anger.

I really dont need to be talked softly at all the time.

It absolutely disgusts me. I hate it i hate it i hate.

I just never ever want to hear such phrases as

"You can do it!"

"I believe in you!"

"Be safe!"

"That's super valid!"

And etc etc ever again. They fill me with rage.

But i cant bring it up with my friends bc i dont think they would understand, i know they just mean well by participating in this compulsive positivity culture. But still, somehow, i would like to let them know that hearing that same kind of hollow positivity repeated day after day really has lost its edge and it just makes me feel bad. Super bad. I cut myself today bc i was so pissed off at my friends being all uwu and softé with me.

AAARRGH i dont know where to put this feeling or what to do with it

I kinds just want them to SEE my hatred. I want them to FEEL it. I dont want it to buried under "aww feel better soon honey ♡" and "whatever feelings you have they are super valid uwu!" and such. FdzsZcvgxzeyzrxlgclg. I am so full of hate.

I cant. I dont want my friends to see how ugly i am inside. Or, i would like to show them so that i wouldnt have to pretend to be such a good and nice person anymore, BUT they would hate me afterwards. Ugh.

I am rotting inside and the rot is about to burst through my skin, and fear that when it happens, my friends would just spritz perfume over it and be like ur feelingz r soo valid boo <33

LET ME RAGE

LET ME BE GRUMPY AND ANGRY

L E T M E F E E L B A D

I cant take a single soft take anymore

I dont WANT to be valid, i want to be horrible but not be judged despite it.

And like. I know that if i straight up told them i am actually a very ugly personaly theud just be uwu but we love you, we dont believe what you say, we know you are good <333

Like no i am not, fuck. Im disgusting and youre just gonns have to DEAL with it.