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#they are both my favorites and seeing them finally properly interacting made me so so so happy
dazaii · 2 years
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i may be biased but this is my favorite scene in dressrosa
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kaeyahiya · 1 year
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Alhaitham NSFW Headcannons
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Pairing: Alhaitham x (GN) Reader
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, use of strong language, mentions of marking, mentions of aftercare
Disclaimer: This is intended for adult viewing and I'm actively discouraging minors from interacting. I have plenty of other SFW content on my master list so please check that out instead
Word count: 587
Authors note: Y'all need to understand Kaeya is Number 1 in my heart but for the moment I saw this man's leeks before he even came out I was in lust. I want this man 🛐 Despite this, this is still pretty vanilla, since I haven't written NSFW in a minute. Anyway Hoyoverse had no right to make this man sexy but I love them for doing so. Please enjoy my self-indulgence. (I also posted this @ work so I apologize if there are any spelling errors)
Reminder that my ask box is open, so that means requests are open! Feel free to drop one ❤️
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Ah Alhaitham, the brains of a scholar, the body of an Archon, and the hands of a scribe.
If only he weren't so oblivious to every advance you try and make on him in the book
Seriously it takes him forever to get the hint that you wanna sleep with him
He's not exactly known for his social cues, but until you directly approach him and say "Hey please have sex with me" he won't cross any boundaries
We love a oblivious but respect king
God the second he gets though, his eyes sharpen and immediately pounces on you
He loves find your weak spots when you guy's fuck
His favorite one is your neck, he has a habit of absolutely making it leaving dark purple hickies wherever you can
He also enjoys watching you try and hide them the next day
Though Alhaitham is described as a workaholic with little to no regards to others, you are pleasantly surprised when he offers to go down on you
He'll definitely take his time making his way there though
Stripping you
Peppering kisses across you chest
Then your stomach
Then he spends a long time leaving hickies on your thighs
He's a huge tease is what I'm trying to say
Once he finally reaches your sex, he'll go down on you like a stranger man though
You, naturally, thread your fingers through his hair and when you do
Holy shit when you do he let's out a soft moan
And makes FUCKING EYE CONTACT WITH YOU
I eat that shit up aaaaa
He'll bring you close to the edge and then rip your high away from you
He will do this several times so do be prepared for that
"I want you to cum, but I want it to be with me inside you"
He's so hot you can't argue as he gives you one more teasing blow to your sex
Finally at long last his sheds his own clothing
I mentioned his body earlier but seeing it bare before you is like a spiritual experience
His abs, his tiny scars, his hands, his toned legs, his dick
You take it all in for a moment
His dick isn't huge it'd say a little above average but it is girthy and for a moment you worry how it's gonna fit
He says there's no need for you to go down on him at this point
You can tell his ready by the precum already leaking from the head
It's hot that going down on you made him this worked up
I will say he does make sure you're properly prepared before finally sliding into you
His favorite positions are missionary, laps thrusting and doggy
He's not very vocal during sex but once he gets close he will let out tiny gasps and whines
Which is both adorable and incredibly attractive getting a man of his demeanor to get that desperate
You'll know he's close when he whines and comes in for a desperate make out
He'll still prioritize your pleasure and make sure you cum before he does
When he comes he sighs and definitely gets this fucked out look on his face
Aftercare happens but it's Alhaitham, so it doesn't really involve cuddling or showering you with praise
It's more like helping clean yourself up and get you some water after sex, making sure your not in any pain
Whether it be a one night stand or a quicky he'll still care about all of that stuff
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bengiyo · 10 months
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Be My Favorite Ep 5 Stray Thoughts
Last week, Kawi went on the class trip that he missed in the past and encountered incredibly frustrating hazing rituals. His affection for Pear was used against him, and he ended up mildly embarrassed when Pear turned him down as gently as she could. Pisaeng, after being chided by Kawi, also directly turned Pear down. Max was glorious and unbothered. Not and the seniors suck. Pear is absolutely someone worth admiring, and I get why people like her. I’m currently impressed by how well this show is enabling everyone to grow by having one person start down a path of becoming more emotionally honest and forthright.
Curious that the show went out of the way to make sure we know that Not gets no bitches.
I like that Pisaeng is tippy-toeing to confessing to Kawi. He told him he made things clear with Pear because he cares how Kawi sees him and he needed to know if he was still going to pursue Pear on his own. He doesn’t want Kawi to know that he and others heard him being rejected.
Oh, it’s cool that Kawi is having a hard time taking advantage of the lottery.
Kawi building an interactive friendship with Pear is also a huge relief.
Big fan of the way the time travel rules have been established, because we have a reason to stick around here.
Kawi, please don’t knock yourself for being a subtitler. They are the most important people for the international audience.
I feel like Pisaeng is properly dealing with his own queerness for the first time, and I really hope he goes back to the gay club later.
Not is really making himself appealing to the girls by being condescending and an asshole.
Big fan of Max. Don’t be moody about your problems if you don’t want to tell me the tea. Also, it’s your issue not your potential suitor.
He went back to the club! This is definitely his first time being in a queer space.
Nooo! Don’t run away from Max!
I feel sad for Kawi that Not and co. took his joy for songwriting.
Oh, yes, Max. READ HIS ASS.
I need to learn the name of Pear’s friend because she just delivered a WORD. Being kind and offering encouragement costs so little! Stop being so mean!
I am in love with Max. He was a bit harsh with Pisaeng, but baby gays need to get over themselves a little bit sometimes.
Look at that. Just a little bit of encouragement and Kawi’s already doing better.
This show just said we have a duty to be kind to each other and ourselves, because the world is just a place. Oh my goodness.
This the third time we’ve seen someone get rejected kindly on this show. In each case, it has seemingly made things better between the pair. I feel like we will be writing about this more later.
This show just said “changes are more important than miracles.” What the absolute fuck? I am kinda losing my mind over a Jittirain show once again.
Gawin is so fucking good at playing a gay man learning to love himself. This is the third time!
I love that someone else saw potential in Kawi after he put himself out there. It wasn’t the chance he wanted, but it’s the one he found. This is actually really nice.
Curious whose perspective they want us to read this final montage from. Both? Neither?
Gawin played freshman Pisaeng differently. That was so well done. He’s talented.
Wow. I think I actually really like this show. It feels like it’s trying to gently deprogram the audience. It’s like it knew a lot of us were bringing a lot of hostile energy to the viewing and said, “Would you mind being just a little bit kinder?” and you know what, maybe I will be. This has been really lovely so far, and I think I need to soften my stance with it. There are some incredible ideas here about the important of community and treated each other with just a little bit more kindness and respect. I also like that the show said plainly that it hurts us all to withhold our feelings from each other, because even if we can’t reciprocate them we can still build something good for everyone out of it. I will be seated for the rest of this ride.
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jakeysangel · 2 years
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nsfw alphabet: jake jensen edition
so this is my first time doing a nsfw alphabet but i had so much fun writing it! if there's any characters you want to see this for let me know and I'll be happy to write them! i hope you enjoy this as much as i do (it was pretty self indulgent of what i think jake would be like)
also gonna tag @hansensgirl bc nobody gives me more motivation to write! ilysm sab and thank you for always hyping my writing up!
pairing: jake jensen x reader
nsfw content under the cut
18+ only! minors dni you will be blocked if i find you interacting with me or my posts.
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
jake is the biggest sweetheart after sex! he's got cold water bottles or juice on standby for you, he's giving you a bath and washing your hair for you. paying close attention to how sensitive you are so he doesn't accidentally hurt you. he's putting fresh sheets on the bed and making sure you've got clean pyjamas!! he's making sure you feel safe and comfortable with all the cuddles in the world! and he's waking you up the next morning by showering you with love and breakfast (he's probably made waffles or pancakes hehe)
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
he absloutely adores your thighs! he could spend all day with his head on your lap and just burying his face in them (and in between them)!
his favourite body part on himself is probably his hands. he loves how big they are compared to yours and how he can fit so many small things in them, he 100% plays a game of "how many small rocks can i fit in my hands"
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
jake never knew how much of a creampie kink he had until he met you, he loves watching his seed drip out of you and loves pushing it back inside of you with his fingers or his cock. he also loves cumming on your chest, he doesn't exactly have a reason for it other than the fact he wants to mark you in every way possible.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
jake has a huuuge captain kink!! i will die on this hill! he loves being in that position of power and he loves that he's an authority figure! the first time you called him captain he accidentally blew his load in his jeans, he wasn't expecting it to come out of your mouth and caught him completely off guard. you teased him about it for the next few days before he finally snapped and pinned you to the wall whispering in your ear "so you need your captain to discipline you properly, huh baby?"
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
i don't think jake has as much experience as he tells people he does. he's a total dork who still has no idea how to talk to women even after being with you. he watched a lot of porn before joining the army so i definitely think a lot of his experience comes from that. that being said he does have some experience under his belt, he knows what he's doing and when he's in the heat of the moment all he's focused on is your pleasure.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
jake absloutely loves missionary!! he loves watching your face and forcing you to look at him. he loves being able to see your tits bounce with every thrust. he also loves being able to watch where you two are joined and watching his dick disappear inside of you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
jake definitely can be goofy and silly in the moment, cracking jokes every now and then but he can read the room when it comes to sex with you. if you want slow and romantic sex that night, then he's all serious and focused on you. if both of you want some happy giggly sex just to feel good then it's all smiles and jokes!
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
he keeps it trimmed but not too short since last time he tried to shave properly he accidentally cut his sack and freaked out.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
he's all about focusing on you and how you're feeling in the moment, you're not liking something he's doing? he'll apologise and try something else. he wants you to get the most out of sex with him, he's such a devoted lover!!!
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
being in the special forces and away from home a lot it's difficult for him to find the privacy to jack off let alone the urge to. but when he's home i feel like he tries not to do it unless he's desperate for release. usually he'll just wait for you to come home and be in the mood but when you're not home and he's desperate, he'll find a pair of your panties and use them to find his release.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
MUTUAL MASTURBATION!!! he's such a sucker for watching you get off to him getting off. he loves being able to guide you too "slower sweetheart... that's it... good girl, so good for me" and he makes sure to match his strokes to yours too.
he also has a huge praise kink, he loves hearing you tell him he's doing a good job or to "keep going, jakey... just like that". call him a good boy it's game over for him hehe!
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
i think jake likes the traditional bedroom setting but his favourite place is probably on the couch. the two of you are watching a movie or something and his hand just starts stroking your thigh which eventually leads to you riding him on the couch, movie long forgotten.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
i feel like jake is the type to just be constantly horny for you, he likes watching you doing simple domestic things and suddenly he's thinking about fucking you over the kitchen counter whilst you're trying to cook.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
he would never even think about sharing you, he's super possessive over you so no threesomes or sharing you anytime soon.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
jake has a preference for giving. he could spend hours between your thighs just lapping at your heat like a starved man. he's spent countless hours practicing on you and getting to know your body and what you like best so by now he's very skilled!
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
i think jake loves some slow and sensual sex. bleeding every ounce of pleasure out of the both of you and making it the most enjoyable experience for you.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc)
he loves a quickie. like you're both late for something with the rest of the losers but need to blow off some steam in the car or even in someone's bathroom once you get there. you try not to make a regular thing out of them but as stated before, he's pretty much horny for you all the time so they're sort of inevitable.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
jake loves to experiment with you in the bedroom, like if one of you discovered a kink that you wanted to try he'd be totally down for trying it with you! i wouldn't say he's a risk taker in the bedroom, he wants to make sure you're okay with something new so he wouldn't just try something new. he'd need your consent first and then he'd start experimenting some more!
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
being in the army jake's stamina in general is pretty high so he lasts a while (the longest he ever lasted was just over two hours and it was your birthday so he wanted to make sure it was all about you!) and he can go for at least 3 rounds until he needs to take a break.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
jake loves toys. he adores toys!!! he found your vibrator not long after he moved in with you and he immediately asked if you could show him how you play when he's not around. he then asks if he can use it while he's fucking you and it's safe to say you've never cum harder. he owned a fleshlight when he was a teen but quickly got rid of it after loosing his virginity since it didn't even come close to the real thing. he probably buys you a few plugs with pretty gems at the base for you to try when you're ready. he tried your vibrator on himself once when you were away and he immediately got one for him that he hasn't told you about.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease?)
jake likes to tease you but not for long. when he's eating you out he'll tease everywhere but your clit until he's ready but he won't draw it out for long. if you've been particularly bratty that day though he'll tease you for hours until he finally lets you cum and then he'll make sure to overstimulate you until you're crying.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
when you first started dating he was fairly quiet when he moaned or groaned during sex until you mentioned in passing that guys moaning was one of your biggest turn ons and now he doesn't hold back. he wants you to know that you're making him feel as good as he's making you feel. he also loves to talk dirty to you, whispering filthy words in your ears "you like that sweetheart? you like your captain pounding your tight cunt huh?"
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
jake gives the best cuddles on the planet. he always wants to be cuddling you. if you're watching a movie on the couch together he wants you wrapped in a blanket in his arms. he loves when you wrap your legs around him when cuddling and when your head rests on his chest he absloutely melts. he'll play with your hair when cuddling you and place little kisses to your head. bonus points if you end up falling asleep cuddling him because he'll do the same out of fear of waking you if he moves.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
he's average length but the girth... he's about as thick as a soda can and boy do you feel it. the first time you had sex he was so worried about hurting you with the stretch that he bought three different kinds of lube to make sure you were comfortable. his tip is such a pretty shade of pink and you always pay special attention to it when going down on him because it's extra sensitive. he's got a couple big veins that run on the underside of his cock and he loves when you run your tongue over them.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
like stated before he's pretty much always horny for you so his sex drive can be pretty high sometimes. there'll be days where you spend the day in bed together because he woke up feeling like he needs to get lost in you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
it takes him at least an hour to fall asleep after sex. he makes sure you're comfortable and have been given the correct aftercare before letting you fall asleep wrapped in his arms. he'll spend a super long time playing with your hair and whispering how much he loves you. he just likes to watch you sleep and wonder how the hell he got so lucky to be with someone as gorgeous as you.
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canonically47 · 7 months
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i watched the entirety of total drama 2023 today, and here's how it went (spoilers below!) (no duh...):
got very, very, VERY emotionally attached to zee, laughed my ass off at most of his lines, absolutely adored every minute of him being on screen, and cringed when he announced he had joined both alliances, then got SUPER MAD at chris allowing the players to vote again. what bullshit
found bowie and raj's romance absolutely adorable, although cut a bit short, but they made up for it by bringing everyone back in the finale and having raj cheer for bowie so intensely! also, ADORED wayne and how supportive he was! he was absolutely adorable!!! and after being so into the many queer ships of the fandom, actually hearing the words 'gay' and 'bi' on total drama made me kind of tear up. that was adorable.
also, loved everyone, from wayne to chris and sharks being supportive of bowie and raj, but how much chris emphasized his hatred of emma and chase's relationship. i also hate them, by the way. emma was cool until folding all the way back for chase.
very mixed on ripper. on one side, he is annoying and one big fart joke, but on the other side, he seems like he could genuinely be sweet if he tried hard enough - or not at all! he didn't even want to help millie, but she still found him helpful when giving her advice on how to win priya over again!
weirdly enough, found no new ships except for rajbow. saw some people shipping priya and millie, as well as wayne and raj, but honestly - and this is VERY unusual for me to say - i think those two duos are way better off as platonic! of course, massive respect for those who ship them, they have some cute moments that i guess you could take for romantic if you wanted to, but they're not my style.
the whole goat thing was hilarious. the goats going >:O at bowie saying he has eaten and will eat goat again was just so good.
the pretty boys need to try to make it further, man. justice for caleb. a lot of eliminations were kind of unfair to me, actually, especially axel's, and for ripper i really felt like he could've gone another time. i've already mentioned zee. *sobs* zee............... he is the winner in my eyes. (is it obvious i have a favorite?) (i think it's bowie but zee is tying with him. zee <333)
i kind of disliked millie at the start but hearing her mini-speech about her own insecurities and thinking she's above everyone else...argh i kin her so hard stop she deserves the world.
chef? was actually interested?? in their safety??? up until the finale of course but i found that so weird
i screamed in shock and disappointment when bowie didn't win, but i kind of knew deep down inside they were bold enough to add an openly gay contestant, and although i was certain he would make it to the finale, i was expecting the win to go to priya because they wouldn't go much further than that. next season, though :')
i was very surprised with how major some of the roles were, and how insignificant others were! i feel like lauren, mk and nichelle were hyped up a lot, but i barely got attached to them, while i just saw one or two posts of priya and millie, and assumed they would not even make it to the final ten. i also thought some ships would have more interactions due to some fandom posts - nichelle and axel... the potential was THERE... but they barely got a WORD........
what i'm thinking for next season:
chase and emma break up all over again, but (HOPEFULLY.) this time it's for good, and emma and bowie get a chance to properly reunite and become friends again.
bowie and raj will also be an official couple, but because of that, i doubt chris would let them on the same team.
it would also be fun to see wayne on the same team as bowie, and not raj! bowie talks his ears off about how great raj is, and then wayne does the same (but platonically) and it's great. everyone hates them because all they hear about is raj, raj, raj.
caleb - please, please, god - makes it a bit further this time, and damien makes it to the final five! everyone is shocked, including him.
my ideal final five would be raj, wayne, bowie, zee, and damien, but i seriously doubt that would happen because they always keep things equal between the genders, so, for the sake of the next point, let's say it's raj, axel, zee, nichelle, and bowie.
my ideal elimination order would be:
mk ("we don't want you spying on us again, that's gross")
lauren (costs them the challenge because she got carried away being creepy)
caleb (the votes are rigged against him yet again, this time by julia! goddamn it julia)
ripper (his pride got in the way and cost them the challenge, but he managed to get a bit of redemption in the episodes he was in),
millie (too injured from a challenge to continue, urges priya to keep pushing forward)
julia (people get tired of her bullshit much quicker this time and vote her off before she can cause any more unwanted drama, but spoiler alert, bowie's still here, so you did nothing, guys)
chase (right after emma's major breakup with him! ouch.)
priya (takes it VERY. HARD.)
emma (the votes are rigged against her)
damien (he put up a good fight)
wayne ("WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYNEEEEEEEEEE" - raj)
nichelle (it is found out that she rigged the votes)
bowie ("BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE" - raj).
the final three are raj, axel, and zee. raj has an alliance with wayne, bowie, emma and zee - zee joined because he wanted to make up for the last failed alliances - and so, raj and zee team up to get axel out (because they literally couldn't otherwise).
side note, bowie still got voted out because nichelle helped by rigging the votes from afar for axel. what the fuck.
so, for the first time in total drama history, the final two are of the same gender! lots of angry letters for that one.
it seems that zee has the win for a while - against all odds! - but, to make up for his boyfriend losing completely last time, raj takes the win, and splits the money between himself, wayne, and bowie! there's a remaining dollar in there somewhere, and zee's mad happy to get it. (raj actually gives him more, but that's between you and me.)
and that's it! i'm obviously very biased because i have favorites, other opinions are welcome if you wanna discuss :D
here is a list of my ranking of the characters (for which this tierlist was used) to finish this post off strong:
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firesofdainix · 2 years
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Curious, do you think Lloyd would forgive Morro for what he did in canon?
Short Answer: It depends, but I like it if he doesn't because it's spicier that way
Long Answer: I've seen a LOT of Green Cousins fics, in which Lloyd and Morro have already buried the hatchet a long while, or are set in another alternate universe entirely. The 'green cousins set in a time past possession where Morro was forgiven is definitely not one of my favorite genre of ninjago fics (if you can call it that? Lol) because for me its just a lot of forced interaction and it barely is written naturally. (Except for @/peachyninjago 's fics theyre the best and only Green Cousins post-Possession fics I'd read 🙏🙏🙏) While I haven't dug deep into the fandom for actual in-depth Morro redemption fics (recommend me some because i wanna know how I'm doing), the duo, like I said, focuses on those things I've said before. It's fun to see them, but I also have this underlying problem (it's probably just me though) in which i internally have a lot of thoughts going through as I, well, properly read stuff instead of skimming over. For example, I wonder if Lloyd has forgiven Morro enough to the point he is seen willingly hanging out with him (and only him LMAOOO), but that's just me
In Splinter in the Blind Man's Eye, it's been implied, MANY TIMES, that being possessed by Morro was the WORST thing that happened to him. The feeling of now being able to control his body, how he felt so much guilt while Morro does a lot of immoral crimes with his own hands, and the traumatic moments in which he was caged in his own mind like a prison, forced to bear witness and become an audience member for Moro's own thoughts (implied that he also thought about murdering his friends in an explicit manner...). When he got out, he felt so weak and did nothing but watch as his friends suffer, and I KNOW he blames himself. He blames himself for being too weak to resist Morro, for letting him hurt his friends and family, for getting manipulated so he could involuntarily release the Preeminent from the Cursed Realm. He definitely holds a lot of guilt over Morro's actions, some of which he is not at fault for in the slightest. In short, he is both scared of Morro and feels like crap even thinking about him.
So, in a scenario in which he actually lives, after all the things he's done... I think Lloyd wouldn't cope with it. This man, ghost, had tormented him for what seems to be a few months, which left him so drained and exhausted. I have an inkling of a feeling Morro is able to show remorse and regret (his final scene in Possession tells us so, choosing death over being forgiven by his master with an accepting smile on his face) he's also bad at feelings and is heavily prideful. So, while Morro DOES try to show he's sorry, it'll take Lloyd a LONG time to forgive him, thanks to the memories he had made with him that were a lot unpleasant. There may even be a timeline where Lloyd *wouldn't* forgive him, cutting contact with him or being sort-of friends/acquaintances.
It's one of the things I've been juggling since the start of TAGOMJTR: how Lloyd and Morro’s relationship continues to grow, and how to develop it in a natural pace despite their grievances with one another. It'd be spoilers to say what actually happens... but Morro is still NOT even in the first step of making up to Lloyd.
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lostcybertronian · 1 year
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(Tell me if something doesn't make sense)
1. Author and Actor trying to agree (or rather convince the other) on the role of a "character" while simulatenously pushing their contradicting narratives onto the character.
Decide for yourself how serious it should be. They're both impulsive bitches lmao.
Or
2. Implied nsfw. (If you're okay with that) I feel like Actor and Author are either at each others throats the entire time or utterly obsessed with each other. They're both so narcississtic I think anything between That is Rare.
Again. Your decision which direction you want to take it. I'm always for some good toxic ships tho.
Decide which one you do or ask me for more ideas if you like neither of them. (But I have an inkling you'll go for 1.)
I chose 1. They are a dynamic duo. Also many thanks to @bing-iplier for our very interesting conversation surrounding their interactions. The Author kicking the Actor in the dick was my favorite part.
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“You wake up in a concrete cell.”
    The character woke up in a concrete cell, his cheek pressed to the hard, dirty cement. It was cold; goosebumps ran down his arms, the hairs on the back of his neck stood up. All he could see when he sat up and looked around was gray concrete floor, gray concrete ceiling, gray concrete bars. Was he alone? He seemed to be.
    “You realize that you’re not alone.”
    No… he wasn’t alone after all; at the far end of the cell lay a man dressed all in satin-y red and black. He appeared to be unconscious, but with his back to the character it was hard to tell. 
    “This man is the villain of the story.”
    Suddenly the man sat up, his perfectly-gelled pompadour flying askew. “You told me you’d take that out!” He cried at the ceiling, and the character could see he was not only dressed in satin but in a satin tuxedo, perfectly pressed and pristine. “I am not the villain!”
    “He is the villain,” the voice intoned. “Because every story needs a villain, and because our character here is the unfortunate protagonist.”
    The way the voice purred “protagonist” like a curse word made the character shiver; he glanced between the “villain” and the ceiling, confusion overtaking his fear as the two began to bicker.
    “I’m supposed to be the hero!”
    “There isn’t a fucking hero in this story! Everyone dies horribly! That’s the entire point.” 
    The character scrambled to his feet. Began searching for a door. Found one, set into the bars, nearly invisible; it was unlocked.
    They barely stepped through the door when another man lurched from the darkness, lack eyes glittering obsidian and fury. A knife glinted in the dim light, wrapped tight in the grip of the Author’s calloused, ink-stained fingers.
    “Sorry, it’s not your fault.” He didn’t sound like he meant it, but the character didn’t have time to ponder before the Author plunged the knife into his chest, he only had time to fall over and die.
    “I can’t believe you,” he continued, stepping over the character’s prone, bleeding corpse. “You can’t get over yourself for two seconds so I can write this story? Now I have to find a whole new character. He was perfect!”
    The Actor got to his feet, brushing nonexistent dust off his clothes. “I require a half-decent script to act properly. What you were giving me was bullshit.”
    “Fuck you!” The Author snapped, and threw the knife, burying it in the Actor’s right shoulder with deadly precision. 
The Actor stumbled back a step, tore the knife out, and laughed. “You’ll never write a novel if you lose your temper so easily. You’ll kill your characters before they get any development.” He sneered. “Some legacy you’ll build.”
The Author stomped over, and there was a brief struggle between the two men before the Author finally kicked him in the crotch, watching him drop with some amusement. “Good luck with a ‘legacy’ after that, bitch.”
With that, he turned and strode from the cell. The setting he’d created melted away with him, until only the Actor and a corpse remained in his dense, dark woods.
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erigold13261 · 1 year
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Sorry in advance if I come off as rude, but can you tell me why you ship each member of 1010 with their S/Os? (You have great taste, and your takes are unique!) Have a great day/evening!
Absolutely not rude what-so-ever! I'm happy to talk about my little ship ideas and junk! Glad you are interested! You also have a great whatever-time-it-is-for-you! :D
(Also I will say, all of these ships are the ones that are for the standard OG versions of 1010. Depending on AU, I actually ship the 1010s with different people!)
Rin:
For Rin, I ship it with Zuke, mainly because of the fandom actually lol. I will say that Rin is probably my least favorite 1010 and Zuke is someone I never really truly care for until later on. Even with that I think the two are very kind and sweet, both being fairly laid back and relaxed until their siblings annoy them over the edge.
It also helps that I see them both as sex-averse asexuals (or -repulsed or whatever the term is used, I personally use sex-repulsed but I know others don't like that term because it puts sex in a negative light). So they just really find comfort in each other.
Basically their relationship is just pretty basic but wholesome, supportive, and loving. The only times I see them as having issues is when Rin and Purl get into fights and Rin is in the wrong (which happens actually quite a lot).
Purl-hew:
Purl is in a very open relationship with DK West and the lead singer of Ex-Jay (Cyril). The three date each other in a triangle and then have hook-ups with randoms on the side. Purl is the most active in hook-ups, then West, and sometimes Cyril will go out with a random person but he usually just dates Purl and West.
Now my reasoning for shipping these three can vary depending on the day, but the most consistent reasoning I have is them being enemies to acquaintances to kinda-friends to friends with benefits to "oh no I have feelings! Better push them away" to lovers.
Purl is the main reason West and Ex-Jay's music careers kinda fell short/stagnated. West and Ex-Jay ended up becoming friends thanks to Bunk Bed Junction, which made them have to interact with 1010 at times. West and Cyril basically bullied/teased Purl a lot for them ruining their music careers while 1010 pushed Purl to apologize.
It was just a mess of repressed emotions and isolation on Purl's part which ended in them having a small breakdown causing their vulnerability to be seen by West or Cyril, depending on the way I want the story to go. But either way showing this vulnerability is what caused Purl to start becoming friends with West and Cyril (also Ex-Jay).
Drugs and alcohol get in the mix later on pushing Purl to start separate relations with West and Cyril, which later turned out to them catching feelings for the other two. Then comes the trope of Purl pushing everyone away because they feel like they can't love properly and so they hurt the ones they love to not feel more pain in the future, until they are confronted by Zuke to finally just open up and stop being an emotionally constipated idiot.
In the end these three really are just a whole mess of problems. They are definitely not healthy when they first start officially dating, definitely have problems moving forward, but they communicate and help each other and just end up in a really good position for all three of them.
Zimelu:
I will say that at first I shipped these two just because of their looks. Both are very beautiful to me and that was my main reason I liked them together.
As I explored their relationship in my head though, I liked the idea of them being just friends at first. Probably because Eve was trying to get Purl some friends but it was actually Zimelu who hit it off with Celine and not Purl (those two do end up being friends at some point, but in the beginning it was Zimelu and Eve that were the only reason Purl hung out with Celine)
Zimelu definitely has a crush at first but doesn't feel like she is Celine's type because when they first met Zimelu was still identifying as a man and Celine identified as a lesbian. Though it was Mayday and Celine who helped Zimelu figure out she was actually a woman. Which only made Zimelu fall harder for Celine (while also developing a small crush on May).
Thankfully Celine saw Zimelu as the woman she was and started to develop feelings for her as well. They kept their friendship up at first, not really knowing of each other's crush and trying not to push too fast in fear of ruining something before it even starts. After some time though, Purl is able to help Celine and Zimelu break the bubble and officially start dating! (Depending on things either Zimelu and Celine are the first to start dating, or Rin and Zuke are).
Haym:
Haym🤝Mayday🤝Eve: Bisexuals.
Okay, so May and Haym are dating, and May and Eve are dating. Eve and Haym are not dating. So it's like a corner/angle type thing instead of a triangle.
May and Eve start dating because they find common ground in trying to understand each other, while May and Haym start dating because of their personalities meshing together really well.
I don't really know who starts dating who first, I kinda feel like Haym and May would start dating first and over time May and Eve start to fall in love making May worry about being unfaithful but Haym is just like "oh cool! You want to date her while dating me too? :D"
Definitely Haym and May's relationship is more physical and fun, while Eve and May are more emotional. Not saying that May and Eve aren't physical or that Haym and May never have serious moments, but that each relationship has it's own feel to it.
Haym is definitely there for Eve and vice versa, but they are more just friends. Sometimes they will go on a big date, or do something physical with all three, but it's mainly the two relationships between May.
Eloni:
Okay, so like at first I was just shipping them with Barbara and Joey just to ship them with someone. I know that is a stupid reason, and honestly I was thinking about just ending the ship between the three in my head.
However, I really REALLY like the idea of the three being a queer platonic relationship. It is definitely going to take some time for them to get really close, but when they do they really do help each other out a lot and even think about moving in together.
If any 1010 was going to move out of the mansion it would definitely either be Eloni to go live with Barbara and Joey (who are either already living together, or making the arrangements to do so with the help of Eloni).
I just really see them making a life together being critics: of music, games, architecture. They grow together and learn how to love each other and themselves. I can see Barbara as a workaholic who never takes care of herself, Joey as a cynical ass who needs to see the joy in life, and Eloni as a very self-loathing person who wants to make other's happy but can't make themself happy.
Together they just become a group that brings out the best in each other. Joey is laughing more, taking things less serious and enjoying himself. Barbara is working less with the help of Joey and Eloni and finally taking time to learn what she likes to do in life. And Eloni is coming more out of her shell and even talking because he wants to be close to the other two and shows she cares (Eloni has a hard time being verbal in uncomfortable situations or when not in his stage mode so him being able to talk around Barbara and Joey is a really good thing).
Final Notes:
So yeah, those are the main reasons I ship what I ship. I do have a lot more to say about Purl (maybe not a lot but I could get more in detail), but that's just because I've been rotating them in my head for months now, and didn't want to make this even longer than it already is.
I'd say the only relationship in here that I might change later is Eloni/Barbara/Joey, for reasons stated above. The others are pretty set in stone. If anything else were to change it would just be adding a another person onto Purl's open relationship, but for now I see them as just sticking to West and Cyril as main partners and then having one-night-stands with randos at a bar or something.
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daxieoclock · 1 year
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🥺🛒🎶💖🦅🤩🤲 and 🧠 for Haru!!! :D
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK AAA
🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?
Uhhh okay so I'm such a fucking sucker for when a character's mask involuntarily slips, but I also fucking love when a character intentionally lets down that mask as a gesture of trust. fucking kills me every time. In Red Gaia, you've got when Vee drops her unaffected shtick around Tifa and starts being full and genuine with her. And in DV, you've got when Akechi surrenders their knife to Kasumi, and early on the scene where Ren drops the lies fully for Ann that just fucking kills me every time.
🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
@lilyhoshikawa hooked me on scar imagery, @mcpuliotjr hooked me on egg imagery, but. masks. masks are all me. i mean it's big inspired by persona 5 obviously but i think the initial piece of media that made me start obsessing with masks was Bleach. if you know you know.
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
Always. always always. I sometimes have to pause it to think through tricky parts but music helps me so so much. g-d bless character playlists, really.
song wise ive been listening to the hosiers and des rocs a lot, but Worried About Ray has been my repeat song for a few weeks. still hits so hard.
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💖 What made you start writing?
Can't remember! I was like eight, and I was always obsessed with stories and storytelling and it felt natural to me to make my own stories
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
Column A, column B? If it's a big fic I've already outlined at least a chunk of it in my head, and I often have to write down those details to keep from losing them. Even then, I often and up coming up with stuff midway through writing that I'd never considered, or making big changes on the suggestion of my beta readers (hi jane <3). with oneshots, it's full on pants. I get a basic idea and just sit down and flow thoughts and see what happens.
🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?
G-d. how can I even pick. Uhhh. Ann Takamaki probably. G-d I love her and I love writing her. She's so angry and loves so fully and like ALWAYS has a strong opinion about everything and I love that about her. I also adore her friendship with Ren SO much aaa they're so good for each other.
Haru...I love her so so much but she's got like five million masks that it's sometimes hard to hit on what she's actually feeling at any time. I'm confident about how she'll react, I'm just not always sure what she's feeling.
Akechi's also really fun to write but I'm not nearly as good as Jane and Jae at writing them djfgbjb.
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
I'll share a few actually. All from the same oneshot, which is fully first-drafted but i have no idea how to properly contextualize it without getting into my five million unposted headcanons about a Final Fantasy mobile game.
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Anyway it's fun to jam characters from different Final Fantasy games together cause sometimes I'm just like "yeah Y'shtola (XIV) would sleep with Kurasame (Type-0) to get over her angst towards Lightning (XIII) who is currently ghosting both her and her other lover, Prishe (XI)." Messy polycules of traumatized sapphics dating traumatized sapphics from other worlds. As you do.
🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.
Oh hey I can bust out a relatively new one for this. My friends know it, but I haven't posted it here yet.
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turt in ur professional opinion whats the best star wars movie/seires ever and WHY
It's been actual YEARS since I last watched an actual Star Wars MOVIE so I will refrain from commenting on them and stick to the shows because I do truly believe they are the best way I've ever consumed Star Wars as a world (for a couple reasons!! The main one being that there are so many worlds and creatures and cultures in Star Wars that being given an anthology-like format/an episode-by-episode format offers a much richer/fuller interaction with the worlds!!! i could talk about that for a long time tbh)
SO here's my ranking and reasoning for my Top Five Star Wars Medias (with reasonings/ramblings) MINUS the movies and comics solely because the last time I watched a movie was like. 4-5 years ago and I have yet to find the time to properly get into the comics.
This is NOT spoiler free I WILL be going in depth at parts because these are my personal favorites and I don't have IRL's who've read/watched all of them.
#5 Dark Disciple
This one is my dear darling self-indulgence pick. Honestly. Because I love both of the main characters in it with an overwhelming adoration and it has cameos that made me lose my mind in the best way possible forever.
For context: the story follows Jedi Knight Quinlan Voss as he goes undercover to attempt to befriend ex-Sith apprentice and current bounty hunter, Asaj Ventress, to assassinate her old Master and head of the Separatist movement, Count Dooku.
They fall in love. And the two of them falling in love, while reading, does feel rushed and jumbled due to the timeskips within it causing the pacing to feel off (which is why it's only #5 on this list and not higher), good lord is the way Quinlan thinks about Ventress enough to bring tears to my eyes. When I say he thinks of her so tenderly and lovingly and it puts my heart in sobbing agony every time!!!!! And she, who's been hurt over and over again by those she holds dear and LOST them OVER AND OVER AND OVER again begins to open up to him!!!!!! Lets him in on Nightsister* secrets and rituals!!!!!!!! AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!AND IT MAKES ME CRY!!!!!!!!
(*her home culture, made up of a group of extremely elusive witches. they were massacred by General Grievous at the order of Count Dooku after her first attempt at assassinating him)
Because their assassination plot goes horribly wrong. It goes so SO wrong. Quinlan is taken by Count Dooku and tortured to the point of temporarily becoming his new apprentice. Ventress has once again lost someone she cares deeply about, adding to a long, LONG list. The Jedi track her down and ask her to help them retrieve Quinlan.
She agrees to help, finding Quinlan only to be horrified when she senses the sheer level of darkness and evil festering within him.
But she's the only one who can sense it. Because she's the only one who's also been a Sith apprentice. The rest of the Jedi are confused, even Quinlan himself, as to why when they save him she pushes him away frantically after finally having him back.
He almost falls right back into Dooku's hands because of that darkness that only she could see.
And she sacrifices herself to save him, taking the full force of Dooku's force-lightning in an act of selflessness that 1) is the first time she experiences what you could call 'the light side' of the force, looking into the future, seeing what to do and 2) shocks (haha) Quinlan lose of the darkness.
Of course I have complaints like 1) Ventress dying when she's taken the brunt of Dooku's force lightning before, and arguably been through worse if not equal horrors, it reads like the author didn't really care about her character and shoved her out of the way for shock value?? 2) the pacing doesn't sit in my head very well :(
It's still in my top five favorite pieces of Star Wars media though. Because I love LOVE love love Quinlan. And I adore Ventress with my entire heart and soul and Quinlan loves her so so so much and so much of the book is from his POV and. Man. There's a scene where he literally calls her "A goddess of love and war and hope and ecstasy. Like a glimmering star I have somehow been blessed to hold. Like the rest of my life."
LIKE WTF!!! HE LOVED HER SO SO MUCH AND I. LOSE MY MIND EVERY TIME. LITEARLLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS LOOKING FOR THAT QUOTE. Anyway
#4 The Thrawn Books (both his Imperial trilogy and his Ascendancy trilogy).
Thrawn himself is a wonderfully fascinating character and one that fills the "mastermind" archetype in a way I particularly find lovely!! Like, he's probably my favorite "Mastermind" type character. Of course, he himself is not a morally GOOD person, he's extremely morally grey, It's fun and interesting to watch his thought process. Especially through the eyes of those around him, who hold him in a VAST variety of opinions.
Like in his Imperial trilogy we get insight into the inner workings of the Empire's Navy, and the opinions of the people who, in contrast to Thrawn who hails from a foreign civilization in the Unknown Regions of Star Wars' galaxy, grew up in the Empire, with the beliefs and propaganda that entails. ALONG WITH insight into why he was let into the Imperial navy with no resistance from the Emperor, considering he's not only an 'Alien' (they aren't generally allowed in the Imperial forces), but he made his way to the Emperor after attacking and attempting to sneak onto an Imperial ship.
His relationship and dynamic with Darth Vader/Anikin is fascinating, and the characters introduced in his Imperial trilogy to eventually be sent off to his home government the Chiss Ascendancy to assist them in their own battles on their home turf are ALSO fun to explore.
His Ascendancy trilogy gives an excellent depth to his character, giving us his past and more information on his home system. We watch him deal with misunderstandings and mishaps in school, we watch him find his way in the Chiss Expansionary Defence Fleet (his home Navy), and we see his dynamic with his fellow officers, both positive and negative. We see the events that shaped him and how he's remained the same and as a huge fan of character study, I just find them super fun to read after having read his Imperial trilogy :)
#3 The Mandalorian
Oh the combination of cowboy western-style storytelling and the elements of found family alongside having an episodic formula I personally really like is just. SO good. god. We have Din Djarin, our main guy, the Mandalorian, a bounty hunter doing work for Beskar, his people's sacred steel used in their armor, finding this little tiney guy as his bounty. Just a little guy.
He sees himself in the kid (who's, yes, 50 years old but due to how his species ages he's like a toddler), because he himself was a child with no home once, and he was saved by the Mandalorians taking him in as a foundling.
So he takes the kid in, goes on the run to protect him, does odd jobs and makes weird friends in places, puts his life on the line trying to find these weird space wizards he's heard that this kid should belong to called the "Jedi", a race that once warred with the Mandalorians, but that's no excuse to not attempt to return the child to them.
He tracks down Ashoka Tano, love of my life Ashoka Tano, who tells him that she's no longer a Jedi, but explains how he can signal for one.
It's just a good show, and it showcases a variety of different places and I really love that
#2 Andor
THIS SHOW IS STILL COMING OUT, with 9/12 episodes currently out, but GOD it's some of the best Star Wars content I have ever seen in my life oh my god holy SHIT.
Not only is the main character, Cassian Andor, an intriguing character and really just some guy trying to live his life while ducking under the Empire's radar with the occasional crime and smuggler's deal (as is sort of necessary for him to survive comfortably), but ends up killing two Corporate Guards and then the Empire is after him because, yk, he killed two guys, so he ends up agreeing to assist in a rebel heist so he'll have money to get off the planet and go on the run, and then, in an entirely UNRELATED EVENT, gets thrown in prison (which is where he is right now).
The show has an excellent cast of wonderfully diverse characters ranging from a high-ranking Senator, a high-ranking ISB (Imperial Security Bureau) supervisor, a disgraced Investigator/ISB fanatic, to our main character, Cassian, a pretty criminal sort of guy trying to live his life and the people on the planet he lives on who are also just trying to live their lives. There's even rebel lesbians with a rocky relationship and an old woman with hope for the rebellion. And not ONLY is the cast diverse with a range of backgrounds and pasts, but the show ALSO explores themes like the lengths of cruelty and immorality that forms the Empire, the Empire's prison-industrial complex, Racism, the struggles of rebellion,, etc. It's so good, genuinely amazing, I love it so much
AND #1. MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE PIECE OF STAR WARS MEDIA: The Clone Wars Animated Series.
Originally aired on Cartoon Network, TCW is my all-time favorite piece of SW media for one very simple reason: It's an anthology series.
It's arcs are three episodes long. It takes place during the Clone Wars. We get to see a padawan (Ashoka) grow amidst war. We see new characters (Ventress, Savage Opress, Satine, etc.). We see different aspects of already-known characters. We see the Clones, the actual army of the Republic and how the war affected THEM. AND IT HAS AMAZING VARIETY IN ITS TONE!!!!
We have extremely dark arcs like the Umbara Arc, where the Clones of the 501'st garrison, who are usually under the command of Anikin Skywalker and Ashoka Tano, are put under the command of Pong Krell, a well-revered Jedi General....... but who doesn't have the clone's safety in mind. In fact, he goes out of his way to get as many of them killed as possible, even pitting two garrisons against each other, resulting in the death of well-loved clone, Waxer, known for, in the first season, having forged an older brother relationship with a young Twi'Leki girl known as Numa. There's a little drawing of her on his helmet. My favorite clone also fucking dies in this arc sacrificing himself on an unauthorized mission so that the Republic could win the overall battle, which Ping Krell was attempting to prevent. I miss him every fucking day he literally is so real, his name was Hardcase, he was all but confirmed to have had ADHD, and he was so, so dear to me.
The arc right after that is about slave trade. They all get sold into slave trade in order to dismantle it from within. It's extremely brutal. Like there's straight-up electric shock torture and brutal forced manual labor and shit. It's fucking WILD.
Not to mention the entire arc with Fives, Tup, and Order 66.
And then there's also an arc where Dooku, Obi-Wan, and Anikin all get captured by local goofy ass pirate lord Hono Ohnaka (TRUE icon, he's hilarious I love him so much), and have to work together despite being mortal enemies. And an arc where Obi-Wan fakes his entire fucking death, goes BALD, and impersonates a bounty hunter so he can sabotage????? Bounty Hunter Hunger Games??? Idk been a while since I watched the full show just trust me there were some GOOFY arcs that are truly fun and silly.
Also it's the show that introduced, like, my favorite star wars character of all time: Ashoka Tano, and we get to watch her grow from a generally pretty annoying 14 year old, to a war-hardened Commander at 16, losing her faith in the Jedi and leaving, and then using her previous ties to the Jedi to assist in a reclaiming of Mandalore, the home planet of Mandalorians, for the Mandalorians, and then watching her, once again, lose everything in Order 66. She's so overwhelmingly dear to me. You have no idea
Honorable mentions!!
The Book of Boba Fett: I love him, this was a good show, I just think it could have been so much fucking better and I was pretty disappointed in it
Obi Wan: Introduced Reva, love of my life Reva, Reva Sevander, my favorite girlie ever. Also confirmed that Quinlan Vos survived Order 66 which made Me really happy.
Ashoka (her book, lol): I just love Ashoka
Phasma: I'm not a fan of the most recent star wars movie trilogy, but GOD Phasma had so much potential to be an amazing villain and I got her book bc I was just getting into Star Wars books at the time and she's so!??? RUTHLESS and the book is so good
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dalkyeom · 1 year
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WAIT YOU LIKE FIRE EMBLEM TOO????? omg i love finding other fe fans here the overlap between interests >>> anyways i'm giggling at seeing how popular vernon is he deserves all the love ♡♡ <- spent the entire day yesterday in agony over his bioderma fansign pics anyways i'm bringing you your favorite candy chia, a sweet treay for a sweet person is fitting ♡
- @aceofvernons
YES YES!! glad to see you’re a fellow FE fan too xanthe 🥺💓 it’s one of my staple fandoms since i got into awakening a few years ago! but my favorite main title game is fe:echoes since it’s the first game i finished in the series (also the art is so good 😭👌🏻 Hidari’s art style appealed to me) my under appreciated fave 😤
fr! honestly he’s such a mood. idk why but he’s also good for random prompts like been thinking of spiderman!vernon (bc of the ToT asks and I saw some spider-bonon fics and 👁️👁️ eyes open!) AND SAME LMAOOO THE HANSOL FEVER 😭 pls hold me!! i’m glad cheol hasn’t snuck up on me again this week so i can properly smother vernon and dino with much love. they’re both so loveable and idk why but affection for them sky rocketed this week lol
especially after listening to Vernon’s mindset since i finally got the time to listen to it. His mind is so— mwah! 💋 i listened to it bc his voice is so good for asmr but after processing, his thoughts and how he interacts with the world is so insightful. i was so impressed and it made me appreciate him much more 🥺 also amg what bioderma fs pics 👁️👁️
and thankies so much xantheeee! You’re equally just as sweet so pls take this vernon meme 🥺💓 help the vibes of it its like you give me candy, in return i give you meme
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yeonban · 2 years
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(very clearly anon idk man) CHRIS !!! CHRISSSSS !!!!! How's your portrayal? ig i'll do this for my bias + who i've interacted with properly so that being ur shal. honestly? 100/10. you go above and beyond in making sure you put as much effort and detail into him as possible. your headcanons not only are extremely fleshed out and thought provoking but they sound plausible to canon as well (which is i think a huge feat in and of itself). you're dedicated to your muse and your craft. i also have to say getting to plot shalfei stuff with you is always so much fun! you've really brought out my desire to develop fei both alongside shal and to do more + better in general, something i think takes a great writing partner to inspire. i love getting to read everything you write for him whether it's for our interactions or otherwise. it's a gift to take tiny little moments in canon as well and flesh them out into something grand, you do so wonderfully! keep up the amazing work and i just know you put the same effort you do into shal into all of your muses!! MUAH!
                                      HOW’S MY PORTRAYAL?
(very  clearly  replying  to  an  anon  rn,  obviously)  I'm  answering  this  ask  a  thousand  years  late  bc  I  wanted  it  to  be  a  milestone  post  since  ur  always  SOSO  sweet  to  me,  and  here  it  is  finally!!!  Ngl  this  ask  made  me  smile  every  time  I  opened  the  inbox  and  I'm!!  so  glad  you  like  my  hcs!  I  always  tend  to  go  into  waaay  more  detail  for  them  than  I  probably  should  AJSDAHDJSAJ  but  hearing  that  you  read  them  and  think  they're  plausible  is  SUCH  a  big  compliment  🥺🥺🥺  ALSO!!!  developing  shalfei  with  u  (both  ic  and  ooc)  is  one  of  my  favorite  things  and  I'm!!  sososo  happy  we  became  friends  &  ship  partners!!!  My  day  rly  gets  10  times  better  whenever  I  see  ur  url/name  pop  up  in  my  notifs/dms  and  seeing  u  post  anything  on  the  dash  (hxh,  jjk,  dn  or  otherwise)  always  makes  me  smile  FRFR,  I  could  go  on  and  on  forever  but  basically  I  adore  u  and  I’m  SO  grateful  that  u  exist  and  that  I  got  to  meet  u!!!   KISS  KISS  KISS
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samwpmarleau · 2 years
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Roy Kent: 2, 25, 26
Fair warning: These answers are largely critical of Roy because he’s not exactly a favorite of mine and IMO gets a lot more grace and credit from people than he deserves, so if you have a problem with that, then you’ll probably be better off skipping this post. AND PLEASE NOTE that I am NOT tagging Roy in this, as is proper etiquette when you’re being critical of a character, so don’t come at me.
2. When I think I truly started to like them (or dislike them, if you’ve sent me a character I don't like)
For Roy I have an answer to both 😬
I started liking him from the beginning, as the show meant us to and most people did. He was the quintessential gruff-guy-with-a-heart-of-gold, and the antithesis of Jamie the Antagonist. My affection for him only grew from there ...
... until it didn’t. It started a bit in the finale, where he was ready to beat Jamie to a pulp for having the ~audacity~ to be emotionally vulnerable, honest, and innocently-intentioned*, yet paid no mind to Nate both kissing Keeley without her consent and being angry that Roy wasn’t angry about it. Especially when Roy knew that Jamie had been abused by his father, threatening physical violence against him was, uh, not a good look.
But then I got further into meta and rewatches and stuff, and I realized that where basically every character has had growth, Roy has been almost completely stagnant. Roy at the end of season 2 is close to Roy at the beginning of season 1. He continues to have extreme anger issues, is almost always emotionally stunted, is massively insecure, and sometimes is very immature, particularly when it comes to Jamie.
Speaking of Jamie, that immaturity becomes all the more highlighted because Jamie has become everything Keeley wanted him to be quite well-adjusted and is not only aware of his faults, but has taken the steps to fix and atone for them.
This also has the unfortunate side effect of impacting Keeley’s character. She broke up with Jamie because he was a footballer, emotionally unavailable, immature, and didn’t communicate properly, yet she puts up with those exact same things from Roy. I’ll refrain from talking about my thoughts on the R/K ship because this is about Roy by himself.
I genuinely hope that in season 3 he does the work on himself and grows, I really, really do. I want to like him again. But as of right now, at best I’m neutral on him.
25. When do you think they acted the most OOC
I guess I’m not really sure there is a moment? To me, his actions align well with what we’ve seen of him, whether good or bad. I guess the closest would probably be the scene with Jamie’s apology? It’s not out of left field by any means, but as I touched on above, it reflects very badly on Roy to have seen first-hand what Jamie went through — and hugged him for it! — only to turn around and threaten to knock his teeth out.
Now, would Roy have actually knocked his teeth out? Probably not. A punch is likely as far as it would go. But that’s still awful — and more importantly, judging by how fidgety he became and how he stammered his way through the apology, Jamie certainly believed Roy’s threat was credible.
26. When do you think they were being “themselves” the most?
Similar answer to above. I think the writers and Brett on the whole do a really good job when it comes to consistency. The scenes I like him the most in are when he’s interacting with Phoebe, because those are the moments when he’s at his softest, and you can tell that he loves her to the moon and back. That’s the Roy I want to see more of going forward.
*Had Jamie made his love confession in season 1, that might be one thing, as far as questioning why he was doing it or what he wanted the outcome to be. But he made it at the end of season 2, when he was a completely different person. Everyone — including Roy — had a front-row seat to Jamie’s positive change, and he never once said or did anything improper with Keeley. He didn’t make a move, he didn’t flirt with her, he didn’t trash-talk Roy, he didn’t even pull her aside to talk with her privately!
The fact that everyone from Roy to Ted to Keeley herself was shocked at his confession speaks to that. Beyond which, I think it’s safe to assume that Keeley would have assured Roy of Jamie’s aforementioned innocent intentions, plus her own lack of reciprocity. What Roy should have done is hear Jamie out and give him the benefit of the doubt like he did Nate. But he didn’t, he went straight to DEFCON 1 rage machine, and I hate that.
Additionally!! Even after he claims he forgave Jamie, he spurned the fist bump then headbutted him after the team got promoted. I understand it’s meant to be comedic, but it’s still shitty.
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curedeity · 2 years
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for the character bingooo i don't remember what character you already did but I'm curious about Kenta and also Masamune
How do you guess so well characters id like to talk about arti???
Anyway lets start with masamune
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I have so many thoughts about masamune which is probably a surprise since hes normally more in the background in my team dungeon fics. I think its just because he fits so well into team dungeon.
I absolutely hated masamunes ass in the beginning of metal masters. I was furious he got yu (my favorite character)'s screentime and spot. He was also just annoying yknow.
But as the series progresses he actually grows. I, as a viewer, became attached to his growth.
He struggles to improve and really manages ti bring out some of the funner, more exhausted sides of characters. He forces the team to grow.
I think they make a few mistakes with him, like having his arc end in the battle against nile and kyoya only to lose against klaus and never get another meaningful win. Really felt like they just didnt know how to properly and satisfyingly balance the power of their characters.
So at this point im totally attached to him, reluctantly, and then Hades Inc arc starts and is legit the best arc in all of beyblade.
Zeo and Masamunes plot is so much more interesting than anything i thought beyblade could pull off. Two friends disconnected from each other because they both expected different things out of the friendship. I watch the show and sympathize with both of them, neither was the person the other needed in this crisis and they didnt know how to be that person, at their most fundamental character level. My only regret is that toby doesnt get more to do but i think his role as mediator is also important as showing neither of the paths taken by his friends as inherently wrong. He understands masamunes journey and appreciates zeo staying.
And then the conflict escalates until all the sides are just screaming at each other and its such a good character moment for all three of team dungeon at the time. You get to see their friendship and the mkst base aspects of their characters.
And its the final arc. Masamune is so important to the season that the final arc basically revolves around his decision (at the start of the season) to challenge gingka. Its such a full circle arc and absolutely blows me away every time i watch zeo, masamune and toby interact.
I think especially bc like, i think most of us can relate to miscommunicating with a friend. To having completely different paths we want to take and not understanding why the other isnt following us. And the emotional vulnerability of that comes out so well in this arc.
The hades inc arc made masamune in my opinion. A character cannot just be made by their traits, but by the story around them, and beyblade weaved both of these together perfectly in masamunes hades inc arc.
Not gonna talk about him in metal fury though he kinda just... exists then.
Now kenta!
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Kenta is also a character i have a ton if thoughts on, story wise, but not a lot of emotional attachment to tbh. Its weird to say that a main character "didnt get enough screentime" but i think my thing is that kenta didnt get proper screentime.
Kenta works best when he has a mentor or a rival. Metal fury does him right in this and gives him a great arc with ryuga. But before that hell have decent arcs and episodes that feel forgotten later on.
Kenta shouldve had a long running rivalry with hikaru. Kenta shouldve beaten reiji. Kenta shouldve gotten so much but the authors just throw ideas at kenta and dont let them stick.
Then he has a character identity crisis in metal fury, interrogates his kwn plotlines, and comes out as one of the strongest characters in the show.
I like kenta, hes a sweet kid and fun on screen. I wish theyd let him do more and let a plot with him stick before metal fury
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semisgroupie · 2 years
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Day 29: Breeding with Ushijima Wakatoshi
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Ushijima Wakatoshi x Fem. Reader
Word Count: 563 words
Warnings: breeding kink, creampie, unprotected sex, mating press, cervix kisses, mentions of oral sex (f! and m! receiving)
Synopsis: being a professional athlete that’s always surrounded by kids has its perks
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He was surrounded by children all the time. Whether it was through a PR promotion or because of fans he was always with them.
Being with them all the time meant that you often got to see how he interacted with them. Seeing how he would take them on his broad shoulders and run around to make them laugh struck something within you. You couldn’t help but think about how he would be with your own children.
Only if you knew he shared the same thoughts as you.
It’s a rare day off in his schedule and he plans to spend every second with you and in you.
In the morning he woke you up in his favorite way, with his head between your thighs and lapping at your cunt, still swollen from the prior night's events. Then he fucked you into the mattress. Then while he was making breakfast he bent you over the counter and fucked you full again. Then you personally thanked him for breakfast by sucking his dick while he was reading the morning paper.
The day was filled with multiple orgasms and endless rounds of fucking but still you were both insatiable. There was still that silent, hidden desire that you both shared.
Well that was until he was balls deep inside you and you cried out the words breed me.
Wakatoshi stopped mid stroke and looked down at you with wide eyes, debating whether it was just a figment of his imagination or you actually said it.
“Say it again.”
You furrowed your eyebrows trying to recall what you told him and once you did you bit your bottom lip, not wanting to see what his reaction would be.
“Come on, say it again and I’ll give you what you want. I’ll fill you with my cum and I’ll breed you.”
You chewed on your bottom lip for a few seconds longer then finally spoke, “please breed me Toshi.”
He let out a sigh of relief and lifted your legs to press your knees to your chest.
“I wanted to hear those words for so fucking long.”
He started thrusting into you with a newfound force, his thrusts were deeper and faster. He let out low mutters and promises of how he was going to breed you, to stuff you full to the brim with his cum. You had never seen this side to him before, never thought he had it. You thought with his busy schedule he wouldn’t want children but his actions proved otherwise and you were loving every second of it.
“With the amount of times I made you cum I know you’ll be bred properly and if not then I’ll do it again and again.”
He slid his hand down to rub your clit as he lifted your legs even higher, the tip of his cock kissed your cervix with each pump. His actions paired with his words had sent you straight into your orgasm, your pussy clamped around him tightly and he soon filled you with ropes of cum. Taking advantage of the way you clenched around him and milked his cock.
He let your legs relax and grabbed one of the couch pillows and tucked it under your hips, leaning down to kiss you once you were propped up properly.
“There we go, I’ll fill you up again very soon okay?”
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vander-affectionate · 2 years
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softhearted bruiser
young!vander x reader
sequel to big-head and bull-head; vander takes you home and new beginnings are a whole lot of something
warnings: minors/ageless blogs do not interact or you'll be blocked, 18+, smut, reader and vander are mid-twenties, reader is notably smaller than the six foot two man that's still growing, i tried to depict a lighthearted but short tempered vander bc that's what i think he was like, swearing, mentions of injury (not to reader), blackmailing (but reader is not blackmailed/coerced), mentions of blood, allusions to literature (the song of achilles and the great gatsby), vander gets so sappy (sm puppy love), dom leaning switch vander? i feel like this is long for no reason? vander's a bit of a cockblock (unintentional), wrap it before you tap it bc van certainly did.. did not, slight breeding kink if you squint, mentions of cum eating, oral fixation, hyperventilation (its not what you think), dumbification, and a very very polite vander who likes conscent, female parts and there might be mention of reader being a woman?? im not sure im tired
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Walking on the street in silence with our hand in his pocket made you realize exactly what he reminded you of. Even when he expertly avoided being bombarded by a group of people with a wave of his hand and what is becoming one of your favorite smiles, there’s no mistaking it. There’s a certain feeling that you can’t quite articulate properly when you’re with him.
He nudges you, “Is there something on my face?”
You look up and he’s stealing a chaste kiss off your lips before taking off down the street and you dart after him. “You gremlin!” You scoff, trying not to waste much of your breath as he easily turns, running backwards so he can watch you.
“You’re faster than I thought.” Vander smirks. You swat at him and barely miss him, but he trips and falls on his back causing you to fumble.
When you open your eyes, he’s got his arms circled around your waist and he’s laying on the pavement as if he’s in your living room. He’s unfazed by your unimpressed gaze.
“You know, you’re really clumsy for someone who’s main income flows from showing off in a ring.”
“You fell, too.” He props himself up on an elbows and you’re trying to get up before someone sees you lounging with this shaggy wild man and thinks you’re both exhibitionists or something much worse.
“Would you hurry up?” You wriggle on top of him, but he’s smiling like an idiot while you attempt to move. “You still have scars you know and they’ll get infected if you keep-”
“Hey.” Your attention shifts to him and your writhing finally stops. He’s smiling still, it’s soft and chock full of adoration directed solely on you, caused by you. “I really appreciate you coming. It means a lot to me.”
You smile softly and his hand comes up to your cheek. “You know what?”
“Hm?” He hums, dazed by the smile you’re directing at him. One that he swears is for him.
You yank his hair and he jolts with a groan, tapping your wrist, “It’s going to rain, you’re going to get sick, and you know who’s going to be whining the whole evening about a runny nose?”
“Okayokayokayokayokay!"
. . .
Once out of the rain, he bows slightly and flails his head wildly so that water splashes everywhere. You knock your hips into his and send him shrieking when he falls to the floor. He glares at you and he’s on your couch, in briefs mind you, flipping through the books you’ve picked up every now and again. Scattering books over your coffee table kept him distracted while you cleaned his wounds so you let him make the mess.
“I kind of don’t get these.” He says thoughtfully.
“Well you’re not reading them all the way through.” You smile and he glances over his shoulder at you with a playful glare.
“Okay, well.. explain this one.” He stops to lean and pick up a book off the table. “I read the summary and this guy is second hand to a Greek king? A general, maybe, but halfway through he changes his mind about a war that I’m pretty sure he started and his lover gets killed. Why did he change his mind? No one had to die.”
You lean forward on Vander’s back, narrowly avoiding wounds and turning the book over to read the title. He kisses your cheek while you skim the small summary to rekindle your memory of it, “This was initially about principle. They abducted two women, his boss was forced to let her go and demanded the other be turned over for ‘compensation’.” Vander initially stares at you scandalized at the prospect of the women being treated like objects. You peck his nose, “You can rant all you want about the objectifying later, but this was about the boss not wanting to earn rewards and halfway through a battle, our hero initially chose the lives of his friends over making a point out of pride.”
He snaps the book shut. “But causing a war?”
You kiss his temple and go back to cleaning his wounds, “He had a principle and I think that turned into pride, but it’s been awhile since I read that book so I’m not sure.”
“That’s stupid.” Vander rolls his eyes, “He got a lot of people killed.”
You shrug, “Sometimes pride blinds people.”
“Okay well how about this one.” He holds up another book, “I read some of this. This rich guy has an affair with a woman who’s husband is already having an affair.”
You smirk at him, “You read some of it just to find out the juicy details, didn’t you?”
Vander’s ears are turning red as he scoffs and rubs his thumb over the book, “I read some while I was waiting for you to come back from work one time.” He shrugs, “Well, do you think she should’ve cheated? Or that rich guy shot at the end?”
You laugh and shake your head at Vander, “The book isn’t about cheating. It’s about happiness, I think.” You’re wrapping his arm and he’s staring up at you from where his head is lolled back to watch you. “How the pursuit of happiness dissolved into the pursuit of wealth. The guy the book followed the whole time basically thought dreams of happiness were ridiculous masks for something else.”
Vander turned to lie in your lap, making books clatter to the floor as he stretched his legs. You started to scold him, but sincerity and some kind of promise had made those eyes a kind of striking grey that reminded you of lightning over the Piltover skies.
“What?” Your voice seemed tiny compared to his gaze that held endless possibilities, endless hopes for the visualizations that passed his mind’s eye when he slept at night.
He wrapped his arms around your hips, unravelling some of the bandages around his arm, but this familiar closeness paired with the new meaning behind it made your breath catch.
“My dreams aren’t ridiculous.” He proudly smiles.
“No?” You smirk. Fingers drag softly over his scalp and he almost closes his eyes from your ministrations, “What about that dream where you’re stealing a wheel of cheese from Silco because he wouldn’t make you mayor?”
Vander’s face burns so bright you’re sure he’d have popped. He groans and buries his face in your stomach, forcing you to lean back on the couch. “I don’t dream about that anymore.”
You smile at him when he peeks up at you, “Then what ridiculous dreams do you have?”
“You’re not ridiculous.”
“What?” you retort.
You think for a moment while he’s staring at you, scoffing like you’re the one who’s forcing this out of him. He sits up with your legs casually propped on his hips and watches you a moment longer before he realizes you don’t understand. He grins a lopsided smile framed by those shaggy chestnut locks.
“My dreams are about you.” He leans down, arms beside your head and his hair falls around your face so there’s nothing but him for you to stare at. “So I think you’re wrong. Because if I dream of happiness and my happiness is you, then that can’t be ridiculous.”
His hands cup your face and he plants a kiss so tender that it makes your heart lurch in your chest. Your eyes water and you simply wrap your arms around him, pulling him flush to you. How is this the same bloke that mixes up Daisy Buchanan and Jordan for Patroclus and Trojans?
“But Pat Claus deserved better.” He mutters against your lips.
You snicker as he buries his face against your neck. “You mean, Patroclus?”
“Whatever.” He groans, but you feel Vander rut his hips against yours. He gasps against your neck and pulls back to gauge your reaction, “M, My bad-” he laughs nervously and his hands are rubbing into your waist, but you watch as his nerves melt away when he eyes the way you’re breathing heavily beneath him.
“You want to go back to reading?” You flash him a smile and his cheeks are rich with color all over again.
You think his hands will go for where your shirt has ridden up, but you jolt when his thumb is swiping your chin and down to trace your jaw. His gaze is already on you and those brilliantly gleaming, grey eyes are completely blown as they scour every inch of your face for a place to settle. But they don’t. They can’t. There’s no place for them to settle because that gaze means there’s nowhere for them to. The stars mismatch you, every beautiful sunrise or set that’s passed over the sky mismatches you, and nothing in his eyes, in this world will ever compare to the sight of you.
“I asked Silco what words I could use to describe something beautiful and none of them came close.” To you. None of the words sounded inherently close to what he thought of you. “I was disappointed that there wasn’t a word that could describe how pretty you are.”
You’re staring at him like he told you where all the missing people that cross the rich topsiders are hidden and still he’s caressing your jaw like you’re made of glass.
He leans down with a smile, “Can I kiss you again?”
You shake your head and push his face, “Where is all this coming from?” You prop up on your elbow and he’s rolling his eyes.
“You know, I thought I was slow.” He barely dodges when you swipe at him.
“Vander.”
“I like you a lot.” He shrugs and he’s palming your sides thoughtfully. His gaze shifts outside, but you’re careful when you turn his gaze back on you. He stares for a moment and his eyes drift to his hands that are on your legs and his brows knit together in a way that makes your heart ache.“It’s not stupid to.. to bare your heart to someone, is it?”
You rub his cheek and he closes his eyes, turning so his lips are pressed against your palm and uncaring if it tilts his nose from it.
“Why?” Your tone is careful.
“Is it?” He asks again and for a moment you think you might’ve lost him.
But you sit up, cupping his cheeks, and your touch is monumentally grounding to him given how he’s wrapping his arms around your waist and sliding his legs out from under him so you’re that much closer.
“No.” You kiss his forehead and his eyes open so that he’s staring up, cheeks squished from how much he’s leaned into your hands. “It’s not stupid to bare your heart. It’s hard to care as much as you do.” You smile and his mouth parts and eyes widen like he’s seen the moon for the very first time. “But it’s that much harder if whoever you bare your heart to can’t love you the same way you love them.”
He leans on the couch and you settle your arm on the back of it, one hand propping your head and the other running through his hair. “What do you mean?”
“Sometimes they can’t love you the way you want them to. Sometimes you meet at the wrong time. Or sometimes their feelings are outweighed by your own.”
He opens his mouth and shuts it, playing with the hem of your shirt as he thinks. “How would one... carefully... avoid that?”
“Sometimes there’s no helping it.” You mutter. And your eyes drift a little, but he laughs and finds himself pressing kisses to your jaw.
“That’s not going to happen with us.”
You can’t fight off a smile when you hear him laugh and somewhere deep down he knows it. “And how do you know that, love?”
“Because we’ll make it work.”
He pulls back and the way his eyes are glimmering with promise and patience makes your heartbeat falter. “What if I didn’t want to hurt you so I broke up with you?”
“Break ups are mutual in this house.”
You almost topple over laughing. He presses a few kisses up your throat with a lovestruck smile before you’re continuing, “What if I told you I’m going topside?”
He scowls, “You know how long I’d have to walk just to get home?”
“Pfft, no. That’s why you’d stay home.”
“But Silco’s house would be so far away-”
“Wait, Silco’s house?”
You raise a brow and he nods, “Yeah, if you went topside I’d move with you, or maybe near you? I have to keep the creeps away.”
You run your hands through his hair, “If I told you I liked Silco?”
Vander pauses and he’s desperately trying not to pout, “I’d be happy for you.” he grits out.
The sight of you giggling makes his eyes soften and you lean down to kiss him.
He eagerly reciprocates, sitting up to press into you more, but your hand on his chest keeps him from overpowering you. He whimpers, hands on your hips as you move to straddle him and Vander huffs, looking up at you.
“Can’t rip those stitches on your back. Did you forget?” You smirk when his brows start to furrow in frustration as he tries to raise up again.
“They don’t hurt.” he pouts.
Those grey eyes are changing, darkening and swirling with more than the frustration you spot in his eyes. “They don’t?” You ask, lowering so you can roll your hips against his. He makes a choked sound, tensing and pulling your hips harder into his so he can grind into you the way he wants to.
A crack of thunder, much louder than you’d anticipated, makes the both of you jolt. You grab him and he’s holding you like you’re two teenagers that almost got caught making out. He’s laughing, pressing kisses up your throat and pulling you back into this haze you’ve stirred up in him.
“Can I touch you?” He asks, pulling back and stopping what he’s doing to look you in the eyes. His fingers even guide your chin so his answer is clearer than a blue sky.
“Yeah.” You smile, “Yes. You can touch me.”
He buries his face in your shoulder and hugs you so you’re flush to him. “I like you so much.”
You tilt his head back and plant a kiss to his lips that turns his bones to jelly and makes him groan, “I like you, too.”
He’s already in his briefs you realize and the thought alone makes you tense because you thought his jeans thickened up the muscle that’s pressing into your thigh.
“What’s wrong?” He asks, looking down to his bulging erection that’s perfectly proportioned to his thighs that have you spread wide. It’s all mind-boggling because sometimes you forget how big he is.
“Nothing, you’re just no small feat.” Those words make that lopsided grin appear on his face for some reason and he just rolls that searing erection into the thin fabric of your shorts and you jolt with a moan when it brushes you just right.
His hands are rubbing your sides and between these languid kisses he’s driving, he still asks, “Is it still okay to touch you?”
You nod, but he grabs your jaw, eyes careful as they flick over your face. Then you see it and scowl.
He is so smug about it now.
“I need to hear it.”
“Screw yourself.” You roll your eyes and he drags his lips down your neck before mouthing up the trail with heavier, dizzying kisses.
He huffs and shrugs, “Fine.”
You’re tossed. I mean it. Thrown sideways to the long side of the couch and he’s palming himself like he’s not on your couch. “Ah, that’s nice.”
His head falls back and he fishes himself out of those skin tight briefs, shuddering as his cock meets the cool air. You almost want to scold him, but you decide you’ll play this game.
Your shorts are gone and you’re shimmying your underwear off with your legs in the air when he lurches from his spot to stop you. Obviously his plan backfired.
“I wanted…” His eyes land on you, exposed, and very much wet he licks his lips. “T-T-To…”
He sounds winded and you open your legs a little more making him settle so he’s knelt in front of you, dick half out and all because you’re sitting here in front of him.
“To what?” You smirk, hips wiggling a little.
He’s putting weight into the hand keeping your legs open and exposing more of you to his prying eyes. “You. You’re really really pretty.”
You swat at him, but he leans down and you’re reaching for him, but can’t quite make it.
“Van!” He stops immediately and clear eyes, hardly hazed with lust are meeting yours.
“Uncomfortable? You wanna stop?”
“No.” You huff, “Just- C’mere.”
He leans up, sighing against your lips like his cock isn’t pulsing on your thigh right now. He trails down your neck and back to your lips before letting out a laugh that makes you look at him curiously. “Sorry, I just didn’t think I’d get to do this.” He smiles, rubbing your thighs and pulling your underwear off before letting his hands trace feathery lines along your skin to the underside of your breasts.
“To what? Touch?”
He shakes his head, adoring eyes and a thoughtful smile on his face. “Fuck you how I want."
That makes your insides churn.
You shut your legs and stand up to kick your underwear off despite his whining, but he clams up when you straddle him again.
He’s trying to kick off the boxer briefs and they get stuck on his thigh so you lean back sliding them down. In doing so, your back arches as you hold onto his shoulder and your shirt, already bunched up because of his frantic need to have you front pressed to his, nearly exposes the underside of your breasts. You’re doing all this while pulling down his boxers and when you find he’s red in the face, he doesn’t know how to explain how beautiful that just was.
He’s sheepish when he smiles, the tips of his ears are the brightest you’ve ever seen him, and he’s suddenly very interested in you taking the lead.
He stands up with you in his arms suddenly and you shriek. It makes him laugh as he casually heads towards your room. “Don’t jump on the bed, you meathead. I had to get those reinforced be-bed… No.” As soon as reinforced slipped your lips a grin slipped on his face and he’s staring at you with innocent eyes. “No. No. I just stitched you up. “
“You have work tomorrow?” He asks, laying you on the bed.
“No. Why?”
“No reason.” The cheeky grin doesn’t fade when his thumb is at your entrance making you jolt and grab for his hand. “That’s good.”
The light touch he delivers to your sensitive bundle of nerves completely wipes you of the laugh waiting to get out of your mouth by the violent shiver that rakes down your spine. You don’t get to think when he’s knuckle deep in your sopping pussy. You don’t get to think about how he’s twitching on your thigh when your hips roll trying to take his fingers deeper. You don’t get to think about anything except how he’s stroking you so perfectly and making your nerves fray by crooking his fingers just right inside you.
He’s leaning up, hiking your shirt up so he can leave the prettiest colors over your chest in an attempt to settle the aching you’re thrusting upon him when you try to ride his fingers. You’re still tensing and clenching when he flips you onto your back.
He’s nuzzling the underside of your thigh, eyes rolling shut as he leaves harsh nips and slows his pace, bringing back to him and marking you as his.
“Can I?” There’s a flush working up his collar at the thin sheet of sweat over your body, the rise and falls of your chest and the way the bed is still settling from how carelessly he flipped the two of you- he needs to relish in all that you’re giving him. Your glistening folds and the way you’re slick is wetting the sheets because of him is tipping him closer to his end.
You’re dizzy and he’s kissing up your legs, thumbing over your puffy lips as he waits for you to come back to him. He doesn’t want to ask because it’s obscene. You flash him a grin in your fucked out state and he clutches your hips, not wanting to cross boundaries and yet he’s staring right at your clit and swallowing thickly.
“I need it.” He looks lost as he stares up at you and his eyes are lidded. “Fuck, I need it. Please, can I-” He shuts his jaw and sees you’re fucking with him. He scowls, “You know what I want.”
He’s glaring darkly now. Vander’s heart lurches at your breathy laugh and he groans, almost looking shy from where he’s got his face half tucked into the meat of your thigh.
You run your hand through his hair that’s getting damp all over again. “Ask for it.”
The slight buck of your hips makes him give immediately. It doesn’t matter that he’s needy and kneeling- you could make him do that on any given week day. He’s weak today and he needs you.
“I wanna taste. Now.” His voice is gravelly and you’re withholding what he wants on purpose.
“Why?” You toy with him. He groans and leans up so he presses his forehead on your stomach.
“‘Cause you’re sexy?” He says it like it’s blatantly obvious and to him it is. “I want you. I really want you. I want you to cum on my tongue first. Please.”
You widen your legs and his breath hitches and you nod. He’s waiting for it. You both know he needs to hear it and you tug his hair a little. “Yeah. Go-”
He doesn’t let you finish your sentence. He got his confirmation and he’s running with it. His tongue flattens against your entrance and the long lick he gives, grey eyes cutting at you makes your heart sink. You can practically hear his thoughts when he pulls back to lick his lips.
He’s not going easy on you.
Vander sucks hard on your clit and you wince, trying to squirm away, but his hands on your thighs have them firmly planted into the bed so there’s no squirming away. You shriek and the slight twitch of his lips against you is lost when you feel his tongue flick over the tip of you.
“Shit! Van-” Your voice is pitched and the arch you do in an attempt to shake from this intense pleasure does nothing to shake him.
It feels so good and it’s too much all at once. Your stomach is bubbling in a way you’re not used to and your hands fly to his hair, trying to to tug him before this unfamiliar feeling makes your mind numb. You’re shrieking, bucking,pulling, and pushing from his sweet pleasure.
His fingers are light at your entrance and Vander simply stares up in awe like he’s watching you pull stars from the sky and not tug at his hair. They’re slow to intrude on your quivering entrance and he halts the devastating barrage on your nerves. You almost fall slack the moment his lips fall away from you, but you’re moaning again; so full and loud it rivals the rain beating down outside.
“I need to cum-” He gasps against the lips of your cunt that are spread by his thumb and ring finger.
You can barely answer with the sharp, unfaltering pace his fingers keep in an effort to rearrange your insides.
“So cum-” You squeak out between pitched moans and Vander shakes his head.
“Inside. I want to cum inside you first.”
You yank his hair and it shakes his core. He groans, latching his lips to that sweet bundle of nerves and you lose it right along with him. Shaking as your mouth falls open into a silent moan and you’re trying to figure out whether to pull him closer or push him off of you.
He gives a couple licks more to your entrance before pulling away and sitting on the edge of your bed, kneeling yet again. You were about to tell him to hurry up because of this greedy high he’s put you on and then you see that he’s out of breath for more than one reason.
His stomach is splattered with thick ropes of white and washing down the v-line that’s more pronounced from how he’s tilted back at the slightest.
He’s dazed and twitching, half hard against his thigh at the sight of the mess he’s left on your legs. He wipes his fingers over his jaw and nods, “Trust me?”
You nod absentmindedly. He sticks his fingers in his mouth, tips yours open with his thumb, cupping the back of your head and your face burns when you watch a pearlescent string of your slick and his spit fall to your tongue before he leans down to press a chaste kiss to your lips.
He frowns at the incredulous look on your face, “Do you not like how you taste?”
You huff and give him a few teasing pumps that make him shudder, “Do you not know how hot that is?”
He twitches a brow and you roll your eyes before giving his cock a squeeze and lean down to his cumstained skin. His jaw drops when your tongue trails up his lower abdomen and you kiss his underneath his navel. He twitches in your hand.
You pull him down and mimick that kiss from before, tugging him to meet you halfway and his ears redden when you pull away.
“C-Could you do that again?”
You laugh and go to move him underneath you, but Vander flips you onto your back. You scowl at him, “You’re going to pull something, Vander.”
He clicks his tongue at you, “I’m not old.”
“Vander.” You turn on your side and he sighs, leaning down, stroking himself and leaning his forehead on yours.
“Please?” His lips are quirked in a half smile and you groan when you feel butterflies in your stomach.
“It’s not getting any later.” You huff at him before he’s pressing his lips to yours, a victorious edge making his desire more contagious than it already is.
He spins you so your legs are on his waist and he notices your confused stare when he shrugs, “Only had you on your stomach so you’d forget about the stitches.”
You roll your eyes and are more than happy to feel his taut chest against yours that is far more plush. He squints at the shirt blocking his way, pulling it over your head and he smiles like a bittersweet, forgotten memory is being reminisced.
“I forgot about these.” He smiles.
He leans down to press a kiss to each pricked nipple. And whilst he thinks he’s discovered an oral fixation and a deeper appreciation for your body, you’re impatient.
“Vander.”
Your clipped tone makes him look up, still swirling his tongue around the nipple that's found a new home in his mouth.
“Now.”
He sucks harder just to spite you and you buck against him, catching the tip of his tapered head. He shudders and angles his hips away from you with a glare as he shivers. “I’m doing something.” he growls.
“Now or never, Van.” He stops and you raise a brow, but he merely switches up on you. “Want me to go find Silco?”
“For what?” He sounds offended. Genuinely.
Your fingers rub over your clit and you twitch. That strikes something in him. He swats your hand away, grabbing the underside of your knees and wrapping your legs around his hips.
“Silco can’t fuck.” He growls, dragging the tip of him through your folds with a pressure that has you butchering a sigh. He aligns himself with the clenching hole of yours, “He can’t fuck you like I can.”
It feels like he’s pushing in, but he slips out and knocks your clit making you whimper and throw your head back.
“Can he?” His voice is low from where his breath fans hotly by your ear. “Tell me you need it.”
Your hand is at his hip while the other is entwined with his and as he’s propped above you, staring into your watery eyes that are nothing but desperate as he scans your face.
“Hurry up.” He mocks you with a smug smirk that you don’t have the energy to combat.
“Need it.” You mutter, barely audible against his ear.
He leans down, that ego of his inflates at how fuckable you look. He’s not expecting your legs to pull his hand with his cock in it against your heat that gushes against his knuckles and your lips are on his ear.
“Make me cum?” It’s breathy and everything after that is a blur in your memory.
He sinks into you inch by inch. The world stops moving and the room starts spinning all while your silky heat keeps just beckoning him deeper and deeper until his hips are stopped by yours.
The moan you give is throaty and unrestrained. He needs to get deeper and a switch flips in his brain when he sees where you’re both connected. Your slick is teasing its way down his balls and his heart feels like it stops when he realizes what’s happening.
Your walls, that are still trying to suck him deeper, are pulsing.
His hand tightens around yours and your flesh bulges between his fingers when he lowers himself closer to you. His hand leaves yours and cups your neck. Vander is shaking. You run your hands through his hair and see his face that’s flushed with color, brows knitted tight and eyes drooping slightly.
He’s as wrecked as you feel.
Even then he leans forward and kisses you hard. His tongue drags through your mouth, sucking and trying to reminisce in the taste of him on your tongue when his hips recoil and you’re whimpering right into his mouth.
“Van.”
You don’t get another word out because the second hips ram yours, it knocks every coherent thought out of your brain. He’s groaning into your mouth, cupping your neck a little more firmly so he can kiss you with this languid fervor that makes you shiver. The hand on your hip tightens and he does it again.
His hips slam into yours and you’re digging your nails into his back to ground yourself. He does it again and pulls out slower so you feel every vein on him and the curve of his cock.
When he finds a pace, you’re babbling and digging your nails into him so much that its making him twitch and he’s forced to break the kiss. He doesn’t care about the drool that falls to your chest, he just kisses it away and smears it on his chin before he grabs your hips and tosses his head back.
His rutting and the way your cunt is taking him so well, struggling slightly from his size and gushing all the same makes him twitch every so often. His nerves are on fire and he can’t find it in himself to snark a line at you or tease you at how you’re holding onto him for dear life and making his thighs so slick that he has to hold you or he’ll slip out of you.
The thought of slipping out even for a second is devastating and he buries his face in your neck. You’re not heaving so much anymore, but he tips back when he feels your nails lose their edge.
Your eyes are clouded and your breathing is uneven. He stops and cups your face with the slightest smile.
“It’s hot, right?” He pants and you nod dumbly. He laughs, wrapping your arms around his neck and rocking back so you’re both sitting up. He waits, kissing your cheeks while you catch your breath and before long he feels your hips buck.
“You.. You don’t wanna stop?” He’s asking, but you roll your hips and kiss up his throat in a way that makes his mind go blank. “Oh fuck-”
You keep rolling your hips and his balls feel tight. Stopping just then, being so close to the edge seemed to yank his nerves because now he thinks he might cum at any second.
“Shit-” He whimpers, hands gripping your hips as he falls back into the bed. He starts bucking faster than he did before and you almost slump forward, hands on his chest as you try to rock your hips along his pelvis.
“I’m gonna cum.” He whimpers. His groan travels through you and his hand splays on your abdomen so he can strum your clit. “Fuck, baby, please-” He shouts as his hips start clumsily slapping into yours. “Cum-" he sounds positively broken, back bowing as his groans and hiccups mix with yours. And when he does cum. It’s brutal.
The way his hips are slapping up into yours draw out your orgasm and his cum fills you so much that after a few seconds it starts leaking down his cock. He keeps groaning and the grip on your hips would be borderline painful if you weren’t a trembling mess on top of him. His legs keep you from falling back and you’re sure that your shouts were heard by the whole floor.
When you both come down after lithe movements of your hiis to provoke the other, Vander flips you on your side next to him pulling out and you’re both holding each other like the other might disappear. His lips are pressed to your nape while your face is buried in his neck.
The rain sounds light compared to the heavy silence in the room, but neither of you are strangers to it. To the silence nor the rain.
“I need to open a window.” You mutter.
“‘S fine.” He says, tangling his legs with yours.
It’s warm like this. It’s not the first time that you’ve fallen asleep with Vander next to you or been tangled in his embrace. But it’s one of the first times you don’t think you could do without it.
. . .
In the morning, when you go to move, there’s an ache in your thighs. Your brows furrow and you bury your face against the warmth next to you before remembering exactly why there’s warmth beside you and why your thighs ache.
You crack an eye open and your blurry vision reveals Vander is propped up and you’re nuzzled into his chest.
“Good dream?” He smiles.
“Mm.” You're absent-mindedly agree and pull him down so his lips are on yours.
He kisses you like you’re made of glass and touches your cheek as if you’ll spook if he holds you too tight. He smells faintly of the paperbacks and smoke you associate with Silco’s apartment and more of leathers and cedarwood that are more his style. Vander pulls back, pecking your lips and cheeks and forehead before simply staring down at you.
“I was cleaning you up this morning and I didn’t get to tell you last night, but-” he shrugs, an endearing flush colors his ears. “You have the prettiest clit.”
You knock him upside the head and he laughs, falling to lay next to you as you give him an earful, but he kisses you again. This time slower and somehow softer than before. His eyes droop at the complacence that overcomes you afterwards and he can’t help but smile.
“Thanks for staying over.” You mutter, voice still laced with sleep as you stroke his cheek.
He leans down to nudge your nose with his. “Why? You know it’s instinct at this point.”
“I know.” You wrap your arm around his neck and he nestles himself between your legs. He’s still propped above you when you say, “I missed you coming to check on me. It gives me a chance to take care of you, too. And I missed that. You, I guess I mean."
He stares down, biting his lips, and trying not to let his eyes get too misty. His laugh is breathy when he buried his face in your neck. “You’re just saying that.”
“Vander.” You frown and tilt his chin up. “I mean it.”
He gazes as if he’s waiting on you to say you’re joking, but he’s letting out a ragged breath when you don’t.
“Then could we shower together?”
You grin and run your hands through his hair. “And breakfast, right? I know you’re hungry.”
He raises up to his knees, knocking blankets off you and you find that you’re still bare and at this angle you feel a little of Vander’s spend gush out. He grins playfully, thumb pushing the glob right back into you.
“Starving.” He licks his lips, but the bell near your door rings.
There’s a visitor downstairs and for some reason your doorkeeper won’t let them up. Vander groans a little, maneuvering off the bed and fishing out some clothes he keeps for when he stays over.
“It’s probably a wasted Silco.” He gives you a smile, “Don’t shower without me, I’ll be right back.”
He kisses you before he’s going out of your small building and finding no ones there. You live on the nicer part of the undercity and it’s not nearly as protected as it when you get deeper into it. No one should be awake given the sun hasn’t risen.
There’s light in the sky and Vander’s putting up his hair when he spots some kid waving him down the block. He follows, but doesn’t make it around the corner.
He’s on his knees and his vision is a little blurry. A boot on his back, in his stitches makes him groan, and a familiar face is in front of him.
“Vander.” The woman gives a wry smile. “Nice fight last night.”
He shrugs, “I wouldn’t know.”
She kicks him square in the jaw and he grunts, huffing at the smaller woman. “I lost a lot of money because of you.”
Vander gives her a charming smile and it’s bloody from her boot nearly knocking the taste out of his mouth. “Should’ve spoken to a bookie.”
She kicks him again and he’s really trying not to call much attention to himself because he knows if he might get arrested for ‘suspicious activity’. That and he’s not trying to have you thinking that he left you high and dry.
“You’re going to get me that money back.”
He honestly forgot about this part. When you don't go through with a fixed fight there are consequences from not following through. He didn't have anything to lose becore and now, well...
“How do you want it?” He asks.
The blonde laughs, feline eyes offering nothing but malice as they trail over Vander's face. “Yesterday, you would’ve told me to piss off.” Bex cocks her head and crouches in front of him. “Is it so that your capsized sweetie up there doesn’t get the brunt of your little mishap?”
Vander’s eyes narrow, but he doesn’t answer.
“You work for me. A couple weeks of my sidejobs and throw a fight or two then we’ll call it even. I won’t even touch your new habit.”
Vander grits his teeth. Habit? He’s been around the block a couple times, but you’re not some toy he’ll give away at the drop of a hat.
And so he sighs. “What jobs?”
“Delivering packages, petting kitties, and maybe pilfer from the pilties.”
He hesitates, but the slender woman obviously isn’t satisfied. She’s about to kick him again, but he catches her foot and winces when spots he catches the eye of his banged up opponent from beside the muscle that had a foot on his back.
“Alright.” He sighs, resting his head on the pavement. “Okay, just… leave Silco and-”
She says your name and Vander bristles looking up at her. The brute kicks his side, nearly dislodging the stitches you’d done last night and he can’t stop the groan from leaving him this time. He hopes your window wasn’t open.
“I do my research, hun. If you walk out, I’ll knock you, Silco, and your piece of ass under the bridge, you hear me?” She waves dismissively for her goons and they follow, but not before the one he fought last night gives him a good kick.
Vander sighs, laying on the sidewalk and staring up at a sky with no sun.
When he sees you in your kitchen, the counter’s still messed up from your last argument and yet you’re smiling from ear to ear when he comes in. You’re glowing as the sun filters through the window in your kitchen and you peck his cheek, “Hey, who was outside?” you ask.
The swelling bruise on his jaw makes you frown and your undivided attention lands on him. It makes him smile softly and he kisses you, bringing your front flush to his.
“Silco.” he sighs against your lips. “Almost tore me a new one for last night’s fight, but he wanted to go get ready for his.”
You hum and kiss him again. He buries his face in your neck and now the only thing he associates with your smell is home.
“Good for him.” You laugh, running your fingers through his hair. “I showered, but I thought I’d wait up on you to cook.”
He hums noncommittally, he’d be upset if he didn’t want you to see the blood trickling down his back from that lughead’s boot from earlier.
You’re in his shirt and he smiles at the slight limp you have but flashes of blood, of what could happen to you and Silco play in his mind make him quake. He steadies himself by coming up behind you.
He doesn’t want this life he’s building to fall apart before it's even seen the light of day. He needs this. This perfect life can't be capsized.
You peck his forehead and stroke the hair brushing your skin on the collar that’s much too big for you. “You alright, Van?”
He’s holding you like you might slip away. He hates that he's got something to lose, but damn it all if he doesn'g love it. He pulls you closer to him and prays that you don't feel the subtle tremor in his arms.
“The best I’ve ever been.”
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