#they are still probably on the phone rn

[craacked-splatters]

It's done!! A few little scribbles for @s-creations FANTASTIC au!! Their writing style is so cool and soft. I love it so much! It's one of my favorites ever for this fandom, always microwaving in my brain when I least expect it but hey I ain't complaining.

I don't wanna spoil anything but if you're looking for a good au fic this ones really good. 10/10 will continue to recommend. It has several parts to it but you can start reading here!

#new record!! thats the fastest ive ever drawn #its currently 5am for me rn lmao it would not let me rest until i was done #i cleaned it up as much as i could and evn though it didn't turn out how i wanted it to be its still good #ill probably continue to draw for this au tbh #hope u like it tumbler user S-creations!! #super mario bros #smb #mario and luigi #wario and waluigi #YPRG au #💛💜❤️💚 #phone art #splatter scribbles #ok time to sleep

[pickled-flowers]

Saw some of the grossest parenting today in the bus

#this dad was on his phone the whole bus ride ok #and his two kids were screaming arguing #at most he would periodically tell them to lower their voice while still on his phone #one time he told them to stop the one sitting next to him hit him 😭 and he went back to look at his phone with no reaction #my guy something is seriously wrong with you #your kids are screaming at each other doesn't even matter all that much that we are in the bus rn #theyre not just being loud kids you need to do smt!!!!!! its too early for this!!! i could hear them even with my noise cancelling headphone #anyways #ive never seen smt like this #and i work in a mall i see lots of parents and kids #idk smt really disgusting about a parent just not even interested in engaging with their kids #dude no wonder they're loud they probably want ur attention #also this one lady once who came in wjth a big stroller #and the store where i work has little moving rooms between the aisle so this woman decided TO LEAVE THE STROLLER WITH A KID INSIDE AT THE #FRONT OF THE STORE #the kids started crying and his hrother (toddler not in the stroller but not following the mom for some reason) started exploring and i #i had to watch them until the mom came back but like the woman just left them there??? #i just stepped in but what if i hadnt??? lady????????? #i see lots of cute interactions of course #like this little girl who came with who i think is her grandpa and he asked me to help her chose her next manga read 😭💖 #i basically work in a book/toy store #theres a lot of candy as well the kids love it #idk i like seeing kids being happy ok it is healing #like all the kids sitting on the floors deep in their books while the parents shop 😭😭😭 makes me smile every time top tier behavior

[iknowicanbutwhy]

"This is Tails. Sorry. You just- you haven't been picking up your communicator, and I meant to leave it be, and I know I said I wanted to take some time- to myself, and I haven't called for a bit, but I wanted to bother you- I DIDN'T want to bother you, I just- i know I said that I-"

*sigh*

"I'm trying to be tougher. Y'know, be okay on my own. But I've been really- thinking. Not talking... does that really have to be part of it? I've thought about it logically- because I guess it was kind of an emotional decision to go away, even if it IS also rational-"

"Tangent. Anyways... "Asking for help is a part of growing up," you said. Remember?"

"You're pretty great at holding yourself together. A-and I need to get better at that. But I still think.. that we should talk about things. We should talk about what happened.... and I know you're gonna go "I don't know what you're talking about, buddy!" and change the subject-"

[...If only I could access my data on Father's recorded history of him.]

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic frontiers #memory transfer au #sonic frontiers au #art #fanart #kitscribbles #sage robotnik #because she's there that's her and i guess ill tag her #CONTEXT. IT IS COMING. IT IS INCOMING LIKE A VERY SLOW MISSILE BUT IT'S COMING #over here like 'i cant draw sonic for shit' and then drew him several times #granted i still cant im just saying low quality is probably my best quality #anywhomst #sage becoming friends with sonic's friends over the phone.. can you imagine.. #they can't see all the little things that are wrong with him - him posture him expressions the weird way his eyes sometimes flicker black #'cyber energy's' a wacky thing i suppose #and she can go 'haha yeah tell me more about what YOU guys are doing haha i wanna know more about that we've talked about me enough rn' #you ever just hear someone talk about their day and how happy they are with how things are going and just feel happy for them #yeah #i think tails in particular really gets to sage. she has to comfort him sometimes #tails calls back when sage doesn't for a few days and sage picks it up and tails is all #haha im so sorry about that previous call let's just pretend it didnt happen?? yeah i think thats what we're doing i was just. having a #day for some reason dw bout it. How are things with you?? and sage is all hm lets not talk about that actually can we rather talk about #the other thing and tails is like.. woah really #sage trying to gather information while also trying to be nice to tails and it just kinda gets personal

[i-wiggle-i-squirm-bc-i-am-a-worm]

thank goodness she got the ladybug miraculous

#I mean Gabe sucks but being the moth/butterfly holder is probably made 10x easier when you can afford a whole separate room for ur lil gys #where I live rn we have a sponge moth takeover #it was really bad in the fall but even in the dead of winter these guys are still in my room #this happened to me this morning and I'm still fucking mad abt it #nothing like opening your phone and being jumpscared by moths flying to your phone #also I know it's the butterfly miraculous but I just need to vent abt my moth situation #miraculous lb #marinette dupen chang #miraculeakless #also is the ml fandom safe to join again?? I've been gone for so long I miss it #miraculous au #I guess????? #this is just a dumb little comic idk but yea technically au #wiggly's art

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before #is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things #the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the #weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad #not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a #prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country #my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for #treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad #as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain #shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing #to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird #when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk #i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach #out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like??? #this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home #somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms. #but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long #term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting #whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot #i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors #i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival #unrelated

[ailani-reillata]

The final chapter comes out in a few hours! Unfortunately I probably won’t be able to stay up and chat with you guys, but hopefully tomorrow we can all celebrate!!

#I’ve got some health issues and I’m really not supposed to be on my phone rn just because the light makes it worse #BUT #I still wanna post tonight if I can #and my beloved editor is always there for me and offering help so that does ease everything #but yeah #i probably shouldn’t stay online for too long #just need to give my eyes and mind a break #but I will be posting!

[icharchivist]

Went to see a ballet with my friend and the titular character appeared on the stage and from where i am i can't see all the details but my reaction was "damn his hair looks stupid. It's like he has......... antennas.... oh no...." and then i realized.

Everywhere i go i see his fucking face.

#first when i went to see ff7 now this. will i ever be free. #it's a russian ballet but based on a spanish tale so like. i connected dots (i didnt connect shit) i connected them #its the interlude rn so taking a break with my phone but god #ichatalks #iykyk but the hivemind probably got it #also the knight put a helmet on and his antennas still stuck out of it and i feel unwell

[bmpmp3]

I WANNA get back into painting so heres a little gouache picture

#art #traditional art #gouache #specifically acrylic gouache but i find acrylic gouache much closer to gouache than acrylics #like its basically just gouache thats slightly harder to reactivate. not even impossible just slightly harder LOL #oc art #ocs #oc group: tbai #oc: maddy #had to take a pic with my phone because my scanner cant deal with the neon red paint i used for the underpainting LOL #besides my scanners like dying rn this honestly is probably a better quality pic than any scanned image rip #but i still really like scanning images 😔 i'll deal with my busted scanner someday #anyway painting is very fun but recently i learned oil painting and after doing that it is kinda hard to go back to water based stuff #i miss how smooth and easy to paint and layer it was orz i should try doing it again some time #i need to sort out the clean up regimen for home first (i learned oil painting at school and was using the schools studio exclusively) #but oil painting is sooooo fun its unreal #but gouache is fun too #and acrylics are fun in their own ways #and you know i love my watercolours

[imwritesometimes]

nothing like waking up and immediately having horrible migraine aura followed by a horrible fckn migraine to just completely derail all the plans you had 😖

#last week was very very VERY stressful & busy and a lot of my day to day shit fell to the wayside #and yesterday was really good in terms of getting back to normal! I was like hell yeah crushin it! #and then I started getting the tell tale pre migraine headache last night and I was like I'll take meds to combat this now! try and prevent! #lot of good that did me! haven't had the aura shit in a while fckn doozy of a day had to scrap everything and crawl back into bed #feel slightly better? vision still isn't uhhhh... like I wouldn't drive rn lol but at least it's a little better #head is still fucked but it'll probably be that was until tomorrow #god I hate this I know it's from the massive weather change coming gonna rain for a week straight 😞 #and because I'm so fckn old now AND have nerve damage my whole body is just FUCKED from going back to cold ass weather #I did find out today my brother and I experience different migraine auras though which was interesting #still can't wear my glasses tho so lmao def can't drive or do practically anything at all 🙃 #just now able to look at my phone (only apps in dark mode fck u tumblr for being one of the only apps that has dark mode) #can't even brainstorm on fic which is killing me I can only sit like a potato and just exist #brain cannot imagine things only pound pound pound #erin explains it all

[piived]

not my manager trying to call me in the middle of my grandmas funeral 😐

#sent me a text right after that said ‘Hey dude just checking in on you how are you feeling?’ #like buddy i am actually bawling rn listening to my mom talk about my grandmas life how do u think i’m doing #ashdfkllakdhwj #to be fair #i don’t think he remembered that today was the funeral #he is normally great about these kinds of things lmao #he’s given me so much time off to deal with this all too #so it’s just funny to me #i also had my phone on dnd so i didn’t realize until long after so it’s not like he interrupted but still just funny #anywayz #back home now and emotionally exhausted but i’ll probably get the day off tomorrow or i can give him a hard time for ‘interrupting’ if i #do go in tomorrow lmao #vee’s void

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel so fucking feral over any podium with ticker tape, THE PICTURES ARE SOOOOOO GOOD!!! And like...they shoot the ticker tape during the champagne...so it sticks to everything and everyone 🫠😵‍💫

#i turn into such a carfucker over any pictures where the ticker tape is sticking to the cars #brazil.....best podium ever... #its so funny bcs all my phone backgrounds are Seb rn but then theres one thats just the tire marbles covered in ticker tape 😭 #but idk i was looking at pics from germany 2012 where they have golden tape #WHICH LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD #but the way its sticking to their skin and racesuits i feel so unwell #yeah sorry this is so weird i just think its so incredibly visually appealing #itd be fun to make one of those 'details' post and its just tape sticking to different things #theres these pics from some ROC where Seb has golden tape stuck on his cheek ITS JUST SO PRETTYYYYYYY #i wonder why they do it at certain gps #and god im so sad im thinking like oh i wonder if they still do it at the german gp BUT THERE IS NO GERMAN GP ANYMORE 😭 #bur i think they do it at hmmmm #Australia/Brazil/Hungary/Miami etc I'm not sure which else since i dont pay as much attention to podiuks atm LMAO #but yeah idk i just feel sooooo deranged and feral about it #i think the race i have the most pics downloaded from is brazil 2010 for obvious reasons 🤭 #that is probably one of my fav podiums ever top 3 probably #ALSO ALSO #theres these fucking magnificent pictures from RBR in milton keynes after their 2011 championship #and there's red white and blue ticker tape AND SEB IS WEARING MY FAV HELMET OF HIS!!! THOSE PICS ARE PERFECT!!!!! #if i wasn't committed to having a shippy pic as my of those would def be up there #anyways seriously going thru it(being obsessed over a minute thing) #catie.rambling.txt

[housewifebuck]

Does anybody know if there’s a way to make a certain post stop appearing in your activity

#personal #like I know there’s probably not. but maybe somebody has a little hack or smth #I need to turn off some of my bigger posts bc rn whenever I open the activity tab the whole app crashes #which probably has more to do with my ancient decrepit phone than anything else #but still #help

[altruistic-meme]

i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now

#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list #so it was usually around 10-11am #but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take #this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up #when they knocked #bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake #and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived #i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao #so #we'll see ig #I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day #largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show. #and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post* #but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp #which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao #ough #I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd #also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME #and can't be checking my phone or anything #cus ill miss shots!!!! #i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others #i also have to decide how to count the montages #cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages #sigh #......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers. #which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together #lmao #oh this will be so much fun #shh ac #young royals

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[running-in-the-dark]

today was exhausting - my friend was here for about 7 hours and I just. oh man I love her and all but it's just a lot sometimes. it's probably for the best that we only meet up like 2-4 times a year now (gives me enough time to forget how draining it is so I look forward to it, and recover afterwards)

I don't talk to anyone but my husband most days, and he doesn't really talk. so that's maybe 15 minutes total of talking. and today it was literally. 7 hours. no breaks except when we were eating (but no even then someone was always talking).

first of all ouch, it hurts (my voice is very hoarse now). and also. it's so so so draining. like. we really have nothing in common at this point. but she's my oldest friend and I do love her so it's tolerable... but just barely. these days there's way too much diet/food/weight loss talk, and also she seems to be getting into alternative medicine which I cannot fucking stand (it's one topic where I can't pretend or be nice about it either). lots and lots of very preachy vegan stuff too (I don't have any problems with it, I admire people who can do it, but fuck dude you know I eat meat and that I've said many times that I *can't* go vegan (I would starve. there's not enough foods that would be left. seriously.) and it feels pretty shitty to keep going on about it every damn time. I'm not sitting there trying to convince her that she should really be an atheist or something, because I know what her thoughts are about that and I respect it.

when she hangs out with her other friends a lot it's mostly just talking about all the issues that come from that (they fucking suck). I don't know, it kind of feels like I'm her therapist. when I talk about something I'm interested in she doesn't ask many questions and it kind of sucks. like, dude I don't care about your plants either, but I'm interested because you care, so. maybe try that too. would be nice!

#like I know alllll about her other friends and their shitty behaviour #and just. it's exhausting #it's also exhausting telling her over and over again that she is too nice. yes being nice is good and all but she lets people walk all over #her and afterwards she goes 'oh well I guess it was probably just because [they had a bad day/other thing that happened/I said the wrong #thing]'. I do that too! but it's just EVERYTHING. always. even when someone is CLEARLY being shitty to her. like her shitty friends. she #will still excuse their behaviour #it just makes me sad man. #buuut #like come on maybe let me talk about my stupid tv show for 5 minutes and try to seem a little interested? I know it's irrelevant I know no #one cares but damn you really can't pretend?? I've mentioned it before a couple times on the phone and she's always just vaguely like 'ah #that sounds interesting' WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN SAID ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IT'S ABOUT. but she doesn't ask what it's about so. I just stop #talking about it and we change topics. #like. yeah I know it's a bit weird that I'm in my 30s and that is one of the most important things in my life rn but. that's how I am. it's #always been that way. and my other friends care (or at least pretend to because they care about *me*) #so it feels pretty shitty! #like if I can look at 15 pictures of how big her fucking plants and herbs are getting. idk maybe ask one question about my show. #or like. even things like our new apartment and stuff. she listened and everything. but it's just. there's no interest there really. just #live 'oh that's nice :)' and we move on to the next topic again #idk man it makes me a bit sad (and I know it's ironic because I say she needs to acknowledge that people don't treat her well but. I mean I #do know this isn't great. and I limit my communication with her to a level that doesn't feel too exhausting. so. idk I feel like it's #different or whatever. buut really I just don't have many friends and I get lonely and it's better to listen to someone talk about #themselves all the time than not talking at all) #okay I'm gonna shut up now #and anyway I'm just exhausted and it's all very fresh rn and I'm incredibly tired so I'm very grumpy. usually it's really not that bad. #I just needed to vent I guess #okay bye and goodnight and I will stop talking now I swear #personal

[valsilverhand-archive]

Trying to flesh out 3 characters at once is tough! So many ideas rolling around like oof

#val rambles #tho ngl its probably just gonna be circe and chamber rn #still thinking about zel too #but i have NOTES #in my phone for when the ideas strike