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bottombatch · 10 days

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Fanfic Writer Questions

thanks for the tag @optiwashere!

If you're reading this, consider yourself tagged! But here is one more for the road: @collegeoflore

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

Apparently I have 20? That's news to me lol. I would have guessed like 10 to 12. I've used this AO3 account for a while, I guess.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

62,119 words, according to the statistics.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently, only Baldur's Gate 3. Before that I was writing lightcanon for League of Legends.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. And They Were Roommates

2. To Muzzle a Gith

3. Misfit and Nomad

4. I Thought About You

5. Workouts in a Winter Hellscape

Damn. Some of these are callbacks.. Not too surprised, though. These either have popular ships or popular fandoms. LoL lightcanon in 1, 3, and 4 make sense to me, even if I'm embarrassed by the writing in them. Continually shocked by To Muzzle a Gith. I guess Shadowzel is that popular? I don't know. I have so little desire to write for them again and the writing in it makes me cringe, tbh. Same with #5 LMAO. You couldn't pay me enough to reread the fics I wrote in highschool.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yes, always! Well. If someone comments on something really old I might not? But only because im scared they'll ask me to update it lmao. But in general, yes! I love talking and hearing what people liked!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

If I'm including the 20 QOTD Challenge fic (and i am because this is my post), I'd have to give it to Nerves, ch19 of that challenge. I mean, its a flashback scene about killing a childhood friend (and maybe lover) for a crumb of an uncaring goddess' attention.

It's pretty much the only piece of angst I've written that doesn't have some overtone of hope to it. I'm hoping to work it into my act 1 rewrite because I like it so much.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

To me, its Savoring Seconds from the challenge. It's bittersweet but after everything those two have been through... It's the happiest I can envision them ever being. Maybe that's just my bias tho :P

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No? Do most people get hate on fics? I haven't had anything of the sort. Hard to imagine what that would even be like..

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Yes, I do. Outside of To Muzzle a Gith, I think I write pretty tame stuff? More emotional than anything.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

A Common Song was really the only crossover, but even then.. it was really just a League of Legends fic with a cyberpunk2077 au. It had some good ideas tho.. maybe I'll return to it some day.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I've noticed?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not really. I've helped with brainstorming before but that's really all.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

This.. is tough. I change fandoms too often for something like this 😭 If I had to pick a bg3 ship... Laz/Karlach. Is it cheating to say my OC ship? Probably. But fuck you, its MY post. I've cried multiple times on the bus just thinking about these two, no one else had quite the strangle hold on me. (I was thinking abt Karlach's funeral btw).

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

A Common Song. I was cooking on some of those ideas but I was FAR too ambitious lmao

16. What are your writing strengths?

I'm... Not totally sure, to be honest. Its hard to read your own stuff and see what's uniquely strong. If you have any thoughts, please let me know!

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I don't think my writing has much rhythm to it. I'd like to work on that. Also my grammar is shoddy at best. English classes were always my lowest grades :,)

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

For fantasy languages I think it's fun! It can add a lot of depth and creates a lot of insight to a characters culture. Dabbling with Drowic for example was a lot of fun.

But like, a real language? Naw. I don't know any other languages so unless it was a phrase I knew a character said in canon.. I wouldn't want to risk a shoddy google translate.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Uh. It was either Invader Zim, Mass Effect, or SAO? I'm not totally sure. This would have predated AO3, when I was in middle school or something. I've tried to find those fics but I think they're genuinely lost.

Probably for the best lol.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Currently, it is Snowfall. Once I post it, I think it'll be the act 1 rewrite.

#fanfic writer q #tag game #doing this on my phone was a HUGE pain in the ass #i might go back and hyperlink the fics later if i remember

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koinotame · 4 months

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hi! it's me, nana / koinotame!

if you're wondering why i went inactive and then deleted, my mental health kind of (really) tanked... and i ended up deleting my blog in a fit.

it's getting better bit by bit though! and i've been wanting to get back into writing (and talking abt my unhinged/yan ideas i can't really talk to anyone else abt), so. here i am! for now, at least

as for my previously posted writing, there's some good news and some bad news: the bad news is that everything i wrote directly into tumblr (99% of snippets, a lot of ask answers, most exact content warnings, etc) is gone. the slightly less bad news is that iirc there were very very few posts of mine that weren't reblogged by anyone at all, so they're probably still out there? feel free to send them my way if you find any and i'll rb them. @/midnight-remembrance also has reblogged a couple of them! there's a couple snippets i have saved in some places, so i might repost those on my own as i find them, but there's very few of those. the good news is that anything longer (proper writing — oneshots, hcs, yan alphabet responses and so on, prompt responses, etc) is safely backed up where i originally wrote it! some of it is also on my ao3, which is the same username. feel free to send me asks about any you'd like to see again and i'll repost them! i might not post them if i feel too embarrassed about/wish i hadn't posted them, and i might rewrite/heavily edit some of them, but i think there's only a handful that fall into the former category and none of them were particularly popular. either way, no harm in asking!

as for some other updates: i'm a little divided on whether i want to keep posting explicit nsfw or not so we'll see. i might just keep it out of main tags. idk yet. regardless of what decision i make, this blog is still strictly 18+ and that will not be changing. since we can reply from sideblogs now, this is a sideblog and not my main now. why? sometimes i prefer to check up on a blog frequently instead of following them for a couple of reasons, but this felt very awkward when they were following me. so this being a sideblog relieves a bit of that stress. if this makes it sound like i have severe brain worms, it's because i do. to that effect though, if we interact every so often feel free to consider us mutuals regardless of whether or not i'm actually following you =w=b tbh i.............. am not really into genshin anymore. i might post about it here and there but i just Do Not (really) Care about it anymore. scara aside to some degree i also have no clue what's going on post inazuma lol whatever projects or commitments to writing or etc i had made beforehand. i forgot all of them so just pretend that never happened ok? ok i'll also probably be posting more sparsely, but we'll see! and (this is obviously the most important bit) i have no clue where i put the mika edit so we're back to my og classic pfp. the header scales terribly and is temporary, please ignore that too

all that aside, as a treat for anyone who sees this in time,

*roughly 6/22 done, but fairly quick to write. roughly one paragraph per character (sneak peek line: "it's not too hard to be discreet with his unique magic when someone really deserves to fall face down a flight of stairs. or three. oopsie. odd they don't remember it, huh? well, he had nothing to do with that.") **more realistic isn't quite the right word(s)... probably won't post this one to the main tags regardless. won't be doing all of the characters (only important/relevant ones) and won't be writing more about/expanding on, so this one is just like. a one off experiment sort of thing. overall less violent than most takes on the au + leans a bit (or lot, depending on how you look at it) more on the religious aspect of self aware aus. i wrote a couple paragraphs a while ago, then rewrote them, but i'll only finish/post them if there's interest for it (sneak peek line: "aether has deluded himself and cast You aside entirely on his own—and when You finally grace them with Your real presence, zhongli is certain aether will be the first to fall from Your grace.")

i have one other new thing immediately ready for posting that'll get posted in a couple of days but that one's pretty silly

#koinotame #and hi to the three people that found this blog before i posted this o/#long post #i ended up writing a lot. ehem.#<- the type to always have trouble getting essays down to the max word limit #if nobody ends up seeing this. well. it'll be here still when i post some actual writing #q

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spaceratprodigy · 10 months

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OC Superlatives Tag Game

Thank you for the tag @the-lastcall 💖💫

The Favorite

I don't think this comes as a surprise to anyone. Faith is so very dear to me she is quite literally a part of myself. She brings me so much comfort and has been an outlet for me for the past like? 3 years?? Gosh look at how far she's come. She helps remind me that everything is going to be okay.

The Oldest

While technically I have some ocs that are even older than her, Cookie is my first self insert lmao. Nowadays I don't think any but a couple of y'all would even know who she is and that makes me a lil sad! She's very special to me and was very beloved by people who meant a lot to me. Very few know me and her story well enough to see how on the nose it is an escape from my own life. Not shown here but she has burn scars on her right wrist/forearm. An exaggeration of my own burn scar in the same place. Cookie has always been there as a way to not feel alone, to see myself in someone who has been through similar experiences and made it out through the other side. To remember why it's so important to keep fighting.

The Newest

Okay maybe not the newest.. but Iris is the newest oc I've actually been putting a lot of time and love and effort into! I love her a lot! I know I still don't talk abt her as in depth as I would like to but I swear she's got more going on than I share. I just can't help wanting to draw her so self-indulgently full of love all the time, it makes me happy to have silly fun! I really really have been meaning to doodle her more vulnerable and serious moments because she's got a lot of grief in her heart she isn't letting out.

The Meanest

I suppose she was going to have to make her debut sooner or later.. okay but I genuinely don't have much to say abt Poppy. She's been a priv exclusive oc for a lil while and she's not developed.. like.. at all.. I ramble about her a LOT but I'm also literally every day scrapping everything bc my ideas are constantly changing so she's fr not ready yet lmao. Even I don't fully know what her deal is yet! But I can confirm she is the most ruthless (should I admit she's my lowkey nuka-world raider oc I made specifically to fuck Porter Gage nasty as hell likeeeee)

The Softest

Maril is my BABY!! She does not have a mean bone in her body and the closest she'll ever get is when she's defending her friends! She's so generous, she wants to help others any chance she gets and sees the best in everyone.

The Most Standoffish/Aloof

Faith is quite reserved, honestly. Becoming Captain wasn't exactly the life she chose for herself but it was the role she had to take on. For Phin, for her crew, for Halcyon, it was something she would grow to take seriously in time. She doesn't like to let on just how stressed and overwhelmed she is until she crashes and burns and has to be forced to rest before her stomach ulcer incapacitates her (speaking from experience, it's excruciating). When allowed to, she's pretty quiet and keeps to herself. She was never exactly the most social person and struggled to maintain any sort of relationship with anybody. She'll eventually warm up to her crew and come out of her shell. Sometimes you just need to meet the right band of misfits who get you.

The Smartest

I swear this isn't just me tooting my own horn. I genuinely built her character favoring her intellect and charm. Her highest levels were in engineering, science, and medical. She's got a head on her shoulders, and she's often pretty lost in it. Faith loves to build and tinker with things and loves reading and learning as much as she can. One her own comforts, really. Maril and Iris aren't necessarily too far off on this one, Faith just has a little more under her belt. (Maril is also dedicated almost exclusively to being a gummi ship mechanic and Iris is best at carpentry!)

The Dumbest

Poppy is by no means a moron and shouldn't be underestimated. But her skills and knowledge are very strong in fighting and survival. She does however qualify as my dumbest oc here because.. she was my melee heavy idiot savant build! Girl never at any point got a single level put into her INT lmao.

The One I'd be Friends With

Hands down Maril would be the bestest friend I could ask for. She would be so sweet and considerate and let's be real.. I'd want to also work on the gummi ships with her. I love my gals but I just know Maril would be a ray of sunshine and a great friend. She'd also love to listen to me talk abt all my own projects and we could build so many cool things together..

#this was super fun I've been wanting to work on it for a while but!! i wanted cool lil oc banners too #okay it's super late and I should def be sleeping so I'm gonna pass tf out as soon as I hit the post button fr fr #hopefully everything I wrote was coherent lmao I try to save these for when I'm actually awake but I was too excited to finally work on it #ocs #captain of the unreliable #sole survivor #maril highwind

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noireovertures · 5 days

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it's been a couple years since i made the original pinned, so... here's a new one :D

hi there, i'm noire and welcome to my blog! i'm only really semi-active at the moment, but i really enjoy being here.

the content you will find here will mostly consist of giant/tiny and nonsexual vore (primarily soft and safe). most of it will be original content related to my ocs, but there may be the occasional fandom post as well.

i also frequently will mention my best friend in relation to a lot of my projects/ocs as we do a lot of creative work together. (seeing the names 'moth' or 'prime' means i'm talking about him!)

important notes about the blog and blogger:

my work on this blog is all intended to be nonsexual! i am aroace and prefer g/t and vore as narrative tools and a comfort, in the case of the latter. i politely ask that if you aren't going to interact w/ my work in a nonsexual manner, that you simply do not interact with me.

i didn't make this blog until i was 18, but i've lurked and had an interest in its subject matter for roughly 12-13 years. i've seen a lot of great and terrible things! i don't recommend my work to anyone under 16, but otherwise, you are free to interact with it as you wish. i hope to make the kind of content i wish had been easier to find when i was younger.

above points clarified, i want to also add that my favorite stories to tell are often centered around platonic and queerplatonic relationships. this will include familial or quasi-familial relationships as well and i'm aware that isn't everyone's cup of tea. i'll point out such things at the top of related posts, but if you're uncomfortable with that sorta content, my work isn't for you!

lastly, this is a sideblog and as a result, i interact from my main. if you like me here, feel free to bug me over there too. i'm the same weird bird, just in a different color <3

tags + projects under the cut

current tags

noirenoises -- textposts

noirecollects -- reblogs

noiredoodles -- my art! (which, coincidentally, is mostly doodles)

noirewrites -- my writing

noirebox -- answered asks (it's a play on 'blackbox'!) voreposting -- catchall tag for vore and adjacent content

noire reads gid -- liveblogging tag for my reading of the series getting in deep!

ocs will have tags that start with "oc;" followed by their name (ex: "oc; holland")

universes/plots will have tags starting with "uni;" followed by the name of it or an abbreviation (ex: "uni; another twist" or "uni; mcuni")

projects [seeing ** by the name means they're worked on with prime!]

hdc (home distress call)** -- being reworked, hopefully will post about it again soon!

(in general i am working on refining stuff abt my mc ocs for posting as well. slowly.)

#pinned #noirenoises

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devilfic · 4 months

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Hi again!! I got so happy you answered my ask!

Your series where two are joined, relentlessly basically was the thing that made me go back into writing, and opened the door to me writing canon x oc or canon x reader. I love love love your style.

What I like about your writing is that you really do humanizes the characters. Including the reader! Most people don't give the reader a personality or attitude, and it falls on being passive. Battinson too: most writers either make him all about sulking and brooding or mischaracterizate him in the opposite direction, making him way too extroverted.

You gave him both a sense of humour (y'know, like a human) but still feel like BATMAN – I could go on rating about every single line and dialogue that made me go ooooh but I guess it would be better to comment it (i always forget to comment)

Chapter 5 of right place, right time too! Got me pacing around the house thinking oh she'll get caught! :[ – again, you really do humanizes the characters and show us their minds and feelings. I didn't read the sixth one yet but I'm looking forward to it!

Okay I'll get out of your inbox now. Hope this didn't annoy you in any way! I really could go on rating about your writing

Here's one work of mine that is Batman x reader: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47424580

omg thank you ;-;;; I'm so happy that you got back into writing!! as someone who's been writing fic since they were like. 10. there have been points where I've walked away from writing because I genuinely thought there was nothing left in me to give, and then something would inspire me (like batman!) and it would start all over again. it's insane how that works

and yes. I think writing reader inserts (especially for a series) can be difficult because you want to let people imagine themselves in the reader's shoes, but you're operating within the confines of what might alienate a reader vs. what would keep people invested in the story. giving them a personality is one of those things, and I accept that some might not like the personality I give my readers and click off, but a lot of writers I like who do reader inserts typically do them a certain way, so it's just up to the reader to find one they like!

and I agree about battinson ssdfkjdsfkj. the fics I've read where I really fucked with how he was written are in my #mjreads tag, but yeah... it's funny because I never cared about batman as a character through my limited exposure to him (that being the bale movies when I was a kid and some glimpses of the animated shows here or there) and it was the batman's portrayal of him that really made me understand what he was supposed to be. he wears two faces but at his core, he is the same man. not a shaking little chihuahua who cries all the time or a genius, billionaire, playboy philanthropist (yet, anyway LOL). he's like anyone who carries tremendous grief with them through life: deeply changed, but still determined to continue on.

I feel like I just rambled at you so I apologize but I just love talking abt the batman and writing sdfhsdkfjk and I'll definitely check that fic out! thank you

#just-seeing-everything #and let me know if you'd like me to answer these privately from now on #mjanswers

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hibernationsuit · 6 months

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🥞🍟🌙🙈🍀🌌 for toby =D

thank you!!!! <3

🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?

Chocolate croissants (often 'leftover', as in bought on the previous evening during his & Klara's daily-ish walk) and strawberry greek yoghurt <3 And coffee, obviously.

Halcyon-wise, something coffee-like and mock-apple pieces w/ something honey-like.

🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?

Toby sucks at cooking. He can make scrambled eggs and maybe easy pasta, alright, but anything above that? Nah. Same w/ Klara btw.

They tend to order food a lot (or go to a restaurant), but also order "leftovers" from food places bc 1) less waste (which is good + Klara is a sustainability sciences major) and 2) cheaper.

Though, I do think that he actually started working on his cooking skills in Halcyon bc. the food there ain't good. Out of all the non-carbs non-sweet food items i think there's like. only one non-meat food (?) and this guy's a vegetarian.

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

His wish is quite simple but also super complicated. He wants to do good things for people. Which he does. People pleaser etc etc.

Another one is to, like, have one, peaceful rest day every now and then, where he won't be bothered by anything and anyone. That's also surprisingly hard to reach.

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

I think I've talked abt this at some point but like sjfjfjfjfbfj everyone sees him as a strong, brave and confident man who isn't afraid of anything but in reality he's always a few moments from a breakdown, always lingers on "what-ifs" regarding his choices, is extremely unsure about his skills and is surprisingly vulnerable.

Adding to the last part, bc of his childhood he's not keen on showing vis vulnerability like, at all, due to it having been used against him before.

🍀 CLOVER - do they believe in luck? are they lucky?

Somewhat yes! Maybe not in luck as "luck" but more of a "accidentally being in a right place at a right time".

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

This is a funny one bc i originally planned his playthrough to be in-character as my original story oc Nathan, but then i started getting A Bit Too Invested into this guy's story and at the same time i started to explore tow tag on tumblr and noticed that people actually made their captains their ocs and. well. here we are!

I think the first decision was to make him justice & equality driven character (which is also Nate's quality) but if don't count, I think the first thing was deciding that he's a chemist! :3

oc emoji asks

#asks #oc: tobias #thank uuuuuuu i love talking about him sm.

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koqabear · 1 year

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i finished it a while ago and was excited about talking abt it with u but my wifi went out all of a sudden LMAO buttttttt anyways, it came back like super late and now im writing this at like midnight. i have so much to say but so little at the same time bcs im literally just shocked. like pure shock. that was SUCH a rollercoaster??? and since you're tagging these asks as spoilers,, im gonna say it. i did NOT expect oc to kill yeonjun. like it was in the back of my head like "maybe..." bcs it kept on being mentioned about how the jacket was heavy but i dismissed it UGH i should've seen that coming.

and beomgyu literally abt to kill oc, with no sign of hesitation (chills)? APPLAUSE. i've read so many yandere fics and so much romanticize that sickness .. then characterize it as dark romance. ofcourse i get that has its own fans but i do appreciate ones that are more on the realistic side with these psychos (ik this more of a psychological thriller too so ig it was a given for that to be the direction, but still THANK YOU). like hes insane enough and therefore hes capable of killing oc bcs he doesnt see her as a human being at all. so again, I really appreciate that aspect </3

then yeonjun. yeonjun and his fake moral compass. he was trying so hard to hold onto that humanity that he thought he had, and he kept on believing he was superior to others (especially beomgyu in the fic) and it was just...conveyed so well? that final breakthrough at the end when oc tells him hes no better than gyu, and he just...breaks? like he's telling himself hes not, while also trying to kill oc...just like gyu. The ascends to madness was so properly conveyed in that last scene, even though its been implied throughout the whole story that he basically has some sort of inner conflict and lost his moral compass wayyyy earlier. the last part really hit it in the nail, which is just so right for an ending scene.

the last part i want to touch on was the way you utilized oc's pov in the stalker part of the story. its the way i knew beomgyu and yeonjun were the ones literally hiding cameras in her room and have sick fantasies of wanting to own her, yet even with that background knowledge i still suspected soobin. and i still trusted beomjun. MAYBE IT WAS JUST ME??? but idk bro, i was so mad at myself when i pieced everything together the same time oc did. i seriously need to watch out, being gullible will be the death of me T-T but even me being super gullible aside, i think your writing is what really made me doubt soobin the way oc did.. i for sure thought we had another yandere on the loose LMAO.

okay now last last part I PROMISSEEE. i just really like the way you wrote how yeonjun/beomgyu broke her down then used her vulnerability to their advantage. its so sick but its such an easy trap to fall into. like obviously this is fiction and therefore it might be more on the extreme side but the tactics they used are just found literally in everyday abusive relationships and i especially liked how you touched upon the fact that extreme dependency can truly be the downfall of someone. and vulnerability, vulnerability was such a big part of the story!!

so, just last comment towards you. i know you worked hard on it and i wrote this entire essay basically to just emphasize that it paid off. i'm 100% sure you're proud of the work and i truly want you to be PROUDER. this was really, really, really good. i sat down, and read through the entire thing without feeling bored, always on the edge of my seat, enjoying your professional but almost casual way of using words (its literally genius the way you write), and truly this was such a perfect halloween post. thank you for writing, seriously. i honestly wish youd get a few bucks out of this (and im more than willing to give a couple IM BEING FRL) </3

one question since this is basically not an actual ask and me just ranting about how much i love your work: do you think you'll pursue writing professionally? have you thought about it? have you taken classes ? i wanna knowwwww

I’ll address a lot of specific points below, thank you so much! <3

(killing off Yeonjun) -It’s sick, but killing yj off was my favorite part! I knew immediately that this story would be dark, and what better way to end off such an intense scene than giving yj what he deserves? I really hope I was able to catch you guys off guard with that, but I made sure to subtly lead up to it with the jacket thing!! (Beomgyu + thoughts on the term “yandere”)

-THANK YOU! Lemme just say, thriller holds such a special place in my heart, and making Beomgyu a fucked up character just allowed me to sneak in that action packed scene at the end haha

I was afraid of writing this story initially— the term “yandere” has taken on many different connotations and meanings, some more romanticized than others. My intent was never to paint such a relationship in a happy or cute light— even if they did have their little honeymoon stage where all was “right”, it’s still a toxic and horrible relationship; it’s always bound to fall apart in the end. Plus, Beomgyu and Yeonjun just became so insatiable that simply having her there was never enough— they needed to control her too.

(Yeonjun + what if mc didn’t put on bg’s jacket?)

-Yeonjun was able to get away with being the better of the two throughout the whole story— so to hear that he wasn’t above everyone else like he so desperately believed, and from the mc no less— it felt like all his efforts were tumbling down, that no matter how hard he tried, it would never be good enough— which was a struggle he had to deal with all his life— it just completely broke the last bit of rationality that he had within him.

Had the mc not put on bg’s jacket, Yeonjun would’ve killed her, then killed himself shortly after—they would only be discovered weeks later after their families reported them missing, a gruesome scene that would’ve destroyed all their relatives; Soobin’s body would’ve been found soon after, judging by the fact that the evidence is still in the cabin and intact.

(Soobin the decoy lmao)

-God I feel so proud that I was able to fool some people at least! Soobin’s persisting affection was a key to making it all convincing— those passing comments, all the coddling and endless attempts to woo her, beomjun saw that and used it to their benefit.

(Use of vulnerability)

-From the start, the mc was already a pretty vulnerable character; she was already away from home with no one else but Yeonjun— which only made her lean into him more and trust him. And because Beomgyu was quick to pick up on that, he knew that the only way to get her more dependent on them was to make her more vulnerable, with her last resort being them; of course, it’s a very drastic depiction, but thank you for noticing <333

(Plans for the future!)

-Thank you so so much :(((( this really means a lot to me, you have no idea.

I have indeed decided to pursue writing professionally! It’s kind of scary to say, (write) but I hope to be able to succeed and publish books one day <3 it’s ambitious, but you never know!

Thank you sooo so much for this review, thank you for taking your time to write this, you have no idea how much this means to me— seriously, I couldn’t stop rereading all of the reviews i received <3

#OYD: !spoilers!#The way you picked up on details #and described the characters #I could fall in love with you #koqabear asks #fic: only you darling.#[♡]— feedback !

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magmacannon · 2 years

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OC ask meme lets go 16-20 and 31 & 32

YEEHAW let's do it... these are fun ones thank u

Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)? Best biologist would be Yarrow if he actually focused on it because organic sciences come more easily to him, but also he might not be the best because his focus would be everywhere. Roman is the secondmost likely to do well at it because he's a giant nerd who lives for school and knowledge and just always does that with all his classes.

Any OC OTPs? oOO with my own guys not as much but me and my wife have a few... huge shoutout to the OGs Roman and Vince, still going strong quite literally 14 years now! (Of my own characters besides this I think I'm... forming an otp for two skyship captains... late-middle aged milf rivals is very tempting to me)

Any OC crackships? fjfhd GOOD question. I think Yarrow smash or passing every character I have is very funny as an idea, and maybe the funniest possibility is like. the absolutely world-ending relationships between the primal gods of my setting (the giant 200 mile centipede has the hots for the unknowably huge primal god of earth, go girls!!!)

Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why) Okay choosing one is hard but I've been thinking abt him a lot so it's time to talk abt Yarrow!! Yarrow was the first developed OC that I made that wasn't either Just Me but slightly different (i.e. Roman) or tied/inspired by some sort of media (FR, other games I'd played) and like... idk!!! He's very important to me because of that but because he was the first character that I sat down and purposefully made a detailed background for, and is still one of the few characters I have that is intensely bold and has hard edges to him. He represents overcoming obstacles to me and becoming genuinely good person because you want it even if you're not perfect or 100% successful all the time, and then applying that same grace to others. Also he's fun to get clothes designed for and can be a goofy guy on the side which means I have fun with him in serious and silly situations.

Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)? Of my developed OCs that I can think of off the top of my head, Roman and Yarrow and Sgositova can for SURE sing and do so enough that others would know about it. Roman's a tenor with the best overall vocal skill of the bunch (he can get very loud if he wants to and still sounds pretty good!), Yarrow's a high baritone who has evolved to be a little more smooth jazz than his original voice claims (somewhere in the slider between Michael Buble and Frank Sinatra), and Tova's the worst singer technically with the most gusto and she's a husky-voiced alto (sea shanties will do that). OCs that can sing decently but don't do it often are Rho (higher alto than Tova, could sing lounge jazz if she wasn't shy) and Leynth (tenor as well, beautiful voice but has trouble with breath support and holding a note without accompaniment).

Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really) Gonna pick someone I haven't mentioned as much it's time for Grey because I think his blog would be objectively funny. Grey's blog is aesthetic black and white photos of modern architecture, grandiose party aesthetics, jewelry and suits (with links to buy them that were either there or he added on his own), and advertisements for his own business products (assuming they existed). He'd tag things with a three digit code depending on type and would have everything queued and genuinely it'd be hard to determine whether his account was a personal or company account until one day he posts something notably horny or extremely emotional and then quickly covers it up with about 80 reblogs.

Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why? Roman.............................................................. just because he'd be a miserable little bastard who's nearly crying and says "who's there????" at every noise. Special mention to Dehiscence for being the monster in a horror game tho they'd do well.

#ty so much for the ask!!! I'm gonna get to the rest of them tomorrow hehe #c: Roman #C: dehiscence #c: yarrow #c: sgositova #c: leynth #c: rho #c: grey

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// stress, anxiety

this is rhea's hyperfix recovery journal!! here i record my thoughts and reactions to forcefully severing myself from my hyperfix. These hyperfixes include tommyinnit (cc), mcyt/dsmp-adjacent twitter, and the content surrounding these spheres.

It has been about 15-20 minutes since i deactivated. i feel jittery, anxious, and have a nagging annoying urge to go back and see what people are doing on twitter. i also really really hope some people on there visit me here. Also hi tumblr moots!! hopefully you don't think i'm too weird for doing this, but i feel that it will help me develop a healthier relationship with my current unhealthy hyperfixation. don't worry, this won't be the only thing i talk about on here, but if this stuff really weirds you out, i'm going to tag it!! the tags are #rhea's hyperfix recovery journal and #rhrj .

i'm also thinking a lot about the content i made while i was neck deep in my hyperfix. (for reference, after deactivating i am now collar-bone deep.) Interestingly, my hyperfixation on the dsmp lore specifically seems to have a less anxiety-inducing effect on me than the aforementioned ones. likely this is because after the whole drm is a vile fucking groomer thing, i couldn't bring myself to interact with his lore in the same way.

but anyways, i'd been thinking about iarh and the other fics i had in the works before i had decided to leave twitter and separate myself from tommy's content. i'm not sure if i want to continue them, but i'm also not sure i want to set them aside. Before now i'd been thinking about how realistically, the ctommy you see in fics isn't really that close to c!tommy or cc!tommy. they're all inaccurate, and extrapolated far from their original source. unfortunately, iarh isn't, but some of the other fics kind of are. they're not based on dsmp fiction of irl tommy fact, but a weird in-between.

I'm seeing a lot of other fan content creators setting the line between portraying drm in their works, and i've also spoken on that myself. for now, tentatively, i will probably add to the works i had planned to publish as more of a light hobby than a writing goal or writing practice. (that's how i had been trying to treat it before, because it helped me develop my personal productivity skills in my writing.)

tldr, i'm kinda sorta still in the process of writing fics, with the same rules as i had before i deactivated and after the stuff abt drm came out. in my process to become Normal, i may find that these fics will no longer interest me! or i could save them for later use, maybe with oc's rather than the dsmp-adjacent characters. i could also continue on the path i'm on now, who knows.

this is all i feel like writing about this now. i am very tired and exhausted. goodnight, to the 11 people on here who might know or care about what i'm talking about. see you again at some point.

#rhea's hyperfix recovery journal #rhrj

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