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aziraphales-library · 5 months
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Hello or good evening
First of all thank you so much for all your work this blog is life saving <3
Second of all, do you have any fic that is about one of them being famous (preferably Crowley but anything is fine) and the other not ? A bit like this fic : https://archiveofourown.org/works/45591769/chapters/114720613
Thank you again for everything you do and I hope you have a lovely day<3
Hi! You can check our #famous crowley tags (and also #famous aziraphale) for fics like this. Here are some more fics in which Crowley is famous for you...
The Underground by miraworos (G)
Crowley has to take the Tube for the first time since he became uber-famous, and he happens across the one person in all of London who has no idea who he is.
In Heaven by AppleSeeds (T)
Famous radio DJ Crowley takes to Twitter to share the fact that he's just encountered the most gorgeous man he's ever seen in his entire life on the train. When he receives a tweet from someone saying that her friend has just told her that he's sitting near to Crowley, Crowley's followers begin to speculate that they might both be talking about the same person, and Crowley finally summons the courage to talk to him.
Rumor Has It by Arielavader (E)
Anthony Crowley is a famous singer, currently on tour and happily married. However, a scheduled tour stop in Las Vegas leads to rumors and a huge confession.
A rockstar's love by The_boxhead (G)
Crowley had a lot of problems finding someone to have a relationship with as the famous rockstar that he is. But that day when he entered that coffee shop and saw that blond haired man behind the counter, he didn’t want more than to get to know that beautiful angel with that cute smile.
Remain Forever Yours by TawnyOwl95 (E)
Seven years ago Aziraphale Device was persuaded out of accompanying his dearest friend to Egypt. Now a famous explorer, Anthony Crowley is back in London and looking for a wife. Aziraphale is determined to be happy for him, despite his own breaking heart.
in the study with the lead pipe by paradoxicalpockets (T)
The year is 1845, and Aziraphale, a rare books dealer, would like to retire early. His plans are scuttled when a mysterious letter is dropped on his stoop - a threat of blackmail from one Lord Gabriel, a wealthy American living out in the English countryside. An already tense dinner with 5 other blackmail victims (one of which is the famous actor Anthony J. Crowley) takes a turn for the worse when their host reveals that they are locked in the mansion, the blackmail materials are in the mailbox outside, and the police are set to arrive in 24 hours. The only way to truly protect your secrets is to send them to the grave. Aziraphale and Crowley must find the front door key and escape...or die trying.
And he one you mentioned...
Release Me by AppleSeeds (E)
When a mysterious man with a rather unique appearance comes into Aziraphale's bookshop and purchases a book written by an escapologist from hundreds of years ago, he asks Aziraphale not to tell anyone about it. Aziraphale wouldn't dream of it - mostly because he has no idea who the man actually is. After Aziraphale learns that Anthony Crowley is in fact a famous escape artist putting together a comeback show following a disastrous performance six years ago, he offers the use of his bookshop to help with Crowley's research. As they get to know each other better and become close friends, Crowley exposes Aziraphale to things he had never even thought of, bringing exciting new experiences into his life and giving him the courage to take risks. But as Aziraphale's affection for Crowley grows, he realises there's one thing he wants that might be too big a risk to take.
- Mod D
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fakesimp · 1 year
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🐒 anon here to raid ur ask box again, hope im not doing this to much lol, lov u chia 💕 for putting uo w my shit
bUT ANYWAYS MONKE THOUGHTS 🤡🤌 mutual pining, idiots clearly inlove with eachother and they know, but theyre both too shy to admit it for shit, they always find looking for eachothers company, Lxm always txting their crush after or during their streams to ask if they watched or not 🤛🤛, too stupidly inlove for eachother, just having a soft spot for the other just makes me feel so 😭💕🤌 like its not even an official relationship, no label was ever talked about, it just happened, every moment they spend is their date. Thats it. Thats the tweet.
🐒 Anon !
Love you too, thank you for dropping your oh-so-gracious monke thoughts on me.
Why so shy admitting them when it's so clear they like each other heeeyyyy Σ⁠(⁠ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ⁠)
Short hcs utc !
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Vox would just drop that "Why are we not dating yet." As a joke, and you usually would just ignore him or laugh it off sarcastically while your heart is either having a race or you felt butterflies in your stomach, until one day you decided to reply to his flirty remarks with "I wonder why. Why don't we start dating then?" Making him just sat there speechless. But you did enjoy his flirtatious remarks, sometimes you even look forward for it. Tho denying it when he points it out.
"You actually liked it when I tease you aren't you." "No, I don't." "Aww, my heart." "I SAID NO??"
Mysta would be the Constantly talking about you either you're watching or not, does he realize it? Maybe? If someone points it out will he accept the truth? Probably in denial but lowkey accepting the truth. There is one time he talked about how cute you are when you're focused on something you're doing when both of you are meeting up irl, everyone in the chat would awe at both you and him, awing at him for just straight off calling you cute when both of you are not having the official relationship yet. Sometimes the Mystakes would ask 'So when are you going to give your shot mysta?' making the Detective blink in confusion.
"My shot? On what-" .... "My Confession to- HUH?? I thought I already answer y'all that I won't do it yet."
Luca would make you fell to his traps so many times to the point you're mad at him, but you couldn't stay mad at him for long since he's just. Someone that you couldn't stay mad with, Lucubs sometimes are worried about you, worried that Luca's joke went too far. But he knows you actually don't mind, he knows his limit. He knows when not to joke around and be serious, such a sunshine. There's also time when he would chat you, asking if you wanna company him in his stream. Sometimes he'll also invite you to play multiplayer games! Lucubs lowkey ships both of you together,
"(Y/n)! (Y/n)! Come here look at this-" "I don't want to die again for the millionth time Luca." "Trust meee I won't kill you this time-" "Can I trust you with that" "Hehe."
Ike, this man, barely talks about you but when he do he would almost mumble everything about you for awhole hour. Talking about how great you are, how he loves your work, he would compliment how talented you are. Everything about you, he would just rant about it to quilldren. He would apologize tho if it's too much, the quilldren favors you. They found it cute when you both replied to each other's tweet ever so cutely. He sometimes accidentally asked if you're watching or not at the beginning of his stream, making the quilldren go 'Shall we summon them?' 'Summon (Y/n) moments'
"I was just asking once and this is how you all act--" *You sent a 'hi' in the chat* "Oh- Hi (Y/n)-! I'm sorry if the quilldren are disturbing you, I swear it was not intentional.. but since you're here want to company me in the call?"
Shu sometimes would send you some questionable memes, but you appreciate it. Some of them actually made you laugh, even brighten up your day! Sometimes you would too, share some memes you found funny. In his streams, Shu would slip up a joke about you. And coincidentally you just opened his stream, you immediately sent 'oh wow.' making the Sorcerer laugh at your reaction in chat.
"Oh no (Y/n) is heree runn-" *reads your chat* "Come here then, join me, I appreciate your company-" *You joined the next second* "Oh, hi." "Just why." "Pft-"
©fakesimp
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A bit ooc? Apologies (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)
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skaruresonic · 5 months
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The idw discourse is so bad, I feel caught in the middle because each time I express how bad the storytelling is, in a new issue or how off model the characters are drawn, idw fans gang up on me. But on the other hand I don't want to be associated with the people who think think it's funny to tweet how Flynn should die or make weird assumptions about Stanley being a bad person ? Like that's weird and cruel. Hate their work not them as people.
I just decided to pretend the comic doesn't exist and it helps lol.
I'm sorry that happened to you. Idk if anyone else will tell you that, but I will, because I know how much it sucks.
One time, I saw a guy on Twitter blame us for his inability to criticize the book in what he believed was a much more "balanced" manner without getting harassed by people.
Digest that for a moment. It's our fault for other people's reaction to us. And instead of rubbing his brain cells together for a moment and questioning the reasons why this knee-jerk reaction occurs, or even reflecting on the fact that it occurs at all and perhaps realizing that the call is coming from inside the house, he fell back on old biases and decided it was the haters who were wrong.
The mental gymnastics on display here are unreal.
In this case, I think people are stumbling into the usual fallacious trap of assuming both sides carry equal weight, and thus believe that defaulting to a position of "neutrality" makes them morally superior somehow.
That's kind of what I hate about this fandom - the utter superciliousness. The rotten shit we as a fandom get up to (and no, being a little snarky in a reblog does not count as harassment) while proclaiming love and light uwu. Be nice to everyone, except those freaks over there.
"Neutrality" is in scare quotes here because it's not true neutrality, but a way of posturing to the in-group that you're not Like Us. As demonstrated by my Twitter-user anecdote, people around here don't want to say anything hater-flavored because it risks intense ostracization. That's why you have people jumping down your throat for presenting even mild criticisms. It'd be pathetic if it weren't so annoying.
I'm not talking about people who let well enough alone. I'm talking about centrists who sneer "both sides are bad," as if by distancing themselves from the situation in a smug manner, they're declaring themselves more enlightened than the rest of us.
Honestly, the other side should be just as insulted, but they're not, because this attitude only helps them in the long run.
In reality, this is more like the fishhook situation centrists have with antis vs. proshippers. Saying "this whole thing is stupid" really only benefits antis because they now have grounds to reply, "Yes, this IS stupid, don't you think proshippers are crazy for being upset at something so trivial?" while conveniently omitting the part where antis routinely send proshippers death threats and other heinous material.
Look at it from this angle: the most concrete harm I have seen their side say they've suffered is a deep discomfort and estrangement from the book. Which, yeah. That sucks. But it's also kinda on you to just click away if it makes you uncomfortable.
On the other hand, I have had legitimate crying fits because of horrible messages I received and have told people multiple times about the anon who mocked my recently-deceased mom. Which, unlike clicking away from a blog, I had no choice but to see sometimes because I was still naive enough to believe people would behave themselves in my inbox. In fact, a mutual were recently discussing our anxieties over retaliation should IDW be cancelled. There's stuff about this that you just don't want to think about because dwelling on it will freak you out.
"Both sides are bad" stings, especially in light of knowing the measures I have taken to walk on eggshells and draw proper boundaries. I literally cannot know if someone in this fandom will consider my explanations harassment and dogpiling, so I try not to reblog with commentary. On the reblogging site.
Reflect on how fucked-up that is, to feel uncomfortable adding a tag to someone's fanart because you're worried they might realize you're One of Them(tm) and shun you on that basis alone.
I won't sit here and say I've always been perfect in my conduct, but at the same time, it's just the infuriating experience of double standards all the way down. Somehow it never occurs to them that if I held them to the same standard they hold me, I could call them all out on intellectual dishonesty for refusing to engage with any of our points no matter how calmly or clearly stated because "lol ur just a hater," and tar them with the same brush as those who sent me death threats.
But ofc, things don't work out like that in the calculus of Le Sonic Discourse. It's just a rotten experience to the core.
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lesb0tron69 · 9 days
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hi renren beloved you prob waited forever for this (& im sorry love eid & shit got in a way also no im not doing this bcs you asked more specifically i had a shit week & i need to do something to make me feel better)
this is prob not gonna sound like a love letter (LOONATEEN REFERENCE) but ill try anyways
its nearly a year since we’re together,,, crazy feels like ive known you forever. sometimes it feels like the only thing i really looked forward to when opening my phone is seeing your msgs / tweets & it feels really silly just laughing at it in public / private wherever. i love you so much do u know that, youre my motivation in life in trying to be a good person or hating myself lesser (prob how i survive finals week). this sounds cliche but i always think about how nice would it be if its just the 2 of us in this world or i could get rid of every bad thing that ever existed in your life (your mom ahem). maybe i should pick up drawing or print a pic of u & put it on a cardholder stand acting like youre a kpop idol just so i could live the next day in peace. one day we should meet. we NEED to meet & we’re gonna go on a date so out of my budget ill prob be broke the next day. i wanna live & be with you forever if its possible. i wanna see you smile everyday & itll just be all i ever wanted. i wanna make you proud when i got to live out my dreams. sorry if this sounds all too cliche & ooc but i had to get it off my chest. well to end it off i know you thought that i dont love you as much but i just wanna let you know the only reason i could be here right now was for you & waking up to a text from you. anyway i love you so much maybe after this tweet ill die of happiness perhaps.
p.s. what if we send each other long ass tumblr blogs & pretend this is some 1890s love letter & we’re both girls okay erh erm
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defeatsthem · 8 months
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💕//Liv and Max!
FIRST DETAILS.
How did they meet? A random get-together that CJ Perry and Rusev had.
Who flirted with who first? Definitely Max.
Was it love at first sight or a slowburn romance? A mix of both, I guess?
Did they start dating right away or were they friends before things became romantic? They were friends first, moreover friends with benefits.
What was their first date? Officially? An art museum.
Who kissed who first? Max kissed Liv first.
Who started the relationship? Max.
NEXT STEPS & HARDSHIPS.
Monogamy or Polyamory? Monogamy.
Are they/do they plan on getting married? Not yet. They've never discussed it.
Who proposed? Was it a yes or no? Max would be the one to propose, more than likely. Depending on when he did it and where, she'd probably say yes but even that might be a stretch.
Do they want kids? Who brought it up first? Max didn't, they never discussed it. It just... happened.
Do they already have kids, together or from previous relationships? Nope.
How often do they fight? What about? Stupid, frivolous shit. They're both stubborn.
Have they ever broken up? Yes.
Messy breakup, amicable split, remain friends, ride or die or til death do us part? Amicable split where they remained friends.
SEX.
In the bedroom - Vanilla, a little spice, or kinky af? A little spice, but mostly vanilla.
For applicable ships - who tops/bottoms? Max tops. Always.
For applicable ships - who is more dominant/submissive? Max dominates. LBR.
What is their favorite sex position? Max loves doggy. Like, it's his personal favorite. Liv loves riding him.
Do either of them enjoy bringing sex toys into the bedroom? Max doesn't but Liv does. He'll toy around with them to amuse her, but would much rather utilize his hands than toys.
Favorite place to have sex? Hotel room just 'cause it's what they're used to considering their careers, but nothing tops fucking at home.
Most adventurous place they’ve had sex? CJ's guest bedroom.
Do they do anything else in the bath/shower other than wash? How often? Nah. Not usually. Suana's, however? Sign Max tf up.
What are some of their favorite things about their partner sexually? Liv's enthusiasm about anything, man. She's a firecracker.
TOGETHER.
Do they have any routines/rituals in their relationship? Not anything of note yet.
How do they take care of each other when they are sick/hurt? Max usually sends care packages and leaves stupid notes on the nightstand or mirror for her. Liv usually babies him because men are babies when it comes to being sick.
Who is the better dancer? Max because he has zero shame.
How do they like to spend time together? Prior to having a kid, it was spent ordering in and watching bad horror movies or going out to some amusement park or water park.
What are their favorite non-sexual forms of intimacy? Hugging, hand holding, cuddling.
What are some of their favorite things about their partner? Max loves her sense of humor. She's a terrible driver though.
How do they comfort the other when they are upset? Max usually... avoids her. LMAO. He's such a dick. Nah but... he'll listen sometimes. Usually tries to crack a joke when she's done ranting or just suggests that they go fuck somewhere until she feels better. Max refuses to really open up so he either goes for a strenuous workout to feel better or bottles everything up until he eventually blows up.
Who buys the other spontaneous gifts? Honestly, Max. Quite frequently.
What position do they sleep in? Backs facing each other or cuddling. There's no in-between.
Do they bathe/shower together? Not usually.
What are their favorite things to do on date nights? Depends on where they are, but Max loves either amusement park dates or paintball.
Do they still go on dates after being together for a while? Yeah, usually try to make an effort to go on a date every other week or so.
What is their love language? Love notes, Liv sends emojis or stupid texts and photos, tweeting each other.
Who’s a cat person and who’s a dog person? Liv's an every-animal person, Max is a cat person.
Who likes the outdoors more and who likes the indoors more? They're pretty similar in liking both, just depends on the day.
Who’s more social? Honestly, they're pretty neck and neck on this. Both outgoing and loud.
Who makes the bed every morning? Liv.
Who likes to keep the house cold and who likes to keep the house warm? Max keeps it warm, Liv keeps it cold.
Who takes longer getting ready? Max, unsurprisingly. Unless he's being lazy and just wearing basketball shorts and a tank., then it'd be Liv. Especially if she's getting her hair and makeup done.
Who likes scary movies and who likes funny ones? Max prefers comedies, Liv prefers horror.
Who screams when they see a bug and who ends up killing it? Both hate insects.
Who is more technology challenged? Liv.
Who would be more likely to burn something in the oven? Liv.
Who talks in their sleep? Max.
Who leaves the cap off the toothpaste? Lmao, Max.
Who likes getting dressed up more? Max.
Who’s better at tying ties? Max.
Who recorded the answering machine message on the house phone? Neither because they just have iPhone's.
Who’s better at planning romantic things? Honestly... Max.
Who takes up more space in the closet? Liv.
Who has more of a sweet tooth? LIV.
Who drinks more often? Neither?
Who is most likely to laugh during a serious situation? They're similar on this one, honestly. Depends on the situation.
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dekusheroacademia · 2 years
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Twitter drama, fandom history: what happened with mha362 and the reddit situation - part 2
This is a sequel of this post. Please refer to that to disclaimers and general info.
In this post I will talk about the weird Reddit post!
Summary: mha362 came out, trending like nothing before, everyone is desperate, everyone is celebrating. Big twitter accounts write bait anti bkdk, bkdk sends request for one of these big accounts to die, there's mention of people rejoying about suicide, general transphobia, stolen fanarts etc. Basically, everyone is being quite angry from both sides... the sides being bkdk/Bakugou's fans and people who detest Bkdk and Bakugou with everything they have.
Again, this is not about the fans who simply hate him/bkdk, but about the strange vitriolic interactions that happened around the release of mha362 leaks.
Also, spoilers.
The reddit post "My boyfriend is being a monster on twitter over an anime character"
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4 days ago (5 or 4th of August depending on timezone) someone (user "Concernedbytweets") posts this thread on the subreddit r/relationship_advice. The post has been removed but you can still look at the comments here.
The user was a new one, account just created, which is actually not too suspicious given that most people who post on these advice subreddits use throwaways, in case their friends/partner knows their usual account.
Is the post true or false? I will analyze the false first, and the chance that it is true, later. Then, I will talk about the comments.
FALSE?
The post ends up in the hands of a twitter user who immediately shares this screenshot on twitter, but the thing is... this happens just 2 hours after the post has been made (the screenshot comes from that), which is quite a strange coincidence as I remember the post only had a few comments and upvotes when I visited it.
The user in the reddit thread, instead of focusing on the homophobia and the homophobic things said, focuses on the "I could see myself shipping them"... just after reading the summary. I am a bkdk shipper, their relationship is long and complicated, it would be quite hard to just decide to ship them from a summary (and what summary? general bnha summary?).
Also the boyfriend sharing homophobic tweets, knowing his bisexual girlfriend is on twitter (even if she doesn't use it a lot) is strange, also because he has shown no homophobia outside that, and because they clearly have some friends in common.
TRUE?
Well, the details regarding the lease and house situation seems quite odd and specific, making the post sounds a bit more true.
Plus, the update. This update arrived after many commentors thought and asked about Vocal Pineapple and if he could have been her boyfriend:
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The fact that the user added this edit does make it seems more real, regarding the fact that she is worried about people finding her boyfriend's twitter account, and the clear denial that the person in question was Vocal Pineapple.
So, I am not sure if this is true or not. Who knows!
But the comments are still interesting. We have a lot of commenters requesting and asking if this was Vocal Pineapple, and people sharing the post on twitter, wondering if it is him.
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VP has to write a tweet to deny it, while others start talking about how bkdk fans are inventing fake reddit posts to insult antis.
Here are some comments from the reddit thread:
People not beliving the post and deciding it is Bakugou fans getting worse:
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And then we have people confirming the twitter horrible hate:
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EXTRA THINGS THAT HAPPENED
Korra and Asami are straight
In the reddit thread, someone commented that Bakugou and Deku are straight and shipping them is as bad as... being homophobic online. And that shipping gay ships is wrong, because actually they are straight. Even Korra and Asami are straight:
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For who doesn't know Korra from "Legend of Korra" is bisexual, and so is Asami. They both show interest in guys, and then in each others. They are canon. The ending of the show set them up as lovers, and they have adventures (and kisses) in the sequel comics.
But apparently... showing interest in guys and existing in a world where showing explicit queerness is impossible in cartoons, means that they are canon. The idea is that apparently queer characters only need to stay in their place, in specific roles and genres, and out of the "normal genre" as all characters are created... straight.
I posted this on twitter:
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And got interesting replies:
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This discussion ended up in trying to say that there are so many tomboy lesbians (bisexual erasure much?) movies around and cartoons and shows... but whops, they meant that there is a stereotype of tomboy women to be queer, and thus making them actually queer is BAD??
2. Sexism
An user tried to explain to Vocal Pineapple that heteronotmativity plays a part in the hate bkdk hate. The tweet was "If bakugou was a woman, you would all ship bkdk", given the tropes and the relationship (ex. Deku unlocking quirks because of Bakugou etc.)
Somehow, VP's answers was "you are sexist"
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Completely missing the point, probably on purpose. And declaring how female characters can be a rival without the need to "fuck them" and romanticize them, when he does the same for Ochako:
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For a comprehensive archive of what happened and all the hate that came out after Bakugou was revived, please click here.
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nyx-lyris · 2 years
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BTS Unpopular Opinions
alright - it’s bts unpopular (?) opinions time 
1. the james corden drama 
to say army overreacted to james corden’s tweet is like saying jar jar binks is considered a mildly irritating character by the star wars fandom. army’s reaction to his tweet was completely uncalled for and immature. 
for reference, the tweet in question read, “the united nations general assembly kicked off this morning in new york city and it started with some pretty unusual visitors - bts were there. historic moment. it actually marks the first time that 15-year-old girls everywhere found themselves wishing that they were secretary-general antonio guterres.” 
my understanding is that army got upset because james corden appeared to call army a bunch of fifteen-year-old girls. this comment was clearly sarcastic and meant to be taken as a joke, and army reacting the way they did was, as i said, uncalled for and immature. as james corden himself said, he is an army and an extremely enthusiastic one at that. he was making fun of the overzealous teenage girl stereotype often associated with artists like bts, one direction, the beatles, michael jackson, elvis, etc. again - he was making fun of the stereotype. he wasn’t trying to insult anyone. 
i am aware that the interviewers and show hosts that bts gets - in both korea and america - can be annoying and even outright rude and condescending at times. but james corden is not one of those people, and this reactionary mindset that army seems to have when something like this happens - whether someone makes a joke about bts, or someone expresses that they don’t like their music for one reason or another, or something else entirely - is extremely toxic. 
it also irritates me that namjoon appeared to be siding with army and their toxic reaction during the interview where this was addressed, and that everyone started laughing when james told the audience that he had received a comment that read, “i hope you die today.” how is that in any way funny? if someone sent that kind of comment to bts, army would be screaming - but because james corden made a joke that the fandom found offensive, it’s okay to send him death wishes? i don’t fucking think so. 
2. war of hormone 
war of hormone is not misogynistic or sexist in any way. it did not objectify women - it was just a song about a teenage boy (or several) noticing a girl, calling her sexy, and noticing the beauty of her physical appearance. as much as modern media likes to state otherwise, there is nothing wrong with that. especially if fans of bts and other kpop groups are allowed to make video compilations of them being sexy, make thirsty comments under their videos and post, lose their shit every time they show even a flash of skin, and read and write entire fucking books of smut imagines about them, i think bts - and other kpop artists for that matter - should feel free to make songs like war of hormone and others. either both men and women can do that, or neither of them can - that’s called equality, and i’m sick of people acting like men can’t express any kind of sexual interest in women, but women can express as much sexual interest in men as they like. 
3. taekook and jikook
this one is not as serious as the others, but it still bothers me, nonetheless. 
why is it that when people make fanart or write fanfiction about these couples, jungkook is always the dom? jungkook may have the whole bad boy package - i mean, he wears all black, he’s got a sleeve of tattoos, he works out - all he’s missing is a motorcycle and cigarettes. jimin may have a more feminine look than the other members. taehyung may be more into art than working out and exercise. but if you actually watch the footage of them - how they act and what they have to say about themselves and about each other - it’s clear that jungkook is not a dom. 
the other members, as well as he himself, have said that he is the baby of the group. the band basically raised him from the time he was fifteen - including taehyung and jimin. he is the youngest in his family. he is always acting like an adorable little muffin around them. i cannot count the number of times i have seen compilations made by fans of jungkook “being a baby.” just because he works out and has tattoos doesn’t mean he’s a dom. far from it. 
also, jimin and taehyung very intentionally flirt with the camera and act sexy on stage. when you watch jungkook, you can tell that - for the most part - he’s not trying to flirt with the camera or anything like that. he’s just performing, and he happens to look sexy while he’s doing it. jimin and taehyung know their power. jungkook doesn’t. 
anyway... so ends my rant. feel free to comment and agree/disagree with me. 
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pridewon · 2 years
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@pontevoix​​​ said:  beep ft tsukishima! cha u know i'm always ready to slide in your dms (texts prompts) 3. a scared text && 21. a long text.
The Sendai Frogs take home yet another victory. Tadashi reads the tweet with a smile sported on his face, a twinge of pride in his chest as the bus carries him from his workplace back to his apartment complex. What a game it had been; two days prior, a battle hard fought and hard won, familiar old faces flying and soaring across the court as he looked on from the bleachers; none, obviously, better or more impressive than his childhood friend. 
Tadashi puts his phone down on his lap and lets his head roll against the window. It’s nice, having those games to look forward to. It’s even better, getting to see Tsukki flourish and succeed where he had, for so long, tried to not even consider the possibility that he could. It’s great news, he thinks; it’s everything he had ever wished for for the person he doesn’t shy away (too much) from saying is the most important in his life (always has been, to various degrees, in different capacities) (including some he will keep to himself, for both their sakes). 
But sometimes... just sometimes. It worries him. Just a little bit. Because he knows it’s stupid, and selfish, and there is little that Tadashi hates more than catching himself indulging in those moments of weakness. 
Ding! His phone summons his attention once again, and Tadashi blinks as he deciphers the writing on the screen - oh, speak of the devil... A quick glance at his watch confirms that practice must be over; meaning Tsukki now resumes they irregular, yet constant exchanges (sometimes real conversations, more often a lost thought that doesn’t call for a response - they’ve always been better with voice and the chance to scrutinise each other). 
Uh-oh. He must have slipped. Something in another text must have tipped him off to Tsukki, because Tsukki uncharacteristically (and very characteristically) leaves him with a simple and dry ‘what’s wrong?’. Crap. Tadashi stares at is phone, hesitates a minute longer; and slowly, ater three redone attempts, finally sends out:
[Tsukki  🌙 - 19:36] Well, before I say anything, let me preface by saying: it’s lame. Like, really lame.
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(He can hear the eye roll from here). Tadashi’s fingers hover over the keyboard, lungs dipping to take a much-needed breath - constricted, uncomfortable. Absent-mindedly, he rubs a hand over his chest and starts typing.
[Tsukki  🌙 - 19:38] I’ve just been thinking a lot recently. About what I’m doing with my life, my job, where I’m going to be in the next five, ten years, this kind of stuff. Seeing everyone be so successful, doing what they love, it’s awesome. I just don’t feel like I’m at the same level. And you’re going to hate me saying this (^_^) but watching you play the other day, made me even more conscious of it. It’s stupid, I know! But sometimes, I can’t help but feel like the first year left on the bench again. While you’re going places where I can’t catch up or go with you. 
Tadashi reads his text once, twice; and decides to press send before the thumping in his chest makes him change his mind, delete the whole thing, and replace it with a video of a cat (yes, he has been foudn guilty of doing it before) (needless to say, new levels of lameness). But he didn’t delete the whole thing, and he didn’t send a cat video instead. Tadashi holds back a sigh, swallows it back into his throat for it to curl up and die there, and clings to his phone without looking at it; resisting the urge to check if Tsukki has read the message, of imagining the face he might be doing. 
They have always moved at different paces. When one would slow down, the other would march forward and blaze a trail for the other to eventually follow behind. They always meet again, eventually; go through different routes, only to re-join in the same places. Oddly enough (or not) it is an assurance Tadashi only believes to be true when Tsukki is the one stumbling in the dark (hasn’t he always waited for him; turned around to see where he stopped, grabbed at his shirt to pull him up?). 
Now he is the one fumbling around again, a confused, worried little thing without a place to call his own; wondering if this time, he’ll reach for the back of Tsukki’s shirt, and his fingers will close on nothing. It’s silly. It’s lame. It’s the question he’s asking him without asking it. 
If you run up ahead, please don’t leave me behind?
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ploykantida · 1 year
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there’s no song without you
I’ve always been horrible at expressing my love. Doing or saying anything that explicitly screaming “I love you” always create this burning embarrassment in my gut. It took years for my ex to understand this part of me. We fell in love and started going out when we were about 13 and I don’t think he fully made sense of all the weird ways I express my love to him until we were 18. By then, he began to the recognize the full extent of my love and how I saw pieces of him in everything including every song I listened to. We grew up together and dated, on and off, for practically our whole teenage years. I remember being obsessed with the album, Blue Neighbourhood, by Troye Sivan in 2015. Every song in that album reminded me of him. “You don’t have to say ‘I love you’, to say ‘I love you’”, it doesn’t get much more accurate than that, right? and don’t even get me started on Youth and Fools. I mean how can I not when I spent my entire youth being an absolute fool just for him. Just for him. I’d bent over backwards for that boy anytime if you’d asked me to. So naturally when we both started to become obsessed with Frank Ocean in 2017, not too long after he released one of the best albums of all time, Blond, we made every song on it our anthem. His favorite was Self Control and mine was Pink+White. We didn’t send these songs to each other through our texts. We would just posted them on our private accounts, or liking one of those lyrics tweets on twitter. We both knew we always know exactly what each other was doing. We knew that if we simply just sent these songs to each other, they'll lose the magic. It was just what we do. Our love language. This made the first time he ever sent a song directly to me unbelievably special. It was the morning after he’d asked me to be his girlfriend. Like an official girlfriend, not whatever I was during middle school. We were just sitting on the floor at school. No flowers. No balloons. Nobody else. Just me and him. Just like what I'd always wanted. I was so stunned I could feel his question ringing in my ears. The first word I said back was “Are you sure?”. I didn’t see it coming but in that moment, the picture of us having a family together flashed before my eyes. I might not have been sure if we were gonna get married just because of how on and off we’ve been for years, but right then and there I knew, I was going to love him and he was going to love me forever. “I thought that I was dreaming when you said you love me”, the first verse of the song he sent me that morning echoed in my mind for days afterwards. I listened to it for the last time the day we broke up for good. I can never listen to that song since. An absolute masterpiece tainted by my lost love. Perhaps, seventeen-year-old me was never anything but absolutely right. I am now twenty one and have no less love for him than when I was 13, or 15, or 18, or, hell, 20. I still look for him in every person I know, in everywhere I go, and in every single song I listen to. Who knows, maybe until the day I die, there will be no song without him.
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vreugd-madelon · 2 years
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Warbreaker Review
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Warbreaker by Brandon Sanderson is a 652 page Adult Fantasy book. I listened to this book by GraphicAudio which is split in 3 parts all roughly 6 hours, so roughly 18 hours.
Warbreaker is the story of two sisters, who happen to be princesses, the God King one of them has to marry, the lesser god who doesn't like his job, and the immortal who's still trying to undo the mistakes he made hundreds of years ago. Their world is one in which those who die in glory return as gods to live confined to a pantheon in Hallandren's capital city and where a power known as BioChromatic magic is based on an essence known as breath that can only be collected one unit at a time from individual people. By using breath and drawing upon the color in everyday objects, all manner of miracles and mischief can be accomplished. It will take considerable quantities of each to resolve all the challenges facing Vivenna and Siri, princesses of Idris; Susebron the God King; Lightsong, reluctant god of bravery, and mysterious Vasher, the Warbreaker.
I rate this book 4/5 stars.
I like the fact that this audiobook has multiple narrators and each character has their own. I do think that it has some flaws in the sound mixing with the background noise.
I do like Lightsong and his laidback attitude and his charismatic nature, plus the fact he slowly starts to care about the people and the revelation near the end of the book. I didn’t expect what would happen to him at the end.
Another revelation I like is the one near the end of part 1 of this audiobook version about God King Susebron. Then how he and Siri communicate and come to love each other is really adorable. The fact that he had been treated as a big child and he doesn’t actually know how baby’s happen is somehow endearing and cute. At 60% of the story I absolutely ship these two.
Then there is Vivenna and Vasher and I don’t know how to feel about both of them. I do like that their storylines eventually cross each other, but I can’t say much more than that as not to spoil the story.
Do you have any questions? Or maybe some recommendations? Send me an ask here on Tumblr or tweet me.  If you wish to support me, you can buy me a coffee! Or even buy my debut fantasy novel, The Mending Road.  
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coralsgrimes · 2 years
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Okie whoever send me the ‘Not again 💀’ link. I won’t post it hun, sorry. It’s another attention seeking bullshite and the account posting it is a very creepy minion of the Head Priestess of the Bessie Church of Twitter. If me being honest I looked through it and there is like 50% chance it’s not only a minion but someone's sock puppet as well cuz they mostly seem to comment on tweets of certain icons ;c also I'm tired of that shite, it's all obvious attention seeking.
NOW! service note to the muffins sending me screenshots from ig/tt about the twin flame account. I do appreciate but I will not engage with any of this bullshite. Why? Well it's none of ma fucking business, and me and tons of folks would never even seen it, if not for the twitter protection squad fighting back and giving them trolls more encouragement and attention. It's their choice, their problem. Not the nicest to Jessie, agree on that, but it hurt fans feelings more than her probably cuz I doubt she even seen that. Them fragile crowds had no problem using similar rhetoric towards twin flame soooo they should survive this one too. They will be fine without our input. I understand the frustration but I was serious, this is just trolling and it really will only take up our energy. It's also why I'm not posting the big hoodie tweet responses ye sending me. They are burner accounts and obvi trolls, or just some fandom folks too scared to share their mind on main. Why ye want to share it all so badly? Let it die, cuz it's nothing pleasant to look at anyway
Sad to say that but most of them crybabies probably think us and that bulianne account as the same peeps soooo ;c
OH and about that account. Idk who is behind it or what their end game is. I messaged them couple of times months ago, and they never got back to me x.x I honestly thought they gave up some time after the spiritual healing guy showed up
The last thing ya all are talking about! The suspiciously large number of tourists, primarily Italian folks, in Budapest... off season... Not sure why they choose Hungary but maybe it’s the beautiful architecture? all the anti-LGBT laws? the rich history and beautiful culture? pro-russian government? parents money? gulyás? Ye know, just tourists. Walking around specific locations only, in hopes of accidentally meeting certain folks... 
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Stalkers, glorified stalkers is who I mean. We been through this before waaaay too many times. They post cast photos for everyone's benefit accompanied by besties clapping, and make long ass threads about how grateful they are to meet their angel faves, and listing all the steps ye shall follow to also accidentally meet yer angel faves 💓💓💓 now for only 9.99! only 9.99!! special offer! today only! 💓💓💓 It’s all the same constantly, expert stalking chainmail x.x 
Soooo according to what ye showed me, them peeps who caught grandpa Benny are the most accomplished to date - I seen at least 7 peeps mentioned by them. They are experts and if Shadow and Bone me Daddy cast were Pokemons, they could say they caught them all. But ye know it's just fandom thing and we probably fail to understand the deepness of such REAL fans devotion. They bring content with them so it's finnnnnne, they said it was a chance meeting! stop asking questions! /ssssssnake
It's the same with lying for attention and creating fiction to life relationship ✨AS A JOKE✨ all while preaching about not getting involved in Benny's private life. We are just not evolved enough to understand that :c *touching grass*
Not that I'm such a holy being lol Imma a fucking cunt after all, I just don't like them. Both twitter fandom and overeager trolls x.x I’m tired of them both really x.x they are worth each other. Both so incredibly similar, it's hilarious. Both taunting each other with passive-aggressive responses, it’s fucking stupid. Both living it off of double standards too lol Soooo yep it's their dramas not mine. It's the let's make fun of Benny's midlife grandpa crisis blog here x.x
With that, I'm gonna shut down the entire coral corp fandom things department. I don't wanna talk about them, it's bad for ma skin and deff not worth the rush 🙊 so please stop sending the shite to me, this time for real. Thaaaaaanks 🧚🏻‍♀️
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accursedvoid · 3 years
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Me watching discourse over which twin is or isn’t the abuser or the victim: Y’all Lila Valeska and Zach are right there.
#it’s 4am so the tag rants might not be coherent but I’m having valeska twin feels and I’m crying abt the boys again#Jeremiah valeska#Jerome valeska#idk I get sad when I see either being blamed like ffs they Were just fucking kids man and it fucking saddens me#THEY WERE JUST KIDS and it hurts me aka void gets fucked up over fictional characters yet again#you can’t tell me Lila wouldn’t have been the type to play the siblings against each other either abuser have fuckin patterns#I don’t argue that it got worse when jeremiah left bc it absolutely would have but that shit doesn’t start from nowhere#and as someone who knows siblings who have had a parent that’s abusive play them against each other IT IS FUCKED UP and I can 100% believe#that’s what could have been what started all this that lead up to the timeline of events we know#also yes it’s shit of Jeremiah to twist things like that BUT HE WAS STILL A FUCKING KID TOO GUYS kids are fuckin cruel without realising ok#and we don’t know enough of how it was back then to not know if he did feel like Jerome might have tried something eventually too#and Jerome didn’t deserve the shit he got either#also @ Jim Gordon#SIR IN WHAT WORLD IS SENDING AN ABUSED TEEN TO ARKHAM A GOOD IDEA#Jerome should not have gone to arkham send tweet#Jerome got fuckin manipulated by so many people and Jeremiah got everything taken away from him and I am sad for BOTH OF THEM#real talk? I’d rather die than be changed into something I’m not against my will that shit is horrifying#I do not hate Jerome for it before anyone starts like I said I love them Both aNd it fuckin hurts to think both their lives got fucked over#Jeremiah lived his entire life in fear of his brother coming after him for his fuck up so much that he built a cage around himself#and had little to no human contact I’m not surprised he’s rather defensive and neurotic#bc ngl if YOU are confronted by Jim Gordon who’s had multiple run ins with your brother would you not also want to stress how much#both of the twins are fucked up and I’m sad about them and for them I just wanna hug them man#also gotham I won’t forgive you for killing my boy and crispy frying my other boy#if I could somehow manage it I would br throwing tire irons at Lila and Zach#also those of you that argue pre pray Jeremiah would have been just as bad well we don’t know for certain man#you can read his actions from many angles and frankly we just didn’t get enough time to know for sure#so much we don’t know and our only views are two VERY BIASED sources in their own viewpoints bc everyone else is dead or now insane#it’s neither of their faults that everything was fucked and yes made bad decisions and fucked up choices along the way but it all leads bac#everything leads back to Lila fuckin valeska and god it ruins me everytime I think abt how things could have been 😭😭😭
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incendiobrock · 3 years
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The Witches Forest
Request: heyy idk if u do requests but if u aree then can you do one where the reader is a witch and is dating colby so she goes on one of the haunted trips w them and does some reading idkk you can end it however you like <33 tyy! 
A/N: Thank you to the lovely anon who requested this! I loosely based this imagine off the witches forest video on the Sam and Colby channel but instead of the witch from the video giving the reading it was y/n, and instead of Colby getting lost in the forest it was y/n. Hope you enjoy! Also this was loosely inspired by an imagine I read by @annab-nana you can read it here!
Warnings: sexual joke (I think that’s it)
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It was a typical day with the trap boys. Your boyfriend Colby had finally convinced you to go on a haunted trip with them. The only reason you had agreed was because he had promised you, and Corey, that there wouldn’t be any seances. You would all be going to just spend the night there, not summon anything.
In fact, Sam was planning on doing a cleansing ritual that he had done some research on. So, you agreed. You were always super worried about the boys and the trouble that they would find themselves in, especially with demonic entities and spirits. 
One of the other reasons you had agreed to do the video with them was because you knew that the fans have been begging for you to make an appearance. Colby got tweets and comments daily about his “witchy girlfriend” joining in on a haunted overnight video. All the fans knew that you were super into crystals, and tarot cards, and different herbs, and just about anything that you believed would help protect you and connect you to the world of spirituality.
So here you were, sitting in front of the camera, Colby right by your side, his ring clad hand holding onto your thigh, as the rest of the guys surrounded the table. “Okay, who’s ready for the reading?” You questioned, looking around the table. Everyone nodded and agreed to begin. You passed the tarot deck to each of the boys, instructing them to shuffle the deck while thinking of their intention for the trip to The Witches Forest. Everyone did as told and passed the deck back to you, you were the last to shuffle.
“Alright, so I’m going to pick the top three cards and then we can go over what they each mean for us, and for the trip we are about to go on.” You stated, gently flipping over the top three cards, The Tower, The Nine of Swords, and the card of Death.
You felt the room tense as they all read the cards chosen. “It’s not bad.” You said, trying to calm everyone’s nerves. “Uh- I don’t know about you but a card that says death seems pretty bad to me.” Corey said, laughing out of fear.
“Yeah babe, what does that mean besides ‘we are going to die?’” Colby air quoted the last part. “Will you guys just give me a minute to explain it?” You laughed at your boyfriends face as his eyebrows remained scrunched on his forehead, looking desperately at you for answers. You went on to explain that death could signify the “death” of an era and the beginning of something new. The Nine of Swords means that their own thoughts can weigh them down, or cause a feeling of darkness, and The Tower means danger, chaos, but also liberation. 
“See, so nothing is necessarily bad. It actually seems like this might be good for you guys, especially since we are planning on doing the fire ritual too. That way you can begin a new journey and have a nice cleansed path before the next moon cycle begins.” You stated, leaning your head on Colby’s shoulder and cuddling into his side. He placed a short kiss onto your forehead taking hold of your hand, “Alright so let’s get on the road we don’t want it to get too dark before we set up the tent, plus it’s about an hour drive.” Colby said to the group, still holding your hand as you both stood up to go get into the car.
About an hour later you had all arrived at the forest. Colby had parked the car a little off the dirt path in a small clearing between the trees. You were happy to get out of the car to stretch after having to sit between Jake and Corey in the backseat. You brought along a small backpack of stuff like a water, first aid kit, a flashlight, and most importantly some crystals that offer protection. You took out the small ziploc with the crystal and began to give one to each of the boys, telling them to keep their crystal in their pockets for protection. 
Sam had asked you to explain to the camera what all you had brought so you showed him the black tourmaline, amethyst, and the obsidian, saying that they each offered protection and grounding properties. “Alright, now that we got our protection rocks let’s go pitch the tent we will be staying in all night.” Sam said, shutting off the camera. You all stood around trying to help as Colby did most of the work putting the tent together. You were impressed with his skills, never knowing that he could set up a tent with little to no instruction.
“Dang brother, those Cub Scout skills are really showing right now.” Jake joked, sticking the last spoke into the dirt. “Thanks brother, you know I’m skilled with these hands.” Colby responded, sending a wink in your direction. Your cheeks heated up as a small laugh escaped from your mouth. Leave it to Colby to make a sexual joke that makes the guys cringe. 
After a little exploring all together, and almost losing the location of the tent, you had all decided it was time to start the fire ritual. You were glued closely to Colby’s side, hearing a lot of motion within the trees. “Once we get the fire going maybe we will feel better, the light and heat should scare off any animals that are near.” Sam said grabbing the fire bucket that he had brought for this ritual.
Colby lit the fire and you all sat around in camping chairs. “We should’ve brought s’mores bro.” Corey said, trying to alleviate some of his fear. You agreed with him because you knew you felt the same fear as him at the moment. Sam explained what was going to happen with the fire ritual and passed out the objects that everyone was going to be throwing into the fire, in hopes to release any possible spirits that were attached to them. As soon as you guys started to watch the stuff burn Colby flew back, falling with his camping chair.
“Did you guys see that! Right there! Right behind Jake! Sam? Did you see it, it was like a shadow and it moved super fast right behind Jake’s head.” Colby yelled, standing quickly off the ground and shining a flashlight in that direction. “I saw that too!” You said, abandoning your camping chair as well. Colby took hold of the camera and began walking away from the fire and towards the trail. “Colby! Wait for us bro you can’t go alone!” Sam yelled out, chasing after him. “I have to go, I know I saw something I need to see where it’s going before it gets away, I wanna capture it on camera!” Colby said.
“Someone has to stay by the fire we can’t all leave! Jake you stay here with Corey and we will go investigate.” Sam instructed, but Jake hesitated wanting to go too. Corey ended up agreeing on staying by the fire so you three could keep up with Colby who was still walking quickly away from the group. You thanked Corey, worried that your boyfriend would get too far ahead of everyone. You began to jog to the path, already extremely behind the others because of the sudden panic. 
You turned onto the dirt path and didn’t see any of the three boys, but could barely make out their voices in the distance. You began to jog down the path, heading to the left. You had felt like you were getting closer to them but their voices still remained faint and incoherent. You knew that Sam had yelled for everyone to stay on the path in order to avoid getting lost so you kept jogging further and further into the forest, away from the fire where Corey sat.
You slowed to a walk, shining your flashlight all around, hearing tons of branches snapping and rustling. You suddenly felt very alert, almost as if something was watching you. You felt the panic really set in as it became harder and harder for you to catch your breath. “Colby!” You yelled. “Colby! Sam! Jake! Corey!”  You knew you had made a mistake going this far down the path. “Hello?! Can anyone hear me!” You heard a scream off in the distance making your eyes basically bulge out of your head. You turned sharply towards the direction of the noise, shining your flashlight out in front of your face. Your hands were trembling, shaking the light violently. Not only was it freezing out, but you were terrified of what was out there.
You began running back the opposite direction of the trail, your breath almost nonexistent at this point, but you were determined to make it back to the tent. You heaved, feet stomping away at the dirt path beneath. After what felt like a century, you saw the distant glow of the fire. You ran, the victory of reuniting with the boys fueling your return. The fire was now in clear sight as well as the figures of the four boys you were so anxious to see. The noise of you approaching causing them all to turn and look at you. 
You practically leapt into Colby’s arms, tears pouring down your face as you wrapped tightly around his torso. His hand found its way straight to your hair, pulling you as close as he could to his body, swaying you side to side. “Oh my god, baby. Where were you? I was so worried! I thought I had lost you.” He said quietly, running his fingers through your hair trying to soothe your crying. “I-I was running after you a-and then I got lost. I heard a s-scream, I’m so scared.” You sobbed, never wanting Colby to let go of you.
“We looked all over, we were calling your name like crazy but Jake said we should come and wait by the fire incase you came back. We didn’t want to keep moving further away from you on accident.” Sam said, standing closely near you and Colby. 
“Can we please go? I don’t think I want to be here anymore.” You pleaded, looking into Colby’s eyes as his delicate fingers helped to wipe away your tears. “Yes, of course. I love you, I’m so glad you’re safe. Let’s head to the back up plan, the cabin.” Colby said, directing the last sentence to the boys. You nodded gratefully, making your way into Colby’s car while Jake, Corey, and Sam packed up the mess. 
The night was getting foggier as you pulled into the driveway of Jenna’s cabin. You felt relief rush over you, knowing that you wouldn’t have to spend another second in the Witches Forest. You all got out of the car and huddled by the front door, rain beginning to pour down. Sam took off his backpack digging through it to find the spare key Jenna had lent him. “Uh, Colby did I give you the key earlier?” Sam asked. Colby let go of your hand and patted his pockets down, “No I don’t think I have it. Is it in your pockets?” He responded, recapturing your hand in his, knowing that you were still shaken up about getting lost. Sam flipped his jean pockets inside out, no key to be found. He began pulling everything out of his backpack, searching deep into the bag for the key.
“Let’s go back into the car maybe I left it in there.” Sam said, heading straight back to Colby’s car. You all got back in as the rain continued to pour, Sam searching every inch of the vehicle. “I can’t believe you lost the key Sam, first Y/n goes missing and now this?” Jake says from the backseat, obviously frustrated. “It’s not all my fault okay? You think I meant to lose the key?” Sam snapped back, the tension in the car rising. 
After a lot of searching, the key was no where to be found. Much to your dismay, you had to go back to the tent in the depths of the forest. You all huddle into the blue tent, slipping into your sleeping bags. It was only a few more hours until daylight, a few more hours before the suffering would end.
“I’m not going to let anything hurt you. I lost you once tonight and it was the scariest moment of my life. It’s not going to happen again, I promise.” Colby vowed, pulling you into his chest. You smiled at his kind words, despite how scared you were he always knew how to make you feel safe. “Thank you Colby, I love you so much.” You responded, nuzzling further into his chest. “I love you, to new beginnings.” He chuckled, referencing the tarot reading from earlier. “To new beginnings.” You agreed, sealing the deal with a kiss on the lips.
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sappynapper · 3 years
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Couples costumes you’d go as for Halloween x crew boys
Featured CCs: Dream, Sapnap, George, Karl, Quackity
cws: fem!reader, suggestive, alcohol mention in george’s
it was chilly today and now I am so fucking jazzed for halloween LETS GOOOO
Dream:
Percy and Annabeth - Percy Jackson
Nerd alert. He’s a percy kinnie and he wants to go as percy and annabeth and that’s that. you agree when he gives you those puppy eyes and calls you his “wise girl” (i’m going to scream). You spend the evening basically in character bc he keeps knocking things over with his sword and you keep wondering how you got here. you look cute in your matching orange shirts tho, makes it the most obvious-that-you’re-a-couple couple costume which dream is a fan of bc he’s clingy :3
Anakin and Padme - Star Wars
I repeat: NERD ALERT. He needs an excuse to buy a lightsaber and carry it around for the evening quoting that frickin “if you’re not with me, then you’re my enemy” thing. also he gets high key flustered seeing you dressed as his childhood crush, especially in that white outfit 😳 ((padme amidala supremacy🧎)) side note, this is actually not a couples costume because it also includes sapnap as obi-wan lmao. he is only slightly less nonplussed than you are
bonus: mans has the nerve to joke about going as shrek and fiona and then refuse to follow through smh
Sapnap:
I don’t know shit about anime so now neither does y/n even tho realistically sapnap would insist on anime costumes but anyway
Snorlax and Charmander - Pokemon
It was your idea, and admittedly sort of a cop out. you were busy ok??? but when you brought home the pokemon onesies, Sap was 100% on board. A fun halloween costume and he got to be cosy all evening?? how could he say no. Plus he thought you looked unfairly adorable with your lil flame tail and and literal sweater paws. can’t stop putting his arms round you all evening :))) 🔥
Fred and Daphne - Scooby Doo
mans agrees to go as fred and daphne so he can see you in a mini skirt send tweet
but fr it’d be cute as heck and i can see some of your friends going as the rest of the scooby gang (karl and tina as shaggy and velma? iconic??) dream might even let you put a scooby doo collar on patches for photos 🐾
George:
Flint Lockwood and Sam Sparks - Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
Basically i think George isn’t super into costumes so the idea has to be reasonably low-key if you want to convince him. this one was perfect bc it really only involved wrestling the boy into a lab coat and attacking his hair with some extra strength hold gel (win win bc you get to have your hands in his hair and he gets to have your hands in his hair 😌) but the effect was still very much there. meanwhile you’re stuck hot glueing pipe cleaners and pom-poms to an umbrella to make a spaghetti and meatballs twister reference prop so your costume isn’t just a blue cardigan lol. george is very nice about the ugly ass homemade prop that you end up throwing in a skip after three drinks :3
Karl:
Ashitaka and San - Princess Mononoke
Karl would basically be down for any Ghibli duo but this is the one i can see him pulling off (as much as i would die to see him in a howl pendragon wig). You guys would put together the costumes yourself (couples crafts 😍) and they come out so cuuuute. I don’t normally include photos but these are the exact vibes i’m envisioning:
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Cosmo and Wanda - Fairly OddParents
Iconic and easy to pull off with some simple colour coding. you get those spray cans of non-permanent hair dye from like claire’s and get it all over your dang hands help each other apply it. you also paint each other’s nails and you make little gold crowns and wands with stars on the end. actually adorable vibes by the time you’re done. highly instagrammable and you keep a polaroid of the two of you in costume in your phone case 🥺
also i think he’d wanna go as sword art online characters maybe? but i haven’t played it so
Quackity:
Lightning McQueen and Sally Carrera - Cars
ffsjfkdlfhb somehow he convinced you. i don’t know how. but now your face is smeared with blue face paint and Q has lightning bolts on his cheeks and the whole thing is so unbelievably cursed. it’s smudged before you even leave the house from the tears of laughter streaming down your faces, and you’re both just collapsed on the bathroom floor struggling to catch your breath and starting back up laughing every time you look at the other’s face
Gomez and Morticia Addams - The Addams Family
Last year he made you go as a blue cartoon car so now you can force him to don an outrageous fake moustache and pinstripe suit for the evening :) low-key he actually looked handsome asl though (you were mad your revenge plot kinda backfired tbh). if it helps you’ve got the sauce as morticia and mans is overwhelmed to say the least 😌
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tarosin · 3 years
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the great adventures of y/n tommy tubbo jack and ranboo - how y/n made friends with everyone
this is an extra to the great adventures series
requested: yes/no
warnings: cursing
tommy
you were actually friends with tommy when he was streaming to a few viewers, and you even watched as his channel grew. eventually he asked you to mod for him, as he knew he could trust you and because had experience being a twitch mod. he was also the reason you began streaming. as for how you met, you were in the same classes as him in highschool, and since you were the ‘quiet’ person in the class, they sat tommy next to you. honestly, you hated him when you first met him and the feeling was mutual. you didn’t want to sit next to the rather loud teenager and he had no one to talk to anymore as his friends were on the other side of the room.
“do you ever talk?”
“heh?”
“i said do you ever talk...do you always do that”
“do what”
“that fucking HeH.”
“are you mocking me simons?”
“noooo why would i do that...”
“it’s y/n.”
“right, yeah, yeah, i totally knew that.”
“great now please leave me alone i’m trying to work.”
“loser.”
“the fuck did you just say?”
���nothing.”
it was that moment tommy decided he was going to make you just like him, and a few years later that’s exactly what he did. by year 11 you and tommy had grown extremely close. the last day of school arrived a lot earlier than expected, everyone was extremely stressed, no one knew what to expect or what was going to happen. you found yourself hanging around with tommy a lot more as you had no idea if you would both be going to the same college, in september you received a text message that made your night:
tommy: college sent out emails telling you if you were accepted go check
*2 minutes later*
tommy: well?
y/n: i got accepted
tommy: me too
y/n: call me right now
tommy: i’m about to stream..have you ever considered streaming?
y/n: absolutely not
tommy: make an account and stream after me i’ll raid you..make me mod you know how people can be
once college started up, you were slightly nervous the two of you would drift away from each other. however this was far from the case, although you both did different subjects and he was only in on wednesdays, the pair of you would hang out together a lot more. he would be in your streams and vice versa, you would either be in his tiktoks, or you would be the one filming them.
“y/n make a tiktok we can be mutuals.”
“please god no.”
you spent so much time at his house either talking about random things, playing whatever game you could find, or streaming. he dragged you to every meet up he went on, allowing you to meet people such as niki, phil, and, wilbur. you didn’t know this, but he would constantly bring you up in conversations with dream, which eventually lead to you joining the smp in october where you would later be able to meet the likes of jack, technoblade and jschlatt. the only person you didn’t seem to see on the server was his other friend tubbo.
ranboo
you had become friends with scott after being his first twitch mod and when he noticed you started streaming, he was extremely supportive, always raiding your stream once he ended his. today you found yourself bickering with scott because he wouldn’t let you in mcc despite the fact you were ‘the best minecraft player.’
“y/n, i watched you die in minecraft 7 times last night within 5 minutes.”
“oh i’m sorry mr perfect, let me in mcc.”
“no.”
“fine i’ll make my own.”
and that’s exactly what you did..well you tried your best.
you started your stream as soon as scott ended and had him call you on discord after explaining to your chat what you were about to do.
“scott final chance let me in mcc, i’ll settle for access to the practice server.”
“fine.”
“REALLY?!”
“absolutely not!”
“fuck you, ill be in it one day!”
you left the call telling chat you didn’t need that negative energy in your life.
you really have scott to thank for you making friends with ranboo, scott made a tweet explaining what you were doing on stream which caught ranboos eye.
Smajor1995: after not making it into mcc again my good friend @y/n has decided to take it upon themselves to make their own on stream!! ill also be in the stream (if they answer my calls) *twitch link*
ranboo joined your stream and was instantly met with you yelling at scott (again) to let you in mcc.
“IM YOUR TWITCH MOD!”
“i will ban you from mcc!”
“you don’t have the nerve... so he left the call this is bullshit watch me land this water bucket clutch down this ravine so we can find axolotls and build an army.”
*you died*
you pulled your hood over your face before sinking down your chair taking a deep breath.
“FUCK!”
you calmly got back up and looked into your camera.
“i was so close, so very close.. HEY CHAT SCOTT SENT ME A LINK TO THE SERVER!”
a few minutes later you were able to get onto the server, only to be kicked less than a minute later. the reason you were banned being ‘i watched you fail the water bucket clutch down a ravine.’
you continued your build on your server and just spent the rest of the stream talking about anything that crossed your mind, that was until you decided to copy ace race. once finished, you looked into your camera and pulled your microphone closer to you.
“so this is race ace, so scott doesn’t sue me, and basically it’s going to be this course, but i’m going to change a random section practice it every day, not tell anyone it changed. of course i’m going to tell my team we have to win, oh fuck i forgot scott was watching my stream..it’s okay he didn’t hear me he’s too busy planning how he can rig the next mcc.”
ranboo found himself enjoying your content and even noticed you in his chat multiple times.
“just a minute chat i’m just sending an important dm to my mods.”
that’s when you noticed chat paused for a minute after you sent a message, it confused you for a minute before realising ranboo made you a vip on his channel and you decided to do the same for him on your channel, from there you added each other on discord. the pair of you made friends extremely quickly, you were constantly part of his streams as you would call him on discord not realising that he was streaming.
“hi y/n, by the way i’m streaming”
“i just wanted to ask if you knew how to break into a house?”
“....why”
“i locked myself out by accident and my parents are asleep come help me.”
“you are in the uk.”
“okay? catch a flight.”
chat honestly loved you and your friendship with ranboo. the pair of you only met a few weeks ago and you were already acting as though you had known each other for years.
jack
you and jack met for the first time on the smp, which would have been fine, however you met during lore and your characters weren’t exactly the best of friends. once lore had ended, everyone said their goodbyes and left the call. a few moments later you received a discord message from jack asking if you were available to call any time soon. since you were back in lockdown, you had plenty of free time. you arranged a time and date a few days later you called jack, where you had your first proper interaction out of character.
“hello jack!!”
“oh hi y/n i just thought it may be a good idea to get to know each other, well you know considering we’re both on the dream smp.”
“yeah, yeah, i understand what you mean.”
the pair of you ended up getting along with each other, it was slightly awkward for the first 5 minutes of the call, but that was expected since you hadn’t really met jack before and were anxious to call him. however, after that the conversation started to flow and you found out the pair of you had a lot in common making it easy to come up with things to talk about. it ended up feeling as though you were catching up with a friend you hadn’t spoken to for a while.
“has anyone told you your accent is really strong.”
“so is yours, y/n, what the fuck is that supposed to mean.”
“it means your accent is strong, duh.”
jack asked if you’d like to stay in call and join him on the smp whilst he streamed, and you gladly accepted the offer as you really didn’t want to do your college work, and you were enjoying your time with him. a few minutes into the stream jack had killed you several times.
“JACK STOP KILLING ME!”
rather than answering you he just sat laughing. he then went on to attempt to mute him microphone, he failed. however he didn’t realise this, so you sat listening to his plan on how he was going to kill you again. this time you were prepared, you sent a message to tommy telling him to log on along with your location. few minutes later tommy was by your side and helped you kill jack several times for revenge.
“Y/N...TOMMY!!”
“you didn’t mute your mic, so i told tommy you were bullying me.”
“im gonna go...BYE JACK, BYE Y/N, ILL SEE YOU SOON!”
“i can’t believe you.”
“hey you’re the one who didn’t turn your mic off.”
“how did you know?”
“i had your stream on my other monitor.”
“ayeee you watch my streams?”
“...i’ve been a sub for 4 months.”
the two of you stayed chatting and playing for another hour. the pair of you were already so close and you had only met each other the other day. this was just the start of your friendship, soon enough you were in a laugh and the stream ends challenge on his stream, however due to lockdown rules this was done over discord leading to you accidentally leaving the call several times.
“and they’re gone again!”
*4 minutes later*
“SORRY JACK IM BACK!”
“stop leaving y/n!”
“oh i’m sorry, let me just go yell at my wifi to stop cutting out!”
a few seconds later you could be heard faintly in the background screaming at your wifi as it would continue to buffer. as soon as restrictions were over one of the first things you decided to do was go to jacks and stream a laugh you lose where there was a punishment if you were responsible for losing the last heart. however everything was apparently hilarious in person as you would constantly laugh, meaning you were responsible for losing the last heart.
“y/n give me your phone.”
“no.”
“you lost let me tweet from your account”
“fine..”
soon enough your fans and friends with your notifications on received this twitter notification
“y/n: jack is so cool and funny he is also really tall i am not”
tubbo
tubbo was actually the last person you met and made friends with, your community were convinced for some reason that you both didn’t like each other and that’s why the pair of you didn’t talk to each other. this was far from the case you were both waiting for the right time, tubbo was an extremely busy teenager and you didn’t want to interrupt him, and tubbo knew you were currently in a stressful position since you had recently joined the dream smp, also you were still meeting people so he didn’t want to stress you out. this doesn’t mean he didn’t want to be your friend, he actually asked tommy since he had been your friend for at least 4 years what would be the best way of getting to know you.
“mate they hated me when we first met, just talk to them or something. you could have met them the last time i went up to visit you, but they ended up not feeling too good and went back to the hotel room.”
“when are you next coming up?”
“how about next week, and i’ll bring y/n, i really don’t understand why you’re nervous tubbo, it’s y/n they wouldn’t hurt a fly..well hmm.”
“see you next week then!”
a week later tommy dragged you to the train station.
“uh tommy where are we going?”
“...on a train.”
“no way, really? oh my god!”
a few hours later you finally got off the train.
“ill go with my dad to check into the hotel room, do you want to come with us or?”
“i think i’ll go for a walk and stretch my legs.”
“right okay, meet you at the beach later”
you spent a few minutes walking around the beach picking up any rocks and shells that caught your eye, little did you know it would result in you meeting tubbo. once you finished putting your new collection in your pockets you noticed a small crowd of people walk up to someone asking for pictures assuming it was tommy you walked over to the boy, it wasn’t tommy it was in fact tubbo. at first you stayed silent not wanting to really cause attention to yourself. you only spoke up when some people started to make inappropriate comments towards him.
“oh sorry to be a pain guys me and tubbo have plans with tommy in a few minutes, we should go so we’re not late. bye guys.”
you smiled and waved as they walked away. you looked over to tubbo, you could tell he was still pretty anxious about what just happened and honestly if you was in his position, you would react the same way.
“we should probably move from here incase they come back and see you’re still here, are you okay?”
“im feeling better now it’s over..thank you”
“oh it’s no problem i’m, y/n btw.”
“wait you and tommy were still meant to be on the train.”
“the train was actually on time, tommy went to check into the hotel i wanted to stretch my legs, i also wanted to collect some rocks.”
“did you collect enough or did you want more?”
“im not going to say no if you wanna go collect some with me.”
the pair of you walked around keeping each other close incase the people from before returned. half an hour later, the pair of you sat on a bench close to the beach so you could show tubbo everything you decided to pick up, he ended up keeping a rock he liked to have as a memory. tubbo wrapped an arm around you as it was getting cold whilst you watched the sunset.
“tubbo i think tommy forgot about me.”
“you can spend the night at mine, i’ll send him a message to let him know.”
“are you sure?”
“of course!”
“this has to be the most unsafe thing either of us will ever do, we hardly know each other and now i’m staying at yours.”
tommy sent you a message explaining that he didn’t forget, there was a problem at the other hotel and they had to go find another one, but you’ll be fine to stay at tubbos for the night. the pair of you spent the entire night learning as much as you can about the other person. it had only been an evening but you already knew the pair of you would be great friends.
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nojey · 3 years
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quackity / alex x streamer!reader
genre: fluff -> angst pronouns: they / them word count: 2.1k warning(s): cursing, suggestive jokes
synopsis: you had known alex since you started streaming but none of your viewers knew. you started getting closer and eventually you started streaming together but your viewers didn’t like that.
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“(y/n)!” alex screamed into his phone after you answered the facetime call.  “yes, my love?!” you screamed back. alex giggled and asked, “do you want to stream sometime soon? i mean like, we’ve known each other for a few months and we haven’t streamed together, i know you’re a fairly new streamer but i even asked dream if you could come onto the smp, and i have something planned- well karl and sapnap helped me plan it- but that’s not the point, the point is-” he rambled.  “alex? are you asking me on a minecraft date?” you asked. “no! well, maybe, okay yeah. i’m asking you on a minecraft date.” he confirmed.  “i’d love to go on a minecraft date with you, alex.” you said, blushing a bit. 
truth is, you’ve had a crush on alex for a few months. when he first slid into your dms you didn’t really expect it, but it turned out to start a beautiful friendship. you always flirted with alex in hopes that he’d notice, but it never seemed like he did. he never retaliated back but little did you know, he was just too shy to.
“uh- okay great! tomorrow, at 3pm your time, stream it. we’re going to have a lot of fun. wear pajamas, or you know- just be comfortable okay?” he rushed. you laughed a bit and said, “yes alex, of course. bye now,” then smiled and hung up. 
you immediately went tot twitter and started a thread: @(y/s/n): this weeks stream schedule (times are pst): @(y/s/n): tomorrow @ 3pm: minecraft date w/ someone i haven’t streamed with yet  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ↳ @ quackity: i wonder who this might be hmMmMMmm @(y/s/n): tuesday @ 1pm: i somehow got invited to an among us lobby w/ corpse, sykkuno, valkyrae, disguised toast, quarterjade, masayoshi, peterparktv, jacksepticeye, and ludwig  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ @(y/s/n): wednesday @ 1pm: if things don’t go well w/ person on monday- looking for a mc boyfriend! ↳ @ quackity: WELL THAT’S RUDE TO ASSUME THAT THINGS WONT GO WELL (Y/N) @(y/s/n): thursday @ 3pm: chitchat w/ nihachu !! @(y/s/n): friday @ 2pm: pummel party w/ ??
as soon as you tweeted all them out, you looked at replies and saw that quackity had replied to both monday and wednesday schedules. giggling to yourself, you replied back to him.
@(y/s/n): @ quackity way to make it obvious alex, if you wanna date me just say it (¬_¬) @(y/s/n): @ quackity how can you assume that it will go well alex (Ő-Ő) ↳ @ quackity: i just know (y/n)!!! truST ME!!!!
laughing once more, you plugged your phone into the charger and went to bed, excited for what alex had planned for you two tomorrow. 
getting ready for the minecraft date was very nerve wracking. the only thing you could think about was whether alex considered this a real date or not. deep inside you hoped that this was a real one. 
the ringing from your phone disrupted your thought. looking down on the screen you saw that the one person you were thinking of was calling you. 
“hello?” you answered. “hi, (y/n), are you ready?” alex asked. “uh, yeah, i just- i just need to start my stream and introduce what we’re doing.” “okay, um- i’m going to send you a link to the dream smp discord server. join it and join vc 4.” he replied.  “for sure, see you then.” you smiled. “see you.” he said and hung up.
“fuck,” you said and wiped your hands onto your pants. you definitely weren’t ready but still, joined the discord server and joined vc 4 then deafened. you set up your stream and hit go live.
“hey everyone! as you may know, if you follow my twitter, today i’m going on a minecraft date! uh no, no one knows who it is yet, but i have a feeling a LOT of you already know who it is.” you said, reading chat and wiggling your eyebrows.
“okay, i’m going to join the server and then share my screen when he’s standing in front of me.” you started playing some music so your viewers didn’t get bored while they waited for you to start. 
once you were logged into the smp you privately messaged alex and asked him where he was. before he could answer you turned around to look at the walls you were surrounded by and screamed out after seeing quackity’s naked body behind you. 
“chat, i’m okay, just got scared. um anyways, yeah.”  you said and showed your screen, revealing the man himself. “quackity!” you screamed into your mic. “jesus christ, (y/n) we can save screaming my name for later.” he said in a suggestive voice. you then started punching him and after each punch you said, “stop. saying. suggestive. comments. we haven’t even started the date yet!”  “okay, okay, okay! i’m literally going to die, (y/n) stop!!” he yelled out. you kept hitting him to see if he was lying but after the second punch quackity was slain by (y/mc/n) showed up in the chat. 
ranboo: i see that the date is going well
you started laughing uncontrollably while alex was silent. “(y/n),” he said in a more serious voice. you hummed as he continued his sentence. “why did you kill me?” “i wanted to know if you were lying. was that a canon life? i think that should be a canon life.” you laughed. “no it wasn’t a fucking canon life. (y/n) you’re not even an official member of the smp!” he said. “i could be,” you said wiggling your eyebrows and crouching up and down. “anyways. follow me, i’m bringing you to where we’re having our date.” so you followed him and when you reached your destination you were at party park with karl and sapnap standing in front of you. 
“hello boys. what are you doing here on our date. is this an amusement park date, quackity? i didn’t take you for that type of guy. it’s kind of cheesy.” you rambled. “no! this isn’t where our date is happening. jeez, have a little more faith in me (y/n).” he said, moving his minecraft character to look at you slowly and creepily. “well there wasn’t much to begin with,” you said, chuckling a bit. you heard karl and sapnap giggling to what you had said.  “hey! take that back!” quackity said, punching your minecraft character. you audibly gasped and turned to look at karl and sapnap again. “you guys saw that right? he just hit me.” you said, faking shock. they both quickly nodded their heads. “i can’t believe you would hit me on our first date.” you said, turning to look at him this time. “you literally killed me!” he yelled out.
so this went on for about 30 more minutes till quackity explained to you that your date would pretty much be a minecraft manhunt with quackity, sapnap, and karl hunting you but you had to find something instead of defeating the enderdragon. if they killed you and they won, you owed alex a real date. no stream, just them. 
“you’re going to hunt me for our first date?” you asked in disbelief. quackity then nodded his head up and down in a very fast motion. “mm cool,” you said as you punched him and ran away in a different direction.
it had been about 45 minutes and you killed karl and sapnap twice, but quackity had not been seen the whole time. but as you were running away from sapnap, quackity appeared in front of you and you faked trying to kill him, letting him just kill you because you wanted to go on that second date with him. 
(y/mc/n) was slain by quackity ranboo: date still going really well, looks like you guys are really hitting it off!
“awe man, looks like i have to go on another date with quackity!” you said. sarcastically faking the disappointment. reading your chat for the first time this stream, it wasn’t your usual happy messages. instead they were filled with negativity.
i don’t see why quackity wants to go on a date with them why did dream let them on the smp?? there are so many other content creators who deserve to be on the smp way more than they do they’re so fucking annoying begging for attention much?
so you grew quiet and just listened to quackity end off his stream while you ended yours without saying anything. but once he finished saying goodbye to his stream, you immediately said bye to him.
“i’m gonna go now alex, thank you for the minecraft date. text me the details for the next. bye.” you rushed.
alex found it really weird that you had just left like that, you guys almost always stayed on call after he finished streaming for at least 3 hours just talking. but he let it slide, hoping it wasn’t something he had done.
you went onto twitter to update about your streaming schedule. @(y/s/n): looks like my stream schedule may be moving around because i’m going on a second date with @ quackity!
alex quickly went to go reply to it but gazed over the replies to your tweet and wasn’t very happy with them. you don’t deserve to go on another date with him you’re literally just using him for clout what an attention whore leave him alone already!
knowing that you barely ever got hate, he quickly called you instead. thinking very hard about what he was about to do. looking at your phone you saw that alex was facetiming you, you wiped your face from the tears that had fallen and sniffled, hoping you didn’t sound too congested.
“hello?” you said. “hey um, i have to tell you something.” he replied. the serious tone of his voice got you very nervous. was he about to confirm everything your chat had told you or even the tweets you just read? “i really like you, (y/n).” he said. you looked at your phone in surprise and he continued. “and i really don’t know if you feel the same way about me but i read the replies to your tweet and i know that you’re a pretty new streamer and i just don’t want you to already be getting hate because of me, you don’t deserve that. you’re an amazing person and i just, i don’t want to be the reason you’re getting hate. so i think it’d be best if we just laid off talking to each other for now.” “i like you too, alex.” you whispered. “but i respect your decision. goodbye for now?” you said, offering a smile to the screen he was displayed on. it looked like he was just as shocked as you when he told you how he felt. “uh, yeah. goodbye for now. don’t be a stranger (y/n).” you smiled once more and hung up.
as soon as you hung up you started crying again. you really liked alex, but maybe you didn’t show that well enough, because if you did, maybe you guys would’ve been together at this point.
the next day, you streamed normally with a faked high energy that nobody seemed to notice, this time not paying attention to your chat. deep inside you really just wanted to curl into a ball and sleep all your stresses away. it really sucked to find out the guy you’ve had a crush on liked you back but he decided to end whatever you guys had going on.
but your chat couldn’t know so you kept a fake facade on, hoping no one asked about him.
though to alex, it looked like you were so unbothered by him pretty much ending your friendship. he started slightly believing the tweets that mentioned how you were just using him for clout. but after really thinking about it, he realized, why would you have been friends with him months before, without any of your fans knowing if you really were just using him. so he scolded himself and went about his day.
you were ending your stream with a big smile, as soon as you hit that end streaming button that smile was gone. you changed into a hoodie and curled into your bed. you just looked up at your ceiling and started crying, you pretty much lost the guy you really liked. your feelings being unnoticed by the public eye.
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