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alvadee · 3 years

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not gonna lie the way alw phantom has been downscaled and lnd-ified in the last years has really saddened me. but that they now have, well, i my opinion, ruined the original London production, especially during the fucking depressive hell covid lockdown, has been kind of really made me kind of heart-broken?

i’m not good at setting bucket list type of goals but one of the very few i had was seeing the original production of PotO with the added coolness factor that Christina Nilsson had performed there too. Especially since in 2010 I even stood in it and listened to rehearsal next to the stage door but sadly wasn’t allowed to see a show.

before last year i wouldn’t even have dared to do it alone bcs i was unmedicated and my anxiety would have been too much and now when i probably soon could do it... i don’t want even more because i know it would just make me kind of sad and mostly angry.

#idk i don't want to be too dramatic #but since i've seen which changes have been made i'm just #really weirdly bummed out in a lowkey something i loved but was far away is gone kind of way #AND WHAT MAKES ME SO MAD IS THAT SO MANY PEOPLE DEFEND THAT SHIT #EVERYTHING GETS MADE CHEAPER AND WORSE AND WHEN YOU DEMAND THAT STANDARDS ARE KEPT THE SAME #OTHER STUPID FANS TELL YOU TO SHUT UP BCS THEY'RE ALREADY USED TO CAPITALISM JUST GIVING US WORSE AND WORSE SHIT #AND THEY HAVE NO TASTE ANYWAY #alvadee's shit

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jennilah · 3 years

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i am watching that misha panel

gonna keep my commentary limited bc i have my own personal reasons. but i AM inclined to say...

i knew it!

i had a suspicion that this wasnt the finale they had in mind. (Reminder, I didn’t mind it nearly as much as everyone else does. It wasn’t perfect but I didn’t loathe it. There were moments I liked and moments I disliked but I’m ok.) One of the biggest disappointments from me was that I thought that the most fitting end for spn would have a huge ensemble cast seeing all of our favorite characters one last time... but we only saw Sam, Dean, and Bobby. That’s it. Even less characters than we normally would in a regular non-finale episode. To me, it felt like the perfect opportunity to see all the characters that we love that died over the years to greet the brothers in heaven. I was betting that Covid made them severely downscale.

Misha confirmed that it was meant to be something else, with way more cast members and huge crowds, and it had to be changed due to covid restrictions Edit: He confirmed that they wanted to do pretty much exactly what I described above. There is likely more but he isn’t sure what he is allowed to say.

Knowing this doesnt change anything, there’s almost no point in mentioning it all, it just confirms what I’ve been wondering. It’s comforting in a weird way? It’s a shame they weren’t able to do what they meant to. I wonder if we’ll ever find out what that was supposed to be in greater detail.

He also said he can’t just go talking about what the original finale was supposed to be, which is also what I was thinking. Some people have it in their heads that now the show is over, Misha can just spill the tea on everything, which simply isnt true. There’s no way in hell that his contract doesn’t have tight restrictions on what he can say, as one of the biggest faces on the show with so many eyes watching him all the time. It’s not unheard of that actors go rogue, but please don’t assume that because you saw someone on some movie do it, that everyone is able to or willing to risk being sued or blacklisted from future work if they break their non-disclosure agreements

#jennilargh #mmm #mmmmmm #mmmmmmmmm #mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #supernatural #spn spoilers

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burninghoneyatdusk · 4 years

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10 Questions Tag Game

Rules: Answer 10 questions, ask 10, and tag 10 people to answer them.

Tagged by @pendragaryen , thanks dear! 💙

1. Do you have a pet, if so, what kind of pet?

I have two cats 🥰

2. Which lyrics of a song describe you best?

Oh this is hard bc who doesn’t relate to a thousand songs? Most recently, damn did I feel HEARD by Demi Lovato’s song ‘I Love Me’

Flippin' through all these magazines

Tellin' me who I'm supposed to be

Way too good at camouflage

Can't see what I am, I just see what I'm not

I'm guilty 'bout everything that I eat

Feelin' myself is a felony

Jedi level sabotage

Voices in my head make up my entourage

'Cause I'm a black belt when I'm beating up on myself

But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else

Me, myself and I don't see eye to eye

Oh, why do I compare myself to everyone?

And I always got my finger on the self-destruct

I wonder when I love me is enough

Why am I always looking for a ride or die?

'Cause mine's the only heart I'm gonna have for life

After all the times I went and fucked it up

I wonder when I love me is enough

3. Can you swim?

Yep! I grew up in the finger lakes area of NY and spent summers at my grandma’s house on one of the lakes, and my parents live there now.

4. Mountains or sea/ocean?

Oh both/depends on the mood but probably sea/ocean if I had to choose.

5. You have bought a new book you were craving for. Do you spoil yourself by reading the last lines first?

Never.

6. Describe your first crush.

My first big crush was on a kid in kindergarten. I preceded to have a huge crush on him through elementary school and half of middle school. Towards the end of high school we became good friends and now he’s one of my best friends, one of five in a group of high school friends that I still keep in touch with. It’s hilarious to think about now because I can’t imagine having feelings for him as an adult 😂

7. Last thing you ate.

A peanut butter/chocolate chip Perfect bar. I’ve been obsessed with them since trying them over a year ago and have one everyday for breakfast w my coffee.

8. The last time you cried?

Oh boy. I’ve probably cried since but what first came to mind was the sob fest I had watching Perks of Being a Wallflower about a month or so ago. I loved the book and remembered seeing it in theaters when it came out years ago and loving it but being really triggered by it bc of some shit I went through in high school w a friend . I think I kind of wanted to watch again to see if I still liked it/if it still upset me as much all these years later so I poured some wine and gave it a go. Spoiler alert: it was just as upsetting (but also just as good) 🙃🙃

9. Do you have a hobby?

Lmao the closest thing I have is writing fanfiction and hyperfixating on TV shows. I do love yoga and used to go 4-5 times a week pre-pandemic and miss it a lot. My studio opened again but I’m personally not risking it yet.

10. Something you’re really looking forward to.

Lol not to sound depressing but most things I was looking forward to this summer/fall have been cancelled bc of COVID. As of now, my friend is supposed to visit in Aug (she decided to buy the ticket bc it was so cheap that she could eat the price if COVID caused us to cancel) and its not looking good regarding her being able to come. I was supposed to go home to NY at the end of august for my sister’s wedding but that also is up in the air and she’s not sure she’s even doing the small park ceremony that she downscaled her wedding to 😞

Anyone who wants to do this, consider yourself tagged & feel free to tag me in your post 😊 I’ve already wasted too much time I was supposed to spend working doing this bc I have no self control bye

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