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They really had me feeling like I was watching a musical and not a murder mystery with those numbers. I thought we were doing silly "Broadway", but that, that is actually Broadway-worthy or at least my-playlist-worthy because I am not a legit theatre critic
i think tumblr deserves the massive infodump i did in the comments of a youtube clip. for context, its a clip of q!cellbit and q!bbh's conversation of trust
tl;dr at the bottom btw :3
this is one of the most complex clips ive seen in a while from this server. and its all because of a change in character.
bagi and cellbit finding out they're twins seemed to unlock something in cellbit that had been hidden since he escaped from prison. hes been slowly leaning into the mindset he held during the war ever since the eggs disappeared but now hes /actively/ thinking about that time in his life because of bagis pressure. hes regressed back to how he used to be. the kid he was when he would chop and eat people to survive. the kid who slowly grew addicted to the rush and the taste until it was all he knew how to do. that same kid that bad knew. thats ultimately why he trusts him so much. bad has not said a word about how cellbit used to be, and cellbit is both ashamed and trusting. ashamed because he used to be like that, thats how he spent under a decade of his life and only one person knew it. and of course trusting because/only one person knew./ i also think that at a subconscious level cellbit confessed this all to bad because he used to see him as a father figure. hell, cellbit was 13 and bbh was hundreds of years older, there is no doubt in my mind that bad was a place of comfort and a place free of judgement for that cellbit. but he also confessed because he wanted the comfort he had gotten those years ago. cellbit was surviving everyday in a crazy new environment with only bad to guide him through it and hold his hand. thats why he tells him. because he's scared they'll go back there and needs bad again. needs bad to trust him with his life again. but thats not what happens. well, in someways it is. but bad can't comfort him. because he isn't any more sane. they've both lost their minds and bad wether he wants to or not enables cellbit in a certainly dangerous way. they're both dead set on their goals. they both know what the have to do. they've both done this before. they're listening to the same song, but one of them is blasting out their eardrums. they get each other. and they'll stay with each other. and no one else can take them out of this scary fucking mindset
tldr; both q!cellbit and q!bbh are fucked up and they enable each other. not to mention the cycles gonna be damn hard to break.
I took everything I learned from exploring supernatural meta and transferred my immense powers to skzflix. You're welcome, and I'm sorry. I'm going to be insufferable.
Ferryman is so criminally good! It’s got everything! Sex, murder, scandals! LGBT inclusive toxic relationships. Wonderful jazz flairs, Will Wood’s hypnotic melodic harmonies, Shayfer James’ belting folk vocals, and it’s so fucking danceable. James and Wood make lover’s revenge sound soooo good, it’s not a dream.