#they literally kept me alive

[nothingbutloveforyou]

the songs you listen to at ages 15-17 will rip holes into your heart when you listen to them again later in life.

#20k…?? #pls lmk what songs/ artists you think of when reading this #the 1975 was my entire life #they literally kept me alive #also lany #thanks #nothingbutloveforyou #lovers #aesthetic #love #couple #love quote #hug #quote #quotes #i love you #kiss #quote love #word #words #poem #poetry #life #music

[littleaipom]

Plea From A Perennial

#it is projecting-on-plants o' clock #theraputic art #personal #plants #mmkart #if you'll humor me explaining this in the tags/traumadumping for a second: #this is about how my mom will throw out plants when they start looking bad and just keep buying new ones. #except this mentality extends to everything. the results and the look of things are priority and with no patience or consideration to others #something starts falling apart and it gets abandoned. you make a few mistakes and you become dead to her #you could literally be a perennial plant that will flower again come next year if kept alive. but its not worth her time. #its something ive become more aware of while gardening and seeing how she changes the houseplants 24/7 #she has spent the past year insulting my perennial plants that havent flowered yet because i grew them from seed. and its just like 🔫STOP #things are allowed to exist!! chill out! #anyway she is my anti role-model in life for a reason xD

[chocodile]

Drew @kwillow and I’s new guys as a Viera and Nu Mou.

Final Fantasy Tactics Advance was a good game, man.

#viera #male viera #final fantasy #final fantasy tactics advance #nu mou #this game kept me alive in middle school #they had a shitty bus schedule where my bus came an hour after school ended #so all the kids on that route just sat around doing nothing in a slightly grimy hallway with no chairs or tables for an hour #it was literally faster to walk home but not very desirable if it was snowing or in the hot humid east coast summers #this was before everyone had cell phones #minors in rural bumfuck nowhere definitely wouldn't have them #so I played this game a lot #my ocs #hyden #others' ocs #ambroys #kwillow #verse: amaranthine

[anakincito]

#they give us so much 😔 #theyre the ones who've always had the biggest rivaere agenda i love it #literally the reason im alive #snk #riren #rivaere #ereri #f.txt #honestly i made this meme bc of the new merch where eren and levi's poses were switched from other official art and im like !!?!?!?! #what does this mean ???!!?! #honestly the amount of gay as fuck riren official art/merch is absurd and it's whats kept me alive all these years #anyways rivaere canon #if not in the manga then at least in the official art #if nobody got us u know snk official art team got us

[mallowstep]

Obsessed with exploring Fireheart the deputy he’s a struggling former gifted child just like me

Fireheart the deputy is such a good character

#mine #ask #anon #I’m done being angry tonight #and gifted kid shit makes me angry #um but if u think gifted kid problems r bullshit ur wrong #I say this softly and politely #gifted kid discourse is silly and dumb #bc no one really understands what they’re talking abt #talented and gifted program saved my life #I mean that very literally #I had twenty minutes a day where I got to be engaged with the world #that’s it #twenty minutes #it kept me alive

[teacup-labrador]

Sometimes I see those posts where it's like coming home and filling your time with TV is bad and people are meant to have hobbies and it makes me feel so shitty about like, y'know watching TV.

The thing is I love watching movies and watching them over because I love like lighting and framing and analyzing the characters. Same with tv shows. There are so many series that are near and dear to my heart and they so well inspire me to create.

I love stories but I find it hard to read books so it's something that's just more easy and accessible to me. I am trying to avoid more mind numbing television and spend more time doing things I like because it is better for my mental health but at the end of the day it is still something that can be a hobby.

#idk why i made this into paragraphs #if y'all see me posting about Riverdale tho no you dont #this show is literally one of the things that has kept me alive literally #just to see what dumb shit is gonna happen next #i also like to use it in the sense of #i could write this thing so much better #i have a riverdale au in my mind of just like #how to make the story more sane and coherent #you would see jughead without his stupid hat being normal #HOWEVER I REALLY NEED TO STOP WATCHING SHITTY NETFLIX REALITY TV SHOWS FUSBSJ

[imperiousphasmid]

For @maiseey - an emotional support Bantha! 🖤

It’s not much but I actually only know how to show my love and support by awkwardly presenting mediocre doodles this is a FACT

And as ALWAYS please go read And I Fear Nothing, which spawned the idea of emotional support Banthas in the first place. I’m literally begging you.

#bantha #star wars #imp art #is this in response to recent events? #mayhap #got this done wayyyy before my other maisee gift #unfortunately #i SORTA kinda kept track of timing #and i think this took around 6 hours? #is that slow? #that feels slow #anyway #lots of things are inspiring me to actually work at art lately #and she's definitely one of them #she's also literally the sweetest person alive #what is nervous rambling? #never heard of it #\rolls away #ALSO #she has legs she's just laying down #:')

[bifey]

poring over peoples lyrics trying to predict what someone would be called out for if it happened and how stupid id be for not seeing it coming. normal behaviour.

#im so so so exhausted. and its not like its a ''just listen to better artists!'' thing bc it could be ANY of them #and it makes me so fucking paranoid like okay well this song literally kept me alive during the worst times of my life #so how do i reconcile that within myself if or when the artist ends up being a freak? its happened before #like its obsessive at this point. i know it is. its not like i care about their personal lives #its that i care about seeing ''signs'' #i dont invest myself in the artists but god if the music doesnt mean the world to me #txt

[fatsmyname]

albums that make your gender go fucking insane

#fats talks #these two albums have kept me alive this year #I spent a month listening to shape shift with me every single day #from Mars to Sirius is literally perfect #Gojira #against me! #Laura just understands me…. she gets it…. she knows….

[yellow-yarrow]

people are commenting “ough im so sad now and im having an existential crisis” on that d.e. post i made with quotes like “in dark times should the stars also go out?” and maybe it’s just that i’m eastern european and had depression for 10+ years but actually that’s a pretty positive post? trying and hoping for the best even when it seems impossible? thats all i have left lol. lmao.

#dont misunderstand me thats a valid reaction #its just funny. those quotes literally kept me alive after the last hu/ng/arian election #an easter european's positivity is an amerians negativity loll

[askcarla]

*I sneeze like a cat multiple times because of the allergy season*

*my eyes waters so much* dang it… Carla-san, can you help me…? Those allergies are trouble some I have

And what am I exactly getting by helping you out in return?

Better get ready some offerings beforehand...

#I am so sorry for taking forever in literal sense 😭😭 #i just came out of the HELL. #my exams barely kept me alive. #again so sorry ik how hilarious it sounds lol #ask

[smugraccoon137]

Been thinking about rewatching Steven universe. I wonder if it's all the trauma

#Just need like an outlet I think #Sad guy outlet #Like a little maple syrup pitch but all the sad poors out instead #I going to quit my job soon #But im not sure when #I need to find a new apartment first so we'll see #I want more MONEY #So yeah thinking about steven #Cus that show really taught me how to be kind #I think I really need that right now #I hate how badly thr Fandom is thought of #Because that kid literally kept me alive for a number of years #I love Steven and I'm really thankful for him #text #textpost #steven universe

[iamsosexyandcool]

went to a party and all my college friends were there and all of them were so excited to see me and their energy was so amazing i didn't realize how much i missed them . feeling so Loved and Seen and Wanted like this is love this is love this is love like life is so great again actually

#im so happy man #im so so so so so so fucking happy #life is literally so good and i love my friends and life is just so good. it is so good. #like they made me feel so loved and seen and valued and i felt like i coukd be myself again after 2 months of not seeing them #and one of the people there we got to talking and they wanted sushi so i was like do u wanna go get some #but kroger was closed so he decided he just wanted waffle house so we just spontaneously drove to waffle house #and we got everyone food and went through one of those questionnaires to get to know each other better to pass the time #and we got to talking and we're so similar #and then before we went back in we were like we shoulf make out so we tried but he was bad at kissing #like he said he was rly shy to get intimate but he wanted to make out w me bc im hot but he was shy so he was holding back #so then i was like oh we dont have to and then i gave him a lil peck and we went back in and gave good to everyone #and then i left and i blasted my most personal playlist on the way homr w the windows down #and just thought about how good life is and its so good im so grateful to be alive right now #and im so grateful for having friends like this #and also hes a few months younger than me😈😈😈😈😈 im a cougar core #but yea older me would have been so embarassrd bc the kiss was Not going well but now i just brushed it off #like it's a bad kiss . it's not big deal #and he kept overthinking and i was trying to like comfort him but yea he was so shy it was cute #but i wanted to kiss someone at this party and i did ! manifestation core #anyways life is so good right noe and i love being unconditionally loved and everything is so good and i love myself so much #like i need to keep these people close to me bc they make me feel so fucking hapoy man #dear god #life is good life is great everything is so amazing and cool and awesome #:) #and also he was so hot lowkey like his face structure is so unique and he dresses so fucking cool but hes so shy and #overthinks everything like his personality does NOT match his looks but hes cute . hehe

[kiridabideku96]

No because I still cannot believe that Jurassic World: Dominion director compared the Giganotosaurus to the Joker 😂🤣 like dude you’re so stupid! There was no way the Giganotosaurus was anything like the Joker, I can not see any comparison between them at all. I would entertain his comparison if he was talking about the Indominous or the Indoraptor, and to an extent the Therizinosaurus because that veggie ended a deer for the shits ’N’ giggles and even then I think that’s a stretch! For the Giganotosaurus though no I ain’t entertaining that one bit, because there’s literally no comparison between them and it wasn’t even villainous to begin with. Being a carnivore isn’t a villain and having a beef with your rival apex predator isn’t villainous!

#jurassic world dominion #I’m still pissed that the giganotosaurus died but ah well she lives on in my heart! #she’s the true winner…..because she would have won if Rexy didn’t have *cough* plot *cough* armour and #if the Therizinosaurus kept it’s bloody beak out of it! #a part of me wants to comment how unrealistic it is that the therizinosaurus had the smoke for the Giganotosaurus but not Rexy sand how #unrealistic it is for them to partner up to fight off the Giganotosaurus #and go their separate ways like naturally they wouldn’t also battle it out or something acting like the giganotosaurus was the epitome of #evil but Rexy is an angel no Therizinosaurus she’s literally your natural born rival/predator too what are you doing?! #but hey it’s also a fictional film that has unrealistic elements to it anyways such as these dinosaurs being alive in the first place 😂

[arlo-venn]

Dear tumblr user Lorraine,

Over the course of this lengthy financial emergency that I’ve been asking for help from our community to get through, you have sent me hundreds of dollars on three separate occasions.

I don’t know who you are/what your tumblr username is, but it is really important to me that you know how utterly grateful I am/have been for your generosity. It means more than I could possibly describe and I’d really love to do something for you in return.

I don’t have much to offer, but I am capable of creating a certain type of art— if you tell me your favorite flower, animal, bones, random furless/hairless items, organs, etc. as well as how to contact you, I’d love to draw you up a personalized piece to mail out to you. My skill set is a little limited in terms of what I can draw well and what I can’t (hence that strange list), but we can talk it out and I’ll do my best to create your dream piece! I’ve also been commissioned to design tattoos in the past if that’s something you’d prefer. Here are some examples of my art style for you to peek at so you can decide if you’re interested :-)

I can also do silly little doodles with paint on canvas or funny lil collages if you’d prefer— I could even offer two forms!

I’m going to send a link to this post to the email address you have listed through PayPal. Let me know what you think! And, no pressure at all. If you’d prefer to remain anonymous and not receive art, that’s perfectly okay and totally up to you!

Lots of love (and endless gratitude),

Remy

#hope your PayPal name is the name you use otherwise sorry if it’s a dead name #I started shading the face in the brain/fungal drawing but then decided not to which is why it is poorly/oddly shaded #I am grateful for every single person who’s sent me any amount of money from $1 to $1000 #so endlessly grateful I can feel it in my chest #this community has literally kept me alive during this year of hell I stg #I would not have survived without you all #I wish I had the means to offer a drawing to everyone who’s donated or reblogged my SOS posts #Lorraine if you’re anywhere near Ohio you are also welcome to a free pair of great quality rats

[screamingay]

i was too much of a coward to do All That Gender Stuff in high school so i have to do it now in my 20s and it's simultaneously so liberating and deeply embarrassing

#all the bad hair and fucky style experimenting and hot takes on everything. i see it i recognize it but i wont stop it #i feel like my life was on pause in high school bc i was trying so hard just to make it out alive #not that i was suicidal or even depressed really i just struggled w the actual classes and i was too repressed to have fun socially #so i was stressed abt that too constantly. trying to seem like i knew what was cool and stay on good terms with literally every group #i needed to be liked SO BAD #and then when ppl liked me i got so scared of the attention i just cut them off #anyway. i didnt come out as nb until a couple years after i graduated and throughout school id kept my hair short but never too short #for fear of losing credit with the popular kids which was SO dumb but i didnt know what id do if that many influential peers openly hated me #i never made bad choices which means i never made good ones either and i just put my fingers in my ears and la la la'd my way through school #so now as an adult im forced to unplug my ears and be a part of the world around me and also let go of the fear of rejection #i can just do whatever anytime and the people who like what i do will find me #such a simple concept but it's taken so many years for my mind to even just accept

[trans-xianxian]

my older sister gives me stupid unwanted life advice, I feel an unbridled sense of rage

#the dating app argument wasn't enough now she has to argue w me about how she thinks that I should buy a fucking house 😐 #girl what are you talking about I can barely pay rent each month 😭 #she was being sooo weirdly aggressive abt it too like I said I don't want to do that can you just fucking drop it #also I am literally 20 years old you're being insane #the dating app thing started out just sort of obnoxious in a mostly funny way but today she was like #'this is the age where you're supposed to be meeting people and learning things' #shut up shut up shut up why are you assigning me this stupid arbitrary timeline #even after I explained to her why I wouldn't like that she kept talking about like godddd leave it alone already #like I know making friends and finding relationships has always been sooooo easy for you but its not for me!!!! #can we please stop talking about how I'm sad and lonely and have never been kissed in the 20 years I've been alive!!! #anyway we actually had a lot of fun today but she just started being annoying and older sistery at the end #I KNOW that it comes from the fact that she loves me and worries abt me and wants me to be happy or whatever #but I wish that she would just Listen for once #I know that these are stupid silly arguments that aren't that deep ect #but its like god could you just listen to me? could you just fucking listen for once? #anyway. #ghost posts #text

[abyssaldyke]

Every single stupid culture op ed about how you should stop baking bread or goyim no longer celebrating Hanukkah or how much millennials hate mayonnaise was written by some freelancer on the day of their deadline bc they have to submit something and if their article gets enough clicks maybe Slate or the New York Times will finally open their pitches instead of just filtering them through to some intern and God they've got to put food on the table and if that means churning out rage click content to be fed into Twitter's gaping maw then that's what they'll do.

#ya girl #source: i was a culture writer #doesnt mean these people arent still jerks writing bad articles but i guarantee nobody feels as strongly as they seem in their articles #i literally was hired at my writing job off a sample that was a response to carey purcell's im tired of being the jewish man's rebellion #carey purcell's stupid take literally kept me alive during the pandemic bc writing was the one job i didnt lose #i should send her an edible arrangement someday

[parkourtag]

i’m going to wake up tomorrow morning. take a car journey to the worst place in england. and then see mcr. then go home. i’m being very normal about this.

#lifeblogging #HOOOOOOOOO GOD #A DECADE OF MY FUCKING LIFE HAS LED TO THIS #like they never saved me in the traditional sense but they. they still Saved me #they gave me music in a lot of ways and that’s kinda. y’know. kept me alive #it’s the Reason i’m alive. is music. so like. mcr #wow #anway fuck milton keynes i literally despise milton keybes

[palewhitehorse]

mummy dust cured my depression

#vaaya moodu #ghost #'he is' also did. in a different way #while i dont believe in satan as an actual being or whatever i find a deep comfort in the notion of satan #in paradise lost. in faust. in ghost. in most depictions of him over time #literally sitting here bawling over how hopeless i feel and then the 'disobedience that holds us together' line hit me and made me do a #complete 180 emotionally #i felt so powerful. i felt like someone had my BACK #and then i burst out laughing bc THIS MUST BE HOW RELIGIOUS PEOPLE FEEL EVERYDAY #then i realized that to me satan is a personification of everything that's got me to the point i am right now. everything about myself that #has kept me alive #and if i believe in nothing i believe in that at least. in a weird twisted way because of satan i believe in myself #that feels WEIRD TO SAY ON ITS OWN. 'i believe in myself' #i dont think ive ever believed in myself in the way most people do #but from this angle i do. its hard to explain but it feels like a tenaciousness i have no choice but to have. but at least i have it. and i #believe in it #religion