This is me currently vvv
—as I talk to the mirror and write on it with whiteboard marker plotting this “lost ronin” story idea that was supposed to stay a story idea while I write two other stories
I’m not even sure I want the name to stay lost ronin, someone help me pick a name /hj
I’d like to apologize to future me because I don’t think I’m going to be able to climb out of this spiraling abyss
The synopsis I have for this is over 500 words long and still going :)
Oh geez, imagine plotting out the chapter timeline I’m not getting any sleep tonight /pos
Ignore the tags… or don’t hahah
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wait so was saltburn good or not 😭 i’m seeing such mixed reviews
objectively no it was total shit. the plot was all over the place, the characters were underdeveloped, several loose ends weren’t tied off, and it was trying so hard to be subversive that it ended up coming across really forced, i.e. it was not nearly as edgy as it thinks it was. HOWEVER i will say that it was legitimately entertaining and i was not ever bored while watching. and beyond that the visuals were absolutely stunning, the cinematography was genuinely incredible and i would watch it again just for that. i like the main actors and i think they did really well with what they were given, especially barry keoghan who played the main guy. i think it was trying to be too many things at once and if it stuck closer to just one of the several plot lines it was trying to keep up with it could’ve been really good. that’s what’s really frustrating abt it for me at least like it had potential to be a really fantastic movie and shitty writing totally prevented that
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It was hard to pick,,,,, so, fjskdjsksjs it’s so many (only sort of sorry,,ngl) 😂
5,17 for kiyazan
9,25 for daemon nd karima
8,15 for Gideon and valen loll
29 for all of em 💀
Once again I FORGOT ABOUT A BLORBO ASK but I literally had this in the drafts and everything and today I bring you answers FHRHDJKSSJ
Kiyazan:
5. How do they comfort each other when they are sad?
Yazan is a big actions guy so if something is bothering her he’d want to take care of it and fix it immediately also kiki loves cuddles and cuddles she shall receive fjskakdjdk will literally do anything to make it better,, holding her, talking about it, dancing it out, ordering her favorite takeout (yazan talking about it is a mix him being sincere and dissing the shit out of the person/situation and I kinda love it djdjskdjdk) leaving kiki’s part for you because I wanna know 😌💗
17. Their ways of expressing their love.
We talked about yazan putting up the shelves that kiara got that have been sitting around since forever and that pretty much what it’s about 😂 he just does things for her, or does things so she doesn’t have to. Pre relationship or pre living together yazan would just go around her house and fix anything that needed fixing fjdksidjdk,, also a big part of why he doesn’t mind doing the chores. To put it shortly acts of service and quality time!
Daemon and karima:
9. How open are they with their feelings?
I know why you’re asking this 😂💀 karima is…. Unfortunately still not the best at it at least in a serious vulnerable context and she bottles up a lot BUT she would sit down with him and be like “can I tell you something homie to homie 😔” and even then she tries to to keep it from getting too deep even when it comes to expressing love she’s not one to get Too sentimental but will let him know she cares about him. But this is mostly when they’re still in the beginning of their relationship (honestly it might take her 2+ years of being like that 💀) but I will say the first time she lets herself cry in front of him…………..
25. Share any headcanons about their relationship.
FHDKSJSKDJ ok so you know karima will just KO whenever wherever and her sleep is heavyyyyyy lol and I just think daemon doesn’t let her sleep in her makeup that’s all 😌 she’s knocked tf out snoring and all and he’s just 🥰 wiping her makeup off and doing her skincare for her
Valen and Gideon:
8. What are their most prominent memories of each other?
PLEASE 😭 valen’s is that he used to keep a pet rat as a kid, everybody refused to acknowledge it because it wasn’t actually a pet it was some rat he found lurking in their gardens and deemed it his bestie and would check up on it every day fssksjdjdj and when the rat died gideon was the one that buried and held a funeral for it 😔
Gideon’s most prominent memory has to be valen punching his dad in a room full of people loll bc not only was it incredibly humiliating and an act of love towards his bestie but it was also the first time anyone really stood up to this bully of a man and he just got wrecked by a teenager fjskaksjdj it was great seeing him hunched over w a bleeding nose until he made a comment about the company his son keeps and then it was both boys vs the guards trying to tear them off him fjdksksjskdn
15. Does their view of themselves differ from their partner’s view?
Sort of lol,, gideon struggles so much with his self image and thinks he’s broken and has nothing to offer or that letting ppl get to know him is essentially a burden on him and them so he just doesn’t make friends or meaningful relationships easily and valen over here just Fails to fathom it because to him gideon’s the most solid friend he’s ever had and literally nothing like all those things he says about himself and so he always makes it a point to let him know all the things he appreciates about him
Valen on the other hand thinks he’s the most interesting and amazing person anyone has the pleasure of knowing and that he’s worth it and because he’s set that expectation for himself any criticism from others or negative emotions from himself is shoved aside in favor of the facade and while gideon agrees he’s amazing and lowkey idolizes him lol he’s the only one actually capable of giving him a reality check that he’ll listen to and seeing him as just valen
All:
29. What are your favorite moments that happen between them?
WAAHHHH LMAO ok to be completely fair my fave kiyazan moment is them throwing up into the same toilet together and kiki tolerating the bugs yazan collects despite hating them bc if this isn’t love idk what is 😂
My favorite daemon karima moment is him kicking the ball in her face when they first met DJDKSKDJDJFN and also ceramics class
And my fave valengideon moment is them going into the city and buying some lame lizard which turned out to be a large dragon they tried hiding in a barn where hay and fire don’t mix very well SGDHFKSKDJDJ rip
[oc romance asks]
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Today I had a banana, a cup of coffee, a tea, and a small slice of cake. Spread out throughout the day.
I’m not hungry, but now on top of not feeling hungry, I feel like eating something will “ruin it”. And I need to run across the street to pick up a couple things, but if I do that, then Ill have to eat, because I went to the trouble buying the food, and that’ll “ruin it”. This is the third day in a row that my appetite is dwindling. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
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So, was anyone else writing//thinking up fan fiction before they had any idea what the fuck fan fiction was?
I think the first fandom I wrote fan fiction for when I knew it was fan fiction was either Harry Potter or ATLA. But I found a super old notebook of mine full of ideas for my own Magic Tree House book and another notebook where I wrote my own character into the world of Rocket Power.
Magic Tree House notebook was from 1999 and Rocket Power one was from 2001-2003 (I had a lot of ideas—not all of them are legible).
If anyone else did this with other series, I’d love to know!
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