#they sit like a bunch of gays

[crybaby-bkg]

Dabi is sooo stray cat coded to me. you find him hurt and bleeding near your house one day, and maybe you only clean his wounds and feed him whatever you had in the fridge, and he just keeps coming back. keeps finding a reason to return to you—he left his phone charger—he never returned your Tupperware—he needs the recipe for that one dish you made that one time even though he knows it’s just a gateway for you to cook it for him again.

and after a while, you just start inviting him in with no hesitation or need of an excuse. he’s such a stray cat kinda dude, just slinks in whenever he feels like it. knocks things over because he finds your reactions funny. steals your food and your warmth and your side of the bed.

after a while, you two fall into a routine with each other. he comes over and messes with you until he gets bored and leaves again, only to pop up in fewer intervals every time. but, as time goes on, in those moments, he just likes to watch you. keep his hands to himself—sometimes—and admires your daily routine. thinks to himself that this is what normalcy is like, asks himself why does he crave it with you so badly?

Dabi watches you from the corner of your bed as you sit in front of your mirror to dab on your makeup. he’s learned what the hell primer and bronzer is and the quickest way to do eyeliner, and it fascinates him more than it should. he watches you prance out of the bathroom after a shower in just your underwear and a towel on your head. how you lather your skin in these fancy oils and body butters, but finds himself asking if they’re safe on still healing burned skin.

he watches you cook him dinner and clean the living room and enjoy your shitty music and tv shows and cry over your dumb romance books and he just. he just can’t believe he’s fallen into this domesticity with you, this normalcy, as he finds himself not watching anymore but doing—with you, beside you. and he finds that he likes it. just a little.

#I love this dude fr #I had a dream about him last night #actually I had two dreams #and one was about me being obsessed w this girl after she saved me #but she hated me bc she wasn’t gay lmfao #BUT HIS dream I don’t even remember honestly #just us sitting in a room painted orange with a bunch of Knick knacks in it #idk I’ve been having like twenty dreams a night #ANYWAY I’m obsessed w him vury much so #ALSO I got some chunky yarn for crocheting so wish me luck in trying it again!!!! #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬

[thunderjackal]

spspsps tma fandom come get your feed of toxic old man yoai

ANYWAY i think a lot of elias's problems could have been solved if they let him wear dresses into the institute tbh

#peter lukas #elias bouchard #lonleyeyes #THAT IS THEIR SHIP NAME/??? STOP ITS TOO CUTE #the magnus archives #tma fanart #tma #tma s3 #tma s4 #magpod #the mag pod #emotional process went 'oh they're having a meeting together ok they know eachother i bet hes super evil' to 'oh. oh elias is leaving the #insitude with him' to 'OH NO GAY UM HE HAS CUSTODY OF THE CHILDREN' #Elias is slaying and by slaying i mean [extended sounds of brutal pipe murder] #thunders funky art #headcanon that Jon and Elias's floaty eyes kind of act as an broadcast of their emotions #and during s4 sometimes a bunch of eyes appear around Martin with little heart pupils and he freaks out #and Peter just sits there sipping his coffee like 'dont worry I've been there done that'

[zippers]

shout out to high school "reverse bicurious" "cis woman" me who just thought trans people in antiquity were fascinating and did my Latin IA on trans/gnc romans so now when I'm making lesson plans for my actual job teaching about gay and trans romans i literally just have a document from 2016 called "Gender links" that cites whole books with relevant quotes and summaries and even better, my own translations of primary sources.

thank you pre-burnout me!!!! for doing the leg work as an "ally"!!!!

#everything in my life was foreshadowing me being gay and trans #from my warrior cat name being gaypaw on the playground to me wanting to prove i was straight so bad i faked an interest in latin only to #discover i was obsessed with researching gay and trans people in antiquity/history/prehistory and now i'm an archaeologist #and we all know that archaeology is the gayest of the nerd professions #i mean i was dating a nonbinary person at the time i just got soo freaked out by the twinge of gender euphoria when an acquaintance used #they/them pronouns for me that i took it as evidence i was deffo not a they/them and did not examine my gender again until i was 19 #and it was really like a revelation i had zero seconds of questioning i just realized sitting in my living room. it just made sense. #anyway lol long gender ramble in the tags here #pride #ancient rome #yes i am gonna talk about catullus but how do i talk about attis to a bunch of 9 year olds #am i going to do it? yes. do i expect a few blank stares? yes but who cares bc it means they are focused on their clay! #okay i am spending way too long writing this post back to work!

[angel-archivist]

God the horror genre. Is so many things. 

#AUGHh its so frusterating cuz like i feel like horror has such a potential as a genre to be worked into one that highlights opression #instead of feeding into it and there are def horror movies coming out and that have come out that tackle their themes in a way that works #not to endorse the fear of outsiders or the unknown but instead the fear of what is very well known but often ignored #but like ok so slashers right? I love a good slasher n the genre has so many really good movies but then you get movies like sleepaway camp #which are just. SO entrenched in transmisogynist ideas and queerphobia that its just like. yikes. #and then you have books like dracula and cosmic horror stuff by lovecraft and both the book and that author in speciifc feed into horror as #a genre of hatred where the 'unknown' is whats to be feard and the fear of the unknown too quickly leads into the fear of queerness or #different cultures or races #into bigotry #like i know dracula is big but as someone who read the book and wrote an essay on it. it is so important to acknowledge the copious amounts #of bigotry and misogyny and hatred that stoker wrote into that novel #ITS JUST god i love horror so much but there are just. some films that will never appeal to me cuz i just cant get over the hurdles of #intense hatred #like i could watch all of Halloween because of the amount of ableism like #also to be clear: it was a blind watch my parents are both pastors lol they werent sitting me down to watch slashers in my infancy and ive #only recently started going through and watching a lot of the 'classic' horror films #its fun! ive been having fun most have dated moments but god the first halloween film was rough #still wondering how that kid from middle school who's parents hated gay people and were like conservative catholics were chill with their #like 12 year old son watching a bunch of horror movies #n i couldnt even get my hands on one if i wanted to

[sooptea]

I still think about the fact that I got a lot of harassment for IDing as bisexual when I was younger. I feel like it's either not really an issue anymore or I have just miraculously avoided seeing any biphobia the last few years.

Like yeah, there probably are people who hate bi people, it wouldn't surprise me, and it wouldn't surprise me if the only reason why I don't see it anymore is just because I'm in the United States and our queer conversation at the moment is more focused on gender identity than sexual identity.

Idk maybe it's why I think it's fucking stupid people rag on binary trans and nonbinary trans people. Like in 60 years transphobia is gonna be seen as old and stupid. What have we learned the last 10, 60, 1000+ years? Nothing.

People are gonna rehash the same bullshit excuse every time just a different enemy

#imagine being forced to sit at a cafeteria people with a bunch of people you know but arent friends with and they purposely #start talking about how being bi is sinful and youd burn in hell. and you cant walk away bc of stupid school rules and what not and it's 7am #i had complete random strangers dming me in middle school saying that because i was bisexual i was absolutely horrible and gross and i #was going to burn #I HADNT EVEN KISSED ANYONE LIKE DAMN YALL HATED ME FOR JUST BREATHING #also dont clown bc this post is not about 🍳 or omni folk and the minority of biphobia that comes from there #this is specifically about how i had gay people tell me theyd never date a bisexual because they ALWAYS cheat or leave them for het couples #this is about straight people telling me i CANT be bi i can ONLY be gay or straight #this is about being told bi isnt real because EVERYONE ends up monogamous so you have to choose eventually #this is about being told i shouldnt kiss anyone same sex because what if I wanted to be het later and nobody would want to date me #this is about having people using asking me out as a joke because the idea of dating me was laughable

[cinna-bunnie]

y'all r so cute i want to hold u by ur chin and kiss u all over ur faces and tell y'all how every part of u is so so pretty and alsjfhdkalal come here right now!!!

#I'm so gay #ily #brady-like-the-bunch hiii u inspired this post 🙈 but umm there r A Few of u i am thinking about now #also hi transmascs ur hairy legs n tummies r so cute i wanna sit on ur laps n straddle u and call u a good boy i love u too (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠) #(⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠) MWAH MWAH MWAH one million kissies for each of u

[chilwcll]

i wish someone would’ve prepared me for the amount of gossip that comes with f1 because jesus christ

#i can’t do this anymore #the gossip itself is… not that bad i #guess but #literally EVERYONE cares so much about it 😭😭😭 #like i kid you not i just saw a bunch of comments of actual theories that lando #is gay and that’s why he’s associated with so many girls #like #they genuinely think he is doing that on purpose to hide that he’s gay #everyone is so in denial in that fandom #pls rescue me #but yes i was also not prepared to see that amount of girls sit in his passenger seat after being a fan of mason for 2 years #like mason was so boring and all the gossip came from literal CRUMBS #we actually only SAW him wity a girl 3 or 4 times? in 2 whole #years? i dream of that now

[mer-se]

Prima facie round two. 5/17 🎭🤍

#pics and videos don’t do the front row justice at all #the way that it curves to the stage is crazy I had to take wide angle pics and even then can’t really tell how close it is #it’s also the only row lit up the entire show with a spotlight #was kind of overwhelming because you’re like face to face #like! at one point she sits on the floor of the stage and we made eye contact for what felt like a whole min and bro tell me why I felt SHY #like grl 😳 #we got some smiles at the end too that invoked some gay panic #she’s even more beautiful irl it’s crazy #and talented like she puts everything into that #was so different seeing the performance so close up man was intense #like her crying hurt my damn feelings #my friend went out before us to try and find a spot for me to get an autograph cus friendship #because there's people there waiting before the show even starts it's wild #she got up front tho! and met a bunch of ppl someone had seen the play 8 times and there were other ke tattoos #I pissed off some ppl but made it up there and jodie wasn't feeling well enough to sign #I wasn't even mad I hope she's ok she does so much man I'd need a year off in bed #did get to see her drive off tho haha #maybe we'll make it down once more before it's done either to see it again or do other ny shit then try for an autograph #we’ll see #I hope she doesn’t get burnt out I even felt bad contributing to the feralness #the show is so heavy I hope she’s taking care of herself #we got sprayed a few times by her drinking water and yelling/talking so if she's sick and l'm getting jodie sick idec #I know ur not suppose to take pics aside from the bow don't come for me #that's why I took it from a horribly under the stage low angle from my ankle basically lol #l've had a headache and motion sickness grossness since the drive down p sure it's a migraine wanna just go sleeps #was so worth it tho for that incredible lady 😮‍💨 #also! got to drive a bronco to and from which was cool I love them lately #ok bye I wrote so much shit probably incoherent #mine

[thepinkseashell]

HELLOOOO HOW THE FUCK ARE YALL DOING I HAVE HAD A MOTHERFUCKING DAY

#SO. THERE WAS THIS EVENT/FESTIVAL THINGY GOING ON THAT I WENT TO AND IT WAS REALLY NICE I RAN INTO A BUNCH OF PPL I KNEW N GOT LOTS OF HUGS #N THEN TOWARDS THE END THINGS WERE SORTA WINDING DOWN BUT I JUAT WANTED TO HANG AROUND CAUSE IT WAS A NICE DAY OUT YKNOW #SO I WAS JUST SITTING ON A BENCH AND THIS GIRL COMES UP TO ME AND SHES LIKE HI MY FRIEND OS REALLY SHY BUT SHE THINKS UR CUTE #AND THEN SHE HANDS ME A FUCKING LETTER(!!!!!) FROM THE FRIEND THATS LIKE HI I LOVE YOUR SMILE AND YOU SEEM COOL AND I WANNA BE FRIENDS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #SO IM LIKE THATS FUCKING ADORABLE WHERE THE FUCK IS YOUR FRIEND OF COURSE I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WHAT THE FUCK #SO SHE TAKES ME TO HER AND THE GIRL IS REALLY FUCKING NERVOUS AND CUTE AND AAAAA WHAT THE FUCK. SO ANYWAY I GOT HER NUMBER #AND THEN LIKE RIGHT AFTER SHE WALKED AWAY I RAN INTO ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE AND IM LIKE DUUUUUUDE UR NOT GONNA BELIEVE THIS N I TOLD THEM #N THEY WERE REALLY HYPE WITH ME N WE HAD OUR LITTLE !!!!!! MOMENT AND YEAH. HAVIN A GAY ONE YALL 👍💞

[truthundressing]

the longer ive had to stew on it the more i am actually worried abt harry's fanbase

#like online i guess i obly see the odd terrible take bow and then but beibg in a room full of homophobes watching a queer film made me feel #so so so alone #and not at all what my expereince going to see a queer film should have been #like there was a bunch of girls sitting in front of me that LAUGHED during the scene where patrick got beat up #when that happened i literally felt sick to my stomach and honestly considered leaving bc i felt so unsafe #but im glad i stuck it out bc the movie was beautiful #i just guess i really didnt realise how homophobic some of his fanbase is #bc i dont see loads online and that i do see i always think 'oh yeah but im sure they wouldbt act this way irl' #and seeing peopke actually act that way in public makes me really really sad #honestly was the worst movie going expereince ive ever had i literally bolted as soon as the credits rolled bc i had my 'pits and perverts #lgsm' shirt on and just felt so so unsafe staying in that theatre any longer #and they laughed through the gay sex scenes and absoloute silence during the striaght ones like really felt very fetishiser #like idk almost like they enjoyed seeing the little gay ppl in the movie go through turmoil and shit idk #dude im not in the mind of a homophobe so idk gow they think but yh :/ #i really hope these are just teens that will grow and change but idk man i came out of that theatre not thinking abt the movie but abt how #fucked society is if ppl like that are still around and the majority :// #n e wayyyyy rant over #not gonna be around the rest of this weekend bc 1 i have family stuff going on but 2 i just need a little distance i think #bc of my own feelings and how im still a little shook up from it not anything directly due to h <3 #to delete #mp spoilers

[yikez]

me : *constantly talks to him* *asks for advice* *shows him exams from other classes* *tries to get his attention* *tries to get him to compliment me* *vaguely tells him about my issues so he asks about it*

also me : surely he doesn't know i see him as a father figure 😋👍

#btw despite trying all this he doesn reciprocate #i mean kinda #i mean it's complicated #like i told him a guy in my class who is very right wing makes me uncomfortable because of the things he says #and when that guy called somone gay as an insult and called someone the r slur my teacher got realllyyyyy mad #cuz he knows I'm a lesbian and I've hinted at thinking i might be nd #and my friend who sits next to me is actually ND soooo that didn't fly well with my teacher and I'm so happy he said something #and he immediately looked at me after!!!! i was having a really bad day that day and it made it so much better #but like whenever i say something mean about myself #like not in a compliment fishing way but rather as a I'm insecure so it just comes out of my mouth way #he doesn't disagree #and i know as a teacher you generally shouldn't be the one person to therapize your student #but like a little don't say that about yourself would be great #also I'm like the best in his class but I'm a perfectionist because of that and i keep being 1 point away from full points #and like he just makes fun of me for it #i know he means it nicely and that's just his humor and why i like him in the first place #but I've never gotten a good job from him #maybe he's just not a complimenting type?? i wish he would say one single nice thing about me though #he DOES recommend me a bunch of stuff and we talk a lot and that's probably how he shows he cares #so I'm trying to get used to that instead of expecting words of affirmations #teacher crush community #tcc #father figure teachers

[averagegorewriter101]

There is a lot of things I didn’t expect when going to community college, one of them was a leaked photo of a well known homophobic guy who calls himself “gods gift” wearing a cheerleader outfit

#not to mention a lot of Christian clubs trying to recruit #bibles were handed out and shit #I had to like pretend to ignore them or when they got too pushy I just outright said I was a satanist #que me arguing 20 minutes before making an excuse of going to tutoring #then there is the abortion fight #bonnie shipped with our school mascot #a bunch of allegations #a guy having a temper tantrum in the study room #and other shit I can’t fucking remember atm #my fucking gay ass is not surving in sociology #not because it’s hard but there’s oddly a lot of homophobic and transphobic people #not the teacher tho at least I love her she’s fucking cool #me eating an entire wrap in one sitting at my desk #almost spilling Diet Coke over my desk #sleeping while studying #learning a shit tone of anatomy

[mercuryislove]

last year was unintentionally the year of sonam and I have recently decided that 2024 must officially be the year of ciaran

#i wrote like 100k words just about sonam last year and i must do the same for my favorite boy ciaran. #you know what that means. time to write a bunch of GAY SEX #YIPPEE!! #oc talk #for real though any time i feel a creative slump i sit down and write graphic violence or gay sex #really gets the juices flowing as it were.