#they talk big game about inclusion yet our government always declines human rights 'advice' from the UN if it's lgbtq

[ambiguousdisorderken]

yet another life crisis for tumblr dot com. so i'm studying this career right? well, now i wanna transfer universities because there's this other uni that offers title completion abroad, (half in my country, half in another one of my choosing) and trust me i want out, i want more. i'm positive it'll be more expensive than the one i'm currently in, but in the long run it might save me some money and actually help me achieve certain specific goals which otherwise would be next to impossible. right? RIGHT? this will fuck my unemployed pockets so bad.

#god there are so many fucking education obstacles when you're just an average person born in a latinamerican country. #and my sister's probabmy gonna move out but her job she can do anywhere and it'd still be fine #mine tho? licenses and. bunch of requirements and shit so it's better if i plan carefully #but im a mess because hello atrocius records #why dont rich people sponsor me or something #i promise i can do nice things when give the chance :( #and now my france thing is coming to bite me in the ass. i cant just spare three months of my life just looking prettyish talking french #my youth's fading and i need to get on the fast track #funny thing is im aiming for a doctorate and what level am i? an entry level bachelor peasant #good fuck there's so much studying before me #but most important thing is. i want out of my country. out ut out #so i always complain about our shit weather but also there's so much corruption it's disgusting and lgbt hatecrimes? non recognized #they talk big game about inclusion yet our government always declines human rights 'advice' from the UN if it's lgbtq #no recognition in any capacity of queer families. ofc no same sex marriage or civil unions #there are so many awful things happening and i wish i didn't wanna move but i just dont like it. and understandably so. #feeling trapped once again 💔 #ah shit back to the france thing. maybe I'll just get some classes online at least to use up some of my credit #i hate everything. why are borders even a thing. why am i born with less rights just because of the coordinates i was born in #why am i limited to 75k km2 and others have so much more #and before you say oh that's enough! it's not. especially when your country's completely centralized #there's ONE city. the rest i don't really count because... they're not cities #my passport opens no doors #im so tired im TIRED! #personal #sorry to vent. long sesh w my aunt. #am i repulsive in my wanting #if i was from a nice fancy country I'd be a foreigner but little old me? uwanted immigrant #im making myself upset now *sighs* sorry guys. #it's just so sad being unhappy by the place you live in. you can't be happy if your surroundings are always bringing you down #every time i travel and i go back i feel hopelessness