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gibbearish · 3 months
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i know it was a joke that is sort of understandable in context so im not gonna say anything on the post itself. but boy seeing someone say "i'm also down with murdering a few actors if it leads to better movies" REALLY rubs me the wrong way
#like the context was op said 'if the gore is cgi whats the point' and someone replied 'do you expect them to just maim the actors'#then 'ohh i forgot about practical effects'#and its like. i get the joke. i get how you got to that joke. i get you didnt mean anything by it.#but 'so what if actors die as long as the movie's good' isnt uh. exactly a hypothetical is it?#like. isnt workplafe safety for actors like a huge fucking issue#both with set stuff and just. How They Treat Their Workers#like. even on safe sets dont actors srill get worked to the bone to the point theyre way more likely to like. get deathly sick or#be distracted while driving or turn to addiction#or even more outright things like. i cant remember who it was but that girl who that one director Deeply traumatized over and over again#because he wanted her reaction to truly be real?#and thats not even touching the entire world of stunt doubles#like. the movie industry seeing actors as disposable fodder as long as the movie is good is. real life.#so even knowing they probably werent trying to make light of that because like. the wording of its the same but with theirs the context#does have a /slightly/ different meaning#where the punchline is saying 'nah lets actually do (wild thing)' because taking a misunderstanding seriously can be funny#but in this case (wild thing) is actually (extremely common and fucked up thing) so its just. really not good imo#idk it just made me really uncomfortable and i needed to get it out of my system
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fagflint · 2 months
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tbh its just hurtful.
#you know me for 3 days less than a whole year. we have deep conversations about serious stuff#and then as soon as it benefits you you start saying shit that is the opposite of everything that actually happened#and youre convincing and all our performative ass friends who apparently didnt care enough abt me to question anything#believe you and drop me about it.#it just sucks. i let you in.#dk what i expected from someone who ticked every box on the 'signs of emotional abuse' article but like god damn.#and i didnt know that then so i thought you were just a genuine ass person.#and i struggle to even be angry with you because youre human. meanwhile youre making me out to be such a shitty person that i know im not#that everyone who knows me knows im not. but you dont care about that bc it doesnt feed your narrative.#genuinely just an insane fucking thing to go through. like jesus christ.#and if it werent abt [x] you wouldve claimed it was about [y] AND YOU DID! LMAO.#and ur doing the exact shit ur making me out to be a villain about (when i didnt even do that) and its like. funny almost.#but jesus christ like i really let you in i gave you so much of myself i spent so much time with and on you MONEY even when u Know im not#financially stable. but u didnt care ig??? bc it didnt serve u. genuinely just wild. what a terrible fucking person.#and i cant even expect them to even look in on themself bc after all this time they should have and havent. so i just have to move on#knowing that theyve said all that shit (that didnt even HAPPEN) and ive lost people because of it and they continue to say that shit.#i cant even say i hope you kill yourself because i dont. but i should.#literally like. abused me. and got away with it. and yet.#what ever.#rambles
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r3ally-bad-url · 1 year
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I should've gotten a pic of this but my school has put out a bunch of blatant money grab black history clothing and so I'm leaving the gym yesterday and I see this sweater that says "black history month" but the history month is crossed out and says "and future" and for a moment I'm like oh okay this exercise class just killed my brain
And then I get in my friends car and she's like "did that just say black and future???"
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mymyapplesigh · 1 month
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How Soon Is Now ?
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How far can obsession drive someone? In a world of myth, Clarisses obsession with you drives her more than the magic in her blood.
This is an interactive story so the person reading this is involved.
Warnings!: obsessed clarisse, dirty kinda thoughts, stalking, showering together, jealousy, picture taking
The water filled your own mind. The water filled your own thoughts and ideas. It flowed through your own locks of hair and played around your limbs.
The stars you saw in the country were different than the ones in the city. The yellow light mixing with the blue water made the blurry green light that was illuminating the pool.
It was a nice gesture for camp to make you your own pool though. Being the only child of Poseidon was hard. Every half blood at camp had a sibling which made them less lonely.
You didnt care that much though, at least you didnt have to share your cabin, or your pool. Your eyes felt heavy as the water soothed you to sleep, slowly getting rid of your thoughts.
You however werent aware of Clarisse in the other room. Her staring at herself in the mirror with a bikini on. She never even imagined herself in a bikini. All of this just to get your attention. To change your wild thoughts to you thinking of just her.
If there was one thing Clarisse wasnt, it was dumb. She knew youd never fall in love with a girl, much less her. I mean you had the biggest crush on Luke, but that didnt change the fact she had all of those pictures of you on her phone. You guys together, your selfies, you walking around camp, you sleeping, you changing, you.
As you felt the sleep pulling you in deeper you felt the water around you change. When your eyes opened you saw Clarisse step into the pool.
“Thought id join you.” Even though she wanted to say sorry for intruding your night swim, she never apologizes.
Your eyes traveled from her face and down her body. Youd never seen her in lude clothing before.
“Whats with the swim suit,” You said to her calmly as you change from your floating position to standing in the water watching her get in.
“Why? You see something you like ?” She asks in a teasing tone even though she really did mean it.
“Im just not used to seeing you in so….. less.” You responded to her question honestly. You started swimming to her slowly as now her whole body was in.
You wrapped your arms around her waste and put your head on her chest. Your ear was pressed on her heart and you heard her strong heart. As you kept listening to her heart you heard it quickening its pace. The water always calmed peoples heart rate so this was odd…
“Hey, you okay? You asked her.
“Im fine Y/n”
As you relaxed you felt her swim around as you were still wrapped around her. You liked being close with her. She was your best friend after all. When she came to a step in the pool she sat down. The rocky flooring of the pool was a pain to her ass though.
You were now sitting on her lap with your knees on either side of her legs. She didnt miss the fact you were also wearing a bikini however. Her eyes catching your chest and ass.
Her hands traced small patterns on your skin, some just plainly spelling out ‘i love you’, ‘love me’, or ‘mineminemine’.
Your breathing calmed her down. The feeling of your slow breathing made her relax and calm down too. She cradled your head as her usual temper her father gave her was just washing away since you were with her.
“Y/n, why do you even like Luke?” she asked as she felt the pang of jealously come over her again.
She seemed to have caught you off guard as you were quiet again. You knew why you liked him but you just couldnt put it into words.
“Well, hes cute, hes nice, hes got a good personality, and hes just different than any other guy. Hes just not an asshole Clar.”
She knew she could never compare to him. Her fathers temper and quick reactions taking over her before she could even think of anything else. Luke was more calm, he knew how to control his emotions and knew how to be a perfect boy, exactly what you would want.
After just soaking each other in more you both silently agreed you had enough and got out.
There was something weird about the washrooms. They were just all connected, the only thing dividing them being the dividers inbetween the showers. There were benches in the big room too. It was like those school locker rooms but bigger and with showers.
As you were about to step into one of the showers you stopped and turned around.
“Do you want to join me ?”
The question made her freeze. Her mind went blank as her head rappidly nodded.
Taking off your bikini you tossed it on the floor and waited for Clarisse to do the same. She seemed to have trouble with the top of her bathing suit top so you helped her take it off. Once she was nude too you closed the curtain of the shower stall.
It was pretty dark in the stall but she could still see your beautiful face. She watched the water from the shower head go over your shoulders and down your body.
Reaching for the soap you decided to wash her hair. Your long slim fingers scratching her scalp made her shoulders relax from its tense state.
Even though she was taller than you, you still managed to massage her scalp just right. Her groans started becoming quieter as you started giggling at her reactions.
She decided to wash your hair too as her fingers were perfect in your scalp.
When you both finished washing your bodies you got out. Deciding to do the rest of your routine in your cabin you dried yourself off and wrapping yourself with the same towel.
About to put on your pajama shirt, she stopped you.
“Wear mine instead.” She told you handing you her own 90’s band shirt.
“Thanks babe.”You said to her smiling at her.
She knew you called everyone that nickname but it still did something to her. Twisting her mind into thinking you are still hers.
Holding your hand with a light pink tint blush on her face she walked you back to your cabin.
When you finally got there she wrapped her arms around you in a tight hug. Even though she didnt want to let go, she finally did and sent you a small smile as she walked away.
In the silence of the night you smiled thinking about everything . Your best friend Clarisse, your own cabin, and your perfect crush; Luke.
In the silence of the night, it was interrupted. A boy was rushed to camp in the stormy night.
Asking people around you figured out what happened. A new kid killed a minatar.
And this was just the beginning of a stronger obsession with you.
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dietbeverage · 2 years
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soft-and-lush · 11 months
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How Abby and Ellie obsess over you.
(Modern AU)
Minors DNI
(Warnings, 18+ ONLY) Dubcon?, Manipulation, Obsession, Controlling behavior, Stalking, Delusional thinking, Rough handling, Abby kinda almost kills someone, Ellie technically kidnaps reader idk
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Word count: 1,800+
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ABBY:
“Oh-So that's it?” Abby lets out a sarcastic laugh, following you into your apartment, much to your dismay. She slams the front door closed behind her as she keeps her wild eyes set on your retreating form.
“Jesus abby! Why-Oh my god- what the fuck is wrong with you!” You sob out, bringing your hands up to your face, muffling your cries.
“I can't do this anymore! you went too fucking far.” you shriek out in a panic. Hot tears continue to slide down your cheeks, all the crying had caused snot to form, making you bring your wrist up and swipe at your nose as you squeezed your eyes shut.
You stop in place and erratically run your hands through your hair. As soon as those words slip from your lips, you hear aggressive fast stomps coming straight towards you. You quickly put your arms up as you turn to shield yourself from whatever Abby was about to do.
Easily maneuvering around your useless movement, she yanks your body to hers and brings her large hand up to quickly grip your jaw, causing you to look straight at her.
“Can you not see that they’re trying to drive a wedge between us?” Abby growls out with venom striking through her voice.
Once she sees you not wanting to be cooperative, she switches tactics.
Changing her tone quickly, she fakes a sorrowful look as she gazes down at you.
Creasing her brows together and shaking her head, she continues, “How can you not see it?” she lets out a breathy whine as she finishes.
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It was like Abby had seen red.
You had gotten invited by your friends out to dinner the day before, which your girlfriend was completely opposed to.
She didnt like your friends, and you didnt understand why.
By using your black magic to persuade her, and also your newest set of lingerie, she had finally agreed to it.
Abby's eyes filled with unease once she saw your friends hugging you a little too tightly in greeting. But then filled with sudden rage as she watches the women run their hands over your body as they take in your appearance.
It wasn't anything serious, they were your friends.
At least, that's what you had whispered to her after looking back, catching sight of her eyes that were trained on your friends, with a deranged look shining through.
It felt like the evening had been dragged on, causing Abby to become impatient. You had barely even looked at her the entire dinner, as you laughed along with your friends while continuing to eat without a care in the world.
She had barely touched her food the entire time, continuing to glare at your ‘friends’. Her leg had been shaking under the table uncontrollably, unbeknownst to you.
Of course you didn't notice, you havent even glanced over in her direction all night unless they had something to say about her.
Every once in a while there were jabs thrown her way by one of the girls. You didn't even say anything about it, all you did was giggle as you glance at her.
In you and your friends eyes it was just banter, but in Abby’s, it was as if you were choosing those bitches over her.
And that was not going to fucking happen.
Somehow over that time, one of them had said something that set her off.
The night had ended with Abby holding the knife that she was given for her steak, up to one of your friends throats.
The entire restaurant went up in shambles, trying to ease the angry blonde away from the frail girl.
You fled in a hurry after hearing the cops were going to be called, you werent given a chance to speak to your friends, not knowing what you could even really say to them, at this point.
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You flail your arms and shove at her chest as you try to get her off and away from you to make distance.
Your movement doesn't do much besides cause Abby to grunt, her grip tightens around you as her hand squeezes your face harshly.
As she looks down at you, her eyes catch onto your fearful ones,
“I did what I needed to do!” she shouts.
Abby always liked when you cried.
As she looks over your face and sees the tears stream down and your mouth puffy and swollen, she felt compelled to bring her mouth to your squished one, kissing you roughly.
“Nmmh-Abby!” You whimper as you yank away and turn your head from her. She rests her forehead on your temple, forcing tears out easily.
She’s become a master at it, having used her tears against you so many times.
“Pl-ease” She forces out a broken plea. “You hurt me so fucking bad baby, and now you’re just gonna leave me?” She sobs into you and lets your face go while continuing to keep you close.
“You can't just do that Abby! You held a knife up to h-” She quickly cuts you off, “I know! I know. I'm sorry. Im so fucking sorry!” she rushes out to you frantically.
She’d win. She somehow was always weaseling her way out of everything.
But this time it might take a little more persuading. She’s never done something this drastic before, but that doesn't mean anything.
You were hers, and it was going to stay that way. You didnt need any fucking friends. You only needed, her.
“Please, I'm sorry. I-i don't know what I was thinking..Dont do this. I love you, you know that right? I love you.” She whimpers out as she starts trying to comfort you as she rocks slightly back and forth.
You could never handle when Abby cried, it always hurt you too much. She wasnt usually so emotional. So the times she was, it really affected you.
“What am I gonna say to them, abby?” You desperately squeak out into her chest. Bringing your arms up you wrap them around her, not realizing you’re falling straight into her trap.
“You don't have to say anything.” She continues to sway you in her hold.
“You never even have to speak to them.. Ever again.” She whispers gently to you.
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ELLIE:
You were soaking wet from the rain, not bothering to put anything on to protect you from the weather, nor did you even bother bringing an umbrella.
Your hair was drenched and so were your clothes, your makeup ran down your face without a care.
The day had been horrible and you decided to go out and drink the night away, by yourself.
Ellie walked with her hands in her sweatshirt pockets while keeping her hood up to shield her from the rain, she continued to keep her head down and eyes averted from your drunken form as she followed you a few feet back.
Only darting her eyes up each time you wobble on your heels, nearly tripping into the tiny puddles along the cracks of the sidewalk. Or to check over her shoulder to see if anyone was close by.
She usually waited all day out in the parking lot across the street, from your jobs building. Sitting in her beat up old car, just waiting for your shift to end so she could see you once more as you walked out to your car to go home.
Her favorite part of the day though, was when you would leave to go and eat in your car. She figured you must not like your coworkers enough to stay in, during lunch.
'I bet she would like her lunch much better if i was there.' Ellie laughed lightly, shaking her head at the thought. She looked down at the discarded napkin that she held with both hands.
The very one she saw you throw in the trash outside of the entrance of the building a few days prior, before going back to work.
It was like art in her eyes, your lipstick stains were embedded into the paper and there was some dried dark sauce from whatever you’d had for lunch.
She runs her thumbs gently over the smeared lipstick, with endearment.
You’d think she’d get bored just sitting there all day for hours on end. Thinking maybe she’d entertain herself with a magazine or something on her phone. But she didn't.
The entire time she would just sit there, thinking about you. Turning on her stereo for background noise, Ellie would start daydreaming about all the things she wanted to do with you.
And do for you.
And do to you.
She’d get so lost in her daydreams, the people passing her car would notice her talking and laughing to herself, as if she was in a deep conversation. But they just assumed she was on speaker phone, talking to someone.
It wasn't as if Ellie hadn't ever heard your voice before. I mean, she’s talked to you!
When she saw you walk into a fast food place, she mustered up enough courage to follow you in and order something as well. Ellie even got to stand behind you in line, and listen to your order.
Now she knows what to order you in the future, it was very exciting!
She had been staring at your back the entire time, trying to take as much as she could of you, in. Quickly she was snapped out of her daze from being asked her own order.
Ellie’s order came out quicker, simply because she only asked for some fries. She decided to pretend to fumble at the stand with sauces, nonchalantly settling on ketchup once she notices your presence beside her.
You quickly got your choices of sauce and then grabbed some napkins as you held your bag of food, before heading towards the entrance to leave.
Not wanting the 'interaction' to have ended so soon, Ellie panicked as she followed you, jogging up to the door to open it.
“Here you go!” Ellie rushes out. You jump back a little, “Oh, thank you!” You turned to look at her, smiling. “Y-yeah." she replies to you with an odd smile, just staring.
After a beat she continues, "uhm-i mean you’re welcome.” Ellie awkwardly stumbles out, blinking hard and shaking her head from the daze.
You nod back and continue walking yourself out of the establishment.
'She smiled at me! I mean.. that must means she likes me!'
It was like your presence had given her a high. One that she definitely didnt want to get rid of.
She was so awestruck with you, she didn't even realize you were walking off into the distance. Ellie had already been playing back those last 5 minutes of the entire experience.
It continues to play on repeat in her head all throughout the night as she throws the empty carton of fries into the trash.
Unable to think about anything else but you.
Ellie nods off to sleep with a deep, dreamy smile.
As soon as your foot decides to slide out from under you, she yanks her hands out of her pockets and rushes to catch your clumsy self.
“Fuck. I'm sorry-nggh..” She hears you slur out.
“You’re okay, grab onto me here-yeah like that.” You grab ahold of the arms around your waist, Ellie quickly turns you around to make you face her.
“Let's get you outta this rain and into someplace warm, Hm?” she huffs out a laugh as she grabs hold of your face. Your eyes are barely staying open as you hum in contempt.
She loses her breath as her hands come in contact with your wet cheeks, she rubs her thumbs over them with love.
Ellie’s eyes are blown open as she continues to run her eyes over your entire face, as if she was trying to remember absolutely every detail.
Bringing one of her hands up, she pushes your wet strands that are currently sloppily over your forehead, off and out of your face.
She brings her voice down into a hushed whisper, as if she was saying the next words solely to herself,
“Yeah. Mmm.. let's get you back to my place. Ok? Don't want anyone snatching you up..” She nods at you, leading you down the street and onto the path back to her home.
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I can go deeper into these Darker characters if ya'll want. No smut this time but... maybe next time? lemme know :3
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yanderelinkeduniverse · 6 months
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I'm not sure if you've been asked this before, but could you do the chain with a reader that is very much NOT built for the outside world?? (ie has asthma, hayfever, and all the works that werent an issue back in their modern world...) if the chain is too much, than maybe specifically just wild or twilight haha. thank you so much if this is possible! I'm a new fan, but these characters have infested my brain lmao
Oh honey they would be on you 24/7 and I mean that literally.
Admittedly, they’ll each be slightly irritated with this situation, they don’t hold any ill will towards you having someone who isn’t suited for traveling or combat accompanying them isn’t making their job any easier.
But as time goes on and bonding happens, when their blossoming feelings start edging into obsessive devotion, they have some…realizations.
For one, you’re just so delicate, even in your own world you were faced with specific burdens that others just weren’t. And while these burdens may have been alleviated by things from your own world, in theirs you struggle greatly.
So of course this sparks the already existing fear of you leaving because they’re smart enough to know that you want to go back. And they understand, why wouldn’t you wish to return a place with remedies you couldn’t find in theirs?
But where they once felt slightly burdened by your presence, now they are burned by your absence. You occupy every their every waking thoughts and at night they’re blessed with dreams of you.
At this point it feels like their hearts beat just for you.
Suffice it to say, they aren’t willing to let you go, not in the slightest. So they overcompensate by making it so you don’t have to lift a finger.
When in battle you are their first priority, protecting each other or themselves be damned. No hard feelings though since everyone is on the same page about this.
And lets say you get winded easily when walking with the group.Don’t worry, Twilight always has a spot for you on Epona and if on the off chance he doesn’t then he’s totally willing to just carry you.
A little too willing at some points since you’re pretty sure he nearly got into a fist fight with the Captain over who got to carry you one time…
Any and all chores you previously did as a part of the routine set up in the group have been pushed aside onto the other, more willing boys. Particularly Wind, Wild, and Hyrule since those three have always wanted to impress you and have you look at them and only them and say you’re proud of them, preferably accompanied by a kiss-
Plus, you’ll have a buddy in Sky who can relate to your issues and is always there for you whenever you need someone to vent to about your frustrations.
Sometimes you feel bad for pulling him away from the others to talk about your problems, but you don’t see the side eye he gives the others and the way his lips curl into a triumphant smile.
Whenever you share the former thought with him though, he always brushes off your concern and just says that he wants you to be happy and seeing you feel a bit more calm after venting makes him more joyful than you can imagine. You don’t owe him anything, just keep letting him hold your hands while you talk and he’ll be fine~
All in all, they just want you to see this world as more appealing than your own. You won’t need to worry about your health when they’re around to take care of you, nor would you become stressed because of job or school.
They’ll handle everything and take care of you, all you need to do is stay.
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the-s1lly-corner · 4 months
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OMHOMGOMG I KNOW U SAID U’R GETTING A LOT OF TADC REQUESTS BUT THIS IDEAAAA JUST CAME TO ME
How would the TADC gang react if they were on Kiss Cam? I know it wouldn’t make much sense since they’re in a game, but let’s use our ✨imagination✨ for now. Or digital hallucinations.
Would they refuse bc they want their privacy? Or would they have no problem with it? I feel like Jax would say you two are siblings or related in some way for sh!ts and giggles (even tho my fav isn’t Jax I’m just assuming lmao)
TADC cast x reader but theyre on a kiss cam!
WOOOOOOOO unrelated to the ask/post but yesterday i made decorated christmas cookies. and iced them for the first time and!! they may not be the prettiest, but theyre so yummy and you know what! im still proud RAAAAAAAH!! not giving any reason as to why theres a kiss cam so the readers can have their own takes and ideas for the scenario (and also admin was stumped SOBS)
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CAINE:
honestly hes probably the one doing the kiss cam and the one angling it, if not its bubble... regardless, i think he would have a hand in it landing on the two of you... perhaps even rushing to your side just a second before the cam turns your way. this was all a ploy! raaah! probably presents his cheek to you in the most comical way, like hes leaning towards you and folding his hands together and turning his head off to the side... is absolutely ecstatic when you humor him and give him a quick peck. probably releases a bunch of confetti and sparkles even though this whole thing was likely orchestrated by him. fuckin loser/j
POMNI:
probably freezes when she sees that the cam landed on the two of you. gives you the fattest side eye as if to silently ask if you want to go through with kissing in front of everyone, being broadcasted and all.... either shes stuck frozen and youre going to have to initiate; or shes going to give you the quickest cheek kiss known the man before either of you can even fully process whats going on... though pomni does strike me as the type to want to respect her privacy....
RAGATHA:
also the type to want to respect their privacy, probably gives a quick reprimand to anyone who tries to pressure her into committing to the bit (cough cough jax, who is likely joking but feeding into it nonetheless)... she probably looks at the cam and gently shakes her head; perhaps even putting her hands up in a funky surrender and with a small nervous smile on her head. like if it werent being broadcasted on a huge screen they would be fine with giving you a kiss on the cheek or forehead in front of a few people, buuuut... thats not exactly whats going on here...
JAX:
honestly i think jax's first instinct would be to do something inappropriate the second he sees thats hes on the cam, just to mess with caine. doesnt even cross his mind at first to say or do anything with you... and perhaps he even wastes his opportunity to lightly embarrass you since caine probably rips the camera off of him due to his actions.... but on the chance he decides to do something with you before doing something else, he probably loudly exclaims that he doesnt know you or something similar to what you said in the ask!
KINGER:
freezes for a split moment before sheepishly turning towards you and asking for permission. while i do think kinger would enjoy privacy, he doesnt really see anything controversial in kissing his partner; since its not exactly wild or inappropriate plus how can he turn up a chance to get some affection? probably the only one whos willing to kiss you on the mouth.. or rather kiss as best as he can.. still quick, but you can tell theres love in there. sappy old man. pukes/j
ZOOBLE:
down right refuses to do anything on the cam, probably flips it off. does not like the attention it brings or being put on the spot; plus they generally dont like showing affection publicly outside of handholding and endearing names. definitely values their privacy... please dont kiss them on their cheek while the cam is on you guys, they will whip their head around and will probably smack you with it on accident... oh but also i think thats an overstep so thats a possible new issue, i think. not that theyre ashamed to be seen giving/receiving affection from you or that theyre ashamed to be your partner. quite the opposite. zooble just likes keeping their life private
GANGLE:
her mask pops off out of surprise and reveals her tragedy mask/j except i do think that she can do that... so maybe /hj... hmm... way too shy to do anything and youre too nice to put her in any situation that can make her uncomfortable or stress out, so youre the one rejecting the cam for gangles sake... she feels so bad for making you have to choose, though, especially if shes under the impression that you wanted to kiss her on cam. please reassure her shes fine and didnt do anything wrong
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homunculei · 9 months
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𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜/𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐇𝐂𝐬 ♡
[ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ 1610]
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𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 →
miles is literally so bf. so here ya go. thank you to my pookie dookie, Milly for motivating me to finish this lol.
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→ most definitely makes a playlist with you, doesn't matter how different your taste is to his, you'll eventually adapt before you know it and you'll end up knowing his favorite songs word for word.
→ an absolute sweetheart, encourages you to get to know his mom and dad. he makes small teasing quips at first if you're that nervous to meet them, but he assures you gently it'll be fine. hes aware of how... protective they can be, but he knows they'll love you like their own eventually.
→ occasionally, you guys just spend hours hanging around in eachothers rooms, sometimes with laughing and banter, or other times with music playing in the background as you do whatever else.
→ he LOVES showing you his art, and while he was a little shy at first, seeing how much you loved it made his confidence instantly boost. he sometimes lets you flip through his sketchbooks, maybe because he secretly loves hearing your praise, maybe not. (he'll die of embarrassment if you ever see the little drawings and scribbles of you in his sketchbook)
→ if you (somehow) don't know about his secret alter ego as Brooklyn's friendly neighborhood spiderman yet, he tries his best to keep you out of any trouble. directing you to a different location where there isn't some pesty villains, swooping in to save you from harm, it makes you think whether it's a coincidence the spider hero just seems to be showing up more and more. but, it sometimes also makes you wonder where he runs off to sporadically.
→ eventually you'll find out. or he just gets too caught up in the moment and accidentally spills while you sit in his chair, confused as hell. needless to say, you weren't exaclty.. surprised much after you knew the gist of it. i mean, he was leaving abruptly only for spiderman to show up after a few moments, and not to mention miles and the new spiderguy just coincidentally had the same exact clothes. well, you love and support him anyway, even if you're a bit worried for him. hes relieved that he finally told someone he could trust and he hugs you tightly, not saying anything.. just a hug full of warmth.
→ he loves texting you all day. on his way to class? texting you. swinging through the city? texting you. in the middle of fighting villains? texting you. I imagine he always tries to respond back to you as soon as possible, apologizing if it took even more than like 30 minutes to respond. honestly, he just loves talking with you.
→ after school, you both usually end up going to the nearest bodega (which is more than often interrupted for spider duties.) whenever you grab something, he always insists to pay for you because hes a gentleman and was raised right!! and because it gives him an excuse to steal your food if he already hasn't taken some while you werent looking.
→ the first time he took you to swing with him, it was wild. he laughs if you scream, even playfully loosening his hold on you while you panic and hug him so tight his eyes may pop out. fortunately, he's not too mean so he secures you tightly against him while you swing through new york. you get used to it.. eventually. (you swear he did extra loops and flips on purpose..)
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imagine schlatt going on your tiktok live... you werent a content creator or anything, nor did you watch his videos so you didnt know him and he didnt know you. when he requested to join your live, you were confused to who this person was, but let him in anyways (and let me tell you, that was the best decision you ever made)
them falling in love on live I CSNT MY HEART
You have the best ideas omg , keep them coming honestly
Like she's just on tiktok live with her friends or something chilling, he joins , they maybe flirt and just cuteness
Falling in love on live-jschlatt
Synopsis : above
Warning: alot of dialogue, some sexual jokes/flirting(I couldn't not) , not edited or proofread
Wc:721 words
Y/n was bored of facetime and how laggy it was and how someone's internet was always glitchy so her and her friends turned to tiktok live , so many people go live on tiktok every day so no one was going to notice one more person , right?
She was the only person actually on live and her friends were in the chat so it didn't shock her when she had a few viewers
It did however shock her when 'bigmanschlatt' joined and didn't say anything for a few minutes
"Does anyone know him?" She asked her friends hoping one of them did and it wasn't some perv ( I love perv!shclatt )
After all of her friends said 'no' or 'not personally' ( the latter confused her but she didn't want to stalk him just yet)
She just decided to continue as if he wasn't there and carried on cracking jokes to her friends
'Whoever said women aren't funny clearly haven't you' he wrote in the chat which made her flush as she thanked him and made even more jokes just for him
Her friends kept commenting about the hearts in her eyes any time he commented and flirted with her but
y/n was denying it with her life
'Bigmanschlatt has requested to join this live' was the notification she got about 15 minutes into this livestream that was meant for her and her friends but turned into y/n and schlatt taking turns to flirt
As soon as his face showed up on screen the chat went absolutely wild as her friends freaked out as to who it was , but she remained completely oblivious
"Like what you see?" He laughed as he saw her staring
"I'm reading the chat" she lied
"Unless the chat has moved onto my face , that's a God damn lie" no truer words had ever been said , they were so true that she stuttered and lost her train of thought
"I'll take over if you're too flustered , I know a big tough handsome man like me can be intimidating" he said with a serious face as he stroked his chops
The conversation flowed like a waterfall until she suddenly was getting a lot of viewers like thousands of viewer
"Are you like famous or something, what is with all these viewers" she asked almost scared
"Yeah something like that , they'll disappear in a minute don't worry"
"Are you sure? There's so many of them"
"If they don't I'll just have to get your number so we can facetime instead" he half joked hoping more would join so they could flirt without thousands of people watching
"You heard him guys, get as many people on her as you can so we can flirt in private" by that point at least a hundred thousand people were watching and her friends especially were going crazy
"Do you're friends want to join this borderline phone sex conversation or have they had their fill" schlatt mostly asked so one of his fans could get as much video footage of her that he could watch back
"hopefully I get filled by you later" she said not caring if that got clipped and spread across the internet
"You won't but your mom will" absolute silence on the other line as she just stared blankly at him
"You can keep your number now I don't want it anymore" she joked seeing if he would play along
"If you change your mind , just ask your mom it should be under 'daddy' in her contacts" the sentence came out in 3 parts as laughter kept escaping his lips
This banter went on for a few more minutes until the chat begun to ship them and they decided to move to facetime
"Thanks for letting some random guy into your live stream, it's nice to talk to someone who isn't a fan" he sincerely said as a hello on the call
"Best decision I've ever made"
What they didn't expect from that random weekday evening was that the story would be told later to a lot of people on streams and friends who ask how they met (maybe at their wedding as well if they have one)
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fleurgrden · 11 months
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚“ for you ”˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
~ Leon S. Kennedy x f!reader
warnings: handjobs, clothed grinding, Leon is on the receiving end of it all, desperate Leon, overstimulation, p in v, squirting, edging, creampie, pet names: good boy, sweet girl
synopsis: Leon’s getting some healing from his gf <3
i love the idea of healing a physically or emotionally injured man so some of these are purely self indulgent hehe (oh AND submissive dominance… being so horny that your body takes over.. UGH)
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you never knew something could be so breathtakingly beautiful until you saw the writhing in ecstasy of a strong, muscular man- capable of anything with his two bare hands- right underneath you. knowing you’re the only thing in the world giving him this much pleasure, and all he can think about is you. how his gasps, laced with honey, hitched whenever you hit that one vein that made him forget any trauma he may have. how even through all of the pressure you apply with your gentle hands, still has the ability to whimper sweet nothings into your ear.. “..your h- your hand is so soft..” “you’re so pretty..” “i want to make you feel good too..” just like the gentleman he is.. always wanting to make you feel good as well, even when this is for him. to make him feel good.. to make him feel happy.. to make him feel safe.
“i know.. but this is for you.” you let go, allowing your hand to travel to different places, feeling all of the scars that littered his hardened body, showing all of the effort he’s put in to keep others safe.
“mmm.. okay..” he sighed a shaking breath; trying so hard not to give in too quick. he wanted- no, he needed to last longer. he never wanted this treatment to end.
“good boy.” you climbed up and straddled his waist, instantly making contact with his twitching cock. his whole body fell limp, he no longer worried about danger or doing the right thing, he was just focused on the present, how your hips gently sat on his length, grinding slowly. it felt heavenly. just by his face, you could see he finally found peace, even with all of his trauma and scars.
“go faster..” his calloused hands gripped your thighs, hungry for more friction. you stopped your movements, knowing far too well that anything that you do wouldn’t amount to the pleasure that he needed.. so you let him do everything he wanted.
his hips knew that as well. he started grinding his exposed cock on your panty-covered cunt, relishing in the fact it was a soft cotton. it wasn’t a fast pace at first, but as his need grew, so did his pace.
he pumped a few hard thrusts up to your weeping core, and that’s when he really let loose. his thrusts became frantic. like this was the only thing he could even dream to think about, like this was all he ever needed to live. his whole body and mind melted into you, and even though you werent truly connected by body in this moment, your souls were. his moans and breaths were loud, louder than you’ve ever heard come out from him. they were powerful and primal, yet his face contorted and his body shivered so cutely.
you could feel the precum soaking the fabric of your panties. you knew it made everything feel 10x better for him, and it’s all by himself. using his own body fluids to make himself feel so good.. good enough that his moans and grunts grew more and more frequent. it was only a matter of time until the knot to everything he felt came undone.
momentarily, you lifted your hips; allowing you a little room to pull your panties down under the fat of your ass. “are you close, Leon..?” the tease in your tone drove him wild, his composure and shame were long gone at this point, until all that was left was a man leaking in pleasure and sin.
“yeah.. i really wanna do it inside. ah.. can i..?”
“anything you want.” gripping the base in case he was far too sensitive to even dive in, you shoved his cock straight into your cunt, no preparing or anything, raw and powerful- just like he was. as soon as you made contact Leon’s body stiffened, not moving an inch in order to not cum right away. while you still had your hand gripping the base of his cock, he had been edged way too long to not come soon.
“i..i won’t come.” the magical display he allowed you to feast upon was deadly. his breathing, his knuckles white from gripping the sheets, his sweat drenched face and the light blush that was airbrushed across his cheeks.. “ugh.. please move. sweet girl, i need it.”
those demanding words sent you over the edge, this whole time you managed to keep composure; knowing this was all for your hardworking boyfriend.. but now? all of that was heightened to an extreme. you need to make him come.
you let go of the hand that was gripping him at the base, and instead went lower and cupped his balls, massaging and lightly pulling on them once and a while. all while you were doing this, your pace on his cock was a maddening mess. it was quick, never leaving the middle of the shaft. instead of bouncing, it was more of a fast grind; which he loved. his head hit the pillows behind him, completely relaxing as this strong pleasure built within his stomach, fully tasting it all with his senses fully aware. he felt every clench of your core, he felt every shared liquid drip down his shaft and onto the bed below you, he felt every jiggle of your ass as it hit his thigh when you moved, and he felt good. he’s never felt better. hands going back to grip your hips, he started bouncing you up and down as if you were some cheap sex toy, only focusing on one thing and one thing only: him coming. that’s all he wanted, and that’s all you wanted.
“i’m gonna come. i’m gonna come in you. you’ll let me, yeah?” tone dominant in nature easily overridden with whimpers in between every word spoken- it was like the worlds greatest melody. the slap of his hips were getting sloppy, enough for you to understand he’s close to coming; really close to coming. that was enough for you to finally let go, rapidly abusing your clit in order to do it with him, and you were just in time. as soon as you clenched from your release, he was up next; moaning a guttural groan too loud for comfort, which he’ll probably regret the next morning. but he didn’t care, it was pure bliss. it felt like every inch on the bottom half of his body melted.
yet, you weren’t satisfied. you wanted to see him writhe just a little more. with a hard clench you quickly got back to grinding on him once again, and his eyes rolled back to the overstimulation his cock was drowning in.
“i just came.. it’s sensitive-”
“i know.”
he gave you a puzzled look but soon gave up, falling back into the pleasure. it was raw. it hurt. it hurt so much, but it hurt so good. every time the slit of his tip made contact with your cunt, his whole body twitched. huh.
“hold on.” with a pop, you got off his hips and gripped the base of his cock again. this time you laid the palm of your hand directly on the puffy tip.
“..wait-“ desperately, he went to grab your hand- knowing exactly what you were going to do, but it was too late.. as if it were your own clit, your hand lubed with the precum already dribbling from his sensitivity, you started rubbing your palm over the slit. his body instinctively sat up, but he never once tried to stop you. your pace was far quicker than what you could’ve done with your hips, which drove him over the edge once again. without any warning- except for a muffled scream from his hands, his cock squirted every pent up drop of cum it had.
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this was originally supposed to be a drabble but i completely got lost in this and now it’s super long haha,
i didn’t know how to end it because it wasn’t supposed to be this long, so sorry if it’s bad! this was my first time writing smut ^^;
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dior-and-dietcoke · 2 years
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〄 NOW PLAYING : NSFW ALPHABET WITH JOHN DOE<33
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JOHN DOE + FEM!READER
18+, DARKCONTENT, period blood, DUBCON/NONCON, monster fucking (?), bondage, a little fluff, knife play, blood, marking, overstimulation, public sex, yandere themes (obviously), biting, scratching, horror elements, mentions of violence, readers skin color is not mentioned, all characters are over 18
I love this emo so much :( i just wanna hug him :((
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> AFTERCARE
Oh he would take care of you when he's done using your beautiful body...
if he would know how..
the first time he literally almost ripped you apart you were the one doing the aftercare, he was so pussydrunk and out of it that he just clings to you even more than he normally would, which would be annoying if you werent so in love with this big creepy babyboy. and used to him being on your ass 24/7..literally.
> BODYPART
HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE WHEN EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS PERFECT?!
But he loves your soft and pillowy tits, he loves laying his head on them, kissing, licking them and burrying his head between them when he's stretching you out and fucking you like a rabid animal
But then again..your thighs are his favourite too..holding onto while digging his sharp nails into them to see some pretty bruises afterwards makes him crazy!
> CUM
He loves to see his sticky, thick cum on your face most of the time, because you just look so beautiful with his semen on your angelic face! Collects it all back onto his fingers and makes you suck the cum off of them
But to be frank.. he would love to see you just drowning in his cum
> DIRTY SECRET
Well the secret is not even really a secret, because you found out a long time ago..
it's that he takes pictures of you while you're working and hurries off to somewhere Private to furiously jerk off to them, but he only does that when the Gas Station has customers, if not..well then he just watches you from where you can't see him with his hand down his pants, stroking his cock to you literally doing ANYTHING
> EXPERIENCE
Baby, no..he doesn't have any experience..he wanted to save himself for you!
When you first hopped onto his lap he just got flustered and let you do whatever before he just started sweating, panting and drooling like a little puppy. Don't get me wrong, he likes it when you take control of him but he likes it even more to see your eyes fill with tears and you scream as if he was killing you when you're under him and he slams himself in and out of your sloppy and tight cunt
> FAVORITE POSITION
John doesn't have a favourite Position, he loves to see you in any of them!!
But it depends on what his mood is, when hes feeling good he will just Stick with missonary or cowgirl.
But when he's horny out of his mind (which is most of the time) he will either have you folded up for him in a mating press while his long tongue doesn't stop fucking your throat or he'll just pounce on you like a wild animal finally attacking its prey, and just fuck you from behind while his suprisingly strong arm is around your neck, restricting any air fron entering your lungs until you finally cum for him.
> GOOFY
Yeah John can be pretty goofy during sex. For example when you try to talk but he was just done choking you, your voice is rasped and you cant get a single word out he just laughs at you, but then he tells you how cute you are<33
> HAIR
Just like on his head, a lot. He doesn't take care of himself unless you force him, you do wince a lot when he rams his cock down your tight throat and that forest of dark curly hair brushes your face over and over again. But you love the way his happy trail looks, honestly..so you don't force him to shave it off.
> INTIMACY
He's VERY intimate of course, sometimes he just holds you as close as he could against his body, John just loves the feeling of being conected to you. His favourite thing is when you're about to cum and just hug him as tight as you could, Johnny boi just cums with you on the spot<3
> JACK OFF
Yes.
Just yes.
He jerks off as much as he can when you're not around, he can never stop thinking about how perfectly your small, delicate little neck fits in his big hand, or how cutely you whimper when he Cuts your skin just deep enough for blood to drip out. OR the way your pussy clenches and begs for him to go harder and harder. The only downside is that he feels way too watched at his place..
> KINK
Where do i fucking Start? Ahem.
First place has two favourite kinks of his :
Fearplay, of course. He loved seeing the fear in your eyes the first day he met you, it never left his mind! He loves seeing your eyes widen and your body tremble when he runs the cold metal of his knife across your supple breasts or even your throat~ it turns him on more than anything ever could!
blood kink. He loves to see your blood AND his blood on you, he just loves the look of the pretty red substance on your pretty skin~ but he loves loves loves it when you're on your period and he can see blood flowing out of your—HIS cunt..but licking and sucking it up with that long and talented tongue of his and tasting it just makes his cock trob and leak, sometimes the poor baby even cums untouched when you cum on his tongue with that pretty blood of yours pouring out along with your juices
Choking is second, but im not talking about that pussy shit to just keep you in place, no no. I mean that hard-ass grip till veins prod out on the skin of his hand or till your face turns red and tears begin pouring out of your eyes and drool drip from your glossy lips.
Sizekink is third, no matter who is in control in that moment he just loves seeing how small everything about you is compared to him <33 and even though he might not look like it, he is very, very strong..i mean he isn't quite human so..yeah.
Fourth is breeding, pulling out is never an option, even when you scream at him to NOT cum inside of you. He cant even hear you through the need of breeding your pretty little womb~
> LOCATION
Oh he could care less, because when he's horny he needs you now. It doesnt matter where you two are! But he loves loves loves to take you anywhere in his weird ass home, seeing you, such a beautiful angelic being in a place like this, being taken, tainted, ruined by a thing like him just really gets him going
> MOANS
John is Hella loud. Just..very loud. But its cute, very cute actually! The way he whimpers, cries, moans and whines when you tied him to his bed with some cords you found lying around because he wasn't listening to you to stop touching you already when you're the one on top! His begging and whining to :
➤ "PLEASE- L-LET ME TOUCH YOU, MY LOVE- P-PLEASE!!"
Is just too cute.
But he's also pretty needy and loud when he's the one in control, he just cant stop huffing, moaning and telling you :
➤ "you look so cute like th-this, my love...those tears make you look like an angel..h-haah.."
> NO-GO
Threesomes. He doesnt want ANYONE else being able to see you like he does, you're his! The furthest john would go would be letting that fucker who works with you and always tries to flirt with you watch as he bends you over the counter and chokes you to the edge of passing tf out
Cucking him is also a HUGE no. He could never go through that, it would hurt him to see you with someone else. He would honestly kill you and the other person then afterwards himself because who is he without his precious angel?
> ORAL
He loves recieving and giving,
knowing that you love to have him down your throat turns makes him so happy, not to mention that it feels like heaven. To have you slurping and sucking on him is just a toe curling sensation! And he normally just cums from you just spitting on his cock
BUT GIVING. He lives for eating your pussy, and yes. He bites. Not hard though, of course..
maybe..
depends on his mood, really.
He loves fucking you with his long tongue, wriggling it around in your cunt and seeing you writhe and cry, you look so pretty when you cum too. Sometimes you look terrefied at how hard you cum, which is also just heaven for john<3
> PACE
It also depends on his mood or if he is in the Power Position, if he is, he will go as fast as he could possibly go (which was really fuckin fast) and when he was fucking you like a rabid animal his long tongue would roll out and he would drool onto your already wet face from all the sweat, tear and your own drool
> QUICKIE
Quickies dont do it for him, plain and simple. But when he begs you for a 'quickie' in the morning when you had to go to work, he always found a way to make you stay longer on his cock by teasing you and not letting you cum by saying :
➤ "what? You said you have to go to work, my love..dont you wanna leave soon?"
Which makes you beg for more saying stuff like "i-it can wait, b-baby! Please just- nghh..m-make me cum!!" You whined. And when you beg like that he just has to slam you down onto the bed and pound into you<33
> RISK
Oh he loves taking risks, for you, he would do anything. You asked to go to the Beach with him and first he said flat out
➤"no"
But when you fake pouted and said "aww..then i will have to go alone to try on my new tight fitting bikini.." you knew you would get him like that, but it wasnt going to be that easy. As soon as you laid down on your towel he laid his head on your thigh, you already felt kind of off when he kept nudging his cheek against your thigh. And soon enough he slid his overly long tongue beneath your bikini, sliding along your slit "j-john! Wh-what are you doing?! There are people around!" You whisper screamed and lifted your sunglasses. But he just grinned knowing that you wont push him off. You tried so hard not to moan, you were just thanking god that people didnt suspect anything..you soon felt really close and clenched your thigh against his head, that was making people actually look so John pushed your thigh back down with his hand, pressing it back onto the towel
➤ "don't be so obvious! It's like you want people to know, i had no idea how dirty you actually are, my beloved~"
> STAMINA
Bitch he can go as long as he wants..he doesn't know what 'slow down' means..it's almost like he can't stop when you look at him with those teary, begging eyes just moaning : "p-please! S-slow down!! I-its so sensitive- i-im gonna cum again!!"
> TOY
If a knife is a toy, its that.
He loves, loves, loves the way your pussy throbbs around his fingers when he runs the knife along your skin, or even carves his name below your tits, watching the blood gush out of you. When he feels you're about to cum he leans down and licks the blood up, finally making you cum.
> X-RAY
BIG. H U G E
about 11 inches, uncut with pretty veins decorating his cock. its very sensitive, so be careful with this poor boy (jk he loves to be overatimmed)
> YEARNING
John yearns for you all the time, he cant stop thinking about anything you do. Everything you do is beautiful to him, he could just drown in you!!
> ZZZ
Babyboy falls asleep pretty fast, because at the pace he was going before, he just lays his head on your chest clings onto your body as your thighs hold onto him, and when your hands start to caress his back or run through his long, black hair he just starts humming happily and Falls asleep, he's just a big baby <33
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hundrkottr · 7 months
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Just some thoughts I wanted to share. 🐺
//Topic - My nonhuman childhood and how it was never caused by media//
I commonly come across people who blame the internet and media influence for therianthropy/nonhumanity. And I can definitely see how that CAN indeed happen. I mean, media REALLY influences people, especially children/minors who are in their mental development stages.
For myself though its never really been the case? I dont mean "ive always felt i wasnt human". Like.. yes but its more than that.
As a child I believed I was some kind of physical shapeshifting creature. I believed puberty would transform me into the animal i was supposed to be.
Delusional right? Well, I was a child. And I never had anybody to tell me why i felt like that. I didnt have television, the internet or media. I had no way of understanding something that was never shown or taught. Not like any adult would ever even talk about this to begin with. Not until social media evolved of course. So yea... i believed "i must be physically nonhuman in some sense? Like... a hybrid?"
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I knew the things that made me nonhuman. The animalistic desires and behaviours that surpass what is normal for a human being. Even more abnormal than earlier human ancestors. I felt limbs that werent there I thought, "if amputees can feel absent limbs.. well.. maybe mine were removed? Or they have yet to grow?"
Sure autism could influence my experiences. But regardless. These arnt normal behaviours.
I did know to hide my behaviours from adults though. My lil sister was the only one to see it. Id walk on all fours, id gnaw on dog bones and tree branches, id drink from puddles, id eat grass, id bark and growl and howl. Id hunt for real animals, roll in mud and stinky substances, I played more with dogs and cats than i did people. I ate anything that seemed edible outside (dont do this kids, its dangerous pfft). I wanted my meat as close to fresh and raw as possible (no seasonings or anything). I wore bandanas around my neck, because collars were a "no-no". I wore ears, and tails made of scarves. I let my nails grow and obsessed over my canine teeth.
This could all have been explained by early imprinting on dogs. But... i never had any close connections to dogs until much later on after these behaviours were already noticeable. I only had imprinted on cats, but that behaviour was entirely different. And all were indoor cats who lazied around. Nothing like the wild canine brained creature that I believed i was.
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After over a decade of nonhuman behaviours, once puberty set in, i realized I wasnt becoming an animal. And slowly that realization sunk in, and I lost a part of myself. I felt alone, lost, confused. I stopped being myself for many years. Forcing a mask. Hiding my autistic traits, and my non-human behaviours. Wearing a mask and trying to be what others considered normal.
Until, I found the therian community.
I was 16 by then. And it was through my new stepsister who shared so with me.
I can remember finally feeling like I understood a part of myself. I wasnt crazy, or psychotic. I wasnt delusional. I was what people called a therianthrope. Someone who psychologically or spiritually is an animal. Within, not physically of course. People who weren't crazy. And who had a diversity of animal identities. Dogs, cats, birds, horses, fish and deer. All kinds. And not just children either. Adults, kids and other teens like myself.
I found a place I could belong. (A bit more at least, i still have a hard time belonging here.)
Now, after years, my identity is solid. I may not use any labels, but in some shape or form, psychologically or spiritually, i am and have always been a canine and a bear. I do still hide my animalistic traits from the public and my peers/family. But i express it when i can, in my own home or the woods that we own. 🐾
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// When it comes to being a walk-in spirit, thats an entirely different thing. And i didnt mention the experiences tied to that. Its not the same, despite having some influence on my nonhuman identities. //
Alright! Thats it. That was quite a handful of information. But hope it was enjoyed. If anybody read it at all.
You can share your own with me if you'd like. Either in a comment, as a share or DM. 🌱
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jackienautism · 3 months
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HOW MANY TIMES DO WE HAVE TO TEACH YOU THIS LESSON OLD MAN.GIF.... ALL THE UD CHARS SUCK!!!!! NOT JUST ONE OR TWO... THEY ALL DO!!!!! haha hey that rhymed. anyway. not a single person can take ALL of the blame especially not for another character's behaviour and ESPECIALLY not for the prank (even if potentially peer pressured they are still very much complicit etc). "criticising" (in quotes bc its usually just. hate) a single character exclusively is not??? a good way to tackle the characters when they all have at least one thing to be critical about. so yeah total agreement abt that post, blaming only emily for matt's behaviour is absolutely wild especially for prologue stuff
EXACTLY EXACTLY!!! and i appreciate the spongebob reference WEHEE BUT YEAH . THEYRE ALL ASSHOLES..... and even characters like sam and matt, theyre still involved w/ said assholes, meaning theyre not entirely innocent yk. youre def more so able to argue abt sam (since i personally believe she wasnt a part of the group to begin with, just more w/ beth and hannah) but even then..... we barely know anything abt hannah and beth, even they could be dicks whoknows, since they were still involved w/ mike ash emily etc etc. THEYRE ALL MFS!!!!!!!THATS MY POINT. even the more "innocent" characters such as matt sam beth + hannah
and RIGHT? putting all the blame onto one character is just ????? it doesnt make sense to me. even for the prank, it wasnt all just jess' fault, mike was JUSt as involved. even em too. and everyone else as well? they all were complicit and THERE where the prank happened. yes peer pressure is def a reason to make you think twice abt someone's motivations / involvementin the prank, but regardless!!! they still were all involved in hurting hannah!!!!!!
but youre absolutely right! singling out and "criticizing" one character (when EVERYONE is just as guilty) just shows to me how hypocritical you are LOL
AND YEAH RIGHT? YOU CAN TBLAME EMILY FOR MATT'S BEHAVIOR.... ESP IN THE PROLOGUE,.... BC AT THAT POINT, THEY WERENT EVEN DATING??????? and after thjat! matt's behavior in the actual game isnt even >>>??????????? BAD? SO IDK WTF THEY WERE TALKING ABT LOL it just seemed like a poor excuse to accuse and singl eout emily... aka already THE most hated until dawn character..... ugh
and like. not to point fingers at things that may not be100% true but . ofc its the one woman of color LOL and an ASIAN girl at that. aka . ppl who have been characterized as unempathetic and mean and cold since the beginning of time .
singling out a character just shows that you dont understand 1. that character youre singling out or 2. ANY OF THE OTHER CHARACTERS IN TEH GAME
but anyway. sometimes a fandom is you and the like 4 people youre okay with and thats okay❤️
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swaglet · 2 months
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long post im ranting. link to the article im mad about at the bottom + the study they misinterpreted is linked in the first paragraph
"omg theres chinese labs making 100% lethal mutant covid strains" well i read the article you linked and checked out the study and they didnt mutate the covid or do anything to the covid they just took the strains from pangolins and grew them for a few years. the covid strains they used were completely untouched and unmutated, and the lab mice were the subjects of mutation. to my understanding, wild type mice arent susceptible to danger from the covid strains they were trying to study, and at the time we discovered covid19 mice and rats werent able to be infected with it either so they had to come up with a way to study it in lab mice and rats. so they took the human genetic sequence (hACE2) that expresses a receptor which covid then uses to enter the body and put it into the mice so they could get infected with the type of covid they were trying to study
all the infected lab mice died within 8 days from brain infection and their eyes turned white. idk. thats something that seems pretty significant to be studying. if a coronavirus from bats can infect humans, then there is a possibility that a coronavirus from pangolins can infect humans, and i think its important to study the effects of it even if its on a very very very small sample of mice that are genetically altered and infected with strains from 4 and 7 years ago. it is worth knowing, if it can potentially infect humans, what to expect at least . idk. all coronaviruses are rna viruses and they can mutate extremely quickly and produce new strains at will so who knows what to expect but i literally think thats why its good to research them idk. people are all mad about the chinese labs looking at covid but what is so bad about that
why are so many people crazy conspiracy theorists. you can believe whatever you want about vaccines and covid and i dont sway particularly far either way but the people who say theyre engineering viruses to kill us. you look silly. did you know that part of my daily routine is patting a locked box of listeria and saying hello to it when i go from class to class. we just have live listeria in my campus biology department among other things so we look at it every once in a while
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g0dtier · 3 months
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the list that makes me and @dentist-brainsurgeon mortal enemies from now on i guess
extremely lengthy explanations under the cut:
i actually think the S+A tier speak for themselves?
S tier: the goats. im aware its full of third versions but they just happen to be extremely good and added some insane shit to already solid base games (ok diamond and pearl werent solid but the foundation was there). replayability is insane for these.
A tier: the Oh Fuck Yeah games. not in any particular order actually. hgss is absolutely the best remake of all, only held back by the few inherent flaws of the Johto region and by not emulating Crystal enough. as much as i like bw, reverting back to only one region of pokemon never sat right by me, but it's been a while since ive played it, and nowadays i make much more of an effort to try out all new mons. so i could change my mind on this.
i liked usum more than sun/moon, if only for the post game. replayability isnt as high because of the cutscenes every 3 steps, and rotom dex is annoying as shit. aside from that, insanely solid story & postgame imo. red/blue and gold/silver are brimming with weird places in their regions and are chock full of in game lore and legends, which i really like. the ruins of alph & pokemon tower are some of the best locations theyve ever made imo
B tier is the "good but couldve been better" tier. lets go is insane for shiny hunting, but it stops at that imo. the new rival is garbo. sun and moon are good, but the postgame + alola in general is just lacking enough in these games that they dont reach A tier for me. loveeed the island challenges tho. alola itself has just such a good vibe. you really feel like its about community rather than competition. legends arceus couldve been insanely good, but i have never felt as ripped out of a pokemon game as i did when i walked through that cave in the coronet region and started seeing stray pixels around my character. which wasnt a one time thing btw this happens to anyones game & every time as far as ive seen. its gonna sound dramatic but this combined with other graphics glitches made it so clear i was playing a game that it just took me out of the adventure entirely. this is where the graphics glitches really started, and they havent stopped since.
C tier: yellow is just kinda there? i dont care for starter pikachu. i want to, but it gets killed when breathed at, so. idk. the gimmick doesnt work that well for me. sword and shield introduced some insane mons that i love and i want to call it solid real bad, but the story was hot garbage even for pokemon standards, and while the wild area was a great idea, the execution was lacking & because what i assume is a time crunch, the towns were boring as shit as well. diamond & pearl are mediocre to bad, with a great story and mediocre to bad execution, and i shouldve put oras in the :( tier, but the postgame is worth it.
actually im gonna rant about oras. i was so hyped for it but, just, ugh. if youre gonna turn a 2d vague not-specified-what-a-character-is-doing-or-feeling player character to 3d, at least do it correctly. 2d sprites where someone can fill in the blanks not seen on screen but hinted at in text (ie expressions, actions like handing someone something) work infinitely better than 3d sprites who show it badly. also still suffers from the desaturation curse that the 3ds games suffer from. postgame was dope, though. shame the mega latis are ugly as shit.
:( tier: garbage, im so sorry. SV's only redeeming factor is the area zero story. there is nothing else in the game that held my attention. fuck the star team, fuck the big pokemon quests, fuck the towns where you cant talk to anyone or find anything interesting or walk into a house and where every shop looks the game. fuck stores not even having an interior anymore. fuck this larger but emptier and stripped down world full of graphical glitches. fuck the weak ass gyms, fuck geeta, and fuck terrastalizing most of all. i will die for Koraidon & the professor fight fucking ruled but that's all the game had to it for me. do any of yall remember the gym leaders besides like, iono and the snowboard man? no you dont, stop lying to me. gen I put more life into lavender town by making a npc reference some ghost hand on your shoulder than SV does for any town, and they only had black and white 32mb cartridges or whatever to work with. for fucking shame gamefreak. give your devs some time to make a halfway functioning game.
firered and leafgreen do nothing new. i will not discuss the sevii islands. what the fuck even was that. boring. same with brilliant diamond and shining pearl. theyre lower than diamond and pearl because why the fuck did they not decide to remake platinum. what the hell was their damage. seriously platinum was RIGHT there. i caught a full odds shiny ghastly in that game and i still dont care about it.
X&Y suffers from. everything.
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