#they werent wrong though

[m0e-ru]

did everybody remember when atlus finally restored the attendant social link in the steam port and how stupid it actually was

#persona 4 spoilers #persona 4 #p4 #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #souji seta #yu narukami #tohru adachi #margaret persona #marie persona #arttag #tappous #// 'you say good bye to your senpai' okay when do i see him again #// i wish there was a rank10 but margaret said her ex doesnt do 'taught and long lasting bonds' can i at least get a final boss skip #// looking through my liveblog of this was so stupid i havent even shown all the times i kept loading saves that were in-game months apart #// because the correct flags werent triggering and the sl just disappears from the sl menu like HOW can you lose a friend #// like i kept answering the wrong prompts. gestures wildly at the jester and aeon sl. THE DOUBLE STANDARDS ARE SICK!!!! #// the attendant part time job was still working though but it was just child labor at that point with nothing fun to do #// i feel like they really had to focus on marie for this one thats why the whole sl feels incomplete because IT ISS #// atls they just 'restored' this one for fandom points or something I DONT KNOW !!! #// it was so complicated to get this far it was so ambitious but i guess it flopped by the end and we're supposed to chalk it up as 'lore' #// also heard how the last update fuckkeed it up so bad they got rid of the sl again because nobody could play it LMAOOO #// mimis so quirky like that okayy thats it for this week my dearest customers GOODNIGHT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #cw unreality #gsa sl au

[skunkes]

i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc

#oc text #obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous #even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim #not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like #even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly #and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath #AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this? #he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly #bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!! #while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety ! #so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes... #we're also weird eating buddies <3 #and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time #severe death phobia buddies... #i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it #as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this #form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim #though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything #he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though) #but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon. #my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them. #he's growing with me. #oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors #ok goodnite

[astrowarr]

i actually don't think it would've made sense for martyn to get the boogey task.

it was literally.. a boogey task. you know, the mechanic where greens and yellows were forced to kill against their wills? because it wasn't actually a zombie apocalypse, remember. not to mention it would've completely destroyed the enter gimmick of the typical red life tasks, which are meant to be fun creative new ways of hurting/killing. also, I think red tasks are set up the way they are in part to increase the survivability of red names, which was super important this session seeing as there was only one left.

also, we all saw how low gem got leading that army through several kills. she died eventually, and even if it was scar killing her accidentally, she was so low at that point it was guaranteed she was going to die for that task. if that was martyn, he wouldn't have even been able to go get a new red task and get some hearts back you know?

"martyn didn't get to do anything because of it!" that was also his choice though! he could've said hey, you guys are slaughtering people? awesome let me tag along. instead he made the decision to stay far away from that because he was very concerned about the way that was going. he purposefully excluded himself from that; there was no stipulation in the book saying "red names can't be involved or help you kill people". I'm not sure if martyn thought that was the case, but it certainly wasn't

idk, I think the fact that it was referred to as "the zombie apocalypse" all session made people forget they weren't actually zombies. they were boogeymen. that distinction matters a LOT

#i dont even want to address the “it was so forced” thing #as if that's not this seasons entire gimmick #theres an all powerful being forcing tasks upon them.. this isnt even the first clearly orchestrated task #no one had qualms with the wither + warden from session 6 #but that was clearly very manufactured too #“everyone knew what it was!” #except they didn't though #not a single survivor ever spoke the exact wording of the book #almost all of them except joel werent even referring to it as boogeymen #but just “zombie apocalypse” #no one figured out the most recent infected had to participate in the kill for it to spread #idk! i think a cool mechanic from a past series was nodded at much like grians double life themed task #and people sort of took it the wrong way #secret life #trafficblr #ian yammers

[shepherdenjoyer]

this is the information that we had about D dog. that's the info on her page (put through a translator, but its accurate) regarding how she is with other animals, and during the interview reactivity was only mentioned as a possibility not as a known fact about this dog. only dog? no problem. no cats? even less of a problem. potential for reactivity? sure. it can happen with any dog. known aggression towards other dogs? why the hell are you waiting for people to apply and go through a fucking interview before letting them know a week later that they're not fit for this dog and that that's the reason why. all that does is give people false hopes and upset that could be avoided by clear, direct, honest communication of a dog's issues/challenges. i heard about the specific language/way of wording things shelters and rescues use but i had hoped it wouldnt be a universal thing, at least not something i'd experience myself. turns out i was wrong!

maybe im being immature and unfair to these people, they probably dont all have the same amount of knowledge of the dogs and communicating all that inbetween volunteers/workers/and us can be difficult. but im angry and im allowed to express that ffs.

#mine #back to puppy plans and not terribly happy about it and not optimistic either #(more than)half expecting every breeder we get in touch with to assume we're in it for the looks or cool factor #or that we wont be active or involved enough and basically tell us to fuck off in polite terms #idk if im resilient enough to have to explain how invested and enamored i am with those breeds over and over only to be rejected - #- because i wasnt born doing 50 diffferent sports with a dog #maybe im wrong and it'll be a great and supportive experience. find that hard to imagine at this point though #which is also why im trying and mostly failing to think about other things right now. bc ik this isnt a good mindset to be in. #i just want a dog. why does it have to be so fucking complicated #it seemed like we were finally going somewhere and we werent and this whole deal was pretty much all for nothing

[jfkisonthemoon]

i finished vlr

#TENMYOUJI AND QUARK TENMYOUJI AND QUARK CAN ANYBODY FUCKING HEAR ME IS THIS THING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!! #in general i loved quark and i LOVED the writing direction they went with tenmyouji #i mean. dont get me wrong i hated it at first. and then i fell asleep and ive decided i like it #tenmyouji got him a fucking root beer float......... #i didnt like how they switched from the games being about the group and their interactions into just being 'because we have to!' #the group dynamic was one of the best parts of 999 #and dont get me wrong i liked (most) of the characters in this one but they werent as iconic #dio and sigma though. man shut the fuck up. this isnt about you. #dont even get me started on how they butchered my girls. clover is NOT that stupid and [redacted] would not fucking do that #feeling like i need to replay the true end of 999 now. #anyway. quark has taken to saying 'root beer floats my boat' which warms tenmyoujis heart. if you even fucking care. #i might post about this more we'll see how insane i feel #zero escape #jessie speaks

[hella1975]

💌 good morning

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE! theo you are genuinely one of my favourite people in the whole world do u know how cool you have to be for someone to say that to you when you've never actually met and you live on the complete other side of the EARTH. you're just really cool and i mean that in the most objective way possible like i love your attitude i love your aesthetic i love your mannerisms i am at any given point giving you heart eyes. i love that i can drunk call you and i love after all this time you're still one of the (few) people i regularly want to talk to in the height of drunken fondness. i love sharing tbos with you and getting nobodies hero back in return it feels like we're parents whose kids are in the same class that talk on the playground waiting to pick them up. i love love love how you write and the personality that's so distinctive in your writing. i could probably pick one of your stories out of a line up because of it tbh. you just have such an amazing perspective of the world and you have so much love to give and it's not through naivety or denial it's because you've genuinely looked at bad situations and gone 'there is love in the world despite this'. you inspire me to be a better person.

#i also love that you handle me quite well? like particularly when im riled up about something i am NOT an easy person #it would be very easy to just nod and agree with me even if im clearly in the wrong about something #but you dont lmao like i cant remember what it was but i remember telling you about something i did as a teenager #& i was like 'lol i was a bit of a bitch then though' and im used to people dancing around it like 'noooo im sure you werent that bad!' #but you just immediately were like 'yeah you sound like you were a right cunt. anyway-' LMAO #like i feel like if i was in the wrong in a situation you'd say it to my face and with my kind of temper i NEED people like that in my life #so yeah it just really stuck with me bc i just really appreciated that and also it made me laugh lol #ask #ask game

[cainite-bite]

no mattter how hard i try and how many tries i give I can never really get into skyrim.

coming off the heels of morrowind and oblivion it feels like a step down in quality in a lot of areas. Like in comparison to oblivion it feels like it took a hit to the writing, and with morrowind it feels like it took a hit to exploration and running around because while the world is def bigger it just doesn't feel like it because everything feels more quick to get to (and this excludes fast travels).

Too much of the quests in skyrim feels a lot more about chasing instant gratification and thats probably my biggest beef. Especially since it takes no effort to become a werewolf and its so instantly OP.

#even when you avoid the werewolfism thing you just feel a tad too OP to damn near everything but giants and dragons #morrowind could be frustrating with the low accuracy but it kinda made even fights last longer #and it made its own tenseness through that even though its animations werent very actiony and were janky as shit #oblivion kinda slowly escalates you on everything but theres a few areas where the difficulty hits pretty steep #and having to worry about the firing on all angles from all battle types in certain bits add quite a bit #its not just wham bam thank you ma'am #and i find myself feeling that way to almost every aspect on Skyrim because it just feels too simplified #and too much like cheapened out instant gratification with little satisfaction involved #like dont get me wrong the graphics are good and the dragons are cool #but the looks just dont make up for what its lacking

[caffeinatedopossum]

Tw death

The more I learn about trauma, the more I realize just being aware of certain realistic possibilities or facts is sometimes traumatic for people. I guess I always had this misconception that 1) everyone was aware of the same things that I am all of the time and 2) that trauma is like an over reaction from your brain that can be healed and reasoned with. But it's not. How many people actually realize that they will die, that they don't know when, that their friends and loved ones will die too, potentially before them, and that none of this is inside their control? How many people think about that? And how *real* is that for them? I grew up being constantly reminded that I could die young, that I would die, that my parents would die before me. Death was a reality I was very aware of but never able to come to terms with. And I don't think that can be healed because its real. I don't know how real any of this stuff even is to everyone else. I wonder if the people around me think about death how I do, as a certainty, or if they think about it like something that only happens to other people. You tend to think that before something traumatic happens- that those traumatic things only happen to other people. I don't think that anymore. I haven't for a long time.

#idk if this is normal or not #startimg to think 'hmm other people's parents maybe didn't tell them almost everyday that they could die at any moment' #'hmm maybe that was traumatic' #they werent wrong though. just shitty about it

[designernishiki]

sometimes i kinda wish mirei wasn't killed off because boy the divorced exes dynamic with majima could've been so god damn funny

#everyones seen my 'if you see my ex-husband at pride' post. thinking about that sort of thing #like yeah i know y5 said they werent exactly on bad terms (though i think that was vague and debatable considering the way she #recounts her backstory with haruka not really painting him in a great light- for understandable reasons mostly dont get me wrong- but my #point is . i think there may have been more passive aggressive animosity lingering in there than what was presented in the romanticized #retelling of the story later on in the game basically). but come on. you cant tell me they'd get along just fine if she were to have lived. #say what you will about her and her intentions and etc but regardless she DID tear kiryu's family apart and guilt trip the SHIT out of him #to do so. knowing majima. and knowing how majima feels about kiryu. do you think he'd be like. cool with that #like if/when he heard the whole story i do Not think mirei's Heartwarming Vicarious Dreams would be enough to excuse the damage she did #and its such a wild coincidence itd be hard not to think- at least just a tinnnyyy bit- that she somehow found majima's weakpoint #(kiryu) and attacked it on purpose out of spite or something. #yeah all that and i think their relationship mustve been inevitably Very toxic and fucked up considering. everything about both of them #especially at that point in time. plus the very weird and not great gap in maturity (18-19 vs 27-28) and all that. no way that ended just #totally chill and amicable. no fucking way. she had fair reason to harbor resentment towards him and i wouldve liked to see that honestly #anyway so i mean you see what im getting at. perfect setup for the most toxic but kind of hilarious divorced dynamic Ever #if she were to ever come anywhere near kiryu again majima would be there in 0.2 seconds to sheild him from impending psychological warfare #rambling #majima #mirei #y5 #yakuza 5 spoilers

[mariaantonnietta]

A fun fact of eddie and jason partening up is that means jason could tecnically make the all blades appear any moment he wants. (Eddie's devil power DO qualify as ' presence of evil ' , the less i think about how apparently is a metagene awakened that just so happens to work like devil powers or/and contract influence the better, me sure there was something planned for that)

Also they both would do the meditation thing.

Rose: great, now there's two yoga idiots.

And I personally like to limit Jason perception of future/past etc to just be able to do so in response to time alterations, as it makes more sense in my head, but rose does have some kind of precognition in figthing in some verses so it would be pretty funny to see eddie keeping up (he has portals, he will be fine)

I also a sucker for human eddie is more capable than demon eddie, actually, with enough self confidence he could probably build a way to make portals with his staff, and he can fly with that thing!! Mix magic with tecnology baby, surely there's no way that can go wrong!

Me having cute outlaws ideas, don't mind me

#eddie bloomberg #jason todd #rose wilson #ideal outlaws team #yeah there would be ideological clashes but that's part of the charm #i have been reading eddie titans time and eddie there's something up with thise powers #they scanned you for three days before dimmising you AND chief was interested in you #and both the pschological issues and being a sidekick werent an issue for luthor #pretty sure the doctor who was trying to do some damage control by not letting luthor have powers saw something wrong #just a theory though #apart of course from the deal with the demon thing

[tortademaracuya]

love being reminded by the "bestie" that keeps being close friends with all the girls that treated me like shit about the other friend not from that group that also treated me like shit and tried to convince others to leave me

#and she talked like it was such a pity i didnt want to try anymore to 'fix' things. i never had a problem with her #she just woke up one day and decided i was shit and deserved no friends while acting like nothing was wrong when i asked #and i didnt even learn she was talking shit until years later!!! #if she doesnt think that was messed uo what does she even think of how their grouo of friends treated me...? #i knew it was being too good a day :/ always end up finding some stupid comment that makes me feel like shit #woooo im unloveable and everyone will end up hating me sooner or later wooooooooo #maybe shes right and both that and the other Incident werent anything and im being an idiot about it #why does it even matter. they were right and its my problem for getting sad that they were saying what a horrible person i am #maybe its true and my presence does ruin everything for everyone. i should just stay home and never go out again #sigh #haunted.txt #maybe its all my fault for not trying hard enough ti earn forgiveness #even though i embarrassed myself so many times to do so and it was her shit friends that kept treating me like garbage #even after saying they forgave me and refusing to give me any apologies

[arkfeather]

i hope the guy who will invented nasal strips gets sucked sloppy everyday

#first time trying these for my congestion and GOT DAMN they werent lying they work instantly #ive always thought they were placebo but ig i was wrong #i just didnt like using nasal sprays and pills never rlly worked so i gave up and tried strips #i like just tried them though so we’ll see if they’re really effective if i wake up in the middle of the night unable to breathe #ark’s chatter

[angryborzois]

yeah i kinda miss getting lost in a city in a foreign country on a hunt for gelato with some madlads my age who have no fucking idea where theyre going even with a map

#angryborzois rambles #😕 #we werent actually lost #but bro #we made three wrong turns WITH A MAP #it was fun though #i wonder what the kids i was with are doing now

[that--unusual-person]

anyone who’s never went to school to study art for a degree will never know the rush of panic and adrenaline over seeing a number. 1159 is the number

#random thought #went though a spiral thinking something was due tonight and shot up in utter fear #a majority of the stuff was due tomorrow anyways #‘real world experience’ they said #they werent wrong when they give you 50 hours a week worth of projects; lab books; tests; and single week deadlines #am i having fun? yes #am i steady? i refuse to fail #is it worth it? yes (i am a workaholic to anyone normal this means no) #vent-ish? #ramble

[moth-mart]

Owen's being held down to the ground in front of Tred's ruler because they won't believe that he's telling the truth/doesn't have ulterior motives & isn't [fully] severing the empire and they're about to cut off his head or something similar but his not-phone thing goes off and they make him answer it and it's. [kid I never named] who's like "hey I'm at your house for our study session but you're not answering the door" and Owen's like ".....I'm not home" <- several galaxies away

#HI. I do have other universes. they do exist. i have not forgotten about them [half lying] #anyways they dont recognize the language & as hes telling [kid] to come back another time hes talking very casually which is- #not something expected of someone with ties to the empire so they hold off on the decapitation & press him with more questions #and eventually do let him back up and take him to see the scroll when they realize he's fine #they werent wrong to be worried though. and i mean he does still answer to his leaders out of sort of being #programmed to stay loyal to them mostly #but hes kind of in it for himself and the small handful of people he cares about now #havent thought about his mary sue ass in a hot minute. hes fun actually i should do more with him #owen tag #dont have a catchall/universal tag for his story #lore dump #?

[bar-les-coucougnes]

you can really see a character's true nature shine when theyre under pressure

cant wait to hate krauss and rudolf's guts by the end of ep3

#umineko #if i had to guess this ep is probably more focused on them since they werent really present before #well maybe im wrong idk #also since we saw a harsher part of natsuhi and rosa who SEEMED nice at first #maybe theyll flip the scenario and those guys will actually not be awful? #mmh yeah no lol #i can imagine rudolf not being the worst #but honestly i dont care about krauss #worried about kyrie and hideyoshi though... what face will they show? #i mean its implied hideyoshi would be more of a womanizer if he was handsome like rudolf or sth #and he made a comment abt shannon being beautiful? at some point? #but thats not a crime or necessarily mean hed cheat or do things that are untoward #so ill try not to overthink this too much... #tbf i stopped hating rosa by the end of ep2 #i think the violent end of the episode was enough to shock the hate right out of my brain #now its focused on mr and mr misogyny :) #but it might come back if i see her yell at her kid again