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pinksparkl · 5 months
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For the ask game: flutter, hold, and/or sharp?
Hey Romi~~ 💚💖
(Fanfiction WIP Guessing Game)
I have all of those words~ 😀💕
A lil snippet of A Choice Made Differently (chapter 3) Lovely and Vincent on their first date~~
Wisps of wind caused their hair to flutter around their face, but they could no longer feel the chill that had accompanied it only a moment agi. The heat from his hands werr soon joined by a warm feeling in their heart, touched by his openness to share even a little of his fears of how others saw him. "I'm not afraid... of you," they quickly replied just as quietly.
(More under the cut~~)
Vincent finding Lovely watching a storm, post-Inversion
"Can you hold me? Just for a little while?" Lovely asked, voice almost inaudible over the noise of rolling thunder. 
Immediately Vincent situated himself behind them, hugging their body close as they sat in comparative silence, watching the storm through the open window.
"I miss my powers, how they would surge with the crackles of lightning during a storm. Feeling the charged static in the air." Uncrossing their legs, they leaned back more, grounding themself in Vincent's hold rather than the missing pull of the electric heat that shot through the sky.
And... it's Alexis' turn to babysit I mean, look after Lovely during their Bloodlust while everyone else was busy with one thing or another.
"I don't regret being Turned." Lovely said simply, feeling as if they needed to fill the space somehow. Expecting her to ask what many others had in the days, weeks, months since it happened.
"You don't have to lie to me, Vincent's not here." Her sharp tongue cutting through the soft emotion like a knife.
Lovely was confused by the sudden shift in tone. "I'm not lying. What would I stand to gain by lying to you anyway?"
"Pity. Sympathy." Alexis stared them down. She wasn't antagonising them for a fight, there was something else in her eyes that Lovely couldn't quite decipher.
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so i just got off a call with my therapist and she was so supportive of me moving to Atlanta and starting new and I told her about my situation and how tied I have felt to this place because of my son and how his dad has made me feel like i could never go anywhere and she said i don't have to worry about that because she believes there is a law where a kid at 13 or 14 can tell a judge they do not want to be with their parents anymore and become independence and I told her about me mentioning to my my son before that there is such a thing as emancipation but that he would have to be careful with that because if the judge does not grant it then that means he will having to continue living with his abusive dad who now knows that his own son is trying to get away from him. so she told me i can look in google for more info or talk to an attorney and that gave me some ideas.
so about moving to atlanta. it's funny because before the call i was like, do i even need this appointment and idk if i am just spendding money on something that i may not need. but then i'm telling her about moving to atlanta and she's being so supportive and i don't feel like i would get that kind of support from my own family and i'm like so grateful for her at the same time because she just lets me be me. like i feel like my close minded mom would be like "no i have too much going on here" or "no atlanta is too much ____ for me to move there" and then my uncle who worries alot would not like me moving away to the other side of the country and being away from my family system and i would miss him so much but i feel like i kinda need this. and then my sis and her kids i dont talk to them anymore so i don't feel like i have that holding me back.
anyway my therapist said i could always look into buying the home now and then renting it out or air bnb it and i'm like that's a great idea although i do worry about renters but maybe it wont be so bad so it is an idea to consider.
and then im like telling therapist tthat moving would be a great way for me to get away from richard and she is asking am i feeling tied to him or wanting to be with him or if he is pursuing me and i told her we talk throughout the day and she said it is A LOT of contact and i agree with her but i dont really have any friends which i also explained to her and she understood and said she feels like if i had more fullfilling friendships that she thinks i would need him much less and i think i agree with her. but being in this shit state with these shit people i can't relate to anyone at all because i feel like these aren't my people and they're rude and racist and i just want to be alone in my house with my dogs because of how unkind the outside is here where i live. but anyway therapist is really anti-richard so i know she feels good for me knowing i have a plan or positive outlook of where i might move to, bc i also told her that ive always considered moving after my son turns 18 but when someone would ask where i would be like i have no clue, but since atlanta it has been a healing journey because not only do i love the city but the people werre absolutely delightful and i just feel like i belong and that i could really heal and my stress will finally go down being there and my dogs will just love it.
since living here richard still calls be babe and i know in his mind he considers us being together and thinks we have a future and we are so close in distance it is all a possibility for him even though for me it's completely different bc i hate him for how much he lied to me and treated me like shit and i will never ever be with him again but then it's also been a year since i found out he has been cheating on me and i still have not cut him off and sometimes it feels like we can still be good friends but i dont want him to think we are still together but it's hard to enforce that if i have not cut him off and i feel like moving will be a huge message i am sending like "we are not together and i am moving on with my life and i suggest you do the same"
but anyway i am soo excited for georgia like seriously if i don't like it i'll just move but i am soo doing my homework, therapist told me to network with the viet and nail community of georgia and see if i can get setup with a resource manager on moving and i told her i am connected to a viet realtor here and that is also due to networking in the nail community so it's def possible.
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cherumie · 4 years
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Person: "So, how do you feel about what happened with Eric and Alan?"
William: "It was a tragedy and a great loss for our division. God rest their souls."
Ronald: "It sucks how things turned out, but they shouldn't have broken so many rules in the first place in my opinion. You can't change the past though."
Grelle: "lol it is what it is"
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deimmortales99 · 3 years
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i recently just finished remarried empress the novel, well not finished, to the latest translated chapter, 175. i want to know more but if the author doesn't want to then, i guess i'm okay with that. anyways what to say...
those ugly hoes (soveishu and trashta) thought they got the happy ending lmao 😌 in the end ya'll still acted like garbage. first of all, you trashta, you shouldn't have acted greedy. i mean i can't fully hate you because you did have a troubling past as a slave, but you could've at least be humble when soveishu caught you. you were already safe with him, if you really loved him you shouldn't have to doubted him. that lead you to being greedy for survival, wrecking literally everyone's lives. you pretended to be innocent, when the thing you should've been was an honest girl, at least. you even called navier gREEDY? YOU THOUGHT SHE MARRIED PEOPLE FOR POWER? BITCH SHE IS ALSO HUMAN SHE HAS FEELINGS. AND YOU WERR THE REASON SHE HAD TO ACT LESS HUMAN BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T SHOW HER EMOTIONS. SHUT UP.
AND SOVEISHU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER— YOU WERE POSSESSIVE UNTIL THE END YOU EVEN CONFINED THEM IN. WOW DICK MOVE ROMEO. he even said "whY DID I DIVORCE HER AGAIN?" AND EVEN "I WANT YOU NAVIER" ABHSHDH SHUT YOU DUMB ASS UP, YOU WERE POSSESSIVE WITH HER EVEN IF YOU YOURSELF LOVED ANOTHER WOMAN, YOU DARE? YOU'RE GETTING TOO BIG HEADED HERE. go back to being hoes with trashta, you once had her but you lost her with a runaway slave who loved someone else lmao. that's the downfall of the eastern empire ig.
okay thanks for coming to my review, more like me ranting but yeah. i guess i'll just wait for the manhwa to upload until it reaches 175. or if anyone can tell me where i can find a translated 176? thanks.
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sporadic-writer · 5 years
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The bold and beautiful
Bucky x Reader, Sam x Reader(sorta)
Warnings - some light swearing, slight angst, mainly fluff and such, it's meant to be sweet I promise
Summary - you feel broken and shot down, but your true man picks up the pieces (wow that sounds cheesy lol sorry 😅)
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Your bold. You say what you want and don't filter yourself often. People made you feel like shit in the past, but being with the Avengers now helped you be stronger and more confident. Plus, you were a mutant, which made you very cool in their eyes. Your telekinetic and telepathic powers were something you were born with, not developed like Wanda's. You are a unique individual in their eyes, but you know you are too.
You are close with everyone, even the non-residents like Clint and Scott. They appreciate your style, sarcasm, and toughness. Training is always interesting, and you work in the bio labs with Bruce and Tony, even though is your own research and more animal-based. But no one had any serious or harsh complaints about you, or so you thought.
Sam Wilson was just as cheeky as you. He kept up with your humor and wit while still keeping you on your toes. You could say you developed a crush on him. He was handsom, kind, and made you laugh. Aside from Bucky and the scientists, he was the only guy you were really close with. The girls and you are classic best friends. You tell each other everything and always do your cliche girly activities together. But Sam.. Sam had a bit more of your attention. You went out of your way to hang out with him. Or you found subtle ways to flirt harmlessly and gain his attention.
"You gonna grow a pair and tell him today?" Wanda asks while painting her toes. She smirks at Nat while you roll your eyes.
With a chuckle you respond, "Actually yeah. I have been prepping the right words in my head for a while now and I'm going to ask if he wants to go get drinks Friday night."
Nat and Wanda look at you increduously. "Hold up. I was teasing you. You're really asking him out?" You nod and give an mhmm back to her.
"Haha damn girl! Look at you go. When is the big moment happening?" Natasha asked with curiosity.
"Uhh probs after dinner tonight, before we all end up together in the media room." The nervous bubbles in your body were pushed down. You were young, but not a child. If you liked the guy, you finally need to do something about it.
"Good timing. I'll make sure he is in the kitchen when you're cleaning up."
"Wanda you don't need to do that." She said nonsense and it will make your gesture easier. You shrugged and summonded your phone to your hand from the side table a few feet away.
"Well I just noticed I have to be in the lab in 5 minutes. A nerds job is never done. I will update you after I ask him!" You walk out of the room towards the elevator, you passed Bucky and Tony, talking about his arm. Both smile and say hi to you while Tony jokes about not paying you to be late for work. You tell him to get the stick out of his ass and keep walking as the men laugh.
You get to the lab's floor, passing one of the training rooms on the way. You hear Sam with Steve and Peter all chatting lightly and normally. Usually, you don't listen in on conversations, but some words caught your interest.
"Yeah she said yes so I'm thinking we will go get dinner or something." Sam said and you suddenly felt small. Without realizing it you felt a hit of his thoughts in your own mind. He was geniunly excited.
You hear Steve say a supportive response. Something along the lines of how exciting it is. He made a joke about pulling the 'Avengers card' to get her. But Peter mentioning you kept your chuckle away and feet in place.
"I thought you and Y/N were a thing?" You could hear the confusion in his voice. And your heart raced awaiting the reply.
"What? Nah kid. She and I are like best friends. We are almost the same person. It'd be weird. Plus lately she's been kinda clingly. I see her all the time when she isn't in the lab. I don't really mind it, because it's Y/N, but going out with this chick will give me a nice reprieve." You could hear in his voice that he was not meaning any hatred towards you, but it still stung. You never thought you were being clingly? You did not even think you were hanging with him more than usual. However, you sulked away quickly before accidentally popping into the men's minds or making your presence known in any other fashion. You just went to the lab to play music, do your work, and distract yourself from the outside world.
Dinner rolled around eventually and you tried to act normal, but it was hard. The girls and Bucky noticed you were quieter than usual. You were in your own head and distracted from the people around you. Nat and Wanda assumed it was you prepping for the moment you ask Sam out. However, they werr really confused when you never came back to the media room. Sam and Bucky walked out and the girls asked where you were.
"Um I don't know. She cleaned up while we were getting beers then headed towards the elevator." Sam said to them. They asked if you said anything and said no and added you seemed slightly quieter.
Wanda sighed and looked to the men. "Well did you say something to upset her?"
Bucky shook his head and repsonded, "No we were just talking about Sam's date Friday." He shrugged and watched the two ladies' faces change subtly while dismissing the men and Sam walked off. But Bucky trailed behind.
"What's going on?" He knew they knew something.
They looked at each other before explaining to him that you were going to ask him out. He ignored the pang of jealousy and focused on the matter at hand.
"But that doesn't explain why she barely spoke tonight. She hardly even looked at him tonight. She seemed reserved." Bucky knew something else was at play here. It took a lot to shut you up like this.
"I might know about that" Steve's voice came from the doorway. "He said he felt she was being clingy. It wasn't said with distain or any dislike of Y/N, but she must have heard somehow."
"So now she's hurt and questioning herself... I am going to beat him I swear!" Bucky clenched his fist. While Nat told him to calm down.
"Just go find her. We will deal with Sam when that time comes." Nat spoke to him in a serious tone. He just moved Steve out of the way to find you.
Walking down the hall to your room he groaned when he found it empty. After asking F.R.I.D.A.Y where you were, he headed to the gym.
You had music playing and your face was red from running on the treadmill. Bucky walked up, noting how your expression was not as bright as it usually was. As he approached, you took notice of him and slowed down. Your ringed hand flicked and he heard the stereo click off. You kept walking but looked at him and asked what was going on. He noticed that you were trying very hard to sound normal, but it didn't fool him.
"I know what happened with Sam. Don't fight me on it, the girls told me what happened." His tone was soft but strong and you knew to just roll with it.
"So why are you here? I just want to be alone right now." You looked defeated. You just wanted to be alone in self pity for a while until you got over all this nonsense.
The man look at you and shook his head. "Do not break and change your view on yourself just because Sam his a moron. Not having you talk and joke at dinner, you not being you? It really sucked seeing that. Nothing should do that. Sam's isn't good enough to have you like that anyway." He mumbled the last part a bit, but you caught it in the end.
Rolling your eyes you spoke back to him. "And you are? Bucky I just need to give everyone a break from me. I can be a lot, I get it. It's fine! Please just let me sulk in pea-."
Him pulling you in for a kiss shut you up easily. You put your hands on his chest and shoulder and kissed back. He hummed lightly at your reciprocation and pulled you close. In your heart and gut, flutters and sparks went mad. Your head spun a bit from running and these pleasant feelings suddenly surfacing.
As he pulled away he saw your small but happily shocked expression. His voice was soft as he spoke.
"You are too bold and beautiful to not let everyone see it. I always got jealous Sam was the one guy you hung out with most, but I have also always really really liked you and let you be happy. I don't mean to make a move right after all that happened, but I needed you to know that one person for sure appreciates who you are." Your hands were still on him, and you felt those broken bits in your chest come back together. With bright eyes you looked up at him and pecked his lips again quickly.
"Well then. Since your ass took so long to tell me you liked me, you pay for drinks Friday night." He chuckled and his hands around you squeezed you a bit in a playful manner. "But now I wanna go sit in the back of the media room with you. The others can slowly realize what is going on all on their own."
He smiled at you, "That works for me darlin. I kinda want to show Sam what he's missing."
"Play nice!" Your tone was light, knowing he wouldn't be rude. You still wanted to have some fun though. "Buut... I never said we couldn't make out or fool around a tad while in the back of the room." As you grabbed his hand you winked at him.
"Babe that sounds perfect." He held the door open for you and lightly smacked your butt as you walked out. You geniunly laughing in response made him know for sure you were a gem never to be let go of.
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walkingdeadfan25 · 6 years
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Medicine
Fandon: The Walking Dead
Character: Carl Grimes
"Widows, especially ones that look like that.....whew they are....special. I love 'em. Right after their husbands go they are just empty inside. But usually not for long.", Negan says as he chuckles.
"Ahh. Now where is she? I would love to see her."
"Do you care to pay your respects?", a voice says from behind him. Negan turns around in surprise. "Holy crap! You are creepy as shit, sneaking up on me, wearin' that collar with that freaky ass smile." Father Gabriel continues to smile as he apologizes and introduces himself. Negan looks to Rick with a look of slight disappointment. He asks if she didn't make it, believing Gabriel's on-the-spot thinking. Rick, still giving Negan the 'side-eye', gives him a remorseful look as they head to Maggie's 'grave'.
"It's a damn tragedy. That's what this is.", Negan replies not really giving a shit aboit how one might feel considering the circumstances. He goes on about how it sucked he had to kill her husband and then saying how he wanted to take her back with him. "I know what you're thinking. How can I have a shot, the guy that just bashed her husband's head in? Haha you'd be surprised. Boy, people, they-", all the sudden he's cut off by a gun going off. They all turn then with Negan giving Rick a look that screams 'you better hope you're people haven't fucked up again'.
They quickly run to where the sound came from. As they enter the house they find Carl holding a gun at some of Negan's men. "Carl, Carl, put it down."
In a deadly calm voice he replies, "No. He's taking all of our medicine. They said only half our stuff."
"Of course. Oh ho. Really kid?" Carl looks at him with a voice that says 'I'm done with your shit' replies, "And you should go. Before you find out how dangerous we all are."
Negan looks at him with amusement in his eyes, "Well, pardon me, young man. Excuse the shit out of my goddamn French, but..... did you just threaten me? Look, I get threatening Davey here, but I can't have it. Not him, not me." Rick interupts pleading his son to put down the gun, fearing for everyone's lives but Negan isn't having it.
"Don't be rude, Rick. We are having a conversation here. Now boy, where were we?", Carl continues to stare down Negan not blinking an eye. Before Negan can continue they hear creaking coming from behind them as a soft and scratchy voice calls out. "Carl", coughing interupts the person before they finish, "Everything ok? I heard a gun shot."
Everyone in the room looks behind Carl as a female around the age of eighteen stumbles around the corner holding the wall for support. She was short and due to being sick was frail looking. Her hair, a dark chestnut brown and curly falling down her waist, hung slightky knotted around her swinging with her movements. Her normally vibrant blue eyes werr dull grey and blood shot and her pale skin had a sickly hue. To anyone she looked like one of the dead almost.
*Aurora POV*
Aurora is jolted awake by the sound of a gun going off down stairs. She has been sick with sone flu virus for a couple days now. Carl has been taking care of his fiancée to ensure she gets better. She struggles to stand almost falling over. Her body too weak to hold her up and her high fever is making her dizzy, not helping by way of moving arpund without Carl. She makes her way slowly down the stairs, hearing voices. She calls out to Carl as she rounds the corner.
*End of POV*
Carl rushes to Aurora's side gently holding her frail body in order to keep her standing. He gently lays the back of his hand against her forehead, ignoring the men staring at him in slight confusion. "Aurora! You're still burning up! You need to get back to bed." As he goes to pick up Negan says, "Oh no we're not done here let's finish this."
Carl reluctantly moves closer, Aurora clinging onto his arm in fear of Negan. Carl gently presses a kiss to her forehead meant to reassure her. She settles closer to his side. "Now we were just talking about your giant man sized balls. No threatening us. Listen, I like you, so I don't want to go hard proving a point here, not in front of your sister."
"She's not my sister. She's my fiancée." Negan lets out an indignant laugh. "That she is.", he says as he spots the nice but simple ring on the female's ring finger. It was Lori's but Rick gave it to Carl to give to whomever he decided to marry if he married. "Anyway, you don't want that, I don't want that. So tell me, why were you threatening my men?"
"Look, I just want my fiancée to get better. In order to do that I need medicine. The medicine in which your men are taking All of, not half. So leave some so I can take care of her."
"I said half your shit, and half is what I say it is. I'm serious. Do you want me to prove how serious? Again? Maybe to your sick little fiancée who hell, I'd probably be doing a service? I mean she looks like the damn dead out there. How do you get it up looking at that? Hell how do you even have sex with it? Do you put a bag over its head?"
"She's sick you asshole, she's not suppose to look like a damn model and she’s my fiancee, show her some respect!”
Negan has the decency to look slightly bashful. “Sorry kid. I should have more respect for your girl.” He goes over to Davey an riffles through the contents around them. He grabs two bottles and a foil packet that has some pills in it. “Here’s some antibiotics, fever reducers/ pain relief and to ensure there’s not a slight chance of any little ones running around that look like her, some birth control. Now don’t say I’m not a nice guy and haven’t done anything for you. I should kill your girl but I don’t want to soil my pretty girl Lucille with her diseased blood. So off you go, take your  ugly ass diseased woman with you back to the ditch she crawled from.” Carl moves to punch Negan but Aurora pulls him back.
“Thank you Negan for your generosity. Perhaps as a thank you once I am not ill, I can make you a nice scarf to keep you warm during the cold weather that’s coming?”
“Sure darlin’. I’ll hold you to it.” With a wave of his hand, he dismisses Carl. Carl turns to Aurora and pus a hand under her knees and then behind her back, moving as slowly as he can to keep her from becoming dizzy. She wraps her hands around his neck, snuggling into his warmth in order to fight off the chills from the fever. “You’re fever is higher than when I last checked. We need to lower it.”
“No, please not the tub. It makes me feel worse.”, she begs. “I know Aura, I don’t want to but I need to make sure you get better. You’re fever is too high and needs to be lower.” As he reaches their room, he gently sets her on the bed.
“I’ll tell you what, I will make sure the water is lukewarm but please don’t fight me.”, he asks as he enters the ensuite bathroom and begins to run her bath. As the tub fills, he pours in her favorite scent of vanilla and mint. “W-Will you join me?”, she asks in a small voice as tears gently fall down her cheeks. He kneels in front of her as he wipes away her tears. “Of course.”, he replies with a smile. He begins undressing and despite being sick, she enjoys the show. Once he’s in his boxers he turns to her. 
He gently removes the socks from her chilled feet, moving to the waist band of her black cotton shorts. He moves her arms carefully through his favorite navy blue long sleeved shirt. He eases it over her head and takes a moment to look down her torso, noticing a few of her ribs have began to poke through and a new bruise has formed on her right side. “How did you get this?” “I did it in my sleep. I’ll be fine when I get better.”
He leans down and places a soft kiss to it. He then presses a light kiss to each rib, breathing a ‘sorry’ into the skin. Aurora laces a hand through his hair. “You don’t have to be sorry. It’s just cause I am not able to keep food down.” Carl lays his head against her bare thighs, her hand running through the soft strands. He presses a quick kiss to her thigh and stands up, moving her to the bathroom. He sets her on the edge of the big tub and turns the water off. Then he sets her in the bath.
She waits for the slight pain from the cold water against her heated skin. However, she is pleasantly surprised by the little over room temperature water. She sighs in content, “Thank you.” Before he gets in, Carl grabs one of the fever reducers and Aurora’s glass of water from the bed-side table. “Here, go ahead and take this so hopefully by the time we get out it will kick in.” He sets the glass on the bathroom sink’s counter after she swallows the pill. He slides into the water, his body thankful for the slightly cool water. He puts his legs on the outside of hers. He moves her hair over one of her shoulders and presses a few kisses against the burning skin on her left shoulder. He notices the ends of her long dark waves are floating in the water.
“May I see your hair tie. I’m going to put up your hair, the ends are wet and can make you more sick.” She holds up her left wrist and he removes the elastic band and puts it around his wrist. He gathers her long silky tresses into a bun atop her head and secures it with the hair tie. “Later if you’re feeling better, I’ll braid your hair.”, he says as he gently pulls her back to his chest. He moves so his back is against the tub. Aurora gently turns so she is on her side and snuggles into Carl. They sit in the water, the sweet and sharp smell of vanilla and mint filling their nostrils. After a while the water gets to be too cold for them both. Carl gets out and grabs a towel. He quickly dries off and removes his soaking boxers. He wraps the towel around his waist as he goes to their vanity drawers, grabbing Aurora some clean, dry underwear, her favorite pair of leggings and one of his shirts. 
“Carl can I wear the flannel you had on?”
“You sure? It might be sweaty, I have been wearing it all day.”
“True but it smells like you and your scent comforts me. Plus, I know you’ve got to go back out there, so I want something that smells like you. Your pillows lost your scent.”
Carl looks at her apologetically as he retrieves his discarded flannel. He sets it with the other clothes. He grabs her a towel and helps her dry off. He kneels, sliding his fingers in the elastic of her underwear and guides them down her legs. He sets them next to his wet boxers. Carl grabs the dry underwear and leggings, guiding them up her legs to rest snugly against her hips. He stands and reaches around her back and unclips her bra, sliding it down her arms, he tosses it into the wet pile. He guides her arms through his favorite flannel and buttons it up. He notices how the blue of the fabric make her eyes shine impossibly blue. 
He picks her up, lays her in the bed and moves to gather himself some clothes. Once he is dressed, he tucks her into their bed. “I’m feeling a lot better Carl. Thank you for everything. Do you think when you get back later I can maybe try to eat some soup?” “Of course. I love you and I’ll be back shortly.” “I love you too, my dear.”, with a kiss on her forehead, he leaves. Aurora snuggles into the blankets, burying her nose into Carl’s flannel, breathing in his scent as she slowly falls asleep.
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captainvictoryboat · 6 years
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Behind The Scenes 4 (7/?)
Author’s note: I last minute changed a part of this scene so i am not use how much i like it or how it is going to effect everything. (technically i took a detail out so yeah i don’t want this to change things too much)
*The part i took out was because the topic was a trigger to me, so i only scratched the surface the whole thing. You still get the main idea, i just imply more that what is written. I am sorry about that*
Genre: fluff? (but with suga)
Word Count: 1793
Summary: Suga and y/n bring up kinda bring up somme deep stuff.
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( i am debating making a new gif for this part. I still don’t know how far i will go with the story but this gif is like a bit over a year old haha)
You heard a loud thud right next to you. You opened your eyes and searched of the source of the sound.
“Aish.” He grunted. Immediatley you recognized who it was
Your eyes adjusted to the dark room and you saw the silhouette in the fetal position grabbing his knee.
“Yoongi are you okay?” you whispered
“Yeah” he groaned as he crawled up to you. “Scoot over and don’t hog the blanket this time.”
You moved to the wall, giving him enough space to join you
When he situated himself next to you, he fixed the blanket over the two of you. His hand went to your wait and you scooted closer to him.
You could sensed his body heat and already felt so much warmer. You could smell his faded cologne, happy that you weren’t getting any hints of beer on him
“Hi.” He said with a bit of frustration in his voice
Things had changed over the past week and a half. V went back to his room, jimin fnially able to sleep in his own bed again. Jin’s resentment towards you had come down a tiny bit and he only stuck to the enraged stare if you ever encountered each other in the living room on those late nights watching tv with v. Suga and Jhope were actually trying to cut down again. You could see it. They were still struggling but they were trying harder than they were the first time. Jungkook… There was more space between you and Jungkook. According to V, Jungkook felt you wee a bit mad at him over the argument with your dad. V said that he therefore advised Jungkook to give you some space (because he remembered how annoyed you were about Jungoook and Suga). Jimin however denied this. Jimin pointed out that Jungkook never listens to anyone so he wouldn’t listen to V’s advice. Jimin said that Jungkook was just going to the gym more because he wanted to make sure he looked good for the comeback. You weren’t too sure which was the real reason and you didn’t really care. You liked that he wasn’t around because it made everything easier with Suga. Suga was the one sneaking into your room every so often so you coud talk some more(*cough* make out a bit *cough*). Tonight was probably his third night coming over to be with you.
“Hello Mr. Grumpy.”
“I am sleep deprived, hungry, physically drained, going through withdraws, stressed, and I just tripped and hurt my knee do you really blame me for being grumpy?” he said with a tired smile “I want to get drunk so bad!” he whined. “ Remind me why I am not blacked out right now.”
“Because you claim to love me.”
“Oh yeah.” he remembered, as he leaned in for a kiss.
You let him kiss you, unable to deny his lips. But you left it at just one to let him know you were trying to be serious about not wanting him to drink.
“If you are so tired, why are you in here again?”
He gasped at you. “Again? You think I am in here too much? you don’t want me here or what?”
You laughed and slapped his arm. “You know what I mean.”
He shrugged. “I can’t sleep. You know how it is.
“You have really deep bags under your eyes from not sleeping. I am sure the stylists are mad at you. Have you tried sleeping medicine? Being sleepy isn’t gonna help with your writing either. Hobi told me that Namjoon was on your ass the other day and had a melt down at the studio.
His eyes shifted a bit. You could feel his body get tense. “Last thing in need to to get myself fixed on pills like Hobi.” He mumbled. “I just got a lot on my mind and getting drunk is the only thing that would help.” there he was bringing up the beer again. He had done well with going cold turkey so far, but by the way he was whining, things were getting harder without it.
“What do you keep thinking about?”
He rolled onto his back, putting space between the two of you. “Nothing.”
“It doesn’t seem like that. Is it the deadline? The solo?”
“No”
“Is it jin? You all have been good in keeping him away. My bruises are gone now. I am fine… except for my pa- Is that what is getting to you?" Lately that is where your mind always went. Being alone in the room, all you would do was think oof your parents. Thankfully the guys were aware and they would try to cheer you up, this being now of the reasons suga snuck in. He never said it, but you knew he went back to this tactic of sneaking into your room and coming into your bed as a way of keeping your mind off your parents. But maybe this was putting alot of stress on him, maybe you were the reason he was feeling this way.
“No!” He rolled back on his side and pulled you into  hug. “you aren’t stressing me out. Don’t think that way.”
Still, just bringing them up made you sad again and you coudn;t help but start crying.
“Hey don’t cry. It’s alright.”
“I just miss them.” you whimpered.
“I know I know. But remember what we said the other night. We know that they still love you, they are just upset because that dickhead down the hall lied. And we agreed that was for the best! It means that they aren’t going to be on his radar anymore ad they are going to be safe.”
“…Yeah”
He wiped away the tears that trickled down the side of your face. “ What’s bothering me is nothing, don’t worry about it ok.”
A very stubborn you shook your head at him. You weren’t going to let yourself get distracted with your own problem “No. I know you want to talk about it. Don’t feel like you cant tell me anything anymore! I can take it. I am here for you. Tell me. Talking about it might help you sleep. It might keep you from wanting to drink. Tell me.”
You could make out his features from the light coming in between the curtain. You could see the creases on his forehead, the uneasy look in his eye as he looked at you, his quivering lip. He was conflicted. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.
“Yoongi, tell me.”
“…It’s Aiko.” He said to so softly you could barey hear him despite how close he was to you
Hearing her name broght back a waved of memories and emotion. You let out a deep breath “Oh… ok” you said as you tried to hold back that tears that were forming in your eyes again
“I can’t get her out of my head.” he sniffled. “I can’t stop thinking about how her family is feeling right now. I can’t stop thinking of what things would be like if I just did one thing different. I can’t get your words out of my head. You were right, she trusted me! I hurt her when all she did was want to do something for me! And- And the little sleep I get, she is in my dreams! And- she- she talks to me and-“ that’s when he broke.
He shoved his head in to the pillow. He was crying so hard, although muffled, his sobs filled the room.
“What’s going on?” Jimin’s sleepy voice asked.
You saw jimin sit up from the bed
That’s when Suga tried to stop crying.
“Yoongi?” Jimin turned on his lamp. “Yoongi are you crying?”
“It’s nothing Jimin.” You told “Can you just give us a few minutes.”
“…Yeah… I- I have to go to the bathroom anyway…” Jimin said as he slowly got off the bed. His confused eyes were glued on suga as he left the room. “Are you sure everything gis ok?”
“Yeah we are only talking
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JK POV
Blood. Fire. Guns. The nightmares wouldn’t stop. How could he sleep with dead eyes staring back at him.
Jungkook stood up from his bed in a cold sweat. He looked at his phone, 2:17am. There was only five hours left before he was supposed to wake up.
He took off his shirt, just a way to try and cool down. His fingers ran through his damp hair in an attempt to calm himself down and remind himself that everything was a dream. (of course it didn’t help since he knew that although, yes it was a nightmare, it was still a reality that he was causing)
“Water. I need water...”
His sore legs moved moved him out of the room and down the hall. In the dark hallway, the light coming from under the bathroom was enough to light the way to the kitchen. He didn’t care who was up, his mission was to go quench his thrist
In the kitchen he dug himself into the fridge in search of a bottle of  water. Once he did, he chugged it sown in a good 10 seconds
It was when he hunched over to catch his breath, the idea came to him to go to y/n’s room. A week had been long enough to give her some space. Things were probably better now.
He was a bit more awake as he waddled down the hall. He reached for the door knob when suddenly it moved. In a panic, he jumped back and shuffled in the direction of the kitchen.
“What are you doing?” Jungkook heard a voice ask him just as he was a few feet from the kitchen
He stopped, it was time to be cool. He “yawned” as he turned around to the source of the question. “What?” he grumbled, scratching a fake itch on his chest.
“What are you doing?” suga asked more harshly
“I thought I lived in south korea, when was it illegal for me to get some water.”
Suga scoffed at him
“But I think I should be the one asking you that. Why are you coming out of y/n’s room?”
“That’s none of your business.”
“I said it before, if it involves y/n, it is my business.”
Suga walked up to him, stucking his jaw out all smug like. “So just becuase you are her fake boyfriend you think you can starting interrogating me as if are her real one? I think you are forgetting who it the hyung here, let alone your actually relationship to y/n.”
Jungkook looked right into Suga’s bloodshot eyes. “Just because you are older doesn’t make you any better than me or any better for y/n. Leave her alone and let her sleep instead of bothering her with your drunk ranting.”
“I’m not bothering her if she wants me in there. Not like you would know, she doesn’t even look in your direction.” Suga said as he walked off to his room
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carbonatedtrust · 6 years
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it's kinda rushed ik and i'm so gomen for all this inactivity lately guys ;v; part onnnneeee
It was another weekend with the group hanging out. It had became a usual thing for everyone to meet up at the dorm during the evening and stay up late together, or make some plans to head out to the city together.
Everyone had became more sheltered than usual after the round of unfortunate events thrown at them, it was probably better to stay inside rather than having the feeling of paranoia smothering them while they were out.
The dorm was relatively calmer today, with Taemin, Remy, and Julep sitting on the floor. Remy had been tapping away at Jikan's 3ds for the meanwhile, while Taemin was laying down on the ground next to Julep, sitting criss cross.
Although they werre having some interesting debates earlier, Taemin couldn't even tune in to the conversation at this point. He wasn't able to feel like he was carrying on a normal conversation when everything Julep was doing was making him more apprehensive than he was already.
Julep was clawing at whatever she could. Her phone case had marks left from how much she was scratching it, and she currently had a deathly grip on her sleeve. She was also starting to slur from time to time, spacing out and trembling for no apparent reason. She always snapped back to normal like nothing was wrong.
If he could run and try to take a walk or something outside of this room, he would, but he didn't want to be rude and interrupt Julep. He hated how he couldn't just say "Hey, could I do something?" and go on his way. Ever since the incident with Claire, Remy was in more of this "speak when spoken to and what's said is important" mode ever since, and it would be this awkward hell to try and start a conversation with him. He was occupied anyways.
Julep had fell silent, and decided to leave their conversation at that. Slowly, he reached for his phone and called Jikan, getting up and signaling that he'll be back.
Walking out of the dorm and closing the door behind him, he let out a sigh of relief hearing Jikan pick up.
"Hello?" Ji asked. There was a lot of background noise on his end.
"Yeah, Ji, where are you now?"
"I'm just driving back from my mom's, this highway is giving me issues and I'm considering finding a different ro--Did they j--" Jikan put his phone down, Taemin being able to hear a loud "Watch it, you degenerate excuse of a bastard!"
"Sorry," Jikan continued on, "I'll be home in a little, I'm gonna take the next exit."
"Be careful, love you, bye." Min responded. "Love you too." Ji hung up.
Taemin slid his phone back into his pocket, sliding down against the wall to sit down. He'd just spend the little time that he had to wait right here in the corner.
It wasn't long until Jikan came running up the stairs, Min could tell by the rapid steps being skipped from here and there. Perking up, Taemin felt another surge of relief. Jikan had the key bitten down between his teeth, and he was holding a four cup cup holder with some drinks.
Jikan turned to look down at Taemin, giving him a light kick. Taking the key out of his mouth, and sliding it into his pocket. "Why are you sitting here?" Jikan raised an eyebrow. Taemin gave a light hit on Jikan's leg back. "You had me worried, that's all. What are the drinks?"
"Mom and I made smoothies, took us a while since we had a few technical difficulties, meaning me spilling the whole batch of cinnamon."
Taemin stifled a laugh. "You still have a lot in your hair."
"I'll wash it out, dammit."
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HEY another rape warning on this one
and a terminal illness warning too just for funsies
we're back to the flashbacks yay :/
no fade to black after all! if only we were so lucky. derek goes "i'm ready" and kate kisses him - she says "oh derek, i know we said we'd take it slow and just have coffee, but then we had wine and it loosened my inhibitions, and you're just so incredible" yikes yikes Y I K E S
fortunately/unfortunately for derek she poisoned his food with wolfsbane and so now he's going to the bathroom to puke
"he was so nervous and felt so sick he wanted to die" he like throws up in her bathroom and has like this incredibly intense embarrassment
and even now he's like well wtf could it be? i would have smelled bad or rotten food but i didn't smell wolfsbane either so Why The Fuck and he concludes - get this - that it's NERVES
like he's disappointed that he missed out on losing his v-card but also he was That Nervous aw honey this poor fucking kid
she's "totally cool about it" when he gets out, and she says he's one of the sweetest men she's ever known—still calling him a man, which makes him all nervous, when in his internal narrative he's STILL calling her "ms argent"
AND she offers to drive him home like five zillion times but he keeps saying he'll make his own way and FINALLY gets up to leave
god i know It Happens in this book but the tension is killing me if they're gonna show it just get it over with aaaaaaaa
he's internally monologuing about how he wishes he could tell her what he was to impress her, since throwing up was so uncool - he has trouble relating to humans and figuring out their social cues since werewolf social cues are different, he's just like incredibly nervous around her because he wants her to like him but then when she shows signs of liking him he gets REALLY nervous so like this is just incredibly fucked
anyway he finally does leave and he has to kill time until it's time to meet laura 
OMG he sees the stilinskis at a crosswalk! 
Glancing to the left, he saw a little boy and a couple walking out of the hospital. e detected the odor of sickness. It was coming from the woman. The man and the boy werre talking slowly on purpose to keep pace with her.
"So what does it mean?" the boy asked. Derek could hear him perfectly. "Does it mean she's all better?"
"Yes," said the man, but Derek detected the quaver of a lie in his voice.
they're talking about how remission means no new cancer, but derek can smell that she's dying, and he watches them get slowly into the car, stiles all fidgety and full of nerves, and winds up thinking about how easily humans die, and what if whatever made him sick was in the food and kate got sick and died? which like lmao ok
anyways he runs back to kate's and he OVERHEARS her saying she confirmed it to someone but then she comes to the door and finds him, and he's like so upset he's ready to cry: "I'm—" And he didn't know what he was. He was nearly in tears.
he's just had a really hard day ):
so she invites him back in, saying he can shower and she has an extra toothbrush, and he goes inside and she shuts the door behind them ): end chapter and maybe god a fade to black after all
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ephemeralem0tions · 7 years
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Hi! I would love a LeviHan fic - perhaps a modern AU at a house/dorm party with games? Thanks!
Thank you for sending in the very first request! Yay! Of course, your wish is my command ;) so here! Have a dose of Levihan!
Some Shitty Boyfriend (LeviHan AU - House party)
Theme: House/ Dorm Party
Rating: PG
Warning: Has curse words, Mention of Cannabis and Beer
Summary: When Hanji and Levi partake in the game of Never Have I Ever, he discovers things about her and even deeper.
For the twelfth time around, he made his way through the crowd, bumping, shoving and pushing sweat covered bodies which he thought was hell.
He would have never went to this fiasco if ‘Eyebrows’ had not bribed him with a month’s supply of tea and Windex. ‘It would be fun’ he said, yet it was nothing but suffocating to him. The stench of booze, smoke and perspiration was enough torture to him, yet it did not end there. His clean freak side was ticking like a time bomb, ready to wipe away all the crumbs of food, spilled vodka, and occasional stains of vomit on the carpet any moment.
He needed some space, yet outside was not an option as some people smoked pot in the backyard or made out on the porch swing. The bathroom was not available as well as it would be filled by either disoriented horny people, or those that starting puking out of all the alcohol they consumed. The rooms upstairs would be a danger zone as well, who knows which room was vacant or not?
He continued making his way out of the 'dance floor’ which could be seen as a tiny living room any other day. He thought Mike’s house wouldn’t be able to hold a huge crowd, but he was proven wrong. It seemed like every single crevice of the small flat had been useful, with the owner probably already too drunk to recognize that his place could blow up any minute with all the people in it.
“Levi!” He heard Erwin’s voice as soon as he made it out alive from the maze of people. He had ended up in the kitchen where there were surprisingly very few people.
“I’m actually surprised he had not stormed off to leave soon” Nanaba laughed handing a newly opened bottle of beer to a drunkard and shooing him away. They must’ve kept people away from the kitchen and gathered here. Everyone also seemed sober, except for Mike who was always drunk out of his mind whenever there is liquor laying around.
“Erwin hid my keys” he answered with a 'tsk’
“I knew you would leave the second I take my eyes off of you. I wouldn’t give you compensation of tea and Windex anyway if you just go here for a minute and leave” he rolled his eyes at the man.
“Werr- since you here Revi- come pray wif us” Mike slurred attempting to open another bottle of beer before Nanaba stole it out of his grasp.
“What he means is play. Get yourself together Mike!” She groaned. The two had not opened up about their relationship but everyone else was sure that they were getting there if they aren’t there.
“I’m not participating in your shitty game” he sat down on one of the stools near the counter.
“Sorry I was late! Ohh- sorry” the familiar voice boomed as she pulled her foot from the crowd behind her.
“Ohh Hanji, its nice of you to join us dear. I thought you’d be stuck forever in our dorm” Nanaba welcomed her
“As much as I want to continue my research about the healthy benefits of cannabis oil for our final thesis before we graduate, I want to spend a few hours with my friends. Oh hi Levi!” She explained, greeting him in the latter and facing him with a smile while she waved.
“Tsk, shitty glasses. You smell like shit. Tell me you took a bath after crapping” he told her partly expecting a non- favorable answer.
“As a matter of fact I did not. But its nice to see you adapting and surviving in a new habitat where clean freaks like you would’ve been extinct any moment” she shot back at him.
“Hanji!- pray wif us!” Mike asked her.
“You mean play right?” She cleared out, earning a nod from Nanaba. “Depends on what game”
“Its Never have I ever. Erwin wanted to play Poker but Mike insisted he wanted some booze game” Nanaba explained
“Alright then, I’ll just call Moblit to pick us up if we get drunk” she laughed. “You’re playing too Levi!” She shot him a 'dead serious look’. Levi remembered she was another heavy drinker, yet her tolerance was lowest among them. He on the other hand, would not get drunk no matter how many cups of beer you would give him, a fact that always fascinated Hanji. She would take any chance to get him drunk so she could observe but always failed to do so as she would get drunk first and forget about the whole ordeal.
“Alright then!” Nanaba clapped her hands and prepared shot glasses from the cupboard and bottles of beer enough for everyone. “So the rule is take a shot if you’ve done it. I’ll start, never have I ever cut my own hair”
Levi took a shot and looked at everyone around him if they had done the same. Only Hanji tipped her head back a bit, drinking the contents of the glass in front of her before refilling it for the next round.
“Never have I ever kiss- somebodeh” Mike slurred prolonging the ’s’ of the kiss before taking a swig. Nanaba and Erwin shortly followed him while Hanji and Levi stayed still.
“Never have I ever went to the parlor and got my eyebrows fixed” Erwin took a shot right after he spoke and looked at the others who only looked at him back amused. “No one did it too? Levi, your eyebrows look well kept too. Thin, but well kept”
“Unlike you I don’t give a shit about mine” he replied while the others chuckled
“You can go next” Erwin laughed at him.
“Never have I ever wanted to take a shit but my crap seemed to be having a shitty day and won’t come out” he watched as everyone else took a shot.
“Everyone becomes constipated at least once in their life Levi” Hanji stated.
“Must be the product of all the cleansing tea if he had not experienced it” Erwin followed shortly but he only looked at the man bored.
“Never have I ever fallen in love” Hanji stated, almost as if it was a whisper. He wasn’t shocked to see Nanaba and Mike drink, as well as Erwin as he had Marie, yet he was surprised to see Hanji drink.
“Oi shitty glasses! Don’t recall you having a shitty boyfriend” he called her out.
“I don’t need a shitty boyfriend to be in love” she responded. “I can stay silent if I want to”. There was something about her eyes, as if they wanted to say something to him. They looked lonely and longing for something, something he could not quite get.
“Don’t worry Hanji, whoever this lucky man is, he would probably come around soon” Nanaba assured her with a pat on the back.
“I don’t expect him to, but if he would, then it would be a cup of tea” she laughed directing her stare back to him once more. He furrowed his eyes in confusion.
“You don’t even like tea four eyes” he shot at her only to earn a small hum before Nanaba spoke and continued the game.
“-And I was pretty sure that cannabis oil would be beneficial because I interviewed an epileptic person who uses it to stop his seizures and saw it with my own eyes that it works when he tested it. But I’m also sure we cannot legalize selling it in the market because people would make it an excuse to get high!” He heaved her up as her weight seemed to shift to him more each minute that passed by. It didn’t help that the woman was about ten centimeters taller than him, making her slump down to him occasionally.
Just as they thought they can count on her lab partner to get her home, she had realized she left her phone in their dorm when she was already drunk. Nanaba had decided to stay the night at Mike’s house and help him once the morning comes while Erwin had already gone his own way. He was left to take care of Hanji and bring her back safely as he would pass it anyway on his way home to his own apartment.
Like any other moment when she was drunk, she’s ramble about facts or thought she had stuffed inside the huge brain of hers. She was indeed smart, a scholar of their university, but in times like these, her smart ass can be annoying. Babbling about things no normal human being can understand, but then again, their clique couldn’t be considered normal. That’s why they were all friends in the first place.
He placed her on the passenger seat and clicked the seat belt in place. He sure didn’t want the damn mad woman jumping out the window of his old Sedan when he drove. He jogged over to the driver’s side and trued to start the ignition for about three times before it finally roared to life. His company had been unusually quiet for the past seconds, she had only been staring at him which he tried to brush off, yet her doe eyes kept on bothering him as a pout started to form on her lips as well.
“What do you want?” He asked her groaning, revving the engine momentarily so it doesn’t stop halfway along the road.
“Levi, what big eyes you have” she mumbled making him sigh and finally drive out of Mike’s house.
“I can say the same for you four eyes” he responded keeping his eyes on the road.
“What big nose you have” she chuckled.
“Not as ridiculous as your fucking bird nose” he shot back.
“What small height you have” she whispered with a smile.
“Are you shitting with me shitty glasses?” He asked turning his direction to her and pulling out to the side of the road just before they left the street of their place of departure.
“I just love teasing you” she faced him with a taunting smile.
“Just shut up and crap all the shit out tomorrow, maybe out of your mouth or something” he hissed facing the road again and starting to drive once more.
Their banter was replaced with silence for the next ten minutes, her stare still never left him as they drove through the city, lights complementing Levi’s face in her sight every time they passed a street post.
“God I’m so in love” she blurted out, clearly something she wouldn’t remember the next day.
“To your imaginary shitty boyfriend?” He asked. Surprisingly, he was interested yet he did not know why.
“No he’s real” she smiled directing her gaze to outside her side of the window and leaning there.
“As if someone would ask a slob like you out” he 'tsked’ with the though of some other man asking her out. But why was he so worked up about it?
“Yeah you’re right” she sighed. “I don’t expect a short clean freak like him to like me” his knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheel tighter. “I’m not asking for him to love me back. But I am thankful” she faced him while he pulled the break right in front of her dorm building. “Thankful that at least for one night, we drove through the city at exactly 60 kilometers per hour while I admired him through the lights and fell deeper in love for him”
He felt like his heart would burst any moment. It wasn’t the first time when he felt like his heart beat was irregular and racing, he felt it when he was in danger or when he is in fear, yet this was different. He was unsure and confused of what he was feeling, but more importantly, he couldn’t understand why she had such an effect on him.
“You asked me if I wanted something awhile ago right?” she reminded as he pulled the breaks to stop right in front of her dorm building. “I want Levi to be my shitty boyfriend” she stated, leaving his mouth agape in surprise as she exited the car and walked down the pavement.
He couldn’t muster out any words, he was shit at that anyways and he knew it. He was lost, trying to calm down the strange feeling down his chest. He watched as her silhouette grew fainter, darker, and finally disappeared. But what intrigued him more, was the way she walked; straight and normal, as if she wasn’t drunk at all.
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Fem!Japan x The Netherlands
NAMES: Fem!Japan = Sakura Honda; Netherlands = Mogens Govert
Netherlands visits Nyo Japan to coax her into opening her country borders. He doesn’t like the idea of America getting to her first. Poor sweet Sakura doesn’t know how persuasive Mogens can be. One-Shot. Based on Episode 2 of Hetalia: The World Twinkle Specials (Dub)
Japan had diplomatic regulations with Britain, Spain and Portugal, however, after closing her country Mr. Netherlands was the only one with whom she continued the trading relationship.
At the beginning of the 19th c., ships from Western countries started loitering around Japan’s borders, so Mr. Netherlands decided to let Miss Japan know exactly what was going on.
Sakura had always had great respect for Mogens, and knew she could rely on him to give her honest information. It seemed that she had special regard to him and always looked forward to their meetings. Little did she know, his respect for her ran much deeper than that. He was in love with her. This petite Japanese girl, had been on his mind for a very long time and he had sworn to tell her nothing but the truth and protect her from harm in any way he could. Sadly, she was an extremely shy person and felt really uncomfortable with physical contact, which made it harder for him to engage something abrupt, since he was afraid that he might frighten her with his huge rough form and she would never approach him with the same gentle smile as before.
There he was again, striding towards her home, with his trusty pipe in his mouth and a bouquet of colourful fragrant tulips.
The news Mogens was carrying was nothing new to Sakura. He just made an excuse to visit her, strengthen their bond and try to get closer to her. He wanted to become special to the beautiful girl. Everything Sakura was as a person was beautiful to him. Thoughts of her were entrenched in his mind and he was dominating her in most of them. He tried hard to push those lascivious thoughts out of his brain, but her small figure came haunting him over and over again. He cursed at how weak he was when it came to her and sped up.
When he finally arrived he was greeted by a maid.
“Wercome! Oh, Mr. Netherrands, I am sorry to say…you came so far…but Miss Japan…is not feering werr! Do you mind coming back on a different day?” The maid blushed at the handsome Dutch man and lowered her gaze. He wasn’t having any of this bullshit today! He was tired of waiting. He shoved the bouquet into her hands.
“Shut your mouth and get to work! I need tea, a cute little cake and Japan. Right now!” His brutish response only excited the usually reserved maid. What woman could resist a well-built European savage, anyway?
“I can ret you see Miss Japan, but with arr this stuff going on, she is a rittre more dericate than usuar. So, prease, be courteous…and by courteous I mean nice!”
“Delicate? Has she been hanging out with Austria?” Mogens knew Sakura was cute and baby-like, but he was also aware of her fighting skills. When it came to combat, she kicked ass like a true honorable warrior. The maid gave him what he ordered and quickly explained the situation as she led him to Japan’s room.
“Hey, Sakura! I have come to discuss something with you. May I come in?” He knocked twice and stood outside her door. He suddenly stiffened when he heard weeping. Anger was building up inside of him and his chest hurt. He didn’t wait for a response and swiftly opened the door.
“Shut the door! No sunright, prease!” Sakura wailed in discomfort and wrapped herself in her blanket like a cocoon. Mogens blushed when he caught a glimpse of her bare shoulder. She wasn’t the type to reveal much of her skin and she was very strict and careful about how she dressed.
He gingerly placed the tray with the tea and cake on the small table beside her futon, and sat himself cross-legged. He scrutinized her for a moment, taking a pull at his unlit pipe. The maid’s words echoed in his mind. He didn’t want to stress Sakura out, so he decided to listen to the maid and take it slow. He put his pipe on the table and sighed deeply before taking a sip of the tea.
“This tea is bitter, Ja?” Mogens was impatient to start a conversation already.
“What brought you here today, Mr. Netherrands? I bet it is not the tea!” Sakura finally sat up to face him and peeked out of the blanket. “You seem to be under pressure. Are you under pressure, Mr. Netherrands?” When her eyes met his, she noticed some tension and felt the need to ask how he was. She was always so sweet, polite and caring, it made him want to jump her and shield her from the rest of the world. He blushed and looked away as indecent thoughts flooded his mind once more. For now, he would have to teach her to refer to him by his first name, at least!
“Please, call me Mogens…Oh, Ja…about that, what…” This was his chance to begin the topic that would slowly lead him to her heart…and later her bed, but he knew Sakura pretty well to guess he would have to wait some time before anything spicy happens. Unfortunately, she had a feeling they were going to talk about the situation with her borders, so she turned away from him again and covered herself with the blanket.
“I am sorry I have become rather sensitive to the worrd opening.” She whimpered and shivered a little. That damn blanket was in his way! He rubbed his forehead to calm town.
“Look, try not to loose it, but according to the information I’ve been given, America is heading in your direction and since he’s young and cocky he might be aggressive!” He was concerned about her well-being and had a bad feeling about Alfred. Sakura didn’t budge.
“Of course I understand, ever since my king was defeated I had a feering something of this sort would come to pass. The worrd around me has been changing, so it is onry naturar for me to change arong with them.” She sounded a bit lamentable.
“This is no surprise then?” He raised an eyebrow at her calmness.
“Not rearry!” Sakura loosened up a bit and the blanket uncovered her shoulder again. Mogens was now confused and aroused at the same time. Wasn’t she afraid at all?
“Then open your…” He was about to tell her for the hundredth time to reconsider opening her country but she covered herself again and clutched the blanket. He had had enough and decided it was time to stop fooling around. He wanted her now! He wanted her to know his feelings and finally get an answer to his agonizing questions.
Mogens grabbed the blanket and uncovered Sakura with one swift motion, yanking it away to the centre of the room. What was now revealed in front of him was the enchanting peachy cuteness from his fantasies. She was wearing a pink kimono-like sleeping robe with blue petals sewed at the ends of each sleeve. He had a second to stare at her fragile figure before she tried to cover herself.
As Sakura was about to scream at Mogens for disrespecting her privacy in such a way, he quickly covered her mouth. The touch of her soft lips against his palm filled him with desire and he wondered what they would feel like pressed against his own. Alas, his thoughts were interrupted by a sudden pain in his abdomen. She had Hiza Geri-ed his stomach and it took all his being to stifle a cry. He groaned in pain but instead of letting her go, he pressed himself even harder and went on top of her so she could not use her legs. She might know Karate but he was way stronger and bigger than her, and this time her agility couldn’t help.
Mogens had no intention of going beyond this position (at this point) because he didn’t want to hurt her or force her into anything. The reason why they were in this situation was because she startled him when he received the blow to his now aching belly and freaked out.
Sakura was goggling at him and both were breathing heavily.
All of a sudden, the door opened to reveal the maid.
“Excuse me. I brought tea and more cute cake for you.” She was smiling cheerfully until she saw the awkward position they were in. She shrieked, dropped the tray she was holding, and screamed. “What do you think you are doing? You said that you would not upset her!” The maid rushed to their side and started pulling Netherlands away from Japan.
Eventually, after the “small” incident , Mogens was able to apologize and explain his behaviour to Sakura. She accepted his apologies and shyly listened to his devoted and passionate declaration of love. Her response was not quick and she said she needed some time to think about it.
1854
“Hey, Mr Netherlands!” One of Netherland’s messengers ran towards him waving a letter.
“Stop yelling, what is it?”
“Japan has accepted America’s repeated demands to open the country, they signed an official peace treaty.” Mogens was a bit jealous of the American. Both of them were silent for a moment.
“Mr Netherlands?”
“Mm…?” He was staring off into space, thinking of various ways to destroy the annoying runt, unaware of the good news which awaited him.
“Sir, Miss Japan has sent you a message as well.” His eyes lit up and he pulled the letter from the man’s hands, tearing it open.
Letter:
“Dear Mr. Govert,
I put a lot of consideration into your confession last week, and despite what happened between us when you last visited me, I have come to the decision of accepting your heartfelt emotional attachment to my person.
I sincerely hope that my response is not belated and there is still a chance for us to meet again and talk the matters over.
P.S.: I did not entirely dislike our little scramble during our last encounter.
P.P.S.:Please, excuse my immodest statement!!!
Sincerely yours,
Honda Sakura”
This girl…this magnificent pure hearted girl just announced her feelings for him in the cutest letter ever! Mogens was speechless. He reread the letter six times and was overjoyed to see that she wanted to meet again.
Who knew a little roughness on his side could lead her into his arms?!
Sakura received many letters and flowers that same week.
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It's something of that things I mentioned w Madonna. Thats a lot of times supposed to be something of the people that would do nudity or nude scenes in devil world. Another person doing some exposing of their whole nude body in devil world n was artistic n rebellious pushing the boundaries here w artistic expression was Erica Badu. She's a singer. She very shockingly but was subdued doing it, she walked in some area nude n did a video. I think it was Texas but i don't know where really. The devil was trying to make her body look bad. The devil is messing some w me finding words n words feeling right to write. "... So why do you think she's not before the end of the world. Because something will happen where i can't go on," the devil said talking about Catherine Zeta Jones n her not doing nude photos or scenes before the end of the world as it seems to me but she has some nudes included in w her Bing search results. But anyway Kate Moss, her nude photos look different. I don't totally understand what is happening w them but she's not supposed to look like she's having to be put out or diminished by the nudes in her search results. But the photos of Kate Moss, she had some nudes in the article on that blog w all the illuminati discussion on it. Her nudes are public awareness n not some hidden thing not really able to be acknowledged w the person's seeming public persona as w Angie Harmon it would seem n also w I think Eva Mendes. Another person w lots of nudity is Miley Cyrus. She acts outrageous here. She's not so like aloof as Madonna though. Erica Badu can seem a little aloof but she seems rejecting of the stuff some so it's not that bad, or too overbearing. It's suggested she's not too aloof. But we werr talking some about the difference between Kate Moss n others w the nudes. One thing is she had nudes before the world n hers are a part of the mainstream occurrence of things, it's not like secret, etc. Miley Cyrus, others are the same. 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this is an ugly unedited one it has been in my drafts for like 2 months already. so whatever i just posting it. ill edit it if i have the time. thins is is i actually edited half way and MY FUCKING COMPUTER FUCKING CRASHED SO I GAVE UP  and yeahhh ill just post this ugly unedited one and ill edit it again WITH PROPER ENGLISH WHEN I HAVE THE TIME. idk i just cqnt see stuff in my drafts i just havre to post it and yewah wtf.
this unedu=ited stuff is just me writing key poiunts about my day and not like urghhhhhhh i hate this commmmmm. normally i would describe more but i dont want it in my drafts anymore so ill edit it when im free OKAYYYY.
1/3 
Hahahahahah lmao this was the date when i got tgt with K 3 years ago.(omg i still rmb, but tbh its nth special i just rmb useless stuff pretty well)  Never wanted to date a guy again even i with crushes back in sec sch. but anyways, today i went to Sentosa w/ B and he seemed to really like the artificial fiels alot but it was like in the afternoon so it was still kinda hot and yeahhhh. Like it would be much nicer at night. There will be like alot of stars and fireworks too and it will be more windy and cooling idk but it will be nicer at night and i want to spend the night w/ B there again. Oh yeah anyways ystd B bought me the batgirl lego keychain and B told me that batgirl had sex with batman and im shoooked.
2/3 and like today we planned to go to his house anddd then go to parkway parade to some lego secret chambers shop. i went out early cuz my junior wanted to pass me her lego characs but she couldnt make it so i was alr at bishan so i just went to tpy and wait for bryan o wake and meet me so i called him at 11am but he woke up and shouted at me so i just like nvmmmm so i went to the library and went window shopping around tpy and i also went popular 1pm i didnt want to call him up but i was like ugh nvm and called him.. and yay he finaally woke up wna read tuesday with morrie, all the fifty shades of grey and in grey's pov n miss peregrine's home for peculiar children but we still went to parkway parade anyays and he asked me to watch letters from iwo jima so i watched it at night and bryan wanted to watch the breakup list on toggle but it kept playing ads and it just wouldnt play the video so b got alittle pissed 3/3 logan, training (our 8th movie)
4/3 finishing crocheting my first thinggg the bear thing shoud i give it to bryan would he want it so today b was vvvv kinda excited this video thing with ck and cez and im like vvv happy for him cuz he can do smthing he rlly likes with cool n funny ffriends. also he said that he didnt want us to go public at first cuz he was afraid that ppl might tease us he said he was afraid i might be ffrustrated but tbh i was hella frustaratred i dont see the point of hiding our rship but im glad werre like opene now and so at night i went to ikea and b messaged me but i was busyt walking and i didnt recieve his msg but i didnt like lock my phone so it was read. but like it was in my pockets and like my mom doesnt allow me to play my phine whenever im walking but yeah anyways b was angry hat i didnt reply him. we sorta quarreled awhile but we were kinda okay after that i guess. wtf sia today midnight i have to distribute stuff to the homeless ppl in bugis and i was wearing a short paanyts and my mom tied this weird looking scarf i swear i look like some carzy hobo youngster wtf.
5&6/3 sneaked out of house, slept over at his house and after that i went to tpy first while he showers, ate and went home early to pack for camp stuff wna stay over at his house again it was fun we tried to watch moanna but was kinda sleepy
7/3 day 1 of camp. slept with b outised tgt
8/3 day 2 of camp (-met javier and sihui -every camps i go i get very angry -shoulder, water balloon) larn cpr and aed the skit thing worst grp ever
9/3 day 3 of camp water activities we won
10/3 tkd training
11/3
-wtf nxt week go msia (wanted to go work) -quarreled with bteh. cuz i cant go out but he wants me to go out -yyour suffering defines you without it yore a void -japan and korea with bryan -my parents -i want more lego charac -money - i cant wait for tmr for ilighhtsss i want to take like alooot pictures tgt with bryannnn styled hair -nicole choo idk why im still so insecure like i know pretty clearly that im decent looking. decent looking enough to make friends, have a job and not get ostracised in society. and well if you arent good looking enough you'll be made fun off/ostracised in society and thats how humans work. and now everywhere you see are pretty girls and how can any girls feel not insecure. Okay, i have a flat and fat nose. i want to have a sharper and thinner nose like michelle. i have pretty small boobs and i want boobs like naomi. my shoulders are too wide from playing softball, i want a smaller width shoulders like grace. my tummy isnt flat i want a flat tummy. and thing is those are pretty famous girls in like sg and im not even talking abt kim kard or emma wats or like jennifer lawr. omg i dont even know where im going with this im just literally typing all my thoughts down. okay and the boys here???? they all follow those people and im pretty sure they compare them over the normal girls in sch. omg what am i even talking abt. i feel silly even typing this out. but okay if your beauty standards doesnt reach like the norm in society you srsly wouldnt have friends. unless youre realllll rich or your sense of humor is rlly rlly great.
12/3 didnt quarrel but we  were obv upset with each other it was a fun day tho when to see i lights took alot pictures ate llaollao no money
20/3 best s ever went home after it bteh gg aunts house today
his flight will be tmr 21/22 job interview got the job bryaan in flight abt cosplay how i dont have frinds
25/03 bryan found my private twitter accnt                                    bteh tole me abt a girl he liked when he was in korea idk if anyone realised but ive got a really really really bad habit. its weird really. but its a thing ive been doing since young and i never talked to anyone about it before. so actually, when im nervous, or stressed out, or just couldnt take my mind off smthing, i would like start peeling or plucking my nails. okay many people do this but, i ahve a weirder one andddd omg i think i will regret saying this. So actually, i pluck i my hair when im nervous, stressed out or just thinking abt smthing i cant ignore. so back in primary 4 i was doing this math practice paper and i couldnt do any those 6marks big problem sums and i was fking stressed out. and well my habit of plucking my own hair started really really young. and at P4 my mom saw me crying
26 toc competition firdst fight win second fight lose how i dont wna fight nationals cuz my weight cat all got national player lose my chance to win gold cant even get silver r came today
29/ power rangers
30 wanted to go coney island with rapheal and jill and bryan but it rained so we went to lan and gamed without jill bryan pushed me and i banged into someone in the end see museums some forest thing the ligths vvv pretyy
28/hotel
31/ hotel went to work after that talk about work made bryan that key chain clp diner and dance
1/4 learn bst bts for club crawl played boomberang didnt workkk aot is out!!!!!!
2/4 today i need to go mountbatten cc to practice my poomsae my poomsae lousy i dont think i can pass at first try anyways president of stf is milan quey idk if i spelt his name properly but yeah. before that ate yellow sub with B will nvr eat there again portion is small yet expensive and food isint so nice at all but since i get to eat with b im vvvv gladdd
3/4 today i went early to B's house. after that met up with madeline and shirlyn to watch boss baby and the movie was quite nice i thought i wouldnt like it and then we ate pepper lunch and omg osaka is a vvv small place like shirlyn went evrywhere i visited like a a year ago
4/4 AND I WOKE UP WITH BTEH lose his doibok and he couldnt find it my maid threathened to take a mail for my mom cuz she lazy walk and she wants me to do it but i was late
5/4 there was demo training we played table tennis for awhile and bteh is good at it, ok maybe its just that i suck at it but yea theres was fmo so we slacked at tg until demo tng started so at night he said hes tired but idk that he wanted to sleep soon and he was like stop it and i was like stop wat but he ttly just shut me off and then i got pissed cuz i would nvr do that to him
6/4 i had to meet herman but like after meeting him timetable i realised i forget to bring my wallet somethimes im torn in beteen like just not gg out with bteh cuz i have no money to eat or spend his money again he keeps saying its okay but its really not okay im just not comfortable like someone spending so much on me i owe money so he told me his specs broke ttly
One of the things dreams do for us is prepare us for worse case scenario. The dream that is closest to reality about a loved one leaving us prepares the mind for the pain that can be inflicted upon us. It creates a probability. That means it could happen, it means it’s a fear you have, and being such your mind protects your psyche in a way to allow you to feel the emotions of the event, even though the event never occurred.
13 reasons why felt like  th main charac like back in sec sch all i wanted was just to finish my olevels and go to poly so i can be a whole new person. someone who i wanted to be withouht anyone laughing at me
1au away from sol 1au measurement unit like light or smthing sol is latin from sun porbbaly it
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She did have some nudity many years ago as i remember n recently I saw her in article on that weird blog the devil was overloading w all the stuff about Illuminati n devil worship n it being related to pop culture, meaning like music n fashion n celebrities (famous people), etc. Kate Moss, i would say, she is supposed to seem plain n then usually like having some mysterious sense or this like rebellious sense beneath the simple look to her. She seems a bit like beneath the surface she's raging n roaring to try to negate something or express something of like what a lively person would try to express. It's something of that things I mentioned w Madonna. Thats a lot of times supposed to be something of the people that would do nudity or nude scenes in devil world. Another person doing some exposing of their whole nude body in devil world n was artistic n rebellious pushing the boundaries here w artistic expression was Erica Badu. She's a singer. She very shockingly but was subdued doing it, she walked in some area nude n did a video. I think it was Texas but i don't know where really. The devil was trying to make her body look bad. The devil is messing some w me finding words n words feeling right to write. "... So why do you think she's not before the end of the world. Because something will happen where i can't go on," the devil said talking about Catherine Zeta Jones n her not doing nude photos or scenes before the end of the world as it seems to me but she has some nudes included in w her Bing search results. But anyway Kate Moss, her nude photos look different. I don't totally understand what is happening w them but she's not supposed to look like she's having to be put out or diminished by the nudes in her search results. But the photos of Kate Moss, she had some nudes in the article on that blog w all the illuminati discussion on it. Her nudes are public awareness n not some hidden thing not really able to be acknowledged w the person's seeming public persona as w Angie Harmon it would seem n also w I think Eva Mendes. Another person w lots of nudity is Miley Cyrus. She acts outrageous here. She's not so like aloof as Madonna though. Erica Badu can seem a little aloof but she seems rejecting of the stuff some so it's not that bad, or too overbearing. It's suggested she's not too aloof. But we werr talking some about the difference between Kate Moss n others w the nudes. One thing is she had nudes before the world n hers are a part of the mainstream occurrence of things, it's not like secret, etc. Miley Cyrus, others are the same. I think Angie Harmon's nudes are not to be acknowledged. Gisele Bundchen's nudes are publicly acknowledged but she's not the kind of personal as the others I've mentioned like Sharon Stone, etc. Bündchen has some seeming sex photos n etc not acknowledged in the mainstream really. "She would have other things not acknowledged. Bye," the devil said. "Do you wanna know what happened. Someone saw what she did w the people, she said they were not less," the devil said. It was talking about me n then at a point i was writing it seemed something became apparent. 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