#they’ve already gone through my closet to rearrange it and recently moved something of mine in there so I couldn’t hide it there

[iinmysights]

feelings went Blololololoop today lads

#minor vent in tags (mostly me being sad about bullshit) #don’t rb #‘tell us what happened lad’ I went to Target with my mom and I saw pronoun mugs #and they had ‘they/them’ mugs #and they weren’t really my style but it was the first time I had seen something nonb-esque in a physical store b4 #and I wanted it so so so bad #but I’m not out to either parent yet n their actions don’t match their words of support for the LGBT comm in general so I couldn’t risk it #they’ve already gone through my closet to rearrange it and recently moved something of mine in there so I couldn’t hide it there #and I couldn’t like. sneakily take it and buy it she’s literally right there #and dude I just.. I felt such a profound sadness and hollowness when I saw it and thought of all that #it was only two seconds but it felt like full minutes of standing there and thinking about everything #:/ #im just gonna rewatch a letsplay and eat a turnover and see if that helps #man and I was feeling so GOOD too!! I was so confident in myself and my simple but comfy and nice outfit and it just all went downhill at #—the sight of that mug bc of my parents #hhhhhhh #Ravage.txt #gen text #not fandom