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kquil · 2 months
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POLY MARAUDERS | HEROES IN TATTOOS PRT.6
06 : SELFISH DESIRES
SUM : it's your chance to make amends and push aside your selfish desires - your heart will ache but they're worth it 
TAGS. : modern au ; muggle au ; tattoo artist james potter ; piercer remus lupin ; angst ; idiots in love ; unexpected turn of events ; sirius is the main character here ; jk jk ; it's you~ hehe~ ; you'll see what i mean ; wolfstar have a heated argument ; i almost cried writing it ; i hate seeing them like that ; poor james ; james needs a hug ; regulus makes an appearance! ; dramatic sirius black ; regulus is a good brother ; sirius being an instigator ; we love him for it though ; you can't just leave them again! ; no fluff here kiddos ; but kiddos stay away! ; just cover your innocent eyes! 
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“You’re disgusting,” Sirius manages an indifferent glance over at his younger brother before resuming his miserable, unmoving position on the sofa — Regulus’ sofa. The obvious detachment Sirius has to the situation only stirs his younger brother’s bubbling anger, “It’s almost been a full month! And you’re letting yourself rot away on my sofa; get a hold of yourself!” No response. Regulus shakes his head with a drawn out sigh, “you usually don’t stay around this long whenever there’s an argument… I wonder what’s happened this time…”
Deeming his older brother completely hopeless, Regulus returns to his sparse but sleek kitchen just as the kettle whistles its readiness to be poured for tea.   
Sirius breaths an audible sigh and grimaces at the stench of his breath. The mix of excessive alcohol, countless cigarettes and mountains of junk food didn’t make for a good concoction on his tongue, definitely not for fresh breath. When was the last time he had brushed his teeth? He brings a hand up to push straggling strands of hair away from his view but grumbles when the curls had knotted up too much for him to comb his hair back uninterrupted. Stone grey eyes look down at his figure, stagnant and pale, weighed heavy from low spirits. 
What followed the night you left their flat was the worst fight they have ever had. It was mainly between him and Remus while James remained in the background, too downhearted to contribute anything to the verbal warfare happening before him. He was spoiled with love since birth. As an only child with loving parents, who never fought in front of him, whenever Sirius and Remus argued, James was left paralysed with despair. It was always shocking to him how nasty those fights became; his parents never fought like that. Sirius could see it in his sweet hazel eyes that James wanted desperately to have peace but didn’t know how to steer things in that direction. He had tried before, many times, to defuse the situation but both Sirius and Remus were too stubborn and hot-headed from the argument as well as their suddenly stark differences in opinion to back down. 
As unfortunate as it is to think about, these fights happened often, recurring in the same exact way – originating from opposing opinions, primarily between him and Remus. They would try to keep it together but it would just keep piling up until someone snaps and then there’s no dispelling their disputes. James either takes a side or none at all (usually the later) and Sirius storms out of the flat to stay with Regulus. 
He should feel guilty for being such a burden to his younger brother. He should have more pride in himself than to allow Regulus to ever see him in such a depressed and unpleasant state. Lack of hygiene, self care and self maintenance manifests into something so repulsive and unsightly, Sirius would usually be back and making amends within a week or two – encouraged by his own lack of cleanliness and his commitment to run from the disease of laziness. 
But it’s been more than that now. Nearly a month, Regulus says. Time just passes by, slow and tolerant, so unlike him, and yet, Sirius still managed to lose complete track of it. This is the longest they’ve ever had a dispute without reconciling.  
His own stubbornness is definitely a factor. He had been right all along. If only they, mostly Remus, had listened to him. James was fully on board but Remus was stubbornly defiant and managed to convince the former otherwise. 
“Do you think she’s the type of person who would embrace such an unconventional relationship with open arms?!”
“That’s not what I’m saying, Moony,” Sirius grits his teeth, his inner thoughts and reasoning ached to be heard and let out coherently. In his mind, it all made sense to do things the way he suggests, so why couldn’t his boyfriend understand him?! It doesn’t even seem like he’s trying to listen to him at this point! “She won’t understand if we don’t say anything to her! We have to be forward and bold! Do it now before something happens!”
“Nothing. Is. Going. To. Happen!”
“How can you be so sure? We need to be honest with her, it’s not fair to her and it’s, frankly, deceitful to keep her in the dark about all this!”
“We can’t be too sure that she’ll accept us. If that happens then we’ll never see her again– I don’t want that, do you?!” 
“We won’t know unless we say something, do something, anything!”
“Please just trust me, Siri,” Remus begs, his loud voice lowering to a soft plea, his beautiful brown eyes no longer fierce or piercing but kind and warm again, with a hint of fear. Sirius can sympathise with that creeping terror, an anxiety that wants to swallow you whole and keep you in a dark abyss for eternity, “I don’t want to frighten her…”
The first time, Sirius gave in, weak for his love and weak for the reasoning behind his proposal on the matter concerning you. The dark-haired tattooist couldn’t fault his lover for that but, in hindsight, he should have argued his side more, maybe then, you wouldn’t have disappeared like that…
“Hey, your phone won’t stop pinging,” Regulus alerts, appearing out of thin air and surprising Sirius enough to sit up and alert with wide eyes, “will you finally read their messages to you?” with some reluctance, Sirius reaches for his phone and proceeds to look through his messages while Regulus takes a seat opposite him, a steaming cup of tea in hand.
The younger Black brother was just about to begin reading another one of his classic novel favourites when a rush of air flew by him, ruffling the small strands of hair and whipping about the billowing steam from his mug of tea. Moments later, the sound of his shower turning on full blast echos through his flat and a smile graces his lips. 
“It’s about time…”
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Lingering guilt had plagued you all night long and you barely managed to get a wink of sleep. It, however, meant that you were able to better prepare lunch for the boys the following day. While cooking, you abandon all negative feelings to focus on only the good, not wanting any harmful emotions to diffuse into the food and saturate it with bad tastes. Your eyebags weren’t a pretty sight but it was easily fixable with a touch of makeup. 
You tried to look your best for the day. Fortunately, the early summer sun inspired your motivations further. Yes, you’ve made the terrible mistake of selfishly pushing them away to nurse your own battered soul and unrequited feelings, but this was your time to make amends, to make things right… to see Sirius again. 
You never felt right after you accused him of cheating on Remus and James with each other, only to find out that he was far more loving and loyal than that. You were embarrassed and ashamed to have ever thought so negatively about him, jumping to conclusions like an immature, thoughtless child. It was wonderful seeing James and Remus again, your heart was practically soaring in your chest as it disregarded all lingering feelings of misery and dejection. But now, your chest felt incredibly tight as your heart ached to catch a simple glimpse of Sirius.  
You carefully pack away the lovingly prepared food and desserts into your largest, most durable shopping bag before getting dressed. It was only natural that you managed to make more than you usually made for the boys, seeing as you wanted to spoil them rotten after being so childish the last few weeks. Since the weather was pleasant, you opted for a cute mini dress with a light, flowy material that was comfortable and soft. Over top, you wore a cropped cardigan that had long sleeves, enough to reach past your fingertips. For jewellery, you wore a simple necklace and slipped into a strappy pair of mid-heeled platforms that weren’t too tall. Casual but cute. 
Approaching the studio doors, your grip on the strap of your bag tightens and your breath hitches. They hadn’t taken the notice down and the bold, red letters of their ‘CLOSED’ sign glared at you angrily. 
Were they inside? Should you knock? Neither Remus or James actually agreed to your sudden choice to meet for lunch the night before. Did this mean that they didn’t want you to be in their lives anymore?... But… but you wanted to make things right! You wanted to apologise! You want to be friends with them again! You’ll tell them right away – tell them how you would do anything just to remain by their side, even if it’s just as a friend, you’ll be happy for them! You won’t be selfish anymore, you won’t covet anything more than friendship with them, that’s all you want! Not that they’ve ever heard of your true desires—
“Well?” A familiar voice speaks up behind you, putting an abrupt end to your panicked inner monologue, “Aren’t you going to knock?” 
Swiftly spinning in place, you smile brightly at the biker and tattooist standing before you, dressed in all black, with heavy, lace-up boots and his signature leather jacket, “Sirius!” 
He doesn’t breathe a word to you, eyeing your hefty bag before briefly meeting your eyes and making his way over. His long strides made it so that he reached you in no time but he didn’t stop. With a light gasp, he had backed you up into the left of their studio’s double-door front entrance. You held your breath and kept your eyes shut tight, not knowing what to do as your heart pounded deafeningly against your eardrums. 
A moment passes and you feel his hand brush against yours before your portly bag of packed food is taken from you. A wave of relief washed over your aching shoulder as the weight disappeared but such a diminutive alleviation of discomfort couldn’t swamp the trepidation in your heart. Sirius was different. 
“Siri–”
“Let’s head inside,” he had opened the right hand door and easily slipped through with your bag. Alone and in the quiet, you felt like crying. You wanted to cry, desperately but you knew that it would offer little to no reassurance. So, with a heavy heart, you followed Sirius inside and closed the studio door behind you. 
The air was stale but, in it, lingered a familiar scent that you had come to love, it was a clean, almost clinical smell from the regular use of disinfectant and bleach. You love this parlour so much, it was filled with so many good memories, ones of soft affection through tender words and gentle caresses. Despite the earlier interaction, you couldn’t help but smile just from the wave of romantic sentiment washing over you. 
“You’re here,” Remus greets with a tired smile as James sits on the opposite end of the sofa with a shy grin directed towards you, his hazel eyes looking elsewhere.
“Sorry if I’m late,” you managed a weak smile, “I didn’t know if the door was open or not. Thankfully, Sirius was there to help me in,” Sirius didn’t sit down despite the many available seating spaces and chose to lean his back against a far wall, instead. James couldn’t meet your eyes and Remus was sneakily massaging his temple as he leaned his face against his large hand, “let’s eat, shall we? I hope you guys are hungry,”  
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It was never this awkward. Or quiet. Especially when sharing your homemade lunch together. James would usually be giving you endless praise through large, mid-chewed mouthfuls while Sirius laughed at the ridiculous sounds and faces he’d pull trying to speak coherently through the mouthful of food, and Remus would shake his head, his amusement by the display evident in the warm glimmer of his eyes. However, James doesn’t have as big of an appetite today and Sirius stands alone with his tupperware, barely touching his food. Remus is the only one eating a substantial amount besides you. Although, you’ve gradually slowed your own chewing. 
What have you done?... 
What happened to all of you?
Your shame brought your gaze down, making your head weigh heavier than usual as you give up on communicating anything with the boys. This wasn’t how it was meant to go…what should you do now? The pain in your heart was unbearable. 
Shoulders slumped and confidence dried up, you struggled to think of what to do. You should have prepared a speech or something. It was naive of you to think that simply coming over with a homemade lunch would fix anything. Things are never going to be the same, no matter how much you hope and pray for them to be. 
You’re hopeless… completely and utterly hopeless…
This was your worst fear come to life. You had feared rejection but seeing them unloving towards each other, barely communicating and broken apart, your stomach collapsed in on itself as your heart fell to a million pieces. You didn’t utter a single word of loving them romantically aloud and yet, you still managed to get in between their relationship. This was a sentiment of how selfish of a person you are. 
How could you do this to them?! They were your friends, who saved you from the worst night of your life, and you repay them like this?! Shameful. Disgusting. You don’t think you could ever look at yourself in the mirror again.  
The skirt of your mini dress blurs on your lap and you have to bite your lip to keep from sobbing out loud. The tears, however, you couldn’t stop them. Hopefully, they’re all too distracted to see you silently weeping and you can gather yourself before turning tail and running out of there. 
Today is a complete disaster—
“Don’t cry, angel, please!” James jumps up and rushes to your side, kneeling down at your feet as he takes your hands in his and tries to meet your gaze through the puddle of tears in your eyes. His words immediately catch Remus and Sirius’ attention and they both begin to make their way over, evident worry swimming in their eyes but you refuse to acknowledge any of that as your mind drowns in all manner of negative thought.  
You shake your head, hearing the flurry of footfalls around you and wishing them away silently, “I shouldn’t have come here today…” you whisper. 
“What was that?” James patiently asks, voice soft and sweet and kind, it makes you want to fall into his arms.
“I’m sorry,” you speak clearer and stand abruptly, “enjoy the lunch,” the haste and sorrow in your shaking voice makes their heart drop and they’re brought back to that fateful night once more. You don’t meet their eyes as you turn and push past them to leave, almost running through the hallway of their studio just to reach the door and make a quick escape. 
“THIS!” Sirius’ roaring voice suddenly cuts through the studio like a knife, making you stop in your tracks and turn around slowly. The door to the lounge room was still open, before it Sirius and Remus stood in an aggressive confrontation, both taking on a defensive stance as they faced each other, all while James remained in the background, clutching at his head as he slumped forward on the sofa, “THIS IS WHAT I MEANT! IF YOU HAD JUST LISTENED TO ME–” 
“I DIDN’T SAY WHAT I SAID WITHOUT REASON SIRIUS! YOU KNOW MY EXACT THOUGHTS ABOUT ALL THIS!” Remus shouts back, the veins in his neck bulging out from his fierce anger, the blood rushing in his cheeks making him look just about ready to violently explode. 
“BUT–”
“—YOU CAN’T FAULT ME FOR THAT!” Remus continues, not allowing Sirius to speak.   
“WELL YOU CAN’T FAULT ME FOR MY REASONING EITHER!”
You’re horrified at the scene. Sirius and Remus look ready to tear each other apart as James looks on hopelessly, not knowing what to do or how to diffuse the situation, completely torn between supporting one or the other. Without thinking, you rush back and skid to a stop between the two hot-blooded men. Their fuming rage was like a turbulent inferno whose flames licked viciously at your skin, ready to burn you and spread the hostility. 
“The both of you need to calm down!” you shout, pushing them away from each other and creating a safe distance between. Your tears had already run dry, replaced by the trembling terror shaking your limbs. 
“Don’t worry about us Dove,” Remus manages to voice through gritted teeth, his glowering eyes never leaving Sirius’, “you can leave and we’ll sort this out,”
“Sort this out like usual huh?—”
“—Don’t taunt me, Sirius,”
“That won’t solve anything, you idiot!” Sirius flings his arms up and James just barely manages to pull you away from being accidentally hit. Neither of the two seem to notice and James expresses his apology in lovingly nuzzling your temple, his lips puckering to kiss your skin but refraining and stepping away abruptly. You try not to feel the heartache his actions elicit in you.
“SHUT UP!” you’ve never heard Remus sound so angry and venomous before, it makes your heart stutter in fear and worry. You can’t leave now; this disagreement can’t end well without some form of intervention and James isn’t fairing too well with that – he needs someone there for him too, just to feel, somewhat, grounded through all of this, “She doesn’t have to hear all of this!”
“We wouldn’t have to be saying ‘all of this’ if you had. Just. LISTENED. TO. ME!”
“You’re being ridiculous!”
“Ridiculous?!” Sirius growls lowly, his countenance scrunching up into a foul expression —an antithesis to his elegant features, “I’ll show you!” it was then that Sirius turns to face you and approaches with purpose in his long strides, unstopping like he did earlier when outside the studio. 
“SIRIUS—!”
Sirius backs you up into the wall behind you, “—Everything Could Have Been As Easy As Doing This!” you didn’t know what to prepare yourself for but Sirius firmly gripping your chin and pulling you into a deep kiss was not one of them. In your shock, you let out a surprised but muffled moan, slowly falling into the blissful embrace and reciprocating eagerly. 
Did you faint earlier? Was this all a dream?... 
…Dream or not, you like this very much!  
James and Remus watch at the bold display, disbelief shining clear in their eyes as Sirius has his way with you. But you don’t see them, you don’t see anyone or anything, all you know is that Sirius kisses like an experienced lover from fantasy and he wasn’t shy about loving you up. Not knowing what to do with your hands, you let Sirius guide them over your head to cuff your wrists together with his large hand, his other snaking around your waist to pull you closer and deepen the kiss. 
He tastes like spearmint gum and smokey cigarette smoke, his lips tinted in cherry lip balm for sweetness. What an addictive taste. You can’t get enough. 
But air is a necessity and just as you were beginning to run out of breath, Sirius pulls away, panting heavily. He doesn’t wait for a single second to pass before diving his head into your neck, where he peppers feathery but fervid kisses along your sensitive skin and smiles to himself when you slip out a moan. You sound beautiful. He needs to hear more. Sirius doesn’t stop, he sucks and licks and kisses and nuzzles along your neck like the tease he is, drawing out every quivering whimper and pretty moan you were desperately trying to contain. 
You keep your eyes tightly shut, too embarrassed to meet the eyes of Remus or James. Their gaze on you left behind a searing, phantom mark that developed into a displeasing itch. An itch that could only be satisfied if they kissed you too.
…So selfish. God! When will you stop?!
Ashamed of your gradually increasing volume, you seal your mouth shut in a stubborn attempt to suppress your pleasure. How did his lips and tongue feel so good on your skin? His touch made your knees weak and your legs shake, without his support, you don’t think you would stay standing for long. 
Just as you were able to swallow every embarrassing sound that tried to escape, James was beside you, his warm breath on your cheek as he silently urged Sirius to give way, “you need help staying quiet, angel?” he whispers and doesn’t wait for an answer, briefly meeting your eyes before he’s closing them to kiss you sweetly. It started off sweet. Sweet and loving like James before suddenly becoming very dominating and overwhelming. You were being devoured and the thought was undeniably arousing. They were both on you, Sirius kissing away at your neck as James savoured the taste of your lips before bullying his way into your awaiting mouth. He swallowed your moans for you as Sirius defiantly persisted, urging you with seductive lips to make more.  
Overwhelmed but so content. 
You were drowning in bliss and you never wanted to break away from it. 
“DIDN’T I SAY!” Remus shouts, stopping all activity and leaving you strung up high as the boys slowly pull away, not too far but enough for all of you to meet Remus’ unreadable stare. The boys look over their shoulder to observe their commanding lover, their large frames tense before moving their eyes down and slowly smirking, the tension evaporating off their figures as you’re left to rebuild another tower of anxiety from your lower stomach, “Didn’t. I. Say. We. Were. Going. To. Savour. Her?”
What?
Your shocked, wide-eyed stare meets Remus’ cool and, almost, unfeeling gaze. Once again, your knees buckled under you and you were caught by Sirius and James. Held in place by their hot, firm hands and the press of their toned physiques. 
What did he just say?
Unable to keep his stare, your eyes slowly fall down the tall brunette’s figure. Capturing his beautiful, full lips; taking in the delicious column on his neck; observing the wide expanse of his shoulders and chest; drifting down to gulp at his veiny arms and hands before landing on... 
Oh~
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A/N : no fluff, but something better right? a little sneak peak on how i write spicy things but it's readable hehe~  
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good-beanswrites · 3 months
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hii!! can we get some platonic fuuta amane interactions please? thabks !!!
Ahh yes, thank you so much for the request! I love them so much ;--; They've been making my brain go brrrr lately with T3 possibilities, though I decided to stay away from the drama for now. Here something sweet after T1 verdicts but before the attacks -- they're just hanging out :3
Yuno smiled down at Amane, finding her hunched over a table of craft supplies with Fuuta. The guilty verdict had hit them hard, so it was good to see them in better spirits. She tried to peer over her shoulder to see what they were working on. “Aw, what are you two up to?”
Amane returned her smile. “Fuuta is teaching me to misbehave.”
His face twitched in horror. “Oi, you can’t just go around saying that!” He looked frantically at Yuno. “We’re just folding paper planes.”
Amane lifted her chin. “You said in middle school, you made them to throw in class.”
“I said my friends made them to throw in class. And it’s not like I’m telling you to throw them. I was just making them because there’s nothing better to do in this damned place. You were the one that said it looked fun and sat down to annoy me!”
Fuuta huffed at the accusation as Yuno walked away, laughing. He returned to the design he was folding. He hadn’t been giving an explicit step-by-step for each, but Amane was keeping up just fine. They each had a small pile of various plane designs they were adding to. 
Running a finger along a new crease, he gave Amane a sideways look. “Though, you could stand to misbehave a little bit.”
“I did.” She reached forward to mimic the fold on her own plane. “That is why I’m here.”
“Eh? I don’t mean you should commit crimes!” He scowled. “I’m talking about normal kid stuff, nothing against the law. Like staying out too late, driving your teacher crazy, funny vandalism–”
“--Vandalism is against the law.”
“Oh come on, it’s harmless! Don’t even try to argue that a little graffiti is comparable to what got you here.” He rolled his eyes. “So? What about that other stuff?”
She shook her head. With neither disappointment nor pride, she said, “I never left my home at night. And my teachers were far too strict.” 
“Aw, it’s the strict ones that are the most fun to prank!” He pointed to Amane, adopting the most persuasive voice he could manage. “You gotta do some of these things, or you’ll turn out with a stick up your ass. Like Kotoko, or Mikoto. Or a weirdo like Kazui and Mahiru. Shidou’s more or less normal, and he’s the type of guy to break some rules now and then.”
“And you?” She raised her eyebrows at him, feigning innocence. “I take it you turned out perfectly because you misbehaved as a child?”
“Hey, I never said I was a shining role model or anything. But I mean it. If you stay like this, you’ll grow up to be a boring loser, another cog in the wheel.”
“It is an honor to be a part of something bigger than yourself, to find belonging, and purpose.”
“Tch, don’t be such a pain!”
“I wasn’t.”
“You know that’s not what I was talking about!”
“What were you talking about, then?” She gave him the same expression as before, and wondered if could hide her genuine confusion. 
“Don’t play dumb. I know working in a group is a good thing, but you don’t want to kill yourself for leaders that don’t give a shit about you. That’s a major issue in this country, you know? In government, and corporations, and all that. That’s not belonging, that’s just exploitation.”
Amane stayed silent.
Oblivious to the emotions flashing across her lowered eyes, he nudged her in annoyance. “And the best way to break from that is to loosen up a bit. So have a little fun now and then, jeez!”
She picked her creation off the table. She turned it over in her hands. It had come out perfectly sharp and clean. “I’m having fun now.”
Fuuta, preparing to argue with whatever she said, blinked. “O-oh.” 
“At school, my favorite activities included choir practice and the arts. It has been difficult to sing here without accompaniment, so I am grateful to have the opportunity for crafts.” She looked at him earnestly. “Despite your past of disobedience,” she smirked, “I always enjoy your company.”
His expression twisted up, but he couldn’t hide the reddening of his ears. “What do I care if a brat like you likes my company?”
She smiled. “I’m not a brat. As established, I am very well-behaved.”
“That’s even worse!”
“Tell me about this plane, Fuuta.”
After sufficiently rolling his eyes and sighing, he agreed. He started explaining what made these planes different from the last: how they compared on speed, accuracy, and length of flight. It didn’t really matter if they were just going to toss them around here or the panopticon later, he thought it would be helpful to teach her anyway. Maybe if she ever was inclined, she’d remember which ones were best for pinpointing a teacher’s back, or a warden’s…
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delopsia · 4 months
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I always talk about how Bob evened out Rhett, but not the other way around.
They're two extremes on opposite sides of the spectrum; where Bob is straight-laced, by the book, leads with his head, and vehemently avoids tattoos, alcohol, and even swearing, Rhett is a free spirit who lets his heart decide what he does. The young rebel son who loves the burn of alcohol, bears tattoos of the things he loves most and doesn't concern himself with limiting his language. Bob worries about what others may think; Rhett couldn't give a damn if a mob came after him.
When they first meet, they are attracted to one another like magnets, so wildly different from the other and so curious about what their lives entail.
Yes, Bob's presence leads to Rhett reaching for alcohol less, staying out of bar fights, and putting a little more thought into his actions, but for every lesson he learns, he gives.
Bob's reluctance to drink alcohol draws Rhett into rethinking how much he drinks. Going from getting drunk every Friday night to once a year at best, and that's only if he forgot to count how much he was consuming. But it also encourages Bob's curiosity; he accepts sips of drinks to learn what they taste like and enjoys a sickly sweet wine cooler every now and again.
Rhett's a firm example that swearing isn't such a horrid thing, that Bobby doesn't need to feel guilty for letting a sharp "fuck" past his lips when he stubs his toe on the rocking chair. It's okay to do these things.
Rhett's desire to wear the things that make him feel alive is what draws Bob to wear two small tattoos on his hips. Flowers to represent the two people he loves most. It's delicate, and it's intimate, and it's their own little secret that nobody else knows about.
The presence of a wild-hearted cowboy draws Bob away from his highly structured life and into something new. Of going on late-night drives just for the hell of it, trying the things that scare him and that the opinions of others aren't worth worrying about.
Rhett's a breath of fresh air that reawakens feelings Bob forgot he had. He's the mustang that runs free around Wabang, taunting others with his free spirit, and Bob is the gentle pair of hands that have tamed him. They're no longer two extremes but something unknown, closer to the middle, and it's a stunning perfection that cannot be replicated.
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sidprescot · 8 months
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love me forever, a yenralt fanmix 23 songs, 1hr 53mins listen on spotify here tracklist and lyrics under the cut
YENRALT APPRECIATION, VOL 2. -> prompt: forever + two colors
poison, alice cooper
I wanna love you but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (too much) I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
be my druidess, type o negative
Around the pyre, a circle of thirteen Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams I look deeply into your eyes I smell your hair, caress your thighs Now we'll make love by fire light A blaze so high it lights the night
love is a fire, subvision
Baby, listen, I'm sellin' my soul to the devil in you So give me, give me the strength and I'll push it through Love is a fire, and it's ragin' out of control Love is a fire And it's burnin' up my soul
love walked in, thunder
So tired of waiting, I walked an empty land I was looking for something to help me understand But bad luck kept turning my dreams into sand I didn't want pity, I had my share of friends I wanted somebody more special than the rest I was aching inside like I was approaching the end Just about that moment the timing was so right You appeared like a vision sent down to my life I thought I was dreaming when I saw you that night
spell i'm under, winger
Woman, never before Without a word I hear so much Woman, under the spell Every sin holy in your touch It's all I feel, it's all I see And all I know it must be you You're the spell I'm under
prisoner of your eyes, judas priest
When I saw your face I became a prisoner of your eyes And I would do just anything To stay and be with you
love me forever, motörhead
Love me forever, or not at all End of our tether, backs to the wall You give me your hand, don't you ever ask why Promise me nothing, live 'til we die
hold on to my heart, W.A.S.P.
Take away the pain, inside my soul And I'm afraid, so all alone Take away the pain, that's burning in my soul Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone So just hold me, hold me, hold me
love you to death, type o negative
In her place one hundred candles burning As salty sweat drips from her breast Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying They say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya, get ya, get
dance macabre, ghost
How could it end like this? There's a sting in the way you kiss me Something within your eyes Said it could be the last time 'Fore it's over
sleeping (in the fire), W.A.S.P.
Touch, touch in the flame's desire Feeling the pain's denial And your finger's in the fire Look, look in the candlelight See in the flame of life And my spell is our lie
darling, mcc
Been on my way so many times I walked away so many times From you But in the end you held the key And as it seems the fate of me In you It's ashes and dust Where are you now? I need you now You're lost somehow Where are you now?
jasmine and rose, clan of xymox
The air tastes just like you, it's the smell of June A sensory shock that jolts my spirit, I slowly swallow you A spray of little droplets, a fragrance so refined The spirit of nostalgia is passing me by
darkness at the heart of my love, ghost
There's a darkness at the heart of my love That runs cold, runs deep The darkness at the heart of my love So bold, so sweet
one more fucking time, motörhead
Both your eyes wide open You see the shape I'm in It wasn't of my choosing It's only bones and skin And I will plead no contest If loving you's a crime So go on and find me guilty Just one more fucking time
hell is living without you, alice cooper
Try to walk away When I see the time I've wasted Starving at a feast And all this wine I've never tasted On my lips your memory has been stained Is it all in vain? Tell me who's to blame, yeah
mama i'm coming home, ozzy osbourne
You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized, yeah Lost and found and turned around By the fire in your eyes You made me cry, you told me lies But I can't stand to say goodbye Mama, I'm coming home I could be right, I could be wrong It hurts so bad, it's been so long Mama, I'm coming home
only my heart talkin', alice cooper
Anybody's dream can fall apart Anybody's mask can break Couldn't tell you how I wanted you Enough to make you want to stay I never said the words out loud I guess I couldn't get' em straight Baby, give me one more chance Before you walk away
this heart of mine (i pledge), pain of salvation
I lie awake watching your shoulders Move so softly as you breathe With every breath you're growing older But that is fine if you're with me I pledge to wake you with a smile I pledge to hold you when you cry I pledge to love you 'till I die 'Till I die
i don't want to live without you, sleeze beez
I find myself in a strange situation And I don't know how What seemed to be an infatuation Is so different now I can't get by if we're not together Ooh can't you see Girl, I want you now and forever Close to me I'm longing for the time I'm longing for the day Hoping that you will promise to be mine And never go away
save your love, great white
I wake in the night To find you on my mind Deep in a dream, You'll always be Until the end of time I look in your eyes They touch my soul My love is hard to hide I'm never alone when we're apart. I feel you by my side
angel, judas priest
Angel, put sad wings around me now Protect me from this world of sin so that we can rise again Oh, Angel, we can find our way somehow Escaping from the world we're in to a place where we began And I know we'll find a better place and peace of mind Just tell me that it's all you want, for you and me Angel, won't you set me free?
life eternal, ghost
Can you hear me say your name forever? Can you see me longing for you forever? Would you let me touch your soul forever? Can you feel me longing for you forever, forever?
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newbie-whovian · 1 year
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"What would all the Doctors when they and reader have a lover's spat?"
(Absolutely! Thanks for the ask anon! Sorry this took so absurdly long 😭)
All Doctors x Reader - Spats
1 probably started it, not gonna lie, and for the first bit afterwards, he simply refuses to admit he's wrong. He moves on quickly though, a little too quickly sometimes, but he always apologizes (even if it comes much later than you'd prefer).
2 knows that disagreements are normal but when they turn into spats, he can't help but feel a little guilty for making something out of nothing. He enjoys ruffling your feathers sometimes, sure, but he hates the thought that he might have actually upset you, so he makes sure to make it up to you.
3 turns spats into an art form. He is infuriating, plain and simple, and he knows it. Just look at his banter with the Master; he can bicker with the best of them. He tries not to be horribly mean spirited, and if he is, he's quick to make it up to you with a trip in the TARDIS.
4 bickers all the time because truly, he's only ever polite in tense situations. He has his sweet side, definitely, but more often than not, he's unintentionally quite rude. Spats are always over silly things, and he always forgets them very quickly, moving on like a derailed train.
5 insists that he would never, and to give him credit it's barely a lie. Spats are only ever over the tiniest things, and they never last very long at all. He's always quick to forgive and forget because truly, staying mad about the little things is never any good.
6's love language is arguing. Hands down. The spats that he doesn't start are few and far between. But truly it's never genuinely malicious; he loves to have a partner that can dish it back to him because really, what's the fun in one-sided arguments?
7 probably started it on accident; some scheme of his went sour, you were accidentally caught in the crossfire, and although everything turned out alright, you still can't get over the fact that everything would have gone a lot smoother if he'd communicated at all. It's truly like arguing with a brick wall.
8 is Confused™. Spats come as a genuine surprise to him because most of the time he can't think of any reason to argue, unless it's over something completely ridiculous. He absolutely hates the idea of you staying mad at him though, so he's quick to try and make it up to you.
The War Doctor is too preoccupied with getting traumatized to argue. Or have a partner, for that matter.
9 has very little patience for arguments, but he's also not very good at explaining what he's thinking. This leads to some interesting spats where everything could be avoided if he knew how to communicate properly, but c'mon, this is the Doctor we're talking about. He tries his best.
10 is an absolute disaster but refuses to recognize it. This can end in some pretty one-sided spats, where he's in some pretty firm denial about ever doing anything wrong. He's always eager to make it up to you with a trip.
11 hates arguments, and it would seem that spats are much more up his alley but that couldn't be further from the truth. He can't stand the idea of disagreeing with you about anything. They're never about anything serious, but he lets them bother him for way longer than he should.
12 is Awkward™ and until you understand his love languages, tiny spats are abundant. He can be pretty rude but that's vastly overshadowed by his protective streak, and the end result is some admittedly frustrating spats.
13 couldn't argue with you if her life depended on it. That being said, you do have disagreements, but she prefers to ignore them until the problem goes away.
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winter-tospring · 2 months
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OKAY OKAY EPISODE 6 OF LIVE ACTION ATLA????? I will hear no slander they gave us EVERYTHING you could want to make all the sore spots hit harder. INCREDIBLE additions i am blown away!!!
The AGNI KAI🥹🥹🥹 I was excited/afraid to see more of it here but oh FUCK it delivered 😭 Seeing Zuko struggle and get the upper hand but pause and choose to not hurt his father!!!! Ozai getting the advantage back and fucking going for him and burning him on the shoulder first but then actually TALKING TO HIM, PAUSING AND EXPLAINING WHAT HE'S DOING BASICALLY.????? This is not just a random place he burned Zuko, he PAUSES AND CHOOSES to parallel Zuko's "weakness" by punishing him where Zuko could have hurt him seconds before. He fucking leans in and talks and Zuko has time to understand what's gonna happen. It's horrifying. He burns his face slowly and with backed intention like FUCK. This makes his burn even more horrible. A cruel constant reminder of what Ozai wants from Zuko, that Zuko doesn't want to be. GOD THEY DID SO FUCKING WELL WITH THIS. It is sooooo satisfying in the story.
AANG AND ZUKO GETTING TO ACTUALLY TALK AFTER ESCAPING!!!!! First of all Aang is so cute. It's so sweet how he attempts to break the ice. Gordon and Dallas are amazing in their roles, they embody Aang and Zuko so flawlessly, it's so great to watch. I thought for a second Aang was gonna ask him how he got the scar, aw. Instzad they bond over calligraphy and the rigorous nature of their training 😭 Planting seeds of friendship that Aang is so quick to latch onto and have hope from. I've been loving seeing the nuances of Zuko being clearly different from Fire Nation officials, how the words his dad repeated to him vome back out his mouth really only he's angry or depressed. In this scene, at first, his guard is lower and he is softer. You can hear his desperation so often when he talks to Iroh or when he's angry, too. You can tell that he doesn't believe in the words of his father, but is only repeating them because they feel like the only, even if terrible, way to home.
Man, Aang even gets to pull a smile from him. I feel for Aang so much. All his lovely advice relayed from his beloved Gyatso... He tries so hard. 🙁 It killllllls me that we got a scene with him and Gyatso in the spirit world where he is told exactly what we all want him to hear: it's not his fault 😭 god it felt like such pure fanfic satisfactory moments. Aang deserves this so much. If he'd stayed, he couldn't have saved everyone and would've felt guilty too. He probably would've been killed. I WISH Gyatso could've just been there for another conversation but of course, angst 😭😭😭 he said the right words. He was there and Aang knows he loves him and doesn't hold what happened against him. I'm so glad we got that. 😢
I'm sitting on these last two episodes before continuing with the finale but MAN, this show was made with so much love and passion for the characters, it drives me insane that Tumblr is so obtuse about it. You can choose to focus what's being added, not what has to be cropped for very understandable reasons.
Which, BY THE WAY, i loved that scene when Zuko and Iroh are trying to get info at a tavern and the villagers are all mentioning what they heard from the Avatar. They're mentioning episodes that haven't been included in the show and it's such a cool way to acknowledge those extra events happening without having to show it.
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sushis-brainrot · 4 months
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Character asks. Numbers 1,2,3,7,8,11,12,19,22 and 25 for Oswald please if you wish. Sorry if this is a lot but I’m genuinely curious 😅
Goodness - answers might be shorter, 'cause this is a lot of questions 😂 And I'm currently working on an exam that I definitely should be using all of my time on
But thank you so much for asking!
Oswald of East Anglia
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1. Why do you like or dislike this character?
I like Oswald. He's an important character for Eivor's journey and a significant ally for her to have. Oswald is the first person (if memory serves me right) to make Eivor see that there is strength in kindness and bravery in forgiveness - lessons that Eivor seem to carry with her for the rest of the game (should the player so choose). I adore how genuine and full of heart he is. And I truly admire the courage he can muster when given a chance to prove himself. Honestly, I like that he's a kind and gentle character who gets to keep being kind and gentle while he learns to stand up for himself. And I feel it's pretty neat that on top of it - he's a man who gets to display these traits. I love that he gets to be loyal to his own faith, belief and morals, and doesn't necessarily have to compromise them to please the Danes.
2. Favorite canon thing about this character?
His influence on Eivor and their friendship. 100%. A lot of this is also covered under 1.
3. Least favourite canon thing about this character?
Maybe just that I wish he had been present at the Siege of Portcestre or the Battle of Cippanhamm. Would have been nice to see him with Eivor's other allies - even if I wouldn't expect him to fight :') It was nice to see Finnr though :'D
7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?
I think, in general, it's just nice to see more of Oswald :') I always appreciate cameos or mentions of him in fics. :D
8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?
I haven't seen a lot of things that I despise when it comes to Oswald. I think people are generally good at interpreting his kind and loyal spirit. 🤔
11. Would you date this character?
Oswald is so very sweet and kind qwq I'd love to date him - but I don't think we'd be a match. While our morals might very much align, my chaos brain, goblin energy and weatherlike mood swings would definitely be too much for him. He's much more suited with someone of more stable character. 😭🥲
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
That Oswald is the sweetest, most loving, and most devoted husband and eventually father. That he embroidered the handkerchief he gave to Valdis himself And that Oswald at some point teaches Broder needlepoint (which Broder is terrible at), so that he can give a personal gift to Eivor 😂
19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?
Honestly - the relationship he has with Brothir and Broder at the start. Those two knuckleheads need to give Oswald a chance. I know they're protective of their sister and clan - but even Valdis tells them to get a grip. 🤣 And I say this despite genuinely liking Brothir and Broder. Fortunately, this is kind of resolved? 😂 Long live character development.
22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to this character? Something you don't like?
Oh no, now I feel guilty 😭 I've been sent and recommended fics with this soft man, but I've been too busy lately to read them 🥲 I genuinely can't answer this question. 🥺
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
I'm not sure. Which, honestly, says it all. Oswald didn't leave much of a first impression - but the more Eivor interacted with him, the more he grew on me. I know I quickly came to like him. And I still do. ;D
There we go! :D
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nightingaleflow · 1 year
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Ohhhh! Naruhina for the alphabet ship ask ✨
All of them? Oh man, ok.
Adore- Who is the most doting in the relationship?
It's honestly hard to say with these two. They're both completely devoted to the other, and they love spending time together and showering the other with affection.
If I am forced to pick one, I'd say Hinata, but it's still very close.
Beauty- What is the characters favorite feature of their partner(s)? Doesn’t need to be physical
Why not both?
Hinata loves Naruto's enduring spirit and his strong arms. Naruto loves Hinata's strength and her boobs.
Cute- Which small habit their partner finds most endearing?
Naruto likes watching Hinata press flowers - she's always so focused, she sometimes forgets he's there and scrunches up her face. Naruto thinks it's adorable.
Hinata likes the "huh?" sound Naruto makes when he's studying and doesn't fully understand something. (She also makes sure to help him when he does this)
Date- Where would they go on a date to? What would they do?
If y'all think they're going anywhere other than Ichiraku for dinner you are very silly lol.
After Ichiraku though, they like going for walks. To the park, to the Hokage Rock, just around the village. Wherever the night takes them, that's where they go.
Engage- How did they get engaged? Who asked first? How did it come about?
Naruto asked her after about a year of dating. Naruto was fretting about it for days - was it too soon? Would Hinata say yes? What all did he need to plant to make it special? Then of course Hinata noticed he was acting weird and asked him about it while they were washing dishes in his apartment, and Naruto blurted it out.
Hinata broke the dish she was holding as they both freaked out. But of course once they calmed down, she said yes.
First- What was their first couple ‘thing’? Was it hand holding, a kiss, even a hug?
Holding hands as they ran back to earth from the moon. <3
Guilty- Who would steal something or pull pranks in the relationship? Would they be harmless?
Naruto lol. One of his hobbies is pulling pranks. He would be careful though - he'd never want to hurt or upset Hinata, so he'd just do things like leave a giant stuffed duck on their bed for Hinata to find.
Home- Where would they want to/or currently do live? What is their home like?
They're Konoha natives, and will live there for the rest of their lives. It's a rapidly-expanding village, particularly by the time Naruto takes over as Hokage. It's a place they both love, and don't want to leave.
Illness- If one person in the relationship falls ill, who looks after them? How?
They take care of each other. Hinata is very sweet, bringing Naruto soup and swapping out cold compresses with ease. Naruto tries his best by mimicking what Hinata does for him, but he's never had to care for another person like this, so it took a lot of trial and error for him to get everything right.
Jealousy- Who gets the most jealous? How do they react, outwardly or do they internalize it?
Hinata. After Naruto was made a war hero and then Hokage, Naruto had a lot of female admirers come out of the woodwork. She keeps it quiet for the most part, but if she sees a lady getting a little too cozy with Naruto, she'll step in and tell them to fuck off (diplomatically of course).
Kiss- Who likes kisses more? How do they get them?
Again, hard to say. They both love kissing each other, and they do it every chance they get.
If I must pick one over the other, Naruto, purely because he never thought anyone would want him like this. So the fact that he gets to kiss someone he loves every single day makes him extremely grateful (and hungry for more).
Love- Who realized they were in love first? How did they react?
Hinata. She's been in love with Naruto since she was a child. She was very shy around him at first, but gradually over the years grew more comfortable with him.
Mundane- A regular part of their relationship that they will never tire of
Just getting to eat dinner together without the pressures of the village or clans or anything else. It's even more precious after Naruto becomes Hokage and their evenings become more scarce.
Nostalgia- Is there a part of their relationship that they feel has been 'lost’ since starting the relationship?
See above. Since Naruto became Hokage, he and Hinata very rarely get to see each other. He's constantly working, up early and home late. Hinata tries her best because she knows it's been his dream, but there are plenty of nights she cries herself to sleep because she misses him.
Observation- Who is the most observant? Do they worry a lot about their partner, or do they notice more positive things?
Definitely Hinata. She's noticed the little things about Naruto since the beginning - his favorite ramen flavor, color, his favorite summon, the stories he likes to tell. She worries about him too, but she tends to notice the positive things.
Paradise- If they could make a 'paradise’, a place for them alone, what would it look like?
Someplace with lots of flowers, lots of books, and lots of ramen.
Question- Are there any unspoken concerns within the relationship? Can they be fixed if they’re talked about?
Not really. Naruto and Hinata have talked about Naruto's work schedule as well as their kids, and they are as open and honest as they can be about their issues.
Remember- Is there a memory that any member likes to recall when they feel sad and/or alone?
Naruto remembers Hinata cheering him up before his Chunin Exam match. Hinata remembers their first date.
Serious- How serious is the relationship? Are they planning on a future together or just fooling around? Will this change with time?
Extremely serious - marriage and kids serious.
Tradition-Are there any 'traditions’ in the relationship? Do they always go to x location on an anniversary for example? (Alt question: Are there any culture traditions that they incorporate into their relationship?)
They go to Ichiraku's on their anniversary, and for Rinne, Hinata attaches a new section to the scarf she made for Naruto all those years ago.
Unaffected- Has anything/anyone ever negatively impacted the relationship? How did they cope?
See above regarding Naruto being the Hokage.
Vacation- Where would they holiday to? This could be for a big event or just for a weekend break.
Yugakure is a favorite vacation spot because of the amazing hot springs they have.
Warm- Is anyone in the relationship have a naturally high body temperature? Does the other seek out this?
Naruto is naturally warmer than Hinata. Hinata enjoys it because they need fewer blankets in the winter.
X-rated- Do they have any 'dark’ habits or desires? Doesn’t need to be sexual.
Naruto has shadow clones. You do the math.
Yummy- Can they make their partners favorite food, do they even know what it is? (Alt question: Is there a taste that one of them likes? Doesn’t need to be food)
Hinata can easily make Naruto's favorite ramen. Naruto tried to make cinnamon rolls for Hinata as a treat once. They turned out more like cinnamon coals.
Zealous- Who is the most energized about being with their partner(s)?
Definitely Naruto. He's so excited about being with Hinata. <3
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Thanks for the asks! <3
Ship Alphabet Game
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ghostbite0 · 8 months
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How does Ro Yuueri feel about the pillars? (This is just out of curiosity you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to)
i'm happy to answer this question!
Giyuu: They're both quiet, so Ro doesn't talk to him. She used to see a lot of spirits around him and it scared her away.
Rengoku: Rengoku is a little loud for Ro, but she finds him very kind and loving and has a hard time //not// talking to him. She was very devastated by the news of his passing and often sees his spirit attached to one of the other Hashira or Tanjiro. It's very hard not telling them that he's there.
Shinobu: They don't talk about it but they can relate to the whole "putting up a fascade and secretly being in a constant state of rage." Ro enjoys having conversations with Shinobu and admires her greatly!
Mitsuri: Ro LOOOOOVES Mitsuri and will often compliment her for her appearance. Ro also thinks she's incredibly sweet and actively tries to be nicer because of her.
Obanai: They share a swordsmith and often catch up with each other whenever they bump into the other. They're both more quiet and reserved, so they don't talk for a long time, but they relate a lot since they're the same age and have similar anxieties. Ro thinks Obanai should get therapy
Muichiro: They honestly rarely interact but they're very similar so they get along and will often stare off into space together. Ro admires Muichiro but also wishes he wasn't in this position at such a young age, as she doesn't want him to die young, especially because of the young spirit (that looks exactly like him) constantly lingering closeby.
Gyomei: Ro and Gyomei have very similar backstories and traits, and she admires him greatly. She and Gyomei will chat for a long time whenever they see each other, and Gyomei often lends some advice for dealing with seeing her dead comrades and loved ones everywhere (mediumship moment).
Sanemi: She doesn't care much for Sanemi and avoids him when she can. She likes him a little more throughout the story as she sees more and more spirits appear around him, but she's still pretty adamant that they wouldn't get along.
Tengen: Ro thinks he's a little loud and stuck up and doesn't like interacting with him unless she absolutely has to, but she does think Tengen is a good person and a great Hashira. He makes her laugh time to time though.
(BONUS) Kagaya: He's always been very nice to Ro so she would feel really guilty leaving the Corps (this is a small reason for why she stays with the job despite hating it so much). He's a calming presence in a stressful world so she loves to be around him.
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Here is my little context thing: this is the worry of Antigone re-written. The thing with classical Greek theater is that you know the tragedy is going to happen, you just wait for it. In this re-write Antigone knows she is going to die….and this monologue is the lead of the Chorus speaking after Antigone is arrested.
“So there we are. The spring is wound up nice and tight. That's what's good about tragedy. The slightest touch of a fin-ger, the flick of a feather will set it off. Anything will do. A glance at a girl on the street, a need, a sudden need for respect one morning when you wake up. Or in the evening one question too many, the one you shouldn't have asked. That's all it takes. The tiniest spark and the fuse is lit. And the rest is ... well, tragedy. You just sit back and watch it go. It's a well-oiled machine in perfect working order. It's been up and running since the beginning of time. Death is part of it, and so is betrayal. So is despair. And hard by are storms and outbursts and silences. Silences of every kind. That silence at the very end when the executioner's axe is at the top of its swing, that silence at the very beginning when two lovers are naked for the first time in the darkness of their room when neither of them dares move a muscle. And that silence when a huge crowd is acclaiming the winner, so loud and sudden that it's suddenly silent, like a film that's lost its soundtrack. All those mouths wide open with nothing coming out. All that clamor that becomes merely a picture, an image. And in the middle, all alone, the victor, beaten down by his own silence. It's neat, tragedy, neat and tidy. And relaxing, in a funny sort of way. Now drama's different, drama's something else. Mustachioed villains, damsels in distress, dashing young heroes, last minute revelations. She didn't have to drink that poison, he could have rushed in five minutes earlier with the police in tow. Tragedy's calm. There are no sudden surprises. And it promotes a sort of team spirit among the protagonists. They're all in it together, you see. He who kills is as innocent or as guilty as the vic-tim. It's all a question of what part you play. So ultimately tragedy is almost restful, because you know there's no hope, and there's nothing more unsettling than hope, is there? And you know that when you're caught, you're caught ... like a rat in a trap. And when the weight of all of heaven is on your back, all you can do is cry out. And I don't mean moan or whine or whimper, I mean really cry out, really heave your guts to heaven. And what you say is whatever you have to say. It's probably nothing you've ever said before or even known before, and has absolutely no effect whatsoever ... except this. That perhaps you hear it, you hear it for the first time and perhaps you learn. In drama people struggle and argue because there's a possibility of escape. It's a practical choice and actually rather vulgar. In tragedy to argue is noble, it's kingly and, let's face it, there's not a lot else you can do.”
I think the idea of knowing something is doomed but still fighting for it is so Finnick and his sweet girl. Also the calmness is the routine the two have created together. Also the idea that there is “nothing more unsettling than hope” because that’s so them! I mean when they broke up she literally said “don’t say that, it makes me love you more”
Anyway this was long like damn. Sorry yall im a Greek mythology girlie at my heart.
-🌾anon
please I love this, my tragic pookies, things were always gonna end badly: he lives a life without her or she's forced to kill, to betray, to face every hardship possible, conway has to die so her and finnick can be together, but that's still not enough. the capitol keeps taking, war keeps taking, coin keeps taking, basically shit is doomed
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simpforthedead · 1 year
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Genshin Impact x Fem!Reader when she had her period
ෆI'm sorry again if pronouns aren't yours.ෆ
|•What genshin boys would do if Y/n had her period?•|
☆Characters☆
Venti
Chongyun
Diluc
Childe
Kaeya
Cyno
Tighnari
Razor
Scaramouche
Kazuha (Our canadian Aether)
Xiao
Albedo
Enjoy~♡
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⁠✯Venti✯
He didn't really notice at first.
But it was with your mood swings that he realized you weren't well.
Venti: "Honey are you okay?"
You looked at him with viper eyes and left.
He was confused but finally understood.
The next day you will see him with lots of gifts he "bought" for you.
He hugged you whenever you had cramps and did his best to stay by your side.
In these moments he will go to the tavern less often.
He's not upset when you have your mood swings.
✯Chongyun✯
He noticed right away that you weren't well.However he didn't know why and decided to ask you, if only he knew..
Chongyun: "Are you okay? you looks like you're sick."
Y/n: "Why am I going to be sick?! What are you insinuating, huh?! That I'm ugly?! Go see your stupid spirits, they're sick too!!"
And with that you left the restaurant under the amazed eyes of Xingqiux and Chongyun.
Xiangling must have guessed that you had your period.
Chongyun asked her and she explained to him.
He felt bad for you.
When you got back you saw him with Xiangling who was explaining to him how to heat water (yes for me he doesn't know how to cook) for a hot water bottle.
He will hug you apologetically and then offer you some popsicles.
He makes you hot water bottles and hugs you when you have cramps.
He will do the best he can to deal with your sudden mood swings.
✯Diluc✯
(I just realized that we can call him tamponhead because he has red hair ಠ⁠◡⁠ಠ)
He could see you weren't well and, being the amazing man that he is, he knew you were on your period.
He already knew what to do.
But he can't do it.He just struggles with the fact that you have mood swings and doesn't know how to deal with them.
Unfortunately he's very busy so he can't really stay with you very long.
But as soon as he can he took you in his arms and whispered sweet words to you.
✯Childe✯
Childe recognizes quite easily that you have your period(don't ask how he know.)
He will have already prepared everything and will even ask you the size for the pads/tampon (It depends on what you are using).
He will do his best not to be unbearable.
He'll give you way too many hugs, but you're not complaining.
He caresses your belly when you're in pain and will stay next to you as long as possible.
Being a fatui harbinger it is complicated to stay by your side often.
✯Kaeya✯
He didn't really understand when you tried to explain to him that you were on your period.
Kaeya: "Listen baby I don't understand what you're trying to get across to me. Be a little more direct please."
Y/n:*Sigh*"Kaeya I have my period"
He was shocked.
He got over it afterwards and you asked for a hug.
Of course he accepted and gave you presents.
He'll give you time alone if you ask for it or the other way around.
He will be really protective of you and your every action (I'm shocked too O⁠_⁠o)
Most of the time when you had cramps he would come and give you a herbal tea and then a hug.
✯Cyno✯
Strange as it may seem he didn't know what period was.
You explained to him and couldn't help but make a joke about it. (Made up a joke I have no idea TwT)
After pointing out that it wasn't funny and that you were in pain, he came over to hug you.
After a long time, he will let go of you but you will always hold him.
He then sat down next to you and told you random stories about him and Tighnari.
He's the kind of boyfriend who worries but doesn't know what to do.
It will take a month or two before he knows what to do.
He will surely ask Tighnari for help.
He will try to make you laugh with his jokes.
✯Tignhari✯
He knew you were on your period and didn't care.
Well, until he sees you rolling around in a ball on your bed.
At that time he felt guilty for not caring about how you felt.
When he saw you he patted your head hoping it would help.
Well in a way it had worked.
He had surely gone to see Collei and ask her what to do.
When you got out of bed, you noticed small chocolates on your bedside table.
Y/n: "Thank you Tighnari"
He heard you and smirked.
He didn't want you to see him worrying about you.
✯Scaramouche✯
This boy is so hard on people, but not on you.(I can see you with your dirty mind!!)
And even less when you have your period.
However, he has pride and a title to keep.
It will therefore not be able to help you when there are people around.
But he will give you little gifts from time to time.
Once he had invited Childe and Signora to a restaurant for a business meeting.
But you were on your period and you didn't want to let go.
Well... Let's say you attended the meeting.
Luckily you were also a Fatui agent so there was no problem with you being there.
⁠✯⁠Kazuha✯
He had already prepared for you to have your period.
When you told him he even seemed happy.
He gave you lots of hugs and gifts.
When Beidou needed him he left you with everything to take care of on your own.
Y/n: "I'm not a child anymore, you know?"
Kazuha: "Maybe but now you are my girlfriend."
Usually he was with you everywhere so it was fine.
✯Xiao✯
He had noticed that you weren't well and asked you in a very pleasant way *cough*.
Xiao: "Why are you so capricious right now?"
what you answered
Y/n: "And you, why do you never smile and always make the face?!"
He was shocked.
You never answered him so harshly.
He felt upset and left.
Later he will learn that you had your period at that time.
He will excuse you by offering you your F/f (Favorite food).
He was very protective when you were on your period and did his best not to get angry when you yelled at him.
✯Albedo✯
That boy is way too smart not to notice you were on your period.
He gave you stuff to eat and you felt better afterwards.
You went to ask him and you learned that he had put some kind of medicine in your food.
You were very happy to have Albedo as your boyfriend, but he spent a lot of time with his experiences and it would bother you.
You ended up telling him while shouting because you were angry.
After that he did his best to stay longer by your side.
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✿I wanted to add Klee in th one with Albedo but I don't want to people think that I'm obsessed with her✿
⁠☆ෆSorry the part with Chongyun is bigger than the others partෆ⁠☆
Klee:"Hey!I'm late!! Wait a minute -"
Author:"Huh?! Why you're not with Jean ?"
Klee:"Well...Caus' she's a-"
Author:"ANYWAY HAVE A GREAT DAY /AFTERNOON/ NIGHT!!"
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munku-collar · 1 year
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If it’s not too late to send a headcanon ask: does Demeter ever see herself in certain things Jemima or Sillabub do? How does she feel about it? Does Munkustrap notice certain things abt his daughters that remind him of Demeter?
There are plenty of things that both Demeter herself and Munkustrap notice <3
While Jemima may have something similar to Macavity's laugh, she has Demeter's giggle, and their mannerisms when they're excited, or delighted, are very much the same: tappy paws and tail swishing, bright smiles and just unmistakably visible enjoyment. Jem talks out of the side of her mouth just a little. Demeter does a lot, and the way Jemima talks, the things she says, echo Demeter a lot. While Jem's voice is a little higher than Deme's, her inflection is very similar too. She also shares Demeter's temper: not its short fuse, but the way it manifests.
Sillabub, if you ask Munkustrap, is a bit of a copy + paste of Demeter, especially visually. Deme will argue all day that Sillabub looks more like Munkustrap, but most cats agree with him. Either way Deme could never try and deny that Silly is her daughter lol. She has very similar expressions to Deme as well, especially her frown or confusion face, and the way she holds herself is similar, and when she has an attitude, the copy + paste becomes a lot clearer. However, Deme finds Silly's personality quite unique: Sillabub may be quiet and a bit reclusive but she's very sweet most of the time, and happy, and is only in bad spirits when she's overstimulated or tired. Demeter on the other hand is often in bad spirits on some level (which she will admit to) and actively combats her inner demons frequently.
Honestly, Demeter feels kind of humbled and joyful for the most part. Being able to see herself in her girls is a wonder, like "Oh my goodness, you got that from me?" She's always taken back for a second or two when she recognizes it, and the novelty of it never wears off. Munkustrap often points out their similarities too, claims that Deme gave them some of her best bits, and for the most part she would agree? At least, she would agree that they turned out pretty well despite their similarities to her lol.
Because as much as it's endearing to see herself in them, at the same time the knowledge that they did absorb so much from her, that they subconsciously have their eyes on her so much makes her nervous. She's hyperaware of her faults, and the trait she worries the most about is the temper that Jemima inherited. Jem isn't angry often, but when she is angry it's...not good. Despite popular belief Jemima has the ability to be cruel, especially when angry, and Demeter is guilty of cruelty in her past, which she frequently internally punishes herself for. And it's always in the back of Deme's mind that Macavity is Jem's biological father, so she just worries about Jem, about the combination of their tempers or negative impulses. She worries that one day something or someone will hurt Jemima and she'll let her emotions get the best of her and carry her away from Deme and Munk, and the kind, sympathetic ways they attempt to teach her.
But Munk keeps her focused on the endearing traits, and although he may share this fear as well(on a lesser level) he knows there is nothing to be particularly worried about. When Jem does get angry she moves swiftly into regret and remorse, usually tearfully so. So Munk gets to appreciate the little things the girls share with their mommy, and remind their dear mommy that she's perfectly wonderful, and so are they. The fondness in his voice and the smile on his face when he sees them together and behaving similarly, when he says (to the girls) "You remind me of her," or (to Demeter) "She reminds me of you," makes it easy for Demeter to feel more pride than panic. <3
And Demeter does the same in return often! She loves pointing out how the girls are like Munkustrap, all the little bits they got from him, because there are quite a few of those as well, in addition to beautiful entirely unique traits that are simply all Jemima and all Sillabub. Deme ribs him about the similarities especially when it's something mildly frustrating. "Just like your daughter," she says to him, shaking her head fondly, and "Just like your daddy," she'll say to the girls with a sigh, dropping a kiss on their foreheads. It's always amusing, even if some things can be irritating ;)
It's one of the best bits of being a parent she thinks: Finding things you love so much in your partner in your children, in being able to raise them to take things from both of you and make them so much better than you could ever be. It's fulfilling in a way she never anticipated. <3
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ryttu3k · 3 months
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Tavias | Wood Half-Elf | Draconic Bloodline Sorcerer | He/Him | 31
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Questions by @sporeservant, found here!
Favourite weapon: Daggers and shortswords, usually dual-wielding. He currently is using the Knife of the Undermountain King and the ritual dagger he stole from Abdirak, and will eventually replace one of them with Bloodthirst.
Style of combat: Set things on fire from afar, then, while they're yelling and running around in circles, get in close and S T A B.
Most prized possession: None as yet. He does have an emotional attachment to a bell off Alfira's outfit he keeps out of guilt and as a permanent reminder to keep control of himself, but that's not really a prized possession...
Deepest desire: Given that undoing everything he's done in the past isn't possible, it's to be free of the Urge so he'll never have to hurt anyone ever again.
Guilty pleasure: I mean he feels pretty guilty about how much he enjoys killing and blood...
Best-kept secret: Oh boy some of those fantasies are staying very secret.
Greatest strength: Compassion
Fatal flaw: I mean the Urge is a pretty fatal flaw... but let's go with a tendency to panic.
Favourite smell: Wood smoke and blood.
Favourite spell or cantrip: Fireball all day every day. Gold dragon heritage and all. Less destructively, he also really likes Speak with Animals.
Pet peeve: People who leave animal remains around after hunting. Not just because it attracts pests and scavengers, but because it makes him hungry :(
Bad habit: Biting his nails. And fingers. And arms.
Hidden talent: He's never actually tried, but he'd be really good at those sleight-of-hand tricks. He tries copying Astarion doing one one day and is gratified by how easy he finds it.
Leisure activity: Sunbathing. Much like a lizard, he loves being warm. It's probably a fire dragon thing. He also loves collecting shiny things, particularly gemstones, which is... probably also a fire dragon thing. He adorns his horns with them, enjoys sparkly jewellery, and makes sure his scales are shiny, and they're also a lovely tactile thing, clinking them around in his hands like those giant bins of cheap gems you get at museum gift shops.
Y'know, assuming Faerûn has those.
Favourite drink: Amnian dessert wine. He has a bit of a sweet tooth.
Comfort food: Cinnamon buns.
Favourite person: Pre-lobotomy, it was Sceleritas, who was the closest person he had to an active parent. Like, yes, he was very much in awe of his father, but also. Bhaal scary. Sceleritas was comforting, he was safe, he was reassuring, he looked after the scared baby Bhaalspawn and validated all his feelings, and also Tavias could kill him as much and as gruesomely as he wanted and Sceleritas not only didn't complain, he encouraged it. Yay!
Post-lobotomy, it's Astarion and Jaheira. Astarion started out as a crush, because pulling a knife on Tavias sparked the part of his brain that went, "Oh, that's flirting!" and it just sort of escalated from there, and as they got to know each other, he realised that they really were kindred spirits. He didn't just want to sleep with Astarion, he wanted to talk to him. Hang out with him. Help him through his own struggles, like how Astarion helped Tavias through some of his own worst nights. Neither have mentioned the L-word yet, but I think Tavias is getting to that point.
As for Jaheira, she's his adopted Mum now. Congratulations Jaheira you've acquired another child. The fact that she can protect him and others from himself and that she can tell him about someone who was both a Bhaalspawn and a good person is... very, very reassuring.
Favoured display of affection (platonic and/or romantic): Touch and physical contact. Not necessarily sexually, just being able to be in contact with someone - pressing his leg against someone's as they sit beside each other, leaning on someone's shoulder, stuff like that. Touch that doesn't involve pain is rare and very nice.
Fondest childhood memory: He's, um, in pretty short supply of those. Pensive emoji.
Questions borrowed from @boghermit!
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hayheadd · 1 year
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I am incredibly autistic. I have gotten the flu vaccine for 10 years in a row. Autism flows through my blood. Anyways, here's a list of Lemon Demon Spirit Phone songs that I imagine Pathologic animatics to.
Lifetime Achievement Award - The Kains trying to revive Simon while Rubin takes him apart into the vaccine
Touch Tone Telephone - At first it's Aspity explaining to Clara what they both are (brand new species. Big cat. Space nazis. Robert Sack.) and then it's Clara trying to call everyone (Aglaya, Block, Saburovs) to explain her blood cult and convince everyone that it's a great idea
Cabinet Man - Polyhedron (Simon Kain's soul in it?) playing games with the the kids until Aglaya bombs it (very important to include a shot where her dead body is looking very triumphant)
No Eyed Girl - Simon Kain and Isidor obsessing over the plague. They decide to dig it up and kill everyone (they would do it all again)
When he died - Bachelor arriving to town to discover Simon Kain's dead (very important to include a shot of him coming back to Eva's and screaming into a pillow), later Artemy finding out Isidor is dead (and all the wacky circumstances).
Sweet Bod - My favourite. Starts with Artemy brewing his meat soup and taking organs out of people. He proceeds to go graverobbing with the kids. A dude hears about all this and tells the Bachelor. When the gang comes back (after a quick stop at Shekhen), Artemy finds out how to make panacea (it's started rumors of mason jars of sweetness). Everyone is super happy about this and they throw a panacea party in the lair with all the termites and Artemy's friends where they're all drinking twyre brews. Bachelor knocks on the the door, and Burakh greets him (Good god I'm glad to see you) (won't you be my panacea). Daniil gets dragged into the party and is incredibly uncomfortable. He tries to wake up Stakh, who is sleeping on the operating table so he can ask him what the fuck is going on. The animatic finishes off with a big dance off.
Eight Wonder - it's about Murky (extra clever earth bound spirit)! She has hands and she has feet! She follows Burakh around, being all quiet and Murky-like (thou will never know what I am) (she's the eight wonder). Suddenly switches to a shot of the Crowstone scene, Burakh terrified as he understands that the plague is going to take Murky (when you see me, you're paralyzed). Then it shows her backstory, how she lost her family to the plague, and this is compared to how Artemy took in the plague to protect her. I imagine this makes her feel really guilty. The thing is that Murky doesn't talk a lot, but this is how I interpret this part of her story. BUT THEN it's Evil Clara aka possibly plague herself (who tricked her) singing about how SHE'S the eight wonder. And Clara and Murky dance in the void
Ancient Aliens - Clara singing about her nature again. About Worms, Brides, Albinos, Aspity and the plague also (strange things happen).
Soft Fuzzy Man - actually it's really weird that I don't imagine much to this one since it's an absolute banger, but I guess it's Clara with her cult again.
As Your Father I Expressly Forbid It - Artemy forbidding Murky from playing with her friend (Plague) (in an untoxic way).
I Earn My Life - Stakh Rubin anthem. He's overworking, not sleeping for days. At "I'm losing all my hair" his bald head becomes even BALDER. "I learned it from my father and my father never lied" is literally something Stakh would say about Isidor. "I wouldn't be so worried if I wasn't always right". At the end he takes a nice long rest in the grave (Artemy didn't finish his panacea quest) (sad ending)
Man Made Object - Peter imagining, planning and building the Polyhedron (towering over all). I've always imagined if Peter had dream sequences, they would be in purple and orange, like the insides of the Polyhedron.
Spiral of Ants - About the Kin's hivemind. Artemy gets dragged into the Kin's circle and they all dance, create a hurricane, do the Nocturnal ending and decolonise the town.
You're at the party - (this one is really weird) The Marble Nest basically. Daniil can't fall asleep because of all the infected people screaming outside. He's having fever dreams, super tired. A crow is shown looking into his window, when the plague lichen or moss looking thing gets into the house he's in. He freaks out, runs up to the window and gets grabbed by a skeletal hand and dragged into some weird dimension, where he wakes up in a coffin (It's a place you've seen before you were born). Eventually he gets into a trance, and just starts vibing out with the tragedians that are there. Meanwhile, in the real world, Sticky walks into Daniil's room and sees that he's uncontious and really really infected. The partying is broken up at "Wake up!" and "Too late!" with shots of Sticky and the kids trying to shake him awake and give him medicine. Suddenly Daniil wakes up. He's sitting on his bed, but the kids aren't there. The crow that was looking in earlier flew in and is dead on the floor, surrounded by executor masks (sun's not rising and the birds are dead). For some reason there's a vial of panacea sitting near the sink, which Daniil runs up to, but accidentally breaks it (half empty bottles in the sink, down the drain). It starts raining, and Dankovsky just realises he can take his face off (your face begins to change), which he does, revealing a tragedian mask under it. Behind him appears a executor, and he finds himself at the start of that night again (Marble Nest time loop). There's clock and handwatch imagery present throughout this whole thing.
Redesign Your Logo - Peter and the Kains designing the Polyhedron AGAIN, this time in a style that kind of makes the whole thing look like blueprints. I don't have much on this one, but when Neil Cicieriga says "Interracial couples" - show Dankovsky and Burakh holding hands. And likewise have a character for every single line in that segment where he lists potential customers. There's also a lot of pathological symbolism to be done here (everything's connected 😲)
(I AM not intending the censor myself on this. This is strictly informational.)
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ruthlesslistener · 2 years
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I really like the idea of hollow having baby fever lmao, just the image of them cooing and fussing over some baby/grub/hatchling is just the cutest xox tho do you think PK and WL have any mixed feelings about seeing Hollow babysitting and taking care of children, considering what they had done to their own, I image that they may feel a tad guilty.
Oh same! You can blame Jaxx for that one- making them Midwife's assitant in Broken Open def. stuck with me hardcore when I was still getting a feel for their character, and I love the concept of the most terrifying, eldrich-horror looking of the vessels being this big sweet softie who has an instinct to protect anyone too weak to fend for themselves. It gets even worse when they're actually living a somewhat normal life, too, because then the stress isn't supressing their hormones anymore, and then whatever 'breed to become powerful' genes that WL passed on to them gets combined with their far more sociable void nature + wyrm protective instincts to make a perfect storm of them basically being a bug equivilant of a broody chicken (everything vaguely egg or baby shaped MUST be protected and cared for)
Their baby fever doesn't stem from a desire to have children of their own, though- they have far too much deep-seated trauma to even consider that. Instead, they're perfectly willing to be somewhat of an odd cross between a nanny figure and a guardian spirit to the grubs of other bugs, even if they look far too terrifying to play the part. I've always seen them as having a compulsory need to protect everyone and anyone that was honed to a self-sacrificial edge with their training, but lil squeaky grubs and larvae just make that part of their brain go haywire (and to make y'all go haywire too, I hc that the insects of Hallownest have children more akin to puppies or kittens in development than human babies, so its just piles of squeaking potatoes).
As for PK and WL's reaction- a little guilty is a bit of an understatement. It's harder to tell on WL than with PK, bc she processes death so differently than a bug does (most seeds sown are doomed to fail), but both find it painful to see. That their child had a gentle, soft side they were unaware of after years of unintentional abuse is bad enough, but the fact that they actively refused to see it when Hollow and Hornet interacted in her youth + that Hollow is naturally a better parent than them at all just straight-up hurts. I don't think they would discourage them, but they also would be as distant about it as possible without ruining their psyche more than they've already done.
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capeIIa
nine, 10, 11, twenty-nine, 32, 34, 35
thank you dear!! these were some very fun questions to answer for this bastard // super detailed questions about your OCs
9. Do animals like them? Do they get on well with animals?
capella gets on well with their horse pyrrha! most other animals don't because i do feel like animals in general probably don't love the vibes hunters have in general, but pyrrha is a stubborn asshole of her own, so she and capella get along perfectly. privately, they wish dogs liked them more
10. Do they like children? Do children like them? Do they have or want any children? What would they be like as a parent? Or as a godparent/babysitter/ect?
oh g-d, no. they don't want anything to do with most children, and don't want any of their own. they're a half-decent babysitter if the kid is independent, but you're only gonna ask capella to babysit for you as an absolute last resort. that said, an aggressive kid who doesn't know any other way to interact with the world than screaming and biting and kicking? they can handle that, surprisingly enough
the rest goes under the cut!
11. Do they have any special diet requirements? Are they a vegetarian? Vegan? Have any allergies?
in the spirit of actually being able to eat, capella will not restrict themselves from any food that isn't mouldy. generally they aren't crazy about sweet tastes, and they don't accept food from people they don't know most of the time, but other than that they'll eat anything
29. What do they do when they find out someone else’s fear? Do they tease them? Or get very over protective?
it definitely depends on how they feel about you. if they genuinely hate your guts? sure, they'll use this knowledge for evil to try to get you to fuck off. but if there's any loyalty between you, capella will actually go out of their way to keep you safe from it. without ever acknowledging that's what they're doing, of course
32. What do they dress like? What sorta shops do they buy clothes from? Do they wear the fashion that they like? What do they wear to sleep? Do they wear makeup? What’s their hair like?
if they actually have the means, capella does honestly like to dress nicely. blacks, whites, and reds, waistcoats and walking skirts, and subtle but nice jewelry. in their tnp reality, though, they're wearing layers of wools, leathers, and furs to stay warm, and wearing their clothes until they fall apart. they prefer nightshirts to sleep, but generally this means stripping down to their lowest layer of clothing if they wear makeup, it's in dark shades or dark reds. they're taking notes based on noel's white lower lid eyeliner, they might like to try that someday with red. their hair, meanwhile, is the sort of straight-wavy that could be curly if they knew how to take care of curly hair but shows that they clearly don't know
34. What is their body type? How tall are they? Do they like their body?
capella is all of 5'2" if they don't slouch, with a fat-buff barrel-shaped body, thick thighs, and lots of body hair. in tnp they've also taken some potion of trans your gender and sport some breasts that have just started to take the shape of such they absolutely adore their body, and are well aware that they look good. this body has kept them alive all this time, and has been with them through thick and thin, all across the country and beyond. no scars, hair, or flab is going to change that, alhough vel rot might...
35. What’s their guilty pleasure? What is their totally unguilty pleasure?
all of capella's pleasures are unguilty, because they absolutely do not give a shit about shame. their totally unguilty pleasure, then, is their smoking habit. they have a really nice carved wooden pipe that they actually periodically buy oil and polish to take proper care of, and while sometimes that means they get in fights with lea over what their few funds go toward and that means sometimes they don't buy the good tobacco, they refuse to let their pipe go neglected
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