#theyve both got it bad

[fruitsyrups]

I think it's so interesting to think about the unique social implications of things on the islands. Like, the animal hats & how they originally existed for the practical purpose of protection & they kept wearing them even after that wasn't a factor anymore. & how the hats we see in the present day (when Finn & co visit the islands) don't really resemble animal hats, do they? & maybe that's just to make the significant human characters (who do still wear animal hats) seem more distinct but you best believe I'm going to make it into something bigger. Oh I'm so bad at putting my thoughts into words but it's something how the hats evolved into a new meaning. & when robo susan rips friedas hat off its like a very violating moment. Something something hats, the lack thereof, vulnerability. I don't know. Sorry. I was going somewhere with this but I don't know how to explain it. You get it though. Hats are interesting.

I like to think that (when everyone got sick and lots of them died and the rest moved to a new island) there was a bunch of small shifts & the animal -> abstract hats was one of them. And Frieda still wearing her dog hat shows her still holding onto the past in some way. There we go, that's something. This isn't a total nothing post after all

#like if only i could write my dream longfic about susan&frieda with big focus on frieda's relationship with the islands especially after #susans betrayal (using the word betrayal lightly because of course it wasnt her fault but i think that was the way it felt to frieda) #and susan reconciling her childhood memories with the life shes built for herself #its so interestinggg theyre so inferesting 😭 #bc theyve both got 2 perspectives all on their own. the one they had growing up and the one they have as an adult #frieda wanting freedom and then 'accepting' not having it... and susan being all about upholding the system #and then having that taken away from her by literally losing her memory. and gaining a whole new perspective entirely divorced from her old #one. soorry im just saying a whole lot of words. anyways #thats my dream introspective dual character study longfic that i would write if i could #but alas i cannot even write a shortfic. and ive got tooo much schoolwork i need to catch up with anyway #sorry but the islands are SO FUCKING UNDERRATED??!? under-talked about. its crazy im crazy seriously they gave us all these crumbs #and can u really expect me NOT to think about it just so much. im still thinking about it #<- only thinks about it somdtimes #i get overwhelmed when i think about things im like unironically bad at thinking

[bericas]

kira & scott & theo || i'll be a killer and a thriller (and the cause of our death)

#twedit #twvid #scireo #kira x scott x theo #taps mic. hello. is this thing on. do u guys see the vision #part of getting scott alone was theo becoming stiles but it was also becoming kira #but the doctors make kira out of control the same way theyve made theo out of control #theo thinks he's the monster just bc hes got teeth but who gave them to him? #he had a more direct hand in the scott of it all. obviously. but ultimately his plan had him become kira. but kira also became him #both mice with their tails trapped under a cats paw. the doctors like to play w their food #theyre diff and they hate each other theyre the same and they hate each other. theres smth wrong w u that is also wrong w me. etc send twee #ANYAWY 4 my tags #kira yukimura #scott mccall #theo raeken #vid #also kira is obviously not theo in. like. terms of evilness. obviously. but in the victimization that causes violence #kiras fox out of control. theo kills scott. kira puts theo in the ground. #again NOT to actually frame her as As Bad As Him theres just some commonality there arc wise

[perenlop]

the image of various scenes with TR crossdressing with the caption “team rocket, destroying gender roles since 1997” has done so much damage to pokemon community and even more damage to the people who haven’t watched anipoke in years and hail them the best queer rep ever from vague memories from their childhood alone

FOR REAL TBH like truly just ignoring that all of those scenes are intended to mock them.

ik its not a big deal its just a pole that i wasnt even following, but something that annoyed me specifically with the one poll was when jessie was against lillie and everyone was like "OMG VOTE JESSIE BC ITS PRIDE MONTH SO YOU HAVE TO OR YOU HATE THE GAYS!!!!!" when like... im sorry lillie has more genuine lgbt hinting than jessie does sldjfslkdfjslkd.

like sure its not the biggest thing ever but one of these characters was pouring their heart out to a girl in the rain about how important she is to her and how much she depends on her while a rainbow comes out, has an arc about breaking out of the strict roles her mother forced her into, and literally gets an RGU reference in the anime and a deeply devoted "best friend", and its not jessie. sure none of that is exactly explicit groundbreaking stuff and i personally wouldnt say youre meant to see lillie as bi, but its more than what jessie's got

#tbh tho ive been watching the earlier pokemon movies in my server and while their role is minimal obviously #i do think i havent been giving enough credit to gens 1-3 TR and kinda gen 4 TR #bc they are genuinely really funny in those first few seasons #i think im just lost in bw/xy/jn hell where they were just EXTREMELY tedious and unfunny #i think part of it is that they stop caring about their little quirks and backstories come gen 5 #and never remembered it again outside of sm #(and even then james's backstory ik is sorta played for laughs? halfway? kinda? #like his abuse is sorta framed as ''HA HA hes getting beaten up by a WOMAN'') #but like james's collection is barely brought up during that era #i also have some issues with how they are in dp bc theyve got both good and bad episodes there. leaning towards bad #and im reeeeally not a fan of how they characterize jessie in comparison to the guys #but idk. genuine thing does anything actually really post abt post dp TR #besides obviously the super dedicated fans and SM (which they are good in ill completely admit to that) #theres like.... two scenes of JN going around and one of them is a bit thats unrelated to them and couldve gone to someone else #mail #d0vegum #btw LOVE the yellowfang setup. lesbian yellowfang real

[mantisgodsdomain]

Finished sketch that we'll... probably line and color tomorrow. Sophodra is, of course, from @humansbgone - and our apologies for the closely-spaced pings, we've gotten ourselves on a bit of a kick and we're seeing how far that gets us.

#humans b gone #bug fables #sophodra #mothiva #zasp #art #we speak #we post our works #fun fact! both mothiva and zasp would be trans based on the handful of sexually dimorphic traits theyve got going on #for mothiva its more subtle but for zasp the stinger is Hard To Miss #also: do these bits of fanart count for the contest or are crossovers excluded/does the piece need clarity of purpose before posting #we enjoy the bugs but we don't have enough background to really come up with concepts that dont lean on Something Else to fill the gaps #we could write fic but uhh. we are Very Unclear on how worm crossover would be received #and posting a worm crossover as literally the third fic ever made for the fandom is. probably a bad sign for something #mantis

[coffeeastronaut]

the shitscript is in fact a a a shitscript but crowley and aziraphale's 6000 years of crowley cheating at checkers every time and aziraphale never wins is seriously so insanely funny. like.

aziraphale is not at all stupid, let alone enough for crowley's literal "whats that outside!!!! [snatches his pieces]" but the fact that he KNOWS hes been cheating this whole time and has been LETTING him is so fucking funny.

not for the reason the script gives (something something its aziraphale's lame moral lesson that even he knows is stupid, but only after an 11 year old points it out to him) but for the reason ive invented in my mind, which is that this is yet another example of their looserman weirdo foreplay

#mi #fuck it. goes in my good omens tag #good omens #i am firm in my belife that they only have a. bad sex but lots of it or b. looney toons sex that gets interuppted by increasingly outlandis #incidents cumulating in like a stick of dynamite from a mining convention thats passing through town accidentally gets swapped with the cig #the cigar that aziraphale was going to use in their noir detective rp that theyve been working up to for 6 years (technically 8 but they #forgot about it for a few years in the middle) and when he goes to sensually smoke it he gets blowed up like columbo and when the smoke #clears all his clothes have spun around backwards like daffy's beak. #both scenarios cause power outages but for different reasons. in the first its bc even the lamest of sex has them like AWOOOOGHAAAA and #convinced theyve reinvented gods greatest gift to mankind and inadvertently fuck with the power grid and in the second its because #crowley tried to feed aziraphale food in bed but butterfingered the fork and as it slipped and tumbled and bounced between his hands like a #master juggler high on too little sleep and too many coworkers who say shit like 'egads!' it miraculously found its way into the wall outle #(the only uncovered outlet in the bookshop; every other outlet has one of those babyproof covers because aziraphale doesnt trust the wiring #to not make random bolts of electricity to come out otherwise; which means they really do do that purely bc he expects it) #and when he impulsively went to pull it out he got electrocuted but on account of him not being human it just felt a bit funny and then #they stood and took turns holding the fork in the outlet and giggling like old ladies do at raunchy operas; completely blowing out the #circuts in the bookshop and every other shop on the same wiring

[nerdie-faerie]

Apparently I timed my quitting perfectly

#work tag #the new manager is absolutely awful and since hes taken over nothings been done properly #the managers that are left are sick of everything they barely do anything on shift the slackers are worse than ever #the newbies dont take anything seriously or have any common sense whatsoever so its just completely downhill #we had an EHO visit last week on the boss' close had lost a star on our rating as a result so the area manager came in a couple days later #he bollocked our boss for the way hes been acting but then he went right back to being a prick #so apparently after i left last night the district manager visited and they had to shut the store early for cleaning #but this was after my manager told me that the boss has been blaming everyone for the state of things but #when they offered to close the store and do a deep clean he refused because of money #the district manager was not happy he pulled both managers aside and now theyre gonna have to close the store for a deep clean #but they might also have to shut down temporarily to get everything sorted but the thing is since this new guy took over only about #half of the closing cleaning tasks have been being done because close is usually made up of the slackers and they just dont wanna do #anything properly its been an ongoing issue for months now and now its catching up with them cus theyve got in the habit of not doing it #one of my managers has kept saying he doesnt think the store will last until Christmas but everyone else is sure were gonna be shut #well before that point like its gotten the bad its part of why i quit #anyway i just got the rundown from my coworker who was on close when this all went down last night

[andromedasummer]

finished my crochet cup holder and sewed up lunas ears, head and sewed them together and have started on crocheting a cactus which is pretty damn good considering i spent nearly all of saturday sleeping to recover from work and the family emergency happening rn

#im okay my grandad is being taken to hospital rn #theyve been working on his heart (hes had a triple bypass and a stent that failed ((think the surgery was botched)) but yeah doctors keeping #and eye on him and found his heart tried to fail twice this week and only the meds stopped it) so hes being taken the the hospital #they live on the other island so my uncle is driving 2 hrs in to look after my grandmother (who is who i actually assumed was sick when the #call came through because shes got a whole heap of problems like alzheimers and parkinsons) #but yeah my dad is gonna have to organize a flight down and i know that despite being short of breath my grandad was able #to give dad a call and let him know what was happening so hes not in a really bad state #but. yeah this is stressful! stressful thing to happen on whats supposed to be a holiday and i hope he just needs to stay overnight #because im coming down next month and i want him to be there. i want to see him. i want to see both of them and sleep in the side room #in the spare bed thats tucked just the way my grandma makes it #and have mashed potatoes and play board games and just. be around them #i know they dont have long left and i havent had to grieve a family member in my life before #i want them around just a bit more. just a little longer

[silverislander]

prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme

#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say #also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic #i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it #levi.txt #i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up #but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding. #i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/ #a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky #also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk #ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times #everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think #and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE #if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will #side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting #theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now #the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind #i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias #and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!! #for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s #w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back #and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!

[isabelguerra]

i love pnat dynamics so much i cannot put it into words everyone is so wrong about each other except when they are right. nobody talks to anyone they should be talking to that would make for interesting and compelling character development. the interpersonal drama is so burdened that characters can barely look at each other without feeling horrible. its so genuinely unironically my favorite

#paranatural #edit this is NOT praising the writing. this is dunking on it. not bad dunking exactly like affectionate dunking but dunking nonetheless #its ‘wow youre terrible. i like you.’ we’re bitter exes. we’re divorced #ive been reading this comic for so long and theyve been with me for so long sometimes i forget everyone is like 12 #characters u feel u have grown up with but they have stayed the same. you are the one who has changed. #anyway in my little imaginary mega headcanon au theyre all college students right now and they will deal with college student depressi #on right there with me #‘there are already adults in pn’ well i dont care about them have you considered that. #isabel guerra is a 22yo lit major who hasnt experienced summer the same way since she was 16 and misses it #max puckett is her roommate who sits upside down on their shitty apartment couch while isabel works on her thesis and he talks to her about #camera techniques. ed calls from art school three states over sometimes but they arent as close as they were when they were 12 and that gap #has only widened. they both want things to go back to how they were before but neither know how #isaac age 23 still feels his emotions very strongly but has gotten better at confronting them #hes 23 so hes a dumbass bc 23yos are dumbasses but hes working so that by his 30s he’ll get his psychology lisence to help confused kids #johnny and isabel started hanging out in highschool and haven’t stopped since. he comes over a lot for him and isabel to bounce ideas #off each other. he helps her w her lit research bc isabel loves it but is kinda shit at it. johnnys an english major #so hes better with that stuff but still pretty stupid. hes just got good at old english bc of forge #if it gets late sometimes theyll just turn the lights out and listen to the fan run in the dark. they usually keep that part a secret though #max knows he just doesn’t say anything. isabel appreciates it. #rj goes to the same art school as ed and studies photography. theyre really good at it they’ve gotten some big gigs #but their favorite thing to photograph is their friends every time theyre home #stephens getting his media degree to start his own ghost hunting show. he has a youtube channel but hes trying too hard w it. #needs 2 loosen up and have some fun. ollie wants 2 be a veterinarian but hes taking a couple gap years while taking on and off classes #at the local community college. hes doin pretty good #i did not realize how much ive been typing. beddy bye goodnight <3

[cutemeat]

s16 we should get a macden sex scene where we get that sort of In-A-Box panning camera where we shift into a top down view of dens bed and it pans to den and he’s sweaty and his eyes are closed and he’s smiling and it keeps panning and we get to mac and he’s just like looking off to the side sort of giving like the Scratching My Head look because it was so ass. basically it was everything den has ever wanted but mac is so upset and scared because the pussy was trash and he doesn’t know if he can live with that in a relationship [it’s all in his head he was just so nervous he couldnt focus on the task that well and he’s self sabotaging almost. after they do it again he’s like wooooah.. woah] [this will not happen]

OHHH NO THAT'S SO GOOD I LOV THE WHOLE MAC SELF-SABOTAGING THING THAT'S LIKE... SO REAL??? 100% putting WAY too much pressure on himself (thnx to dennis tbh) meanwhile den is just like. content as could be, not a single goddamn complaint. tbh i think that's a lot more the core Macden dynamic... i like the running implication throughout the show that balance is restored to their relationship anytime they bang lolll (think s6/s15)

i rlly can see mac spending the whole time agonizing n weighing the Pros and the Cons n just catastrophizing to No End but then they bang a second-time n then shit's fine LOL very typical mac </3

#itd be a good overall resolution to their conflict that started in s6 as well #like they banged after the events of Gets Divorced n so den then assumed they were all good... ready to go back to their Manhunters pre- #Break Up dynamic... like litrlly the whole thng of den getting pissed at mac abt not doing the matching costumes in s6 is all him getting #upset that things arent fixed between them... like he wants matching outfits like in Manhunters... cuz hes a bad psych n doesnt understand #theres deeper shit that needs to be done lol both on their individual ends and in their relationship/communication btween the two of em #at least at that point back in s6 there was... cuz litrlly mac was having his gay awakening IN REAL TIME whereas dens already had his #n just represses it but hes like. Had It.. whereas for mac it was totally new territory n he just wasnt ready. n den got pissed #cuz his expectations Were too high at that time </3 #so yea itd be a good resolution to do smth like thisss #i think itd def work a lot better in s16 than it did in s6 as a resolution LOLLL theyve both done a lot between then n now #srry see im way too lost in the sauce. u stay on. reasonable expectation grounds [this will not happen] meanwhile im like o yea. so true so #canon lets entertain the possibilities </33 this is why im a dennis kinnie sigh #macden #macdennis

[papakhan]

I'm thinking about reworking/redesigning Jessup and Chances mom because I like parts of her character I like I just think I could improve her

#Txt #I just like the idea of chance and jessup being these big bad Khan warriors #And theyve got this single mom who they both adore

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ugh. the fucking struggle of a thing i will not talk about. its just an off shoot of one of my many #obessive compulsive tendencies. it just makes me think of my dad. like hes also a fucking anxious person but hes like. i have the thoughts #but then i dont let them control me so its not an issue. and he knos i get caught up on the structure and identification of problems so #hes always like. its only an issue if its like ruining ur life. and hes right and i definitely meet the standards of both of those things #bc im fucking thinking abt these things constantly. its in my head literally all the time. every second of the day #and i mean i guess this specific thing isnt ruining my life but it certainly isnt helpful and in combo with everything else my quality of #life is not what it could b. idk it just feels all empty which is y i became a fucking workaholic #bc i just get so fucking bored stuck in these stupid patterns that at least i can make myseld useful as i drive myself nuts #it also doesnt help that im still trying to unfuck my leg and not being very successful bc theres this fucking voice in my head like #keep moving. u cant sit down. walk around. dont stop. dont stop. dont stop. i can feel the muscles getting irritated again #its unbearable bc it doesn't really even hurt. i just kno im fucking it up for myself and i have all this excess energy that i cant get rid #of bc i cant run. anyway its just irritating #i probably triggered myself by watching the bear all day lol. its so good but it reminds me of working in a shitty banquet hall when my #brain was on fire. and theyve got that toxic workahoism that i so desperately cling to. and in a weird way i can relate tho their fucked #up mom when everyones just trying to help but shes so fixated on this thing that's clearly causing her distress but shes just screaming at #them. like i mean i have insight into my issues and i try not to let them affect anyone but me but its so hard when its like. i have to do #this thing. i have to do it. i kno its bad. i kno its fucked up but shut the fuck up and let me do this. u dont fucking understand #but i wouldn't say that bc i kno its irrational. ugh. i also have to go to a lab dinner tomorrow. maybe #no time has been listed so idk. its for my leaving so im technically the focus. hate that for me. whatever. itll b fine #at least the place is within walking distance and its like less than 3 weeks until i leave #unrelated

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I'm quitting my job in half an hour.

#this job depends on me way too much to carry the whole damn restaurant #its killing me #the stress. both mental and physical. is ruining me #its just me and a trainee who doesnt know anything after 10am #i have to bring a coworker home at 10am. and im just not gonna come back #gonna text my manager like ten minutes before we go so that he has a warning and can come help the trainee #if i start to feel bad i remember that he could fire me at any time with no warning #this job has treated me like shit as long as ive been here and ive finally hit my breaking point #i had an interview at Starbucks the other day and i did pretty well #hoping that they'll hire me #if they dont then ill come back here. kind of #i work in a restaurant connected to a gas station #the gas station serves food. salads and sandwiches and stuff #i used to work in the kitchen over there and make the salads and sandwiches and stuff #i just learned that they want me to go back there #i might #they treated me a little better and i liked the work a lot more #the walking out wont be too big of a factor. not too much to keep them from rehiring me #theyve let people back who have been fired for so much worse #ive got options. they shouldve remembered that before treating me like shit #i shouldve left long ago #like when they made me run it by myself for nine hours. or when i had to spend the day cleaning up maggots by myself #but i guess this is my breaking point #i would get no break today if i stayed. work nine hours with someone who doesnt do shit. with no break #not doing that to myself #im gonna text my boss. drive home. take a nap. figure out some next steps #im gonna visit my fam for Christmas. i was gonna do it for only three days #im thinking im gonna extend my visit #my sibling will be there too and i havent seen them for quite awhile. so itll be nice to have more time with them #cant wait until 10

[snekdood]

I've never really actually cared about smearing my ex. I only ever wanted to clear my name and draw vent art to an audience i *thought* was removed from them. I didn't think anyone they knew or knee them were still watching me online so i felt like it was okay to finally draw vent art. Art that would only emotionally move them to actually give af about what they did but i felt was vague enough that people wouldnt trace it back to them. And then someone did, and then they wrote a whole callout post about me, which i was anticipating for years, but before that, theyve been for years building this image of me, where they know their audience knows theyre talking about me, theyve been trying to paint me as the abuser for years so that when they did call me out, people could refer to their comic and see "evidence" im bad because i guess thats evidence somehow??? Whatever the case. I feel like ive only been trying to clear my name since they started this. I never wanted it to devolve into this me vs them thing but they seemed to start off that way by default with me. I felt like i had to lay out everything they did to defend my point that i know what im talking about, im not crazy, and maybe listen to me because i might be right when i talk about myself specifically. The fact its gotten to this point is so stupid to me. It would have been so much easier for them to just drop the narrative of painting me as this horrible shitty person but no apparently we had to drag it all the way out to this point. I hate feeling like i have to constantly defend myself because theres a whole narrative about me thats entirely different from who I am. I hate that i felt like i needed to compile all this evidence that im innocent especially since even if i had direct evidence of their abuse people would still somehow find a way to dismiss it. All of this has been a waste of time but i guess so long as they get to throw my name in the trash and shit on it nothing else matters.

#why cant you just fucking apologize you pos #you and your friend were fucked up. you normalized fucked up shit in eachother. it made you think it was fine to treat me a certain way. #or. you treated me that way to paralyze me with ptsd. whatever the case. YOU fucked up. YOU need to face yourself and the consequences #of your actions and what you've done to me- both in and now outside of that relationship. #just because you can convince your followers and even yourself that you were the victim here doesnt make it true suddenly #you need to be fucking honest with yourself and what you did. #vent #i wouldnt even have cared they got popular off of stealing my art style nearly as much if they didnt also decide to drag my name in shit #while doing so. #like you will seriously do ANYTHING you can to try to smother me. and i know its because i know shit about you that you dont want other ppl #to know about. and no its not whatever embarrassing thing you think im trying to humiliate you with. its the weird rape shit you drew. #and its like dude. someone else found that for me. they literally found the website you used to use and i forgot the name of it. #if its so easy to trace this gross shit back to you how long do you think its gonna take for more and more ppl to discover it? #EVEN if you smear my name in shit? #maybe instead of constantly trying to evade your karma you should just embrace it for once. then maybe you'll be able to sympathize w #the shit you dragged me through too. like you dont care howuch you traumatize me at all so long as you can get away unscathed. #you are literally the worst person ive ever met. #ik whatever i say doesnt matter because its Not In Their Best Interest to give a fuck but. i do sometimes hope they look back on this shit #and really take in what the fuck theyve done to me and actually feel fucking bad about it for once. like how can you do this to someone and #feel nothing. it feels so cold and heartless and its why i think theyre just constantly looking away and instead of looking at themselves #directly. #theres nothing i could ever say that could make them do that.

[orcelito]

bts coworker kinda laughs about how stray kids & txt fans r often at each others' throats about who's the Lead Group of gen 4. & how im Technically a stay, but i still love txt so dearly, & she was like "man if you were more online for kpop that would be hilarious"

if i was more online for kpop i would be like "i like them both. stop yelling. get off my lawn."

#speculation nation #like i literally do that anyways lmao like it really isnt that serious #why do we gotta pit two bad bitches against each other?? goddamn #theyve got different styles of music and i like them both. i dont care which is more popular. #but kpop fans are Something Else i swear. nothing else but their fav group exists for many of them. #and that. is one of many reasons. why i choose not to engage with them <3

[buckpaws]

I really can't tell if altar is gonna b my new nightmare in this game/fandom or sooo quirky that I die loving her forever. we'll see in a few weeks

(this post is now about brothers see the tags)

#after what they did to conduit/her writer i have zero hope left #and im still fucking nervous about what caustics lore/voicelines will be in suotamo #i just wanna see him anxious on gaea like he was in the s9 comics #some kind of solemn acknowledgement between him and tae joon #this is their mom and shit is too real. theyve both got so much to feel about this place #tae joon feeling those senses of insecurity of his place in the world all over again #worrying about suotamo. worrying about mystik. STILL worried about mila #maybe part of him wants nox to give him something because thats who he has left to reach out to #dont you feel anything about this place? what it means to our mom? #waiting to be made fun of only to see that look on caustics face hes only seen a few times before #too much. hes thinking of nox as a brother not just as a person and thats BAD #mystik is getting older..things are slipping #they have no choice but to find each other #sorry brothers get me <////3333 *shoots myself with a gun*