#thia DITCHED me

[kedreeva]

Hello fucker im the anon losing my absolute marbles about godfuckingdamned stranger things

Not only are you apparently not going alone to hell and have fucking grabbed me and decided to take me along with you you fuck but i feel as though i was plucked out the 3 story window of my fucking flat and shoved inti the metaphorical backseat of the fucking zamboni machine heading straight for hells fiery gates WHILE I WAS MERELY TRYING TO WET MY NIN EXISTENT FLOWERS ON THE WINDOW SEAL

Having said that i can absolutely fucking tell that the characters themselves are holding the fucking thing together and it would work eith absolutely nonsensical plot SINCE I KNOW ALMOST NONE OF THE PLOT (UNFORTUNATELY I DO KNOW A BIT NOW SINCE IVE BEEN CONSUMING THE FUCKING FICS OF THIS FANDOM LIKE A MANIAC FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS) AND IM STILL LOSING MY SHIT OVER THEM

I have also fucking decided to start watching the fucking thing right fucking now even though im so fucking behind on several deadlines and assignments including a very important one thats due right thia fuckinh week and for which i have yet to write ANYTHING and which has to be about 80 fucking pages long by the end of it so yes i am truly having the fucking time of my life goddamn it i was gonna start watching the fucking thing literally last night but i fell fucking asleep at about 2am because of the all nighter i had pulled the previous night reading the fucking steddie fics and last night i fell asleep woth my fucking phone in my hand doing guess fucking what READING ON AO3 ONCE AGAIN

I literally only vaguely know how steve and eddie look and dustin a little bit and robin a little bit and thats IT but goddamn do i have strong feelings for like 9 characters i know fuckall about except for fanon

As for the goddamn fic that made me lose the last of my sanity it wasnt even a Proper h/c per se just had some h/c in it which was game enough for my tired ass to deem it a h/c fic in my exvaustion and insanity and i do NOT unfortunately remember the name of it but i do know that it was by a fellow whose usernmae is pukner which i somehow remember and it was about 40k long amd what fucking made me read it and LOSE it and i mean LOSE IT like fucking LOSE IT was that it had NONBINARY steve kedreeva it had fucking NONBINARY STEVE so yeah i truly have given uo all of my 2 drops of remaining sanity for the smallest possible little bit of serotonin i could possibly receive

KEDREEVA ITS GOTTEN SO FUCKING BAD I ENDED UP HAVING TO DITCH MY HANDMADE HANDPICKED SPOTIFY PLAYLIST FOR MY LAST FUCKING HYPERFIXATION EARLIER AND FUCKING LOOKING UP A STEDDIE PLAYLIST IM LOSING IT THAT BADLY

I blame you SO hard for everything you are literally never gonna stop hearing from me about this you shall deal with every single mental breakdown and Thought™ that i have because of stranger things from now on because youre the reason why im in this shitshow in the first place my fucking friends and acquaintances and EVERYONE both online AND IRL have been trying to get me to watch stranger things EVER SINCE IT FIRST CAME OUT and _THIS_ is what fucking does me in

Well, I found the fic in question, and a) there's more than one NB Steve written by this person and also they're on tumblr by the same name

and b) Hey....... anyone out there got some nonbinary steve harrington fics to rec? bonus if they're hurt/comfort fics apparently. If I'm going to be blamed, I'm gonna fuckin EARN IT :D Drop 'em in the replies or reblogs or askbox, happy to reblog tumblr links too.

c) heyyyy drop your Steddie playlists for anon let's make it worse as a FAMILY

#steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #anon asks #asks #I need you to know I laughed until I WHEEZED #I was coughing half the way to the vet today after reading this #I am 100% here to be cussed out over your every thought #and I will be obnoxious in return #people say nice things #I hope your friends are as excited as I am to watch you #have several breakdowns over this show #Anon (Delightful)

[ventus-selphus]

Sobs league is rainmaker....

#cries #i wanna play but.... #none of my friends r on..n probably wouldnt want 2 play #thia DITCHED me #thia if ur seeing this #*strangles u* #toto speaks

[fullyfunctioningtrainwreck]

Guess who's back, back again

Cynics back, I have no friends

#well I have like 2 #and neither have facebook #i have ditches that hellscape and returned to thia one #someone send me a writing prompt or something i need to feel something again

[dragon-swords-prophecies]

End of 2021 Writing Wrap up!

Hey! I saw other people doing this and I wanna do it too!

In 2021 I wrote ~60,000 words (This is a guesstimate, from draft 0 & 1 of Frost & Fire, what I wrote on Angel's Daughters & a couple WIPs that I have since ditched).

A lot of this was on Frost & Fire, and that was mostly draft 1. In fact 80% draft 1, because that's 32k and draft 0 was 10k (I never finished it).

So here's a bit from my favorite piece I wrote this year, Frost & Fire draft 2 chapter 19.

CW: Threats, arrows, mentions of war Taglist (Ask to be +/-): @golden-eyed-writer @writing-is-a-martial-art @livvywrites @magic-is-something-we-create @gr3y-heron @ihaveneverhadaclue @void-fireworks @thelaughingstag

The ease was a deception. As they walked out of town for about half an hour they found a path into the woods and followed it, only to be warned off by an arrow appearing in a tree next to Theren’s head. A voice came from out of the trees, and it said, “You have sixty seconds to explain and get the hell out of here, or I shoot. And I won’t miss this time.”

Enna talked rapidly. “We don’t want to hurt you, we just want to talk. You’re the last Bladesinger, right? We need your help.”

“55, 54, 53-”

“I swear we won’t hurt you, and we’ll leave if you really want and not bother you again, but please. The war, the dragon war, it’s back on. And we need your help to stop Dizerdrat. He’s a Greatwyrm now. Only you can kill him.”

“Fine. You get five minutes. This had better be good.”

A woman swung down from the trees, an eagle perched on her shoulder and a panther trodding at her heels. She had long dark blue hair and lavender skin, blue eyes flecked with gold and long, pointed ears.

She was a moon elf, and she recognized Theren.

“You. I remember you. Why do I remember you?”

“Met you in a bar in town about three years ago. I helped you fight that displacer colony?”

“Oh, yes. That thing. Stupid things, really. Now. Explain why you’re here.”

Ana laid it all out, as fast as she could. Dizerdrat being a Greatwyrm, her being the only thing that could stop him, the war being back on. And then the woman said, “Alright. I guess I can’t kick you out, Kitara will kill me. Follow me.”

“What did you say your name was, again?” Asked Ana.

The woman turned around, still walking, except backwards this time. “I didn’t.” And she grinned. She grinned a wild and crazy grin, one that threw joy into Enna. She liked this woman. She was her kind of Elf.

“But it’s Thia, for sake of introductions. The panther is Luna and the eagle is Goldie.”

#writing wrap up #2021 writing wrap up #2021 writing summary #writeblr #WIP: Frost & Fire #enna's prequel

[sethtm]

daniel padilla & he/they / demi-man ‷ watch out , seth agpangan has crash-landed into roswell !! they look 24 years old and celebrate their birthday on january 11. they are from baguio, philippines, reside in greystone complex and are currently working as a restaurateur. one thing you should know about them is he’s taking control of his family’s restaurant after his older sibling abandoned it.‷

heyyy hi it’s me, thia, again! ( tw: brief mentions of transphobia )

full name: seth jhonel araya agpangan

birth date: january 11, 1997

gender: demi-man

ethnicity: mostly filipino (ilocano, waray, and bicolano); 1/4 white

languages spoken: ilocano (native), waray (fluent), english (fluent), tagalog (fluent)

occupations: restaurateur, indie director

sexual orientation: straight (as in attracted to women or fem people)

hair color: black (natural)

height: 6′1″

siblings: 4 (names tbd)

seth grew up in baguio, one of the philippines’ coldest places. as such, it’s also one of the few places in the country where you can grow strawberries. seth enjoyed joining the strawberry farmers at a very young age.

when their parents split up, their father decided to relocate to america. seth’s dad is half-white american, so he had relatives in america. it wasn’t a difficult transition. seth was left behind, though, because they were too young at the time. but seth did kind of feel like they had simply been abandoned.

although seth’s mother was a waray person, from eastern visayas, she stayed in baguio for seth.

seth seems to be a very happy-go-lucky person. he’s cheerful and doesn’t appear to be concerned about stuff. but he can be committed whenever he wants to be.

in 2015, when seth was only 18 years old and a freshman, he moved to america too and won a few awards at a local indie festival.

a few years later, he moved to los angeles and met some people. but he moved back to roswell in 2020 because his older sibling ditched the family business: mangan tayon (meaning “let’s eat” in ilocano) restaurant.

if there’s one thing seth hates, it’s abandonment lmao. so even though they were only 23, he took up the role of manager at mangan tayon.

it hasn’t been easy for him. what upsets them especially is how many people, including ones in his own family, fail to see beyond his super cheerful exterior. they accuse seth of being immature or lazy; they say he never takes anything seriously, even though they try harder than anyone else.

they alway feel like people only see an incomplete picture of him as a person. they’re so frustrated by how others don’t see how skilled, hard-working, and kindhearted they are.

also! seth is a demi-man. it wasn’t until they came to the usa when they realized it, tbh. i’m filipino so i know that in the philippines, they tend to conflate gender with sexuality. (like, if you’re amab and attracted only to women and fem people, you’re cis AND het.) seth isn’t attracted to men or masculine non-binary people, so he never realized that he didn’t need to be cishet. but his relationship with gender is complicated and they feel like a demi-man. they’re romantically and sexually attracted only to women and fem people, though!

anyway, that’s all for now. let’s plot!

#roswellintro

[scilessecretsanta]

Cowardly Confessions

Sciles Secret Santa gift for @static-abyss form @druidandwolfboy!

Cowardly Confessions

Stiles and Scott look up from the set of bags in the back of the jeep and at each other. Once the initial craziness of being back in existence started to subside looking at Scott was a whole new kind of strange. But now that school was over and these new challenges; “real world,” college, and impending adulthood was just on the other side of this last trip in Roscoe.

“Ok i get to drive to the airport but then after that he’s all yours … ” Stiles tenderly shut the back of the jeep and gave it a gentle pat.

“I still can’t believe you aren’t taking him with you … you love this thing more than … , i mean it helped … ”

There was a pause, there was always a pause when conversations veered too close to their last adventure with the paranormal. Things had seemed to settle into some final calm after the Wild Hunt took that crazy Nazi werewolf with them to … honestly who cares. The district took over the school finally and instituted some FBI assisted vetting measures, meanwhile unbenounced to most of the citizens, Deaton and a returned Derek and Braeden put a very concrete end to the Nemeton’s nonsense; and more publicly built a new very modern looking Hale mansion. Honestly the last semester of school passed in a quick blur of refreshing dullness as they got further and further away from the paranormal.

But now this pause, this pause had a new weight, it was Stiles last chance to fill in one of the pause that lingered from before … before everything

—

He blew it … of course he blew it …

But at least he had a back up plan, well more of a failsafe  … a coward’s last defense

Scott finally pulls his head up from the steering wheel of the jeep, the drive back from the airport wasn’t that long and ended at least an hour ago. The tears mostly ended about 15 minutes ago, but now the rest of his body was starting to assert it’s needs. At the very least a need to move into a more comfortable position to sulk in. he slumped back into the seat, he sagged away from the window and settled into a comfortable half sprawl across the bench seat of the jeep. From here he could also reach for the glove box, there was sure to be some kind of junk food in there!

There wasn’t, but there was a roll of duct tape and a letter.

Scotty,

If you are reading this i blew my last chance to tell you this face to face …

Look i know i’m not great at not being a sarcastic idiot about my feelings, and, well other people’s feelings. Add in the fact that the last time i tried to tell you this i disappeared from existence for a while … but now it’s very much “later” so it’s time to tell you …

I love you, i mean i know i tell you all the time, but this time, that time, all of the timei mean in the like Love you (notice the capital letter!) way …

So yea, that’s the thing i needed to tell you … the thing i spent most of that time in a magical train station having to work with Peter thinking about. God it was like my own personal hell. Trapped in my own head kicking myself for the latest in a long line of hiding how i actually feel about you, about everything, behind layers of attitude and sarcasm. And then the only person i find in that stupid place to help me is like the living embodiment of pointless sarcasm …

Then it was another clusterfuck of running around in the the dark saving a town that barely noticed us (thankfully honestly), and … and … and you never asked what i was going to tell you so i just … wet back to my human cowardly ways till it was too late. It was the last day of school and i still hadn’t told you.

And now here it is, we are meeting in like 3 hours to drive me to the airport. I have one last chance to tell you this before i fly across the country for school i’m not even excited about. And i’m so sure i’m going to blow it again i’m writing this …

Yes i Love you, i mean i’ve Loved you … forever it feels like. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard to tell you, it had been there so long that i didn’t realize how important it was till it was gone. Thanks to Theo and and that colossal cluster fuck of poor communication and supernatural assisted blundering we … broke up … ? Or whatever, and of course we fixed it … but i got so scared that i would just ruin us again, that i decided to tear up the Plan and get myself as far away from you and the rest of the people i loved that i kept hurting.

So really what i was going to say before “tell me later?” was this

“Scotty, i Love you, like 100% Love you but i’m a total disaster, even when i’m not possessed by a demon i’m still a raging asshole to you, to me, and everyone around us like 90% of the time, so i’m ditching the “let’s go to Davis together” plan and i’m gonna go to Georgetown in DC and try and figure out how to be a good person that actually deserves you.”

So that’s that, and that’s why i’m leaving you Roscoe, i’ve owned thia guy for years and i’ve never even learned how to actually take care of him. I just throw duct tape and attitude at it and he still works for me. he deserves better and i know you’ll take good care of him because you’ve always taken good care of me. You and your mom are better people than Beacon Hills deserve and i hope Davis know’s what it’s getting.

Love, love and i’m sorry

-Stiles-

——

Stiles,

I’m sorry this took so long to write. But this was important so i made sure to give it time. I’m sorry that meant leaving you hanging on your confession. To save you any more finger biting and nervous twitching i’ll start with this

I Love you too … capital letter and all …

And you aren’t a coward, or at least not anymore than i am, I maybe didn’t realize how strongly i felt till i felt it in others, there were days when i was with Alison that i couldn’t stop thinking about how it felt like i was cheating on you. But i was afraid to test you, i was afraid that if i popped the bubble of your fun jokes and telling me i’m the hot girl and … well i was afraid that if i asked the question then the whole thing would fall apart, so i never did.

And if you think your side of the Wild Hunt was bad … from the day you disappeared i had this ache, it took days before i started to figure out what it was … but when we realized what happened i knew why it felt so bad. We stood in the woods, all three of us and realized at the same time we missed some one we Loved, but at least they could say it out loud. I stayed behind in the woods and cried for an hour as these little shards of memory of you and what you meant to me started pouring back into my head.

I was so happy when it was all over, to just go back to the status quo, that i didn’t want to remind you of that day you disappeared, didn’t want to remind you that the last thing that happened to you before you vanished was your best friend blowing you off … and now that i know what you were going to tell me i feel like the coward. You knew something was coming and you tried to tell me not just something important but something that could have helped me find you, when i think about it i can see the feelings in your eyes, i can smell the scents i missed, i can see what i missed. I should have been able to sense how you were feeling and known it was more important than a “tell me later.”

So if you feel like you need to be sorry so do i.

Look neither of us are perfect, we are, as someone once told me “only human” i Loved you when the Demon controlling you had a sword in my chest, i loved you all through the Theo bullshit, and i will Love you through whatever nonsense you, me, or a demonic stump in the woods throws at us.

-Scotty-

PS: as far as Roscoe goes … he knows you love him too, and actually he’s been helping me reconnect with Derek, he’s much more sensible now that Bradeene is testing him for fatherhood-readiness. We’ve been slowly sorting out the duct tape nest that is the engine and he taught me how to paint it so he’s looking fresh. Derek doesn’t say hi, but he did make a slightly less angry rock face when i told him about … our new capital letter …

PPS: oh and Davis was actually ready for me, turns out they have a little “paranormal club” of their own. One of the professors knows Deaton and he warned them they were about to get a True Alpha … they threw me a welcome party!

—

Scotty!

Awesome! So much awesome!

I’ll cop to being a bit of a brat and making you wait to get this before i call you but if my timing is right and my connections to local government as strong as i think they are i should be calling you about an hour after you get this. (remind me to thank your Mail Carrier Donna … )

We are both dumb idiot cowards! But considering what we went through to get here i’m just gonna say we were saving all our heroics to keep from … you know … dying(and worse!). maybe this is our reward for putting up with all that, and if that’s what it took to get to here i’m ok with that (… well no i will forever bitch about many parts of all of that bullshit.)

As much as things already feel different beyond just the lack of impending doom and being apart from you (and Roscoe!) for so long, and finally for non-magic reasons! i know things will change after this phone call. Now when i say i love you in the middle of a fight about anything from Mario Kart to monster bat demons i’ll know you understand what i mean, that you’ve always understood what i meant. Even better now i know that in those times when i want our hugs to go further, our sleep overs to get a lot more … adult-y that i can make that happen. All i need to do is use my words and just tell you.

Ok i don’t want to drag this out too long, you’ve got a phone call to get ready for … and so do I. i’ll be home for thanksgiving in a few weeks, and then winter break! I can’t wait to actually see you in person again!

Love !

-S-

PS: you let Derek near my Roscoe!!! Kidding, the way that dude loves his Camaro i trust him with the engine of my poor chariot. I can’t wait to see what he looks like! I miss him so much, Georgetown is actually working out well (see below) but i think i need my Roscoe back … January road trip to DC you me and the sexiest Jeep in history?

PPS: thanks for asking your new friends about DC, there is a little “pack” at our school too. No actual wolves but there are a few druids, two warebears (one of whom is basically a bear even when he’s not shifted), and of course some witches, they are excited to have their first “human” though i think i’m going to study with the druids, finally, i wish i’d learned more from Deaton when i had the chance!

PPPS: so i’m just gonna throw this out here now because i know that if i try and say anything about it on the phone later it’s just gonna be silence and crazy sounding giggles. But in addition to the capital letter we are adding on to things … i’m very excited about the more um, intimate developments so for the record i have been looking forward to having non imaginary sex with you. And yes … yes i’ve had A LOT of imaginary sex with you … which we should talk about … because if you thought i was a brat before … well lets just say that at least 50% of the imaginary times involve me getting a spanking for something … there now you have a sure fire way to get me to blush and shut up on the phone in … maybe 20 minutes?

—

Stiles,

If i’ve timed this right … kidding, i know i stuck it in the textbook you said you needed to read on your flight so unless you skipped doing your homework …

It took us a long time to get here … and i think we are better for some of the stops we took along the way to get here, i know Malia and Lydia are happy for us and i’m sure Alison would have been too (Isaac just laughed and then tried not to look a little jealous when we Skyped). And i’m glad Georgetown is working out, i Love you but sometimes you can plan too hard and forget that not everything needs to be a puzzle. If anything i think this is a good way for us to start this new stage of our relationship. We both have lots of studying to do in both the real world and the magical one and i’m sure if we were closer we would get … distracted.

I don’t know what’s next for either of us, and that’s kind of been the most freeing part of the last few months. Ever since that night i followed you into the woods our lives have been determined mostly by other people, now it feels like the two of us are onto something new and are for the first time in control of where we are going, or at least learning how to be. I’m really looking forward to our road trip (and not just for various assorted … sexy reasons) i’ve been making lists of packs and druids to meet along the way, and yes i got the invites to the 14 spreadsheets of other university magic and supernatural clubs, UFO sightings, national parks, “mystery spots,” and a few other i’m just not gonna look at (and you used to call me the nerdy one!).

After years stuck in a small town that seemed like it just wanted to kill me i don’t even know how to really process what my life is right now, thank you for being there for me, keeping me human when i needed to be, and reminding me how strong i can be … and for using up all your bravery running face first into danger with me even if it mean you didn’t have any left to tell me what we both should have known anyway …

-Scott-

PS: Derek says Roscoe should be ready for a January road trip … he says he needs to teach you a few things before he’ll trust you to drive it again. But don’t worry he knows that whatever happens we are going on our road trip … all i really have to do is start telling him what we’re gonna get up to in those roadside motels and he gets all grossed out and walks away.

PPS: yea i feel like if we’d ever had a moment of rest in High School we could have made for a really well organized pack, we just kept learching from one disaster to the next so we only really got to learn what we had to and not any of the other things that might have come in handy. Or any of the fun perks of living in this alternate reality.

PPPS: oh Stiles, you should hopefully be more directly aware of this by now … but i too have had lots and lots of imaginary sex with you, and yes the paddle has come out a few times, though i’ve got a few surprise accessories of my own. Oh and i’ve already been scouting out some good roadside motels for our trip … maybe for Christmas i’ll get us some of our own non imaginary toys to keep us entertained in those cheap motels …

-The End-

#staticabyss #scilessecretsanta #sss17 #sciles #druidandwolfboy #submission

[shitokayimgay]

So theres this guy and he's my best friend and also has a girlfriend ( i know theres where i went wrong ) but i just love him so much and care about him but he would ditch me for his gf anytime and i just feel so worthless because ive been there (1)

for him since the start and through all his break ups why cant he see ? ( why does thia sound like a TS song omg ) He's bi but im the only one who knows he's still in the closet and i just wish he would fall in love with me bc (2)

i couldnt love any one else the way i love him i know him and every little thing he does and likes/dislikes i know his dreams and his talents and his face help hes such an asshole for not seeing me is he blind i ughhh

i think that third ask goes with this???? if it doesnt excuse the error but this kind of ended abruptly and it seemed to fit together even though there wasnt a 3. 

im sorry dude!!! he really doesnt sound like hes going to come around though (which is his loss) but you deserve someone who treats you better than that. relationships of any kind need give AND take and it sounds to me like youre giving and youre not getting anything at all back.

#bec #Anonymous

[kimnjss]

[ finding your toys ] bts reaction.

@houseofarmanto​: reaction request: them finding one of your ‘toys’.

warnings: mentions of all forms of sex and use of toys. 

A/N: requests for reactions are now open and without commissions. if you want to send a reaction request in, simply send me an ask!

NAMJOON

It would be a vibrator that he finds while he's cleaning up the room. Hidden in a box underneath the bed that he just so happens to spot while clearing out the mess of shoes he had underneath there.

Almost instantly, his mind is wandering to when and how you use the pink thing. Thinking about how hot you look when you cum and figuring it would only multiply with the added toll. Had seen you bring yourself to climax with just your fingers, but this was different. This was somehow sexier.

Joon wouldn't beat around the bush about it once you got home, casually mentioning that he found what you've been hiding underneath the bed. And wouldn't allow a moment for you to feel embarrassment, quick to tell you how hot he finds it.

He's got a lot of questions for you, letting his imagination run wild with the details you're giving him. It's not long before he's suggesting you show him rather than tell him now, giddy to watch you.

JIN

Jin had a it on good conscience that your sex life was pretty healthy. Open to many things in the bedroom and comfortable enough with each other that exploring was something easily done with the two of you. So when he's finding your dildo, one he had no knowledge of, in your nightstand drawer his pride takes a hit.

Curious as to why you felt the need to hide this from him and if it correlates to something that hes doing in the bedroom, something he's not doing rather. He wouldn't be able to talk to you about it straight away, not wanting to come off like he's accusing you of anything. He'd take a moment to get his words straight.

And then he'd ask you about it in a serious setting, so you knew that this wasn't a joke to him. He'd ask you the reasoning behind your purchase and if you used it instead of having sex with him.

You'd be quick to explain that it was only for moments where he was far away and after he was convinced that you were satisfied with your sex life, his mood would shift – asking if you'd be interested in adding your new toy into your time spent with him.

YOONGI

Yoongi didn't clean often. Didn't have much time to do it and you were always beating him to it anyway. You didn't mind either, the apartment you shared never so messy where it was a problem. Yet, he still felt like he should pull his weight while he had the time. So he took to cleaning the bathroom.

You're asleep in the bedroom when he's finding the small bullet vibrator you have stashed with the condoms. Not hidden, but he had no idea you owned it. The thought of you using the thing to get yourself off is instantly turning him on. Ditching the cleaning he was doing, he'd be entering your shared room with the bullet in hand.

Fingers nudging into side until you were stirring awake, blurry vision focusing on what he held in his hands. A smirk on his face as he teasingly asked what you used it for, just wanting to hear your answer.

The bulge in his pants from his very active imagination would be catching your eye as you explain your spontaneous purchase. Jokingly, he's suggesting to try it out – but you know him well enough to know that he is not kidding. And his enthusiasm when you're agreeing confirms it.

HOSEOK

Not expecting your boyfriend to arrive early, you decided to treat yourself a bit until he came back. Usually, you'd wait for him to get home when you were feeling horny likes this, but lately he's been so tired after work that you'd feel bad with even bringing up anything non sleep related.

So deep in your ministrations, determined to reach your orgasm you don't hear the slam or the front door. Or the sound of the heavy footsteps coming up the stairs and heading straight for your room.

Hoseok would be pleasantly surprised with the sight of you, no knowledge that you even had a bunny vibrator. But he doesn't waste his thoughts on the how, why, or when. He's clearing his voice to catch your attention, body jumping as if you had just been caught – you kinda had.

He's so excited to join you, basically tearing his clothes off that he's completely forgetting the fact that you had been hiding the toy from him. Too eager to get to you and try it out together, he just couldn't bring himself to care.

JIMIN

Jimin would be the one to buy them for you. A teasing grin on his face as he hands the box over to you, watching carefully as you pull the lace panties from the linen liner. The remote control that came with them, staying inside. Vibrating panties.

You had laughed it off as a joke when he was giving it to you, thanking him with a roll of your eyes as you leaned in for a kiss. But, Jimin had plans for you and thoughts panties. No idea of that until a few weeks later when you were set to have dinner with his members and the company.

Like usual, Jimin had something nice sent over for you to wear. Along with the panties, not budging on the idea when you had texted him in protest. Knowing for a fact that you secretly wanted to. He knew you so well.

All throughout dinner, he'd be messing with the remote in his pocket – driving you closer and closer to the edge right in front of everybody as you tried to act like nothing was happening. He wouldn't let you cum, though. Said the faces/noises you make when you reach your peak were to precious for anyone's ears but his.

TAEHYUNG

The small clit vibrator is falling from your suitcase as you unpack from your mini vacation taken with the rest of his friends. Eyes wide as it tumbles to the floor, no idea that you had even taken it along with you. Taehyung would be laughing instantly, at your reaction not at the fact that you had a sex toy.

The fact wouldn't bother him nor please him in anyway, it was just natural to him and he sort of assumed that you had toys sometime in your life. He'd be casual when he asked you about how often you used it, generally curious how horny his girlfriend was.

Sex for him was a natural act, no matter what form it came in. And he understood that he wasn't there all the time to be with you when he needed him, so if you needed a battery powered friend to get your rocks off – that would be a given.

It wouldn't be the first thing on his mind to try it out during sex with you, but he wouldn't hesitate if you wanted to. When you two did use it together, he'd have his fun with it. Paying close attention to your reaction as he moved it around between your legs and often times asking you to show him how you liked it done.

JUNGKOOK

Before the two of you started dating, Jungkook had been a virgin. You were the farthest thing from that, but you made sure to make him comfortable in everything that you two did and as time went by he was quick to give in to his desires and often times taking control.

That didn't stop the embarrassment that he'd feel upon finding the butt plug you had shoved underneath your underwear drawer. Had been in the process of putting away the freshly washed laundry, courtesy of him, when his knuckles were hitting the rough glass. He'd pull it out, inspecting it with wide eyes – cheeks darkening in realization.

You, sat up on the bed behind him, and instantly noticing the way his back had just gone rigid. Calling out to him, but being ignored because his imagination is running wild at the moment and he's not paying any attention to you. So you stand, moving over to him to see what's got him so dazed.

He jumps when he feels your hand on his back, a soft laugh falling from your lips as you gently pull the toy from his fingers – ready to explain what it is and how you use it. Jungkook is no idiot, though – he knows exactly what it is, but was just trying to wrap his head around the fact that you had it and used it. He'd be quick, to ask to use it with you and the second you're agreeing he'd be falling into dominant persona.

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