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arshysky · 1 year

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— Closer (2004)

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lucyfordnamedhope · 2 years

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If only we could fall in love again..

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#things i’ll never say #personal thoughts #heartache #i miss you #i miss us #sad thoughts #i'll never forget you #i'll always love you #i love you #i want you #talk to me #dear diary #personal blog #heartbroken #i want more #thinking about you #missing you #fuck you

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blogbatsinthebelfrylove · 19 days

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4/6/24 1:52am

“When?”

Have you ever hit that point in your life that you realize it’s going to get worse before it gets better? That is, IF it ever gets better. That point where the only thing you know anymore is survival and you’re just not sure that you want to anymore? Realized you’re a failure in everything so what’s the point in “seeking attention” by attempting suicide. Because you know that you’ll just fail at that too and have to face the world and all the whispers. Realize that once you try to end it that you’ll be unsuccessful and constantly walk into silent rooms that were just filled with chatter. What happens when you finally hit that point? Are you fooling yourself by thinking it will actually get better? That’s what everyone says. “It gets better. It WILL get better.” I’ve been telling myself that for most of my life and there are fleeting moments when a normal, happy life doesn’t feel so unattainable. More often than not I find myself in a room full of people slipping into a fantasy of not having to face the next day and that days catastrophe that awaits. But then I realize that I’m just not that lucky. You see, IF I were to try again I’d just fail like the last 17 times. Each time with more damage and another piece of my soul lost…. They say “It gets better.” I’d just like to know when….

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princessavs · 3 months

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new year, new me.

except i’m still me. i still think of you, i still feel you, i still dream of you.

i still love you.

poseidon, do you even remember me?

#lovestory #things i’ll never say #poseidon

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xxforget-me-neverxx · 4 months

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My love you are as beautiful as the first snow fall in a winters day, the harmonies sing by Noah Kahan and Hozier, the sunset on a clear summer night, the changing leaves in the fall, a clear starry night, the waves crashing against the shore. You are as beautiful as the earth itself and yet you do not see it and I don’t understand how. I look at you and I see magic and it pains me to know you don’t see it too. You are beautiful and everything I’ve always searched for.

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no-vacancy-records · 1 year

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I don’t know how to be your friend.

I am a really good friend to the people I care about, but I don’t know how to be your friend.

When I think about you, my heart races and I remember our first kiss in your friend’s kitchen.

I hear the creek of the floorboard in your apartment, and how I always accidentally stepped on the one broken spot.

I feel the warm touch of your hands on my body, how it was so cold the last time you kissed me.

Switching places with me as we walked became a habit, and now I feel the space you left.

I got used to you opening car doors for me, so I sit in my driveway and wonder when I should get out.

Ice cream used to be my favorite but nowadays I just let your half melt.

The random phone calls and how for once it felt like I was the person someone missed.

I don’t know how to text you without feeling like I’m the only one who wants to have a conversation.

I don’t know how to be your friend.

I don’t know how to let go of the idea of us.

I hold hope in my hands like it’s a delicate flower, barely touching my skin but enough that I can feel it.

I don’t know how to be your friend.

I’m trying.”

// how am I supposed to be your friend?

#poetry #my poems #my poetry #writers on tumblr #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #heartbreak #heartbroken #lovers to friends #breakup #i miss him #things i’ll never say

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wordsofaugust · 10 months

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“my last words to you were that i will always love you. but i guess that makes us both liars—you never loved me, and i’ve finally stopped loving you.”

things i’ll never be able to tell you pt. 650

#poetry #quotes #poems #poem #quote #words #heartbreak #original words #mine #original poems #love poetry #love peoms #love quotes #things i’ll never say #journal entries #thoughts

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shittyboxedwine · 1 year

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today, i woke up at 2am feeling agitated. i dreamt of you again. this is probably the last time i’ll dream about you this year. honestly, it feels random that i dreamt of you. i haven’t seen u (in person/online) in awhile.

okay, i’ll admit, i thought of maybe coincidentally bumping into you yesterday when i went back to my fav city to shop last minute gifts for x-mas day but i didn’t.

this particular dream i had about you is weird and sad and idk, maybe there’s a tinge of regret? in the dream you’re finally saying that you’ve moved on with someone and that you’re finally happy now. i should feel happy for you but in the dream, i felt the opposite. that’s the weird part. it almost feels like i don’t want you to move on with someone else even tho i’m the first one to have someone new after we broke up.

but now after having this dream, a question suddenly bubbled itself in the air; did i really moved on already? why does it hurts so much to know that you have someone else now even when it’s just in a dream. (bc honestly, i have no idea what’s happening in your life.) i should feel happy for you but now all i really feel is guilt. i felt selfish. i am selfish even in dreams. damn it.

all of these makes me confused, even this idea that i am writing about this right now. i am happy now, aren’t i? but why i am so affected about the dream that it woke me up at 2am. i can’t confirm or should i say, i refuse to confirm whether it’s true or not but i really thought that you’ll never get over me your whole life even when you find someone else. maybe it’s the same thing for me—- and for everyone.

maybe that’s how it works and maybe it’s okay. come to think about it: it’s precious to feel that way for a person and at the same time it fucking aches. but it’s okay, i guess. i wouldn’t have it any other way.

so grateful for all of these experiences. it makes my life more meaningful and at the same time mysterious.

despite everything i’ve said about this whole entry i still wish you well, e.

#musings #2am rambles #2am thoughts #2am what ifs #things i’ll never say #totga #weird dreams

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flawless-imperfections · 2 years

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guess i’m wishing my life away with these things i’ll never say

#vibe with me #things i’ll never say #avril lavigne #2022 #Spotify

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musicsavedmylife16 · 2 years

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It’s been you from day one. Don’t you get that? I don’t want anyone else. It doesn’t matter what happens or who I meet or where I go. Nobody else even comes close. It always has been and always will be you.

#things i’ll never say #fuck feelings #unsent letters #unsent love letters

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arshysky · 11 months

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—unknown

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lucyfordnamedhope · 2 years

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I’ll always remember you. I’ll always remember us…

with lament and love.

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#i miss us #i miss you #i want to forget #sad thoughts #I don’t want to want you #things i’ll never say #i’ll get over it #i want more #personal thoughts #fuck these thoughts #im happy for you #i’ll love you forever #i’ll always love you #I’ll always remember #fuck you

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princessavs · 5 months

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the holidays are fast approaching.

they always reminded me of you.

i wish i could be with you, give you a present that’ll make you think of me often.

since you are never far from my thoughts.

time changed nothing, my dear poseidon….

#lovestory #things i’ll never say #poseidon

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whatshebesayin · 1 month

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I remember the time you saw me from afar. You opened your arms and hugged me tight. You squeezed me and lifted me up in the air. I’ll never say how amazing it felt.

#things i’ll never say #we found love #love #heartbreak

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xxk82020xx · 5 months

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I thought I was over you but then I found the letters you sent me detailing your undying love and how the distance was unbearable. Now, all this time later, all the distance in the world will never be enough. Now, we haven’t spoken in 8 months. All that love has disappeared in a violent death so dark only the closest of souls could conjure such pain. And yet after all this time, I wonder, if hatred is what drove you to kill or love?

#things i’ll never say #letters i'll never send

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