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I'm back. Not fr.

An update: I'm training for a triathlon. Waist is still 27" but weight is up to 135. That's muscle for you baby, so don't be frightened.

Anyway, in case there's still someone out there looking at my shit, you are worth more than your physique ❤️

#thinski #anemia #lowcal #i need to be thin #anorexik #shadow and bone #ana thoughts #anorexx #tw ana diary #ana y mia

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Hidden Things

#Bootblacks #ThinSkies #UnitedStates

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Bootblacks, banda neoyorkina que combina elegantemente Post Punk con toques electrónicos, estrena Hidden Things, su nuevo sencillo y lo acompañan con un sugestivo video. Hice una review para @automatique.music Échenle ojo y oído: https://wp.me/pbWGvg-7c . . . #Bootblacks #HiddenThings #ThinSkies #artoffact #postpunk #postpunkmusic #newyork #goth #review https://www.instagram.com/p/CFaNGTRBwyq/?igshid=1239nccm3uxd1

#bootblacks #hiddenthings #thinskies #artoffact #postpunk #postpunkmusic #newyork #goth #review

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✨💕✨Ariana Grande's body is perfection ✨💕✨

#gum would be perfection #anemia #thinski #fit #lowcal #binging #body dysmorphia #its not as simple as just eating #thin inspo

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Not to get too gross with it, but does anyone else like when their 💩 isn't solid? Without the use of laxatives. Like that means that I'm really not eating enough solid food, and I am probably drinking too much caffeine which will stimulate the loose 💩

I mean for me that means I gotta be losing weight, right?

#anemia #thinski #binging #body dysmorphia #lowcal #its not as simple as just eating #thin inspo #eating disoder things #gross out #💩 #eating disoder thoughts #disordered eating tw

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This shit is PHENOMENAL and only 280 calories per pint. I could eat this everyday.

#anemia #thinski #lowcal #fit #binging #body dysmorphia #its not as simple as just eating #thin inspo #but i'll die if i gain #eating disoder things #diet

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I consume an insane amount of pop corn. Coupled with diet soda. It's THE BEST MEAL

#anemia #thinski #fit #lowcal #binging #body dysmorphia #its not as simple as just eating #thin inspo #eating disoder things

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I have a wedding this weekend, and I haven't been restricting as hard as I should be, so I'm not at the weight I wanted to be yet. Plus I've been hella bloated from my period and Easter foods, and I ate an Impossible Whopper this week and that's all I ate that day, but it fucked with my digestion.

Long story short, I'm not eating at all this week save a piece of fruit here or there and plenty of coffee and tea and diet soda and sugar free monster so that way I'm skinny as all hell come Saturday.

<500 calories/day is the GOAL

Plus a long walk everyday to burn it off. Ya girl is gonna SLAY I can feel it in my bones.

#500 calories #low cal #anemia #thinski #body dysmorphia #thin inspo #notproforanyonejustforme #ana ed blog #its not as simple as just eating #just ana things #we starvin #sleep is for the mentally stable #skinny bitch #skinni #skinyspo #lean machine #nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

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I am a grown ass adult woman, and if I want a 25 inch waist goddammit I'm gonna get it. Even if I contract a mental illness in the process.

#anemia #anareksia #bonesp0 #disordered #thinsp0 #thinski #thinspii #skinni #not pro #it's not as simple as just eating #noted #im a clown #im a fool

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Everyone is always talking about how you can have anorexia and not be thin. Which is so true and valid.

But you can also have BED and not be fat. I've always had binge tendencies and I've always been *relatively* thin. Like skinny fat. BMI of like 20-21 but mushy. But that doesn't mean I wouldn't eat 3,000 calories a day for weeks on end.

And it doesn't mean that even now when I'm in a restrict heavy (rather than binge heavy, so my weight is low) binge-restrict cycle, that BED isn't part of my ED.

I don't think my therapist believes me when I tell her that I have a binge eating problem because I'm quite thin at the moment. (BMI closer to 18-19) I'm not ready to admit my restricting problem yet though which might put it in perspective for her even though it should've have to. BED in thin people is valid on its own without restrictive tendencies.

And yeah, I know I need a new therapist if she doesn't believe me. I've known that. But she's been *kind of* helping with my depression. And I'm not going to be able to emotionally handle looking for another therapist until that's under control for the time being.

So I'm stuck with her probably for a few more months. Hopefully less.

#anareksia #thinski #disordered #lowcal #it's not as simple as just eating #just Ana things #binging #body dysmorphia #this is mental illness #anarexyz #ana thoughts #anamia #binge thoughts #bed problems

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I hate that deep down I know that no matter how much I restict, the only way I'm really getting the body I want is if I work out. And I lose steam working out way faster than I lose steam restricting. And working out makes me more prone to binge. I have just realized the true catch-22 of my situation.

Fuck.

#anemia #disordered #eating #it's not as simple as just eating #noted #ednos #anarexyz #ana thoughts #thinsp0 #skinni #thinski #bonesp0

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Today is a depressy morning. Couldn't get out of bed. Showered for long time. Still haven't brushed my teeth. Still haven't left the bathroom. Just chewing my nails. Unable to start my day.

#Depressy #stressy #depression #stress #thank god #overwhelmed #crushing #anxiety #anxious #work from home #shouldve taken a sick day anyway #anarexyz #ana thoughts #ed thoughts #ed things #ednos #noted #disordered #thinski

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Lighting matters so much when taking body check photos. These were taken 5 minutes apart. Sucking in in both. Literally all that changed was the room I was in and the lighting. Now I could feed into my low self esteem and say I always look like the photo of me in bad lighting. Or I could feed into my self confidence and say I always look like the photo of me in good lighting. A glass half full situation.

Trust the good photos. You're that skinny.

K thanks. Stats if you want them

25 years old. 5 ft 7.5 in. 124.5 lb. 27 in waist.

Also, here's a photo of what inspired this because I want to look like this in sweatpants without trying or sucking in:

#body dysmorphia #anemia #not pro #ednos #anarexyz #anareksia #bonesp0 #thinsp0 #thinski #skinni #it's not as simple as just eating

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Did any one read that book series, Uglies, Pretties, Specials? Those are triggering af because they have long, intense descriptions of every physical aspect of humans. And in Pretties she starves herself, and the author is constantly describing her thin frame.

Ugh I wanna read them again as thinspo.

#Noted #anemia #anareksia #bonesp0 #disordered #anarexyz #anarexx #ana thoughts #may be triggering #ednos #thinski #thinsp0 #it's not as simple as just eating #noted #not pro #ed media

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For all the people trying to count cinnamon calories - DON'T. It's literally dried tree bark. It is all indigestible plant fiber. You cannot get any energy from it.

Let this one go.

#anemia #anareksia #bonesp0 #disordered #anarexyz #ana thoughts #ana #anarexx #thinski #thinspii #thinsp0 #skinni #ednos #not pro #it's not as simple as just eating #noted

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~* The BEST quarantine diet *~

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#stress #cortisol #food #eating #diet #cookbook #noted #anemia #disordered #lovely #feather #light #scary #meme #anareksia #ana thoughts #bonesp0 #thinsp0 #skinni #thinski