Managed to eat “only” 2 meals today. God bless zero sugar energy drinks and black coffee for makin it happen 😮💨
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I've reached a point where I keep losing and gaining the same few kilograms and I'm fucking over it I need to take this shit seriously again and start losing weight again so I can feel small
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haven’t been posting much. i was having a lot of issues with weight gain despite fasting and restricting and i think it was because i changed my birth control. i’m starting back on the one i used to be on and i’m really hoping i can get back to losing 🥲
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Bonjour, je me présente même si personne ne lira ceci.
20 ans, grosse, dégueulasse. Je sais que mes parents ont raison. Même mon propre grand frère me regarde avec dégoût et évite de me regarder.
Ça me fait mal, je souffre mais bon.
J'ose même plus aller voir mon copain tellement je suis dégueulasse.
Je veux perdre. Je veux redevenir comme avant. Mince. Et pas obèse. #tca #4n4 #anorexic #anorexique #grosse #moche #poid #skinny #thinsoo #thinsbo
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my bf saved this snap from me and pls i look so good
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i ate 600kcal and drank 3 liters of water today and i feel so ✨skinny✨
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Day 2
Weight this morning was 84.6kg so I’ve gone down 0.4kg.
Not the best but I’ve decided this time I’ll be happy with any progress as long as I lose even 0.1kg a day.
It wasn’t great because I ended up eating 1190cal which goes above my limit but I’ll make up for it tomorrow by having max 810 cal tomorrow.
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was nervous the 99.6 lb weigh in yesterday was a fluke but maintaining at 99.4 today. i could be at my goal weight so soon wow
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should i put my stats back in my bio again? i feel like it might help some other people with similar body types to mine
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Can't trust my scale anymore
last month i was 88 kg
now i am 87kg
only 1 kg down
but I don't feel only one kg lighter?
my arms are slimmer and my legs too, even my stomach felt smaller
but I only lost 1kg????????
like what
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Speaking it into existence now. I will be close/to my goal weight by November 29th,2019.
7months. Does anyone wanna try this with me?
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I had a dream last night that I was back at my lowest weight and I was incredibly happy and actually had my shit together, I then had to wake up, I cant even escape my ed in my dreams anymore
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Awake at 3 in the morning. I need to get up in 3 hours and my brain won’t fucking turn off! It might be because I get some test results back from the drs that I am not looking forward to l. Fucking brain. Fucking anxiety.
I got up, made a tea, got on my scales and got shitty coz I haven’t lost since yesterday - what is the matter with me?
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