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sunflower-butch · 1 year
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Stupid fanfic asks part 3/3 @candle-lion “all divisible by 3”
69: how do you write emotional scenes? do you ever feel what the characters feel?
First of all, nice. Second of all, music music music. I have to have some emotional music to write to. I would say I occasionally feel what the characters feel, especially when I relate to whatever thing is going through their head
72: what do you do if a scene gets too serious?
Not sure what this means necessarily. I think I’m pretty good at keeping my serious scenes the right amount of serious and my not serious scenes not serious. I guess if it happened, try to add some witty line to lighten the mood? But usually if I want it serious, I want it serious, ya know?
75: do you know how your story ends before you start writing?
About half of the time. Run away was started spontaneously with no end in mind. Same with so are you with me? But a lot of the others were planned. Sometimes I change my mind halfway through too. I call it the ADHD way of writing
78: how do you choose where to end a chapter?
If the word count is long enough to feel satisfying and I feel I have closed the scene at a satisfying point, I’ll end it. Sometimes I’ll end on a cliffhanger for the fun of it or dramatic effect
81: if you could go back in time and give your younger self a piece of writing advice specific to you, what would it be?
Don’t burn yourself out. It’s okay to take your time. Your work will end up better anyway! I used to be so bad about publishing whatever I had written IMMEDIATELY for that dopamine rush of validation (both in my Wattpad middle schooler days and beginning run away). Editing and sitting on my writing a bit before posting has helped its quality and my confidence. Plus writing burnout sucks ass. I love to write, and burning myself out is a quick way to change that
84: said: overused or underused?
Depends on the writer. I think I underuse it in an effort not to overuse it lmfao
87: does your writing style change depending on the genre you write?
I think it does, but not necessarily consciously. I tend to lean into different imagery and metaphors depending on the thing I’m writing. I think it’s most noticeable in like,,, the difference between there in the garden with some of the darker, gothic imagery, vs so are you with me? with lighter stuff, sunlight, etc etc. I emphasize different things too
90: do you notice your own voice in your writing style?
Oh one of my biggest fears is not having a unique writing voice. I don’t think mine is strong by any means, but I think it’s there
93: do you hear other people’s writing styles when they talk?
Only with my irl best friend. I think the more you know someone, the easier it is to pick up on those consistencies between writing voice and speaking voice, but I don’t talk to most writers I know enough to hear it, and I don’t think our Discord/Tumblr convos are super reflective of our writing
96: romantic/social sideplots: interesting or irritating?
Depends. Fuck off with your love triangles (unless they’re true triangles). I love a good messy romantic or other social side plot
99: was being a writer a dream of yours when you were little? or did it spring up when your older? or is it just a hobby? 
It was!! I’ve always loved reading and it translated to loving writing too. I don’t think I could make a career of it, I don’t think I’m famous author material between my skill level and the fact that having to have books out would become a chore. But! I would love to have published books still. I think it’d be fun to be a PhD’d microbiology researcher who also happens to have a few silly queer novels published on the side
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crossover-enthusiast · 7 months
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Alr fnaf oc—so his name is Andy, but his actual name is Andrew
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Basically, Andy's kind of like Cam. He's really chill a lot of the time, and is overly smug and teasing. He's fairly calm, and can be kind of flirty sometimes. But he has a heart of gold deep down.
Michael and Andy end up meeting in the past because Andy happened to be standing nearby while Michael was running away from somewhere since he was mad about his dad again. Andy began to converse with Michael, and at first, Michael was very annoyed because of it. But it eventually got to the point in their convo where Michael gradually calmed down a little, and they started to get along. And when Michael finally explained the reason he was mad, Andy decided to play a song on his guitar to cheer him up.
In the past, Andy also might have been sexually abused by his biological parent, so he is adopted.
When the bite of '87 eventually comes along though, Andy is of course dissapointed and angry because he didn't think Michael would do such a thing. This causes an argument to spiral between the both of them, and the two break off their friendship. However, they end up reuniting in the future a few days before Michael gets a job at the FNAF 1 location, and despite it being very tense, they slowly begin to become friends again.
Oooooo, interesting
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haletwinsstan · 3 years
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Rosalie: yeeted
Emmett: yote
Rosalie: YEETED
Emmett: YOTE
Carlisle: will someone please just tell me who threw Edward out the window
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yioh · 3 years
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2020 follow forever :^)
hello it is, but i, ur local frog, yura, i really realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to make some kind of post to appreciate everyone on here because , fr, you guys have been such a large part of my life recently and i can not thank you enough... every single person i have interacted with on here has been so wonderful and it’s been such a pleasure to talk with you guys<3
also extremely extremely extremely sorry if i forget anyone, i really really do love every single person i interact with!! this is my first time doing something like this also this is probably filled with typos but im too impatient and lazy to read what i wrote, im so sorry if its weird or something aaaaaaaaaaaa jhdsgjhd
without further ado lets goooooo losers😎
@honeyedmilks sof u are one of the softest people i know, we didn’t get to talk that much this year but i love ur presence in general and it makes me :D when u pop up on my dash/notes hehe, i can’t express just how much i adore ur writing, the vibes and settings and the way u write in general is so my thing and !!!!!!!! <3 
@asianmelodrama faizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa u are mine and a lot of other people’s sunshine on this hellsite !!!! ur blog is so feel good and pretty and relaxing and i love all ur thoughts and ur gifs are soooooooooo pretty and ur so cool !!!!!!!! thank u for being so kind and creative and wonderful and for creating a place so safe and lovely i love u i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
@muscosus robin robin robin robin ILUSM !!!!!!! ur so fun to talk to and i find it so amusing that we met each other via druck but then consequently found all our interests colliding and we were literally *shook pikachu* kdhigjdghkjf also whenever u tag me in whale stuff it warms my heart so much and i treasure our friendship so so much !!!
@lesbiangoths OLIVIA why are u so adorable :( everytime u send me an ask im :) ur so creative and talented and ur crocheting stuff looks so COOL !!!!! also ur vibe is just immaculate in general and talking with u is so easy, never change ilu bro
@illiterateopossum ELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur DEFINATELY one of the people on here that are MOST special to me, all our conversations are so freaking fun and man, u just get me .... and watching u get into all the dramas and anime i reccomend ??? it makes my heart doki doki hiagsjhjh thank u for always looking out for me and sending me the most loveliest messages, im really really bad with words and i am SHITE with keeping up with messaging but i seriously treasure our friendship so so much, i only hope for good things to happen to you next year and all the years after that, you’re such a kind wonderful person and !!!!!!!!!!!! i love u sm :(
@beesnutz KJDFKHIJFHKD GUSTE i wanna be emotional this one time and tell u that ur seriously such a fun person and the way my brain goes on overdrive from creativity when i talk to you is . insane. i want to bonk ur head with as much cereal as i can, never forget that you will always be the dumb sidekick to me, the superior villain and i WILL lead the way to world domination one day. sometimes i feel like u aren’t even real, you could be an anime character and i wouldn’t even bat an eyelash . ilu <3
@rosa-leche kana kana KANA :^) how are u so ???? sweet ???? adorable ???? wonderful ????? i already had so much fun interacting with you, all ur thoughts and messages are always so sweet and u make me smile SO much, and after the secret santa i feel like we have so much in common !!!!!!!!! do tell me if u ever watch bloom into you hehe, keep being the angel u are, ilusm !
@petekaos RAHUL !!!!!!!!!!!!! meeting u this summer feels like so long ago somehow, you sir!!! are one TALENTED person . it really really amazes me with how much passion you get into things and how much love and adoration you put into the things you create, its so so special .... anytime i see u vibing on my dash it fills me with so much joy, keep doing u bro !!!!
@toptaps zeeeeeeeeeeey you are so lovely :) you’re so gentle and soft and i adore talking with u about nanamin, also u are so cool and i was rly rly happy when u followed me lol, lowkey i admired u from afar jdhjkhdijd i love uuuuuuu
@fushiguroo MY LIL OREO CUTIE PATOOTIE oFC i still remember the first ask u sent me, i was so taken aback and honoured :( and the more and more i talked with you and saw you on my dash i was so happy, you have such good taste and you’re so so cute, take care of urself and stay the precious bean u are ok? 
@morksuns sumaya sumaya sumayaaaaaaaaaaaa everytime you interact with me im :D i love all our little convos and ur vibe in general is so peaceful and relaxing, im glad i got to meet you:’) here’s to another year and many more after that, that are filled with only good dramas !!!
@gayvlad NICO (nico niiiiiiiiiiiiii ) YOU DESERVE THE W O R L D. i dont know why but as soon as i had like one convo with u that one time i thought u were such a chill cool person :( im so happy that i get to be friends with you, all ur gifs are so pretty !!!!!!!! ur such a kind person and ur blog is such a warm nice place to be. :) 
@cupidhashorns   peach ........... PEACH !!!!!!!!!! you might be one of the nicest people in the WORLD , whenever u like my posts, regardless of whether u know what im on about lmao, i feel so seen... its just so nice to know that Someone i listening to the shit you throw into the void on this site lmao, i adore all ur asks and i truly truly appreicate all your messages so much. thank you for finding my blog interesting at all man, i cant tell you enough how happy you make me :)
@guihan arloooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY CAT FRIEND . THE AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS IMMEASURABLE your cats ................... are so cute .............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so glad i got into tsomd and got to meet you , whenever u tag me in things im !!!!!!!!! also im defo gonna read  twwtadsl sometime ksdjkdhjksd you make it sound so good aaaaaaaaaaaaa
@otterplush rey many people have probably already told you this but you are someone so ...... so spectacular and special and incredible and amazing ............  so much of your words has given me SO MUCH comfort in the short time i had known you, seriously. i seem to always stumble on your blog whenever im most hurt and your words have really had an impact on me in the best way possible and i love u so so so so much. i only wish for good things to happen for you and i want to be there for you in a way you are for everyone else !!! you are so warm and kind an generous, everything about your vibe feels so soft... also i always wanna rb everything you rb ndjbshs ur blog is so pretty :( 
@aheartandashirt nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA MY KSH THIRST BUDDY KDHJKHDKJHDF fr ive had some of the BEST convos with you, ur taste in dramas is !!!!!!!!!!immaculate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so so so  fun talking with you and everything you gif looks so nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for being such a lovely friend to me, you’re so easy to talk with and so friendly and nice and <3 *pat pat pat* 
@tetsuos dawn dawn !!!! you are !!!!!!!!!! such a talented person !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love ur little corner on the web, its so nice to read all ur thoughts about the dramas you’re watching, all your thoughts are so well thought out and interesting to read and, in general, i adore seeing you do ur thing :) *hug hug * 
@heartsofsunlight angel ! your drawings are so beautiful !! you are such a beautiful person in general ! whenever u drop by it makes me so happy, its been so lovely getting to know you, thank you so much for talking to me :) i love uuuuuuu
@metawin jay jay jay !!!!!!!!!!!! for some reason whenever i see u im overcome with so much love !!! everything you make is so beautiful and u are defo one of the most elite people here hehe, also ur cats are ........ so adorable ............ 
@metawwin aliiiiiiiiiiiii, its been such a pleasure seeing you on here !! ur so soooooo kind and whenever u sent me those adorable asks it made me so happy, you’re like a little happiness fairy, you eminate so much joy and positivity !! also ur singing ... immaculate 
@87s min min !!!! u are soooooooooooo adorable, i think ive said this before but u seriously give me little sibling vibes lol, its so fun talking to you, and im so happy that you first popped up to me !!!!!!!!!!! iluuuuuuuu
@joblessquinoa JQ :^)    i always associate you with my engineer haha, and that was so long ago !!!!! ur so fun to talk to, and i adore seeing u rb and leave ur thoughts on all the manga and webtoons im reading !!!! in fact whenever u like my posts i aways feel so happy hehe, also . i literally wouldve failed my coding course without u thank u SO much for helping me out * cries* 
@gigiesarocha cata CATA CATA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  when you first popped up i was so elated to talk to you, u seemed so nice:( and later when u told me u watched joan’s galaxy because of me i was sdhfsgijdfhjkdhjkfh all ur gifs are so unbelieveably gorgeous, i literally go back to the set u made of yioh staring at joan skipping all the time, its so ........ beautiful.......... hopefully we get more wlw content next year and hopefully theyre all as good as joan’s galaxy hehe, iluuuuuuuuuu
@yibobibo aamna my love !!!!!!! how are you so precious ? everytime u reblog any of my posts its an instant serotonin boost, the experience of getting back into mdzs along with u was seriously incomparable, it was so FUN and i wanna go back :( ur such a friendly wonderful and talented person and i adore seeing all ur creativity blossom on this website, ilu aamna !
@brightwin JELLY jelly u are literally the human embodiment of the softest teddy bear in the WORLD . i wanna give u all the hugs and pats i can because u make me so !!!!!!!!! happy and u fill me with so much soft warmth ........... thank u for being u, all ur gifs are so pretty and its been so nice to be able to bask in the light that comes off of u, never change i love u so sooooooooooo much <3
and lastly, some blogs that i really really adore !
@kurusutakatsu @chanagun @yuhaosturtle @jiangyanlisgf @duoerla @yinyu @tichawongtipkanon @jbums @wenqing @lemongrasslesbian @weiixian @schech @kikuism @earthfluuke @0ffgun @yamaguccchi @wullu @seniorwitch @leoyunxi @floraflorenzi @dreamterlude @florbexter @doctorbahnjit
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ninjadoph · 3 years
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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nope
3. Have you taken someones virginity? Yes
4. Is trust a big issue for you? Oh! Yes
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Can’t go out
6. What are you excited for? Waking up everyday
7. What happened tonight? sex and convo
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? Yes
9. Is confidence cute? Hmmm. Depende
10. What is the last beverage you had? Beer
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? idk
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yup
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? sleep as usual
14. What are you going to spend money on next? gift for my husband
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yessssss
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Hmm yup :)
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Mu husband
18. The last time you felt broken? Today :)) May 24, 2021
19. Have you had sex today? Nope. Last night
20. Are you starting to realize anything? Already started
21. Are you in a good mood? Not really
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Oo :D
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Idk
24. What do you want right this second? Idk
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Bakit.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yeah
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Yes
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Picture of my husband with her Ex-live-in-partner ;)
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? My fam
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Depende siguro
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Of course not.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yup
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Nah
34. Listening to? Hangin ng electricfan
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Sometimes
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? At work
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Oo :))
38. Who did you last call? Wala akong pantawag ;D
39. Who was the last person you danced with? Husband
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because he goes to work
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? I cant remember
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No:(
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? A BIG YES!!! Way back 2011 Hahahahaha
44. Do you tan in the nude? Nope
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? He always gives me kisses
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yup
47. Who was the last person to call you? Idk
48. Do you sing in the shower? Yeah :)
49. Do you dance in the car? I dont have car XD
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? No
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? None
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yeeeees
53. Is Christmas stressful? Nope
54. Ever eat a pierogi? What’s that :D
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Wala e
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? A nurse
57. Do you believe in ghosts? Of course
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Always ;)
59. Take a vitamin daily? Nope
60. Wear slippers? Yes
61. Wear a bath robe? Nope
62. What do you wear to bed? sleepwear
63. First concert? Silent sanctuary August 2015
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? None
65. Nike or Adidas? Nike
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Red
69. Ever take dance lessons? Yes college days
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Yes entreprenuer
71. Can you curl your tongue? Oo naman
72. Ever won a spelling bee? Quiz bee lang
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Oo :)
74. What is your favorite book? The Little Prisoner
75. Do you study better with or without music? With music
76. Regularly burn incense? No
77. Ever been in love? Oo malamang
78. Who would you like to see in concert? LANY
79. What was the last concert you saw? PNE, ITCHYWORMS, SPONGECOLA
80. Hot tea or cold tea? BOTH
81. Tea or coffee? BOTH
82. Favorite type of cookie? Anything
83. Can you swim well? Slight
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yup
85. Are you patient? Yessssss
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? BAND 😍😍
87. Ever won a contest? Yup
88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope
89. Which are better black or green olives? Idk
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Di na uso
91. Best room for a fireplace? Bedroom
92. Do you want to get married? BIG YES 🙂
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Get to know me?
Yoooo - yall remember Myspace, and people would blog survey posts lol. Well thats me, I’m people. And I just wanna write my lil heart out and avoid all of my real life responsibilities. So found a lil questionnaire thing and I’m gonna fill it out. Also lowkey like doing this every so often so I can look back on it and reflect and see how much I may have grown/changed/shifted viewzzz ya feel? :) 
Sooo here yall go <3 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
My neice maybe?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
People who know me would tell me to put outgoing, but I honestly feel shy on the inside, so it just depends.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Literally anyone lmao fuck this quarantine
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Definitely
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Lets hope so
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Kind souls <3 always notice how they talk to their friends and family, but even people they don’t know like servers or janitors, etc. that shit matters heavy.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Probably not
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
A few homies
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Nah not really, just depends
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Not sure -it’s been a min since I had a “deep” connection or convo that I can remember - but was probably with my bestie R’Bo
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Google that shit” lmao me, giving advice to my friends
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
TOUGH!!!! After Hours by The Weeknd is up there, Cayendo by Frank Ocean (been jamming his shit HAARD lately) and Inside Friend by Leon Bridges & John Mayer….but also been listening to albums - like Childish’s new album, Floreyyy for lo-fi shit, and also got into 070 Shake recently just to name a few.
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
FUCK YA
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yeah budddyy
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Idk, my bday party was lit?? And lots of river floats happened
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Lol
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Cant deny that there isn’t so yaaa
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
No
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yes
20. Do you like your neighbors?
Just moved, so don’t know em
21. What are you bad habits?
Procrastination lol and biting my nails
22. Where would you like to travel?
Literally ANNNYY-fuckin-WHERE!
23. Do you have trust issues?
Hmm I wanna say generally no, but I also always keep it one hunnnid with myself, and as much as I’d like to say I don’t have any - I think I def have insecurities with myself, that have the potential to become “trust issues” in certain relationships, but overall no. I live by the whole “you have my trust til you fuck it up” mantra
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Coffee in the morning lately, missed it and forgot how energized it makes me - gives me time to wake up and reflect/set daily goals
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Stomach forever :((((
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Scroll on my phone, pee usually, or feed my cat lol
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Tanner maybe?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My mom or my best friend R’Bonney - but any of my close friends and fam honestly
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Not directly
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Lol ok, so this is always changing…but lately (and by lately I mean the past few years) its been a no. I’m open minded though and am aware that I’m always changing my mind sooo who knows
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yeppperoo
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Honestly, those aren’t my “thing” lollike id prob laugh or be awkward or just have to be hellllla drunk - but like I wouldn’t mind Jason Momoa and Tom Hardy tossin me around
33. Spell your name with your chin.
hjaylkee
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Scocer back in the day - actually went and kicked it like a week ago for the first time in YEARSSSS - felt so damn good
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV, music forreeevverrr
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Lol story of my life
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
“Soooo” then probably ask a question or some shit lol
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Hmmm…definitely have to be funny/have a good sense of humor. They’d have to be open-minded for sure. Up for trying new things, places, cultures, food, music, etc. Just have an adventurous spirit I guess when it comes to that. Have a good line of communication/openness - and just be able to have a deep/intellectual convo about anything and everything. Bonuses: taller than me, likes cooking, and going to music shows.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Amazon lol I hate shopping
40. What do you want to do after high school?
To go back to high school :( lmao so much id re-do, cant believe its almost been a decade
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Hell yeah, this is life my dudes, dont take it so seriously - we all fuck up at some point or another
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Something is on my mind for sure, or im just tired lol
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Yeah
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
DAMNNN WHAT so hard - I guesss if I had to pick, space…just because it’s more rare/harder to do I’d think.
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
My cat lol with his meowing ass
46. What are you paranoid about?
Lowkey a lot lol
47. Have you ever been high?
8)
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Who hasn’t????
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
naw
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Black probably, like half my wardrobe
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Of course
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
My bad habits
56. Favourite colour?
Yelllllow :)
57. Favourite food?
Oh gaaawwd, literally anything - lately: PB&J’s, fries, wings, Mediterranean, Mexican, pickles, ice cream, ramenzzzz
58. Last thing you ate?
Pistachios
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Cofffeeee w creamer
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Idk, not off the top of my head - maybe something back in elementary
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nah
62. Been arrested? For what?
Yeah lmao
63. Ever been in love?
Yes
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
No its really not that interesting and idc to type it out
65. Are you hungry right now?
24/7/365
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Lol yes a few of them <333
67. Facebook or Twitter?
FB
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
Noooo
70. Names of your bestfriends?
R’Bonney is number 1
71. Craving something? What?
Foooood, and companionship? Lol
72. What colour are your towels?
Idk, random, mostly blue
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
A lot lol
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Lol no, but I have my one from my childhood in my room
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
1 - shout out to you Mr.Fluffy
75. Favourite animal?
I am fascinated by sharks; and like gators/crocs. But I have mad respect for elephants, they’re sooo damn smart and beautiful.
76. What colour is your underwear?
Dont have any on
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
BITCHHHH CHOC
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
All of them
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Tie-dye
80. What colour pants?
none
81. Favourite tv show?
Game of Thrones prob
82. Favourite movie?
Avatar or Shawshank Redemption
87. First person you talked to today?
Sissy
88. Last person you talked to today?
Friend on FT
89. Name a person you hate?
No one, maybe Trump? lol
90. Name a person you love?
Everyone, fr fr
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Nah
92. In a fight with someone?
Nah
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Not enough <3
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Not enough <3
95. Last movie you watched?
The Decline on Netflix, short lil foreign oil, was deep/interesting
96. Favourite actress?
Not sure-Sandra Bullock? Or Meryl
97. Favourite actor?
Denzel or Morgan Freeman
98. Do you tan a lot?
Nah not anymore honestly
99. Have any pets?
Yessss
100. How are you feeling?
Mediocre
101. Do you type fast?
Ya
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Im sure
103. Can you spell well?
Ya
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Lol im nostalgic af, so yes
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes litttty tittyyy
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Probably :(
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Hell yeah brother, I’m from TX
108. What should you be doing?
So much shit lol
109. Is something irritating you right now?
The fact that I ain’t doing all the shit I should be lol
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yooo yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Prob my sister or my mom?? Lol I cry a lot, idk and idc
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Hayls?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes
115. Do you play the Wii?
Back in the day
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Surprisingly, no
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Nah, unless maybe if its homemade
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Yeah occasionally, more of a Thai food chick or Japanese
119. Favourite book?
Kite Runner
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Low-key sometimes lol
121. Are you mean?
Hell noooo
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Ok, this is an interesting one lol I mean no, it’s not “okay” - since it usually constitutes lying/hiding/hurting someone - BUTTTT, for a lack of a better term - I wanna say it’s “normal”? But thats because I, personally, am on the fence about the concept of monogamy. Like no, I’ve never cheated nor experienced that in return - but the whole concept of monogamy and like that a person can love and only love or be with one person is WILLLLDDD and I can’t help but note that its a social construct that we, as a society, are conditioned to from the time we are born. Idk if that makes sense bc im high af lol but those are my thoughts…like to sum it up - cheating is fucked up and sucks, but at the same time its not all that surprising/shocking anymore, like borderline “normalized” just as divorces are and shit, so I feel like bc biologically we aren’t made to be with one person lol. I don’t condone it tho. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Hell to the naw naw
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Hmmm idk about that one, but also can’t deny it
125. Do you believe in true love?
Yeah of course, you’re talking to a hopeless romantic
126. Are you currently bored?
I guess we could say that
127. What makes you happy?
Food and close, loved ones
128. Would you change your name?
Nah, too much paper work
129. What your zodiac sign?
Cancer, with my lil moody, sensitive ass
130. Do you like subway?
I did lol
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Story of my mf life lol literally all my exes are “best friends turned lovers” situation, so guess it would just depend lmao
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
Lol oh godddd; ok off the top of my head - Tupac - Keep Ya Head Up is what comes to mind; just a timeless song and the lyrics are still relevant/apply to this day and idk just really resonate with the message behind that song <3
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Idk, but it was probably SO dumb, and told to my parents lol
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Either or, lately open so my cat can go in and out lol
137. How tall are you?
5’6 mayyybeee 5’5 actually lol
140. Summer or Winter?
Fall!!
141. Night or Day?
Def a lil night owl, always have been
142. Favourite month?
April and October for weather at least
143. Are you a vegetarian?
No but I try, and go through phases, I’m definitely mindful the older I get and more focused on my health I become
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
FUCKIN ALLLLL
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee but I like tea too, just seem to drink coffee more regularly
146. Was today a good day?
The grateful-to-just-be-alive in me wants to say yes lol but idk, felt off/unaccomplished and cried a lot, so no.
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“This too shall pass”
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Sure why not
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“After all, what he had always wanted was just that: to know new places.” -The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
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1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
water bottles and soda cans!
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
chocolate.... im lov it
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
cotton candy!
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
hardworking, earnest, and honestly? they gave me too much credit ebagweaganegioawnegew
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
soda bottles!
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
somewhere between boho, goth, and grunge hehe
7. earbuds or headphones?
headphones!
8. movies or tv shows?
movies,,
9. favorite smell in the summer?
you know that wet pavement smell after it rains? love that
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
dodgeball hehehe
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
nothin tbh. i don’t wake up early enough for it
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Writing Music! i made it hehehe
13. lanyard or key ring?
key ring!
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
GUMMY BEARS AND JELLY BEANS
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
“A Child Called ‘It’“ by Dave Pelzer
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
cuddled up to someone in blankets,,, im lov anything with my s/o tbh
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
i have this beat up pair of blue slip ons that have bloodstains on em bc i got a nosebleed one day bwaeiugbaweugbaweubguaw
18. ideal weather?
post-raining, or like. just before it starts raining
19. sleeping position?
anything with my s/o or bein wrapped in like. a billion blankets
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
on my home pc in my room!
21. obsession from childhood?
dice and video games!
22. role model?
i know it’s gonna sound dumb but like. a lot of characters from media have influenced me a lot, like sans/komaeda etc. another one from my real life would be my aunt on my mom’s side!
23. strange habits?
i bounce my leg while listening to music or stressed,, that’s abt it. OH and i like twirling a small blanket around on my arm bc... acrobatics of sorts
24. favorite crystal?
amethyst, but anything clean cut and rounded looks rlly nice imo,,
25. first song you remember hearing?
the first day i remember in my life was christmas at my grandma’s when i was 4, so probably random christmas music ubwegebwgwebgoibgweg
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
sometimes when i get tired of sitting around at home i like to walk down to the dog park by my house! 
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
cuddle,,,,,,,,,,, wrap up in a blanket with some freshly baked cookies n just. be there
28. five songs to describe you?
megalovania, medley rush 2 from the sonic rush ost, the promised neverland english op, metal crusher from undertale, metal scratchin’ from sonic rush
29. best way to bond with you?
just talk to me! im godawful at starting convos but i love talkin to ppl! 
30. places that you find sacred?
every person’s room feels that way, as well as obvious places, like churches n whatnot. we went n visited my aunt’s old house so my mom could pick up some stuff and being in her room after she died in 2015 was just like. an emotion i can’t rlly describe
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
hoodie, trackpants, n sneakers hehe
32. top five favorite vines?
back at it again @ krispy kreme, ADAM, they were roommates, two dudes in a hot tub, my croissant
33. most used phrase in your phone?
either “be there soon” or “ily” 
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
none tbh. i don’t watch much tv so i don’t see ads often
35. average time you fall asleep?
either 10:30 or sometime after midnight. no in between 
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
it was a rage comic
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
suitcase!
38. lemonade or tea?
lemonade, but i LOVE tea!
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
LEMON CAKE....
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
i was walkin in the halls with my friend and someone dropped a styrofoam cup of pasta on my friend’s head from the second floor awbegiuawbeguiawbguaewg
41. last person you texted?
the person who sent this ask heheheheh
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
jacket pockets!
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
hoodie!
44. favorite scent for soap?
anything really, but i like whatever my s/o uses bc it would remind me of them!
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
fantasy!
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
underwear tbh. like. that and a tshirt or just underwear is the only way i can sleep
47. favorite type of cheese?
sensory issues say i have to hate all kinds of cheese outside of like. grilled cheese so let’s go with that/cheddar
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
dragonfruit! 
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
GOD pretty much every quote from monomi or chiaki in danganronpa 2, but mostly “if you learn to love yourself, that love will continue to carry you for your whole life! love, love...”
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
OH HERES A FUCKIN STORY OK so i was at my friend’s house with a bunch of others bc we were doin a sleepover type thing and we were eating raising canes in his attic at like 3 am and some guy high on like. 3 different drugs at once got impaled through the leg on his fence. nobody saw him but we knew he was there and the cops were there in like 3 minutes. that very same friend has some of the most wack stories ngl
51. current stresses?
just doing well in school and making sure my s/o is happy!
52. favorite font?
comic sans.......................... im sorry
53. what is the current state of your hands?
my palms b sweaty but my fingers are dehydrated tbh. typin
54. what did you learn from your first job?
work.... difficult
55. favorite fairy tale?
probably the princess and the frog!
56. favorite tradition?
christmas!
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
probably my most noteworthy traumas tbh. gettin therapy for em, too
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
writing, my ability to overcome obstacles, being able to help ppl as well as i can, and making friends fast!
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“Not dead yet.”
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
Probably either shounen, romance, or moe,,,,
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
“It’s a beautiful day outside. Birds are singing, flowers are blooming. On days like these, kids like you... should be burning in hell.”
62. seven characters you relate to?
sans, komaeda, makoto naegi, komaru naegi, toko fukawa, chiaki nanami, and chihiro fujisaki!
63. five songs that would play in your club?
they’d all be fall out boy tbh. that and videogame osts
64. favorite website from your childhood?
armor games hehe
65. any permanent scars?
i don’t think so? at least, not yet
66. favorite flower(s)?
roses and anything blue!
67. good luck charms?
my dice sets!
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
vanilla york peppermint patties... gross
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
pikmin in pikmin 1 who are underneath a bridge when it’s completed are killed because they get pushed through the ground
70. left or right handed?
right handed!
71. least favorite pattern?
probably the hellish bumpy pattern all teachers have all over their fuckin classrooms
72. worst subject?
math
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
chicken nuggets in milkshake... good. or frankly just like. cooked chicken mixed with anythin cold like ice or ice cream
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
like. 3 or 4
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
i was eating a crunch bar and it fell out hehe
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
I WOULD DIE FOR FRENCH FRIES.
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
any small blooming plant, like a single rose or flower!
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
hrm. coffee from a gas station tbh
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
NEITHER LOOK GOOD LMAO and i don’t have a driver’s license. that’s just like. a prediction
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
jewel tones!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
lightning bugs!
82. pc or console?
either works but i spend more time on pc!
83. writing or drawing?
writing, but i like both!
84. podcasts or talk radio?
talk radio, but i love podcasts like TAZ or Critical Role! 
84. barbie or polly pocket?
neither? but probably barbie bc it’s more well known? idk
85. fairy tales or mythology?
mythology!
86. cookies or cupcakes?
cupcakes all the way b
87. your greatest fear?
me being the last person i know alive. i’d rather die than outlive everyone
88. your greatest wish?
i hope that no matter what there is after we die, i get to be with the people that are most important to me. 
89. who would you put before everyone else?
my s/o and family tbh
90. luckiest mistake?
buying danganronpa bweguowabguawebogbaweibg
91. boxes or bags?
boxes!
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
fairy lights!
93. nicknames?
i go by wes, dev, bines, anything rlly
94. favorite season?
spring!
95. favorite app on your phone?
tumblr hehe
96. desktop background?
it’s the ddlc cast! it’s a greyscaled image of four of the events cut together and their eyes glow hehe
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
only one, and it’s my dads bc i have to call him every time i go to my grandparents’ hehe
98. favorite historical era?
probably the one we’re in now tbh, but like. also hate it
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Payback is a bitch. Do them all.
“itAy thanks for curing my evening boredom
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
     I think it was my friend Elli during a service project or my friend when we went to the movies (we occasionally pretend we’re a couple when we go to the movies lmao) 
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
    Shy. It was super hard to make friends during grade school. But if you put me with the right people I can be outgoing. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
     My friend group tomorrow. I think we’re playing smash again? 4. Are you easy to get along with?
     I think so? I have no idea tbh. I know I was a bitch when I was younger though. Hopefully I don’t put off those vibes now 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
     The only time we interacted I was drunk so no lol. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
     Tattooed, nerdy vibes, can make me laugh, nice eyes, idk I just like guys ok7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
     HA. Nope. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
     Romantically? or friendship? Also bold of you to assume whoever does these are straight. To answer, my friends who are all homies. 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
     Depends on the subject. I am always down to make sex jokes but don’t fucking tell me the shit you did with your SO the other night.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
      I’m always down for deep convos tbh so I do this frequently. I think the last full length deep convo I had was with Jessica though? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
      “LMAO” to Joey bc I rick rolled his ass. Bitch apparently I’m always texting you?   12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
       According to spotify it’s: Alexander HamiltonGoodbye Yellow Brick Road (Sara Bareilles’ cover) When I Was Your Man (Aaron Tveit’s cover) The Greatest Show The number one song is one I don’t listen to any more so I’ll replace that with the song I’m listening to “How Far I’ll Go” 
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
      God yes. That’s the BEST feeling. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
      Not really miracles. But I do believe in luck in a sense 15. What good thing happened this summer?
      My birthday. Going to Chicago. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
      Sure I’ll kiss my mirror again. Sorry y’all I don’t kiss and tell.17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
      Absolutely.18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
      I have had so many I don’t remember my first crush. And I know for a fact I didn’t start talking to crushes till the middle of high school19. Do you like bubble baths?
      No I hate baths. I think it’s gross. 20. Do you like your neighbors?
      I like their dogs. Especially the beautiful pit I get to dog sit 21. What are you bad habits?
      I get very nervous very easily. I’m unsure of myself. I’m also messy.22. Where would you like to travel?
      New York and Europe 23. Do you have trust issues?
      Who doesn’t? 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
      When I go to sleep.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
      My stomach. 26. What do you do when you wake up?
      Check my phone. It’s really bad. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
      Neither. I like my skin color even though I’m pale as fuck. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?
      I’ll have to say my friends Yara and Josephine. Love all my other friends and no offense to y’all I’m just really self conscious 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
      LMAO one basically did the other day. At least he regrets how he treated me. That’s some tea. 30. Do you ever want to get married?
      Hell yeah. Am I currently ready for it? Hell naw. 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
     She’s too long. I really want to cut her but that costs money. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
      Chris Hemsworth and Anne Hathaway. Or Vanessa Hudgens33. Spell your name with your chin.
      done. That was strange? 34. Do you play sports? What sports?
      I did soccer for one season when I was 6. I spent most of the time playing with my hair. That was the end of my athletic career. 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
      TV bc we have netflix and hulu 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
      Tons of times. It’s my brand. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?
      I’ve been doing shitty mouth pops recently. I also start rambling about my day.38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
      Someone that puts up with my bullshit 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
      TJ Maxx. Ulta. Target. I don’t shop often. 40. What do you want to do after high school?
      I’m outta that shit hole. Have been for 5 yrs. 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
      Of course. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
      I’m listening fully and don’t really have anything to contribute yet. 43. Do you smile at strangers?
      Working at a hotel has forced me to. I hate it. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
      SPACE MOTHERFUCKERS - the ocean freaks me out45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
      Needing to pee, hunger or work 46. What are you paranoid about?
      EVERYTHING. Mainly the future tho 47. Have you ever been high?
      Nah. Not opposed to it though. 48. Have you ever been drunk?
      Yep. I get really touchy. It’s weird. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
      Stalk people’s social medias? 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
      Grey 51. Ever wished you were someone else?
      I wish I was Vanessa Hudgens. 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
      I won’t write it here 53. Favourite makeup brand?
      NYX. Cheap and good. 54. Favourite store?
      Target 55. Favourite blog?
      My own. 56. Favourite colour?
      Pink or Green. Depends on the day.57. Favourite food? 
      Anything with pasta or rice 58. Last thing you ate?
      pasta 59. First thing you ate this morning?
      beef jerkey. I have weird cravings60. Ever won a competition? For what?
      For being the world’s most emotional bitch 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
      Hell no. Stay in school kids. 62. Been arrested? For what?
      Nope.63. Ever been in love? 
      Yep. Still don’t kiss and tell. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
      I know I just said I don’t kiss and tell but this isn’t talking about the person. Wet. Gross. Sloppy as fuck. They were shit at kissing. 65. Are you hungry right now?
      Nah. 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
      I have one tumblr friend. He’s a pal. 67. Facebook or Twitter?
      Twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?
      Twitter. I’ll make one for this blog soon. 69. Are you watching tv right now?
      No I’m listening to Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson. 70. Names of your bestfriends? 
      Kim, Michelle, Jessica71. Craving something? What?
      Nothing. 72. What colour are your towels?
      Pink and green72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
      It used to be two until I got a new giant pillow this week. 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
      I have them. I don’t sleep with them. 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
      Four. I just counted. 75. Favourite animal?
      Meerkats 76. What colour is your underwear?
      Pink. 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
      Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
      Strawberry79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
      Grey and pink 80. What colour pants?
      Dark grey and green - I’m in house clothes I don’t match 81. Favourite tv show?
      Jane the Virgin 82. Favourite movie?
      Hairspray 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
      Mean Girls. The second one was trash 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
      Mean Girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
      SHE DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
      Bruce87. First person you talked to today?
      Joey?88. Last person you talked to today?
      Joey. What the hell. 89. Name a person you hate?
      Hm they don’t need their name here90. Name a person you love?
      My brother91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
      Someone from work 92. In a fight with someone?
      Nah I don’t deal with that bs 93. How many sweatpants do you have?
      None. I do leggings tho ( I think I have 7 or 8)94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
      2 hoodies 95. Last movie you watched?
      The Green Book96. Favourite actress?
      Anne Hathaway? 97. Favourite actor?
      Mark Hamill 98. Do you tan a lot?
      I burn a lot. I’m pale99. Have any pets?
       No 100. How are you feeling?
        Alright. Kinda pumped bc my fav cover of Come Together came on (from the Justice League movie)101. Do you type fast?
        Yes but this is still taking me a while to get through 102. Do you regret anything from your past?
        Hell yeah. No tea is being spilled tho103. Can you spell well?
        If I have a pen and paper I’m decent. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
        I miss some ppl yeah. Adulting sucks bc you can’t see everyone all the time105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
        Lol that was the only rebellious thing I would do in high school 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
        Not that I know of? 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
        Yes I love horseback riding 108. What should you be doing?
        Studying for the GRE109. Is something irritating you right now?
        Boring drama stuff. I won’t go into details. I’ll get over it. 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
        Everyone has. 111. Do you have trust issues?
        Sis you already asked this. Yes. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
        My mom? I was crying bc I could fit into old shirts 113. What was your childhood nickname?
        Family calls me Kari. Friends call me Rina114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
        Yep. Last month. 115. Do you play the Wii?
        We play Netflix on the wii116. Are you listening to music right now?
        “I am Woman” by Jordan Sparks 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
        Only from a can. I hate soup. 118. Do you like Chinese food?
        Fuck me up with crab rangoons 119. Favourite book?
        Eragon120. Are you afraid of the dark?
        I don’t like not being able to see. So sure. 121. Are you mean?
        I’m a dick to those I care about. Sorry. 122. Is cheating ever okay?
        Absolutely not. Dump their ass. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
        Nope. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
        I believe in infatuation at first sight125. Do you believe in true love?
         Not sure 126. Are you currently bored?
        I was till I started this 127. What makes you happy?
        anime, superheros, nerdy shit, music and makeup 128. Would you change your name?
        No. I used to want to as a child. 129. What your zodiac sign?
        Cancer. 130. Do you like subway?
        No. It’s gross. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
        Politely decline132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
        Already answered. 133. Favourite lyrics right now?
        “Yoko Ono, she got that Yoko OnoYou know that shit that made John Lennon go soloKnow that shit gotta be lethalIf that pussy broke up The Beatles” - Jay Z
Murder by Justin Timberlake (Featuring Jay Z)134. Can you count to one million?
        I could. I don’t want to though.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
        Not sure. 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
        Closed. 137. How tall are you?
        Five foot. Three inches. 138. Curly or Straight hair?
        My hair is wavy. I like both.139. Brunette or Blonde?
        I’m a brunette140. Summer or Winter?
        summer141. Night or Day?
        day 142. Favourite month?
        october143. Are you a vegetarian?
        nope but i’ve considered. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
        dark chocolate. I’m old. 145. Tea or Coffee?
        tea - coffee gives me the shits 146. Was today a good day?
        It was decent. 147. Mars or Snickers?
        Mars148. What’s your favourite quote?
        “It’s not who we are underneath, it’s what we do that defines us.” - Batman Begins 149. Do you believe in ghosts?
        Yes and No150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou)
         GRE prep book “Directions:” It said more but my fingers hurt from typing all day. 
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ishqbaaz 21.08.18 lb
dang. straight to the point.
telling how the chunri slipped from her head right then.
lmao nikhil’s insecurity isn’t gonna be gone thanks to the divorce you dummy. his insecurity is wrt to A. your very large bank balance, and B. the raw sexual chemistry you seem to have with his girl.
idk what utopia shivaay lives in where a divorce in india is gotten SOOOOOOOO easily.
anika trying desperately to taalofy. good move, girl.
FUCK. FOILED. THIS FUCKER IS CARRYING A COPY IN HIS COAT POCKET AT ALL TIMES IT SEEMS. ONE TIGHT SLAP HE NEEDS. ASSHOLE.
lol he’s sooooooooo going to fuck up the papers. consciously or subconsciously idk, but he’s gonna do it for sure.
pehle aap pehle aap mein gaadi chootti jaa rahi hai fucking idiotsssssssss!
fuck he’s signing. HE’S SIGNING. FUCKING HELL BILLU NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
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DUDE LOOK AT HER FACE. DOES SHE LOOK LIKE SHE WANTS YOU TO??????????
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iska adh-maraa chehra toh dekho while signing. chaanta lagaaon ya kya karoon iske saath?
where the fuck is om, he needs to bust in here and kick shivaay’s dumb ass from here back to the OU istg.
LMAO AT THE WAY THEY’RE JUST SAYING “SIGN” “WAIT” “MR KUKREJA” IN VARYING ORDERS.
snort pen ke bhi issues.
“chal raha hai” *grabs at it and clicks it a few times* SHIVAAY WHAT EVEN ARE YOU DOINGGGGGGGGGG YOU DUMBASS
abhi tak toh sign sign kar raha tha. jab woh sign kar rahi hai then you have the audacity to be all frozen and devastated? literally fuck outta here, shivaay.
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of course.
a poor substitute for her chand bracelet btw.
of course, anika has gyaan to baatofy. bish tum toh kuch bolo hi mat. tangg aa gayi hoon main tumhare chutiyaape se. 
shivaay you’re right and all, but *longest sigh ever* you just can’t do anything right, even when you try your hardest. i’m just so done with you. 
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son honestly. 87% of me is very happy at your tadap but the rest of me is just so sad for you. you poor dumb fucker.
also are they dyeing nakuul’s beard these days? it looks... darker in a not-natural way?
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ugh you both are justtttttttttt suchhhhhhhhhhhhhh idiotssss.
but the angst! i loveeeeee it. delicious!
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where are rikara, honestly??????????? THEY COULD BE USED SO WELL TO FUCK ALL OF THISSSSSSS UP SO SPECTACULARLY. USSI BAHAANE SCREEN PAR BHI DIKH JAAYENGE. WHY AREN’T YOU USING THEM YOU DUMBASS SHOW?!?!!?!?
oh thank god at least gauri’s here.
om’s here too. but that’s not what i want???? i want them togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. schemingggggggggggg. all up and close in each other’s facessssssssss as a bahaana of “plan making”.
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ah fuck. he’s crying. that soft “ek minute, om.” the wiping his nose like a child. i can actuallllly feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that tightness in his chest. ah mannnnnnnnnnnn. 
fuck meeeeeeeee, why do i fall for man-pain, every single timeeeeeeee???????
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this framing tells me that something is going to get hurled at the camera real soon. phone? that rack? aur kuch hai kya phenkne laayak yahaan?
rack it is.
lol why was om panicking from just hearing the magazines being thrown tho?
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fuck. see? this is what i meannnnnnnnnnnnnn when i say this dude’s best acting is non verbal. just never give him lines ever again.
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“main theek hoon. tu bataa, kya discuss karna hai?”
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lmaooooooooooooo “bitch really???????” om’s face. honestly, he makes suchhhhh a good audience proxy.
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sure. aal iz well.
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same, gauri. #same.
ooooh khanna gets snack tasting duty. nice. how to get a job like this?
but like, without having to deal with shivaay as a boss. at all.
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eeeeeeeeeeee cuteness!
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every time gauri maarofies a taana about “aapke bhai” and om agrees, i get 4 days added to my lifespan.
....... and who the fuck is bhaiyya to “strictly” decide the wedding theme?????? neither the bride nor the groom, so how does his opinion even matter?
lol anika has the same point to make. itna sab kuch kar liya hai toh yeh bhi khud hi decide kar le bc.
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UGH THESE TWO ADORABLE MOTHERFUCKERS. I WANNA SMOOSH THEM TOGETHER TO FORM A S’MORE FILLED WITH BEAUTY AND LOVE. 
is khulle saand ko laal ka phobia hai? really?
the way gauri keeps looking towards ommmmmmmmm every single time, to bond over the inside joke, i can’t you guys! i just can’t! can you two just go make out in some corner somewhere??!?!!? why are you wasting your timeeeee hereee with these losers????????//
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cyoot patoot. too adorbz.
ANIKA HE LOOKS NICE IN HIS NEUTRALS OK. PLS. APNE TAANO SE DON’T MAKE HIM CHANGE INTO OU ADVENTUROUS SSO. MAIN JHEL NAHI PAAUNGI!
lolwhut did om just say “oh my my!”?????????????????
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pffffffffffffffffffft om you adorable creep. use these sexy hands of yours on that cute girl there, not on your damn brother. 
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baby sisters the cutest.
gauri out here kholofying all of di’s secrets. maine toh pehle hi kaha tha, yeh ghar ka bhedi hi lankaa dhaa degi.
also pool ka mention and paani ka darrrr means we all know what’s gonna happen!
om that’s a really dumb “solution”. one of these things is not like the other. the colour red cannot actually kill your brother. lord.
ohohoho unintentional emo moment in middle of hasi mazaak.
this is the dumbest fucking “challenge” ever to get them both in the damn pool. like... just have her fall in man.
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lmao he’s sooooooooooooooo mad at being challenged tho.
not listening to this ainvayi ka chutiyaap because:
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UGHHHHHHHHHH WHAT EVEN ARE THESE FACES!?!?!
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lmao this is the most accurate pictorial representation of the sibling dynamics here rn. 
god, what even are these technicolour kapde. i feel like i’m dropping acid.
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lmao she’s sooooooooo bored.
omggggg i love how she noped outta that convo with nikhil to go talk to om instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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be still my aniKara loving heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also #omkaraIsBae
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LMAOOOOOOO THE TWO BABY SISTERS’ REACTIONS ARE BEST.
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matlab maanna padega is bande ke confidence ko. looking smug wearing... THAT.
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you know it’s true love when you’re dressed like that and she looks at you like THIS. #loveisblind
lol ok shivaay, enough with the smizing already. you’re way too short to be ANTM. 
lolololol chachi’s reaction.
talk about upstaging the damn bride. how fucking rude, shivaay.
but i guess the bride explicitly asked for it so......
i cannot get over the range of emotions om went through in the last 30 secs:
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lmaooooooooooo and finally his kinda proud mama hen look, like “see? see how hot my bhai is? abhi bhi der nahi hui hai bhaabi!”:
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ugh ok enough of this slo mo nonsense already.
oh great. naach gaana. i actually like this song though. imma just forward around a lil bit to see if there’s any good rikara bits, though lorddddddd, kunal’s dancing is just *shudder*
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TFW THE WEDDING PLANNER (WHO’S BRIBING YOU TO GET MARRIED IN THE FIRST PLACE) AND YOUR TO-BE WIFE ARE EYE-SEXING EACH OTHER AND NO ONE GIVES ONE (1) SINGLE FUCK ABOUT YOU.
wow even chachi is shipping shivika now. such is the power of colour coordinated couples.
THIS IS SO RANDOM. WHY’S HE DANCING WITH HER WHILE NIKHIL IS STANDING THERE??????????? AND THE LAMEASS CHALLENGE WAALE ISHAARE BS. AND THE FACT THAT THEY MADE RIKARA AND PRINKU THE BG DANCERS??????????? THIS IS ALL JUST SUCHHHHHHHH BAKCHODI OF THE HIGHEST ORDER AND I CAN’T STOP CRINGE LAUGHING.
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same, saasumaa. honestly, #same.
but then he’s paying for the whole wedding. so let him dance with her, i guess. lol.
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bro this isn’t appropriate in desi society even if you’re the fucking groom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT EVEN ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!!??!?
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LMAOOOOOOO CHACHI THO.
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literalllllllllllllllly no fucks given. amaaaaaaaaaazing. the balls on these two. i have no words. honestly.
lmaooooooooo poooora gaana hone ke baad, after finishing his grind up on the bride, shivaay pulls nikhil in as an afterthought. just... what a guyyyyy.
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THEY STILL WON’T STOP EYE-FUCKING OMG YOU GUYS I JUST CACKLED OUT SO LOUD THAT I STARTLED THE CAT AWAKE. JFC. THESE TWO ARE JUST SOMETHING ELSE.
someone please get kunal some anti seizure meds for the epileptic fit he’s currently having.
(i’m sorry! he’s just SO BAD. WHY DO THEY MAKE HIM DANCEEEEEEEEE???????????)
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I LEGIT HAD TO PAUSE THE VIDEO COZ I’M LAUGHING SO HARD. THIS POOR DUMBASS. I DON’T THINK ALL THE MONEY IS WORTH THIS BEIZZATI. 
ohohohoh. time for dream sequence.
i mean i like this song and all, but come on, it’s fucking 10 years old. why not something nice and new? the dhadak title track really fits them rn. ugh.
also the choreography is really some trite bs. honestly, some effort would have been nice.
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i’m just here for the aesthetic (uski toh inhone dhaijjiyaan uda di)  good looking ppl making gooey eyes at each other. 
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OMFG WE GET BOTH POOL MAKING OUT *AND* THE RETURN OF TIA TOMORROW?!?!?!?!? GOD BLESS US ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Rodeo and Juliet
Here is my play by play reaction to this movie. 
1. So there is a girl named Juliet and she is moving to her grandfather’s ranch with her mom after his death. 
2. She is pissed that she has to move, but then she meets this horse, Rodeo, apparently she had riding lessons in NYC but can’t saddle a horse.
3. Seriously, she just like throws it in the air with the strength of a 9 month old infant.
4. She makes friends with Nan, like who the fuck names their kid Nan? Anyway, she is the only black person in the whole town so far. 
5. Nan takes her to a barn dance and introduces her little brother, so two black people so far. (this movie does not seem to accurately represent the beautiful diversity of our nation)
6. Some mean girls approach Nan and Juliet. They claim that Juliet’s outfit looks like, “a clearance rack at Chicos”. 
7. Juliet is wearing like a black leather jacket and black jeans and black heels, I mean they aren’t Prada but the outfit isn’t bad.
8. Anyway, Juliet comes back with “I’ll let Lana del Rey know you said that next time I’m backstage at one of her concerts like last weekend” and, “Oh my mom’s friend Calvin designed this outfit, Calvin Klein.”
9. Super cringey so far and way too detailed for a comeback.
10. Some country boy approaches Juliet and she dips out of the way for another cowboy and pretends he is her date, this movie is so cliche so obviously they fall for each other. Not actually sure what his name is.
11. Meanwhile, Mom is at judge’s office looking for a will or statement entitling her to the ranch meanwhile some Billy Ray knock off comes in saying he has paper that entitles him to half of the ranch. Judge said it was never official.
12. We find out his name is Hugh and he was the grandpa’s right hand man.
13. A lot has happened and I cannot really follow but I guess the mom is now employed at the Judge’s office and is helping look for a will.
14. Juliet’s mom says to stay away from Loverboy since he is Hugh’s nephew and therefore the enemy. 
15. Oh and btw Mom tells Juliet they have to sell the horse.
16. Juliet throws a fit and then learns of a barrel racing competition and thinks that if she and Rodeo win that she can’t sell him or the ranch.
17. Loverboy offers to teach her and says that she knows he’ll do anything for her, so their relationship is going hella fast, like it has only been 2 days.
18. Since Juliet is supposed to stay away from them she convinces her mom to let her ride Rodeo at Nan’s ranch
19. I suspect she’ll be riding Loverboy too, if ya catch my drift ;)
20. Training montage and searching for document montage begins.
21. Hugh and Loverboy have the same haircut and hat, little freaky.
22. Loverboy has a really pointy chin
23. Also horse is pretty little/scrawny for being a barrel racing horse
24. I have been informed by Ari (roommate) that Loverboy’s name is Monty.
25. So Juliet has been practicing for like 2 days and she’s already a god at the game
26. Definitely a hallmark movie due to the nature and quick, hard to follow plot and lack of diversity.
27. Wait! There are two more black people, a receptionist at the county clerks office and a dude in line. Ari: “still no asian people!”
28. Everyone drives really big, really shiny trucks
29. So some random dude with a weird beard shows up while mom is sweeping the driveway. 
30. His name is bill Atterbury and he is looking for the grandpa, mom says he is not here and fails to mention that he is dead. 
31. Okay now she mentions it all dramatic like. 
32. Anyway, homeboy wants to buy the horse. 
33. Oh and apparently mom is trying to get him to buy the land too. 
34. This convo is going down like the opening to a cheesy 80′s porno (at least I am assuming so)
35. Ooh she invited him in for some lemonade..... and probably some sex too.
36. JK it is just really cheesy to invite a stranger in for lemonade.
37. The low visual quality and cheesy movie tropes make me honestly question if this is a hallmark movie or a bad 80′s porn.
38. Juliet is wearing some black off the shoulder shirt with big white lettering that says NYC with neon paint splatters.
39. It looks like it was purchased anywhere but NY, probably the juniors section of a SEARS department store.
40. Her hair keeps changing colors from dark brown to auburn, now she has a blonde streak in it.
41. Okay mom is now explaining her childhood in this small town. 
42. Her mom died when she was 10 and her dad attached to her really hard, which seems normal since she is his only family left. 
43. She was once in love with Hugh, engaged even, she liked the idea of being a rancher’s wife. 
44. Then she fell in love with writing and ran off to New York, her dad and Hugh obviously did not approve. 
45. Whatever she had with Hugh ended when she left and then she met Juliet’s dad and so on. 
46. She admits that she really loved Hugh. Something tells me she still does and that they may get together again.
47. This entire movie I thought that Juliet took WRITING lessons in NYC but she was taking RIDING lessons in NYC, and apparently her grandpa paid for them.
48. This explains why she is so good at barrel racing, doesn’t explain why she can’t put a saddle on a horse. 
49. Another off the shoulder top, what is up with this chick?!
50. Nan is always wearing a Canadian tuxedo ( Denim Jeans, Denim shirt, and Denim jacket)
51. Nan and Juliet are having girl talk and Nan is teasing Juliet for having a crush on Monty but like she’s already been on a date with him and kissed him so this shouldn’t really be a shock for Nan.
52. Monty takes Juliet to a tree grove on their horses and claims he has never taken anyone there before. 
53. They kiss on horseback, as if this movie weren’t cliche enough
54. Why is Juliet always whispering in the horse’s ear like it understands english, it doesn’t.
55. WTF Nan is eating out of a feed bag with her hands, I don’t think it’s feed but that is still weird.
56. Mom shows up while everyone is practicing and Monty hides in the worst hiding spot imaginable, I expect nothing less from this movie.
57. Apparently it’s Christmas time??!?!?!?!
58. Nan pulls the whole flattery trope with the Mom to distract her and of course it works because this movie is cliche AF
59. Hugh drops off a wreath for someone.
60. Ohhh is it the mom, I wonder if he still has feels for her.
61. Ari : “It’s for Juliet” me: ewww gross.
62. Okay mom appears outside wearing some sort of hoodie/jean jacket that 2011 Justin Bieber would wear.
63. I was right. Hugh says some BS about how he always hoped she would come back.
64. Now he tries to convince her that the grandpa always wanted them to share the ranch.
65. Now they are calling each other out on their issues.
66. Alright back to Juliet and Rodeo, just brushing.
67. Mom has decorated a small office tree that doesn’t light up on top.
68. Oh mom has found a will saying that Mom and Hugh have to split the land. Something tells me she won’t mind as much.
69. Wait, mom finds out about Juliet and Monty and now she says she has to withdrawal from the competition because she lied. daughter says she lied too, about her past in this town.
70. Uh oh mom is selling the horse to Hugh.
71. obviously this isn’t the end of Juliet’s racing career.
72. Oh shoot Hugh is ranting about how the ranch and horse should go to someone who loves it as much as the grandpa did. 
73. Mom spills the beans about the will.
74. Now they feel guilty for dragging the kids in when really they were just confused about themselves but really it isn’t that hard because they found the document so move on already.
75. Whoa, Hugh confesses that he went to NYC to find the mom when he heard she was getting married. 
76. Cue the “ I never stopped loving you cliche”
77. They both talk about memories rushing back and all that jazz.
78. Of course, Hugh tips his hat back and they start making out. 
79. EW! If they get married that would make Monty and Juliet Step-cousins that make-out.
80. Okay so it is competition day and mom and Hugh show up. 
81. I don’t know why she is competing anymore because mom is probably not going to sell Rodeo and the ranch now that she and Hugh are together.
82. Monty and Juliet apologize for sneaking around but mom supports the relationship which is gross if they end up being step-cousins.
83. Wait, apparently the current champion is back when they thought she wasn’t competing.
84. Juliet rocks the first round. Cue competition montage. The announcer has a wicked mustache and then Juliet progresses to the finals. This horse is wildin’ and going fast now.
85. Nan is walking away and some slow-mo scene makes me think something bad is about to happen.
86. OMG! OMG! WAIT! I just noticed Monty is Hugh’s nephew, Monty-Hugh. Like Montague and then Juliet! Just like the Montague and Capulet family rivalry in Verona. I CAN’T BELIEVE I DIDN’T NOTICE THIS SOONER!!!
87. I forget that the mom is a writer, she apparently knows what to write about now. Ari: “so she’s going to write about a fucking horse girl?!?”
88. She sets the record. Wait! she doesn’t win. she loses by .2 seconds against the resident champion. 
89. I mean she still is keeping the horse and they do not need money for the ranch anymore since Hugh and mom are a thing, so nothing is at stake anymore. 
90. Okay so Bill Atterbury from earlier comes up and offers Juliet and Rodeo $4000 and wants them to ride pro and wants Monty as a pro circuit trainer. 
91. “ Y’all have a Merry Christmas”
92. All of a sudden it cuts to the ranch house where the mom is typing her paper in some bouji heels while Hugh attempts to light a fire.
93. The Judge has randomly shows up and asks if they have come to an agreement about the ranch.
94. They tell him they have, an agreement to be husband and wife.
95. I CALLED IT!!! 
96. This relationship escalated really fast over the course of like 3 days
97. Monty and Juliet are back at the grove, which isn’t really a grove because there are only like 2 scrawny trees, but they just call it a grove.
98. Ewwww they are step-cousins now.
99. Now they are racing their horses at sunset. 
100. Ari thinks the movie will fade out..... oh! oh! she is exactly right!
Overall, pretty odd movie. It was definitely a Hallmark movie. It was very hard to follow and a lot happened really fast. I’m still not sure if the central plot was the land dispute, horse racing, or forbidden love. The commentary that Ari and I provided was highly entertaining though.
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All the numbers again (second tag reblog)
1: When you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? More milk than cereal cause I like to drink it!
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? Yeah, but when I can get into the warmth after that's even better!
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? I try to remember the page number instead so usually end on a multiple of 10 or 5.
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? Tea: Two sugars, milk, hopefully brewed by the gal. Coffee: I don’t!
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? Kinda!
6: do you keep plants? Nope!
7: do you name your plants? None to name!
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? Oils if I had the money for that so typically watercolours
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? I am right now.
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? Typically side, but back is fine. Not stomach really!
11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? Oh My Gouda.
12: what's your favorite planet? Uranus ;)
13: what's something that made you smile today? My gal surprised me with a beautiful orchid
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? Edgy expose brick aesthetic
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! Uranus’ blue glow is due to an abundance of methane which filters out red light.
16: what's your favorite pasta dish? Spaghetti carbonara probs! Especially cooked by the best.
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? I don’t! I did want pastel pink in August.
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I had a paddy fit in primary school because I used to always sabotage my meals so I didn't eat them but I spilt milk on something I legitimately didn’t mind having... I cried over spilt milk.
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I do! I write the days events and my feelings, I draw key points or little objects. Not all the time tho.
20: what's your favorite eye color? A nice hazel-y to chocolate amber brown woop
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. A grey Kanken Fjallraven, if Switzerland counts as hell, there you have it.
22: are you a morning person? Yeah! I’m straight too!
23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? Exactly that, nothing. With a side of music.
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? Only the one.
25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? An abandoned slaughterhouse. Soz vegans
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? Black old skool vans hehe original
27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? Strawberry!
28: sunrise or sunset? Why not both in a day?
29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? I’m not sure!
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? I’m not sure, close calls/
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I like socks. Weird socks are fun. So are odd ones. I do not sleep with my socks, nor do I confine myself to white sock hell.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. We had deep convos for the time, we probs cried, then probs went to sleep.
33: what's your fave pastry? Uh choux just cause I can remember that is one. Hahahaha.
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? I had one called Baxter Bear which was the best, he was quite obviously a bear with a red scarf and his own passport. I threw up on him in the car and he was never the same again, he disappeared short after. Don’t ask about Scrubs the dog.
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I do, I just don't use them often.
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? The xx
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? A healthy middle.
38: tell us about your pet peeves! Couldn’t possibly. There’s a fair few.
39: what color do you wear the most? Probably black? Emo ik.
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? I own a necklace I got for my 16th its very cute and only comes out when I have heterosexual days to masquerade it. It’s nice.
41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? The Picture of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde, it’s my favourite ever. I don’t read as much as I used to, sigh.
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! There’s a cute local one. They do unreal Nutella pancakes and its quite central and very aesthetic-y. Yum!
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? My gal, typically on the way to my car where I point out Orion or The Dipper. It’d be nice to do it properly sometime.
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? Two days ago.
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? When I need to.
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. Someone mentions a dog, then I normally incorporate the word ‘ruff’ as a homophone for ‘rough’ and get death stares. But I like it.
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? Gherkins.
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? Abandonment/loneliness hahahah yes it is.
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? I do like buying records yeah! I can’t say until April the 23rd but I’ll have bought another by then.
50: what's an odd thing you collect? I don’t think I do have anything odd!
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? Uncomfortable by Wallows, as well as Fast Food by D.I.D and many many more.
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? The new Patrick one is doing pretty good.
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? Nope, nope, nope and nope!
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? My dog. I didn't walk him.
55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? Hahahah you wouldn’t want to know. 
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? Feeling secure with them, if you get me.
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? CAN YOU DO THE FANDANGO!?!?!
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? K is probs the wine mom bc I'd say A but she’s not as sensible, thus A gets the Aunt role.
59: what's your favorite myth? Bulls hate red, they’re actually colour blind lmao.
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? I don’t mind a bit of poetry! Marking Time by Owen Sheers is noice.
61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? Me and mum put a fancy brooch in a pack of digestives for someone. I’ve received stupid spellings of my name on the birthday cards.
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? Nope
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? Rainbow order woop.
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? Black.
65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? Yep!
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? Cutesy and white and blue and stuff idk. But I wouldn't wear one haha.
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? Serene! Albeit Silent Hill-esque
68: what's winter like where you live? Fun! Cold! Disruptive!
69: what are your favorite board games? The Game of Life/Monopoly/Articulate!
70: have you ever used a ouija board? Nope!
71: what's your favorite kind of tea? English Breakfast, brewed by the girlfriend.
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? I've been known to be.
73: what are some of your worst habits? Overthinking. Nail biting.
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. Ginger.
75: tell us about your pets! A doggo! A beagle! and a fish...
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? Revising!
77: pink or yellow lemonade? Yellow
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? anyone in the fanclub needs natural selection to do its thing.
79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? Surprised me at work with flowers.
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? White, because I’d like grey but we haven’t got there yet or painted the house since its still pretty new.
81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. I don't have the time for that shit.
82: are/were you good in school? I was! I still think I am! Who knows.
83: what's some of your favorite album art? Smithsmithsmithsmithsmiths
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? Yeah! Quite a few. All tonal, but above all a Venus sign and more importantly the great wave off Kanazawa by Hokusai
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? I don't fun fact I used to read them start to feel sick.
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? I feel stupid for not knowing what they are.
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? Donnie Darko.
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? Not Gothic. Can’t go wrong with a bit of impressionism.
89: are you close to your parents? I think. Depends on the time of day.
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. Starts with E, ends in Dinburgh.
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? Nowhere abroad really, just a couple of good cities.
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? Barely sprinkles, but I have a drowner with me to compensate.
93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? Down. Full stop. 
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? My girlfriend’s. mum!
95: what are your plans for this weekend? Work, a party, a Harry Potter film, a sad Sunday.
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? I leave them for as long as possible
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? ENFJ/Pisces/Ravenclaw
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? Hah idk.
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. Nude - Radiohead is the one I’m thinking at the mo’ and I can’t think past that.
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? Future. Don’t need to lament on the past when I hope I have a good one ahead of me. Then from there I'd click 5 back so I’m right back to where I am, cheers.
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do every single question. all of them. i believe in u
I’m taking a deep breath and going for it 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?My dog
2. I’m shy
3. I’m looking foward to seeing Madi in January!!!!
4. I’m probably too stubborn to get along with lmao
5. If I was drunk the person I like would def take care of me
6. I’m attracted to nice people/anyone who likes me back
7. I’ll def still be in a relationship 2 months from now
8. Hozier is the only person from the opposite gender ever on my mind
9. Talking about sex usually doesn’t make me uncomfortable
10. Madi was the last person I had a deep convo with
11. “I’m already at home and wishing I was with you” was the last text I sent
12. 5. Fave songs: From Eden, From Eden, From Eden, From Eden, and From Eden
13. I love it when people play with my hair
14. I only believe in luck and miracles when they’re working in my favor
15. Meeting Madi happened this summer and that was def good!
16. I would definitely not kiss the last person I kissed again
17. I think there is definitely life on other planets (Kara Danvers duh)
18. I don’t still talk to my first crush considering I don’t even know who it is
19. I do like bubble baths
20. I’m indifferent towards my neighbors
21. Biting my nails, not washing the dishes, putting off laundry for far too long
22. I would love to travel to Greece
23. I do have some trust issues
24. My fave part of my daily routine is going to bed
25. I’m most uncomfy with my entire body thanks for asking
26. When I wake up I check my phone and text Madi usually
27. I wish my skin was a litter tanner so I guess darker?
28. I’m most comfortable around my dog
29. Not really
30. Yes I want to get married
31. Yes my hair is long enough for a pony tail
32. Katie McGrath and Natalie Dormer 
33. It’s too far from my laptop so no
34. I used to play soccer and run track but I don’t anymore
35. I would rather live without TV I think
36. Yes I’ve liked someone and not told them
37. I usually just say something about me being tired during awkward silences
38. My dream girl is Katie McGrath and that’s all you need to know 
39. My fave store to shop in is probably H&M
40. I’m way past high school sooooo this question doesn’t apply
41. I believe some people deserve second chances but not everyone
42. If I’m being quiet I’m probably mad or anxious
43. I always smile at strangers
44. Trip to space
45. Coffee makes me get out of bed in the morning
46. I’m paranoid about money a lot
47. I have been high
48. I have been drunk
49. Yes I’ve done something recently I hope no one finds out about
50. The last hoodie I wore was navy
51. I always wish I was someone else
52. One thing I wish I could change about me is how little muscle I have now
53. Favorite makeup brand is Nyx
54. Favorite song: Wake Me by Bleachers
55. Favorite blog: None they’re all terrible
56. Favorite colour: Blue
57. Favorite food: pussy
58. Last thing I ate was a cookie
59. First thing I ate this morning was a bagel
60. I have won a competition for track
61. I’ve never been suspended or expelled
62. I’ve never been arrested
63. I have been in love
64. It was awful and with a boythats all u need to know 
65. Im starving right now
66. Most of the time I like my tumblr friends more than my real friends
67. Neither
68. Tumblr
69. I’m not watching tv right now
70. Best friend’s name is Madi
71. I’m craving some pussy dont @ me
72. My towels are grey
73. I do sleep with a stuffed animal
74. I have like 2 stuffed animals
75. Favorite animal is an otter
76. I’m not wearing underwear again dont @ me
77. Chocolate
78. Favorite ice cream is cookie dough
79. My shirt is grey
80. My pants are black
81. Favorite TV show: Parks and Rec
82. Favorite movie is Carol
83. Mean Girls 
84. 21 Jump Street
85. Gretchen Weiners
86. Nemo
87. First person I talked to today was my brother
88. Last person I talked to today was Madi
89. Andrew Kreisberg
90. Katie McGrath
91. I want to punch myself in the face
92. I’m not in a fight with anyone rn
93. I have so many sweatpants and I love them all equally
94. I have like a million sweaters and hoodies
95. Last movie I watched was A Christmas Story
96. Favorite actress is Tatiana Maslany
97. Favorite actor is Jason Momoa
98. I only tan during the summer
99. I have a dog!
100. I’m feeling sleepy
101. I do type fast
102. I regret some stuff from my past
103. I spell well
104. I miss my best friend from like high school
105. I have been to a bonfire party
106. I have broken someones heart
107. I have been on a horse. 
108. I should be sleeping
109. Work is irritating me rn
110. Yes I have definitely liked someone so much it hurts
111. I do have some trust issues
112. I can’t remember the last person I cried in front of
113. I didnt have a childhood nickname
114. I have been out of my state
115. I don’t actively play wii but I have before
116. I’m not listening to music rn
117. I love chicken noodle soup
118. I love chinese food
119. Favorite book is The Book Thief
120. I am afraid of the dark
121. I’m not mean
122. Cheating is never okay
123. I can keep white shoes clean
124. I don’t believe in love at first sight
125. I do believe in true love
126. I’m currently bored with these questions
127. Sleep and food make me happy
128. I would change my last name
129. Cancer
130. I do occasionally like subway
131. Tell them nah cause I’m a big ole lesbian
132. This is a repeat 
133. The only lyrics coming to me rn are from Rent so something from that
134. Who has time for that???
135. Dumbest lie I ever told was that I was straight
136. Door closed
137. I’m 5′5
138. Curly hair
139. Blonde
140. Summer
141. Day
142. November
143. I’m not a vegetarian all though I’ve considered it
144. Milk chocolate
145. Coffee
146. Today was an okay day
147. Snickers
148. “Kara Danvers you are my hero”
149. I kinda believe in ghosts?
150. “I’ve just been attacked by dementors and I might be expelled from Hogwarts. I want to know what’s going on and when “m going to get out of here”
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albanuvo · 7 years
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Accident
Based on real events that happened on Oct.6th 2017
Like every weekday now, the alarm goes off 6 am. I run to the bathroom to put toothpaste on Ayden’s toothbrush and go into the kitchen to heat up his one waffle. I have an odd feeling but I chuck it to not sleeping well. Ayden spent the night coughing. Fast forward to 7:30 am, the alarm goes off for us to leave the house and I get that weird feeling again. I grab Ayden’s hand tight as we cross the road. I have this feeling of protecting him. I find myself doing it all morning. I didn’t pay it any mind as I usually have days when I’m more emotional and once again chucked up my maternal helicopter parenting on that itself. We fed the Canadian geese and Sea Gulls, the sun was out and it was a beautiful morning. We finished to then head to the Welsh Pantry for our shared ham and cheese toasty.Once again my grip on Ayden as we crossed the intersection quickly. Its time, We enter the gate so that the kids can head to their classrooms, all the children roll around in their scooters and walking in with their parents. The parents tired looking but with the sense of relief to give up their responsibility for just a couple hours. They love them, of that I’m sure but a moment for yourself isn’t selfish.It is much needed. As we continue to walk, in only a few feet in front of me a little boy scoots by so fast and somehow falls nearly facedown off his scooter, the poor little boy cries as his mother leaves her conversation with other mothers to aid her son. He brushes his blond hair off his red tear filled eyes being restricted to his helmet. Thank god he was wearing that helmet. Ayden says oooo that must have hurt and I feel sorry for the child. He was ok. All these kids have scooters, I’d say more than 87%. I walk Ayden in through the gate and the classroom door opens and in he goes. I love you…kiss…hug …It still hurts but easier to let go day by day.
I’ve been running around all day, I get off the bus with that feeling still bugging me but I remember I have to call the clinic to book Ayden an appointment, they tell me I don’t need an appointment as long as he gets there before 5:30. I message Alex to let him know and he says funny enough he had already called, forgetting after a certain time they do walk-ins. Got home took a shower, groceries came at 10:06 am than 11-12 when it was scheduled for, whatever.
1:06 Alex calls me to let me know that he can pick us up from the school and if I could grab him some food from Morleys. I agree and I am relieved I don’t have to run home to get ready for work at 5 pm.  Guess the routine will be changing up. 1:30 pm The alarm is going off time to leave to the bus stop. That feeling is back again. Maybe I’m just tired. Hello again to the same bus driver. The bus taking me calls off every stop and I can’t shake off that feeling but I try to focus on other things like how warm the sun is.  
Then we arrive at my stop, Hampton Court Bridge. I walk off the bus an sit right at the first bench. it was cool and the water moved rapidly but also calmly. I spot a man, perhaps Jamaican with his 2 sons. One in the stroller the other about 3 or 4. I was nervous about seeing them so close to the edge but I figured they fed the geese too and the water wasn’t deep on the edge. Another thought popped into my mind.  If the child fell in who would jump in, I cant swim! does the father know how to? I cant tell you why I think these thoughts so frequently but when I do I promise something ends up happening that day. He finishes admiring the river with his son, he starts to pull the stroller backward back up towards the ramp bumping over a bunch of tiny rocks and plant life on the trail. The older boy runs back up the trail as the father in another language I couldn’t understand calls back to him, saying, Papa, something …Idk but somehow I knew he said papa is leaving, bye son. Its what we do to get our kids to come and go with us, scare them into thinking we are leaving them behind. Seems cruel doesn’t it, not really tho, not many of us would be willing to leave our children alone or behind. Those who truly love would never do that. The man sees me and says good day to me as he continues to pull the stroller out and up the ramp passing me, the youngest is such a cutie too. Another bus stops behind me from another company, a woman calls out to me and I recognize her, she’s the grandma from one of the beautiful lil girls from another class. She says hi to me and tells me that the bus we waited for came after I left a couple days ago. Waited for an hour and 2 busses never showed up. We chatted for a bit and she left while still looking back at me several times. I’m alone again, just the traffic behind me on the road and in front, the waves of the river and I’m starting to feel cold. I don’t want to leave yet and my mind starts to wander as I stand up and stare at the river from the ramp. Why am I here on this earth? What is my purpose?  I kid you not that’s exactly what I was thinking, money, career, marriage. All the things we think about while being alone and inside our own heads. I had that feeling and I couldn’t tell why. Was I depressed, Is my monthly curse to come playing up with my emotions or sensitivity? Idk something isn’t right. 2:20 its time to start walking… I get to the area but continue to walk up avoiding the first entrance and going thru another entrance further down. I sit across the street from the school, something I never do. I like to be the first at the gate but this time I sat.My phone rings, caller Id says, Amy. Hi, are you by the school?  I’m going to be late there’s this big accident and I’m only like 5-10 late could you pick up Miya? no worries and sure, make sure you let them know some fat black woman with short black hair is coming to get her lol we both laugh and she says I will call to let them know. We agree to meet up near hers. See I’ve never picked up his cousin from school before. Something once again I’ve never done. Dare I say out of routine. As it was 2:40 I walked into the hall that leads us to the gate noticed 3 women and a baby in a stroller in the front by the gate and an older man behind them. making me 3rd in line for my baby. It’s 2:50 can someone please open the gate now? finally, she pushes the gate. We all go into line up by the doors to get our kids. I speak to other mothers about their day and their younger ones while I wait for Ayden. Then the doors open. I wish the ladies a good weekend. I tell Ayden lets go get Miya and then we will head to Morleys to get daddy his food. We approach the class and the teacher at the door immediately says are you here for Miya, I smile and say yes and Ayden yells MIYA!!! I say thank you and tell them to hold hands. We start to walk towards Morleys. Once again that weird feeling kicks in so I say “Ok kids, hold hands and let’s go and don’t let go of each other. The long line of kids and parents and children on scooters seemed endless. “Miya, did you bring your scooter?” She says “No we came with the buggy today” “  I say to her “great so let’s go then”.  As we approach the road I then tell them to get on either side of me and hold my hand until we cross. They comply but are excited about being with each other.  We are about to cross another road at this point they both are holding hands again so instead of breaking them up I reach for their connecting hands to cross the road. We walk to Morleys. They sat down as I proceeded to make the order. They played as another woman with her baby and small daughter smile while looking at them and asks me if they are both in reception. I say no Only 1, she looked on as if trying to understand something she is thinking in her mind. I know what she is thinking, not psychic but the obvious, see Ayden and his cousin look like they can be siblings, same height, and very similar characteristics. the only difference is that her hair is blond. I say to the women “They do look like siblings but in actuality They’re cousins” Her expression changed as if her question had been answered and we both smiled. She continued to admire them as they played. How could she not they both look so adorable together when they play. I watch out the glass door as I see her mother approaching with her lil brother in arms, her face in relief in gratitude.  “Thank you for picking her up for me,” she says “No worries” And as I wait for the chicken burger meal We keep talking about the kids, discussing playdate, Halloween parties, and just usual mommy stuff. Finally its done!! it’s time to go and so we walk on thru the supermarket and are talking when an older women appearsbehind me, looked like a gypsy you see in a scary film, She was pushing her little cart into the other trollies. she was wearing a scarf and \i could see a long skirt coming through her long brownish sweater, I guess I was in her way. I apologized and moved forward she smiled. I thought in my head about the movies you see about when they feel done wrong how they curse you.I know silly & SO STEREOTYPICAL but we were talking about Halloween and she spooked me as I didn’t see or hear her walk up behind me. I cut the convo short and said let’s text the plans as I have to go to work so home to get dressed etc. Since that sandwich took ages Ayden and I took to speed walking, all the while he complained of leg pains, I said to him “We are meeting up with daddy, We won’t walk.” he was adamant that he should then run. I said no! if your legs hurt just walk but try to go fast cuz I need to go home to get dressed. As we walked I grabbed a few leaves. I found this huge one I thought was awesome. We got to the car I hand Alex his food and buckle Ayden in. Let’s go! We are driving for a bit and notice a bit of traffic. its school, time of course. Kids and parents everywhere but not as bad as I had been at Morleys for enough time for the majority to disperse. We are driving down the road, it’s warm as the sun beams right into our eyes, down come the visors. Alex then say’s “ OMg there was this huge accident on the way here” I interrupt with “Yeah that must be the same accident as to why Amy was late to get Miya” Not even half a second after Miya rolled off my tongue …On the opposite side of the road a child speeds off the sidewalk into traffic, We hear what sounded like a million voices screaming a bus comes to a hard halt everything stops for a split second like a pause in a movie , in a blink of the eye everything happens simultaneously I watch Alex raise his hands to his heads , I watch as a mother screams hysterically as many ran towards her side, she drops to the floor…her screams echoed thru the cars  as others run towards the bus, people come running out their cars the bus drivers face in terror as he runs out of the bus and towards the back. Alex exclaims I didn’t just see that, god no I didn’t see that boy get hit! Is he under the bus OMG. I was in shock not being able to move or say anything I held my hand to my face, saying no no no what happened. I couldn’t see too much now as the commotion was behind the bus. I wanted to come out the car but Alex stopped me. He said “I know how emotional you are, if he is bad you cant see that. You cant go to work with that image in your head, he is being helped and it won’t help to crowd them. they will need space. “ you cant get out the car.” I wanted to so bad, something kept nagging at me. I listened to my husband disappointed at myself a bit. Traffic was at a standstill until a woman started directing it. cars came past us the car in front of us belonged to a lady and man who ran out, neighbors came running out to see the commotion. the lady took her car and parked it in reverse to the park and slowly we crept up to go by. I needed to see… I had to, I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE WAS ALIVE. As we drove by, my husband said don’t look but I couldn’t listen again I looked, I saw him laying in the grass wrapped up in what looked like a fleece as the mother cried and others surrounded him. He was moving! Alive! As we kept going my husband was trying to keep calm as he drove. He saw more due to his angle but all I could think was, We just mentioned about the accident before 2 times before it just happened in front of us AN ACCIDENT Ayden was in the back seat so he didn’t see anything but what he did do was hear the poor woman’s screams. Screams that I kept hearing and thinking to myself it was a small child, I’m a mother! I would lose it if something happened to my child. We start to talk about how seconds before it happened a car stopped them from continuing on their journey as it turned into the estate and left them waiting to cross. We recalled seeing the mother looking into her stroller at the baby with another woman before it all happened so quickly. meanwhile, I could feel my body shaking but not visibly, it was from the inside. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that inside vibration before, was that actual shock? Forget how I feel imagine how that mother was feeling, that poor child, the bus driver. he did nothing wrong, wasn’t speeding. The child came out of nowhere onto the road. All I could hear was her screams.
We arrive home and I feel weak, I get inside the house and start to get dressed as Alex locked himself in the bathroom. I continued to feel like I was shaking. How was I going to work like this? keep calm…keep calm …relax…but the screams. Alex didn’t want to drive. but nonetheless, he drove me to work stressing about the fact that he wanted to take Ayden to the clinic to get checked due to his cough and phlegm from being sick since the second day of school. We arrive at my job, I get out Ayden has fallen asleep in the back seat, I open the door to kiss him and I kiss Alex before I go inside.  I don’t feel comfortable being here, I think to myself. I walk through the store giving fake smiles while inside I was shaking and wanted to cry but I kept my composure. My friend at work noticed something wrong. I told him what happened and he did his very best to keep me from thinking about it. I tried to even laugh and make jokes to drown out the screams when he went on break, the screams came back. I couldn’t concentrate. 
It’s 8:30 pm time for my 15 min break and I see I have a missed call. No one really calls me so I immediately assume its, my husband, as it says NO CALLER ID It happens sometimes…It was him an then he tells me what happened…. The Surrey police put out a tweet for witnesses to come forward with information. He felt he wanted and needed to help so he called. he found out that the boy was 4 years old (Damn same age as my son) We saw him go so fast due to him being on a scooter! He was Alive (thank god) but that the damage was to the legs, we didn’t know how extensive the injuries were but a relief came over me knowing he was going to be ok. almost like something left my body. I was sad to hear he was hurt but happy to know he made it. I’m glad my husband did the right thing in providing what information he could. I thought to myself … I hope there is an update soon, via news or something.
After all this, I can’t help but think the many series of events that led to this happening. The times I worried about the kids on scooters, the traffic, then mentioning of the word “accident” 3 times before it happened in front of us. the fact that the very next day on Saturday, Oct 7, 11 people are injured in a “car crash” near the London museum, which they say is not terrorism-related. Why does the word “ACCIDENT” keep popping up?
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92 truths
Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 (no) people to tag! tagged by: @twiilightmultimayurp LAST…
 [1] drink: Coke 
[2] phone call: My mom [3] text message: @ffxv-convos’ discord [4] song you listened to:  Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Rewrite [5] time you cried: When I watched Episode Prompto’s walkthrough HAVE YOU EVER… 
[6] dated someone twice: No 
[7] been cheated on: No 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: Kinda [9] lost someone special: Yes [10] been depressed: Yes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: No LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 
[12] Pastel Blue [13] Pastel Pink 
[14] Pastel Purple IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
[15] made new friends: Yes 
[16] fallen out of love:  Yes 
[17] laughed until you cried: Yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: No 
[19] met someone who changed you: Yes and it helped me out a lot 
[20] found out who your true friends are: For some of them yes 
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No GENERAL…
 [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Apart my family, not many since they’re all over the world [23] do you have any pets: A cat, a dog and a lizard 
[24] do you want to change your name: No [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Went shopping with one of my friend 
[26] what time did you wake up: 1pm 
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Playing FFXV 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: OLDCODEX’s new album [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: When I went to the kitchen a few minutes ago  
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: To be closer to my parents and that they are healthy 
[31] what are you listening to right now: Wednesday campanella - Ikkyu-san [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: No actually xD [33] something that is getting on your nerves: My lazyness 
[34] most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube I guess 
[35] elementary: Public School [36] high school: Private and Public Schools 
[37] college: Public one 
[38] hair colour: chestnut-brown 
[39] long or short hair: Short hair [40] do you have a crush on someone: Does Prompto Argentum count ? If not then Tatsuhisa Suzuki 
[41] what do you like about yourself? I can be positive and care-free sometimes. I also love my eyes 
[42] piercings: My ears but I don’t wear any earring anymore 
[44] nickname: Lulu / Baby Bun 
[45] relationship status: Single [46] zodiac sign: Taurus 
[47] pronouns: She/Her 
[48] fav tv show: Steven Universe [49] tattoos: None but wish to get one one day [50] right or left handed: Right handed FIRST…
 [51] surgery: None  
[52] piercing: Ears [53] best friend: One of my precious Tumblr friend~ [54] sport: rhythmic gymnastics (tho it was only one year) 
[55] vacation: Somewhere with my aunt I guess. I don’t remember. [56] pair of trainers: I don’t know
RIGHT NOW… 
[57] eating: Nothing 
[58] drinking: Coke 
[59] i’m about to: Write starters I owe / Start writing a fanfic / Play FFXV depending on my lazyness [60] listening to: B.A.P - Warrior 
[61] waiting for: My lazy ass to work on what I must work on 
[63] get married: No [64] career: Want to be a voice actor but being a character designer / translator seem nice too 
[65] hugs or kisses: Both !~ 
[66] lips or eyes: Eyes but lips can be lovely too~ 
[67] shorter or taller: Taller [68] older or younger: Older 
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Arms ! I often find myself staring at people’s arms, especially forearms and hands 
[71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive 
[72] hook up or relationship: Relationship 
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant HAVE YOU EVER…
 [74] kissed a stranger? No 
[75] drank hard liquor? No, for now I can’t stand the taste of alcohol 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? No, I don’t have any of these 
[77] turned someone down: Yes [78] sex on first date? No 
[79] broken someone’s heart? It happened. 
[80] had your own heart broken? I think so 
[81] been arrested? No [82] cried when someone died? If 2D characters count then yes [83] fallen for a friend? Yes, in my childhood DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 
[84] yourself? I’m getting better at it but still need to work on it 
[85] miracles? No 
[86] love at first sight? Didn’t use to but since I kinda did... 
[87] santa claus? No 
[88] kiss on the first date? No 
[89] angels? No OTHER…
 [90] current best friend’s name: Chen [91] eye colour: Hazel green 
[92] favourite movie: Wolf Children
Tagging: I’m a lazy person so I’ll only tag a few, feel free to do it if you want. If not then it’s ok, I won’t force you x) @nikomatas @thepixieandwitch @jingujirenpalace
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lets-share-a-paopu · 7 years
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Got these from an ask me post but decided to answer them ALL
ASK ME THINGS
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
“good morning beautiful”
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
We’re dating
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
Depends, if it was weed, maybe a little. Harder stuff, yes
4. Is your last name longer than six letters?
no
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
Yes
7. What does your last received text say?
“haha you sneaky boy”
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
a lot...
9. Where was your last kiss at?
my house? my gf’s house? something like that
10. When is the last time you saw your sister brother?
One of them this morning, the other just over 5 years
11. What do you drink in the morning?
milk usually
12. Where did you sleep last night?
on the couch
13. Do you think relationships are hard?
depends on the people in the relationship and whatever is going on in their lives
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Yes, I would change the way my second tattoo healed because it did not heal well and now I need touchups :(
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?
that would be the opposite of a problem
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
sunny
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
no
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?
pj pants
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
yes
20. Does anyone like you?
I sure as hell hope so or I’m gonna have an interesting convo with my gf
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?
No
22. Is the last person you kissed gay?
Bi
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?
Yes but not gonna say
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
I have two so yes
25. In the past week have you cried?
no
26. What breed was the last dog you saw?
Cocker spaniel/poodle 
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?
wait people dry off in the shower?
28. Have you ever kissed a football player?
no
29. Do you think you’re old?
at times 
30. Do you like text messaging?
most of the time
31. What type of day are you having?
meh, nothing special
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
no
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Hell yes
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?
relationship
36. Are you a simple or complicated person?
simple
37. What song are you listening to?
Caught in the Middle- Paramore
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?
Yes 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Yes 40. What made you start liking the person you like now?
I can’t narrow it down to one thing 41. When did you last receive a text message?
33 minutes ago 42. What is wrong with you right now?
Miss my girl 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?
Very well 44. Does anyone disgust you?
Yes 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?
Already am 46. Are you in a good mood right now?
Yeah 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
My brother 48. What color shirt are you wearing?
Pink 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?
Naw 50. Anyone you’re giving up on?
No 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
No
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?
Yes 53. Do you like rain?
Yes 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
They don’t drink a lot so no 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Yes 56. Do you like to cuddle?
YES 57. Are you shy?
Only if I’m not comfortable with the person/people 58. Do you get along with girls?
Yes 59. Have you dated the person you texted last?
Currently am 60. What do you carry with you at all times?
Phone 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
Yes because I need the money 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?
My current one is going on 10 months so 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?
Yes 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?
Yes 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?
I got a cute message
66. How old are the last three people you kissed?
19, 20, 20
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?    
Neither 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    
Neither 69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    
No? 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    
Luke Bryan 71. Blackberry, Android, or iPhone?    
Not Blackberry 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    
Couldn’t tell you 73. Do you like diet soda?    
No 74. What color are the walls in your room?    
Grey 75. Are you 16 or older?    
Yes 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    
No 77. Do you have a job?    
Yes   78. What are your initials?    
CVL 79. Did you ever have braces?    
Yes 80. Are you from the south?    
Southern Canada
81. What does your last status on facebook say?    
Fuck idk that was a long time ago 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    
From time to time 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    
Neither 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    
Yes, gymnastics 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    
Guardians of the Galaxy 2 86. Do you smoke?    
nope 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    
flippy floppies 88. Is your phone touch screen?    
yes 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?    
straight 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    
no 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?    
lake 92. Have you ever made out in a car?    
no 93. …Had sex in a car?    
no 94. Are you single or in a relationship?    
relationship 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?
Hanging with the boys 
96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    
New Years 97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    
Yeah it does its job 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    
no 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    
no 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    
Probably? 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    
Meh 102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    
Idk  103. Do you have any tan lines right now?    
Yes 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?  
As a joke yes
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whitefx · 7 years
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I’m doing what no one wanted or asked me to do :D
1. Who was the last person you held hands with? My ex?? 
2. Are you outgoing or shy? Both 
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Uhh friends. hopefully. Um family friends coming to visit.. i’m not sure bc i’m becoming a social recluse and apologize for everything i do.  Oh and my college classmates I met last week, they seem super coolio.
4. Are you easy to get along with? I’d like to think so
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Idk, I hope so?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Guys, Gals, and nonbinary pals. Idk people with good personalities, nerds, soft features, again, nerds.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? I highly doubt it
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Uh? No one right now?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Thats a yes and no answer. I’m okay with it but at the same time because I don’t know much of how sex works it sort of does? 
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Not sure. I don’t do deep convos often, the closet thing i’ve gotten is when I angrily told someone I’ve been wanting to die for the past few days, and that was a good month or two ago. I don’t usually do deep convos, I usually talk to myself about that jazz. 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Nice Nice”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 
Sharp Edges by Linkin Park, Heavy By Linkin Park, One more light Linkin park, Save by Tyler Joseph, Falling too by Tyler Joseph 
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yess 
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Eh, not really 
15. What good thing happened this summer? I started a college class. (summer legit just started)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Likely not, as I doubt she wants to talk to me ever again. 
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Maybe 
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Yes? 
19. Do you like bubble baths? I would if my tall large body would fit in the bath tub
20. Do you like your neighbors? I do, more or less nice 
21. What are you bad habits? Eating food all the time, scratching at my skin, keeping in my emotions
22. Where would you like to travel? The uk! 
23. Do you have trust issues? Yes and no. I trust too easily but at the same time I have a hard time trusting at all 
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Sleeping
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? My chest/weight
26. What do you do when you wake up? Check my phone for the time
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Darker 
28. Who are you most comfortable around? My friend Ridge I think? I’m awkward around him once again bc i’ve been out of contact with him for a while and only recently got back to talking to him, otherwise i’ve become really uncomfortable socially around people
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Not yet. 
30. Do you ever want to get married? Some day
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? Nah not anymore
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Good question?? I’m not too into sex?? and I can’t remember/don’t know names very well. 
33. Spell your name with your chin. Nah fam
34. Do you play sports? What sports? I used to do Tae Kwon Do, but not for awhile 
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Tv probably. 
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Probably? Not sure?? 
37. What do you say during awkward silences? So... 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? A nerd, a nerd in shows, video games, movies etc, soft features, cuddly and understanding of emotions, someone a bit taller than me, someone who understands that I get anxious quite easily and wont force me to do things that make me uncomfy.  
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Hottopic, Spencers, JC Penny, Michaels, idk I don’t shop that often. 
40. What do you want to do after high school? Get my two year degree, get a job in that process, move out. 
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? I do, but I give a billion chances when I shouldn’t. 
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? I’m overthinking, i’m doing art, listening to music, i’m angry. 
43. Do you smile at strangers? I do. 
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Ocean 
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? The fear of my parents checking on me, thus seeing my disaster of a room and then being like, get yo room clean, no pc til room clean, and the possibility of being teased at/ told off for sleeping so much.. 
46. What are you paranoid about? Everything tbh.. like fuck.. It makes things hard and it makes some friends disappointed bc I can be super fucking paranoid. 
47. Have you ever been high? Yep. 
48. Have you ever been drunk? Not yet
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? I don’t know.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Dark blue 
51. Ever wished you were someone else? Yea 
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? My weight 
53. Favourite makeup brand? Idk 
54. Favourite store? Spencers 
55. Favourite blog? Idk 
56. Favourite colour? Dark Navy Blue 
57. Favourite food? A good question 
58. Last thing you ate? Cheese cake 
59. First thing you ate this morning? Cheesecake 
60. Ever won a competition? For what? I don’t think so 
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Not yet 
62. Been arrested? For what? Haha no 
63. Ever been in love? I don’t know.. My last relationship was long distance and I started feeling nothing, kind of numb towards my ex, even when I went to see her it was sort of there sort of not.. So I don’t think so. 
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? My ex got on the couch to be taller than me and we kissed. 
65. Are you hungry right now? No
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Idk 
67. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook  
68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr 
69. Are you watching tv right now? No 
70. Names of your bestfriends? I don’t know who my bestfriends are anymore because of the stupidity thats fucking ruined my life for the past year. Theres on person, her name is Kaylee 
71. Craving something? What? Cuddles :( 
72. What colour are your towels? Creme-coloured 
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 6? 
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes 
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? On my bed, there’s 5, in general thats a good question 
75. Favourite animal? Owls 
76. What colour is your underwear? Blue plaid 
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate 
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Green Tea 
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Blue gray? 
80. What colour pants? Blue 
81. Favourite tv show? Lucifer or spn 
82. Favourite movie? Spirited Away 
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Mean Girls 
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls 
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? idk 
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Nemo 
87. First person you talked to today? My mom  
88. Last person you talked to today? Dunno yet 
89. Name a person you hate? Me, myself, and I, kind of jking, I don’t really HATE anyone?  
90. Name a person you love? A good question 
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Nah 
92. In a fight with someone? Not at the moment 
93. How many sweatpants do you have? 1 
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 3? 
95. Last movie you watched? The Mummy 
96. Favourite actress? Idk 
97. Favourite actor? Idk 
98. Do you tan a lot? If I try to tan I have to burn my pale pale bod 
99. Have any pets? Yes 
100. How are you feeling? I’ve been better, def been worse. 
101. Do you type fast? I’d like to think so 
102. Do you regret anything from your past? Yea.. 
103. Can you spell well? More or less, when I care to pay attention 
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes? 
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yea 
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? probably 
107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yea 
108. What should you be doing? nothing really 
109. Is something irritating you right now? yes 
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? no 
111. Do you have trust issues? I answered this earlier 
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? sort of my sister? like I walked past her crying 
113. What was your childhood nickname? Randaloo 
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? I’ve been to different states
115. Do you play the Wii? Sometimes 
116. Are you listening to music right now? Yes 
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? Eh 
118. Do you like Chinese food? Yes 
119. Favourite book? Merry Christmas Alex Cross By James Patterson 
120. Are you afraid of the dark? Yes 
121. Are you mean? I don’t know, probably to some people.. 
122. Is cheating ever okay? No 
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? no 
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe 
125. Do you believe in true love? i’d like to hope so 
126. Are you currently bored? always 
127. What makes you happy? bouldering, going out and hanging with friends, DOING something anything. 
128. Would you change your name? I sure plan on it. 
129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer 
130. Do you like subway? Yes 
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Sister-zone her. 
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? I answered this already 
133. Favourite lyrics right now?  
“I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? ” Heavy by Linkin Park 
134. Can you count to one million? No 
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? The lunch I had earlier I gave to my friend bc she didn’t have one. fml lol 
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed 
137. How tall are you? 5′7 
138. Curly or Straight hair? I have curly hair 
139. Brunette or Blonde? Both 
140. Summer or Winter? Winter 
141. Night or Day? Night 
142. Favourite month? December 
143. Are you a vegetarian? Working on it 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Milk 
145. Tea or Coffee? Both 
146. Was today a good day? I guess 
147. Mars or Snickers? Mars 
148. What’s your favourite quote? 
“I’m still figuring out who I am, but I know I’m not who I was” ~Brendon Urie 
149. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes 
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “You take off your belt. And it happens again.”
That sounds bad out of context but its not a sexual book at all. 
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