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babygirlificationn · 1 year
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Working customer service is a humbling experience.
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Thanks for your response. I was the anon who ended the ask with 'the fandom can suck it'. When I saw that anon who you and twinanimatronics had assumed to be the one that keeps you know starting shit with you, I really hated that they labeled us as shipbrain or whatever they said. I am aroace who finds comfort in shipping characters and that doesn't make me any less aroace. Can't people like them just let us have this, let us share it and stop taping our mouths? God. We are not even hurting anyone. I posted a solarxmoon and solarxearth mini comic thing yesterday and behold, I believe that same anon found it and is looking adamantly through the solarxmoon and even solarxearth because I didn't use the tsams tag for my comic. I took the comic down fast and turned off anon messages so quick because God that anon was quick to leave nasty messages, six in total and that was panic attack inducing. I'm sorry for rambling about this. I don't know anyone else who got that same anon on their back. It looks like they are persistent for lack of better term and it annoys me+scares me. Can't even share things I like about here anymore. Hoping solarxmoon becomes canon so that anon can shut up already
If Solar Moon became canon, they don't even need to change anything.
The actors don't even need to pretend to kiss or be romanically involved at all.
It's literally as simple as "Oh yeah, we were dating for months, anyway..."
OH AND... FUCK THAT ANON. I know the user you are talking about, I think there's around two or three of them... and it seems like they're dead set on hunting down people who use that Solarmoon or Solar x Moon tag.
Going into popular users in the tsams fandom that I personally don't know... and spreading bad lies and rumors about me.
Like, they typically try to keep it as vague as possible, like "oh I am not talking about dana-chan-the-control-brain specifically....." but they often steal the exact wording and turn of phrase I use.
Cause I have an overly wordy way of talking on the internet.
I've always been this way since I was 15, so I feel my style of speaking is pretty overly wordy, rambly and long compared to most people just because I don't have a lot to share with my opinions with in real life. And I also misspell things a lot cus spellcheck has gotten worse since it became AI trained and it doesn't help my dyslexia.
But how sad is that? That someone is searching out the tag for a ship that they don't like, claim that "it's everywhere" and I'm "poisoning the fanbase" when I'm just.... here... playing with my own dolls, doing my own thing.... and not bothering anyone... Not even putting the ship in the tags publicly because I have Such respect and love for the silly little youtube show, who also plays with fnaf characters like they're dolls.
(just saying.. "bio-organic" and interdimensional travel did NOT come from fnaf I can tell you that much. )
And yeah, if they're really stumbling across Solarmoon or these ships on accident.......Blacklist the tags and move on? Don't come to my messages... Don't harass my friends...
And don't harass other people I DON'T EVEN KNOW because someone just said "hehe but what if they kissed" on the internet?
Like blocklist the tag, and move on.
I know the blocklisting tagging system sucks sometimes, so maybe it's picking up "Solar" like in that case? Just scroll super fast and don't look at it?
And yeah. You don't deserve those nasty messages sent your way at all!
Oh, and if you feel brave enough to reupload your art to tumblr and DM me, I will gladly reblog it here. <3
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yibo-wang · 1 year
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Summary of what happened at the Hidden Blade Guangzhou RoadShow.
I have been away from my phone all day today so I only found out about what happened a few hours ago. I don't like bringing weibo/twitter drama to tumblr but everything that's been happening made me really angry.
It was expected that the antis would definitely try and ruin it as much as could cause they've done that every single time something important happened in yibo's career. But to think they would sink as low and involve big directors and actors for their petty and selfish acts is a new low even for them.
While yesterday was Hidden Blades first release in cinemas, it did exceedingly well for a film that's undoubtedly different from the usual spring festival movie genres. The GP and fans both had positive reviews about the movie and Yibo's acting.
As far as I know the hateful words and reviews against Yibo have been increasing. Antis who weren't even in China were sending reviews that they hated the movie etc when the movie hasn't even been released anywhere else? Give me a break. (Below antis leaving reviews but their location is from out of China)
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They're trying to suppress the positive response from the public on weibo, saying hurtful things towards the movie, director and actors. It's really disgusting.
You see Cheng Er and the rest of the cast and crew and anyone Yibo has worked with before know how sincere and dedicated he is to his work. For Hidden Blade especially they've praised his acting, his professional behaviour and it's not just one person it's the director, it's Tony Leung himself, it's Wang Chuajun, Da Peng and so many others.
It's actually breaking my heart when I saw the videos from today because why do they forget he's also a human being? That's he's only 25 years old?
Idk what image everyone has of Yibo in their mind but to me he's really very innocent at heart. Never in my years of watching him have I seen him have malice or hatred against anyone.
At the Roadshow today, despite everything that was happening he was really very thankful towards everyone who came, especially to the audience who came to watch the movie more than once because they loved watching it the first time and enjoyed the details.
One encounter today that really moved me was between him and a fan who was sharing her experience of watching the movie.
Translation: I would like to add one more thing. I was asked to convey this message from our group. Though we are Yibo's fans, after watching Hidden Blade, we turned from his fans to his movie fans. Thank you for being a good actor. We wish hidden blade success.
Yibo was really holding back tears 🥺
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Cheng Er talked about how he really appreciates the sincerity the audience who watched the movie showed towards the film and how much he appreciates Yibo as an actor.
You see this is probably the first time Cheng Er had to experience such disturbing behaviour towards his film. Yes he's a grown man with years of experience with him but this is not negative reviews because people didn't like the film. This is because of their hatred for Yibo. And Cheng Er knows all of this cause repeatedly he has spoken or either posted against whatever lies the antis have spewed against the film and Yibo.
Cheng er: As all of you are audiences who really watched Hidden Blade, I believe our efforts including yibo’s will live up to your expectations. He has worked really hard —his image & expression in his eyes. I'm very thankful to such an excellent actor. I only dare to say this because all of you have watched the movie. I don’t dare to praise him recently because… [Audience asking that he should praise Yibo more] so I hope people who really watched the movie can sincerely spread the true situation and quality of our movie (link to video)
Once again despite everything, Yibo isn't forcing anyone to like him. All he asks is to be sincere in their remarks about it cause the movie isn't just him. These blackened tags and reviews affect all the people who have worked day and night for Hidden Blade to come to life. He accepts the criticism if it's genuinely because of his acting but not if it's just because their hatred for him.
Yibo: Like what the director and that audience said, a movie can create a lot of thoughts but you still need to continue with your life. For Hidden Blade, I hope we can exchange sincerity with sincerity. We made this movie with our heart, so we sincerely hope that people will like the movie. I also hope that audiences can sincerely appreciate the movie. Of course, you can also not like like the movie after watching it, there’s no problem. [Fans: we like it!] Exchange sincerity with sincerity. Thank you.
I do want to say that despite the antis efforts for the smear campaign, the passerby comments and almost all of the general public had a good experience while watching the movie and relayed good reviews. (Some of them down below + Link to one of the film critics review)
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The thing is I'm really happy with how the GP is talking about HB. Infact Yibo was very happy during the other times in the roadshow. He kept smiling, talked so animatedly and with enthusiasm it was delightful to see him that way. But what bothered me most about the whole thing is that this situation was big enough for Yibo (who doesn't let useless remarks affect him) and Cheng Er to be bothered by it.
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sixstepsaway · 2 years
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Not to send you into another Izzy rage (unless you want one) but I saw another hideously bad take about Izzy objectifying Ed during the ep10 argument scene? Sigh. Really goes to show the lack of ability to attribute normal human emotions to Izzy. He can't be angrily yelling at Ed because he's angry his friend has had a massive behavior change and is nothing like the man he thought he knew. Izzy must have intentionally hit a vulnerable spot so he would get a sexual thrill from Ed being a sexy dom who chokes men. He didn't gently reach out to touch the face of a man who was finally behaving like his old self out love for his old friend, only creepy lust. And Izzy is such a creepy objectifier! Look how Ed looks uncomfortable and knocks him away. Never mind that Ed choked him against the wall, that's not objectifying so it's okay. Oh, and by the way, tell me if you got my Ask about the first Daddy Dom on the good ship, uh, Big Daddy. It may have disappeared in a tragic Tumblr accident And also if you want me to NOT occasionally send you daddies, say so. Making up lots of boyfriends for Izzy makes me feel better. The poor guy.
Oh, I enjoy my Izzy rages!
Gonna reply to the end of this first, then swing back up: I have two asks from you in my box; Monday and Sunday. If there's more, I don't have more, I just have those two.
I promise I'm not ignoring them and you're not annoying me or anything like that, I enjoy your daddy dom and related asks very much (even though I might not always have a long/deep reply for them, I'm not amazing at replies to more general things than meta) it's just that yesterday was a high stress day for me. I spent the whole day knowing I had to make a phone call at the end of my day (I'm nocturnal, so 9am when places open is the end of my day) and not just any phone call, but I had to call a vet about my duck. Then there was also the incident with the AO3 comment, and I spent most of the day compiling my metas and word counting them (40k) so I could add them to my general word count for the year. With all that, I didn't have a lot of time to reply to more than a few messages! But I'm going to get to your messages today!
And, I don't know if you noticed, but I gave you your own tag on my blog! So I can keep you and your collection of daddies sub-categorized!
Right, moving on to the rest:
I can see what's happening re: Izzy. First, they decided he's homophobic because of the daddy scene and the 'namby pamby' comment (I've also seen people double down on that, despite Izzy being in love with Ed and thusly queer himself. And I do know that queer people can be homophobic and queerphobic, but it does deeply change the angle from which that homophobia or queerphobia is coming, and also I stand by my reasoning that if Izzy was homophobic, Ed would have punted him by now, because he would have shown it around Jack; his issues aren't homophobia, they're "you're not being a proper pirate" or "you're not doing your job", and possibly a perpetuation of a cycle of abuse he received, that he isn't looking at critically enough to realize he's acting like a homophobe at Lucius).
So, the "he's homophobic!" didn't work at shaming fans into hating him, so they levelled it up: he's a racist fetishizer. Another read that, although I can understand people having that read or being uncomfortable with how he acts, it's been pointed out by a black fan, in fact (among others as well), that considering the effort OFMD puts into actively telling racists to go fuck themselves, it would be poor writing on OFMD's part to let Izzy slide the way the show does. It's also worth noting that being rude or abrasive to a person of color does not an instant racist make, it can just be a person-on-person issue. That is actually a thing. Furthermore, which is another thing said in that piece and what I am referencing, the idea that Izzy wants Edward to be violent because he's a man of color, not because he's a pirate is not only laughable but a downright daft read, because everyone on that ship is a pirate and violent. If Ed was the only person of color it might be problematic, but they're all so diverse and such a wonderfully mixed bag it means that Ed being a person of color is not why Izzy wants him to be violent.
And we've discussed at length here why Izzy likely wants Ed to be violent (pirate! safety! protection! vulnerability!) so I won't dig back in here.
When "racist!" and "homophobic!" didn't work, they started saying he was abusive, to which most of us said, "He was a meanie pants and then Edward cut off his toe and fed it to him? That is not Izzy being abusive. If you want to pick someone in that sequence who is abusive, it is most certainly Ed, did we watch the same show? Ed cutting off his toe can't even be labelled as reactive abuse (eg. the victim of abuse gets abused to such an extent they start to strike back, somewhat mimicking their abuser's actions) because it's such a massive escalation from nasty words to outright permanent physical violence."
So now those three things don't work because the arguments either don't hold weight (abusive), would make the show infinitely less good and well put together than it is right now and undermine a lot of the messages (racist), or is undermined itself by Izzy being in love with another man (homophobic), they've moved on to saying he's a fetishizer, because that makes sense, right? Telling us who love him that we're fetishizers didn't work, so they'll tell us that he's the fetishizer.
Lots of people have explained better than I ever could that the word 'fetishize' is being misused at length, but the tl;dr is that fetishizing is very different to 'finding someone attractive' or 'enjoying when they act a certain way'. A fetish is something that is attractive to a person that isn't naturally supposed to be. Finding someone's lips or tits hot isn't a fetish, finding someone's feet hot is, because it's not really meant as a sexual thing. It also doesn't mean it's a bad thing, it's just a term. Fetishizing and sexualizing are both ridiculous terms, especially when they're being applied to one grown adult finding another grown adult attractive or sexy in some way.
It's also weird to read Izzy cupping Ed's cheek with tears in his eyes as sexual rather than romantic or just affectionate. Ed has been a mess for days, and considering Ed was actively discussing suicide in 1x04 when they first boarded the Revenge (something Izzy looks devastated about, by the way, and then tries very hard to put aside as, "Well that makes no fucking sense!" and ignore because how, how, how do you handle something like that? How do you instantly swallow down that the person you love most on this godforsaken Earth is considering dying as a good idea because of the mental instability you've been spending most of your energy trying to stabilize for what seems like it might be years?) and has spent 3 days crying in a blanket fort and seeming completely not himself (and I've seen people say what he's doing is a healthy mechanism for getting over and through a breakup, and I don't disagree, but I do think he's also trying to become Stede and I'm not really sure that's as healthy as the crying and songwriting and letting out his feelings) on top of being apathetic and lethargic and disinterested in everything before they boarded the Revenge, and finally there's a spark, a hint of who he used to be, and Izzy is clutching desperately to it because he wants his person back!!!
Sure, maybe the chokeslam turned him on, but as we've discussed here before: physical reactions are not something we control. You can be turned on by something you are actively disgusted by and do not want in the slightest. Bodies are betrayers when it comes to things like this. Izzy potentially being turned on by being chokeslammed by the person he's most attracted to and in love with isn't shocking and doesn't mean he was, in that moment, lusting after Ed and hoping that being mean to him would lead to them boning against the wall, it just doesn't.
So now we've done racist, homophobic, abusive and fetishizing, I assume the next steps over the next couple of weeks will be firstly that Izzy and Edward have clearly been a twosome for many years, and thusly it's incestuous because they're brother-coded (rather than canonically framed as being married couple coded), and then either because Izzy is historically 16 (much like Stede is historically 29) or because he's short (and frankly I do not know which one is worse), the argument will be we're all horrible people for shipping them, not because Izzy could get hurt but because we're turning Ed into a sex offender.
Can't wait to see that unravel between now and s2!!!
Please continue to send me lots of daddy dom and Izzy asks, I love receiving them and waking up to asks about Izzy makes me unfathomably happy.
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babygirlgojo · 1 year
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im so sorry you have to go through that as a writer 😭 i personally find it unfair and stupid?? i feel like things are never completely original and always Inspired off of something one way or another even if it’s unintentionally and small. out of all the fan fictions out there and plots and aus and suddenly when someone picks a popular au and theme it’s copying someone who used the same? i personally never read whatever this is about so maybe im misunderstanding something but fully trust that you make your own work. i really hope you dont listen to any of the hate you get because it’s just not true 😭 youve made other great fics and are a good writer. people need to just chilll, its not the end of the world (swear some might act like it because they have nothing better to do). people want to stick up for a writer they like and so will i but please use your brain sometimes gah damn. theres probably a similar fic out there but with a different anime 😭 copy is such a silly word in the writing field. unless its word for word or the resemblance is actually really noticeable that it’s a replica then yeah sure— but similarities in a popular trope? 💀
Exactly my point! fanfiction is never purely original- its basically things that we experience, fantasize and think about that are strewn together for characters that are/ were never originally ours to begin with (and it makes me think if we can be technically sued for defamy or not- but then again these platforms are famous for it)
To begin with, i write my fics according to the character's personality. After making breaking rules and showing how Sae can be, its only time that i write a bullying fic about it. And its not like this troupe was created yesterday, its been present since fanfiction came. There are so many troupes like fwb, bully x nerd, villain x hero, mafia! au, smau, royalty au, forbidden! love etc. and there are so many fanfics that have been written along these troupes that they tend to coincide or even match - dialogue wise or even plot line. now if i pick up the troupe bully! x nerd! there are so many different routes to it like :
Nerd being the bully's tutor ,Nerd being the bully's lab partner - either for chemistry or biology, Nerd being the bully's childhood friend etc. depends on which one you pick and in this case i decided to go with the second one. Picking up with what anon said abt me taking an ask and outright accusing me of seeing it and using it- since i follow other blogs, if anyone knows me here (and i say this not from a place of arrogance)- i am a very closed off person and literally don't interact with other blogs, neither do i tag them or vice versa nor go into their ask boxes - the last time i dropped in a suggestion for a fic i was planning to write in a fellow fandom writer's box - which was a street racer! fic for one of the characters i wanted to write for (after watching tokyo drift) , it literally turned up the next day in the 'x reader' from a famous author with the excuse of anons asking them for a street racer fic of the same character i wanted to write for. And i felt really bad and hurt cause someone took it with it going over 2k notes in a week when i was just a small time writer - but i didn't say anything neither did i want to jump to conclusions so i shook it off. and even now i see people paraphrasing my work or twisting the plotline so that it looks like the work wasn't originally mine and after talking it through with a friend who pointed it out; erotica and romance are not unique genres and there tends to be an overlap between the two, so i can't call a person out like that. and this is not even literally published work.
Even tumblr has their own writing prompts along with many other blogs that create them for writers to use - would they fight over the same dialogue that fits the plot line that they saw would fit which matches with each other?
And yes, i do create my own works. i'm open to suggestions sure- but i produce my own content. i followed writing prompts for a while but wasn't really interested in and started thinking of my own dialogues along with plots. For eg, i started working on an emperor! sae fic earlier in april this year, but since i wanted to be of a good quality, i went down to the point of studying about imperialism in japan in more detail - but the fic is still a doc and not out yet and i am pretty sure there is someone out there who is working on something similar or maybe the same thing or discussing about it unlike me cause i had one too many ideas taken from my blog - again benefit of doubt cause some minds can think alike.
So when anon decided to come at me, i wasn't happy about it- esp when i have gone through the same thing and when they don't even know me or the kind of person i am nor interact with my posts. and it was only one - i can tell cause the way they were waiting for me to answer their ask. Luckily, Zari stepped in and ended the discourse early cause from my time on tumblr for 4 years i've seen how bad it can get along with how far anons can take it.
And even after Zari and i settled the matter, this anon wouldn't let go of it- coming into my box and pinpointing out even the smallest of the detail despite the writers (who are supposed to write the content) settling the issue. To begin with, they don't even know me and even had the cheek to tell me about my online activities despite not knowing me (that too from behind anonymous); i literally don't owe them or anyone a justification for the content i write or post especially someone who wouldn't even show me who they are. And i totally agree with you. Standing up for a writer you like is good thing, but use some common sense before you decide to accuse someone or think through twice before you write something about someone you don't even know cause it could cause damage to a reputation they have built online - while you are on anonymous. cyberbullying and harassment are real issues and they can hurt people (luckily it didn't get to that point) and why would i even copy an idea? i would literally have more to lose than to gain with backlash; does it really look like i would want to put myself through that? sadly some people lack that sense of logic.
Anyway, this was just a small bump along the route. i'm keeping the fic on the blog cause some people liked it, but i probably won't revisit it- and i'm moving onto writing for more characters based on wips i created a while back but are unfinished. And i'm glad to see you enjoy my works, it means a lot to me when someone drops in messages like these!
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bookofmirth · 2 years
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Hi! I hope you're doing well in this interesting time in fandom lol. I just wanted to drop in and say I really feel what you're saying about the weird divide between anti/pro tags in fandom as a whole!
It's such a different experience because a few years ago, having something mildly critical to say about a character would never warrant using anti tags. Those were reserved for blogs dedicated to hating a series, or maybe a single post where someone was absolutely annihilating a character. Never just basic criticism. It makes me feel so weird about posting something critical with the intention of having an honest and open discussion, because I know someone is going to take it the wrong way no matter how it's tagged. It's been such a weird shift and imo it makes it a lot harder to communicate and express opinions with anyone else.
Hello! I have been having a great time this week. Even if the crossover is controversial, at least people haven't been as focused on the ship war, which has been lovely! I like talking about other things.
I totally agree with you. I know we've both been in the fandom for a while, I checked and we've been mutuals at least two years, though I thought it was longer. Tumblr isn't very clear on that anymore. But anyway, anti sjm blogs use tags in a very specific way that we are used to, and I respect the way that they use tags because it makes it easy for me to avoid their content. I had "anti sjm" and a few variations of that tag blocked for a while because I will fundamentally never agree with being anti, and that's fine! They can do their thing and I will do mine.
I don't like how now, within the fandom and amongst people who are supposed to enjoy generally the same content, this tagging is creating divides. Especially because I think things are way more complex than "I love this character and hate this one and there is no in between".
I saw a post yesterday that was railing on Elain, and the thing is, I actually agreed with half of what this person was saying. I agreed with a lot of her flaws that were being pointed out because I think those flaws are what she needs to work through. I didn't agree with all of it, for sure. I'm not sure if OP had tagged it "anti elain" but what if they did and I had that tag blocked? And now just because of the fandom atmosphere, I don't know this person, so what would they do if I reblogged with my two cents? Is anti/pro like the new fandom DNI?
Something I realized is that while anti tags are supposed to help people sort content, I really don't think that's actually how people are using them. For example, when I say something about a certain ship I dislike not being canon, I will misspell it antielriel or some people do anti e*riel etc. If you spell the word correctly, it will show up in the "neutral" or positive search results as well, so you have to mess with the spelling. It's like Anti Fandom Culture 101: What to do to keep the stans off your back.
But this new pro and anti trend doesn't do that! People will just full on tag something "anti Rhysand" which... completely defeats the purpose of helping people sort content. That post is going to show up in the regular searches for Rhysand. So what's the point? If someone tags "anti Rhysand", does that mean they have zero interest in hearing otherwise? I honestly don't get it because I assume that every single character has fucked up at some point and every single character can have fans. If people are that sensitive that they can only see posts that say good things about their faves, then good luck in the minefield that is fandom, I guess!
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piethemoon · 1 year
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J'ai publié 1 873 fois en 2022
C'est 184 billets de plus qu'en 2021 !
57 billets créés (3%)
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Seulement 12% de mes billets ne comportaient pas de tag
#kinnporsche - 523 billets
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Longest Tag: 122 characters
#im not sure what i would hate except from a show that wouldn't respect the canon story and the canon chaoticly funny vibes
Mes billets vedette en 2022 :
n°5
Since yesterday's episode, I've seen many comments about the bj scene and how Kinn better spoil Porsche next time because Porsche is always giving and never receiving and like... First of all, that's not really how sex works. You can definitely receive and take at the same time. But also I strongly believe that Porsche totally get off on pleasing Kinn
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n°4
What I love about the ending scene in the 7th episode is the way Porsche is in control. He has Kinn right where he wants him and you can tell how exhilarating it is for him, and how smug he looks
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n°3
I'm so glad that Stefani Robinson and Yana Gorskaya stood their ground to keep the "This is especially important for the women, when you’re an expert in something and a man is explaining it to you: Strained eyes, big smile" line!
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n°2
It's interesting that many of us saw the bathroom sex scene as Kinn's way of apologizing to Porsche but while Apo seems to agree with that, he also add (in the new BTS) that Porsche felt that he "was wrong and wanted to make up for it [...] He wanted to apologize by helping his significant other to release that out". So basically, this sex scene was a way for both Kinn and Porsche to ask for and receive forgiveness and honestly I love it so much I'm-
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Mon billet n°1 en 2022
KinnPorsche English Subbed Interviews Masterpost from 2020 to August 2022
I didn't include their Be On Cloud content since it's basically their official yt channel.
Part 2
2020?
Audition-Casting Process
MileApo in front of the audition room waiting for their turn
January 2021
SoSatSeoulSay with the old cast
February 2021
Excerpt of the News Plus Variety Interview
Shopee Live with Mile & Apo
Star update interview with Bible & Build
ZoomDara Interview with Bible & Build
March 2021
Excerpt of the Zokzakdara Interview with Mile & Apo
Press Conference with the old cast
SoSatSeoulSay with Mile & Apo
Shopee Live with Mile & Apo
May 2021
Kazz Acting with Apo & Mile
When Bible&Build sulk each other (IG Live) with Bible, Build & Job
June 2021
Build Birthday Live with Bible (rough translation)
July 2021
How Mile Apo make a phone call to each other
November 2021
Newsway Interview with Bible & Build
December 2021
SoSatSeoulSay Press Conference with the cast
February 2022
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sweet-rabbit · 3 years
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Concept: JC sitting bare assed on LXC’s equally bare assed back
Me: Okay, this COULD be one image oooooor we could make it a comic, thus giving you more work for this one thought???
For the record, I only see LXC as a himbo when in love, the entire rest of the time he is a smart, dignified Sect Leader... with a humiliation kink
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rkrispyt · 3 years
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*sigh*
A R*na shipper really just posted a screenshot on Twitter of a comment I made here to complain about it?
A comment that I made on a Portwell post where I deliberately didn't put the name of that ship because I firmly believe in live and let live/ship and let ship and know if I use the ship name at all it'll still show up in their tag - and it's not right to me to ever put hate in the tag of something you don't like.
They tweeted it claiming they were just joking about what I was referring to (saying if R*na wasn't acknowledged in the finale they'd band together to get the show cancelled) and it's funny cause I almost included something in my comment about "waiting for them to claim they were just joking as they always do, but when are they going to understand that it's not funny?" but I didn't cause I thought it'd be rude.
They made no comment though on the part where I pointed out I take issue with the fact that they can't just leave us be to enjoy something we like on the show. Instead they have to insert themselves to try to make us miserable because they're unhappy.
Or how I said I get their disappointment, I empathize, and I try to be more understanding of what they're dealing with.
Nope. Just claiming that I'm dumb for being 'angry' about them saying they're gonna get the show cancelled. Like, it's not that serious, I was just pointing out that I have no patience for that kind of bs. Pointing it out, btw, to a fellow Portwell shipper and not barging into your space to ruin your experience.
No one called for you. But if you wanna talk about it, I'm more than happy to, in a respectful way.
Nope nope nope. Instead you apparently went in SEARCH of Portwell posts that were deliberately formatted to NOT show up in your tags. And for what? To come for someone on a different social media platform - someone that was very respectfully stating their opinion and not dragging you into it because I don't believe in these stupid shipping wars. At least comment on it here and say it to my face, damn.
I'm so over this nonsense. It's so juvenile and stupid. I literally feel embarrassed right now that there is a screenshot of something I posted here on another platform.
Tumblr is and has always been the one platform that is just anonymity for me, very much an escape, something I don't share with those in my every day life. All my other platforms are like, very public, shared with friends and colleagues and I just hate mixing the two. So seeing that up for anyone in my actual life to see makes me feel some kinda way...
I don't know what to do with this feeling. I'm just helpless to do anything. I might reach out to this person about it and try to have a civil conversation cause that's just so not cool to me.
I'm just over people being awful. And just getting away with it. I'm irritated thinking about the worst side of those shippers (because I will forever maintain the worst side is the loudest, but it's not the majority and absolutely not all of them are awful or toxic or rude) and remembering that Tim really said in an interview posted yesterday that they're a great group of fans and you have to admire their passion or something. Like...sure, let's lift up something toxic and reward it with positive attention, sounds great.
Sorry. I'm being stupid and mean and frankly irrational. I sound like a child. It's been a rough couple weeks, I'm exhausted and all up in my feelings right now about this. I need to go scream or do something to vent and then move on with my day.
Eff this though. For real.
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nothesc · 3 years
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Hey there! Thank you so much for your post about Dani and that he didn't do anything wrong. I don't get the hate he gets here. They're so in love with each other and they have desires. I ask myself, is it only because Dani is a white boy? What are these double standards?! Yousef also leaned in to kiss Sana and Imane kissed Sofian... Where there the same shitstorm? People are so hypocritical sometimes, it's so sad.
Hi!!
I don't even know where to begin. I'm honestly so tired of Tumblr this season. I get not shipping Damira, I really do, but what I don't get is using any excuse to hate Dani when he hasn't done anything wrong.
People have been hating Dani since before the season even started, they were ready to hate him because after seeing Kasim on the trailer for two seconds everyone assumed that he was the love interest and Dani wasn't, when they've been hinting at Damira since s2 so I really don't understand why people were so surprised with Damira.
Still, I get that people wanted a Muslim love interest, I get that they didn't want a white guy. I honestly get that, but hate the writers don't hate the character especially because he's not just some random white dude, he's been friends with Amira since they were 5, they share a bond.
The one thing that Dani has done wrong was the Al Qaeda joke in the first clip, a month ago. And listen, I'm not entitled to judge if the joke is offensive or not because I'm not Muslim so I'm not the one that the joke is offending and if Muslim people were offended by the joke then I'm not one to say they shouldn't be offended because their feelings are valid. (Though I have to say as a Spanish girl that knows the type of jokes that are made here that if the kid was blond with blue eyes Dani would've said Nazi and if the kid was from the north of Spain Dani would've said etarra, doesn't make it okay, but I just wanted to clarify and again I'm not one to judge)
But apart from that one joke Dani hasn't done anything wrong at all. Even when he kissed Eva he wasn't doing anything wrong because it was the first episode and Amira and Dani hadn't even had a date (unlike og skam and other remakes where the yousef kisses the girl after having dates with the Sana).
And still, people keep hating him. I've seen people saying that he was toxic for texting Amira when she didn't go to practice, saying that he was a stalker for going to Amira's, saying that he was pressuring Amira to tell everyone when he was only giving her a solution because she didn't want to keep lying, saying that he's awful for taking Amira to a bar during Ramadan when we've seen Amira do that in previous seasons and she never had a problem with that and Dani didn't even drink alcohol so Amira wouldn't feel out of place, saying that Dani is a coward because he didn't stand up for Amira with his friends but then also saying that he's aggressive for wanting to have said something and that Amira doesn't need a man to defend her, saying that he's lying to Amira because he had doubts and didn't tell her when we don't even know when he talked to Rubén and even if he did he's entitled to vent to his friend and it doesn't mean he doesn't love Amira, saying that he's offensive for learning a dance for Amira that she loved and made her laugh, that he doesn't respect Amira for looking at Amira's lips on Monday's clip, saying that he's too unrealistic and that they want us to think he's a knight in a shining armor and that it is racist.
And now, the new excuse is saying that Dani should apologize for wanting to kiss Amira yesterday and that backing off is only his responsibility. First of all, Amira is the one that approaches him in the first place. They both wanted to kiss the other person, and they both back away when they realize what they're doing. And Dani doesn't even look disappointed or mad, because he knows what the deal is and he accepted it. And then he comes up with something to make Amira laugh. And I just don't get how people are criticizing that, because I think the moment was necessary to show that couples have these moments of weakness and that it's okay to have them, that it's what you decide to do about that what matters. Like imagine girls that are in Amira's situation seeing that and knowing that they don't have to be perfect all the time, that they can have moments of weakness and doubts and that doesn't mean they don't have faith because what's important is that you remember your decision and don't succumb to weakness. I think that saying that the responsibility to stop that kiss is only Dani's is a way to invalidate Amira's feelings and expect her to be perfect all the time and that's just not realistic. And like you said the almost kiss is something that happened in skam Norway, druck, France etc but somehow it only stings when it comes from Damira.
If Dani had insisted on kissing Amira after she backed off then I would've been the first one to hate on him. But he didn't. He took a step back and did something to cheer Amira up and let her know that everything is okay.
So again I completely understand that some people don't ship Damira and that they're disappointed with Kasim's plot and that they just don't like Dani as a love interest, but this hate towards him???? It's just too much and makes no sense. It's making me hate Tumblr, I'm not comfortable here anymore, I can't go in the tag because I get mad every time. I'm not saying everyone should love Damira and Dani but this hate is too much and I'm so tired.
And before someone comes at me about this post, I respect everyone's opinion and I won't get in any fight about this topic, if you people want to keep hating on a character that hasn't done anything wrong for no reason, go ahead but don't bring your hate to me.
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Hey Hun! Lots of love to you. For starters I wanted to say that there should be no cell in your body blaming yself in any way. You and your blog were hope for so many people. You were the "you are not crazy" of the final weeks, and I'm forever grateful to you. Instead of dying of anxiety I managed to have a blast in this time of waiting, thanks to you. I passed my master thesis, because you gave me strength to see past the fear. I laughed in those weeks more than in last 5 years, and all of it because of the hope you gave me.
The rest of the msg is going to be pretty emotional rant about the awfulness of it all, and I know my opinion doesn't matter to anyone but I wanted someone important to me to hear my thoughts, if that's ok. It's also ok if you don't want to read it ofc. It's like my breakup letter to the show.
I hear many people cheering for the finale and i find it really hard to deal with. I always considered myself an open person who fights for healthy love as the only redeeming quality of the universe. I could see people's point of view, even if it didn't sit well with mine, and I would always try to hear them out respectfully until they weren't being respectful themselves. That said, I'm fully unable to understand cheering for this type of spiteful content and hearing those cheers makes me feel like the entire world is listening to "this is how you treat your fans, this is how to abuse your power over naive sheep, this is how to keep dumb, hopeful minorities in check" and taking notes.
It also upsets me that the people who gave this show all of themselves and tried to understand it to the core are given no resolution, are spitted on and buried under the rug for doing their best to appreciate the art and the story it was telling. Yet people, who just hang around and watch the show doing the dishes, with no consideration to it's story or characters, got as nonsensical ending as their whole idea of character development in SPN.
I know people say that it was good enough, because it leaves space for guessing and own interpretation, but I feel it's really undermining the extend to which the finale was awful and hurtful to the fans. There is no end that realistically could stop fanfic writers from finding way around it in the world of Supernatural, so saying it was thoughtful of them Is like excusing abusive partner because "they could hit me harder, but they didn't. That means they care"
Lose ends, characters being written in a way that is totally not true to them and their development (personally my biggest allegation), dismissing years of story development, proving that it was all 'queerbaiting' in big part in the end (hell, even the whole "Cas is in heaven so do with it what you will" is a shameful way of appalling to LGBTQ community after using them so hard.
In the pie scene, the roles should be swapped, it's Dean who should say that Cas is on his mind and Sam explaining him that it's only right to keep on living doing good in their name. That's what Dean told Sam at the beginning of the season, when Sam lost Rowena, so it would be at least a bit poetic. This would at least give us some truth from Dean for once, but he died how he lived, in shadow of his fear to be true towards his feelings and needs. And as he died, he bound his little brother to the hunting till the end of his days, by guilting him into it on his deathbed. Guess Dean took after his father.
Have you realised what that emotional "love speech" from Dean to Sam resulted in? It was writers taking back Cas' confession after they didn't need our viewership anymore.
They basically gave us love confession to get us to follow the finale and when they didn't need us anymore, not only they didn't commit to the confession, but they undermined it by having Dean's speech to Sam go the way it did with obviously higher emotional charge, successfully taking back the value of Cas' confession and making it about a bait for "Tumblr idiots"
Finale killed my feelings towards Destiel, not because it wasn't confirmed canon, but because from what I see in the episode, they canonically confirmed that
- for Dean, Cas was only means to an end, which is such an awful way of ending Cas' character arc. They gave him everything he was scared of and nothing close to consolation price and they dare to tell us he had a happy ending, "because they said so". Well, I didn't see him being happy, and knowing what i textually know i can empathise enough to say that he faced a miserable finish. Even Chuck got an end that was better than Cas' fate.
- Dean, given power to do anything he could dream of, chooses to not even greet Cas, after Cas gave his whole life to Dean, told him he loved him and died for him. I know some people consider the little smirk of Dean confirmation of his feelings, but let's be real for just a second. If someone you deeply loved for years confessed to you, told you they thought you don't love them back, you would be freaking running to see them and tell them how much you love them. That smirk to me reads as "I'm relieved to know you're not going to spend eternity in mega hell that i left you in" and we really need to stop giving credit to writers for scraps like this when it's the last episode ever and we know this isn't going anywhere.
Not to mention that by having Jack bring Cas back behind the scenes it just highlights the fact that Dean didn't ask him to do that in episode 19.
As result, I'm unable to look at any Destiel scene and not think "in here Cas already loved him and in here Dean already abuses the power he had over Cas, because of his one-sided love"
And yet, the episode and endgames for everyone (maybe not Sam, but he was seriously pinning for Dean his entire life. Wincest much?) managed to be so bad, that not even bringing Cas back or following up on Destiel would make a difference in my eyes. I know you believe that Destiel would save it, but for me as much as it would be a redeeming quality, it wouldn't be enough to save this awfulness that writer doomed characters with.
And all the Wincest scenes in the finale... I low key expected them to make out and it made me feel physically sick. Also, cutting Misha out because of coronavirus is a cheap excuse. We all know better than to believe that, so let's not fall for the self pity play from the abuser.
If you managed to stay with me till this point, thank you so much for hearing me out. I hope i didn't anger you with my monologue. I will always think of the lamp when i think of you. The reality is that you were the lamp for so many of us in this darkness.
Love you so much, wish all the best to you, take care of yourself and stay safe!
Oh my god, if I didn’t cry with the final, I definitely am crying now. And now I have to explain my partner why I’m staring at my laptop and sobbing ugly. What have you done? 
First of all, I hear you pain, my friend! I share it! I didn’t spend a second after the final without the feeling of my heart being shuttered into million pieces, being stitched back just to break again, and so on and so on. 
I had my first panic attack in two years yesterday, when I kept thinking about the message the show sent to the fandom via Dean’s fate. I have a few posts in my draft on the matter, but I am not sure I will ever share them, because it is one strong depresso, and I don’t think people following me should see how fucked up it really is (if they didn’t get it by themselves, of course). 
I want to remind you, my gentle soul, that the story belongs to us. We know Dean, we know Cas, we know Sam and others. We know that the final is not who they are! I know it’s hard to ignore the text, the canon, because it’s kinda godsent, but the truth is essential. And the final is not the truth.
The truth: 
Cas loves Dean, he sacrificed himself for him, he saved his life on multiple occasions, he told all those beautiful things and he meant every word.
Dean loves Cas, he was on his lowest every time he lost him, Cas was his “big win”, his best friend, his brother, his white light that lead him out of his anger, hatred and despair. He took a dog and called it Miracle, he was looking for a job to retire from hunting, he didn’t kill Chuck - all of that, because the sacrifice Cas made was not in vain! The message was clear. 
I choose to ignore the “Carry on”, the only attention it is going to get is me creating 20 more mails just to put a one star review there and to drop some more salty or bitter comments with it. Maybe I will read through some reviews, too, add them to my collection. 
Maybe I will one day write here an article from scriptwriting perspective how fucked up in was, because that’s what I can do about it, without throwing up. 
If you can’t ignore it, I understand it. It is painful, it is disrespectful, I hate it as much as you do, probably. 
If there’s anything I can do for you to feel better, just drop me a message, we can talk about it. I am on the lowest, too, but maybe we can help each other.
You say I was your lamp. Let me lead you our of the darkness one more time <3 
CW can suck my metaphorical dick (I’m tagging every angry post with it), but Supernatural is not just the show on CW, it’s a big family. 
And you can’t give up on it! You can’t give up on Dean and Cas, you can’t give up on Destiel! It’s so much bigger then the show itself.
Rediscover the show for yourself, remind yourself that Dean and Cas are real, it was never one sided, it was always something amazing. 
What is real? We are.
Don’t you ever change.
I rather have you, cursed or not.
It’s love, hun, and love always wins. 
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one-abuse-survivor · 3 years
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hi, it's the milky way again
it's been a while since i've dropped something in your mailbox
i've now finished the school year and the grades and reports are coming in tomorrow or the day after. i'm kinda scared of them because i know they dropped a lot since last year but i'm pretty sure i passed most if not all of my courses so i think it'll be fine.
i started working a summer job a week ago and i'll be working the next week too. it's mostly because i need the money so i can replace my broken phone but also because we had to do some kind of job/workplace experience thing because of our school (that was voluntary though because of covid). the job pays really well so i might also get a new binder with the money since the one i have now is falling apart. on the other hand, working 8 hours a day for five days straight has really taken all of my energy and i can't listen to music while working which makes it a lot harder. the last week i've mostly been coming home in the evening, maybe eating something and going straight to bed.
(also i got my period last thursday and i hate hate hate it so much it makes everything so much worse even without the dysphoria it's just so messy and annoying to deal with)
a week ago i finally jumped over my shadow and talked to my mom but it was a huge disappointment. i'm pretty sure i couldn't get my point across in a way she'd understand and she kinda just admitted not being able to help after saying a bunch of things that really hurt. i removed myself from the situation by "going to bed" aka going to my room, locking my door and crying myself to sleep. i was just really pissed off and talking to her was kinda my last resort for when i realized i couldn't help myself anymore.
anyway, the day after that was monday (when i started working) and me, running on barely any sleep because the night before was a disaster, had to somehow survive work and i'm pretty sure i ignored or snapped at a lot of people that day which i feel kinda bad for.
on wednesday after work i talked to my mom again because i was pissed off and couldn't let it sit. she said the same kind of bs she had used on sunday and we got nowhere, since then i've probably been a lot less friendly to her but i'm just not ready to give up so much energy for her.
her favorite arguments we're things like "but others have it a lot worse" (which is a mindset i've worked on getting away from for quite a while) (also my mom was referring only to my grades with this but little does she know that the only reason why my grades aren't dropping that badly is because no matter how bad i got mentally, i yeeted stuff like self-care before school because school had always been structured and mostly clear while life in general was just. not.)
other arguments she used were "just get off your phone and set a timer for 45 minutes and concentrate on what you wanna get done" and "just pull yourself together, it's not that hard" (those were about me saying that i struggle with starting tasks and getting shit done)
lastly she also said that my expectations are just way too high and that if i didn't expect only the best from myself (this was about grades too) i wouldn't get so disappointed if i didn't get that great grade i was hoping for. and like, she's not wrong but if you've only ever been good at one thing in your entire life and you were really good at it, then you'd just expect nothing but the best from yourself because you know reaching that isn't impossible.
and she ended it with "what do you expect me to do?" and "i can't help you" and i realized later that i just should've said that she should help me get someone that *can* help me, like a therapist or something.
anyway, i'm proud of myself for finding a summer job and finally talking to my mom and not so proud of my grades and the fact that i can't seem to get the point across to my mom
thank you for creating this safe space for people like us, i wish you a happier time than the one i'm having :')
milky way here :|
got the reports and grades and stuff yesterday and i'm just :| about it. like, yea i know i'm still somewhere at the top of the class and that i'm more than one and a half grades better than some others in my class but i'm still upset about my grade in maths for example but my parents laughed/chuckled at me when i was upset and that really hurt
and afterwards my mom said something along the lines of "yes you're allowed to be stressed but because of your good grades you don't have the right to complain about being stressed" which is absolute bs and i still don't understand how having good grades disqualifies one from complaining and i'm sure as hell not gonna ask her
i just wanna scream in her face but i'm pretty sure she'd slap me if i did that
i'm almost done with my summer job and since monday noon i had the chance to work in a different part of the factory which is a lot less uncomfy to be in because it has AC and since it's not in the lab itself, i don't have to wear a hair net, an overall, steel-toed boots and rubber gloves.
today i set myself a few goals for the summer break and for the next school year and i really hope i can get through with those because it'd make future-me extremely happy
have a great great time :D
and PS: since tumblr has been eating a lot of notifs lately i missed a lot of your posts and i tried filtering by the milky way anon tag but only one post showed up. i'm not sure what's up with that tho
Hi again! Don’t worry, I got you. Here’s a link to all the asks you’ve sent up to this point: first, second, third. All of them are tagged, but the tumblr search engine isn’t exactly known for its accuracy. I use the tumblr original post finder site for this stuff, but I just realised by looking for your asks that the site takes capital letters into account, so the ones that were tagged with a capital M in Milky weren’t showing. They all do show now that I changed the M to lowercase. So I’ll have to try to be more consistent with that from now on 😅
On to your asks. First off, congrats on finishing your course! And I really hope you can replace your phone and your binder :D sorry about getting your period, though, that really sucks :(
I think the conversation with your mom that Sunday is the one discussed on the third ask I linked. I'm really sorry the same thing happened on Wednesday. It's not your fault you can't get across to her—she's the one who should be open to helping you and offering possible (actual) solutions to the problems you're bringing up to her, and not you who should spell out every single thing she can do to help you. You're not being unclear to her—she's being obtuse and refusing to listen.
You're not meant to know how to just "pull yourself together", and you're absolutely right that your grades not dropping all the way doesn't mean you're not struggling, and you still deserve help so you don't have to jeopardise your mental health for your grades. And while she's right you don't deserve to be so hard on yourself or to expect perfection from yourself, that's also something that you deserve professional help with. Again, you're not meant to know how to just turn off those emotions and thought processes.
*hugs* sorry your math grade wasn't as high as you'd hoped. It's okay to be upset and disappointed by that, and I'm so sorry they laughed at you. You do have every right to express your emotions, and you're not being unfair to anyone else for being unhappy with your own grades. I often feel the same! I get really good grades (as I think I've already said), and I also often feel disappointed when a grade isn't as high as I'd hoped. There's nothing wrong with feeling that way. I'm really glad you know what your mom says is bs, because it really is. It's no wonder you feel like screaming in her face—she sounds incredibly frustrating, exhausting and invalidating to deal with. You deserve so much better than this 😔
I'm so glad you're proud of yourself! I'm really proud of you too for everything you've accomplished despite her being so unhelpful and invalidating, and I really hope you're enjoying the rest of your summer holidays and you can reach your goals! And if the occasion arises and you do end up using the "you can help me find someone who can help me" line, I hope it goes better. But if not, again, please know this is an issue of her refusing to listen, and not of you being unclear about what you need.
Sending a huge virtual hug ❤️
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logicalstansadvice · 3 years
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So they've been dating since before the pandemic? THis is more than a year dating! / They probably started online dating in May. That is when her tags stop. She made them manually approved and didn't approve any since. He probably gave her a heads up in regards to his fans. I still can't believe fans like this actually exist tbh. The level of entitlememnt they seem to have over a stranger's life is scary.
Anon 2: When do you guys think the shitshow that has been going on for the last couple of weeks will end? I think things were a bit more positive and peaceful when tfatws was happening. It's been chaos in the fandom ever since the show ended.
Anon 3: I went to look at other blogs just for a laugh 😂😂😂 lmao after the ale b-day post, the amount of anons saying "I am so dissapointed in him" "I am so done" "this is over" 😂😂😂 like, what is over? Hopefully them lol. I wish they'd keep their word and when they say they are done they actually did it.
Anon 4: I wish CAF was still around just to see what bullshit theories she has to say about this. I blame her fully for brainwashing the youngsters here into believing every little thing a celeb does is PR. This just shows how easy they are to manipulate. Some anonymous woman comes on tumblr and claims she's HW PR and they all took her word for it just like that.
Anon 5: The amount of energy these “fans” spend hating on him and a woman they do not know is crazy to me. Like if you hate her and she’s so awful why do you dedicate so much time to dissecting their relationship and her social media post. I do not get it.
Anon 6: Anon 2: May I vent? Fans complained all day yesterday that Ale didn't comment on his video. She's embarrassed by it, they broke up the video is his goodbye, if they were real or in love she would have liked it, blah, blah, blah. Now she's commented and said I love you and people still aren't happy. They are actually angrier, didn't think that was possible. I'm just so frustrated with these people. What do they want? A break up? Why do they want Seb to be unhappy? I just want to fan in peace.
Anon 7: This is a toxic disaster and his main fans are never going to accept her. He’s a fool // do you think people like this will ever realize they are talking to like the same 10 people
Anon 8: Fans are complaining about seb isnt okay and part of the reason is his ‘hf’. Have they ever thought it’s because of his toxic fans. People who assume he isn’t okay, has mental health issues, looks horrible, hating on him because of unverified tweets. Like even if it’s true usually the right approach is to be compassionate and caring and some fans have done everything but that. If I had gone through what he had I would also be extremely passive aggressive
Anon 9: Fionas: I would break up with Seb if he made this video so cringe to me. hahaha Fionas stans, this man has a cringe video page called one minute man that made you wet your panties for each video, suddenly his girlfriend video is cringe? lmao
They want everyone to be as miserable as them. As if there’s a chance in they’d ever get to be with him? The fantasy has been “ruined” for them. They’re the worst parts of fandom. If you want to fan in peace? Don’t go where those toxic parts of fandom are - unfollow/block/filter whatever you need to. YOU are in control of your fandom experience so be an active participant in curating it.
And the #1 rule of the Internet: Don’t read the comments!
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Okay, I know the reader technically doesn't cook, but I do cause I'm hispanic and I have to. So I wanted to write this, but now I'm just really hungry.
I didn't proofread this. I wrote it in like ten minutes, and it probably doesn't leave you more than just craving an arepa, and no I ain't cooking for tumblr.
Set during Pre-Dating Idiots
Your culture had definitely influenced the way you cooked. Good for the ones who liked to eat gourmet, but you're different.
You didn't think you were the best cook, you still burned stuff from time to time. But you had concentrated, and set your mind to make Loki the best breakfast in the whole world.
You woke up early to have the guiso and the dough ready. You warmed up the pan with enough oil to leave the little disk crunchy on the outside and soft on the inside. A nice layer of golden over the dough disk. In another pan you had chopped onions, sweet peppers and fresh garlic and made your guiso, when it was nicely browned, you added the chicken and mixed it together. Then dumped all the spices, you were going to need more oregano and bay later.
While making sure the chicken was nicely golden, you also watched that the disks were golden, nearing a brow and then set them aside.
When the chicken filling was ready, you opened the dough disks with a butter knife, buttered them up and skillfully, barely warming the tips of your fingers, filled them to the brim with the chicken.
Oh, you were drooling, you really wanted to try it all together and hear that perfect crunch. But you controlled yourself and continued.
You wrapped them up in paper foil and placed them fantastic looking arepas in a glass Tupperware.
Your stomach was hungry and roaring at you, but it could wait, you knew Loki was now used to eating breakfast with you, so you wanted to see the look on his face. Maybe you wouldn't warn him that the chicken would probably drip on his clothes. But you still were considering it.
Arriving to your office to see him tucked under your desk was now a common occurence. But today he wasn't sleeping through your morning shift, because you had to see his face when he tasted it.
It's not like you needed his approval. No. Why would you?
But you still wanted to see if he liked it.
You sat at your desk and placed the container neatly next to your computer.
Softly, you nudged him with your feet.
He groaned before looking at you through his lashes.
"Wake up sleeping beauty, I made you breakfast." You smiled proudly.
This surprised Loki, he hated burgers and the McDonalds you made him eat every other day. He much preferred the salads or Chinese food you brought from time to time, but he still was quite picky about the food.
"So no chicken biscuit today?" He smirked. "Should I expect this to become a regular thing?"
"Don't even think about it, I left cooking for people behind after I moved out. I ain't about to start doing it again, even less for you, sunshine." You smirked back at him.
"Either way I'm flattered, yet also I wonder if I should be worried."
"Oh you big baby. Choose one for you and one for me, I'll take the first bite if it makes you happy." You signaled to the container with a red lid.
Loki looked at you suspiciously. He opened the lid, and you swear you saw it.
That little glimmer that broke through his facade when the aroma of the meal expanded through the room. 
He rasped his throat and handed you one of the foil covered arepas. He followed you example when you unwrapped half of it, so the foil could serve as protection to your fingers and would prevent the buttered thing to drip onto your clean clothes.
You bit down with a smile, this reminded you of home, it had been so long since you had cooked this dish. But you remembered it like it was yesterday when your mom would stand behind you and teach you patiently how to do it.
"Your turn gallina." You smiled still munching and swallowing your bite.
He looked at it suspiciously. "Can't you at least give me a fork or something."
"No you savage. You eat it with your hands, any other way is illegal, just like putting the fillings on top of it." You dead-panned him and started muttering to yourself. "Idiotas, abres la arepita como un sobre y le metes el relleno, no es tan difícil por el amor de Dios."
He still looked uncomfortable, but after you took a second bite he bit into it. And you have never seen an expression like his. His eyes were closed first, he processed the foot in his mouth and swallowed. Then slowly opened his eyes, and saying that they were shining was an understatement.
"I am never eating that McDonald's trash again."
"Well, better get cooking then. 'Cause I ain't doing it for ya." You shrugged before biting into your arepa again.
"Teach me." He demanded.
You raised an eyebrow at him. "Yeah... Nah." You swallowed. "This is family recipe, I haven't found anyone from anywhere else who has been able to do it properly. So, nah."
He caged you where you sat. "Well then, let me suprise you." The challenge in his voice was persuading you.
And honestly, you wanted to see him struggling to get his dough disk without any cracks.
"Challenge accepted."
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OKAY THIS IS ADORABLE!!!!!
THIS!!! IS HOW YOU BE “I N S P I R E D” BY SOMEONES FIC
now i’m hungry tho sooo you gonna mail me some arepas ya?
THANK YOU SFM FOR WRITING THIS CUTE LIL THING FOR OUR IDIOTS AND SENDING IT IN I NEEDED THIS SO BAD AND I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY, SHOW @pandawritesmanythings @pandacookieowo SOME LOVE
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*tags from @pandacookieowo as well*
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rogue-barnes-16 · 5 years
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SECRETS (part I/II)
Summary: Detectives James Barnes and Y/n Y/l/n never really got along, despite being partners for seven months. You could say they hated each other, however, when James' past shows up threatening to break him all over again, the truth about their feelings comes to the surface.
Pairing: cop!Bucky Barnes x cop!Reader
Genre: angsty (fluff in the end) (modern au)
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Warnings: hints of a toxic relationship, drinking, smoking, bad described make out session and implied sex.
A/N: I couldn't finish writing the latest request I was writing bc tumblr is a bitch, so I'm dropping the first part of a 2-part fic here. I hope you enjoy my first au (I'm practicing for a Brooklyn nine nine fic) <3
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"C'mon Y/n" Samantha called me from the entrance of the bar we were going to get into. She came closer, placing a hand on my bicep. "You're still thinking about it?"
I stayed silent, my eyebrows knitted, and my eyes fixed on the pavement. "yeah" I replied absently, having another puff of the cigarette held in my hand.
"do you really think you're right?"
"I don't know, Sam" I confessed, tossing the cigarette and stepping on it. "I think I don't wanna be right about this." with that, I turned around to join our friends.
The music playing in the bar almost made me forget what I had been thinking for two days.
Almost.
Two Days Ago
"BARNES!" I yelled from across the precinct's floor where we both worked. "WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?"
"charmin' as always, Y/l/n" he replied in that condescending voice of his, staring at board covered in pictures and notes.
"you dismissed my suspect." I stated, finally reaching the place where he was standing.
"it's our suspect, not yours" he corrected me crossing his arms over his chest "and we'd reached a deadlock"
"I told you to fucking wait, dammit!" I spat, hitting the desk in an attempt to draw his attention.
He jumped, spinning around so he was now face to face with me. For an instant, I saw panic in his gaze, quickly replaced by anger.
"I told you to follow Vargas, and did you, smartass?" I huffed. "see? We're fuckin' even"
I glared at him slack-jawed. "You're unbelievable." grabbing three manila folders from his desk, I made my way to mine. "and for the record, Vargas didn't show up, you fucker!" since my back was to him, I missed his eyes fixed on my form with something way different from anger, frustration or hate.
BUCKY'S P. O. V.
I stood still, staring at Y/n leaning over her desk to examine the manila folders with my jaw clenched, reminding myself that I hated her.
I needed to remind myself that I hated her every single day, because if I didn't, I knew shit would go south.
Unexpectedly, she looked up from the reports and her eyes dug into mines. I only mimicked her position, leaning over my desk, holding her stare.
Surprisingly, it was me who first averted my eyes, my ring tone catching my attention. When I looked at the screen, I saw an unknown number. "Hello?" I asked hesitant.
"Morning honey" my body went stiff at the voice, my jaw clenching while I tried to stay composed. "I made you some coffee, can you tell them to buzz me in?" I stayed silent "oh don't worry, I'm in"
I hung up and tossed the phone over my desk before stalking to the entrance of precinct just in time to see her appearing.
READER'S P. O. V.
I followed Barnes with my gaze, worried that something bad might have happened. However, in the entrance I only saw a redhead with a smile on her face.
"What are you doing here?" Barnes hissed from a considerable distance.
"I told you, silly" she let out a giggle "I brought you some coffee." When she tried to step closer to Bucky, I saw his trembling hand ghost over the holster he was carrying. "are you gonna shoot me, baby?"
Something in her voice made chills run down my spine, but I knew stepping in wasn't a good solution, so I stayed leaned over my desk.
"you can't be here" she stared at him with defiance before smashing her bag over the nearest table, making Barnes jump.
"hey" before I realized, I was walking to them. "Miss, who are you?" flash of madness crossing her eyes scared the shit out of me, but I didn't back off. Instead, I stepped between the two of them. "who are you?" I repeated.
"I'm James' wife" her reply shocked me enough to turn around and give Barnes a very confused look. "who's this woman? are you cheating on me, baby?"
I felt Barnes hand sneaking in the gap between my arm and my waist to grab my forearm "I fuckin' work here" I replied, completely ignoring the tug in my arm.
"then go work" she hissed "and let me catch up with my husband" when I didn't move, and irritated look made its way to her face. "I told you to leave, bitch."
Before I could reply, Bucky’s grip on my arm tightened and he managed to bring me closer to him, crashing my back against his chest.
"you can't be here, Dot" he repeated, managing to hide his shakiness from her. "leave. Now" The same shakiness that wasn't able to hide from me.
Due to the lack of space between him and me, I could feel how his chest went up and down rapidly and unevenly.
"But listen baby, I'm sorry" she whispered, suddenly switching to 'angel' mode. "I'm really sorry, please let's talk this out, okay?" She took a hesitant step towards us and I subconsciously pushed Barnes back in a very subtle way. "c'mon, let's go and have breakfast, and we'll talk. Please, honey."
"What is she doing here? Who let you in?" Rogers appeared in my peripheral vision, walking fast towards us. "leave. Leave right fuckin' now"
"great" that Dot girl muttered, taking a exasperated sigh. "Steve, this is between James and me, so don't you take this bitch with you for me to-"
Steve made his way to the redhead and, grabbing her arm, he guided her out of the precinct.
I spun to face Barnes, who was quickly putting himself together. "what the hell was that about?"
"you always have to meddle in everyone's business" he spat, letting go of my arm "don't you?" I stayed silent while he went to his desk to grab his things. "Tell Captain Fury I wasn't feeling well." and with that, he left.
The following day he didn't even show up.
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"This place's amazing!" Lexa, another one of my friends, exclaimed excited. "let's look for a free table"
The six of us wandered around for a while until we found a free table. "what do y'all wanna drink?" Joe asked, getting up.
Joe came a few minutes after with everyone's drinks and we chatted for a while. Again, I was almost able to forget about it, but then I saw him sitting on a stool, leaning over the bar top with his back turned to us.
"guys, I've something to do." I stated, grabbing my drink and getting up. "be right back." said that, I made my way to the stool besides his. "you didn't show up yesterday, nor today."
He frowned before moving his head to glance at me. "fuckin' hell..." he groaned, shifting to look at the wall full of bottles across us. "outta every fuckin' bars, you hadda come here?"
"gosh" I scoffed, taking a sip of my drink before mimicking his posture. "it's not like I'm looking for you, Barnes, so get your head out of your ass."
He huffed, letting out a humorless, dry laugh. "it's always a fuckin' pleasure to talk to you." I rolled my eyes and he looked over his shoulder. "come back with your friends, 'cause we've nothin' to talk 'bout"
I ran my fingers through my hair and, taking a deep breath, I glanced at him. "that girl, Dot" he went stiff and my heart sped up because, damn, I didn't want to be right, but it seemed like I actually was.
"what 'bout her?"
"is she really your wife?" I asked, tiptoeing around the topic. "we've been working together for seven months already, and you never mentioned her."
"she's mah wife. Kinda" he confirmed me, drinking all the alcohol in his glass. "anythin' else?"
"what happened between the two of you?" He let out a weird laugh, letting his forehead rest against the wooden surface. "You're drunk"
"not enough for this conversation" he groaned with a smirk on his face. The corners of my mouth twitched up at the view and something in his eyes seemed the lit up. "If you wanna stay" he took another look at my friends before turning back at me. "maybe at the end of the night I'll be drunk enough to talk 'bout it"
I pursed my lips in a tight line, staring into his eyes to see if he meant it, because I really really needed to know what happened between them.
After a couple of seconds, I turned to the barman "hey sweetheart" I called him "keep the shots coming here, will you?"
Barnes let out a chuckle, but this time it wasn't weird, and it wasn't dry. This time it was genuinely amused. "eager, are we?"
"you could say so, yeah" I replied, giving him the ghost of a smirk while the barman put the drinks in front of us.
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"Okay okay okay, but-" he started to laugh again and I nudged him "Nononono, listen-" a couple of giggles escaped my lips before I could keep going. "it's true!"
"it ain't true, darlin'." he said between giggles. "Romanoff 'n Stevie- that's insane"
"I'm tellin' you, Barnes" I replied, taking a swig of my beer. "one- don't laugh at me! One day we'll find 'em fuckin' in the office."
"You're crazy" he stated, finishing his beer.
"whatever" I looked at the clock. It was past 4 am already. "Barnes" I whined turned to him. "Tell me what happened between you and Dot, pretty please" I pouted at him, leaning over the bar top and getting a bit closer to him.
He groaned, leaving the beer aside to look at me. "ya really know how to spoil the mood"
"we're drunk as fuck already" I propped myself over my forearms, getting even closer to him. "c'mon Barnes."
With an exasperated sigh, he moved to tower me. "I swear, Y/n, you get me on my fuckin' nerves."
"I know, and I love to do it" his jaw clenched and his eyes traveled to my lips for a second. "you get me on my nerves too, y'know? But I don't care" he gave me a confused look "it's kinda... Our thing, so I don't mind it"
"You're sweet when you're drunk" he stated, half smiling at me. "wish you were this sweet all the time."
"nah" I retreated to my initial position with a teasing smirk on my face. "you love my rude ass side."
He stayed silent, which made me turn to him to check he was okay. "I do." he mumbled "I love your sweet side too." after taking another peak to my lips, he leaned on me and, without thinking twice, I closed the gap between us.
Our lips crashed and, while his right hand went to my cheek, his left traveled to my thigh. Letting out a muffled moan, I let my hands roam over his upper body. "let's get outta here" he mumbled against my jaw.
"yeah, let's get the hell outta here." I pulled away to clumsily grab my purse and pay the drinks, though t was a difficult task to accomplish with Barnes lips attacking my neck.
"you sure 'bout this?" he whispered, pulling me away from the bar top as soon as I had paid. " 'cause you're gonna regret this in the mornin'."
"I'm a grown ass woman" I replied, exiting the bar and pulling him into another sloppy kiss. "my place's near."
Within minutes, we were bursting into my house, tossing or clothes all over the place in our bumpy way to my room. "I'll tell you everythin' tomorrow" he mumbled, taking off his shirt. "I promise"
"Okay" I managed to say, unzipping my pants and letting him take them off. "I'll take your word for it"
He took off his remaining clothes and I did the same "Good" he groaned more than said, picking me up.
"Good" I echoed, letting him carry me to my bed.
Fuck, we were really going to regret this, but I couldn't care less.
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flyingvicebox · 5 years
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So Tumblr sent me an email reminding me it's my blog's first birthday today! Apparently that's something people keep up with. (Or it was yesterday because it takes me hours to make a post because kids and also typing on my oldass phone). Is it a coincidence I finally caved and joined, primarily for the Sherlock/ACD fandom(s) (but stayed for all the other shit too) and it is also Sherlock Holmes birthday? Actually yeah totally. Sometimes I feel stupid being here because I'm a first class fandom lurker. I wish I could do cool stuff and contribute - and I've got an arts/graphic design, editing and journalism background so theorhetically I could - if I had time, but I just can't seem to find it and I wouldn't know where to start if I did. I have a whopping 15-ish followers (yes, I'm *that* cool), though lately I think @hpswl-cumbercookie is the only one I talk to beyond occasional post comments/reblogs (btw thanks dear for tagging me in all those asks and info things about playlists and gifs of favorite movies and whatnot, I always swear I'm going to do them but usually when I actually get a chance by the time I get around to it, it's disappeared from my dash and I can't find it). But @tinysartorius @i-still-am-distantstarlight @shiplocks-of-love @twomenofnote @booksboozentoys @lockedinjohnlock-podfics y'all make me feel special too. I gave up my career (not really by choice) because I've got two special needs kids at home and I just couldn't keep up, so I stay pretty isolated most of the time, which is boring and lonely and boring. Maybe it'd be better if I didn't hate Facebook and suck at Twitter, even though I use them anyway. Sometimes here I feel kinda old and lame because reasons, but even though everything on Tumblr got turned ass over tits lately (ha?), I still like it here because I can show up when I've got the time and geek out about detectives and super heroes and time traveling doctors and science and art and mental health and books and whateverthefuck else I'm feeling that day, and I can do it with other people who like those things too, which makes life a bit more tolerable. Bonus: I can do it all completely anonymously, avoiding the side-eye and commentary from certain family members who seem to have forgotten I'm a real person who might, like, have real person interests and real person feelings and actually not always find motherhood that fulfilling (okay, as a fairly social adrenaline junky with ADHD and bipolar disorder who can't stand being bored, monotony, lack of intellectual stimulation or not being useful, it's depressing AF and I'm not sorry for admitting it). Also bonus: I don't have to wear real pants or any shoes at all. So anyway, I showed up mostly for fanfic recs at first but in the mean time I've learned a lot about myself, a lot about other stuff, made a few internet friends and it's nice to escape for a few here and there, so I'm glad I stuck around. And I'm tired-rambling in giant paragraph form. God, how do people do this on their phones? Whatever. I love this bar. Cheers, y'all. And happy first birthday, blogthing.
Oh also, for old times sake
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Heh.
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