#this drama is so fvcked up

[djappleblush]

If you think the reason why I'm still watching Born Again is because I want to see Sa Bin and Soo Hyuk smooching and being mushy as a canon couple then you're fvcking right.

#born again #jin se yeon #lee soo hyuk #kbs drama #this drama is so fvcked up #the plot is ridiculous #psychopathy is romanticized #but i still love and support it #because you know #biases #lmao #my otp is sailing #yaaaassss #that is all #formalin couple

[art-i-know-yes]

HIIIUUHHH I'm finally ready tooooooo LISTEN TO EPISODE 67 aaaaaannnnddd mmmnnnnbhhh. So let's carry on. Also I will be doing several other things while listening so my attention is a liiiittttlllllee spread out.

SPOILERS FOR EP 67

freddiieeeeee. GLEEEEEENNNNNNN. SO WE'RE STARTING IMMEDIATELY WITH THE TEARS.

"This must be my comic retribution. My time is done. Think of my son. Wish you all well. See you in hell." It's so GOOD. And now I remember all of this.

"IT'S ACTUALLY A REALLY SAD DND PODCAST" BETH CANT EVEN GET THROUGH THE INTRO

"I DONT CARE I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU" "FVCK OFF ANTHONY" "You don't get to talk Anthony"

"I used to play Glenn Close"

Respect to that dude on reddit. Savin himself

THEIR FAVORITE THING ABOUT GLENN. AWH.

HE DIED THE WAY HE LIVED.

Awwwhh Henry

Awwwwh Rooon

He's fvckin chillin

Glenn got the moral victory

They TRIED. FVCK ANTHONY AND FVCK WILLY

Poor Nick Jr.

Oh you mean this episode is a speed run of their trauma responses when someone they actually care about dies

The kids are gonna have to see it eventually

Also I can't get over the fact that every single parent Nick has had is technically dead except for the Foster Morgan

NICK JR DOING CPR

Ron is about make me cry again

Grant was already suuuper fvcked up. Of course Terry is horrified, probably had the clearest mindset. Sparrow becoming a lovewolf definitely brought down his resistance to this. Lark baby bring hell.

I'm scream.

Reincarnation that's what I was thinking

That's the thing. The willing soul thing. I don't think he would be. All he wanted was his son, he was already thinking about staying because there's NOTHING for him in the real world, and when he's dead he gets to be with Nick, he could do magic and play. Like I don't think there would be a reason he would come back. I mean yeah the dads but like that was his reasoning

"Mmmnnhh in THIS economy"

A DRAGONBORN

I KNEW IT

RON HAS SO MUCH GUILT ABOUT THAT

I mEan Henry's right

We get to jump him FVCK YEAH SCREW HIM

The thing about Glenn's death that upsets me the most was that he figured one thing could like make him feel better was killing his dad AND NOW HE CANT

OOOHHHH Dream spell

Honestly I think it would be better if it was just Ron

"YOU READY FOR THIS BABABABUMBUM"

"Kick his fvckin azz Ron" I can't wait for them to kill Willy

We gotta reassure Terry whoops scared him

"We'll talk about this later. Omg I'm like a Wilson"

Oooooo Beth is going full force

"You're enough just as you are. And you are nothing" A. That feels like something Willy said to Ron and now is just saying back and B. Beth has had that ready for a bit.

OOOOOOOOOOO FVCK YOU WILLY

We gotta speed this up a little

You right you right Henry

3 dad try to roll their dead friend into a blunt

We smoke Glenn's anchor

Henry been done this

All or nothing AHHHHHHHHH

McRadical my dudes

PROMOTION FOR DOUG

"I knew killing those people would be worth it"

"I know you're a murderer Doug"

Always Be Grinding

I love Doug so much

Wait I thought about this last time. They can't get the car back without Glenn and with how spells work the fake car is gone too

"Darryl, Darryl slow down"

Glenn's some really did something

OOOOO WE'RE BREAKING HENRY'S ANCHOR. I'm so scared they're just releasing the Doodler.

Your inner ability is the fvcking Doodler

Also I thought they had to break their anchors once they were at the portal for some reason. I probably had reasons but now I don't remember

Henry has issues and this is why your kids probably eat mold

"You guys were judging me for not putting water in Terry Jr's oatmeal."

Everyone really I'm WATCHING you lose your insides

Mmmmm bacteria

The resistance

Henry's body bacteria literally jumps the mold

"You walked into the wrong mircobiome"

I hope Lark doesn't like hate him when they get back

The kids get to do something safe... Which is laying the explosives

RONBAT

You go Doug

I mean we basically have one (1) solid success with Ron

Darryl you're scaring me

HENRY you're scaring me

WHEEEEEWWWWW

We kill Darryl at noon

Let's hope they don't kill Doug

God they like playing fvcking VOLLEYBALL with my heart

Even Anthony seemed relieved

YEAH MURDER

It's what Glenn would've wanted

But it AINT BOMB PROOF

We love Freddie wombat facts

THEYRE FVCKING FLYING

"Sorry something in my throat"

You have operation for this

I fvcking screeched

WHIRLWIND

TRY to escape

"Dadly"

Imagine trying to figure out a noise complaint and then being slurped into the ground

I don't think Willy ate 6 month old overnight oats with the mold

Sir, you're religion was 2 kids in a trench coat that happened to be his kids

This is why Henry quit smoking

Just imagine Barry hears this explosion and is like Henry's had weed

"Is it going to explode" "no shvt"

Really gassed them

WOOO DAD SENSE

Henry is a loose cannon

Sneaky sneaky Ron

Also the switch from a heratwrenching drama to an action comedy is mwah

Oh there's 2 ad things that's why I got confused

Awwww the nunchunks

Back to the drama

Glennades

The kids? Oh yeah because they literally just want the kids for their daddy magic

Oh yeah like we kill Paedan, huh

AWWHHHH

Damn Matt

I felt that in my throat I thought it was a burp at first I hate it

AHHHHHHHHH

What did he do whatdidhedo *iheardthescream*

Gotdammit

EYE OF THE TIGER

AWWHHHHH HE GOT IT

No Glenn sorry

DOODLERS ASSEMBLE

Scam Actually

My poor damaged heart

#you could and should absolutely ignore this #random rambling #dndads #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dungeons and daddies

[sunasbabie]

AH YES ANOTHER INARIZAKI CONTENT 🤩 Suna speak much in that CD Drama :') and he's so happy about his excellent luck fortune ddsjbsks that's so precious :((

FOR SOME REASON- It reminds me of that one Haikyuu-bu chapter where the Inarizaki went to the shrine together, Aran was begging for Suna to something about the sky turning dark bc the Miyas fvcked up their fortune lol and Atsumu said Suna looks the closest to the Inari God lmaooo

-simp

pls he was adorable :< i want to cup his face in my hands and kiss him :< my little precious baby :<

wait idk abt that chapter HAHA cause i rarely read the haikyuu buu bdfjksdnfd

#.inbox #.simp anon

[melodramalust]

Todome No Kiss + Parallel

So, not that long ago I watched this Jdrama called Todome No Kiss and I wasn’t sure about it at first but I ended up getting hooked after every episode. it was truly a rollercoaster of emotions and the storyline is really interesting, truly different than what most of us asian drama watchers are used to. Also, the two main leads had really great chemistry and it’s amazing to watch their relationship start as a mere contract but then seeing them develop feelings for each other, it’s truly crucial for both of their character arcs. Takauji’s character was so interesting for me, it was fascinating watching him have a transformation in each of the different contexts and situations. 

A lot of people didn’t like the ending of TNK but personally I found it unexpected and necessary for Otaro’s redemption arc. you can see in the end he finally made a selfless desicion, only thinking about Saiko’s well being as well as the others whose lives he fvcked up badly by taking advantage of Saiko’s ability, However, yall should really watch TNP, or at least the ep 10 which is an epilogue of what happens after the last episode of TNK.

Here’s a fmv i made of Saiko and Otaro’s journey I hope you guys like it:

#todome no kiss #a kiss that kills #todome no parallel #kento #yamazaki #yamazaki kento #dojima #otaro #eight #kadawaki #mugi #Namiki #Takauji #Araki #Yuko #Mikoto #jdrama #japanese #drama #kdrama

[chaosparty]

YOU WON’T READ THIS THOUGH

Honestly, this is the hardest part of my life so far; you know what’s happening to me right? I was a victim of something connected to what we called “fate.” I wholeheartedly accepted that, can’t stop what meant to happen though. I was closed to ending my life before fate, as I treated the perpetrator of all of this, found a way for us to come across each other. I was even planning to buy sleeping pills to overdose myself, if that’s the easiest way. Or just do what are restricted of my heart disease and slowly die. I was that gloomy and miserable. 

Then you hit me up with your “Are you still feeling sad?” Yes, I refused it at first because I thought it was a cliché. But this night came, and I was still this usual fvcked up suicidal person, I decided to talk to you. It was somewhere in ber months, I told you that I’ve been enduring this situation for a long time (3 years, to be exact) and I’ve given a lot of patience for it, so I’m really out of it, and if it will continue to happen, it would be best to just end my life. I didn’t expect what you said. It gave me at least a speck of hope. Yes, what happened to you is not exactly the same as what I was going through, but you still cheered me up like they’re the same. You cheered me up like we’d have known each other since childhood. The speck of hope I had become bigger and bigger. Days followed and I was still saying the same drama over and over; you didn’t make me feel like you’re tired of listening to me, nevertheless, you kept on cheering me up. You even told me once that “I’ll never get tired of listening to you,” “I’ll never get tired of cheering you up,” and “I’m always here whatever happens.”

You ought to leave the country for your future job and I need to cut our connections to face my own life, even though I’m completely damaged, broken, wrecked, and messed up; even though I’m constantly hurting because I’m fragile. You taught me how to fight, endure, smile, and be positive though; you also told me once that I should always remind myself everyday that “There’s always a rainbow after the rain.” I’ll hold onto that, I promise.

I hope you understand that I need to do this alone. I remember you agreed to me that, “No one can help us but ourselves.” But you said that “You should accept help from others.” I accepted your help, and now, it’s time to fix myself alone. I’ll do it right, and I’ll always remember your words - I promise. You also told me that “It’ll not be easy.” Yes, you prepared me for that hard road though. I need to focus to rebuild myself, and I’ll do this alone - it seems that it’s the only way to get through this.

I’m beyond grateful to God because I met you especially when I needed someone like you; you’re such a great blessing. You'd always have an ear to listen; you'd always be there to show sympathy; you'd always be there to remind me that pain is inevitable; you'd always make me feel that life is just a sequence of ups and downs, and there’s no easy way to go up so I need to strive hard, or else, I’ll remain here; you'd always remind me that being strong and being a fighter are the traits that everyone must have to cope up from being down.

I can’t even express how thankful I am to you. You made me smile, even laugh genuinely in my suicidal days, and you even taught me important lessons about life; that’s really a big deal for me. Those were the times that my hope increased, and you always reminded me that, “Life is beautiful.”

I was a suicidal person, then you came to convince me so hard to keep going.  A proof that there’s always someone who understands, who’s ready to listen, who’s always there to cheer up, and convince that life is beautiful.

I’m very sorry if one day I’ll give up, if one day I can’t keep my promise anymore to keep going, if one day I’ll be in the same place and I wasn’t able to fight for myself and lose the game. At least before that happens, I’ve experienced to be hopeful and happy again and to keep going when I almost gave up, and that’s because of you. You’re one of the best things that ever happened to me. A God instrument to remind me how precious his gift of life is. I will never forget you. You’re very special to me, my escape from this world’s cruelty. As what you’d do for your future job, you literally save lives. It would take fortitude to do that. You’re a very brave man, and I always believe in your strength.

I can’t express how grateful I am when we exchanged words, life’s messes, ideas, and solutions. Words from you that I will never forget until my last breath. Good luck, bless you always. Maybe one day we’ll see each other. Maybe one day fate will bring us together. I don’t know, we don’t know. Or maybe, see you in another life then? Who knows?

#letter #suicidal #you broke my heart #damaged #wrecked #heart rip #gloomy #despair #broken hearted #broken #fragile #vulnerable

[sab-prdx]

Everything’s so fvcked up. Nobody wanna talk to me. hhahahaha go die Sam. Nawala na naman yung inipon mong self love dahil sa mga pangyayari. 😶 Your brother will not talk to you properly. Your cousins don’t reply. Your mom’s emotional. Your tita- bayaran mo na utang mo sa kanya Sam nakakahiya ka pota. And then there’s my friends/ co-workers/teammates, damn! Right now sila na lang nasasandalan ko. Sa kanila ko naoopen ang mental illness ko. Sa kanila naoopen mga problema ko. Sila nakakaintindi sakin. Not trying to invalidate my family’s help nung time na need ko din sila. Pero ngayong pandemic, this trying times na mas nagloloko ang mental health ko. Yung halos mabaliw na ako sa mga nangyayari. When everyone is tired of my dramas bc paulit ulit lang at ‘hindi’ ako gumagawa ng way para gumaling. Damn mental health illness is not a joke. HahHahaha you didn’t know those times na naisip kong mamatay nalang. Mag suicide. May times na ayoko nalang gumalaw at gutumin ang sarili ko para pumayat bc everyone’s mocking me of my weight. Minsan di ko na alam ang gagawin kase mga pinsan ko successful na ako tangina isang kahig isang tuka pa. I know kasalanan ko naman, but yeah. EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED UP. 💔

[whatlovelysays]

I know nobody cares. But I'd still like to put this out there.

These past few weeks, I have been fighting a fight nobody knows about. Cause tbh, I can't even explain it myself.

The demons in my head made its way to me and nested for quite a while. It was overwhelming. It had overtaken my mind and even my body. I had several anxiety attacks, loss of appetite and a loooot of sleepless nights. It was exhausting. I was in full distress and I had negative thoughts going through my mind.

Some people have noticed that I've been hiatus for a while and I can't even face them. I don't have answers. Or maybe that's me, my personality. I don't want drama. I don't wanna cause drama that's why I tend to keep it all to myself. Ayoko kasi makaistorbo sa iba. I don't want them to carry my burdens cause I'm afraid they won't fully understand and keep their distance from me. Seeing me as one fvcked up Human being with all the negative aura surrounding me.

There's so much more to say, actually. But I'd like to end this story on a lighter note. I just wanna say that starting today, I choose myself. I choose to fight the demons in my head. I'd like to get back on my feet and recognize that it's just all in my head. I will try to get better and I will make it happen. I wanna do this for me, myself and I and not for anyone else.

I'd like to thank the people who never gave up on me. Those who constantly took their time to check up on me. I'd also like to thank my friends who noticed and messaged me if I was doing okay. I know, I said yes kahit alam niyong I'm not. Sorry if I couldn't open up but please know that I super appreciate you all. 😭

To those who are feeling the same, please keep on fighting. Fight as long as you can. Just take some rest and give yourself a break. In my case, it took me a while. Ang tagal kong nagpahinga. So I won't blame you guys. Rest as much as you need and as much as you want. It will save you from further damage.

And to myself, I would just like to tell you that I'm so proud of you for fighting this far. For not giving in to the loud voices in your head. And that you've been brave. You always are. ❤️

Aug. 30

2:07 AM

[heero-yuy]

Now that the roles are pretty much fvcked up they have to deal with the situation. Ok. Keith will lead voltron, well it will not be an easy ride but eventually he'll manage the thing, everyone gets used to the new roles, team working fine again. And then Shiro comes back. Then what? Start again? Back to the original set up? Then why this whole drama?? Idk it just feels weird... Will Shiro ever lead voltron again? Hm. 🤔

I personally don’t think so.

I think Keith was set up to be in the black lion from the beginning. Shiro was just keeping his seat warm for him haha. Atleast to me it was always clear Shiro needs to step down and Keith needs to step up, like their characters are set in that way. 

They also said they wanted to start Keith in a place where he can grow from, and I dun think that when Shiro comes back he'd be like “OK move over Keith, you know I’m way better at this than you”. I think Keith will want to give the position back to Shiro but Shiro will say no and do something else.

I feel like they’re aiming to get to the original 80′s Voltron dynamics eventually. I think that’s the plan.

#replies #vlds3 #Anonymous

[djappleblush]

Born again better stop showing me how brainless their writer/director is 'cause they done fvcked up everything. They had it all goin' for them: craziest plot lines, most unrealistic human reaction to psychos, stalking, and legal matters, romanticizing psychos, unethical prof-student affair, and worst of all, smoothest character assassination I've ever seen.

#born again #formalin couple #jin se yeon #lee soo hyuk #jang ki young #kbs drama #so fvcked up #i am hella pissed #they destroyed jung sa bin #just like that #without remorse #fvck you kbs #!!!!!!!! #you fvckers

[djappleblush]

I'm just like, "this drama is so fvcked up. The whole thing is a damn hot mess and my expectations are so low right now, I'm just-"

and drama replies:

#born again #formalin couple #jin se yeon #lee soo hyuk #jang ki young #kbs drama #this drama is a fvcking hot mess #I have so much rage #you done fvcked up everything #fvck you kbs

[djappleblush]

Here's the naver link for the article that says about the writer change in Born again:

---> https://n.news.naver.com/entertain/article/477/0000247312

They removed the orig writer and added new 7 writers right after ep 20, who obviously didn't do sh!t and just fvcked up the script more. These fvckers!!!!

I really believe the higher ups pushed to have Ki Young as the lead. The orig writer, Jung Soo Mi, seemed to me a Lee Soo Hyuk fan because of how she developed a script that revolved around him and even used his real life name and birthday in the drama. But KBS and other executives might have not liked it and so fired her. No shade to Ki Young, though. But we will never know what really happened behind the scene.

Still, with all these drama on bts, they were still unable to produce a sane drama. What a shame! None of the cast deserve this sh!t.

#born again #formalin couple #jin se yeon #lee soo hyuk #jang ki young #this drama is not for sane viewers #fvck you kbs #fvck fvck fvck fvck