#this is ... defintely a big vibe with how Loud it is when he is a teenager like

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dan  torrance  aes. 043.  

#you take yourself with you : aes #take your medicine : visage #type : edits #this is ... defintely a big vibe with how Loud it is when he is a teenager like ??? constnat #constant thoughts ; images ; visions ; nightmares all the time #this boy truly ??? does not get to rest #and he still has the nerve to graduate high school with honors ?? #i just really :(((( #he describes his teen years as fucking horrendous because of the fucking shining getting worse i want to die promptly goodbye #he literally feels like he was going mad and wishes he started drinking sooner beacause it was the 'ONLY THING' that could quiet it #he just trying to cope however he can and IT HURTS ME