#this is a roundabout way of getting to know me

[batterywater]

trapped in a bomb shelter with your big bro naoya

cw: big bro! naoya x fem & afab! reader, dead dove do not eat, misogyny! (and it's my kink so it's not like.. refuted), mild degradation (naoya calls u dumb), but naoya's sweet too, depression and nihilism, masturbation (both of u), sorta dubcon (tagged), fingering, and light mentions of: p in v, somno, cunnilingus, bondage, cowgirl, humiliation kink (on you), naoya being possessive, 1.7 k words

18+, minors don't interact

It’s surprising when the attack is announced how quickly Naoya moves to grab you. The gears in your mind haven’t even processed the news—that doomsday is upon you—by the time your brother has you snatched up in his arms and he’s running. 

Most of the clan’s away at a local festival—a whole kilometer’s walk from the great zenin estate and the bomb shelter your esteemed (and wealthy) clan head installed. You and Naoya are the only ones to make it in time. 

Naoya has never been the warmest big brother. In fact, there have been plenty of times where you thought you hated him. But at the end of the day you know he cares for you—even if it’s in his twisted, roundabout way. Still, enough that you were his first and only priority to shove into the little bunker beneath your estate surprised you a bit. 

You aren’t sure Naoya thought his decision out—you know he didn’t have time to properly. The way he rushed to your room and scooped you in his arms, no pit stops before locking the thick bunker door closed behind him—before anyone else had the chance to join. It ended up being for the best, explosions outside were heard only too shortly after—still, you hope he doesn’t regret it.

You’re nearing day 10 inside your small shelter, and if the shaking ground and dire radio warnings Naoya managed to pick up are any indicator—the world outside isn’t going to be inhabitable again for a while. 

Naoya is handling things better than expected. He’s thrown himself to small tasks—keeping the mind sharp he calls it. He’s less grumpy than he could be—resilient. Honestly the one lacking in mental fortitude is you.

“You can’t just sit there watching me do push ups. You need to move around too, dummy.” 

“Nii-san im starting to lose the point.”

“The point?”

“I don’t understand why anything matters anymore if we’re all that’s left.” 

He wipes sweat from his brow, glaring at you while he drinks some water. 

“You just said it. Things still matter because we are still here. Eventually outside will be safe again and we’ll get out and start over. Don’t get all stupid and weepy in the meantime.” 

You try to stay occupied, you try to do as Naoya says, but still, you struggle. Spending day after monotonous day trapped in here, you can’t help but start to get depressed.

Then one day Naoya says he needs to touch himself. 

And there’s no room for you to avoid him while he does. You’re uncomfortable—-giving him a look that conveys it. But he insists he has to. 

“I’m a man. Don’t be dense.” 

Before you know it his cock is out and he’s fisting it at a leisurely pace, leaning back on the bed with his other hand. You face away from him, trying and failing to focus on rereading your book. But then he says your name, and when you look he’s still exposed and hard, but he beckons for you to come closer. He isn’t satisfied with your closeness till you’re sitting beside him on the bed. 

He’s still stroking himself slowly when he says: “You need this, too. Touch yourself.” 

You freeze for a minute then shake your head. Is this some kind of test? It’s shameful…

“Saving yourself for marriage doesn’t matter anymore if we’re all that’s left. You’re practically mine now anyways, since our entire clan is obliterated. It’s just me ‘n you.”

...You need to collect your thoughts. In the first place… you’re unsure how far you could get away with disobeying your big brother. He’s been somewhat softer in the shelter, better behaved than he was outside, at least. But you haven’t forgotten the way he used to act when he didn’t get his way… conniving and nasty—you’ve witnessed his wrath more times than you can count. Notably, though, It wasn’t ever pointed at you—his attitude towards his little sister has only ever been mischievous at worst. He’d simply mock and pick apart, invade your personal space and mess up your hair—though you’re sure he’d have been much worse if you didn’t go out of your way to be inoffensive. All in all, a hard no from you now would be a first inside the shelter. 

Then there’s the honest truth of the matter: he’s right. Naoya may as well be the last person on earth for all you know, and you have been going crazy with hormones and neediness—but too afraid to touch yourself with no alone time. It’s a week after your period so you’re pretty sure you’re ovulating, and Naoya’s been walking around shirtless, acting just as touchy as always, but kinder than usual—and it’s not like he’s unattractive. 

It’s sick that you’re even considering it. Touching yourself at your brother’s command—you’re a daughter of a distinguished clan! Maybe this little bunker truly is making you crazy…

In the end, the same idea that’s been infecting your mind constantly post doomsday wins out: nothing matters anymore anyways. 

That thought is how you justify laying back on the bed beside your brother, stripped of your robes and spread-legged, two fingers pumping in and out of your pussy while you buck against your palm. 

Naoya’s sharp eyes watch from beside you, never missing a thing while he continues stroking his cock. You’re so relieved to be giving your pussy attention after so long, you don’t even dwell on how messed up it all is. 

After a while of trying to cum but barely reaching that special spot inside you to do so, Naoya can’t take watching anymore. 

“My sweet sister, how old are you, again? You can’t even make yourself cum?” Naoya tucks his hard-on in the waistband of his pants, focusing entirely on you. 

The mattress squeaks as he scoots closer, large hand around your ankle to spread you wider for his gaze. 

You stop pumping your fingers, giving him a slow stare. He frowns. “No, no, keep trying. Let me see what’s the matter.” 

So you do, working yourself up while you and Naoya watch each other, humping your palm when you get close again. You whine, biting your lip while you brush against the part inside you that feels best. Still, it’s not enough. You’re on the edge of tears searching for that release when—

“Okay, stop, sweet thing. You clearly need a man to do this.” 

You pant while you look up at him, remembering what exactly is going on here when you pull your messy fingers away. It only makes you wetter when you think of the nastiness of it all.

“Nii-san?” 

It shouldn’t surprise you when his fingers replace yours, but it does, Naoya’s warm touch with no warning earning a little jump. 

He doesn’t comment, only sets to work with his middle and ring finger sinking deep into your hole, curling right where you need them but couldn’t reach yourself, pressing his thumb to your clit at the same time. 

It feels heavenly. So good you almost close your eyes, but you can’t somehow. You wouldn’t want to lose a glimpse of Naoya—his eyes are transfixing. 

And, like always, Naoya watches you back.

His expression while he does is patient and relaxed in a way that reminds you of when he helped you with homework or something as a kid. Patient and bored if you ever struggled or needed help—like he always had low expectations for you. You suppose that’s why he had so much more patience for you than he did for other family members—your shortcomings were at times endearing while those he thought were supposed to be strong had stricter standards. 

Ultimately, an inability to make yourself cum seems like something Naoya expected of you. 

And he wasn’t lying about his ability to help—his bigger fingers fit inside you just where you need them, and it takes your brother only minutes to earn your release, clamping down on him while you make a mess on the bed, crying out and arching—after edging for so long the orgasm lasts what feels like forever. 

Noaya fucks you after that. He may as well, he tells you—he still needs to get off and it’ll feel good for you this way too. And he’s right, he may as well. It’s the end of the world and your brother may as well fuck you. And of course his cock feels amazing—it manages to feel like a solace in this bunker where nothing matters. 

After that day, miraculously, you start to perk up. Naoya figured out the key to your depression, the key to keeping you occupied—it’s sex. Everyday your big brother fucks you and every day you get better. 

Things stay interesting because when you’re fucking every day—you experiment. Or at least, Naoya does—he’s the creative one between the two of you, you’re just along for the ride. 

You wake up in knots of rope one morning with Naoya’s tongue between your legs—you’re in the middle of an orgasm. He splits you open on his cock afterwards for good measure. He lets you ride him another day, something you’re fairly sure he’s never let a woman do. You cockwarm him while the two of you read a book at the same time—it’s silly. He’s kept you tied up almost an entire day before, doing whatever he wanted, exposed and embarrassed. You’re his little cock sleeve of a sister, he says. 

“You know I’m actually glad that at least this way, stuck in here, no other clan can have you. They wouldn’t deserve you as a wife, not one of them. It’s a silver lining—this way, you’re all mine.” 

#naoya x reader #naoya zen'in x reader #jjk x reader #jjk smut #naoya zenin x reader #naoya fic #naoya smut #jjk fic #naoya zenin fic #tw.incest #tw.dubcon #tw.misogyny #tw.degradation #tw.somnophilia

[alexxncl]

‼️NIGHTBRINGER LESSON 35 SPOILERS‼️

masterlist

normal and hard spoilers

can i just start off by saying "the heart's murky depths" is a crazy title for the lesson opener ???

oh he's down HORRENDOUS, but his pride won't let him show it

talking about some "not that i want you to stay or anything...but you should stay and be a professor at RAD so you never have to leave my side 🥺👉🏽👈🏽" YOU AIN'T SLICK !!! I'VE KNOWN YOU SINCE PRE-COVID 2020

*ahem* my bad

LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER i wanna go home...kind of. like yes mc have a hard time dealing with the idea of leaving, but it's not like they'll never see a version of the brothers again. they're more likely to never see mc again, but you never know with all the time soup shit

i feel like lucifer feels indebted to them in some capacity since they did help bring the brothers closer in the span of a few months max. idk i feel like he's not only sad about them leaving, but doesn't know why they're choosing to go a roundabout way when he thinks they could literally ask barbatos to make a portal and send them home. the whole losing magic thing also wasn't explained to him, it was just stated as fact with no explanation

idk i'd be skeptical if i was lucifer too

i still think he wants mc to stay just as much as they do, if not even more, but he's better at hiding it. i also think he's protecting, but maybe that's just me protecting ??? idk

or MAYBE he's mixing up their desire to stay in the devildom in their timeline, but can't differentiate it since he's not as knowledgeable about time itself. so he's not wrong, but he's not entirely right either. mc is split, and they think having all the pacts will make the decision easier since it's already what everyone's expecting them to do

...we're gonna have to go with lucifer, aren't we?

don't get me wrong, i love him down, but can't they just talk like regular people 😭 the avatar of pride really can't put his pride aside for 2 seconds like damn /j

i just KNOW he said "oh but it is" in the most sarcastic voice ever. like sharpay from high school musical type shit. love him down

dickhead older brother lucifer is my favorite kind of lucifer bc he's just like me 🫶🏽 except i'm a dickhead older sister. like there was no need for him to say that AT ALL, but he had to get the last word before he disappeared with mc for 3 days with no contact just to piss his brothers off

i love a wholesome family dynamic just as much as i love them being shitheads to each other

damn why are you always on dia's dick ???? BACK UP

the shitheads 🫶🏽

(random side note, idk if everyone plays the game with the sound on, but i play it with headphones on. the screeching train noise scared the SHIT outta me oh my god 😭 my dorm mates probably think i'm crazy)

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me nightbringer spoilers #obey me spoilers #nightbringer spoilers #obey me lucifer #lucifer obey me #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me asmodeus #obey me beel #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphie #obey me belphegor #obey me mc #mc obey me #obey me simeon #obey me diavolo #obey me mephisto #obey me mephistopheles

[jimmyspades]

#his happy handsome smile :) #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #* #going to bed early tonight bc this week is so busy love u <3 #i'm going to a concert and one of the band's songs is such an alan song to me. do you think they'll play the alan song for me... 👉👈 #do you think alan likes concerts. in that one ep he mentioned radiohead which was so crazy I can't believe he knows what music is #I think he sort of implied he'd BEEN to a radiohead show wtf... #so much of alan we don't get to see... like when he said he has season tickets to bruins games. wtf you love hockey? who are you #and james loves live music SO much I think alan would have to too. I just realized this scene he's watching a band play LMAO #for once my tags are relevant to the actual post... in a roundabout way... #anyway. i'd go to concerts with him i actually can't even imagine what he'd be like but the thought makes me wanna cry. allie bear #and hockey games. hold his hand when i'm cold sharing popcorn and soft pretzels. he probably has a jersey... he gets so into it silly guy

[sysig]

Hey. Read Roundabout. Love Awesome. (Patreon)

#Doodles #Wander Over Yonder #Commander Peepers #Emperor Awesome #Lord Hater #As always check the tags first but hgggg Roundabout is so gooooood <3 <3 #Absolutely the fic that convinced me that Awesome was worth thinking about more than he initially appears lol #The™ fanon interpretation to me <3 #Like the Eyesome stuff obviously (also the thing that convinced me to try out Eyesome and ended up loving it :D) #But also the Death Glare stuff! It's terribly cute the way Peepers and Hater go bouncing off each other haha ♪ #Plus there's just a lot of fun phrasing like the one I put in the caption of Peepers curled up haha #Everyone's characterized so fun! #Plus there's just something very fun recalling my first reread lol - I don't actually remember my first reading experience #But I do remember getting fic-hungry for it later down the line at a local Mexican restaurant and reading it on their wifi lol #It's so fun to finally be at a point where I can confidently draw them and then to come back to the story and ahhh <3 <3 Very enjoyable #The first two aren't tied to anything specific other than the basic concept of those two drinking together lol #Same size glasses but very different alcohol-to-body-size proportions lol ♪ Buying drinks for Peepers saves hand over fist! #We all know he could put it away like no one's business so really it wouldn't matter in the end lol #It was so fun to doodle him curled up ahh <3 His silhouette <3 <3 Toss a blanket over him! #And the Drama! The deliciousness of Peepers keeping Secrets from his Lord Hater! Ah! #It feels so in-character of him to have alone time away from the ship that Hater doesn't even notice until he's been away awhile ♪♫ #They're both adults ♪ They have aspects of their lives that aren't Entirely intertwined ♫ Until they do hehehe #Love 'em ♥ #Hater was fun to draw there too lol slowly getting used to him! I like his PJs haha

[jrueships]

I WANT WRITING PROOOOMPTSSSSSS

#im srry i keep asking for them trust me im not ignoring them #i literally write them....off the rails #like so much that it's like. i cant post this #this has become embarrassingly cumbersome #it happens with original ideas the most tho so it's like. having a prompt helps guide me better #but it can also be a double edged sword in springboarding my ideas off that even more #idk whats worse #a one-sided thanasis crush on jrue fic has turned into the older sibling sacrifice fic #bcs thanasis realizes giannis actually likes jrue too and thanasis has always lived his life #trying to help his baby brother #so he has to resign himself as the older brother once again #and tries to gaslight himself into thinking jrue only talks to him out of pity bcs he. like everyone else. sees thanasis as giannis brother #as his life has always been. attached to another name like a parasite #but jrue takes thanasis's shying away the wrong way and gets hurt over it bcs hes very forthright and not roundabout #which was one of things thanasis admired abt him #and when he gets traded he sits with thanasis to eat at a restaurant for some comfort and closure over this tension #but thanasis thinks it's just a ploy to get some info on whether giannis was involved or not #theres times where theyre very complementary bcs jrue hangs out with thanasis to help him bring out his actual person #since he knows being an older sibling can be more of an overshadowing name in life than a fun factor #but then this misunderstanding makes things uneasy #like jrue loves sitting on the same side of someone in a booth so when he sits right next to thanasis at dinner #thanasis gets all sweaty and blushy and keeps accidentally dropping his fork everytime their knees touch #it's cute until he starts wondering if this is some kind of intimadation tactic but thats just how jrue is. theres literally no #ulterior motive. like thanasis knows jrue can be cutthroat. but hes not cruel tho. he sits next to thanasis bcs he likes sitting next to ppl #not across. it's literally so simple what theyre dealing with externally but internally it's so locked in and convulsing #it's confusing. and it's so dumb of a fic like whos gonna read this shit lol CAN I BE NORMAL #anyways send stuff 😊😊 im bored #i need smthin light and easy (it doesnt rlly matter. im gonna turn it into smthing way worse than it should be idk why #(i need to go to a k*ll animal shelte

[designernishiki]

majima’s the kind of old queen who’d downright refuse to stop using the words tranny and faggot and would whip either of those words out on occasion just to keep straight/cis people on their toes

#rambling #you know I’m right #the type to be insulted in some roundabout passive agressive way and instakill the perpetrator on sight by going #‘man you youngins are fuckin cowards. just call me a faggot and get to the point’ #he’s been Thru It he has the right #‘you cant say that-‘ ‘OH? I CANT? ACCORDING TO WHOM HUH STRAIGHT BOY?’

[nite-puff]

Kyoko Kirigiri Eddie Valiant

OKAY- so i’ve definitely thought of this. but she has to be live action. she has to be fan casted real person while mondo and taka are animated. just to keep in line with the movie.

also would the dead brother be jin??? or her grandfather??? i’m thinking maybe grandfather because he was also a detective. “i don’t work for toons. a toon killed my grandfather.”

also exploring a taka and kyoko buddy cop duo-like dynamic is funny, especially considering if taka is trying to get kyoko to let loose and laugh for whatever reason.

also alcoholic kyoko…. hmm…

#okay thinking more of how roger taka would work #i’m thinking that he’s recently not been doing well in terms of his ‘acting career’ because he hasn’t been making people laugh #(his personality gets in the way and he’s not able to go full goofy toon like) #so he feels real insecure about that so that explains his need to make kyoko laugh while they’re figuring out the mystery. becuase he wants #to prove himself. i know it’s a much more roundabout way of thinking when compared to roger just wanting to make people laugh becuase #he likes it. but roger and taka are pretty different characters and i have to make them work #also makes the ‘he makes me laugh’ line from jessica (mondo) sweeter. just taka being himself makes mondo happy #sorry this ended up being a taka ramble i just started thinking about him and how he would work in the story #ramblepuff #askpuff #kyoko kirigiri #kiyotaka ishimaru

[mudstoneabyss]

neurodivergent but in the opposite way from what I see a lot. "neurotypicals are always using unspoken social rules and cues instead of just stating things clearly and actually saying what they mean like neurodivergent-" brother I am playing 5 dimensional chess with multiverse time travel

#i hate that post thats like ''neurotypicals blah blah blah use your words'' because let me tell you. im neurodivergent #& i Can Not Fucking use my words. my brain is scrambled I dont know what to say I can only throw things down & hope ppl are picking them up #joyousposting #sometimes I feel like. manipulative because I'll say stuff with the specific intent of getting someone else to say this thing in response #(with a large amount of certainty they will) #but all that ever is is like. getting them to ask a specific question because my brain cant Say What I Want unless prompted by a question #example: lets say I want to talk about X. I'll bring up X then be like theres this Thing about X knowing someone will probably be like #oh what is this Thing? then I can say what I want about X #trying to get other people to say what I'm thinking but not to persuade or manipulate them into thinking like me but to point at and go #yeah that thats what I mean but couldn't communicate #if left to myself I do this where I keep talking to try and properly convey what I'm trying to say without ever feeling like I successfully #do so and in fact make things more confusing #Your neurodivergent brain go roundabout ways to link seemingly unrelated thoughts mine throws them all at once at me at several branching #paths #slash j ik im not the neurodivergent who does this #this isnt a vent btw

[aemiron-main]

One day I gotta tell you guys about the seemingly a time traveller dude I met once who looked almost identical to henry now that I think abt it

#like imagine if you met a deranged looking Jamie Campbell bower in a stairwell at 4 am #and he lost his mind over the existence of a smart phone because ‘you have a map in there?’ and spent 2 hours rambling to you about how #‘there used to be a roundabout’ in one part of the town and would not stop tlaking about how the roundabout disappeared and so how he #couldn’t figure out how to get home as a result. also he would not tell me where home was. not in a ‘wouldnt give me his address’ way but in #a ‘wont even tell me what fucking country or town or city he is so desperately trying to get back to #way. like. it was bizarre and that’s not even the half of it #and then I met a dude who looked and acted identical to him IN ANOTHER FUCKING COUNTRY 2 years later #which was extra weird because the second guy (?) spotted me from across a public bus at night based solely on noticing one of the keychains #on my bag. a keychain that was FROM THE UNIVERSITY WHERE I MET THE FIRST GUY/MET HIM THE FIRST TIME #don’t even get me started. the whole thing was so fucking strange dude like eagle eye spotted my tiny keychain from across a crowded bus #and looked identical to the first dude and insisted on walking me home and it was just. so strange #and not in a ‘dude my age flirting with me’ way bc this dude was past his mid 40s and just. that was Not the vibe but the vibe wasn’t creepy #either like it was creepy in a what the fuck way but not in a stalker/predator way yk #dude also had the most BIZARRE legal name and I can’t even type it here without like doxxing him bc he’s gotta be the only guy w that name #second guy/second time I met him he was rapidly playing sudoku the whole time he was wlaking and talking #strange as fuck #you ever spent like 4+ hours stuck in a stairwell with a time traveller? because I think I might have #I’m half joking but that’s what it felt like FR like dude acted like he’d just come from some far off age #he also somehow managed to get into a completley keycard locked building?? and said he didn’t know how he got here???

[caffeinatedopossum]

I'm ngl everytime I see a post that's just terf discourse (like a terf arguing with someone) I get that awkward feeling like I walked in on something I wasn't supposed to. Like when you stay at a friend's house as a kid and their mom and dad straight up just start yelling at their kid or each other 👀 like I am here, witnessing this. Just yknow... just in case you care. You look ridiculous and I have no idea what you're talking about

#like i obviously do not like terfs (terfs unfollow me right now) but i also have no idea what theyre even trying to say ever #so it makes it a little harder to hate them. just because im not entirely sure what they're saying i just know that it sounds roundabout af #and shady as hell. sometimes they say stuff thats just straight up awful and transphobic but usually its like #weirdly veiled bad takes. like ?? #'im not saying if youre trans you should die in a fire but you dont identify with your birth sex in a way that i dont like #you should consider it' #like thats what everything they say sounds like and i just dont get it. like are you aware #just. are you aware. not sure what you should be aware of but just *gestures vaguely* i think you should be more aware of it #just because you say youre not saying something that doesnt actually mean you cant be saying it. like are you aware of that? #it makes it to where im not sure if theyre lying or just straight up confused as hell #cause im confused for sure

[wingsyliveblogs]

Can I tell you that we kinda know about Belos's whole deal is something we...know about now and that have effects on how we talk about him, even if we'll try our best to avoid spoilers

Alright, I've been putting this one off for a bit because I wasn't quite sure how to respond to it, but let's not delay this any longer.

So, first off, I'm assuming you meant well sending this ask, which is why I’m giving it a proper response. But I have to be honest: this ask kind of does rub me the wrong way a little, for a couple of reasons.

The first is that this information, in itself, could be considered a spoiler. I'm aware that Belos is a major antagonist for the series, and from that I can extrapolate that while I don't know much about him at this point in the series, there will be much more revealed about him at a later time. But if I didn't have reason to believe that, this would be telling me something about the series that I don't know, and that's still a spoiler, regardless of how it's phrased!

The other thing is... doesn't this go without saying?? As far as I know, everyone who's following along with this blog has watched the entirety of the series. That means that you all have way more information about the characters and the plot than I do, and naturally this means that there are certain subjects, and certain characters, that you really can't talk about properly while I'm still on episode 11 out of 40. I've never asked people to send me messages about things I don't know in the show, and I don't plan on doing so anytime soon. That's just how liveblogs work. So... I don't feel there's really a need to clarify this at all?

I know you can't talk about this guy without spoilers. That's why I haven't asked anyone to. Whenever I bring him up in a post or during my liveblog, I'm imagining him as a vague idea of a person in a position of power who's probably malevolent to some degree, which is the extent of what I know about him as a character at this point. I'm not expecting anyone to share their thoughts on him until, at the very least, he's been properly introduced. I don't even know what he looks like!

I'm sorry if this response seems a bit heated. I'm not upset, I just want to get my points across as clearly as I can. I can only guess at why you felt it was necessary to send this message, but I think the less said about the aspects of the show I'm not yet familiar with, the better. For now, I feel that there's simply no reason to send me any info about a character who hasn't made a single appearance in the show yet. That can come later!

#wingsy liveblogs #ask #wingsy watches owl house #the liveblog spoiler tag #I just get a weird feeling from this message #I don't know if it's a deliberate spoiler or not #but if it weren't for the fact that I kind of already knew this I probably wouldn't have acknowledged it at all #it's like... telling me what Lilith is going to do in the future or what hand hair lady's deal is but in a really roundabout way #I genuinely don't know anything about either of them beyond what I've already seen so I would consider those legitimate spoilers #if you know you can't talk about a character without spoilers then... don't???

[hella1975]

Hella I just thought id let you know im at prom right now

OMG HOW WAS IT?

#my prom was so shit but in a funny way #the guy arranging THE after party (like not the only one but the big main one most people were going to) #decided to do it in a field just off a roundabout and everyone told him it'd get shut down #bc the police notoriously patrol that area bc it's where a lot of the druggies go #so ofc a bunch of sixteen year olds getting pissed in a field wasn't gonna go down well #but did he listen? did he fuck #did it get shut down before i even got there? yes it very much did #i was fuming but me and my mates just went back to one of our houses and got drinks/snacks at a petrol station sdghskhg #prom was also the first time i drank with my mum knowing/being okay with it #like i was very sensible back then bc my mum was so against me drinking (which is now... ironic to say the least) #(this is why im the disappointing daughter lmao) #and i had a glass of champagne and my mates went MENTAL sdhgsjgdh it was like they were getting to drink for the first time too #they were so excited lmfao #ask

[augustslippedavvay]

it’s wild to me that i honestly didn’t really care for the eddie fic i posted a few days ago, it felt incomplete to me and i posted it as-is bc i felt guilty about not posting for so long, and it has ended up being something a lot of people are connecting with?? like so many people i do not know have such nice things to say about it i’m so Happy y’all like it 😭

#talking ab like real people do #idk :') i was feeling very blahhhhh about my writing as a whole #like u know sometimes u just get down on yourself bc so many writers get SO MUCH ATTENTION for their writing #and like i GET it's not about attention #but recognition is cool #and i think in a roundabout way it's remindining me what i liked about writing in the first place #REMINDINING JKWNDF I'M AN IDIOT but i am not retyping all that #emily.txt #idk feeling emo thank u thank u thank #and now all i want to do is KEEP writing even if they're just silly little incomplete thoughts #i need to go to sleep or i won't get up for work tomorrow bye bye

[munamania]

i dont want to go to my stupid screenwriting class bc even though this prof Finally Actually gave me Some feedback. i dont like him. i dont think he likes any of us either he just likes talking about himself. anyway though she should be there today at least <3 and my other bestie and maybe i can get away with working on another assignment during class

#if he tries to make us share our scripts again. like i know that's the point but it doesnt feel like a good 'writers room' and im #scarred from when i volunteered and he was so shitty to me. i KNOW it was a bad intro to my script i didnt like it. was getting a feel for #it. but also at that point i was so crushed from his bullshit. i shouldnt have been but yk. #anyway did i tell u she apologized to me for missing class and i was like lol u dont have to apologize to me #and she was like ohh i just thought it might have been kinda sad not having a buddy. very roundabout Aw did u miss me #also i have another friend in that class. obv not the same dynamic but. yeah #film girl saga #for context for my first tag. like i was so in a haze i could barely get to writing. and i was so fed up with getting vague non feedback #from him so i was like im gonna throw myself into this and try to get actual feedback from the class #and some ppl did comment but it was the end of class so mostly crickets so i was mostly just trying to force him to actually #fucking say something and he goes. yah youve got something coming there. youve got words on a page #the way i wanted to go full katniss and claw his face in that moment. #i dont even think it was like that bad bc when i took it to my other prof he had stuff to say. but even without external validation EYE #believed in my story. i still like it and my characters and stuff. whatever

[orcelito]

ykno i was wondering if Dohalim would be promoted to the same level as Yuri Lowell in my mind. bc ive been in love with Yuri Lowell for yeaaars now.

and you know what. i think he already has been lmaooo

sorry Yuri, u got a rival in my heart

#speculation nation #theyre like at opposite ends of the Character Spectrum tho which is kinda hilarious #but united in what Counts. #for me at least lol #idk what it is about tales games making characters that i genuinely fall in love with but it's unmatched by almost anything else #like ok sure im in love with inigo from fire emblem. but u still dont get to know fire emblem characters as well as tales characters #at least not for central characters. tho three houses did better on expanding side characters more #main persona characters r all teenagers so :p not getting any In Love With characters from there #and other than that. uhmmmmm #yea idk no other game series i play has characters that im as consistently completely in love with like this #it's a good thing! i think character depth & development is one of tales games' biggest strengths #gotta thank tales of zestiria's relative popularity back in like 2016 for getting me into this series lmaooo #tho really it was my fav aldnoah.zero writer on ao3 writing tales of zestiria fic that first gained my attention #which is the most hilarious roundabout way to get into a (relatively) obscure game series by a Pretty obscure (at least these days) anime #That's it that's the post. dohalim my beloved <3

[mythvoiced]

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.” ( for patrick :3 )

@kamipyre | more random dialogue prompts

One of Patrick's greatest sins is how small people still are to him - and how stupidly large they can get when he enlarges them in his own mind.

Even in spite of his own physical humanity, the way he bruises just as easy as regular humans would, if not more due to those over-sensitive patches of skin that don't even look like chains anymore, he always looks at them as fragile critters.

Or terrible monsters, but it's easier to stomach his own fragility if he pretends everyone around him is just a little softer than him.

Maybe that's why his hand floats mid-air without second thought, ice-ashen eyes staring at the equally pale object in his hands as if he couldn't quite figure out what its purpose could ever possibly be.

Or why he looks like he's somehow stuck and interrupted in whatever it is he was going to say. Skipping over greetings and over all the ways Patrick could have justified his presence as both appreciative of her company but certainly not overtly interested to make sure she doesn't get used to him, well...

The best way to catch both a predator and a prey is to surprise them.

Or maybe it's none of that. Maybe he's just very very disturbed that he'd held his hand out in reflex, responding in knee-jerk rather than meticulously crafted caution and adequacy.

Well.

Maybe humans aren't fragile. Maybe he just needs an excuse to justify his indulging her before he realizes he is.

He stifles the panic in his throat and twists his hand around the object in his palm, holding it up with thumb and forefinger. "Are you sure you should be handing a key to a civilian?" both a warranted and a genuine question. "What if I run away and figure out what lock it belongs to?"

#kamipyre #the wolf;patrick #hmmmm those first few paragraphs seem like a weird and roundabout way for Patrick to say he'll protect Suki with his life OH WELL- #OKAY SO I WAS WONDERING WHAT SUKI COULD POSSIBLY BE ASKING PATRICK TO HOLD #and i didn't want to subject you to origami AGAIN even though I LOVE IT SO #IF THAT MAKES SENSE?? DSGKLDSJLFFLGG so i was like HMMM WHAT'S AN OBJECT THAT COULD LEAD TO A STORY #YKNOW AN OBJECT WITH IMPLICATIONS OR BACKGROUND #and a key always leads to something right? a box or a drawer or a door or a locker IDK #I MEAN DO LET ME KNOW IF THERE'S? NOTHING FOR SUKI TO HAVE A KEY FOR OR #YOU KNOW if this doesn't make sense at ALL i'll VERY HAPPILY change it >:3 #showcasing one of patrick's sides i rarely get to shove into people's faces: jumpscaring himself #by realizing he's lowering his guard even just SLIGHTLY around someone #SO YES THANK YOU SO MUCH HOPE THIS WORKS~ #;queue