#this is all fine

[youchangedmedestiel]

Everytime I’m reminded that Cas was the only one in all universes with a crack in his chassis, that Dean wanted him to stay, that Cas did it, all of it for Dean, that Dean wanted to die because Cas was dead, really dead after Lucifer stabbed him, that Cas told Dean “I love you” twice and that Dean told Cas he needed him twice in such a vulnerable way, I just want to scream my lungs out.

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #cas has a crack in his chassis #dean wants cas to stay #cas did all of it for dean #dean needs cas #cas loves dean #dean loves cas #destiel is canon #the greatest love story ever told #i want to eat glass #but i'm fine #this is all fine #i'm normal about them #totally normal #my random thoughts about destiel

[krushkreates]

i've been absolutely obliterated by unreal unearth like i cannot stop thinking about the lines from first time

'and the first time you kissed me/i drank dry the River Lethe/The Liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same'

i am SICK oh my god!!!

#this is fine #this is all fine #unreal unearth #hozier #first time

[janis-1987]

Cecil! Cecil wake up! You need to start your show!

#wtnv #he's just sleeping #its fine #this is all fine #if i weren't tired i'd make art for this

[so-called-yokai]

Leo watching me write myself straight into hell like it ain't no thing.

#writing #rottmnt fandom #desktop ghost leo #sweating intensifies #its fine #this is all fine

[aishitara]

hey. how we doin fam? everybody got their emotional support whiskey? box of tissues? flashbacks from the queer/cas-baiting-leading-up-to-the-spn-finale PTSD? yeah?

#i am not okay #i am in fact extremely unwell #fucking sick to my stomach actually #this is all fine #the winchesters #spnwin #mine

[epersonae]

I was flipping through Ryn's copy of Devotions, the selected poems of Mary Oliver, looking for a poem for an ask that @emi--rose sent me, and after I found a poem and wrote the response, I was flipping through the book some more and found a page where the corner had been folded down. And I thought: I know this poem.

So.

The photo above.

It's a display case from the hospital, I don't remember anymore what else was in it, but I do remember taking this photo, and when Emi reblogged that post about grief in the internet age, and added screenshots of DMs with Ryn, I looked at my DMs. I sent Ryn this photo on August 22, 2021, while they were sedated and intubated, with the text Ily/I miss you on the assumption that they'd read it soon, and not knowing that they'd marked this same poem in the book I gave them, and not knowing that they'd never get my message.

#This is all fine #Fun fact: I share a birthday with Mary Oliver #Ryn and I named our series from a line from a Mary Oliver poem #There's just a lot and I'm tired and I would like things to be less piled with meaning for a little bit #not all exits are made equal

[ifiwasa-bluebird]

i had all and then most of you some and now none of you take me back to the night we met

#night we met #lord huron #song lyrics #music hurts #lyrics hurt #it hurts so much im in pain #do i only post about heartbreak stuff lmao it's like in my pinned tags dskjfjdskjdks #i swear im fine #this is all fine #heartbreak #dskjds t-t

[momentofch-aos]

It’s been a rough week. Good and bad news. Close to an emotional meltdown. Has a stressful end to the day, get back in the car and see AoS rumours about bringing Daisy back and now I’m crying to Taylor swift.

#agents of shield #daisy johnson #aos #shitpost #this is all fine #I’m just gonna tap dance away from my problems.

[the-mother-of-lions]

It’s me. Hi. I’m the problem it’s me

#its fine #im so fine #this is all fine #midnights

[mausolealdrift]

its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website

#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff #but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me #its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university #but some ppl dont even get that chance #maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick #but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw #📼

[xekstrin]

One of the most memorable interactions was Saturday. Into our booth strolls a small family, tempted by free samples of freshly brewed tea. We chatter and give them the spiel, that the tea is character merch and we’re a cozy health-based app called Forage Friends.

The young girl zeroes in on our pride pins.

“They have my pin!” She says excitedly. “They have my flag!”

The dad blinks. He is surprised, but also calm and positive when he sees it’s the lesbian flag. “Oh. That’s… different from what you told me.”

“That was months ago, dad.” And she rolls her eyes. Definitely a teenager.

I turn to him and say, “Yeah, dad.” And we share a little laugh about it.

He says, “No, it’s great. That’s amazing, honey. It was just news to me.”

“Well, I guess I just decided to stop lying to myself. About liking guys. Like right now.”

A little lesbian just came out to her dad and he was super cool about it.

I’m standing there in my tie-dye mask and my cheery blue apron pouring tea and making small talk and I’m trying really hard not to cry or compare it to my experience, the fire & brimstone, the disgust, the conditional acceptance as long as I never bring it up.

So as this beautiful bonding is going on, the girl’s even younger brother turns his gaze around. He’s in a snorlax hoodie and bored and wants to go look at the swords across the hall. But on the other side of our booth….

“WHY DO PEOPLE DRAW THAT?” He asks loudly, and we all turn to our neighboring booth.

Our neighbors were extremely lovely people. Every time we had a break we would talk, and we became good friends over the weekend. They kept apologizing that their booth was next to ours and we kept repeating that it was totally fine. Their booth was great. I even bought their merchandise.

The thing that was so contentious, that they felt the need to apologize for, was that they were selling explicit titty hentai stickers of popular characters. They were censored with little yellow R18 labels but the content was very clear.

So back to the family: I freeze and immediately go somewhere else to let dad handle this question. With adult customers I’ve been loud and positive about our neighbors. (“Man, how has it been boothing next to them?” It’s been great! They bring a lot of foot traffic and they’re kind and wonderful professional neighbors. If anything it’s a fun juxtaposition. We believe in artistic freedom. I bought a sticker too!)

But this is a kid, it’s not my place to explain anything…. But I was extremely curious about what this chill dad would say.

“Well,” dad says with a long measured silence between each word. “Sometimes people are horny.”

#IT WAS SO FUNNY #the kid was like GROSS #and dad was like its art :) #maybe one day you will feel that way too son #and he was like NO NEVER GROSS #and the dad was like you know what thats true :) not everyone feels that way #but maybe some day you will and you’ll see it’s totally fine and normal #A+ dad #dad of all time #dad champion #forage friends

[lazylittledragon]

made a sticker for anyone to slap onto their work if they need to

#ramble #i've only interacted with tiktok via osmosis #but something is eating their brain matter and it makes me sad #it's fine if you only want to read light things (all power to you) but don't whine at me because i write about bad people sometimes #i'm so tired

[embraceyourdestiny]

to any americans who feel "paralyzed" and "dont know what to do" to help with gaza:

reading a fucking book. i beg of you.

in a time of knowledge suppression is it your duty to arm yourself with knowledge.

read about americas occupations in the middle east.

read about 9/11 from outside of america and see how they inflicted senseless harm and violence to countless amounts of people and have been suppressing your rights for the past 2 fucking decades.

read about any of the countless wars from the past 30 years. especially from a civilian's. and the victims and survivors' perspective. listen to the horror stories and do not plug your fucking ears as to what your country is doing.

and read about fucking gaza and palestine and keep up with what is happening no matter how "sad" or "uncountable" you might get.

dont look away from this.

you dont have the right to be comfortable during countless active genocides.

if you're knowledgeable, you're powerful, and our current state doesnt fucking want that.

you have the power to change things if you open your eyes and scream to the world.

wake the fuck up.

Edit: please check the reblogs there are readings and ways to help

#og #truly if youre not about it your against it and i dont fuck with you because you're complacent #wake the fuck up #we're all responsible and dont you dare say you're not #americans need to stop living in the world with their eyes closed and their ears covered #look at what your fucking 'glorious country' is doing to people #everyone should be against america no fucking exceptions because america is violent and evil and needs to be stopped #then read about what america has done to the natives of their land #radicalize yourself #decolonize your mind #free palestine #land back #palestine will be free #theres too many fucking movements of just the past couple years all happening at once to act like the world is fucking fine #we are in a human rights CRISIS #WAKE THE FUCK UP PLEASE

[protoctist]

i know ryoko kui is a real one because she wrote 97+ chapters of a manga about fantasy ecosystems and food chains and not once did she write the phrase "survival of the fittest" (it's a bad phrase) (it's a social darwinist phrase even) (hated amongst biologists) (doesn't make sense) (darwin didn't use it) (coined by an business major) (one of the worst phrases in pop science) (no good)

#i think the closest she comes to this is when kabru says something about the weak being eaten but he also thinks all monsters should die #so i don't think he's like the voice of reason when it comes to ecosystems and evo bio NOT a kabru diss just saying #i think eat or be eaten is fine. it's like migrate adapt or die. i think it's fine and not the same as survival of the fittest #dungeon meshi #ETA: i was wrong darwin did use the phrase after it was coined. doesn't matter phrase still sux

[so-called-yokai]

:steeples fingers: So I guess today is the day that we learn that Eshra's species both does and does not have breeding seasons.

Today is also the day we learn that males of his species have... anatomy... not entirely unlike sentient anthropomorphic turtles.

You may thank @desceros and their upcoming #TMNTSpringShellebration for this new degeneracy.

#oc #rottmnt oc #i was already going to hell so #it's fine #this is all fine #eshra info

[fandom-trash-goblin]

i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

thanks to @acelania for finding the unknowns!

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / Alice in Bed: A Play' by Susan Sontag (link in comment) / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante, Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay' (trans. Ann Goldstein) / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

#webweaving #webweave #poetry #aesthetic #quotes #spilled ink #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #writing #poem #spilled poetry #words #spilled thoughts #dark academia #web weaving #*mine: graphics #brought to you by my anxiety running wild and my brain deciding today's a fine; fine day to ponder on the realisation that- #- all i've been doing is failing since a past few months... years #okay tho this one looks sorta ugly #some images blurred some not; unfortunately; i dont have the diligence to correct it as of yet #we'll see #added sources - 27/3/24