#this is everything ive ever dreamed of!

[suntails]

governance

#if u ever need a center frame composition of a giant malleus and a tiny silver then boy howdy am i ur girl. obsessed w this imagery #this is the third time ive drawn something along those lines im SICK i cannot be cured #the way malleus talked abt micromanaging everyones dreams to make sure theyre staying in-line/happy and called it governance is DEVASTATING #he is a KING he WILL keep tabs on everything to have it go smoothly. he was born for this its his duty #and silver in his home turf...the land of dreams.....WHEEZING #he will NOT be governed he will NOT stay complacent. he will fight back with everything his has. for YOUR sake #dies #twst spoilers #book 7 spoilers #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #malleus draconia #diasomnia #suntails

[sixpigeonz]

dreamnap height difference goes so hard like

#im sos normal baout it i swear #dreamnap #i need dream to rest his chin on sapnaps head just ONCE #pls i beg itll be everything ive ever needed

[arsenicflame]

every time I try to give Sam some character flaws a little voice says 'but doesn't Izzy deserve a pretty, perfect boyfriend?' and you know what? he does <3

#so far ive got: hes like ed but different and also not #and hes got a saviour complex and also is possessive over izzy #but we love the saviour complex; its affectionate and hes only seriously possessive when eds involved #ive got nothing else #hes too pretty to have flaws <3 #nyxtalks #ofmd #izzy hands #israel hands #sam bellamy #bellhands #ok but seriously i am very much struggling esp in relation to sams izzy sam because a lot of the point of him is that hes perfect #he got everything he ever wanted #canon world sam has more issues. is more bitter. but S I S just. doesn't have that. he got izzy. he got his dreams. its good. so flaws? uh? #the POINT is to make our izzy question his life choices. sams perfect sams izzy is happy could he have had this? been this?

[starrspice]

Procreate is Making an animation app thats dropping in November

Nobody touch me I will be foaming at the mouth until this is released

#GOD ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED #i love animation #but the professional softwarw has such a learning curve #and the actual DRAWING software in them is never easy to use #flipaclip does fine but it isnt the same as using a general drawing software #for YEARS ive wanted to just. smash the two together #procreate may be giving me my greatest wish #oughhhhh #once i have this #Y'all are DONE FOR #grrrrrrrrr #gonna animate so much #procreate #procreate dreams #animation #animation software #im so excited

[soldier-poet-king]

I know I have terminal insane silly brain disease and my feelings on this matter will change in probably the next 5 minutes but like

Damn I am funny and hot and generally trying to be kindhearted and good, and my teasing and flirting and emotional rambling, which is maybe Too Much at times, is still a privilege and a blessing, not a burden, to the people around me

#the duality of fran #i say teasing and flirting but its not even necessarily romantic #my flirting is indistinguishable from my platonic affection because i cant comprehend ever falling for someone who's not a friend first #dating apps??? could not be me. (reason 237384883 im single) #but anyway! i love you! if youre reading this yes you! #standing invitation to come flirt or joke or tease or yell passionately about both silly and also serious things in my inbox always #i contain MULTITUDES and tbh!!! most of them are pretty great!!! #yes everything is bad and I'm work stressed and ive had a 5 day long tummy ache and headache #and its a zillion degrees and the ac is broken and i cant wear short sleeves bc my boss hates tattoos #and id rather not have to open that can of worms with HR #and im so so so so tired and my meeting is tmrw and i havent prepped #and also im having mad scruples and idk if its like the normal flavour or it means smthn #unsettling confession dreams. i try not to read into them bc i have the connect everything to make meaning disease #and it fuels my ocd #but oh boy we live in a but what if state of being #However. maybe sometimes the but what if can be good #but what if things work out. what if love and kindness find you. what if there is joy and beauty not just despite but because of the horrors #what if all shall be well at the end of all things

[skunkes]

I mean this vent completely neutrally and as an observation rather than Woe is Me negativity but going ham in my sketchbook has been Fun but along with not really Learning anything (tho historically no art knowledge ever sticks to my brain) I'm no closer to understanding how I WANT to draw! if that makes sense.

I dont really identify with or want to continue any of the patterns I try (nor do they get any more muscle memory-y, in the fundamentals area).

Its fine as long as its Fun but I really feel the aimlessness. Like I'll keep going but I've also. Been doing that. All I do is Keep Going, when does it all tetris together!

#continuation of this is like. idk how to trust my eyes if im being honest! and im understanding rules but not how to break em #like how i understand that in realistic proportions theres as much space above the eyes than below them on a face #but obviously people draw characters with shorter foreheads/skulls all the time #ive done it too. but it looks Wrong when i do it on purpose. i feel everything i try to do looks unintentionally wrong #idk how to get to the intentional part or what i even want that to look like! #the permanent issue of not knowing what i want it to look like i just know i dont want it to look like this #which is bad bc you shouldnt qualify things by the negatives like that....wagh #im no good at making things from scratch i wish someone wld just draw in my ideal art style already so i cld study it #(jork) #technically i cld do this with urasawa bc like i said thats a dream style right there ill just infuse it with mine #but it Feels wrong #and i know u dont need to have 1 art style forever but i draw one way and forget all the previous ways ive ever drawn #i rly dont understand! i wish we cld share brains with each other so i cld gain understanding of what to do next ykwim #bc ill always keep going i just worry im never going to Get it #that there will always be that bizarre and extreme disconnect between eye and mind and hand #talkys

[sonicunleash]

EVERYONE STFU ABOUT THE TITLE. YOU CAN TELEPORT AND ACTUALLY THROW CHAOS SPEARS. YOU CAN ACTUALLY USE HIS CHAOS POWERS. HE'S NOT JUST A SONIC RESKIN. YOU CAN. YOU CANUSE HIS BADASS EXPLOSION POWERS i dont thinkyou understand how insane this is for me

#ever since i became a shadow fan at like 11-13 or whatever idk when. but literally like #from the START. i dreamed of playing as shadow and using his chaos spear and chaos blast and shit because thats AWESOME #but in so many games theyre not part of his regular gameplay. part of my love for sonic 06 came from #playing it excessively because as shadow you can throw chaos spears and use chaos boost in that. I never had shth growing up cause #i didnt know it was available on the ps2 and i didnt have the gamecube or wii #EVEN NOW LIKE #UNTIL THIS POINT. THE ONLY WAY TO EXPERIENCE MY DREAM SHADOW GAMEPLAY WAS 06 #almost everything since then was just a sonic reskin or spinoff games with completely different gameplay #even in shth tbh the gameplay relies on the guns and weapons so much that you dont really have reason to use his chaos spear much. #it plays more like sonic with a gun than shadow to me. even if i enjoy it its not what ive been looking for #sorry im normal now

[seshrat]

work is dead so i get to just sit about chatting slash on my phone. as someone who's basically only worker high volume customer service i may actually cry

#it's everything ive ever dreamed of

[orcgirlcock]

i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me

#i just woke up from a dream where one of my friends wanted to kiss me but was too shy about it #but i could tell they wanted it so i gently rubbed their face and leaned in most of the way #and let them close the distance. they were still nervous until i slipped my tongue into their mouth #in which case all worry left their head and they kissed me back proper #and it was everything I've ever wanted in a kiss. but now im awake completely unkissed #I'm tired of getting teased by my dreams like that.. #i get stuck with all this vivid passionate imagery and no fucking outlet #i feel so pathetic yearning this hard but all my peers have had their first kisses #friends that i wanted to kiss going and kissing eachother in front of me just for the hell of it #the girlfriend i dated for longest refused to kiss me. i got like. maybe 2 cheek kisses? never once on the lips #even when i asked she would say no. i dont resent her for it but Man did it hurt #the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong #every time my heart flutters and i want to kiss him for real #ive just been searching for someone to kiss me for a very long time #and ive just never found them...

[lepidopteragirl]

sometimes i wonder who could win in a fair fight, before. before the prison and before dream started burning the candle at both ends "experimenting" w vik and lazer, before sapnap secretly hasnt trained in weeks bc he cant bear to get himself to train when he knows full well that the next time he'll be in a fight he'll have his brother at the end of his sword.

when they were friends still, when they knew each other better than themselves. when they never really fought with heart in it, with real intent to hurt, pulling their swords back before someone could really get hurt. if back then, they'd fought fairly, a match purely skill, would dream have won, two years older and so much smarter, the one who taught sapnap to fight in the first place and still trains more, strokes sharp and vicious on the training dummy in a way sapnap cant really capture when he tries it secretly, alone when he knows dream wont see it. or would sapnap be better if they fought, purely, to the death to victory, with no inhibitions on the man boy at the end of his sword, without the careful way he'd pull back his blade to keep from hurting his best friend that came almost like instinct to him, no matter how hard he tries to pull it back to win for once when they had friendly spars. he's always been quicker than dream, stronger, even if he wasnt quite as adept, as perfectly honed, practiced in technique that sapnap really never had the patience for.

or would they be perfectly matched. would sapnaps strength, his natural quickness, exactly match dreams training, his strategy, every technique hes spent years perfecting to stay on top as sapnap grew, got stronger and better just behind him. would they stalemate, blades clashing late into the night. until one collapsed, unable to keep going, the victor heaving, exhausted, and alone.

#cdnap training together as kids is sooooo #little sibling older sibling dnap also makes me sick nuts insane ough theyre best friends but dreams also his big brother #looking up to him but at the same time resenting him when hes bossy #that tiny niggling need to be better at everything your little sibling. esp if theyre a little more naturally good at it than you #<- source op started swimming competitively bc her little brother made it to a big meet and didnt swim bc he was like 5 and scared of the #big pool and was so pissed he had the opportunity to do it and didnt take it ive been on the grind ever since #also the alternate ending to this post is that dream would play dirty to win the ''fair fight'' but i thiouhg this was sadder tbh

[percy-ils]

c!Dream kept a lot of things from before in season 2 btw.

 he almost always cruthces if it’s not just a few seconds of standing up - which is still risky and painful in itself. and sometimes his hands shake a little too much for him to really do any tasks or hold a sword or an axe or a shovel. sometimes he gets scared of the seemingly unimportant things like a random pool of lava or the obsidian that it created with the water pond next to it. he always sleeps curled up and it’s uncomfortable most of the time but he cant fall asleep any other way- when it’s a bad night he drops a pillow next to his bed and sleeps on the floor, it helps in a way he couldnt explain. he hates healing potions like a kid who irrationally hates medicine, he just can’t stomach it, the same with potatoes and maybe even worse. his hair is really thin and looks unhealthy no matter how much he cares for it, but he cant bring himself to cut it shorter, so has someone braid it for him. he never takes off his crown even though he doesnt know where he got it from but he can sometimes see the reflection of someone else overly familiar in a warming way in the jewels on it, feels like he isnt the first one doing it when he runs his fingers over the emeralds to clean them after a day outside

#dreblr #c!dream #dsmp season 2 #these kind of things are really my favourite headcanons #just the impacts of the prison arc on season 2 #it's perfect and everything ive ever wanted #cDream my beloved

[missingn000]

#YOOO wedding is over and im off to the next hotel for uni visits🌠 #but i have like 5 free minutes and so ive been thinking about nbmk wedding #i feel like nobara would be that bride that obsesses over every tiny detail #venue and catering and flowers and color scheme and seating chart and decorations have to be PERFECT #the whole thing planned down to the MINUTE and if one (1) tiny thing goes wrong she's a basket case #but maki is so chill and would be there to calm her down. shes just along for the ride‚ go with the flow #nobara: MAKI THE FLORIST DOESN'T HAVE PERIWINKLE BLUE BELLS FOR OUR WEDDING DATE!!! #maki‚ who knows neither what periwinkle or blue bells are: oh nooo (?) #meanwhile their ff parents going to every florist in the country to make her dream wedding come true #nobara strapless balenciaga gown w/crystals & embroidery RIGHTS #maki in the sharpest tux ever #picturing nobara's found family dad walking her down the aisle....im sobbing #he'd be a mess too tbh like he wants everything to be perfect for nobara too. thats his GIRL #and TOJI #gojo is there to cause chaos. its his god given right #yuki stepping in to help plan #could go on and on about the ff but i feel like thatd give things away and i gtg now. but. much to think about. #HAPPY MONDAY #tpg

[hylorien]

I am a dumb little slut for tieflings and Karlach has had my soul from the moment I set eyes on her.

#shes everything ive ever wanted in my little lesbian dreams #unngggghhhh shadowheart is right shes buff enough to carry me out of battle #karlach #karlach bg3

[starrspice]

Procreate is Making an animation app thats dropping in November

Nobody touch me I will be foaming at the mouth until this is released

#GOD ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED #i love animation #but the professional softwarw has such a learning curve #and the actual DRAWING software in them is never easy to use #flipaclip does fine but it isnt the same as using a general drawing software #for YEARS ive wanted to just. smash the two together #procreate may be giving me my greatest wish #oughhhhh #once i have this #Y'all are DONE FOR #grrrrrrrrr #gonna animate so much #procreate #procreate dreams #animation #animation software #im so excited

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[thehardkandy]

Travelling back home tomorrow hoping for a smooth groove

#i did have a really nice week last week but now im back to everything feeling busy #(its not really that busy) #and oh i miss being slow like idk ever since i was a literal child doing ONE excursion weekly #for an hour #always felt like such s draining burden #and tbh i would like to know why thst is because while it's easy to see as poor habit as an adult reinforcing itself #as a kid i was always made to do things. see people. #i did a summer camp every year at least during the day #i did sports i went hiking in forests #but i remember so distinctly like an age where i stopped asking my parents to try new things #because i would get so excited!!!! but then every week it would become this overwhelming presence #despite being something that i actively enjoyed #and it eventually felt so awful i was like okay no more wanting things you dont use them wisely #like ouch yeah actually that's a big one. wanting things usually wraps back #around to shame or guilt just about always #anyway how is this relevant to travelling? #it's just that i have to travel tomorrow and i have a doctors appointment Friday i have to go to in person #ive changed beds ive slept in 3 times in 5 days #and all i can say at the end of it is that even these little things are JUST enough to be on edge #to feel like im putting my hands over my ears and closing my eyes and pretend nothing bad is gonna happen #even thougu DEFINITELY something bad is going to happen #but of course it doesnt because this is all benign stuff ive done a trillion times before of no note #crazy how complicated it can be to be a person #it is why i dream of living in a small village where i am an apprentice tradesperson and i live simple house #and the house you can walk to anywhere you need to anywhere you need in an your #but no one is that urgent about anything anyway. #beautiful little place that has never actually ever existed for anyone in anytime #but i am still wanting to scream and pull my hair out just asking why why cant everything slow down and be smaller