#this is gonna b my first ramadan without my family im already dreading it

[malaak]

how is Ramadan less than a month away 😐

#i just looked at my calendar . what the fuck . what the fuck #this is gonna b my first ramadan without my family im already dreading it #no dates no tamr hindi just me breaking my fast w 20 cent ramen 🙁 not even going to the mosque for isha bc theres no mosque here #god just the thought makes me wanna try to kms again #n i hate my family but i miss waking up at 3am and making su7oor for everyone :(( and giving them hot tea 🥺 #i wanna have a family again so bad but like. a nice one this time #ض