icb i just had a networking call at 10:30 at night
love or attention or affection won’t cure you or make you happy and it shouldn’t sooooooooo stop wishing 4 it <3 manifest mental stability instead @ me…… <3
I am in an insane mood rn and I just wanna stoke the flames but I gotta chill out so I can do hw and figure out scheduling conflicts what the hell man
my sister is considering moving back to our apartment permanently and im
My grandpa was right when he said that family is nothing but another word for leech that either suck out your hapiness or money
If you’re a theater kid, your favorite trope is found family, I don’t make the rules
love it when people who havent done much research or contemplating and have no firsthand experience start running their mouths
grrr rant in tags
We are talking about what we learn through the internet (by ourselves). How can I say that I either just vibe in dead fandoms or learn about ADHD which there is about a 99% chance that I have?
got my shelf organized, put all my gamer comics and sketchbooks in there along with my electronics so there is a 90% less chance they will get cunked by being in the vicinity of my bed. i got a bunch of trash cleaned up too so my room looks less like i was going through a hard depression for 6 years. it still looks like that because im not joking about the 6 year depression but it looks less like it and i think thats cool
“We met in Tokyo. I was working as a gift shop cashier on the same base he was stationed at. Neither one of us spoke the other’s language when we first started dating; he would take night lessons at the base while my sister helped me learn English at home. A year into our relationship, he was called back to America. My mother told me to forget about him but I continued to write him while he was away. During our correspondence I grew incredibly ill and thought I would never see him again. But by fate I managed to recover around the time he returned to Japan. We made plans to get married in America so that I could apply for citizenship. Before I left home, my mother gave me the equivalent of 100 dollars in secret. ‘Just in case,’ she said to me ‘so you can return home if it doesn’t workout’.
I did return home a few years later, as a married woman and mother to your father. We stayed for two years before moving to California and I haven’t been back since. My sister pasted away first. Then my mother. Then my father. My brother last year. All that is left is my other sister and I… I do not regret my choices, but I miss my home.”
My Grandparent’s Love Story
If my emotions were an object it’s be a pendulum because this mood is swinging.
Y'all I’m watching this show on Netflix, Japan Sinks 2020
This shit hits hard (༎ຶ ︵ ༎ຶ) im crying so fucking much
I’m like real heated about this all of a sudden I’m not a tool to get you free shit! you cannot just know one artist and have them be interchangeable for any other art in the world you might want! If you want something from me it’s gonna be my unique work! I’m my own person you’re gonna get a Connor original! You should want that more than some soulless copy of someone else’s work! I’m offended on behalf of this other artist AND myself. I’m a unique individual, I’m your nephew, why wouldn’t you want something special and unique that only I can give you? Because you’re family and I care enough to make you something from the heart? What the fuck bro
literally everyone: you should address that toxic masculinity.
Learning that the wiccan girl i used to work with is currently spouting qanon bullshit doesn’t even surprise me.
It all started with her coming up to me immediately recognizing the fact that I’m highly empathic and then proceeding to try to convince me that im one of the select few with special abilities and whatever. (i mean my mom says the same. i just pass off as a damn fae creature at this point) Then once we were friends, there was her trying to convince me to go to a ritual at the beach on the full moon to drink menstrual blood.
Well i didn’t do any of that. I just kinda backed away at that point but she was friends with literally All of my work friends so i was stuck with her even after she lost the job. I still see her around somehow and its been like 3 years so yeah.
It’s so strange to see sea shanties making a comeback because it’s so close and so far away from the stuff I grew up listening to? Like, I’m from the maritimes so I grew up listening to Great Big Sea. But the stuff they do isn’t really sea shanties most of the time, it’s a blend of sea shanty inspired music and Irish drinking songs and their own stuff.
So to me, sea shanties and songs about the ocean are completely intertwined with old Irish drinking songs, haha. I can’t think of Barrett’s Privateers without also thinking of Wave over Wave (general song about the ocean and sailing) and the night Pat Murphy died or Finnigan’s Wake (Irish drinking songs), for example.
The funniest part of all of this is that I don’t actually drink and I never have. But I grew up listening to this stuff so it’s still culturally important to me I guess. And I do mean grew up - there’s a video of me when I’m maybe 10 singing Patty Murphy to my parents and grandparents.