#this is just a list of ppl i respect

[b0njourbeach]

Hey Tumblr, quick question:

What the FUCK have I done wrong in my life to get Proshipper on my feed?

I mean, I'm a bad person, sure but what the F U C K.

Riddle x his mom?

#twisted wonderland #twst #my block list is deadass just ppl who are actively proshippers 💀 #i dont even know them i just block #i aint dealing with that bs and i dont them to be able to deal with my stuff either #im really supportive when it comes to family but have some self respect #family-cest or fucking child x adult is off the mf table

[enden-k]

dont !! follow/interact with me !! on my nsfw acc !!! if you are a minor !!!!!!

im honestly getting so tired, if i catch one again ill block you both on my nsfw acc and on my main acc here. my nsfw accs is a safe space for us adults and i dont want minors in my notes or follow list jfc. its in my bio and in big letters on my pinned over there

so the fact that i still see you in my activity just tells me youre being ignorant and uncaring about my boundaries/comfort. you dont want others to ignore your rules/boundaries right? think about others and respect their boundaries too ffs.

#im sorry im just really pissed off rn bc i caught someone. its just this behavior that ticks me off so bad #i see their neat dni lists in their pinned posts and how they expect ppl to respect that. i expect ppl to respect mine too. #isnt it just funny to see them ignore it bc they think they get away? #i might be slow some times but i do notice eventually and im so tired atp of this behavior that im gonna block you on all accs. thats it #personal #tbd

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

So I was just watching someone run through PLA and I noticed something. Laventon says the village has only been around 2 years. In OOP, ingos been there literally twice the amount of time as these guys!!!! The “outsiders” hypocrisy has it’s more obvious points but like come on kamado and Beni wtf. You’re not old enough to even be trying to run a HOA on hisui, telling the clans their oversized bidoof aren’t on the approved list of decorations.

LMFAO the phrasing on this is killing me

yeah the age of jubilife is one of those things that i feel like i have to retcon to some degree, bc the idea that a structure like galaxy hall went up two years after the first group landed is. ridiculous. i mean even more ridiculous than the existence of galaxy hall to start with. REGARDLESS THOUGH i do think ingo still predates them by a fairly decent length of time which, YEAH, they really do not have any leg to stand on complaining about outsiders or trying to decide how to do things whkwjhwjk. not that that's stopping them!!

#the nemesis speaks #the nemesis answers #trudivination #jailbirds au #this isn't to mention the fact that since ingo DID arrive before them #his acceptance into the clan and eventually as warden very likely had a foot-in-the-door effect for the galaxy team later #just proving that ppl from outside the clan COULD potentially be helpful and respectful #which made a lot of pearl more open to the galaxy team's request for land bc well maybe they'll be like him? #since galaxy relies entirely on the clans for permission to remain in hisui this is fairly majorly important #like. just to add that to the list of ''ppl who maybe would not be here if it weren't for ingo'' #uh. sorry i got distracted what were we saying

[goatpaste]

I wanna see Erina beating the shit out of Dio and Jonathan in awe.

SHE WOULD HAVE TORN HIM TO SHREDS

she would kick his ass psyhically aND berated him and belittled him and shattred his ego soooo hard she would have i know it

LIKE AGAIN, nearly their whOLE life jona could never get Dio to break that cool guy act for even a second, dio ALWAYS felt he was one step ahead of jona and kinda was.

but with erina she IMMEDIATELY got under his skin she knew jUST how to piss him off

she would have made him sooo furious he would have EXPLODED and never recovered, she would have had him embarrassing himself in public i just KNOW IT

#i feel like its meant to be that dio hates woman and her being like that was just a cherry on top of his mysgony or whatever #moving that aside #i think erina was of the few ppl dio respected actually #dios very teeny list that consist of jonathan and his mom #erina on there to me #her wiping his kiss off with mud like #it pissed him off #but you know he went home and layed and bed and went... ok... that was kinda cool.. i get it ... i see what jonathan sees

[negativepeanuthoarder]

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#this fandom is fucking wild because apparently it's okay for ppl to break boundaries by shipping sylvnap but the MINUTE I post about #drella apparently boundaries should always be respected no matter what or whatever the fuck (not that bella has a boundary list because #mainstream celebrity and all that) but my GOD the hypocrisy here is insane #like ok. this is a fucking not-serious ship. I KNOW bella poarch isn't dating Dream. I KNOW that. I've said that multiple times #I don't care if they get together. I won't bully them into getting together. I like living in a fun pretend world where they are together #because that's FUN. AND I LIKE HAVING FUN. and you know what? a fanfiction about Bella being Dream's alpha doesn't seem like #truthing to me but maybe I'm in the wrong here. Same with shipping their characters in the “dolls” mv. obviously dream is not an evil #CEO of an android company. obviously bella is not actually a doll with a prosthetic sucker punch arm. OBVIOUSLY THAT'S FICTION #JUST LIKE THE DSMP IS FICTION. THIS IS MAKE BELIEVE. #discourse #sorry I got a mean anon and it hurt my feelings

[beregosts]

a quick but important note: ive remade this blog because the bg3 fandom at large makes me extremely uncomfortable and distracts from the very real joy i feel & fun i have writing with my long time friends and the new friends i've made. this remake is for my own sense of peace & to have full control over who i follow, who i see & who follows me, which i lost control of on my old blog as the bg3 fandom grew rapidly.

if i don't follow you despite us being mutuals on my old blog & you've found this blog, please do not take it personally. it isn't a slight, it isn't intended to be dismissive, it's just me narrowing my focus down to a very select few people. i've been disappointed in how the fandom at large prioritizes certain things and ignores others, as well as had my trust broken very recently. given this, i'm going to be prioritizing my comfort, security and general ease because i love arlis, i love bg3 and i love writing arlis in bg3. i won't apologize for making my own space feel better and would kindly ask you respect this.

#i feel like i have to say this bc i know ppl got salty when i sb'd on my main #just bc we like....had never interacted or things were making me uncomfortable #so advance notice pls kindly just respect i need to more carefully curate my space #i also need to follow WAY more ppl which is the plan tomorrow #so just give it some time i need to go through my list

[izzy-b-hands]

well, they finally called just as i was starting to write Stede [redacted for fic spoilers] on Izzy's [redacted for fic spoilers], and...

somehow i now have an in person interview with them tomorrow afternoon (im gonna have to take a lyft out there but eh. more practice, right? if i don't wind up cancelling it bc it was. not bad, just kinda unprofessional to me how this went overall, but I'm gonna chat with Housemate abt it before I do anything like that to get a second set of eyes on it all.)

Back to writing Stede living my dream for now tho, bc i have a scheduled call with mum in a few hours as my next event and i need to keep my spirits high

#text post #idk why i even agreed to it i think i just didn't wanna tell her no? #idk i hate these things and trying to handle them when ppl won't show even the slightest bit of respect or care back for your time #plus it's 'family owned' with three businesses in it (two of them seasonal) and they want me cross trained in all three like #that aint what your job listing said nice bait and switch lmao #whatever I've got thoughts of leather and izzy i need to address via stede brb aksnfjgntj

[computer-boy]

Stop shipping dazai quality man osamu with irrelevant flop side character 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

you have sent me thirteen asks saying this exact same thing. you even made a sideblog when you realised i blocked you. i don't think these people are the obsessed ones here...

#ik i shouldn't respond but . this is kinda funny #and then they're like 'oh why doesnt dazai-hate-blog get so much hate like me 🤔🤔' #maybe because they're a reasonable person who respects other opinions and doesn't do shit like this in random ppl's ask boxes lol #just a thought yk #anyways! back on the block list u go <3 #asks #my posts #chuuya hate blog

[grandtheoristpeach]

if I see anyone post fanfic on goodreads or sell bound fanfic, it’s on site

#No bc who do you think you fucking are #some of yall were not here for or have not learned about the fan fiction scares and it shows #respect to most bookbinders but we are not out here trying to get sued #if I keep hearing about people selling others fan works I will lose my mind #ao3 and other fansites are hard earned blessings for the love of all that is sacred have ppl never heard of copyright law #no one understands the reckoning that will happen if fan works and fan spaces are put at risk #especially if it’s bc booktokers aren’t willing to engage with fan community and etiquette and “need” physical copies of fics #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #fandom #fandom etiquette #fandom history #booktok smh #this is not targeted just frustrated bc I spent all day reporting bound fic listings #Do ppl not get that it’s illegal to profit off of fanfic and the sellers

[zemnarihah]

priests should not fucking go by father outside of church settings like that is so inappropriate imo i am not fucking calling you father ever ever ever

#ik this seems weird to complain about but at least once a shift i have to call at least one person who is listed as like father smith or smt #like why would you put your name in like that knowing full the people calling you from our service are not members of your congregation and #most will not even be part of your same faith. you are not my father!!!!!!!!! #honestly i have this issue with ppl who put any title besides just their name like i am not going to call your fucking cell phone and ask t #speak with 'doctor smith'. even mr and mrs and stuff like that bugs me it feels so weird and formal. but father bothers me so so so much i #think because its like familial and also is supposed to imply like authority and respect. like dude to me you are just a guy i do not care #AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[piplupod]

people defending their precious white man of the week and ignoring BIPOC pointing out his racism Yet Again. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired!!!!!!

#im literally shaking right now im so fucking mad #''he's not racist what are u talking about show me proof'' #[one google later] oh wow i found all this proof with literally one attempt at googling. crazy. i wonder why u couldnt find that on ur own #and then they say ''no he said this thing so its fine :)'' i go look at the thing. it is white saviourism. again. as always #''he's keeping the culture alive :)'' he is twisting it beyond recognition actually. he just took it and ran with it. #and now he's trying to cover his ass! #and white ppl will just eat that shit up lmfao. #''wow what a mature response'' says his adoring audience and his response is literally just ''i can do what i want bc im white'' #i will not get involved in the replies of a post. but man. i'm fucking livid. literally shaking right now. #im so fucking tired of anti-indigenous racism being brushed aside like it doesnt matter #yall just bulldozed us all over and then tried to wipe us out when we didnt respect yall and now you continue to fuck us over #and then get upset when we try to say we would like A FEW THINGS TO OURSELVES. INCREDIBLE #the white ''i need access to everything all the time no matter what'' attitude is SOOOO blatant #this isnt even going into his antisemitism lmfaoooo #literally a list a mile long and ppl still plug their ears and close their eyes and yell LALALALA IM NOT LISTENINGGGG #also here's your necessary ''not all white people''. i know. i'm aware. theres some good ones sure but they shouldnt need to be coddled #and reassured every time somebody complains about white people general behaviour. let me complain!!! its a pattern of behaviour!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[ladythespera]

so i should have been finishing my citizenship application but instead i blazed through a bunch of online autism diagnosis tests (bc i've seen my friends doing it for months now and i knew that if i didn't do it quicklyyy i would angst over it for another 3 months)

in conclusion: first of all, for the RAADS-R test, i definitely scored above the threshold, and for most other tests as well. second of all: it went okay, but i do still really hate standardized tests about personality/mental stuff (i don't hate standardized tests in general even if i think they're not the best means of info gathering, and for some subjects i love them)(ie. for pathophysiology good, for literature bad). but it's just a constant struggle of second-guessing questions all the time, and to be honest, so many questions feel like they do not even apply to me in the first place, or are somewhat skewed by context/background.

e.g., do i enjoy social events/gatherings? well, usually yes! because they're so rare.

do i like having friends? yes!! bc i know so many friends who are also into my specific interests and projects that we can collaborate on.

anything academic or social related i think is also skewed by the fact that, well, i was homeschooled in K-12 and got to dive into school as much as i wanted and as much as was expected of me (which was apparently a lot, but, not forced?? my parent never hovered, in fact was quite hands-off, but they simply assumed we would take to it, and we did). in standardized testing in the 6th grade i was already scoring at a post-high school level (i.e. post-12th grade) in every subject, but i don't think that was any extraordinary achievement, that was simply a 'we must be doing a good job' result. no one in my family thinks that's abnormal, and i don't even think that myself; in fact, they (immigrants) would probably just say the US standards are abysmally low. i enjoy social situations now, but again, it's the social situations i choose to put myself into. why go to a social situation i dislike?

i felt that way about many questions - like, for example, can i tell if someone is getting bored by what i'm saying? yes, but will that stop me talking? depends. do i have difficulty doing something that doesn't interest me? you fool, i will simply make it into something that does interest me.

finally, there's age-related changes. as a child i used to be extremely scrupulous regarding scheduling, lists, room cleanliness, grammar, rules, etc. but as an adult i have loosened up considerably although i still like predictability.

the only thing that i find consistent is that i tend to have extremely strong interests in things. there wasn't any need for me to give my 9th grade teacher a cellular breakdown of how milk is created in a project on farm animals (listen - they asked how milk is created !!! it must mean on a DETAILED level right?), but i wanted to. for the record, the bibliography alone on that project reached 4 pages (wheeze). but to be honest, and i mean this sincerely, i am continuously surprised that this is apparently not how most people feel. to me, if the teacher is great and the subject is one you like, why wouldn't you? i wondered if it was instead that the class was just not the right fit for some students, and therein lies the problem - is it neurodivergence, or is it just the right environment that encourages specific interests? and, even if i am ND, i don't think i ever even thought of it while i was in k-12, bc i simply felt like all my 'eccentricities/interests' were encouraged. and so now in college i feel no need to hide anything. i would proudly march into my patho class in my flamboyant doctor who get-up or jedi robe - and then still do well. it does feel performative, but after all, i am in theatre for now...

i will say the one impression i strongly came away from in all this: my parents would probably both score MUCH higher on these (i have basically no sensory issues; my mom definitely does)(my dad is extremely precise and organized - but also, he is German ManTM).

#also i forgot to mention - my RAADS-R score was 99 and my cat-q was 112 #the thresholds are 65 and 100 respectively (i also took a bunch of other tests there but i won't list them all) #not terribly high but again i feel like i have spent. so little time really in the same social situations others are typically in. #rn i am very much isolated at home and i'm sure if i were back in a job i would start feeling more challenged again #personal #delete later #autism #also if i see anyone 🤡-ing abt homeschoolers all being asocial or awkward or uneducated...No and only other hs'ers are allowed an Opinion #some of us in fact were around before Covid made everyone think online classes were just poor irl substitutes #also interesting that u would mock a group where in fact so many ppl i know later turned out ND hm

[toytulini]

maybe one of these days ill go thru my linked pages and shit on here and like update them or whatever

#toy txt post #then maybe i can link them on a pinned post if i dont delete them all altogether? #its just either not possible on mobile or such a pain its not worth it #i think tho i wouldnt mind updating like. 1)non exhaustive tag list 2)maybe interests? 3)playlist links. #idk if ive linked how can anybody have you and lose you and not lose their minds too? but i should its a fuckin Good One #either update or altogether be rid of my byf. i think update it and maybe make it easier to access. YES i know that the type of ppl i dont #want following me are also not likely to be the kind of person to respect the boundary of a byf but! that is what my good friend #The Block Button is for

[revolutionarysuicide]

it is interesting when i get "no age in bio = block" blogs following me cause like... i dont have my age anywhere on my blog lol. like ur following me but ig im not allowed to follow back?

#i dont mean this in a mean way. it's fine if u want to block ppl for not listing their age in their bio i respect that #just weird when those ppl follow me bc well. i am in your dni criteria bestie