#this is just how it is ys

[wasabi-gumdrop]

happy inaugural labru day to all who celebrate

#obsessed with dungeon meshi #this is exactly how that conversation went sgsjgf #kabru saying 'no wayyyyy' with a slutty amount of ys LMAO #laios is just happy to be there #he's like 'oh a new friend ...' #meanwhile shuro homophobic dog face in the bg dsgfjkdgf #man ... laios basically admitted to committing dungeon crimes and ur sitting there #giggling and twirling ur hair #kabru get UP #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #laios #laios touden #kabru #kabru of utaya #labru #toshiro nakamoto #wasabi doodles #hc that kabru has beauty marks and dimples #ceo of pretty privilege #but that is not a currency you can spend in laios land 😭 #okonomiyaki trio #dungeon meshi spoilers

[sirenium]

'Safequeer' mfers when people are queer in a way they don't like:

[GIF ID: a toy decor skeleton getting absolutely eviscerated in a blue shredder with silver blades. Said skeleton looks like it's thrashing and flailing about as it slowly gets consumed. End ID]

#tw discourse #how are you going to claim you're anti exclusionist but two lines later be like 'l*sb*ys are icky!' fuckin loser💀 #like that's blatant exclusionism in your 'anti exclusion' space hon idk what else to tell ya #the absolute lack of self awareness makes me feel like I'm seconds closer to an aneurysm every time I'm subjected to anti mspec les etc shi #oh yeah also 'safequeers' are against nontraumagenic systems so it's the whole nine yards of bs with them huh💀 #use hazardqueer instead cuz that label is truly anti exclusionism #queer #lgbtq #lgbt #mogai #liom #hazardqueer #mspec lesbian safe #lesboy safe #endo system safe #endo safe #friendly reminder that all system origins are valid btw. not just endo and trauma

[front-facing-pokemon]

#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this #also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background… #and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids #in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game #the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who #really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks #phantump #HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all #and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible #and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images #i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha #i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said #“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this #and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that #once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine #i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a #script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the #queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them #then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses #because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here #just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially #made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is) #so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened #i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now

[bumblingbabooshka]

[TUVOKTOBER: Day 15] At First Sight.

#tuvoktober #excerpt from the novel 'pathways' #tuvok/t'pel #Tuvok #st voyager #st voyager fanart #T'Pel #hey [vibrating from thinking about Tuvok - Vulcan Love & Gender Identity & Sexuality too much] -extends hand- chew through drywall with me #comix #something about how Tuvok's identity is half T'Pel and has been for decades he's spent DECADES growing with half of him being a person #he's not just deeply in love with but literally IS. He literally literally /IS/ part of T'Pel and his children literally ARE a part of him #the SECOND he sees T'Pel Tuvok says 'Being with her isn't enough I need to BE her. NOW.' #that novel had barely anything about T'Pel in it but I'll forgive them bc what they did have (basically just this) ??? showstopping. #thinks about Tuvok alone on Voyager thinks about the unique and alien suffering #[shuddering breath...]ahgh...[cough]....h ey Tuvok!!! What're your PRONOUNS- #Guy who misses his wife who is also him #gu ys....[sobbing openly] g uys...he's INCOMPLETE without them..... #are you picking up what I'm putting down??? #-chokes star trek writers- stop having straight people write alien romance. let insane gay people like me have a turn pleasepleaseplease #bea art tag #[switches out of angst mode for a second] also its SO fucking funny that in this novel's canon Tuvok didn't know about the pon farr until #it happened to him. he literally had NO idea what was going on. His parents didn't tell him. Why?? Don't believe in sexEd??? #it really made me laugh. conservative coded... #drawing elaborate Vulcan head....things? headresses? is fun <3 #suggestive cw

[bonefall]

Are you doing anything particularly interesting with Sagewhisker or Raggedstar?

(also I love somebody else who appreciates Stormcloud, should've been a pov, I mean the Firestar parallels-)

Erins stop neglecting your side characters challenge. Stormcloud gets done soo dirty ://

Anyway!

Yellowfang’s Secret is getting redone into Brokenstar's Cataclysm. Much as I love Yellowfang, Brokenstar is getting suuuuper reduxed in BB and he needs to be the POV so I can tell his story. She has the opening and the rest is him.

What I want to set up in that opening, though, is at least a little bit of how hard people have made Yellowfang’s (Shroompelt at the time) life. Raggedstar isn't AS bad as he was, but their relationship was still pretty volatile. Sagewhisker pressured her into the role, just like canon.

I don't regret gutting YS though, to be honest. The original book is pretty freakin' miserable exactly because of Sage and Ragged, without any catharsis for how much torture the main character goes through. I think it works a lot better as an opening, thematically.

"Here's the culture which Brokenstar is being born into. See how his mother is absolutely miserable under this system, being forced to give up her child, pressured into her position. Happiness is offered between friends but there are deeper issues here that love won't fix."

So even though I'm pretty fascinated by Sagewhisker and think the fandom really sleeps on how terrible she is, I'm planning to use her as a minor but emotionally significant character.

And RAGGEDSTAR is going to be explicitly used as the father who Brokenstar loved very much, but someone he is willing to kill in the end. His enabling is also going to get exploited by Runningnose and his schemes. He's a major supporting character in a different way from YS.

#Better bones au #Brokenstar's Cataclysm #I strongly feel it works best this way #Because the simple truth is that Sage and Ragged don't really get comeuppance. Not for their actual shitty behavior #For other things. But not for how they hurt Yellow #AndI think a large part of what makes YS such a miserable read is just that #I think a different rewrite could fix that thougg #Connect Broken more to the things that ruined Yellow's life and make a tragedy out of her having to put her avenger down #For the sake of the clans as a whole #But that's not what BB!TPB or my whole rewrite is really about. Yknow? #I'm not writing a story about how clan culture needs to be protected from change. It needs to be torn down. It needs to be fixed. #So just showing how awful sage and ragged were to yellow in the opening works best instead of... Lingering on it #for lack of better words #bone babble

[ffc1cb]

played thru ys vi back in august, was really surprised with how charming the game is. here’s some doodles

#now then. how do i tag this... #ys vi #ys vi: the ark of napishtim #adol christin #art stuff #ive never heard of this franchise before & found this game randomly thru an article when i was looking for 00-10s pc games to play #the art style is so cute! the characters are very likeable and i found myself growing really attached to adol #despite him never saying anything. i like to think hes mute though #i didnt really like terra that much but after i beat the game i found out shes 16 and i was like oh actually nevermind. shes literally fine #the adoladoc yaoi in this post is purely for fun. theres literally no reason for it in the game lol. i just think ladoc is sexy #found out he has a quote unquote wife while looking for refs though. sad #anyway you should play this game if you like cozy jrpgs

[rohirric-hunter]

If anyone else was suddenly assaulted with Microsoft Copilot on Windows 11 and wants to know how to get rid of it, the instructions here worked for me. There is still an icon for it in my search menu, but it simply links me to a webpage advertising it and the program doesn't appear to be running on my computer anymore.

#if anyones curious microsoft copilot is chatgpt but worse and proprietary to microsoft #lets be honest tho its probably chatgpt in a trenchcoat #like they probably have a bot set up to forward anything you ask it to chatgpt and then just send that response back #idk i didnt play with it or anything #maybe i should have asked it how many ys are in the word mississippi

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Ugh. Supernatural fans will write fanfics about Dean Winchester that are so heart shattering it tricks me into thinking I should rewatch Supernatural.

#it tricks me into think supernatural was anything more than very mediocre. but maybe my opinion has changed #i just kno i didnt really like it that much bc i thought x files was better and i thought the Christian stuff was boring #but i also used to not like narut0 so maybe i should givr it another shot #ugh. idk i just think some of thr bedt fics ive read were from supernatural. and they've evolved so much over time #like i was reading supernatural fanfic when cas was 1st introduced. ugh. there r a couple fics that r etched in my brain #but i have no idea what thry were called or how i would even try to find thrm. thry were all on fan fiction dot net. woof #anyway im procrastinating. but i should try to draw cas. i feel like i coulf maybe drse him now. or Dean. maybe. i always found thrm hard #to draw. ys kno. ugh. ive got thr supernatural feels. thr fandom i go to when i want to experience thr most wretched sadness #supernatural ramblings #god. i hope this isnt the stsrt of something. ive got so much othet bullshit to watch #unrelated

[homoerotic]

so jealous of people with huge families and lots of cousins and warm affectionate grandparents. i hope everyone who has that knows how blessed they are to have so many people in your life who love you.

#shiba noises #my grandparents love me deeply dont get me wrong its just #they arent warm and cuddly #they are country folk who arent outwardly affectionate #my grandmother can be very sweet or very cruel to me #my grandpa loves me dearly but struggles to connect with me #one uncle does not care for the rest of ys #and the other is so visciously racist he refuses to acknowledge me or my dad #my cousins are...the worst #and plus we are all scattered across the US #and my chinese relatives...well. how often can i really see them...

[chemicalbrew]

finished the base game of hat in time. now what 💜

#the obvious answer is go play the dlc worlds but im pretty sure i would get burnt out on the game doing that #cause i got 40 time pcs :) i think thats literally the perfect stopping point #my backlog (slightly diminished because i spent a lot of july looking at games that turned out to be shit) is staring at me again #but im once again drawn to old favorites.... #i keep thinking about how it would be absolutely hilarious if my 2023 game list will have not just one repeat from 2021 #BUT TWO #like help me #anyway i think i will give ys 9 a shot next because i keep thinking about it. i miss falcom #but there's literally so many options and i dont feel particularly drawn to anything #sigh. #mayb its time to do that savant knife kz run i wanted #zero.txt

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

thinking about how ppl are collages again

#not even just of the ppl we've loved but ppl in general #my pronouns come from a friends oc and my 2s are from my mom but my y and g loops come from another girl in my class whos handwriting i #thought was interesting and my zs and 7s come from a math teacher and my xs also come from math #but also bc they used to be confused for ys and my friend deducted a point from me bc of it #and i hated that so much so i changed how i wrote them.... #augj

[juleteinthrum]

Zasr? Zadr? Zatr? Is it not enough to be a gay little bug

#this is a shitpost about how im tired of za*r dnis like. im sorry lol #in reality i dont really ship anyone crom the show bc they're all kinda self centered assholes doomed by the narrative and built to hate- #each other but like. im a fictive and i. dont care. i had the relationships i had with the beings i knew and thats all it is #me and dib had something. me and skooge had something. me and tak and (other) Zim are together in this life. #also its. made up. sillies. fictions. there is fighting! over sillies! #domt come at me ik theres real and good reasons to have dni for those ships and its fine like pls set ur boundaries #but literally im so exhausted this is my source like why is the fandom im from so aggro and mean. #“why is the mean aggro nihlist cartoon fandom so aggro mean and nihlistic” you know what im here for shiny colors and silly autistic bug bo #ys #zims stink #actually plural #invader zim #zadr #zatr #zasr #dni #discourse #? like. idk please be nice to me im so so so tired i literally dont even ship in this fandom i just exist #other fandoms tho. like bbc sherlock bro come at me ill kill you

[transingthoseformers]

Ykw i entirely forgot that tfp was based in the mid to late aughts and wouldn't have had twitch streams or squishmellows

The TFP au is based in 2023 because i say so, and the Cybertronians 100% call smartphones datapads constantly. And that one of the vehicons impulse bought a rainbow pride flag which was immediately confiscated; to this day it still hangs in their leader's habsuite

#tfp au #it's probably a good thing that humanity's technology is a little more advanced than in canon because it's extra stuff to woo the 'cons #aaand i just had a very stupid idea wondering if i could read ao3 on the roku #which I'm firmly not going to do as I'd rather die than admit to my dad that I've started reading fanfics again lol #look i love giving the transformers pride flags and ''well things work differently for ys but this is the closest description yes'' #miko makes so many jokes about Ratchma and KOBD but she means well; it's just fucking funny how all the robots are technically gay

[aminiyard]

this is all my friend’s fault

#ys #ffxiv #final fantasy XIV #adol christin #graha tia #aminiart #i just think they would get along #two history nerds #graha admiring adol’s experience as an adventurer #and how good of a person he is #anyway we’re ignoring the fact that i have an adol alt #and will probably die when graha shows up #and blaming all of this on my friend

[torabdos]

Color swap hours

#i just think adol goes with round glasses #mayu posts about ys10 #ys x: nordics #ys10 #ys x #fun how karja with adol's hair and the ingame alternate palette is more or less adol's ys9 palette

[hwanswerland]

Glad you were able to go to the Amsterdam show! What was it like perceiving Park Seonghwa in the flesh for a second time? Did you survive the Cyberpunk shoulder move? 😉

Thank you anon!! 😊 I'm glad you ask because now I can just ramble about this ajsushsh. the thing was that this time i was actually close enough to SEE him, like see the sweat on his skin close, because of the extended stage and like. WOW what a man (all of them though they're all so fine and once again i wonder where kq manages to find them). tbh i knew it was over for me when during soundcheck they did say my name and for the last chorus he put sunglasses on and then did the tongue thing he always gets bullied about with this stupid small smirk on his way too handsome face 🥲

the shoulder move yeah....yeah i survived. barely. I usually only have very short and random memories of concerts because of all the adrenaline and whatever but man that's something i do remember Very Clearly. He wasn't even on the extended stage but the main one and yet. just. yeah. user hwanswerland isn't doing well rn bc like he looked EXACTLY obviously like every gif in the black outfit ever but i saw it with my own eyes and i can't believe that. I barely film anything at concerts but i did film his under world part at the end of the song bc I needed to have my own video of it and ASHDUEZDHDUDHDHDHDH. i don't know words I'm sorry he's too powerful

#ask #anon #sorry this is so long ajdjshs but if you give me the impression you're even mildly interested in what i have to say #i will tell you and start rambling and then be unable to find the words because #how could words even do this man and whatever i may be feeling justice #< sorry about tjat i know it's cringe ig but it's 2am and i just #i have many thoughts and feelings about him #also very much unrelated but i have to say that i know there's been differing opinions on mg's hair #whatever they may be the man was on fire and certainly feeling himself and that alone made him really hot with the hair #not to sidetrack this even more but #wy and jh are so cute and yh is just so nice and fine and just INSANE as a dancer #hj is fucking unreal there's no way he's that pretty and same for ys actually #idek what to say about san tbh. he's crazy man what the hell are his genes #okay now I'm done ajdudzd