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#this is long af. can u tell i think both too much and very little ab my design choices
losergames · 1 year
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Becky, hi! ♥️
Late af, but last night I finally found some time to read the demo and… wow. I really, really loved everything. Even the tiniest, little detail just blew me away, seriously. The way you use words is astounding! I could literally feel whatever the poor MC was going through, and imagining the scenery, the ambient was never so easy, let me tell you. Is there something you can’t do? (Your art is g o r g e o u s, btw ♥️)
I think I’ll join the clown squad for Maz, lol (but every single member of the crew has my entire heart and devotion). This little menace conquered me as soon as I read that: “Suca!” (as an Italian myself, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It’s been a long time since I’ve heard/used this word and I’ve missed it ♥️).
If you don’t mind, I have a little question for you (I’ve searched your blog and didn’t find it, but if the answer’ll come later in game ignore this part ajkskj): what type of car/motorcycle (I see you Dilani)/vehicle do you think best represent the gang?
Sorry for the rambling, I’ll stop writing nonsense now lol. Hope you’ll have a lovely day/night! 😘 ~ Gia
waugh!!!!!! thank you so so much, you are so incredibly kind. sorry i held onto this ask for a little while because it was just so nice to read LMAO. i am just so thrilled!!
i already have picks of vehicles for each of the crew! i will share some details and pictures down in the cut below!
Four -
four was initially hard to gauge. he's a mechanic over anything, has a real love for putting things together and problem solving. his satisfaction comes from building things than the actual aesthetic of vehicles, though he can still appreciate them!
four runs around in a mitsubishi l200 1991, an old pickup that gets him from a to b. nothing fancy.
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Dilani -
i'm still not decided on what bikes dilani owns, stuck between a yamaha r15 (left) and honda cbr250r (right). both very sleek, stylish and clean in black. i think i like the yamaha better bc it looks much cooler LMAO
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Sunny -
i'd say sunny has the most 'flashy' vehicle. he takes a lot of pride in his possessions, especially a high value item like a car. it is a honda civic type r fk8, a typical boy racer car, in a iridescent purple. paint job by his truly!
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Maz -
maz was really easy to choose for. they own a 2006 Subaru Impreza WRX, a popular rally racing car that is often owned and modified by car heads. it doesn't stand out too much but is extremely fast with the right driver. also just a piece of trivia, it is the same car used in the first scene of Baby Driver! i imagine Maz's to be grey or black with a stripe down the middle.
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Aimee -
aimee was hard to pin down as well. her love for this universe is mostly different from the others. she owns an old style camper van, a 2006 Volkswagen T2. something for all the crew to ride in when they're running errands or off to something social!
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dark-nekofear · 3 months
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tagged by @kukiyuuri ur so sweet ty for the tag <3
ONE. Are you named after anyone?
*Office stare* whatever gave u that impression? :3c
yea my queer ass swiped Roxas' name as my own. I had a major identity crisis after leaving a cult a decade ago so it kinda felt fitting to pick the name with his own history with cults & identity issues hehe
2. When was the last time you cried?
couple days ago, tho I have a very hard time crying anymore. thaaaat's probs not good ^^;; I used to be a huge crybaby.
3. Do you have kids?
thankfully not. I'm enough work as is tyvm
4. What sports do you play? have you played?
I played street hockey with my neighbors quite a bit growing up, tho it was rather short-lived when they suddenly had a problem with playing with a girl (boy do I have news for them). in high school I joined the tennis team. I wasn't stellar at it but I had a blast. wish there were more opportunities to play but that requires other ppl wanting to play.
these days I've been reconnecting with my childhood love of rollerblading. I'm close to being as good as I used to be which is so exciting cuz there's so much I never mastered! so I'm about to cross over into new territory!
5. Do you use sarcasm?
what's sarcasm? ovo
6. What is the first thing you notice about people?
looking at the world thru an artist's lens, I notice things like posture, expression, body language first. which can tell u a lot about a person in the moment without a word being spoken.
7. What's your eye color?
blue! I think they're turning gray as I get older which is kinda cool but also a little sad.
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
depends on my mood; both are good. so long as the story is told well anything goes really.
9. Any talents?
I suffer from the good at the arts but bad at everything modern society deems useful disease. my main talent is probs drawing, writing coming second (if I ever get the spoons to do it again). I'm also decent at singing with my long history with choir & leading worship services.
10. Where were u born?
the most boring place on earth -- the US Midwest. Siri, play "Sidewalks" by Story of the Year.
11. What are your hobbies?
a lot of my free time lately has been getting back into studying languages. I'm mostly focused on Japanese atm but I'm also at an intermediate level in German & conversational in ASL.
I game quite a bit too, primarily retro games. *screaming crying throwing up that PS2-era is now considered retro* seldom do I play things upon release except of KH.
oh, I'm also a casual fashion doll collector (mostly Barbie & Monster High). old media as well (vhs, retro games, music, etc). lost media & preservation of the arts in general really interests me.
I play guitar a bit too but lol I suck at it.
other hobbies previously touched on in earlier q's include drawing, skating, singing & writing. :3c
12. Do you have any pets?
I have a kitty! she's a dilute calico & a huge diva cuz she knows she's gorgeous. she's loud af just like me & loves talking to her fave humans in the sassiest tone possible.
13. How tall are u?
not tall enough. 165cm
14. Favorite subjects in school?
German (easily my best subject), art & English.
15. Dream job?
I've been thinking a lot about circling back to an old dream job. something utilizing my knack for picking up languages. maybe interpreting or teaching? I'd really like to go back to school so I can maybe have a decent shot at something overseas. where? I'm still deciding. being trans kinda complicates it a bit. with that in mind & having several instances of homelessness this past decade I've concluded the US isn't a viable place for me to continue living. I have a unique opportunity to rebuild rn & I intend to utilize it. even if that means allowing my art to return to being just a hobby.
ahh! sorry I'm totally ending this on a bummer note huh? uhh uhh... puppies! think of puppies!! & kitties!!!
anyway, I'll tag uhh... whoever wants to do this? >w<; u can obvi say I tagged ya.
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sankt-jesper · 1 year
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hello!!
i’ve been wondering about this one you mentioned so i hope u dont mind if i take the opportunity to ask about it?
Fox/Cody/Neyo (and variations thereof) & Dedra Meero
The editor crashed when I was answering this. My post was long af everything's peachy 🤠
Get ready because this is going to be a wild ride, and everything I say should be seen as a rambling prompt >:)
Fox/Cody/Neyo (and variations thereof) & Dedra Meero: Ship It | Don't Ship It
1. What made you ship it?
These combos have practically everything I love. A poor little meow meow (Dedra), cherished blorbos (Cody, Fox, Neyo), the potential for murder and/or disaster, and they're practically the perfect conduit for Marxist and Hegelian forms of alienation. I think if I ever wrote something with them it'll probably be a thinly-veiled essay on Kierkegaardian estrangement in the wars and the stars during the Imperial Era. They just have so much potential for fun!!!!!1!!!
2. What are your favorite things about the ship?
Fair warning: I have no idea what fanon is like for any of these characters and I'd rather not know, so their characterizations might vary drastically from the usual.
Clones & Dedra
She's fresh and new and so hungry she'll devour the whole galaxy to get what she wants. They're aging and eaten by grief, rage and the urge to do something meaningful. She'll either find them useful or some of her toughest challenges; they'll follow her to hell and back or will raise hell to see her fail. She's the poster girl for Marx's theory of alienation, and the clones encompass Camus' views on estrangement to a worryingly great degree.
Cody & Dedra
Mentor & Mentee. He's going to shape her to become who she is on Andor, and he'll do it so well no one will ever know and she'll surpass him; it'll be too late when he notices. Some sort of build-a-bear story when speedrunning alienation. Favorite mental image: Cody in armor, saluting Dedra while she smiles. He knows she'll try to get rid of him as soon as she can and he's right.
Fox & Dedra
Paladin–Deity. He's lost and depressed and refusing to deal with anything that isn't work or menial day-to-day tasks, and she comes in and becomes his purpose. He tells himself he'll follow her to hell and back, and maybe he will, or maybe someday she'll do something that will shatter his misplaced faith. Favorite mental image: Fox taking her in his arms in a rare moment they'll never speak of, wondering if he can stop her or if it's too late for the both of them.
Neyo & Dedra
Wicked and Evil. They're awful. They're successful. They're having the time of their lives. If one goes too far the other will simply erase the limits. They'll be unstoppable until they crash and burn on an unlucky day. Favorite mental image: Neyo slouching in a chair and lazily grinning at Dedra while she stands next to him. She realizes there's nothing he won't do as long as she's the one giving the order.
CodyFox
They both work with her. They're together; they love each other in their own ways. The problem is that one of them wants to see her succeed but the other knows he needs to stop her before it's too late. Favorite mental image: both of them lying in their bed in a mess of tangled limbs, each staring into space and unable to fall asleep.
FoxNeyo
Neyo resents how much he loves Fox and Fox can't stop wondering why he doesn't love Neyo as much as Neyo loves him. It's unhealthy and awful and bad for both of them—and Dedra ends up being another way to torment each other and themselves. Of all the combos I think this one is the most likely to be able to leave the Empire unscathed and together. Favorite mental image: Neyo tenderly kissing Fox's palm when they're on their own, because despite everything they still love each other very much.
CodyNeyo
Neyo is everything Cody is afraid of being and Cody is everything Neyo wanted to be but couldn't become. I'm ngl for me this is a DC's TwoBats variant in which neither can get what they want but still hope they will. By default I'd say Neyo would be the one to do something with Dedra that'd break Cody's resolve, but I think it'd be much more interesting if Cody is the one to take a step too far—because if Neyo can't handle that, then what does that say about the two of them? Favorite mental image: Them sitting at a table, facing one another and looking at each other with unreadable expressions.
CodyFoxNeyo
All the previous combos smudged together. Which means it's disastrous and chaotic but there's love and hope and good luck Dedra Meero, you're going to need it :) Favorite mental image: the three of them running away from an explosion in full armors, but you can definitely tell Neyo is the only one cackling.
3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
It's a crime none exist yet!!!!! They should!!!!!!!
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bisluthq · 6 months
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I know joy don’t believe in astrology (and tbf I can’t say I do either). But I have always felt (as a Sagittarius) that I am exactly like Taylor during a fight, and then Saoirse said recently that she has a very childish temper (but apparently it’s been a while since she’s been really mad? Good for her I guess, can’t relate) and I feel like Taylor and I do too, and we’re all fire signs!
Though I think Taylor and I are the kind to scream A LOT and I think Saoirse would be just as stubborn but more quietly than us 😭
see my whole problem with Atsrology - as practiced by us white ladies in the west, not as a meaningful cultural practice, is that if you throw enough stuff at a wall, some of it will stick. Let’s take a random one about me: “Aries is hotheaded, passionate, and outgoing, while Cancer is quieter, calmer, and more introspective” is exactly the opposite of my relationship. I’m much louder, I’m rarely calm, and while I am introspective I am no where near as introspective as they are where they dwell on shit I said 8 months ago and have since forgotten about. I make new friends far more easily and don’t attach much stock in all of those relationship tbh. I’m also slutty af. “Aries can help encourage Cancer to step outside of their comfort zone, and Cancer’s stability can provide a sense of groundedness that Aries didn’t even realize how much they needed.” - possibly true but also more because I’m hotheaded, passionate and outgoing so if you tell me “let’s go to a sex party” I’m gonna be like “well yes that’s totally what we should do” which isn’t really my definition of being grounded. “Aries is adventurous while Cancer is a homebody; Aries is impulsive while Cancer is careful; Aries cannot do subtlety while Cancer is incredibly intuitive.” - none of this applies applies to me/us. I do really like my house and cooking but I’m definitely and never have been careful at all - see sex parties and stuff - and the Aries overthinks about stuff I long forgot about idk.
Like some of this stuff is obvi true but I feel like if I read a Virgo/Gemini compatablity analysis I’d probably find stuff that also related to my relationship. Let me actually test that. “This pair’s differences can be explained by their elements. Gemini is an outgoing, sociable, spontaneous air sign, while Virgo is a more introverted, considered, practical earth sign. But although on the surface they might seem very different, they have many shared personality traits as well. They’re both mutable signs, meaning they’re naturally adaptable, open-minded, and curious. And as I mentioned, Gemini and Virgo are both ruled by Mercury, the planet of communication and travel. This makes them both super-intelligent, gives them a gift with language, and means they both might be just a little bit neurotic.” well yes that sounds like us. “their shared ruling planet Mercury gives them a lot in common, like a love of wordplay, an intelligent mind, and a tendency to gossip.” also sounds like us idk. Aaand u lost me again Cosmo “likely picky Virgo decides early on that Gemini is too noncommittal, or just too annoying, for them—or maybe Gemini sees Virgo as too clingy or too boring.”
all of these things have bits to relate to and none of it seems to stem from the actual birth signs.
personally I fight very rarely but when I do fight I am full on banshee levels of screaming and get nasty af so idk how that fits into all my above thoughts.
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rrazor · 3 years
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hq boys post wisdom teeth extraction
tags: fluff, soft boyfies lol
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kuroo tetsurou wakes up and immediately the first thing he tells the professionals around him is that he wants to see his girlfriend because he knows you’re waiting for him and “i love her so much 🥺🥰" he says it a few more times and everyone laughs at how doped up he is both from the drugs and you. when you walk in to take notes on how to take care of him afterwards, he just stares at you as he holds you hand with the SOFTEST LOOK on his face like 🥺😍☺️❤️💕💖💝🥺🥰💖💝☺️
tetsu cannot stop looking at you and u almost have to plead with him to watch where’s he walking like tetsu pls we don’t wanna have to come back to get your front teeth done sweetie 🅱️lease!!!!!! other than that he is pretty easy to reason with it as long as you promise to kiss every part of his face once in a particular order and if u mess up, unfortunately, you’ll just have to start over again sigh it makes his heart go 💥💥💥
bokuto kuroo offers to drive him back home and brings you along to support and comfort him. he helps kou get into the back with you but he refuses and goes “kuroooooo, she’s too pretty, I dun wanna sit next to her ☹️” LMFAO kuroo rolls his eyes and just sits him down and buckles him in despite his protests HA
kou is super nervous and keeps looking over you when he thinks you aren’t looking like 🥺😊 and you decide to play along and ask him how he’s feeling and if he’s in pain and he shakes his head and goes “‘m okay, you’re really pretty though 🥺😍” kuroo snorts in the front seat and you’re trying rlly hard to not laugh at how cute he is so you take his hand and kou lit rally thinks he’s gonna pass out when you call him handsome and ask him out before kissing his cheek. he starts crying as he says things like “kuroo!!!! the pretty girl is my girlfriend now!! 🥺❤️😭💖💕😭😭🥳”
akaashi you’re already by his side by the time he wakes up but he doesn’t remember jack so he goes “hello, have u seen my girlfriend? she looks just like you. can u tell me if u see her? I would like to see her—she’s my everything 😊🥰” UGGHH KISS HIIMMM
he doesn’t remember who you are until the medication wears off but you manage to convince him that you’re gonna take him to his girlfriend so you can take him home 💀 and he spends the whole car ride really pretty quiet until you ask him why he’s so fidgety and then he softly tells you “i… can’t wait to see my girlfriend 🥺🥰💕 she said we’d go on an ice-cream date after🍦i hope she’s not mad that it’s been so long 🥺❤️💗” AHDHJANAA like a little happy babyyyy 🥺😭
oikawa tooru’s procedure finishes earlier than expected and has a dental hygienist watching over him as they wait for you and for some reason he starts to sing, but it’s really out of tune because of all the cotton in his mouth and the dental hygienist is just standing there, taking it. you can hear him down the hall as you walk into his room and he’s so excited to see you!!! “did you hear me sing for you, babe? i didn’t want you to get lost in this maze 🥺🥰” “yes, i did, tooru, tysm you don’t have to sing anymore 😊😇💕”
tries to pull you into his lap as the dentist goes through the aftercare procedures and whines “pleasssseeeee, it huuurrrrrttttts i just want cuddddlllleesssss 😭☹️🥺💕” you opt to sit on the edge of the chair as he buries his head in your back 🥰
iwaizumi YOU try to flirt with hajime because he doesn’t remember that you’re his girlfriend and he’s all like stop!!! i have a girlfriend! 😡 AHAHA so you decide to ask him about his lovely girlfriend and he gets the softest smile on his face omggg and he starts going on about how hardworking you are ❤️, determined 💘, beautiful 💖, how nice you smell 😳
when you tell him its you he doesn’t believe you!!! like stop u r trying too hard, stranger!!! 😠 It’s not until you bring up a photo of yourselves and stick it next to your face does he go all soft again like babe i missed you 🥺 there was this weirdo trying to flirt with me, i’m so glad you’re here 🥰 and you tell him that the weirdo was you and he’s like “no, you’re better than that” LMFAAOO THANKS HAJIME 😭
matsukawa his mom is there to pick the two of you up and he’s holding your hand as he turns to you, super concerned and goes “babe, we forgot my teeth 😞” HWJJCKWJSJEF 💀 he’s all pouty and its sooooooo cute LMFAO WHAT DID HE THINK A REMOVAL WAS??? but you play it cool and squeeze his hand and say “i didnt forget you though 😊” he nods like a little kid and says “yeah” and tries to pull you into his lap so that you can cuddle but his mom is right there and you’re tryna be a good passenger and stop him from unbuckling your seatbelt: issei, we can cuddle when we get home!!!!
this giant dude just looks at you all 🥺 and BEGS like “babe please, just a little, i just want to hold you 🥺💕” he tries to guilt trip you like “c’mon, babe, you forgot my teeth” 😭😭😭 STFU u somehow make it back to his place and he tackles you into the couch and promptly falls asleep in 2 minutes flat 😴 his mom thinks its hilarious and thanks u for taking care of him ☺️❤️
hanamaki straight up asks you if you have a boyfriend. you say yes and he gets REALLY SAD OH MY GOD and is all “oh ☹️🥺” but then you cup his cheek and hold one of his hands and start telling him what your boyfriend looks like and how he has cute strawberry hair and pretty eyes and how handsome he is and talking about his cute little eyebrows and how good he is at volleyball and takahiro is like…. 🧐🤨 is that…… me??? but then he’s like wait it couldn’t be and gets all sad again 😭
you can’t take how sad he is and tell him it’s him!!!!! you give him some kisses as an apology 😭🥺💖❤️ and he’s all really?!!? 🥰💖💕💝🥳💕as he pulls you close to rest his head on your chest. he asks you to talk about how much you love him again 😭🥰🥺 refuses to remove himself from you
kyoutani he’s got this super angry expression on his face and everyone stays a good ways away from him 😬 when you come in, you get the same 😡 but then he chills because you’re wearing that one dress he went out of his way to buy for you when you were window shopping together that one time and he’s like …..suspicious why is she wearing her dress 😒 HAJFKAKSW KENTAROU
but THEN he sees the bracelet he got you for your one year anniversary and takes a whiff of you (um 😷) and NOW he’s all WAIT…… connections r being made—he gets super handsy 😳💕 really likes it when you kiss his forehead 🥺 and glares daggers at the dentist with his head on your chest, arms around your waist as you stand next to him and listen to what the aftercare instructions are because he’s all like grrr my girlfriend!! no touch!!! 😡🤬
daichi omg daichi is SO SHY and BASHFUL like he looks at you all 🥺🥰 and when you look towards him he immediately looks away but it’s so obvious because his ears are red and you can see his blush high on his cheekbones 😭🥺💕 you ask him what’s wrong and he’s stuttering trying to ask if you have a boyfriend and you’re like yes 💔
his face FALLS and it hurts but then you show him your matching engagement rings 💍 like “we’re fiancés, dai 🥰❤️” and he almost cries as hard as when he heard you say yes 😭💖💕 he’s so EMBARRASSED when you show the video back to him 😭 suga and asahi clown him 🤧
sugawara fella wakes up, looks you in the eye and is like “they’ve rebuilt me, babe✨” what? “the technology!!!” ??? “they made me better than i was before: better, stronger, faster 🤖💪🧠" LMFAO thinks he underwent some experiment like no we just fixed your teeth 😌
when you tell him so he gets a little dejected and asks you if you’d still love him without any upgrades with his lips pursed and his cheeks pink as he plays with your hands 🥺💗 like OFC KOUSHI!!! 🥰🥺❤️ really sweet and giggly on the bus ride home—holds you close and draws circles on your skin as he talks about the strangest things 🙈💖
kageyama no inhibitions so tobio is very attached to you!!! when he wakes up to see you next to him, he grabs you in his half-asleep state to leave slobbery kisses all over you like some dog before he falls back asleep again 💀 he wakes up twenty minutes later to see that you’re gone (had to wash off his spit 😬) and he panics when he doesn’t see you 😭🥺
he gets up to try to look for you and the second you come back, he hugs you and is all ☹️ telling you “don’t go too far, i wanna always be able to find you 😠🥺” you rub his back and pinky promise to stay close by and he’s so relieved he falls asleep standing 😴💕 like …..thanks 🤧 asks if he can play volleyball and pouts rlly hard when the dentist says no 😭💔
atsumu atsumu is loopy af and he wanted to go to the washroom so the poor staff had to hull around this 6’2”, 80kg man around but then you walk in just as they’re about to turn the corner and the moment he sees you, he’s goes “BABIEEEEE, I loOoove yoU! 😍” in this super adorable, high pitched sing-songy voice and makes OBNOXIOUS kissy faces at you but it looks so funny because his mouth is full of cotton 😭😭🤧🥴 the nurses tell you he’s a keeper but then he promptly slips and nearly falls on his face trying to walk over to you unassisted 🙄
the walk to the car is SO HARD because he clings to you like a baby koala and whines when you try to get him to loosen up so that you can get better leverage to support his weight like atsumu pls we’re almost there, just let go for a bit and he’s all puppy eyed like “don’t 🥺 ya 🥺 love 🥺 me 🥺 baby???????? i jus’ wanna be close to ya 💔💔💔” JAJCJJWNCMS he denies all of it when he sobers up
osamu all this fool remembers is that he has a girlfriend and that she looks EXACTLY like you but his brain synapses aren’t working like they used to 😔 so he doesn’t remember that YOU are literally his girlfriend so he just sits there and goes all “you look so much like her….. i miss her sm 😢🤕😞” with this faraway look in his eyes AS IF YOU WERE DEAD 💀 THE DISRESPECT
he rlly wants to hold your hand and touch you but like u aren’t his girlfriend right??? but you tell him u are after rolling ur eyes and show him some photos of the two of you as proof and he’s all “oh!” 😳 and he smiles so broad you can see his little dimple on his left cheek 😭💖 because he can FINALLY hold your hand 🥰 no filter so he whisper-begs for kisses throughout the entire time the dentist talks you through his surgery and how to care for him and you’re so embarrassed JAJCJKAKDSS “pls, pls can i have a kiss” you give him one “can i have one here now” “what about here” “pls another one pls” 🥺🥺🥺 at least he’s polite JAJCNKAFB
suna rin remembers you and right when he wakes up to see you next to him he says, “hello, wife 💖" and waits for your response but like wtf do u SAY like you’ve only ever heard him tell you he loves you that ONE time he thought u were ASLEEP!!! and you haven’t even talked about anything beyond dating yet!!! is it the anaesthetic that’s making him say this or is he just fooling you??? 💀😵 a few minutes later, he sighs and goes “you’re supposed to say ‘hello, husband ❤️’….” 🙄🥱
show him the video after the anaesthetic wears off and he’ll sit there looking at you like “….well? i’m still waiting? 😐” ugH modern romance am i right HAHDJKAKSKAA
ushijima wakatoshi thinks you’re another nurse even though you’re dressed nothing like them and he asks you when his girlfriend is coming and if she knows he’s done with the procedure and also “have you met my girlfriend? she is very beautiful and very kind. you must meet her ☺️” he asks the same questions to the dentist who comes in to talk to you afterwards and they’re looking at him like ?????? “isn’t this your girlfriend, ushijima-san?”
wakatoshi just goes 😯, looks at you and says your name so softly and in the sweetest way possible and tells you he missed you and he loves you and he wants to go get curry from that one restaurant later and the dentist tells you they’ll be back later as you sob 😭😭❤️💕❤️😭💖
semi eita thinks you’re one of the office receptionists when you walk in and asks you if you, his girlfriend 💕, had been notified that the procedure was done and you’re all uh yes she does, she’s coming soon!! he nods very cutely and thanks you, handsome smile on his face at the thought of seeing you 🥰 he turns around to look at the window and you just stand there all 😶 he HUMS softly as he waits and it’s that one song he played for you on his guitar HAJXNJSW 😭🥺💘❤️
he turns back around thirty seconds later like “babe?? is that you?? you got here so fast 😍🥺💖😚” as if it wasn’t you THE WHOLE TIME 💀 melts when you kiss his cheeks tenderly 🥰 plays with your fingers as he softly looks into your eyes!! 😍
tendou really wants to get his wisdom teeth back like just because you pulled them out doesn’t make them yours, sensei 🙄 LMFAO the dentist gives him his teeth afterwards and he holds them out for you and you’re like “tysm for your bloody, gross teeth, satori 🥰😬” “AWWW you’re welcome 😊 aren’t they cute? ya think our kids will be this cute? 💖”
many thoughts: 1) oh god oh GOD he wants to have KIDS WITH YOU!! MARRIAGE??!? 😵❤️ 2) y does he think his molars r cute and y does he hope your kids will look like nasty teeth 😭💀 he’s rlly adamant about you lazing around with him. keeps showing u his teeth for some reason but gives the cutest smiles and hums when you feed him his fav chocolate ice cream 💗💗💗
goshiki he tries to flirt with you but its so funny and endearingly awkward because he’s got all the gauze in his mouth and he isn’t that good at it and he’s on the verge of tears half the time and you dont know why??? you ask him and his brows are all furrowed, pout on his lips and says “just wanna be your boyfriend pls 🥺💕” “yeah?” “yeah,” he nods. “i promise to do my best 🥺”
when you tell him you’re already dating, he starts to cry and is all like i have to tell all my friends 😭 tsutomu cries to the dentist like “sensei, y’know, we’re boyfriend and girlfriend 😭❤️” he quiets down when you brush through his hair with your hands ☺️
terushima you walk into his room after he’s done and ask the dental hygienists how he’s doing and he looks at you all confused like 🤨 and asks the hygienists who you are. they think you’re married for some reason and say “that’s your wife!” and you’re so EMBARRASSED but also super happy on the inside HAHA he straight up goes “DAAAMMNNN, I did alright, huh?! when we bustin’ outta here?!” 🤪😜🥴😘 as if he could actually differentiate between left and right, up and down 😔
just in case, he asks you if you’re his wife at the same time the dentist asks if the two of you will be okay from here on out and you nod to the dentist’s question but yuuji thinks it’s for him so he lays back down with this satisfied look on his face like HELL YEAH alright, alright, alright 😌🥰🥴 and does those little nods SIDJAJJDJSJFJR HAHAHAHA
sakusa omi lets you play with his bangs and hands as you wait for the dentist and he LOVES IT softest smile on his face!! RIDICULOUSLY CLINGY!!!! he does NOT want you to leave him at all, will not let you go to the bathroom even though you’re like “omi, please, the dentist is busy with another patient right now, i’ll be back soon before we go through the aftercare stuff” “no” “omi, i have to pee” “do it here” and now it’s you who’s all 🤢
gets really defensive and protective when the dentist comes in and just shoves his head in your chest because he doesn’t want to look at them LMFAO death grip around your waist 🤧 when you show him what he said about you going to the bathroom he demands you delete it “omi, i didn’t know u loved me that much 🥰🥺💕” “…………..🤐”
hoshiumi kourai insisted he was fine on his own “nothing is impossible for hoshiumi kourai, national athlete 😤” when the dentist asked if he needed someone to watch over him and the dentist is 🤨 ok sir and leaves after he falls asleep. when he wakes up, no one’s in his room and he has to use the washroom and he’s like i’ll do just it myself 🙄 he tries to stand and promptly collapses to the floor. he CRAWLS around on his stomach and makes it out of his room just as you walk in and you’re like KOU whY are you on the FLOOR like a ROACH 😭😭😭
it’s like you’re reenacting some dramatic romance movie as kou groans around the gauze and makes poor attempts to stand up, holding onto you LAKDSHLASKAHD 💀💀💀 asks you to get on the floor with him because he honest to god can’t get UP so that he can cuddle with you as the dentist and his assistants stand two feet away 🥰💕 tries to fight the staff when they get too close to you trying to help him get back to his bed HAJJFKAKDMAD
extra: kita shinsuke (lol) when kita finishes his wisdom tooth extraction, he looks at you like this and doesnt remember who you are; he thinks you’re here for another patient and doesn’t say a word to you because his grandma taught him not to talk to strangers.
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Ran Haitani (Relationship)Headcanons. <3
Ran Haitani x Fem!Reader
CW : mentions of violence, mentions of vomiting, cursing, mentions of joint
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I think he would listen to Cigarettes After Sex but only at night time because it’s more vibe than at the day time. Don’t ask.
I headcanon that he is bi-curious
He definitely put his leg out when someone he’s friends with or someone he doesn’t like walk in front of him so they would trip and fall.
Would 100% hug you from behind but his hands instead of being on your hips it’s like this. (i’m sorry i couldn’t find a better picture for it)
He wears a lot of jewelry but only when there’s a little chance that he will get into a fight.
1000% a Chase Atlantic fan.
I personally don’t think that he’s really into PDA but i don’t think that he doesn’t like it. It’s a 50-50.
Of course there are times when he feels clingy but he would blame it on that he just wanna tease you and see you flustered.
He isn’t jealous type because he is very aware of his attractiveness and likes to show off his beautiful girlfriend so everyone can see that how much of a power couple you guys are.
So he will tolerate the looks that girls and guys give you but when they’re trying to touch you there will be some broken bones.
Obviously only for the boys.
He would roast the fuck out of the girls until they leave.
Randomly sends you some weird ass tiktoks
Like fr random times Imagine you talk about something and then instead of a normal respond there is a tiktok link.🤨🤨
Would definitely sing you some romantic songs.
He has a terrible voice.
And he knows it but he tries to do it with a serious expression.
Ofc sometimes there are some chuckles :) .
Oh yeah he is a very big fan of The Weeknd.
Like really big fan.
He always catch himself whistle or humming some of his song.
His favorite song is definitely one of Abel’s song.
(The Weeknd’s name is Abel!!)
There is a game where you can have a cat farm(?). Cats & Soup. Yeah. He have that game on his phone and would probably spend most of his free time playing it.
LMFAO HE WOULD WEAR GREY SWEATPANTS BECAUSE HE SAW THAT GIRLS LOVES IT AND WHEN YOU DIDNT HAVE THE REACTION HE WAS EXPECTING HE WILL BE DISAPPOINTED AND POUTY ALL DAY AND WOULD IGNORE YOU AND YOU WOULD BE LIKE “tf is wrong with you all day 🤨 what did i do 🤨” and he’s like “yeah nothing 🙄” boy stfu drama queen it’s not a big deal get over it
and when he tells you what’s wrong he would say it like “you didn’t compliment my new sweatpant 😔😔” AND YOU WOULD BE LIKE ?????PLS BOY ITS NOT EVEN NEW…
He don’t give a fuck if you can cook or not.
You can order something anytime or just go out and eat somewhere.
He really loves it if you get along with his brother.
Sometimes when you guys are out he would just call Rin to come and hang out with y’all.
He would act offended if you and Rindou team up against him. He would gasp and put a hand on his chest when you both starts roasting him out of nowhere.
But he finds it really heartwarming that you and Rin find something in common.💀 (there are probably more things but this one is funny)
I see him as a stoner tbh.
Would definitely roll you a heart shaped joint. (I wanted to say on Valentine’s day to be romantic but if i’m honest i think he would do this on a regular day too.)
Whenever he’s drunk he becomes clingy af so be prepared to hold a 180 cm guy for a really long time.
If you have a long hair he would hold it for u if you’re throwing up. (SLAAAAAY) and caress your back
And he would appreciate it if you do the same for him.
But ofc if you have emetophobia or something he would send you away because he doesn’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable or anything. :) And if you would feel bad for leaving him he would tell you at least 100 times that it’s okay. :)
But if you have a short hair he would just caress your back and pat your head. :)
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pairing: jeon jungkook x female reader
summary: a year of crushing and jungkook’s finally asked you out on a proper date. 
genre: classmates to lovers??!, established friendship, they go on a date <3, jk is so stressed out, !fancy restaurant warning!, jk is A GENTLEMAN!! but wbk, oc is a nerd but is BOLD AF!!
warnings: mature!! (18+!!), SMUT,...they make out, LOTS of built up tension is let out tonite!, fingering, praise kink, handjob, backseat action, semi-public sex?? very strong language, jk overuses the nickname ‘baby’
word count: 9k
author’s note: pt. 3 of seatmate!jk. WE’VE GOT SOME FILTH TODAY PPL!!!!!!! this is my first time releasing a piece of writing that has smut in it so pls!! let me know what u think!!! i’m open to criticism but i cry easily so… pls pls be nice (T▽T) LMAO!! i also completely made up the program for ocean scientists that oc talks about LMAO i just needed her to ramble for a bit hahahah
additional note: also pls imagine jungkook looking like this in class and then wearing this for their date. also if ur curious, this is what i imagined oc’s dress to look like :)
okay enjoy!! thank u ( ˘ ³˘)
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it was the end of the semester and of course, the only time jungkook would be running late to class was when he was finally going to ask you out on a date. so far, everything seems to be going against the idea. his alarm didn’t go off on time, the shower took way too long to warm up, and his car was low on gas. now he’s speed walking, almost running, to lecture to make sure that his seat next to you isn’t taken. 
he wants to make sure this goes perfectly. he spent the past two weeks stressing over the plans. asking for recommendations for nice restaurants in the city in almost every group chat he was in. his friend (the one with parents as ceo’s, eunwoo), helped him and got him a reservation at this one five star restaurant that jungkook’s never been to. eunwoo told him that it was the prettiest place he’s ever been to, said it would be perfect for a first date. 
jungkook specifically remembers you telling him that you’ve never gone on an actual dinner date. ice cream dates, movie theater dates, and amusement park dates were what you were used to. there was nothing wrong with that, it’s just that you’ve never experienced a candlelit dinner at a restaurant, that’s it. jungkook just wanted to be the first one to experience it with you. 
so when his morning starts off this shitty, he wonders if his plans are falling apart. he tries to keep a good, positive mindset, but he’s already so nervous and the universe seems to be telling him: don’t do it, she’ll reject you, you’re gonna look stupid in front of her. 
meanwhile, you’re early this lecture. it was the last class of the semester and you were hoping that you could get a nice conversation with jungkook in before it started. the two of you have gotten a lot closer since you last hung out. the chain of events starting with you apologizing for being so embarrassing, 
[12:44 pm] you: jungkook!!! oh my god i am so sorry for last night 😭
[12:45 pm] you: i don’t take alcohol very well 😖
[12:50 pm] jungkook: 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
[12:50 pm] jungkook: no need to apologize! are u feeling sick? hungover? 
[12:52 pm] you: omg no not really
[12:52 pm] you: ur a great drinking buddy, i owe u one 🥺
[12:53 pm] jungkook: it’s alright cutie
[12:54 pm] jungkook: just happy ur feeling okay :) 
[12:56 pm] you: let me make it up to u 😭 i’ll buy us lunch one of these days? 
[12:57 pm] jungkook: ah no can do cutie 
[12:57 pm] jungkook: have to buy u dinner first 
the thought of the conversation makes you smile. that one conversation starting the domino effect of the two of you talking almost everyday for the past two weeks. you couldn’t help but expect jungkook to at least be here, but if he didn’t wanna come, then he didn’t have to. 
you sat in your seat, patiently waiting for the one next to you to be filled by him. the hall was starting to fill now and class was about to start. you look around one last time to see that jungkook is still nowhere to be seen, and that a familiar brown-haired guy was beginning to walk up to you. 
“hello, ___! is this seat taken?” taehyung smiles brightly, you look down at the seat next to you. your bag saving the spot for jungkook. maybe he skipped this lecture, since it was practically for nothing anyway, you’ve already taken the final and there was no other material to learn, it was more so to wrap things up and see if anyone still needed to understand something. 
your brain comes to a conclusion. you remove your bag and say, “no, go ahead,” to taehyung with a small smile on your face, one that hides the disappointment riddling your mind. 
it’s about five minutes after the professor starts talking when jungkook finally walks in. he looks up to try and find you as he walks up the steps of the auditorium. his eyes land on you and taehyung, chatting amongst yourselves. he can’t help but feel a slight twinge of jealousy, that’s his seat. even though there were no assigned seats, the place next to you was always his, that’s just how it was, and seeing someone else sitting there, especially taehyung, makes jungkook’s green monster pop out. 
you feel a presence step behind you while you were talking to taehyung, and before you know it, jungkook is sitting in the seat next to taehyung. “oh! good morning, jungkook!” you’re smiling to him. he doesn’t grant you one of his regular vocal responses, rather he gives you a tight-lipped grin before he leans back into his chair and focuses on whatever the professor was saying. 
maybe he was jealous. witnessing you and taehyung having a wonderful conversation, one that makes you smile and laugh like he does. you didn’t even notice him when he came up the stairs, only greeting him when he sat down. no, he was definitely jealous. 
you’re stealing glances his way, pretending to be interested in whatever taehyung is talking about. he’s wearing the most boyfriend-est outfit in the world. a white long sleeve with grey sweatpants, his long hair tied up in a ponytail. you’re unconsciously biting your lip as you stare at him, he’s just so cool. he’s not even doing much other than looking straight forward. but this angle lets you see his sharp jawline and his side profile perfectly. 
you felt bad, one hundred percent. you should have told taehyung that the seat was taken, because now he was talking your ear off and you didn’t mind it, but you wanted someone else to be talking your ear off and it was the guy sitting next to him. 
when taehyung changes his focus to your professor talking about a summer he had in paris. you steal another glance at jungkook. you catch him staring at you, your eyes meet. he doesn’t keep the connection, cutting it off by moving his head and looking straight ahead. his jaw clenches, arms coming over and across his chest. he seems angry, you pick up on the energy now. an idea pops in your head to try and make him feel better. reaching into your bag to find one of your index cards, writing a message on it. 
feeling okay? 
you scoot your chair back a bit, pretending to stretch as you tap jungkook’s shoulder. he turns his head to you, eyebrows raised. you hand him the paper. he stares at first, eyes flickering between you and the paper. reluctantly, he takes it, unfolding his crossed arms to receive the note. you scoot back into your seat and lean into the table, lowering your chin onto the desk. 
jungkook tries to hide his smile as he reads your little note. how could he ever stay mad at you? it wasn’t your fault he was late. so he replies, his black ink has a stark contrast against your green highlighter. he can already feel his bad mood brightening. 
yeah, didn’t save me a seat? :( 
this time he folds the note, handing it to taehyung and telling him to pass it to you. “really? you’re passing notes? we’re in college, jeon.” taehyung snickers as he slides the paper towards you. 
you let a small laugh, reading the note. taehyung’s scolding continues as you write your response on the index card. you changed your green highlighter out with a blue pen. 
i came super early :( waited 20 mins for u </3 but i didn’t think u were coming so i let taehyung sit here 
you send it back and watch jungkook’s somewhat straight face contort into a smile. there it is, the smile that you know and love. 
jungkook on the other hand could cry. you came early. you waited for him. god, had he royally fucked this up. he makes his mind up now. 
i’m sorry :( let me make it up to u? can i take you out on a date tonight? 
check: ◯  yes ◯ no 
jungkook keeps the paper for a good minute, reading the note over and over again, thinking about how childish this way of asking is. but at the same time, jungkook knows that if he talks to you about it after class, he’ll gloss over the words and never ask you. letting the reservation and plans he made weeks ago render themselves useless. it was now or never. 
so he fully sends it, tapping your shoulder and giving it to you directly. you open the note and scan the words, sending him the sweetest look he’s ever received in his life. he thinks that would be a yes. he hopes. you write something onto the card and pass it back to him, your hand grazing his for a second. 
⚫ yes :) ♡ ◯ no 
the rest of the class passes pretty quickly. not that you were paying any attention. jungkook had emailed you a link to a game that the two of you could play, a weird version of snakes. jungkook kept cheating, you swore it, but in all honesty, you knew you couldn’t compete when it came to jungkook and his computer games. a clap from the professor breaks your attention from your screen, “alright, that was the last class of anatomy 101!” he then goes on a two minute long speech thanking the entire class for their great work this past year. he ends his ment with, “good luck and make good decisions! have a fun summer!” 
you take your time packing your things, a little too long for someone that just has a laptop to put into their bag. taehyung says goodbye to the both of you and leaves first, the seat in between you both empty. now it was just the two of you. a small blush creeps onto your cheeks. you were well past your high school crush phase, but jungkook makes you feel so shy again. 
you try to hide it by speaking first, “so, a date?” 
he sends you that award winning smile that makes you swoon. “yeah, did you change your mind?” 
you shake your head. “is it casual? fancy? want me to wear a dress again?” you tease, finally pushing your computer into your bag and standing. 
jungkook gulps. you looked so pretty that night in a dress. “fancy,” he answers, “you can wear a dress if you want, pantsuits are cool too— whatever you want.” he finishes packing as well, standing next to you as you both begin to walk down the stairs. 
“okay then,” you smile. “what time should i be ready?” 
“i’ll come and pick you up at seven, is that okay?” he replies, hand in his pockets. you both make your way out of the room and start to move towards the parking lot. 
“sounds good,” you nod, approaching your car. jungkook walks you to your door, his eyes focused on your sweet smile and your eyes. if jungkook didn’t know any better, he would have thought you were leaning closer towards him. a small laugh leaves your throat. “see you later, kookie.” 
he sends you a smile, the nickname tugging at his heartstrings. the realization hits him after you’ve already driven away and he’s sitting in the driver seat of his car. an embarrassing blush covers his face, he takes a deep breath and laughs to himself. finally. a year of crushing and he’s finally asked you on a proper date. 
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jungkook is quite frankly, freaking the fuck out. he isn’t sure what to wear and his hair isn’t working with him. the long strands seemingly out to make his life a living hell when he tries to style it. one strand always looks out of place, or the way that it parts doesn’t sit right. he’s pacing his bathroom, debating if he should just shower again and take all the stupid fucking product out of his hair. 
he gives in after ten minutes of deliberation. a quick shower removing all the wax and gel from his hair. the ends of his hair dripping when he goes to check his phone, the time reading: 6:45. he was gonna be late to pick you up. now he’s full on panicking. he has no other choice then to skip the hair product all together and just let his hair dry and part on it’s own. he slides on his all black fancy outfit he had planned out just in case the first one didn’t work out. he steps out of his apartment after grabbing his car keys, wallet, and the flowers he bought earlier in the day for you. 
a friend of his works in a flower shop. jungkook remembers you saying  that you like all flowers and that you couldn’t choose if you had to. so his friend asked what you were like, trying to figure out a way to style the bouquet without knowing your favorites. jungkook said the general things; you’re sweet like an apple, probably sweeter, like candy. you’re so pretty, it’s blessing that he’s able to lay his eyes upon you. you’re smart, too smart for him to flirt stupidly like he always does, ‘cause you outsmart him and flirt with him back in a wittier way. you’re— that was enough information, his friend told him he was babbling again. jungkook only had to wait ten minutes for his friend to finish fixing up a beautiful bouquet for you. 
the bouquet is placed on the passenger seat as he starts his car, texting you when he realizes it’s almost five minutes until 7. 
[6:54 pm] jungkook: fuck 
[6:54 pm] jungkook: i’m gonna be a little late
[6:55 pm] jungkook: i swear i’m not standing u up
[6:55 pm] jungkook: ok i’m putting my phone down to drive to u now, sorry cutie!! 
[6:57 pm] you: ah okay! 
[6:57 pm] you: i was getting a little worried haha
[6:58 pm] you: see u in a bit <3
jungkook drives safely, but efficiently to your apartment. the drive only taking about five minutes because the stop lights were gracing him with green lights his entire way to you. he parks right in front, grabbing the flowers and hopping out of the car. when he knocks on your door, he starts to feel his nerves work against him. the adrenaline from rushing here gave him enough energy to hype himself up, but now as he’s standing here at your door, waiting for you to answer, his throat starts to dry and his hands start to sweat. 
the metal door slides open, revealing you. in your silk dress, draping over your body in the most flattering way. the neckline deliciously hangs down to reveal your cleavage ever so slightly and the slit on the dress, displaying your thigh teasingly. jungkook is speechless at his first glance at you. his eyebrows raise and his mouth drops open, catching himself drooling once you step out from your apartment. 
“h— hi, you look— wow,” he stumbles over his words, taking a step back to admire you once again. “you’re fucking stunning.”  
you brush your hair back behind your ear, your hand covering the blush covering your cheeks. “thank you, you look very handsome, jungkook.” you reach out and play with his black tie. he looks down when you do, remembering that he was holding a bouquet of flowers for you. 
he holds them out, “these are for you.” like a kid giving his crush a dandelion he picked from the grass. 
“these are gorgeous, jungkook! thank you.” you look up to him with your signature sweet eyes, the ones that never fail to make him melt. “just give me one sec, i’ll put these down and then we can go?” you ask, holding onto the bouquet and waiting for him to respond. a quick nod is all you need to open your door and place them in the fridge. you come out a few seconds later, locking your door and standing by jungkook again. 
“that was fast,” he comments. he holds his arm out for you to hold, which you gratefully take. 
“i just put them in the fridge, my grandma showed me the trick, it helps them live a little longer,” you explain. the two of you walking out to his parked car. he never lets your hand touch the handle, always opening the door for you. 
“when they die, i’ll just buy you new ones.” closing the door for you and making his way to the drivers seat. 
you scrunch your nose. when he comes back and joins you in the car, you voice your worry. “it’s kind of a waste, don’t you think?” 
he shakes his head, “if it’s for you, nothing’s a waste.” 
jungkook was a professional with his words. always rendering you speechless. 
with that he starts the car and begins driving into the busier part of seoul. he makes his way into the restaurants parking garage, the building looks to be about five stories. the architecture itself looks expensive, you wonder where jungkook is taking you tonight. he parks the car, turning off the engine, and moving to open the door for you. he takes your hand and you hold onto your dress, fixing it once you get out of the car. god, you’re so pretty. he was so nervous. 
“ready, my lady?” he smiles, his arm out for you to hold. 
it makes you laugh, a snort almost. “i’ve never seen you so proper, mr. jeon.” 
“only for you,” he winks. your heels click against the concrete floor as he leads the two of you into the building. the high ceilings and multiple chandeliers are what greet you first, the brightness of the place giving the sun something to rival. jungkook brings you over to the waiting area, telling you to wait for a minute as he checks you guys in. 
this was crazy to say the least. the last time you went on a date, it was to the movie theaters. you’ve never been in a place like this; a doorman greeting every guest as they walk in, checking in to eat, multi-story, etc. the more you look around, the cooler it is. “let’s go?” jungkook’s voice makes you turn your head. you stand, taking his hand. 
the two of you follow a man wearing a black and white suit, with a long tail jacket. he brings you to the elevators, holding the doors open for you both. you step in and he presses the fifth button, which was the top floor. you squeeze jungkook’s hand. he repeats the action, looking to you and silently asking if you were okay with the look in his eyes and the raise of his eyebrows. you nod, a smile on your face. 
with that the elevator doors open, the metal doors sliding apart to reveal a private terrace. only a couple tables on the entire floor. a few people sitting down and enjoying their dinners. beautiful greenery surrounding the perimeter, the night sky only making it prettier. your mouth is left agape, you’re stuck in the elevator, speechless. jungkook gently tugs you forward, following the suit man to the table. 
jungkook pulls your chair out for you. you could cry at the chivalry. you sit and he pushes the chair in, jungkook follows soon, sitting in the chair across from you. the man hands the two of you the menu and moves away from the table, standing back near to the elevator, waiting until you are both ready to order. 
“this is fucking crazy,” you whisper-shout. the terrace was lit by these bright fairy lights that were hidden in the plants and were above the tables as well. it looked like little fairies and fire flies were in the air, roaming around. 
“i know right!” jungkook looked as surprised as you were. “i asked my friends for some help and holy shit!” 
“they know you’re on a date with me right now?” you ask, raising your eyebrows. 
to this he furrows his eyebrows, “of course they do, i talk about you all the time—”but he stops himself from exposing himself any further. you can’t help but giggle. “i mean, i asked them to help me make this special, and here we are.” 
you swoon. he’s so sweet for planning all of this out and wanting to make you feel special. the two of you look through the menu, jungkook warns you not to look at the prices, telling you to get whatever you want because the price doesn’t matter. but of course, your eyes stray to the numbers, the meals costing a pretty penny for a simple spaghetti plate, the cheapest thing on there. you were craving pasta anyway, you didn’t mind. the two of you order and wait for the food to arrive. 
the city of seoul was just below you, not too high but high enough to turn people into smaller figures of themselves. the night lights look gorgeous from up here. the warm summer night only complimenting the gorgeous atmosphere. 
“the view is so pretty,” you gaze out into the city. the pretty colors from all the lights of the different stores and restaurants complementing each other so beautifully. 
jungkook was in awe, he knows that the city below you is gorgeous, but he can’t seem to get his eyes off of you. your chin resting in the palm of your hand as your eyes search through the streets. “yeah…” he agrees, “very beautiful.” he smiles, only looking at you. 
the food comes and you both dig in. the two of you enjoy some conversation with each other as you eat. the topic of growing up comes up, both of you explaining the occupations you wanted, and you said something that sparked curiosity in jungkook. “your childhood dream was to live in california?” he smiles, chewing on his steak. most of the time kids dream about going to the moon or finding atlantis, but you wanted to go to america? 
you nod, “sounds funny right? when i was a teen, i watched a lot of 90210.” 
“is that all though? you only wanted to go because of a tv show?” he asks. there’s something you’re hiding, and jungkook can see it in the way that you hide your smile. 
at first, you hesitate, but you open your mouth to speak, “well— there is— no, it’s embarrassing.” you shake your head, changing your mind and reverting your eyes down. staring at the plate of pasta in front of you. guys you talked to didn’t wanna hear about it, they thought what you were into was boring, embarrassing almost. a part of you feared that jungkook would feel the same. 
you feel his hand on your chin, tilting your head up. “i wanna hear about it.” his face telling you the truth, the sincerity in his eyes as he patiently waits for you to explain. 
“there’s this science program in california, they explore new ideas for researching the ocean, like trying to see what lurks in the deep blue, helping fix the rising oceans, everything-- oh my god, and they like go on field trips to different countries to see the coastlines and historical sites—” you cut yourself off when you realize that you’re talking at the speed of light. “i’m rambling.” you were terrified to see his reaction. 
but when your eyes finally meet jungkook’s, they’re full of light. and his smile is so big. “dude, that’s so dope!” he grins, “i didn’t know you were so into the ocean!” 
it was the bare minimum, being nice, but that was hard to find when it came to the majority of the male species. obviously, jungkook is above average, he only proves that the more time you spend with him. 
“oh, i love it! my parents would bring me to the beach and i would cry every time we would have to leave, aquariums too, and the fish section in the pet stores.” you gush, leaning into the table to tell jungkook more. he leans into his hand, resting his cheek against his fist as he listens to you spill your knowledge and love. 
he notes that the next date should be at the beach or an aquarium. it was a great time for him to learn this, especially since it was summer. the weather in favor of the cold ocean waves. jungkook swears he can listen to you talk until the end of time. your sweet voice can be the narration to his life, he’d never get sick of it. 
the food on both of your plates had been cleared, the conversation sizzling into a comfortable silence before the man came back to give you the bill. jungkook doesn’t let you see it, instead just sticking his card in the black folder thing, and giving it back to the fancy suit man. it wasn’t long before he came back, handing jungkook back his card and giving the both of you a lollipop with gold flakes encased inside. 
you gasp at the piece of candy, now that was ridiculous. you weren’t one to reject a lollipop though, gratefully taking the candy and popping it into your mouth. jungkook does the same. it tastes of blueberry. at this point he stands up, moving in front of you and holding his hand out to you. “let’s look around? i heard they have a cool museum on the second floor.” 
you take his hand, “i love museums!” the two of you make your way to the elevator, the man (he never told you his name) kept the door open for you both. he presses the second floor button when jungkook asks him for the museum. the elevator landing on the second floor, the doors slide open to show a completely empty art hall. this place shocking you every chance it gets. you didn’t think it could get better, but it did. 
when the two of you exit the elevator, the man leaves you to it, taking the elevator down and leaving you alone. your eyes scan the place, huge paintings on the walls, small paintings in collages, some sculptures on the floor, it felt like a pop-up museum. you both make your way down the enormous hallway, both sides of the room’s wall displaying works of art. you stop at one specific painting, the familiar work has you spewing random facts. “these are the lovers! i had to analyze this once,” you speak. the art displaying a couple kissing, both of their heads covered by a white sheet. “the real one is in australia, i think.” you laugh, tapping the lollipop against your lips. 
jungkook listens intently, but he doesn’t pay attention to the painting on the wall. everytime he does, his eyes always revert to you. the art doesn’t stand a chance against you in his book. you, yourself, were a piece of art, one that was rare in this world, one of a kind. 
he can’t seem to resist. taking your hand and raising it over your head, the way that they do in ballroom dancing. if a twirl was what he wanted, then so he got it. “beautiful,” he compliments, pulling you in close for a hug. the two of you swaying in the middle of the hall of this stupidly expensive restaurant. 
you look up to him, making full eye contact as the two of you lean on one foot to the other. probably looking like a lovesick couple, getting lost in the moment. which, you were. your eyes flicker from his eyes down to his lips, he seems to do the same thing. his hand moves to caress your face, the swaying ceased. now the two of you are centimeters apart, noses brushing against each other. if jungkook doesn’t kiss you now, he thinks he’ll combust. so when he feels you pushing forward, he does the same, meeting you in the middle. your lips connect. the kiss almost identical to the painting in front of you. 
jungkook swears he felt himself levitating. your lips are sweet, the blueberry flavor of the lollipop lingering on them. he’s had his fair share of kisses in his life. makeouts, pecks, cheek kisses, all types of kisses. but something about this one tells him that he’s in for it. he’ll never be able to get enough now that he’s gotten a taste. 
neither of you want to take it too far; swallowing each other's faces in a distinguished, five star restaurant’s museum didn’t seem very proper. so the two of you make your way out of the building, thanking everyone at the front desk, especially the man that helped you out today, and walking into the parking garage where jungkook’s car was. 
when you get to his car, he moves to open the passenger door for you but you stop him with a hand on his arm. you reach to open the back door handle and his eyes almost bulge out. everyone knows what happens in the backseat, and jungkook did not prepare himself for something like this. 
you look up at him with the most innocent eyes, but there’s something devious hidden in your smile when you ask, “do you wanna talk for a bit longer? in the backseat? it’s more comfortable than sitting in the front.” 
jungkook never took you for someone this bold. it’s either you didn’t know the meaning of the backseat (which was totally fine) or you knew very well, and had plans to devour jungkook (which was also totally fine).
he chickens out, his hands starting to sweat. “do you want to just go for a little walk or something?” it’s not like jungkook didn’t want anything to happen, it’s that he did. if he starts, he doesn’t know if he’ll ever recover from it. he walks a tightrope around you when it comes to his self control. one wrong move, and he’s terrified that he’ll fuck everything up. 
“oh, it’s just my feet kinda hurt from these heels.” you pout, lifting you foot up to show him the almost stiletto heel. 
his eyes widen. why didn’t he think of that? “oh— oh shit, i didn’t even— yeah, let’s sit.” he tugs on the door, letting you slide into the back seat. he follows, leaving a good amount of space between you both to make sure that there was nothing too suspicious going on. you hope your bold moves hide your nervousness, despite your confidence, jungkook’s unsure looks make you want to curl up into a ball. did he not want this? 
the air was different now. in the restaurant the two of you had been so carefree, slow dancing in the museum, and landing a sweet kiss on each other’s lips. but now, an uncomfortable silence tears at the two of you. your hesitance makes you speak, trying to see if a conversation would ease the tension in the air. “i had a lot of fun tonight, kookie, thank you.” 
it seems to comfort jungkook, he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding in. with a small smile on his face he replies, “me too, i was really nervous you wouldn’t like the food.” 
“oh it was good! i’ll eat anything really, it’s just—“
“you didn’t like the place? was it too much—“
“no, jungkook, oh my god— i loved it, it was just really expensive, i still feel really bad about you paying for all of it,” you look to him seriously. “let me give you at least my half?” 
he shakes his head, “i asked you out on this date, it means i pay, don’t worry about the price.” 
you roll your eyes playfully, “big spender huh?”
a pretty laugh escapes his lips. “hard worker too.” 
to this you smile, you stare at his impossibly-perfect face, noticing a stray eyelash on his cheek. you see a chance to strike and you take it immediately. you lean forward to swipe it off. jungkook almost leans into your touch. he’s so terrified that he’ll embarrass himself right now, so he’s been holding back tremendously. but the way you pick the eyelash off and place it on your thumb with a smile on your face, it eases most of the tension in his chest. 
“make a wish!” you hold your thumb up to his lips. his eyes cross to look at the piece of hair on your finger, but nevertheless he obliged. shutting his eyes tight, making a wish, and blowing the eyelash off of your thumb. 
you let out a small cheer before you ask him, “what’d you wish for?” 
“if i told you then my wish wouldn’t come true, right?” he boops your nose. suddenly, jungkook doesn’t feel so nervous. his nerves calming at the feeling of your soft hands against his face. you make him so nervous, but at the same time you make him so comfortable and make him want to be himself. it seems as though the two of you were staring at each other for a while. jungkook was thinking about how much he likes you, the same ideas run through your mind. the thoughts make you wish for something more. 
“can i kiss you again, kookie?” 
he stares at you, weighing his options. if he kisses you now, then he has to strategically only give you a few kisses, he absolutely cannot make out with you, or else, jungkook will succumb to his desires.
but he takes a little too long to respond. the both of you overthinking the fuck out of the situation. it makes you draw back. “it’s okay if you don’t want—“ 
“no, no, please, kiss me,” he brings you back, moving closer to you. licking his lips in anticipation as you slowly push forward, closing the gap between you both. the kiss is so sweet, like the one in the museum. jungkook can still taste the blueberry lingering on your lips. he doesn’t think he’ll ever get tired of kissing you. 
you pull away first. your eyes scanning his face to see any expression of regret. there’s none. his hand moves to the side of your face, caressing your face and bringing you to him once again to meet your lips. he can’t get enough. “tell me what you wished for, please,” you speak against his lips. 
he smiles into the kiss. he wasn’t going to tell you, but since you were asking so nicely, he gives you a kiss on the cheek when he answers, “i wished for a second date.” 
“oh, didn’t you know?” you kiss both of his cheeks before speaking again, “i grant wishes,” with wink.
“fuck, you’re so cute,” he thinks out loud, it makes you blush. pink cheeks out for show and jungkook thinks you look even cuter. he dives in for one more kiss, telling himself this will be the last one, but when you make sweet noises against his lips, it has him wanting more. hands moving down to your waist, pulling you in and letting you climb onto his lap. he pulls away first, trying to get a hold of himself. “i uh— actually, didn’t plan for this to happen,“ he mumbles against your skin, tripping over his words. 
you look down, arms wrapped around his neck. “hm? what did you plan?” 
“we were supposed to kiss on the next date i take you on and i didn’t think— we’re just ahead of schedule, that’s all.” jungkook tries to explain that he didn’t want to rush it, god no. he wanted to take his time, make sure that you didn’t feel pressured to do anything. but now, it seems like you’re taking the wheel and jungkook doesn’t mind it one bit.
“oh so you had like a real plan? like times and everything?” the thought of it makes you laugh, and the way that jungkook flushes makes you want to pinch his cheeks. 
he pouts when you giggle, “don’t laugh, i just really, really wanted to do it right, you’re just so amazing and i didn’t wanna fuck it up.”
you smile at his concern. the fact that you have the uni heartthrob planning dates in his head down to the details and wanting to be sure he does it right makes your head spin. you hope jungkook doesn’t notice the way that your heart is beating three times the normal rate when you go to kiss him again. the only sounds in the car are labored breaths and your lips smacking together. it doesn’t take long before you’re grinding into him. his growing bulge rubbing against your soaking core. a groan leaving him when you grind particularly harder, his hands moving to your ass to grip it. you melt in his arms, small whimpers leaving your throat as jungkook drinks them up
you pull away from his lips, giving his cheeks attention then leaving a trail of kisses as you make your way to his ear. one final kiss is planted below his earlobe before you whisper, “am i ruining your plans, kookie?” 
jungkook tries his best to conceal his groan, tries his best to ignore his incredibly hard dick in his jeans, but you’re so pretty and you’re on top of him, kissing him. it feels like a dream to jungkook. it is quite literally a dream come true. 
he was already playing with fire, your body a flame in the cold, he moves closer and closer until he burns. “fuck plans,” he breathes. a hand comes back to caress your face once again. filthy thoughts flooding his brain. he wonders what being in between your legs is like, what you sound like when you cum. he wants to make you cry and beg for his cock. but he holds himself back, knowing that you’ll have time to try everything out, if you wanted of course. he leans the both of you forward, his large hands splayed on your back to secure you on his lap. your lips find each other once more. “can i touch you?” he asks so sweetly, a hidden poison weaving through that you can slightly hear through the deep rumble of his voice. 
you’ve never wanted anything more. “please,” you nod. your lips chasing his when he pulls further away. 
jungkook smiles at the action. “lay on my lap, baby.” he instructs, tapping your thigh. the nickname rolling off his tongue, his voice seemingly dropping an entire octave. you raise your leg and move it over to sit on his lap, sideways. your back against the car door and his right hand rubbing your thighs ever so gently. 
“like this?” you ask, looking to him for reassurance. he looks to you with eyes that you’ve never seen, lusted and dark. 
“mhm, perfect,” he nods. “good girl.” the praise goes straight to your belly, your panties flooding from how much you want him. his hands move slowly down your inner thighs as he goes in to kiss you again. 
you’re absentmindedly spreading your legs, making room for him. he smirks against your lips when he realizes. he knows what you want, so his fingers move to your panties, lightly putting pressure over your clothed bud. you whimper at the feeling, biting his lip in the process. he moans in response, putting a little more pressure against your bundle of nerves. 
“jungkook,” you whine, pulling away from his lips, “please.” 
“please what, baby?” he kisses your cheek, “tell me what you want.”  
“please touch me, please.” you beg, making eye contact with him. jungkook’s dick twitches at the sound of your begging. he wanted to string you along a little longer, but you’re being so good. 
“since you asked so nicely, baby,” he obliges. bunching your dress up around your waist and noticing the pretty black lace underwear you were wearing, “for me?” he asks. you nod, your teeth taking in your bottom lip. he groans at the thought, you getting ready and picking out these cute, risque panties out just for him. it’s just too bad they’re gonna be on the floor on his car. he’s gonna need to ask for a rain check on admiring you and your cute underwear later.  
you lift your hips to help him, underwear coming off to reveal your soaking pussy. “oh, fuck,” jungkook murmurs at the sight of it. “you’re so wet baby.” he almost starts drooling, he can’t wait to taste you, but he’s still hesitant, only wanting to do what you want to. next time, he can eat you out. right now, he’ll admire the delicious sight and make you cum on his fingers. 
your eyes travel to the window directly in front of you, suddenly feeling insecure. thighs closing, thinking about how someone could look in and see. “what about the windows—“ 
“they’re tinted, no one can see from the outside in, i promise.” he reassures, giving you another sweet kiss on the cheek before asking, “do you still want to do this? we can stop now.” he’s so lovely, his concern and change in demeanor only making you want it more, knowing that he wouldn’t want to push you to do something you were uncomfortable with. sweet was sexy on jungkook. you never thought there would be a day that jeon jungkook fingers you in a parking lot of a five star restaurant, but here you are. and you wouldn’t have it any other way. 
so you shake your head, taking his hand, and placing it back in between your legs. “please.” 
“anything for you.” he whispers in your ear before running his middle finger up your slit, collecting your wetness, and spreading it around your clit. he continues making tight circles on your clit, the sensation drives you crazy. you lean your head back against the window, moaning out. it was almost humiliating how reactive you were, you hadn’t indulged in this kind of intimacy in a while, almost a year to be specific. 
it wasn’t helping that jungkook was a fucking pro. the right amount of pressure and the placement of his digits against you has you dripping onto his nice, dress pants. you hoped nobody else was in the parking garage, else they would hear your cries of jungkook’s name. “more, kookie, more— fuck.” 
“more baby?” he questions, the sound of your moans going straight to his already hard dick. he thinks he could cum just to the sound of your voice. he’s one hundred percent fucked when it comes to you. he dips his middle finger into your hole, you gasp in reaction. “like that? hmm? ” 
jungkook knew was he was doing, he had you spread wide in the backseat of his car, already on the verge on an orgasm. he had a few years of experience on his belt, a ‘retired fuck boy’ he was, but he’s never wanted to please somebody more than he does right now with you. you just looked so pretty like this, so eager and begging for more. 
he adds his ring finger now, his thumb against your clit. “oh, god—“ you mutter, the feeling of his fingers and his thumb on your clit is too good. his fingers fucking you better than anyone else’s dick ever has. you found yourself bucking your hips against his fingers. “kookie, kiss me, please,” you look up to him with the eyes he can never fucking deny. so he kisses you, drinking up your moans as you fuck yourself up onto his fingers. 
“i didn’t know you were such a dirty girl,” he murmurs against your lips. your walls clenching around him, “letting me touch you like this in the backseat of my car?” his usual sweet demeanor now contorting into this cocky guy with an ego. it makes you even wetter. the squelch of your pussy every time his fingers push in is loud, the sound is music to jungkook’s ears. 
“only— only for you, jungkook,” you whimper.  you feel a familiar knot in your stomach tighten. he looked so hot like this. eager to please. his bottom lip caught in his teeth and a strand of his long hair dangling in front of his eyes. 
“good girl, all mine,” he kisses your neck. it may seem just like something you say during sex, but jungkook wanted it to be true. wanted you and only you. all to himself. he makes his way to a sweet spot, the feeling makes you tilt your head, giving him more access to kiss and suck along the sensitive skin. the discomfort of your back against the hard door was the last of your worries. your orgasm creeping closer and closer, juices leaking all overs his fingers. “so wet baby,” he growls, “i know i could just slide in, fuck you so good.” 
“p-please, i want it.” the thought of jungkook fucking you senseless, oh, you’d go crazy. begging wasn’t something you did when it came to sex, most of the time it was quiet, moans and breaths were the only things that you’d hear, no dirty words or praises. it was a good change, you never thought that you’d be so into being talked through it. 
he smiles at your eagerness, “patience baby, gotta take you on another date, yeah?” kissing your pursed lips. always so sweet and lovely. 
you feel his fingers push a little deeper, curling to find that sweet spot inside of you. your reaction does something to him, makes him hit the exact same spot, over and over again, in a slow, torturous beat just so he can draw those delicious gasps and moans out of you. jungkook feels close. he’s never felt like this before, so wound up. he ignores it, pushing it to the back of his head to focus on helping you reach your climax. 
lucky for jungkook, he didn’t have to wait very long. his fingers were longer and a thicker than yours, his efforts making you get there faster than you ever could. the consistent deep strokes of his fingers make the warning signals go off in your head. you speak a verbal warning before, “fuck, i’m gonna cum,” your voice pitches a little higher than usual. 
“gonna cum all over my fingers, baby?” he gives you one last sloppy kiss before you’re moaning out and coming onto his fingers, eyes screwed shut as your walls convulse rapidly as his fingers fuck you through your orgasm. “fuck, you’re so hot, ___.” 
you feel a smile break on your face. “you’re not so bad yourself,” you wink, still trying to catch your breath. a laugh slips from his mouth, small smirk on his mouth to match. he slips his fingers out, your body twitching at the over stimulation. 
 “i’m sorry, baby,” he apologizes. inspecting his fingers, your pale almost-white cum coating the digits. he brings them to his mouth, sucking on your sweet sap. you’ve never seen anything hotter in your life. “sweet, just like you,” he smirks. you shrink in his stare, hiding your blush. like you totally didn’t just cum on his fingers. 
you’re distracted by the feeling of something hard resting under your thigh, it’s then that you realize, “what about—“ you start but jungkook cuts you off quick. 
“no, no, it’s okay, it’ll go away soon.” he shakes his head, but you furrow your eyebrows. 
you pull on his black tie, making him lean forward and make eye contact with you “can i?” you ask, so sweetly. 
he stares at you with the most sexed eyes you’ve ever witnessed. “you’re driving me crazy.” 
“you’re always so sweet to me, jungkook,” you kiss his cheek. readjusting yourself in his lap, straddling him once more. “took me on this amazing dinner, always treating me like a princess.” your lips travel down from his cheeks to his jawline, then to his neck. he shudders at the feeling of your lips against his sensitive skin. your hands move from around his neck to travel further down, to the latch of his belt. his breath hitches. “let me return the favor, kookie.”
“i—“ he laughs, the embarrassment evident in the pink tint on his face. “i won’t last very long.” 
you didn’t mind, just assuring him with a sweet kiss on the cheek before you start removing his belt. jungkook leans his head back on the headrest, his neck exposed for you to kiss and suck. you unbutton and unzip, pulling his pants and his boxers down at the same time. his size makes your eyes bulge. he was huge. your mouth waters at the sight. 
“you’re so big, kook.” you egg him on, fueling his ego because he just looked so hot. your hand moves to hold him at the base, he lets out a shaky breath when your soft skin meets his. jungkook’s head is in the clouds, he could cum right now if he let go, but he’s holds himself back, not wanting to look like a fool in front of you. your hand moves up his dick, your thumb collecting the precum dripping from his hole, your thumb running over his slit as he groans. 
his hips buck up, “shit, baby.” he just sounds so good. you could just lick him up. you collect some saliva in your mouth, letting it drip from your mouth onto his dick to lube your hand. he groans at the sight, “you’re so filthy, baby, holy shit.” 
you smirk at the admission, the spit making it so easy for your hand to glide against his cock. the feeling makes him throw his head back again. his chest rising and falling.  the picture of him with his eyes screwed shut in pleasure and his mouth agape makes your lower belly light up once more, you clench around nothing. leaning in as you pump his cock to whisper in his ear, “wanna fuck me so bad? have me crying on your cock? you want that, don’t you, kookie?” 
jungkook twitches at your words. that’s exactly what he wants. was he that easy to read? was that what you wanted too? the thought of it makes him want to explode, “oh— god, ffuck— fuck,” he sputters. his hand coming up to hover above his head, your hand still pumping as the spurts of his cum shoot out. you smile at the action, knowing he didn’t wanna fuck up your dress. instead just making a mess of him and his hand. he takes deep breaths before speaking, “there’s a little box of tissues in the center console, could you hand it to me, baby?” 
you lean back, opening the console and reaching for the small box that sits in the center. before you give it to him, your eyes flicker to the sticky mess all over jungkook’s hand and groin. a sudden urge to lick takes you over, holding jungkook’s hand and bringing it up to your mouth. you lick the dripping cum from the palm of his hand as he watches, maintaining eye contact the entire time. 
jungkook shivers, a smile creeping on his face, “you— you’re evil.” the remark makes you laugh. 
“sorry, just wanted to help clean up.” you smile, swallowing the cum you collected on your tongue. 
“yeah, yeah, you’re not the sweet girl i thought you were,” jungkook quirks a brow. 
you roll your eyes playfully, “you don’t like it?” 
“nope, i love it, you’re perfect.” jungkook wipes off the remaining mess from his lap and his hand. you help him clean up tissues and he picks up your panties that were discarded on the floor. the two of you fix yourselves before stepping out of the back seat, jungkook opens the passenger door for you before he goes to a trashcan and throws away the soiled tissues. 
he joins you back in the car, starting the car and pulling out of the parking lot. you were rambling about how happy you were that no one was around and how there were no security cameras in the parking garage. jungkook blabbers too, telling you about how embarrassed he is that he barely lasted a few minutes. before the two of you knew it, his car parked in front of your apartment complex. 
he stands outside of your front door, leaning against the doorframe. all dreamy and not like he just made you cum in the backseat of his car. “text me before you sleep?” he smiles. 
you nod, “of course,” reflecting the same smile. you wave before closing your door. the date being more than you ever expected. there was no way jungkook was real. he had to be a figment of your imagination, he was the absolute dream guy. 
you lay in bed, staring at the stars on your ceiling. a blush creeping up to your cheeks once more when you think about the events that took place tonight. 
[11:02 pm] you: thank you for tonight, jungkook 
[11:02 pm] you: it was magical <3 
[11:03 pm] jungkook: no problem cutie, i had an amazing time with you
[11:04 pm] jungkook: feeling okay? 
[11:06 pm] you: i’m great!!! more than okay
[11:07 pm] jungkook: 😂
[11:07 pm] jungkook: i’m glad cutie
[11:08 pm] you: lunch on me next time? now that you’ve taken me for dinner :) 
[11:08 pm] jungkook: sure, i’m down :) 
[11:09 pm] you: i’m rlly tired kookie 
[11:10 pm] you: gonna head to sleep now 
[11:10 pm] jungkook: alright cutie 
[11:11 pm] jungkook: sweet dreams! 
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My man and our queen
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Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Reader
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Summary: You didn't think Aaron Hotchner is much of a pet person, until one morning he didn't come to bed with you.
A/N: Pure fluff, cute af. I had to write this as my cat has been cuddled up with me all day.
Work at the BAU is hectic. You don’t have a regular schedule, call for a case can come whenever. You can handle it, you’re used to it. But of course it gets overwhelming at times. But as you have been observing your partner’s, your team leader’s schedule, it seems ten times more intense than yours. A lot of ropes to hold in his hands at all times, yet he manages to make it look almost easy. His team is in very capable hands and you are very proud to be a part of his team.
But what makes you even happier is the fact that he’s all yours, outside of office. For as long as you can remember, you’ve been so attracted to him. He’s extremely handsome, yet he doesn’t believe it himself. He’s humble and his smile could light up the whole world. And once you got to know him, you were a goner. You fell in love with him. His softer side. And after months of frustration, he asked you out. You had no idea that he shared those feelings with you.
All that happened about 6 months ago. You’ve seen so many different sides of the man, that you had a hard time believing it was the same man. At the office, he’s so put together and professional. Outside of the office, he loves running and he’s a great cook. He can be super gentle, vulnerable and loving, but you also love when he gets rough with you.
Tonight, you had gotten home about an hour ago from a case. It was a rather short one, only one night away from home. You come home with Aaron, who had promised to cook for the two of you. Most of the time you spend time at your apartment, because you have a cat, whom you love very much, and you don’t want to be away from her for too long. And Aaron doesn’t mind. She’s mostly white with some brown spots around her fur. Abby, an absolute sweetheart and loves being held, unlike any other cat you’ve met. You’ve had her for 6 years, and you couldn’t picture your life without a cat anymore.
Hotch was making dinner as you were playing with Abby. You got on the floor to play with her toy mouse, throwing it around. You could feel Aaron’s eyes on you and heard a little laugh come out of him here and there.
The night came fast, both of you being tired after the case. You were just about to go to bed, when Hotch’s phone rang. And like a switch, his tone got deeper and stern. “Hotchner” he answered. You sigh as you were sure it would be a call for another case. He listened carefully and instead of telling you to get ready he asked “Can I borrow your laptop? I left mine at the office”.
You nod and tell him it’s in the living room. He tells you that he will be back in a moment. You’re relieved that it wasn’t for another case, but you’re a bit upset that Aaron doesn’t seem to get much of a break from work. You settle down and Abby jumps on your lap. You open the tv and watch the evening news, hoping by the time it ends, Aaron would back with you then. Unfortunately, you can still hear his voice in the living room, talking on the phone. With a sigh, you close the tv after the news and lay down. You were so excited to cuddle with him tonight and fall asleep in his arms, head on his strong chest. Laying like that with him, it solves the world of hurt. Hearing him whisper sweet words to your ear as you’re falling asleep, feeling him kiss your forehead. His breathing is so calm when he falls asleep. It feels safe.
Your alarm rings at the same time every morning, at 6.30am. Today is not an exception. But you do feel like something’s missing, as you wake up. And in this case, it was someone. Had Aaron not gotten to bed all night? You didn’t feel his hands around you, you don’t hear his groan when the alarm goes off. Not the usual sleepy ‘Good morning’ s. You turn to look on his side of the bed. Everything looked untouched.
You hop up quickly and go to look for the man. Getting out so quickly from the warm covers, you feel chilly in your t-shirt and panties. But you wanted to know where your boyfriend was before even thinking of getting dressed. Hopefully he hasn’t been working all night.
“Aaron?” you call for his name but get no response. What you do hear instead was his little snore coming from the living room. It made you smile and you couldn’t help but take a picture of the view you had in front of you once you reached the living room:
Your boyfriend asleep on your couch, head resting on one of the pillows and his calves resting on the armrest. He had your warm gray blanket on him. He looked very calm. The best part of it all was that Abby was cuddled up with the sleeping man. Her front paws resting on his shoulder, head between them.
You stepped closer as silently as you could and took a picture of the two. You couldn’t help but smile. The view was so precious and you were no longer upset that Aaron hadn’t come to bed with you that night. Abby raises her head slightly and looks at you, blissful look on it’s face; slowly blinking at you. She started to purr. You pet her little head and scratch her favourite spot behind her ear. You get on your knees and kiss Aaron to his temple. “Good Morning, baby” you whisper and see his lips turning into a smile.
“Good morning, gorgeous.” he responds and opens his eyes to look deep into yours. “I'm sorry I didn’t come to bed. I was on the phone for about an hour and Miss Abby was asleep on my lap. And I know, it’s a crime to get up when a cat has chosen to sleep on you. I thought I’d wait it out, but apparently I fell asleep at some point myself.” He turns his head and you lean in to kiss him.
“That is a very valid excuse” you rest your forehead against his for a moment before you get up. “I will put on some coffee, get up when you can”. You walk to the kitchen and hear Abby running behind you, meowing for breakfast. You hear the man getting up and starting to get ready for the day.
About 10 minutes later, he comes behind you, wrapping his arms around you and resting his head on your shoulder. He was suited up in one of his gorgeous black suits and a blue tie around his neck. He asks you what you are doing, as you were on your phone’s photo gallery.
“Oh nothing much. Just changing my lockscreen to this beautiful picture of my handsome man and our queen” You show him the picture on your phone’s wallpaper. He hugs you tightly and kisses your neck. You are now sure he approves your decision.
You didn’t think of your boyfriend to be much of a pet person. You wouldn’t think of FBI team leader to be such a soft, teddy bear. But you know better, and can’t wait to show the photo to your team members. They’re gonna get a kick out of it.
Aaron didn’t mind, he was happy it made you smile. and he’d do anything to make you smile.
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a/n: i just need to get this out of my system ಥ╭╮ಥ also can u tell i'm touch starved shdksls enjoy these (人*´∀`)。*゚+ hearts, reblogs & feedback are greatly appreciated! and no, i didn't just type this than work on my research 👀
genre: fluff
tags: just the boys being clingy to you
characters: bokuto k., kageyama t., oikawa t., kenma k., & miya a.
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BOKUTO !
— ah yes, my big himbo baby
— it's not a surprise to everyone that this puppy is clingy af
— whether you're dating already or not, chances are he loves to cling to you.
— that usually ends up with akaashi scolding him for always clinging to you or tackling you whenever he saw you
— cue him screaming your name from the other side of the hall, road or anywhere really, and the next thing you know you have bokuto barreling towards you with open arms ready to attack you with his hugs and kisses uwu
— whenever the two of you are walking, he always needs to touch you in some sort of way. whether it be an arm around your shoulder or swinging your hands back and forth, or it could be him hugging your arm close to him you have to pry that arm from his dead body
— 10/10 clingiest boy, would love to have him be clingy to me :'))
KAGEYAMA !
— kags is not a v clingy person to anyone who knows him, except probably you
— he has this cold, awkward sort of vibe when you're both in public. the only pda you'd get out of him is holding hands.
— he also loves to hold your hands, like all the time. he'd play with them when you're both sitting down together, or comparing hand sizes just to link them together very smooth tobio
— in private though, he becomes a needy baby and wants all your attention to himself. doing your assignments? nope, you have to cuddle with him. now. busy with your work? he'd haul your ass to bed and not let you move for hours until he gets his daily dose of affection. you're busy with something? well too bad, kags won't let you do anything except him maybe and will whine at you that please, just five more minutes of cuddling, y/n
— well, that five minutes turned into five hours. how can you say no when he has that cute pout on his face?
— would love to tangle your legs together when you're both lying in bed, his arms are around you and he just loves to feel your body softly lift and fall while breathing.
— bonus: plays with your hair while snuggling and if you have longer hair, he acts like a child and puts it on his face like a moustache
OIKAWA !
— clingiest of them all
— the second you step a foot inside the house, he'll perk up like a puppy and will greet you with hugs and smother your face with kisses that you literally have to push him away because you have to go and change
— will follow you around the house, wants to hold your hand while you move and do the chores. he likes to hang around you and be close to you even if he doesn't do anything.
— the type to hug you from behind while you wash the dishes or cook/prepare food. basically while you're doing something and your back is facing him, he'd take that as a sign to hug you and engulf you in his arms >:(
— 100% would whine for you to give him attention this instant and wouldn't take no as an answer. claims it's cuddling and giving oikawa attention time 🙄
— acts like you don't love him anymore when you chose to ignore him, he's such a baby lmao
— the type to cling to you wherever you go, gets extra clingy when the both of you are away from each for so long. calls and messages you 24/7, he just loves you and misses you a lot, ok?
KENMA !
— acts like he doesn't wanna cling to you but in reality, he just wants you to hold him
— would quietly sit and follow you with his eyes as you move around the room, would lowkey get a little sad when he sees you interact with his teammates like c'mon, just say you want a hug and go
— when he finally musters up the courage, he'd go up to you and tug your sleeve as he looks away. his face is all red from embarrassment and spare him pls, he wants you to know right away what he wants! would mutter a small, “hug?”
— he'll just melt inside when you finally do and he'd have a small content smile on his face (kinda like that one scene where he laughs at hinata)
— won't let you go if you decided to stroke his hair, he'd nuzzle more into your touch like a cat.
— his favorite thing is nuzzling the crook of your neck or just simply laying his head on your shoulder as the two of you do your own thing.
— he'd be playing games as he leans onto you while you study or work, and when he's had enough playing, he'd softly place kisses on your shoulder and neck but cautious enough not to trouble you.
ATSUMU !
— whiny and clingy
— he doesn't always cling to you, as much as you cling to him. but when he does, oh boy, good luck taking care of his ass
— a needy baby, needs to have you constantly say you love him and just assurances that 10 years from now that you'll still love him. does the knock knock joke and teases you that you'd say you'll love him for 10 years, how can you forget who he is right away? 😡
— would love his face be held in your hands and be showered with a lot of kisses. he'd have a big smile on his blushy face, and he'd giggly ask for more until your lips get sore from kissing him
— if he could just stay like that forever, he would
— he especially loves forehead kisses, he thinks it's so soft and gentle and loving. likes to kiss the back of your hand, and your palms and feel your pulse.
— you'll both just feel loved holding each other and clinging to one another, soft words, assurances, and sweet nothings falling from both of your lips in between kisses and he's never happier than he is in that moment
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Aim For The Heart | Chapter 5: Crimson Pages
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Pairing: hitman!jungkook x female reader
Genre: E2L, romance, angst, drama
WC: 6k
Warnings for this chapter: strong language, mentions of murder, blood, alcohol consumption, kook is an ass, tae is hot af, I think that’s it let me know if I need to add anything else
Tag list: @moonchild1 @hopekookies @barbellastyles98 @teresaisla @ggukkieland @mwitsmejk @scuzmunkie @jaebeomsblackgf @sugaslittlekookies @moon-asia @armyhollander @yoonchrisgullwrites @njkbangtan @higashikatasgf
summary; Jeon Jungkook is an infamous hitman, known for his inability to fail at whatever job is thrown his way. At least, up until now. Y/n, a kind-hearted and full of life teacher, is his newest target. Jeon isn’t sure who would put a hit on this seemingly innocent girl, but fortunately, that isn’t his problem. All he has to do is pull the trigger.
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The sound of pans clanging around in the kitchen brings Jungkook out of the deep slumber he was in. It was the first time in more than a week that he actually got a decent amount of sleep. 
Jungkook groans and rubs his eyes tiredly. 
When he is finally able to orient himself and remember where he is, he squints in the direction of the kitchen to see a shirtless Taehyung digging around in his pantry. 
"The hell are you doing?" Jungkook slurs.
Taehyung turns around when he hears the younger's voice, "Oh, morning Kook."
Then he turns and continues to rummage around noisily. Jungkook sighs and drops his head back down onto his pillow. He flings one of his arms over his eyes to block the sunlight streaming in and reminding him of the precious sleep he just lost. 
After a minute, Taehyung walks over and slaps Jungkook on the stomach.
Jungkook flinches, then groans in annoyance, "What the hell?" He snaps at Tae.
The older boy just smirks down at him, "Do you even eat? There's literally nothing to eat here but ramen and a few mushy apples."
Jungkook rubs his eyes, "What?" 
"Food. Sustenance. You have none." Tae speaks up louder making Jungkook flinch again. 
"If you're gonna complain then get the fuck out," Jungkook mumbles sleepily, turning away from his idiotic friend and closing his eyes again. 
Taehyung rolls his eyes, then slaps Jungkook's ass, hard.
The sleepy boy jerks up and turns to grab at Taehyung angrily, "Leave me alone, asshole!  Go find your own food!" He shouts, slapping at Tae's chest. 
"Come with me."
"No."
"Please."
"Fuck off." Jungkook snarls then lies down again. 
Tae sighs and sits on the edge of Jungkook's bed, "Grumpy butt." He mutters. 
Jungkook turns his head to peek at Tae, then he sighs, "Fine. Get dressed."
"Yippee!" Tae gets up and runs over to where his bag is, pulling out his clothes as fast as he can. Jungkook sighs tiredly and forces himself to get up and dress too. _
"So, when are you supposed to be finished?" Tae asks around a mouthful of food. He and Jungkook are in a small cafe, eating the breakfast that he so graciously offered to pay for. 
Jungkook finishes chewing and swallows before answering him, "They wanted it done within a month."
"A month? That's a big window. Most hits are a few days to a week." Tae muses as he takes another bite of his pancakes. 
"I know," Jungkook mutters, confused himself. They had assured him that a month was expected, even when he told them, again and again, he could get it done within a week at the most. 
Turns out he was wrong. 
There must be something they know that he doesn't.
Jungkook still can't shake the feeling that the target is playing with him somehow. She must be putting on an act to catch him off guard when he least expects it. 
"Sooo," Tae drawls, "Are you going to take a month to get it done?"
Jungkook sends him a glare, "Of course not, why would I waste time on one target?"
Tae shrugs, looking at Jungkook closely as he takes another bite of his food. 
"How long has it been?"
"That's none of your business-"
"Why are you being so secretive all of the sudden?" Tae snaps, making Jungkook glance around to see if anyone is listening to their conversation. 
There are only two other tables with people at the moment and none of them seem interested in anything going on around them outside of their little bubbles. 
Good. 
He turns back to his older friend and whispers fiercely, "Stop being so loud for fuck's sake. Are you trying to let the entire restaurant know what we're talking about?"
Tae just sneers at him before continuing to devour his breakfast, "I bet you a thousand bucks I'll be done with my hit before you're done with yours."
"Fuck off."
"No, I'm serious," Taehyung swallows the chewed-up pancake in his mouth, "I bet you one thousand that I'll be done first."
"No." Jungkook takes another bite, trying to ignore the young man sitting on the other side of the table. 
"What? You scared you'll lose?" Taehyung taunts with a smirk on his face, "Why should someone as good at what he does as you be afraid of a tiny school teacher?"
Jungkook glances up at Taehyung, his eyes burning with anger, "Fine, you know what? I'll take your bet."
Tae drops his fork onto his plate and reaches across the table. When Jungkook takes his hand, he shakes it once, "Deal," Tae says triumphantly. 
Jungkook just shakes his head and goes back to eating. He rolls his eyes when Tae speaks up again, "So, what's your plan?"
"You think I'd tell you?" Jungkook scoffs. 
Taehyung shrugs, stuffing his mouth again. ______________
"Miss ___?"
You look up from the worksheets you were going through at your desk. The kids have been working quietly at their seats with whatever they wanted to do at this time. 
A tiny girl named Minju is looking at you with big brown eyes, her long black hair is in two ponytails, one on each side of her head. You smile at her and set your pen down. 
"How c-can I help you, M-Minju?"
She hands you a picture that she drew, "This is for you." 
You look at it and see a few stick-figure kids smiling and holding hands in a line, at the end of the line is you, smiling and holding onto Minju's hand. You're even wearing your favorite white skirt and peach blouse, along with your chunky tennis shoes. 
A few tears spring to your eyes and you look back at the small girl, "It's b-beautiful Minju. This m-must have taken you s-so long to do!"
She shakes her head and smiles shyly, "It only took me maybe a little bit of time?"
You laugh and hold the picture to your chest, "I l-love it. Thank y-you so much."
She nods again, then she leans in closer to whisper softly, "You know we love you, right Miss ___?" 
You try your best to hold in your tears as you nod, "I love you little d-ducklings too."
"Oh yes, we know!" She whispers enthusiastically before turning and hurrying back to her seat. You smile at her as she sits down and gets to work on another picture. 
You place the picture as carefully as you can into your bag, wanting to frame it when you get home later. You're sure you have a frame somewhere that will fit it. 
The rest of the school day goes by smoothly, nothing much happening besides the kids getting a lot of their school work done. You always give them time to do their homework on Fridays so they don't have to worry about it over the weekend. 
You haven't seen Jungkook for a few days now, ever since you two hung out that day earlier this week. You were starting to wonder if there was something about you that he found annoying, then you reminded yourself of Mina's words to you a few years ago. 
"If someone doesn't like you for who you are, please don't waste your precious time on them, ___. You're worth more than that."
It isn't your problem if someone doesn't like you, you're just going to keep on doing what you do best. And that's being a friend to anyone who wants it.
With that in mind, you pack up your stuff after seeing the kids off and wishing them a good weekend. 
You look up when someone suddenly opens your classroom door, not even bothering to knock. 
When Mr. Baek walks in, you feel your stomach drop. 
"How c-can I help you?" You ask politely. 
He chuckles darkly and you feel a shiver go down your spine when he walks over and sits on the edge of your desk, pushing his glasses up his long nose. 
"Next week is the last week of school," He says casually. 
You nod, "Y-Yes, it is."
He looks at you pointedly, "Are you coming back next year?" 
You swallow thickly, "U-Um, I th-think so."
His demeanor changes suddenly and he glares at you before standing up, knocking some of the papers off your desk as he does. 
Then he leaves without another word, practically slamming the door shut behind him. 
You stare at the door in confusion, wondering what he has always had against you. He hasn't been very pleasant to you ever since you started working here back in August of last year.
You shake it off and finish packing your things. 
When you're all packed up, you peek outside of your door, checking both ways down the halls to see if he's lingering around anywhere. When you don't see him, you slip out of your classroom and hurry down the hall towards the front.
You peek your head out the front too, glancing both ways before coming out and cautiously walking down the front steps. 
Fixing your bag on your shoulder, you hurry down the sidewalk, just wanting to go home and not stop anywhere today. 
"Hey, wait up."
You jump out of your skin at the sound of a voice right behind you. Then you turn and see Jungkook walking closer to you, a look in his eyes that you can't decipher. 
"Heading home?" He asks casually. 
You nod, a smile slowly spreading on your face at the sight of someone who you think might be your friend after all. 
Jungkook smiles at you, but you notice something flash in his eyes before he smothers it and comes closer, "Can I walk you home?" He asks.
You look at him closely, trying to figure him out. When you can't, you nod once again, "Yes, tha-that would be ni-nice. Thank y-you."
Jungkook walks next to you as you continue on your way home. You try your best to think of something to say, but you aren't sure what to ask to make the awkward tension between you two break. 
You glance over at Jungkook and see him watching his feet as he walks. That brings a smile to your face again. 
You look down at your feet and notice how much bigger Jungkook's feet are than yours. Even with your tennis shoes, his feet look huge. 
A tiny giggle escapes your lips and Jungkook lifts his head to look at you.
"What's so funny?" He asks in confusion.
"Oh, n-nothing." You assure him before biting your lip and looking down at your feet again. Jungkook squints at you suspiciously but lets it go. 
When he looks back down he notices that your walking pace has matched with his. 
He looks to the side at you and feels a tiny pinch in his chest when he notices how concentrated you are on trying to make sure your pace matches his. Jungkook forces himself to look away, not liking the feeling that's coming over him all of the sudden. 
Remember why you started this, Jungko-
"Where h-have you been, J-Jungkook?"
He starts at the sudden sound of your voice, then when he regains his composure he laughs sheepishly, reaching up to rub the back of his neck. 
"I've been busy with work." 
"Oh."
"And an old friend of mine came to town." He explains further, not sure why he feels the need to. 
"Ah, r-really?" You ask enthusiastically, clearly excited for him, "That m-must be so n-nice."
"Meh, he can be a pain." Jungkook chuckles and you smile at that, then you frown. 
"If your f-friend is visiting, you ought t-to be h-home with him."
"Nah, he's fine," Jungkook reassures you quickly, "He's probably just eating my food and watching TV." 
You laugh at that, a bright sound that makes Jungkook genuinely smile for the first time since meeting you. You can see the smile in his eyes. 
Then it's like it vanishes into thin air as he clears his throat.
"Anyway," He mutters, "Want to hang out this weekend?"
You look at your fingers that you are fiddling with, it's a habit you've had for years. Then you nod, "S-Sure, we c-can invite your friend-"
"No, it's fine," Jungkook cuts off your suggestion. For some reason, he doesn't want you to meet Taehyung. 
Or maybe he doesn't want Taehyung to meet you.
Either way, he doesn't like it. 
"I mean," He continues when he sees the look of confusion on your face, "He has something with work this weekend. He's on a business trip right now. So, he doesn't have a ton of time to hang out." Jungkook explains in a rush.
Now he's just rambling.  
He clears his throat and nods, shutting up. 
"Oh, ok." You say simply. 
Jungkook breathes a sigh of relief when you don't push it any further. 
You make it back to your house a little while later, Jungkook walking you up the stairs and right to your door. 
"Thank you, f-for walking me h-home." You say sweetly, smiling at him. Jungkook just nods, then after a moment of silence he speaks up, "So, what time did you want to hang out tomorrow?"
"Um, maybe w-we can meet for l-lunch?" You suggest. 
Jungkook agrees quickly, "Alright, then I'll meet you downstairs at noon." Then he turns and hurries away, just like he always does. 
You laugh at his behavior, wondering why he always seems to be in some kind of rush. Then you go inside, setting your things down before heading to your closet to find that frame you know you have that will fit the picture from Minju perfectly.
-
"Where were you?" 
Jungkook rolls his eyes at the words Tae speaks right as he comes into his apartment, "Does it matter?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I was bored all day long." Taehyung pouts.
Jungkook makes a face at him, "Entertain yourself then, idiot. I wasn't even gone for longer than an hour."
Tae watches Jungkook as he pulls his shoes off, "Were you working?" He asks with a lilt to his voice. 
"If you must know, I needed to take a walk alone, without you talking my fucking ear off." Jungkook snaps. 
Taehyung's eyebrows raise to his hairline, "Fuck, someone's grouchy. You on your period, Jeon?"
Jungkook looks up at Tae, dropping his shoes on the ground, an unamused expression painting his features. 
He sees Tae's mouth twitching as he fights the urge to laugh. That just pisses Jungkook off even more. He bends to grab his shoes to put them back on, but Tae jumps up from the couch and hurries over to knock the shoes out of his hand. 
"I was kidding, JK. Jeez."
"Why are you even here?" Jungkook asks in exasperation, "Aren't you supposed to be getting a hit done or something?"
"Don't pretend you don't like having me here," Tae smirks and punches Jungkook lightly on the arm. 
"I don't."
Tae frowns, "You used to be a lot more fun."
"Well, I'm not anymore, so leave me alone." Jungkook brushes past Taehyung to get to the kitchen. But he gets stopped once more when Tae grabs his arm. 
He looks at Tae in annoyance, "What is it?"
"I should be asking you that. The last time I saw you was a year ago and you were my same old Kook. What happened-"
"I grew up, okay?" Jungkook yanks his arm back and continues his trek to the kitchen to scrounge through the fridge. 
"Growing up doesn't equal being an asshole to your best friend," Tae mutters before moving to the couch and plopping down onto it, now in just as much of a funk as Jungkook is.
The younger boy pulls a bottle of soju out of the fridge and glances at his friend sitting on the couch, his brows furrowed and his arms crossed over his chest. 
Jungkook purses his mouth before moving over to the couch and holding the bottle out to Tae. 
The older boy looks away in a huff. 
Jungkook sighs, "Look, Tae. I'm sorry, okay?"
Taehyung glances at him, "Sorry for what?"
Jungkook fights the urge to roll his eyes, "For being an asshole." 
Taehyung snatches the bottle and opens it with ease, taking a quick sip before grinning at Jungkook, "Ok. I forgive you, you little shit."
Jungkook's nose twitches in irritation but he doesn't say another word. 
"Well, I'm hungry," Tae says simply, taking another swig. 
"Me too." Jungkook sighs, sitting on the couch. 
"We need to go grocery shopping." Tae looks pointedly at his young friend. 
They sit there in silence for a minute before Jungkook heaves a huge sigh, "We can go on Sunday."
"Why not today?" 
"Because they have a lot more deals on Sunday," Jungkook says, making Tae choke on his next drink. 
"The fuck, Jeon? What are you, an old woman?" He wipes his lips, smiling at the glare Jungkook gives him. 
"No, I just prefer not to spend a fortune on things like food."
Tae shakes his head in disbelief, "Who the fuck are you these days?"
Jungkook just stands up to head to the bathroom, "I'm taking a shower. There's some ramen in the pantry." 
"I'm sick of ramen," Tae moans. 
"Good." ______________
You swipe the lip gloss over your lips gently, not wanting too much. 
You never really wear make-up but you decided you wanted to try it out today and ask Jungkook how it looks. Mina is usually the one to tell you all the things you can do to improve it or tell you how good it looks. Since your best friend won't be back for another three weeks, you suppose Jungkook will have to do. 
You look at the simple look you did, with just a little coverage, some mascara, gloss, and a tiny bit of blush. You think it looks okay, it's definitely a subtle difference. 
Then you hurry to your closet to get out your favorite white skirt. You decide to wear your peach blouse today as well since it always lifts your mood and you could definitely use a mood-lifter. 
When you're finished pulling your clothes on, you look at your phone and notice that it's a little after noon. 
"Oh!" You run out to grab your purse, tripping a little on your own feet before you get on the ground and pull your shoes on. 
By the time you're running down your steps, Jungkook is wondering if you've forgotten your plans as he stands downstairs and looks at the time on his phone. 
Then he looks up to see you bounding down the steps, your hair flying around and your skirt hiked up as you hold it so you don't trip. 
His eyebrows shoot up as you stumble in front of him. 
"So-Sorry I'm late." You huff out as you struggle to get your hair out of your lip gloss where it decided to stick. 
Jungkook shakes his head, "You're not late. I just got here." He isn't sure why he lies to make you feel better, but he does. 
Then he notices that you're wearing make-up. It's not a lot, a very light look. But, it doesn't look that bad-
He shakes his head again to clear it. 
No. No, no, no. 
Jungkook clears his throat as you watch him curiously, "Y-You okay, Jungkook?" 
He nods, "Fine. Let's go."
Then he turns and starts to walk briskly.
You hurry to catch up with him. 
-
"You p-pick the food thi-this time." You say with a smile when he asks you what you want for lunch. 
Jungkook looks around, then he points to a little restaurant, "How about that place?"
Well, that was easy. 
You nod, "Sure! I've n-never been there."
"Me neither," Jungkook admits as you two make your way there. 
You laugh at that and Jungkook finds himself fighting a smile. 
Stop it. 
Stupid. 
Jungkook opens the door and walks in, once again leaving you to grab the door before it hits you. You brush it off and follow him in. 
"Table for two?"
You see a girl in a black and white dress holding two menus and smiling at the two of you. Jungkook nods uncertainly and you two follow her to a table in the middle of the room.  
After you sit, you look around and see a few couples eating at different tables around the restaurant. You look at Jungkook to see he's already looking through the menu. 
"This place is fancier than it looked from the outside," Jungkook says with a frown as he looks over the options. He hadn't meant to take you to a nice place. 
You grab your menu and open it up, almost gasping at the prices. 
Then you look at Jungkook again. He glances up to see your huge eyes peeking at him from over your menu. 
"L-let's get out of h-here." You whisper suddenly. 
"What?" He whispers back. 
You glance behind you to see the waitress coming over with some water for you both. She sets it down and smiles graciously. 
"Would you like to order some other drinks?" She asks politely. 
You look at Jungkook in a panic. 
He gulps and looks back at the waitress cluelessly. You realize he is just out of his element as you are, so you speak up. 
"C-Could we have another m-minute p-please?" 
Her whole face changes when she hears your voice. Her eyebrow twitches and she bites back a laugh as she bows and moves away. 
You have no idea why she did that so you just brush it off, but Jungkook has a feeling it had to do with your stutter. He looks at you as you glance around the fancy room cluelessly, that same feeling coming over him that he got the other day. He pushes it down again. 
Then he jumps a little when you take his menu away from his face and whisper, "C-Come on, let-let's escape while she isn't l-looking." 
Jungkook stares at you like you're crazy when you watch her walk away into the kitchen before jumping out of your chair. 
"We haven't even b-bought anything yet. Co-Come on!" Then you reach over and grab his hand, dragging a very confused Jungkook out of his chair and practically running out of the restaurant. 
You're giggling like a little school girl as you run down the sidewalk, still holding onto Jungkook's hand tightly. He doesn't fight it, just follows you until you run into a small dress shop. 
When you finally let go of his hand, you turn and the smile on your face is bright as you reach a hand up to cover your mouth. You can't seem to stop laughing at the situation. 
Jungkook is frozen in his place, still trying to figure out what just happened. 
"W-We should find somewhere else to eat f-food." You say, still giggling a little.
Finally, Jungkook seems to come out of his shock and nods, "Uh, yeah...where should we go?"
You shrug, "It's s-still your tu-turn to pick." 
Jungkook can't help staring as you blink a few times, looking around the shop, then your head cocks to the side for a second. 
It's almost like you can't control it. 
Then you look back at him and notice him staring at you, making your already pink cheeks turn even pinker. 
"Uh, y-you okay Jungkook?" 
You snap in front of his face and he blinks back into reality, "Oh. Oh yeah, sorry." He rubs the back of his neck, feeling awkward that you caught him staring at you. 
You just send him a bright smile and shake your head, blinking hard a few times, "It's okay, I-I b-blank out sometimes t-too." 
Jungkook takes a deep breath and looks out the window, watching people walking by on the sidewalk. 
"Let's just find some food. I'm starving." He mumbles, then he hurries out of the shop, you hot on his heels. 
You two find a small cafe that isn't nearly as fancy as the other place and go inside. 
Jungkook leads you to a table for two and you take a seat. There are already menus on the table and you reach for one. 
Jungkook reaches at the same time and your hand brushes his. He pulls back like you burned him and you look at him apologetically, "S-Sorry."
He just swallows and gestures for you to take one, so you do. 
"Ohh, this looks m-much better." You say happily when you glance over the menu. 
Jungkook mumbles an agreement, relieved you two aren't at the other place anymore. As much as he hates to admit it to himself, he's glad you got both of you out of that. 
You end up ordering a few different dishes that you agree to share so you can try more things. There isn't much talk until the food comes, then you're both too busy stuffing your faces to speak. 
When you've had your fill, you sit back and sigh, rubbing your tummy with your hand. "Ohh, I'm so f-full," You moan, "Lo-Look, I've got a food b-baby!" You exclaim, laughing. 
Jungkook snickers for a second before smothering it and continuing to eat the rest of the food that you can't stomach. 
You frown, wondering why he won't just let himself laugh. Then you decide right then and there that you'll get him to laugh someday, whatever it takes. 
Jungkook ends up asking for a box for the leftovers because apparently, he isn't a bottomless pit like you initially thought. He explains when he sees the confused look on your face, "I was going to bring some back for my friend if that's alright?"
"Oh! Of c-course." You say with a smile. Jungkook wonders again how you can smile so much all the time and not have sore cheeks. 
You and Jungkook bicker for a moment over who pays the bill, then you end up deciding to split it up. Jungkook pays for more than half of it, insisting that he ate more anyway. When the bill is paid and the rest of the food is packed up, you two head out. 
Jungkook looks up at the clouds for a minute before speaking, "So, what should we do now?"
You're quiet for a minute, then you hold up a hand, "I h-have an idea!" 
Jungkook nods, "What is it?"
"F-Follow me." Then you scurry away. 
-
Jungkook looks at you in confusion. 
You had him sit down on a big rock in the nearby park as you dug through your bag. Now, you're finally pulling out a sketch pad and some pencils. 
"Want t-to draw?" You ask happily. 
Jungkook feels a pinch in his chest at the sight of blank paper and colored pencils. He hasn't picked up a colored pencil since he was fifteen years old. 
Since right before this all started...
He snaps out of it when you gently place a blank piece of paper on his lap. Then you pick out all the colors of the rainbow and reach out to grab his hand. You open his hand and place the pencils in his waiting palm. 
Jungkook feels his palms get sweaty when he closes his fingers around the pencils.
"Th-There you go. Now, d-draw whatever you'd l-like." You say, the teacher in you coming out. 
You see a small smile on his face before he again hides it and adjusts himself on the rock. He hands the pencils back to you, pushing them into your hands roughly. 
"I don't want to, thanks though." 
You frown at that, wondering why he's upset all of a sudden. 
"Did I d-do something wro-wrong?" You ask anxiously, aware of his change in behavior. 
"I'm tired is all," Jungkook says as he stands up suddenly, the piece of paper you gave to him floating down next to you on the ground. You take it carefully and place it in your bag along with the pencils. 
"Ok. I'll j-just go home then." You say, picking yourself up off the ground, "You sh-should go get some r-rest, Jungkook." You say kindly, putting your purse over your shoulder. Jungkook doesn't meet your eyes as he nods. 
"See you later," Jungkook says stiffly before turning and walking away. 
You bite your lip, waving goodbye to him even though he can't see you.
-
Jungkook runs up the stairs to his apartment, bursting through the door and tugging his shoes off. He notices that Tae isn't here as he walks over and sits on his bed. 
What the hell is the matter with him?
Why does he feel like this?
Suddenly the door opens and Taehyung struts in, pulling his shoes off and dropping them by the door. Jungkook looks up and does a double-take when he sees his friend. 
Taehyung is in a black and white suit, the first few buttons of his shirt undone, the tie loosened and his black hair a bit messed up. He looks rumpled like he was just in a fight. But that isn't what takes Jungkook by surprise. 
His friend is covered in bright red blood.  
And he's smiling brightly, his white teeth a shining contrast against the dark stains on his clothes. 
Jungkook swallows, "What the fuck, Tae?"
Taehyung just grins wider, "I win." 
Jungkook hangs his head, "You came up the damn stairs like that? You fucking dumbass. What if someone saw you?"
"No one saw me, chill JK!" Taehyung walks over and holds his hand out, "I believe you owe me something." 
Jungkook fishes his wallet out of his back pocket and pulls out the amount they promised before shoving it into Tae's bloody chest. 
Then he walks to the kitchen and grabs the to-go box he brought back. He holds it up for Tae to see, "This is for you. Wash up before you eat it though."
Taehyung walks over and touches Jungkook lightly on the chin, "Thanks, sweetie." Jungkook pulls away, feeling something on his face that was on Tae's finger. He reaches up to wipe the blood off of his chin, "Go wash up," He snaps. 
Tae just nods and saunters off into the bathroom. 
A few hours later, Jungkook is in bed and listening to Taehyung rant about how fucking satisfying it was to rid this world of that rapist bastard and how Jungkook should've seen the look on his hit's face when he realized who he was and why he was there. 
"So, how is your hit coming along? How is ___ doing?" Tae asks suddenly. 
Jungkook tenses at the sound of your name, then he remembers that Taehyung saw the file and that's how he knows your name. 
"I'll be done soon," Jungkook assures him quietly. 
"Mm." Tae responds, then he yawns, "What does she look like anyway? I didn't get to see since you tore up the picture."
Jungkook swallows thickly, "Why does it matter?"
"Is she hot?"
"No."
"Come on, I bet she's a fucking cutie. That's why you're so down in the dumps." 
"She's just a fucking idiot. She's annoying, stupid, ugly, and can't even speak correctly." Jungkook huffs out in a single breath before turning on his side and slamming his head down on his pillow again. 
The silence after that is deafening. 
"The fuck you mean she can't speak correctly?" Taehyung guffaws suddenly. 
"It means exactly how it sounds. She's just a worthless nobody." Jungkook spits. 
Tae laughs quietly, "Damn, that's harsh, Kook. Even for you."
"Shut the hell up and go to sleep."
"As you wish. Night, JK."
"Goodnight." Jungkook grits out. 
When he's finally able to drift off to sleep, Jungkook finds himself in an apartment that he's never been in before. His brain tells him that it's his target's place. 
He looks around, wondering why it's so quiet. He walks to the back, looking at all of the childish pictures decorating the walls of the hallway. 
"Hello?" He calls out cautiously. 
When he gets no answer, he walks into the room at the end of the hall. There's a big bed with a giant octopus stuffie on it. Next to the bed is a pair of pink slippers. 
Jungkook turns and walks into the bathroom inside the room, there's no one. When he moves to leave, he sees his reflection in the mirror and freezes.
He's covered in blood. 
A dark crimson color decorating every inch of him. 
Jungkook turns and sees the bed again, but this time, there's someone in it. He walks out of the bathroom and sees a body lying motionless on the mattress. It's also covered in blood. 
His heart rate picks up as he sees sudden flashing images of the target, holding his hand and dragging him out of a restaurant, laughing giddily. Then you're kneeling in front of him on the grass and offering him a blank piece of paper, "You can d-draw anything, Jungkook." You stand up and swing your arms out, "Draw m-me!" 
Then the images are gone and he once again sees the lifeless body on the bed. It's wearing a long white skirt and a peach-colored shirt, their socks are bright pink with frills. He can't stop seeing all of the little details. 
Jungkook stops breathing as he inches closer to see the face.
A feeling of dread washes over him as he steps closer and closer. 
"J-Jungkook?" A small voice whispers somewhere near him, but he doesn't stop walking closer. He needs to see it. He needs to see their face. 
"Jungkook, I th-thought you were m-my friend-"
He swallows thickly his throat suddenly dry as he is about to see the face of the person he just killed. Then someone walks through the bedroom door, he looks up and sees Taehyung smirking, covered in blood as well. 
"Nice, JK. I guess you really had it in you." 
The small voice doesn't stop as Jungkook turns back to see hair covering the girl's face. He reaches over and moves the hair gently-
"J-Jungkook-"
"Jungkook..."
"Jungkook!"
"JUNGKOOK!"
Jungkook shoots straight up, his eyes wide open as he grabs at his chest. He starts to cough while he feels himself, trying to make sure he isn't covered in blood. 
He's in his own bed. 
Fucking hell he's in his own bed.
"Shit, the hell kind of dream were you having?" Taehyung's voice rings out next to him. Jungkook flinches and looks to the side to see Tae sitting on the edge of his bed. 
"You're sweating like a turkey the day before Thanksgiving." Tae laughs.
Jungkook ignores him and stumbles out of bed, trying to get to the bathroom.
Taehyung watches in confusion as Jungkook fumbles his way into the bathroom and then he hears his younger friend fall on the ground before he starts to gag.
"Hey, whoa. You okay, Jeon?" Tae gets up and moves to the bathroom to see Jungkook hunched over the toilet and throwing up whatever was in his stomach. 
The older boy plugs his nose and gags at the sight, "Shit, Kook. Fuck." 
By the time Jungkook's stomach is emptied of its contents, Tae has all the young man's clothes off apart from his boxers and has tossed him into the shower to rinse him clean. Tae gags again at the smell as he rinses Jungkook off before putting some shampoo in his hair and rinsing him again.
"Fucking pain in my ass," Tae mutters angrily. 
Once Jungkook is all cleaned off, Taehyung grabs him some fresh boxers and a pair of sweats to put on. He tosses them on the closed toilet seat and closes the door behind him so Jungkook can get dressed in private. 
A few minutes later, Jungkook comes out of the bathroom, his hair wet but he's clean and in nice new clothes. His cheeks are pink from embarrassment, but Tae just waves it off when he tries to speak. 
"Ah shut up. I know, ya ate something bad. Blah blah blah. We never speak of this again, understood?" 
Jungkook just nods at Tae's words, then he speaks up quietly, "Want to go shopping now?"
The older boy stands up and claps his hands, "Finally! We'll have something to eat around here."
Jungkook is relieved that it's all in the past by the time they get to the grocery store, but that relief is short-lived when he sees a girl in a long pink skirt and light yellow shirt carrying a basket down the candy aisle right in front of them. 
She trips a little on thin air but catches herself, her usual bright smile gracing her features still. 
Then she looks up and sees him, her smile getting wider as she raises her hand to get his attention.
Fucking hell.
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a/n: so sorry its late my loves, but i hope you liked it!
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ushidoux · 4 years
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Hesitant (Ushijima x Fem!Reader)
Word Count: 3350 words (I can’t believe I wrote this much)
Summary: You find out why Ushijima has been a little hesistant about things getting too steamy between you. NSFW.
A/N: This is awkward af and quite cracky but hopefully in an endearing way.
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Ushijima Wakatoshi was essentially perfect.
Just the right amount of unexpectedly charming and unintentionally hilarious, the man had a way of tugging at your heartstrings with even the most basic gestures. The way he reached for your hand instinctively when you met up with him after your college courses, the softening of his usual glower as he turned in your direction in response to your voice calling his name, or the short but sweet morning texts - all things that made your heart swell for him.
He was straightforward and most importantly, explicit with his actions from the very first moment you got involved. You never got the impression you were being strung along and despite how hyperaware you were about the ills of the current dating landscape, not once did you consider the possibility of getting ghosted or benched.
Weeks then months passed and you fell fast for him. You were in love.
In love with everything: his facial expressions, whether serious or smiling, his dedication to his craft, his warm, large hands, the timbre of his voice and the way it softened especially for you...
He was perfect.
But when your third month anniversary (not that you were keeping track, of course) came and passed and you had not yet had that kind of intimacy, you could no longer ignore the ache in your core he left you with after his lips parted from you minutes into a deep, passionate kiss...
Or worse - when he came from behind and held you tightly around the waist, the familiar but not-familiar-enough bulge between his legs pressing against your lower back and demanding your attention in a different way Toshi did.
In mere moments, every touch went from wanted and appreciated to craved and needed, and it began to hurt.
Why was he holding back?
“T-toshi?” You mumbled, interrupting your makeout session by pulling back from him as far as you could with your arms wrapped around his neck.
“Mm…?” His eyes connected to yours then slid back down to your lips, wanting, waiting for you to continue. Was he actually listening? You weren’t quite sure, but his hold on your hips firmed, keeping you steadily settled in his lap. He rested his chin on your shoulder, making sure to keep you close, and you could feel his heartbeat, slightly quickened as he waited for you to speak.
You wished he would look at you when you asked this next question but instead you pressed your cheek to his.
“Do you find me attractive?”
Your voice came out somewhere between soft and assertive, and you could feel Ushijima tense ever so slightly before straightening his back so that he was looking straight at you. His hands didn’t move from where they rested on your side and he remained very still, as he did often when he was unsure of what to do next.
His face remained unreadable and the behavior didn’t reassure you.
“Well, do you?” You pressed, your voice smaller this time.
“Why do you think otherwise?”
His deep voice was almost as quiet as yours, and he sounded almost apologetic. You felt a small weight land in the pit of your stomach, embarrassed to have made the mood so awful. But you couldn’t help what you wanted. You could feel that familiar heat rising within the space between your legs, and your breathing was getting quicker and raspier, and his hands had been roaming... A large hand had slipped under your shirt, then under your brassiere to palm and caress a breast, and suddenly his tongue was down your throat, and you knew soon he would stop and you would be left to smile and bite your lip while he hastily made up an excuse to leave.
Was it you? Was it him?
Your arms slowly slid down from around Ushijima’s neck and dropped into your lap. A small frown crossed his face very briefly in response and he gently withdrew his hands from where they held you.
You sat quietly together for a moment as you attempted to formulate words to express how you felt. Horny? Yes. Desired? You weren’t sure, and that was the issue.
“Sometimes, I feel like…,” you trailed off, carefully scrutinizing Ushijima’s face for a reaction. He continued to watch you cautiously, and you grimaced before continuing. Confrontation wasn’t your strong point, but communication was a must.
“I feel like things escalate and then… stop.” You paused there, and he tilted his head slightly. You mentally scolded yourself, knowing very well that you weren’t doing a great job of making sense, but in that surprisingly intuitive way of his, he seemed to know exactly what you meant.
“You don’t want me to stop,” he said, slowly.
“I don’t want you to stop,” you repeated, warmth flooding your cheeks once again. “U-unless you’re not ready to, you know, have sex... I don’t want you to think that I’m trying to coerce you into doing something that you don’t want to do, I just-”
You were interrupted by Ushijima’s hands finding their way back onto your hips again, and then standing you up completely straight so that he could rise to his full height. Seeing him tower over you now suddenly, you swallowed hard once. He could be so intimidating without meaning to, even if he was unequivocally sweet with you.
He let out a wistful sigh and ran a hand through his hair with his eyes closed before refocusing his gaze back onto you - you who were now standing awkwardly, twiddling your thumbs as you waited for him to decide to either tell you he was interested in touching and kissing but not outright having sex with you (but maybe some day!) or to just walk out the door never to be seen again without even bothering with an explanation.
Instead, he suddenly pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it aside, to your surprise.
“Wait, Toshi! Now?” You almost shrieked as he almost hastily undressed his lower half in the middle of your apartment without a single qualm. He was already unfastening his belt before he stopped to look at you - a good thing because your heart was now beating so fast in your chest, you were sure you were going to become lightheaded enough to pass out.
“We can if you want to. I’ve wanted to for a while now,” he replied, and to those simple words, your heart started to flutter and both elated and aroused you were again.
“The problem is, I was, and still am, a little worried that I might hurt you,” he started, and you wondered why he would be concerned about such a thing up until his pants dropped to his ankles, and your eyes grew wide as you realized what the limiting factor may have been. No wonder he had been avoiding sex for so long.
“I’m a bit large down there, it turns out.”
Large is an understatement, you thought, your eyes glued helplessly to the thing hanging between his legs. For the second time tonight, you swallowed hard - for once, you may have bitten off more than you could chew.
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One very efficient store trip, a couple extra-large condoms, and a generous amount of lube later, you knelt across from Ushijima onto your large bed, your heart pounding again. Both of you were now stripped down to the bare flesh and while you wanted to drool over the sight of his bare chest and indulge in the feeling of his weight pressed against your body, you found yourself movement paralyzed, unsure of what to do next.
You had felt silly asking him to redress again so you could go out and buy supplies, but the truth was you needed time to come up with a game plan. Anyone who saw that monster cock for the first time would take a pause. Would you be able to take all of that? Could anyone take all of that?
“___, are you okay? You’re staring.”
You were trying to figure out if the condoms would fit him, then thanked the heavens that you were on the pill anyway if the condoms broke by any chance. When he waved his hand in your face, you were brought back into the reality of the here and now. You nodded, but the thinly veiled distress on your always expressive face was starting to remind him of the many locker room jokes and nicknames he’d endured once he’d reached the end of puberty.
Spear Ushijima was the first to come to mind and he grimaced, then rested back into a sitting position, cross-legged on the bed.
“We don’t have to do anything, I understand.” he said, flatly. He crossed his arms, then uncrossed it, concerned that he would look too upset. He smiled now instead to mask his disappointment and reached his arms out for you.
“We can cuddle. Oh, but if you would prefer that I put my clothes back on, I could do that too,” he said hurriedly, getting up to make his way off the bed, but you interrupted him by moving close and pressing a hand on his chest.
“Wait.”
And his surprised expression turned to another smile, more genuine this time, and he relaxed into your touch.
“___,” he whispered your name softly. You smiled, then keeping your eyes in fierce contact with his, you reached down to wrap your fingers around his considerable length. Even only semi-hard, the girth was impressive and you could feel the warmth shuttling in as he became aroused. His mouth parted just slightly in surprise.
“Are you sure?” His voice was already thick with lust.
“Yes,” you whispered, “but we’ll have to take it slow.” You added a smile to that last part and leaned forward to peck him on the lips once before you started to stroke him up and down his shaft.
He let out a soft moan and leaned back, watching you carefully as you worked your hand up and down his penis. You could tell he was trying very hard to keep still and let things run at your pace, and you relished in the opportunity fully.
“That… feels really good, ____,” he offered, his voice low and husky, and encouraged by his words, you added another hand, offering a few more pumps to his length before the piece de resistance to your lovely handjob, the application of your soft lips to his waiting cockhead.
He was already leaking a little precum, you could tell by the salt on your tongue as you licked at the slit at the tip of his member. He let out a low groan, and you could feel his muscles tense beneath you as he rose quickly.
“Y-you don’t have to if you don’t want-” he started, but you wouldn’t let him interrupt what you had going on.
“I want to, Toshi!” You exclaimed, almost indignantly, and as if to supplant that claim, you descended as far down his shaft as you could go in a fluid motion, but then to your misfortune, you must have triggered your gag reflex because you choked once then twice, and pulled yourself back to cough once more.
“Babe, are you okay?!”
Ushijima shot up like a board to hold you steady by the shoulders while you coughed, and as tears started to form in your eyes, you took one glance at his intense look of concern and you burst into laughter.
“Why are you laughing?”
You doubled over onto him, laughing even more against his chest, which only made him more concerned as he wrapped you in his arms.
“I told you this was dangerous and this is why I held myself back, ___.”
You pulled back once more, tears welling into your eyes as you finally said through snorts:
“Can you PLEASE stop acting like your dick is a lethal weapon?”
The look on Ushijima’s face was that of such extreme shock that you were pretty sure you would never stop laughing, that your fate was now to perpetually cackle until you died of asphyxiation. He frowned again, and you felt just a little bad but still the mixture of stress and confusion and awkwardness and the sheer ridiculousness of the situation rendered you unable to stop.
And finally he added, “It might be funny to you but I’ve never done this before.”
That sobered you up enough that you actually did cease chuckling, and with a final, unintentional chuckle, you faced him seriously this time, your faces only inches apart.
“Is it really your first time?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.”
Another silence hung in the air, maybe because it was hard for you to believe that no one had ever touched him in this way or maybe because despite the fact that he looked either mildly irritated or severely embarrassed, you could still feel his erection hard against your lower belly and you weren’t sure if that meant you should continue (and to be honest, you really wanted to) or that sex was off the table for the time being.
But his arms were still wrapped around you, and you could feel the thump of his heart against your chest, and you wanted him, and you believed he wanted you too, and suddenly it was silly that you had been so intimidated in the first place.
Again you were caught staring into his eyes, and you felt warm again - different layering types of warm.
“Do you want to continue?” The two of you asked, almost in unison. You could hear the hint of persuasion, the please say yes in his voice.
You smiled, and pressed your lips to his again, and a hand went into your hair, pulling you deeper into the kiss, and a hand went around your waist, securing you firmly against his body. Your arms wrapped around his neck as your tongues danced together again, and when your hand found its way again around his member, he tensed for a moment, but then in a decision to ignore his reservations, broke your embrace to pepper kisses along your neck and into your bosom.
You moaned and arched your back, gripping his member just a little tighter, and he took the opportunity to circle his tongue around your nipple before taking the mound in your mouth.
Consumed in the feeling of him suckling you, you were unprepared for the thick fingers that found their way around and then onto your clit, rubbing gentle circles that sparked waves of pleasure through you. Another moan escaped your lips as you closed your eyes, and then he slid a finger inside you, pressing just hard enough and in just the right place that you jerked almost violently against him.
His finger slipped out almost as fast as it had gone in.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No, it felt good!” You reassured him. “P-please continue.”
He nodded, and replaced his finger, pressing more gingerly this time, using the slowing and deepening of your breaths to guide him. You occupied your mouth again with kisses along his collarbones, onto the expanse of his broad chest, pressing your breasts against him, rolling against him. His breaths also started to slow as he fell in rhythm with the way your hips moved, and when he finally couldn’t take it anymore, he flipped you over onto your back so that you lay beneath him.
A pause.
His olive eyes scanned you ravenously, and you could hear the hunger sealed within his breathy sighs, as he hovered over you. Your half-lidded eyes, your body warm and receptive and waiting for him, stating in every way possible that you wanted him - it was like a dream for him. He had wanted this for so long, to know what your insides would feel like around him, to know if he too, could make you scream his name in pleasure not pain, to do what his friends and teammates did with their partners, and now here you were, laid out for him like a whole meal.
“Are you ready?”
You didn’t look down at the warm, throbbing length resting on right on your pubic area, but instead at him, your gentle giant, and nodded.
“Yes.”
You closed your eyes and shivered ever so slightly at the sensation of lubricant being slathered right at the opening of your vagina. You could feel him repositioning himself right at your entrance, and trying to stay as relaxed as possible for him, you waited for him to enter you.
And he did, interlacing fingers with yours as he broke through your sopping entrance, feeling your hold tighten around his and hearing your breath hitch then relax as his cockhead made it through you.
Then he stopped so you could adjust to the stretch, and he rested on his elbows, trying to rub the wince out of your facial expression with a caress of the cheek.
“Are you okay?”
You nodded. “Keep going.”
He pushed a little further and you uttered another low moan with the painful, yet pleasurable stretch, and he almost felt guilty for how good you felt around him, how desperately he wanted to fill you up all at once, how aroused he was by the sound of your whimper as you felt him.
“K-keep going,” you mewled as soon as he stopped to let you adjust, and he worried that he really would tear you apart this time, but you clung to his chest again and his desire to go as far into your guts as possible was too much for him to bear.
A groan and he was in almost to the hilt, and he wiped the tears forming in your eyes as you endured the searing pain, the pressure of him stretching you to your limit. The fact that he wasn’t moving was starting to become excruciating for you, and you began to squirm under his weight, indicating your wishes.
“Are you okay, my love?” He murmured carefully.
“Toshi, m-move, please…”
He obliged, withdrawing just a bit to crash back into you, and you cried out but not in pain, in a strangled cry of pleasure.
“Toshi!”
Again!
He could hear the cry for more in the way you said his name and the force with which you dug your nails into his back and again he obliged, thrusting into you again, and you could feel your head spin.
Again!
He settled into a rhythm and stroke after stroke you could feel yourself wind up, your cries and moans and grunts of pleasure loud and clear for him, for all to hear.
“Toshi- ah~!”
His pace quickened every time you called his name and his angle changed so that he was deep enough that it was almost uncomfortable (almost), and he was now grunting, sweating, making sure to leave no part of you untouched. Your thighs clamped around his waist and you muffled your cries into the meat of his shoulder, clinging to him so tightly you thought you would meld into one.
Ushijima was moaning your name now, enthralled by the way your insides, your outsides clamped onto him, claimed his body for you, and he couldn’t believe he had been nervous about this part of the relationship, you had been perfect every other way…
Your coil snapped suddenly, and your orgasm rippled through you like electricity, and now he was muffling your moans with his tongue down your throat, fingers wrapped firmly around your jaw keeping you in place.
“You came?” He whispered in a gruff voice, now into the space between your breasts, his dick still throbbing and twitching within you. The thrum of yes vibrating through your body brought a grin to his face.
He rose up off your body again so he could look at your eyes, glazed over in a love-drunken haze, and finally, he was no longer concerned but confident - dare you say it, cocky - as he hovered above you.
“Let’s aim for at least twice tonight.”
A promise he kept.
The first time would be a time to remember, in more ways than one.
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asmolemmeeatyouout · 3 years
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Clearing out the drafts so
Random hc’s for the boys
That I don’t wanna even try organise
CW: one non graphic mention of gore
Lucifer has misophonia, he hides it well but does frequently bend/break cutlery because of it.
(Catch Satan chewing as loud as he possibly can)
👾Levia👾chan👾🥺😳😩😖😣🍥😓😥🤢🤢🤮🥉🥉🥉 texts 🐒😈📱 📲 like 👍 🤗💃 this 😊 😊 😊 🥵 🥵😣😣😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭😏😏🤯
(🙌 Yes 🙌 👍 👏 it’s 👋 🙋‍♀️ every 💫 💫 💫 text 🙈 ☺️ 🙈 . 🚫 No 🚫 you 👨 👩 cannot 👅👀👅 make 👉👈👉👈 👁👄👁him 🛑 stop 🛑😈👿😈 ‼️❕‼️🐠 (<Henry)
Will role play as Henry (the fish, specifically) while texting you when he’s too shy to ask you things, the only hint you get is him ending every text like with ALL the fish emojis. If you refer to him as Levi not Henry during this he will SULK.
Calls your texting dry af if you don’t send at LEAST four emojis with every message
The best subtle magic belphie has is his sheets are always crisp and new
Like every night is shaved leg fresh sheets night smooth
His magic only works on his sheets so he sneaks his other washing in with beels the lazy git
Beel knows he just doesn't care
Beel does the most laundry out of the brothers bc he eats in bed CONSTANTLY
(He also eats everything he spills but that's not gonna stop the spaghetti stains- or the punishment from Lucifer when he accidently swallows the sheet too)
Beel once chewed belphies hair in his sleep
This is the main reason the twins have separate beds
If belphies asleep somewhere and wants a cuddle he will just kidnap the nearest person if no ones around, this includes little d’s and lessor demons, his magic will put them to sleep fast enough it can’t be stopped
Asmo’s body changes with trends (its fucked that body types have trends), but the devildom is slower in its trend rotation which is why he’s currently obsessed with the 2000’s esque stature (give 👏 us 👏 fat 👏 asmo 👏! ! !)
Levi has the FATTEST ass around (and cute little love handles and a soft belly, boy sits on his ass all day no way he’s ripped)
(Still has demon strength tho, but his human glamour is much less intimidating than his true demon self (think @waltnut 's form hc’s)
Satan’s whole feather boa getup is literally a cat toy. He wears it to entice cats he knows it’s ugly.
Asmodeus will take and wear your clothing without asking. This includes underwear, I suggest you get a lock for your closet.
Beel has FRECKLESS HES A FUCKING GINGER GIVE HIM FRECKLES OR GIVE ME DEATH DEVS !,!
In line with this, the first time beel went to the human world he burnt tomato red under the sun. He was not aware sunscreen was a thing due to the whole perma night devildom thing.
Stoner! Mammon supremacy
(he also deals coke bc moneeeeyyyy) (lucifer doesn’t care as long as it’s not in the house, drugs aren’t a. Illegal in the devildom, and b. that harmful to demons, it’s also his most respectable way of getting Grimm considering all his other hijinxs)
Asmo once convinced Satan to wear a sexy cat costume for a Halloween party
Satan had a sexual-identity-furry crisis in the bathroom
Devildom clothing isn’t gendered,
Asmodeus has been banned from wearing skirts in professional settings due to uh *coughcough* “accidental” flashing. (The same with crop tops/bras/see-through shirts)
Mammon and lucifer are scary similar in some respects like:
Lucifers receiving love language is physical touch and BOY is he starved. Touch his head and he will full body shudder black out for a second. Most people assume it’s acts of service bc he’s so overworked but that’s his giving, duh. (Try touch his neck and your wrist will be broken before you get close)
It’s why he wears gloves everywhere (also bc scars from the war, but I don’t remember the @ I heard that from first and I don’t wanna steal :) )
Mammon’s receiving love language is also physical touch, lucifer’s pride stops them from helping each other.
Lucifer will mock you if you get too close to his insecurities as a defence mechanism, it’s why mammon refuses to hug him even though they both need it.
Mammon just flat out denies his needs and emotions (partially due to lucifer’s defence response, partly bc him&co being abs assholes)
Mammon and asmo share the same music taste (which is GAY pop -think rina sawagama comme des garçons, Britney, gaga, montero- (I’m sry I don’t know more pop))
Asmodeus is the ‘tell you things that you think are tmi or too personal but actually mean nothing to me’ kind of honestly dishonest so no one knows his true feelings/can hurt him (me too baby !)
Beel is the only brother open about his emotions because he’ll just eat you if you dare make fun of him
Mammon offers beel food on really bad days because he’s too afraid of being mad fun of to just ask for a hug and beel showers anyone that gives him food in affection
Asmodeus LIKES violence, he thinks blood and gore is sexy, but he keeps that side of him very private as to not taint his perfect image and lower his chances of getting laid
(there are rumours and myths about what the avatar of lust likes to do to people who truly piss him off, but they’re so far removed from the Asmodeus everyone knows and loves that no one really believes them. Which is just how asmo likes it)
ALL the boys are obsessed with touching/stroking your neck/nape because there’s so much fragility there and it’s a huge sign of trust for a demon
Mammon is always warm
Levi is always cold (blooded)
When Satan gets really angry, objects near him just burst into flames
Okay I’m done now, thank u for reading !! :)
*** think I tagged the wrong creator gonna go find the right url soz guys !! (But also do check out @decaffeinated-demons they’ve got super cool ideas)
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starryseung · 4 years
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𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒌𝒊𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒔 90'𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 [ 𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 ]
𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏
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you are chan’s muse; there’s no denying in that
𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔
dates at the beach, where you would walk hand in hand across the shore
he would bring his ukulele and play random hymns, with you playing with your feet in the sand as his voice surrounds you
also the kind to ask your dad for permission whenever he wanted to take you out (promising to be back before curfew)
and always walks you back home, no matter how early or late it is
takes you out for long drives around the town side during weekends
his mustang is rusty but has an open roof so you stand up and let the fresh country wind hit your face
“i love you chan!”
and he just giggles at your actions
“stop y/n~ you’re embarrassing me,”
but lets you do it because there’s no one around
𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑
small doodles on the back of your hand and wrists (!!!)
has matching heart and butterfly brooches for your jean jackets
always has your hand in his no matter what. it gives him a sense of protection.
world’s certified ‘biggest and warmest hugs giver’: bang chan©!
hugs you when you’re upset, hugs you when you’re happy
also likes having you sit in his lap
𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔
kisses with chan are always sweet
he wants you to feel safe and comfortable whenever he can, so he’ll kiss you randomly on your cheek / the back of your hand
sometimes decorate your hair with flowers and then kiss your forehead uwu
you two rarely make out but when you do — oof it’s intense
but still always cautious with each step and makes sure you both are okay with everything because mans ain’t here to hurt you
𝒍𝒆𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒉𝒐
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he is a prince, and you’re his crown
𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔
daily evening walks at the park with his cats is a must
you two take turns sitting and pushing each other on the swing (even though it’s usually him pushing you because he loves hearing your laughs and squeals when he pushes you a little too high)
favourite habit: eating slushies every other day while you’re swinging on the swings at the park
on the walk back home you two’d compare your tongue colours, laughing at each other while making stupid faces
“your tongue looks like you ate a smurf!”
“shut up, your’s looks like you ate tweety,”
𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑
he doesn’t usually initiate the hand-holding, acting like he’s a man or whatever
but desperately wants you to do it because he loves it
not much of a touchy person, but likes having your head on his chest while you two are lying down on the grass at the evening, stargazing
also likes having you play with his hair
always keeps you close with a hand on your waist
𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔
sometimes you’d have to kiss him back to earth when he’s daydreaming, making him smile uncontrollably at your soft-ness
but pda is very low
smiley kisses you on the forehead when you’re super happy about something
evening make-out sessions include: you in his lap, him smirking into the kiss, kissing down your jaw while you’re tugging at his hair
but little to no hickeys (only you can give them to him because he’s still scared of your dad)
overall whipped af for you
𝒔𝒆𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒃𝒊𝒏
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he writes songs about you; sings them to you when you’re down
𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔
changbin might not show it but he loves impressing you
like even if you tell him otherwise, he has this slight alert at the back of his head that you think he’s not enough
so he goes the extra mile to keep you happy (not that you’re complaining)
you two secretly have a piercing on the ear
okay but can we all agree on how changbin would show you off to all his friends? yes thank you.
occasional dates at home and he orders take out for you two (you deny him but he’s a rich boi so he’s gonna spoil you)
never stops with the dad jokes and laughs when you give him emotion-less reactions
“Why do eggs never tell each other jokes? Because they’d crack each other up!”
“Shut up Binnie, I’m gonna crack your head now,”
𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑
*cue the changbin signature schoolgirl laugh when you’re acting a little stupid*
always has his hand at the small of your back / on your shoulder
lets you call him stupid and cute nicknames, but calls you really few like ‘baby’ or ‘sweetie’
has a hand on your thigh a l w a y s (also the place where your tickle fights start)
hugs and pouts when you don’t do things his way
only he is allowed to make fun of you (then continues messing around when he thinks you’re a lil upset)
likes it when you play with his guns hands and fingers
sleeps with his head in your lap / on your chest
𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔
okay but changbin is so c a r e f u l while kissing you because he doesn’t wanna make you feel uncomfy in any way
pouty babie when you don’t kiss him / ignore him
now you’re always showering him with kisses, so he feels a lil empty when you’re not around
hands on your hips when you kiss
sometimes pushes your hair back when they come in the way, then proceeds to smile into the kiss
𝒉𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒋𝒊𝒏
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“so many flowers in the world, and you’re still prettier than them all”
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always has your hand in his. like, a l w a y s.
takes you flower picking with him (!!!)
you’d run through the fields, and he’d take pictures of you in the knee-high grass and flowers in your hands
oh oh he’d take polaroid pictures of you everywhere but there’s really less ones you two together because he’s always taking yours only (there’s one of you and him with daisies and it’s in his wallet pocket uwu)
you two make flower crowns for each other with the flowers you picked, taking each others pictures afterwards
loves trying out new foods with you from different places
he tries to keep you happy / make you laugh so it goes something like,,
“okay that barbecue pizza was so good, we should definitely come around again jinnie,”
“y-yeah we should! it was awesome,” (proceeds to turn around and drink glugs of water to dissipate the disgusting taste from his pallette)
𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑
unlike chan, i don’t see hyunjin as someone who would drive long distances at night, so you two would sleep in at his house
cuddles!! all the time!!!
and you always wear his hoodies and shirts because they’re so warm and smell of him you’re practically drowning in them lol
loves having a leg and hand around you while you’re watching movies on his small crt tv
usually he cuddles you when you’re playing with kkami
because kkami is adorable and you are adorable so like,, double adorable
loves it when you have your hand in his hair, but also loves vice versa
hugs you while sleeping (small sleepy pout on his face as he sleeps with his head on your chest)
𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔
his soft lips are his charming point and so very kissable, so no one should would disagree when i say that his kisses are dripping in honey
normally he would kiss you first, but equally loves it when you initiate it
hands rubbing small circles on your thighs and stomach while you’re kissing
make-out sessions are soft and giggly, and you two usually just sleep dead tired after that
sometimes spices things up and bites your bottom lip, giggling as you’re shocked at his bold actions
making out with him can never go wrong (scientifically proven)
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a/n; ckwjniefvbu i had so much fun writing this lmao thank you @mini-meanhoe​ for your brains and permission :D maknae line will come soon!!! <3
note; credits to @lq-bangchan @heekkiedits @bangchanzuwu @byul-bit-arae for the pictures!!
taglist; @hyukminie​​ @cherryeol04​​ @lomlminho​​ @bruh-changbin​​ @yooniversalstudios @ann0325441904​(message me if you want to be added!)
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shadyteacup · 3 years
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Bestie for the event can I request fluff prompt 8 (i love you but stop cooking me dinner, you suck) with Fushiguro Megumi frrom JJK? I adore your works and I'm so proud of you for making it this far
-uwu anon
Thanks bestie, ily2🥺💕💕💕
Omg I love so much for req jjk! Fushiguro is such a grumpy baby! Also, yes, I'm back from the dead (Or whatever procrastinating n rebloggig random stuff is called)!..I seem to do that a lot, nowadays...
Neways, onto the fic!
Fushiguro Megumi + "I love you a lot, but please stop trying to cook me dinner, you suck.”
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It had been a long day for you and the gang. You all had to fight against 4 special grade curses. You, Nobara and Yuuji fought 3 of them together, while Megumi had to fight one on his own. He was extremely taxed and tired. You could tell by the excessive amount of blood on his forehead and the huge bags under his eyes that he was spent. He was too tired to move, so you and Yuuji had to help him up the stairs to get to his dorm. His plan was to flop on the bed and worry about his injuries in the morning. What he hadn’t expected was a very concerned you forcing him to tend to them.
“Sit straight, Fushi!”
You scolded him as you dabbed the antiseptic on the wound.
He winced in pain but held back his groans. He didn’t want to appear weak in front of his darling, after all.
“Why are you here?”
He asked suddenly.
You halted your movements, giving him an incredulous look.
“Don’t look at me like that!”, he grumbled.
“Like what?”
“Like my question was the dumbest thing you’ve ever heard.”
You smiled, continuing the necessary treatment.
“Well, it is an absurd thing to say.”
He scoffed.
“No, it isn’t.”
“Megumi, we’ve been in a relationship for a while now. This is what lovers do, you know? We tend to care for each other.”
“Tch, I know that. But you’re injured yourself. You guys didn’t have it easy. Hell, Nobara ended up with nails in her wrist!”
You shuddered at the girl’s tenacity and determination. She scares you.
“Yeah, she’s way too badass.”, you said, shuddering.
“And what about you? I can see that you’re bleeding. Let me bandage you up! You can worry over me later.”
You sigh, finally done bandaging him, and got up, stretching your arms.
“Shut up. Do you have a water heater installed?”
“Yeah. Doesn’t everybody?”
“Mine broke today morning. Can I use your shower?”
“Duh? You know the way.”
“So, is that a yes, or a no?”
He rolled his eyes at your teasing, pushing you in the bathroom.
“Make it quick.”
You smirked at him.
“Want to join?”
He stared at you, wide eyed and flustered. His ears turned red, and you could see the blush spread below his neck. How adorable.
“D-don’t say that! Get going already!”
Giggling, you closed the door and turned on the shower.
He sighed at your antics, wanting to do something for you, too. You were always doting over him, caring for him and doing little things for him. He never got the chance to do anything for you. He knew that you were tired and hungry, but you wouldn’t let him even look at your injuries.
“Seriously, you’re so bloody stubborn.”
He said to the closed door of the bathroom, frustrated.
Sighing, he went over to the tiny kitchen in his dorm, looking for the paper menu of the restaurant that delivers your favourite dish.
That’s when it struck him.
“Why don’t I cook for you?”
He grinned, grabbing his phone and searching up the recipe. He was so glad to have all the necessary items at home! Thanks to your constant shopping trips.
He searched the drawers for your apron, and put it on, a determined look on his face.
“Let’s begin!”
...
You walked out of the shower to find a fresh set of clothes waiting for you on the bed. Stepping out, you begin getting dressed, only to smell something delicious.
Gasping, you run to hallway.
“Is that- ”
“Yeah.”, Megumi said, facing away from you. There, on the table, was a bowl of your favourite dish.
He turned around to face you.
“It’s your favourite d-”, only now did he notice that you weren’t fully dressed.
“Oi! G-get dressed, idiot! Don’t just walk out like that!!”
He hid his face in his hands while you ran to the room, embarrassed and flustered.
“Y-yes, sorry!”
You rushed to get your clothes on and ran to the table.
“Oh my god, Fushiguro, marry me already!”
You licked your lips and began devouring the food.
Megumi was left shocked at your speed and could only watch as you inhaled it all within a minute.
“Do you have a vacuum pump inside you or something?”
You pout at him, wiping your mouth clean.
���So? How was it?”, he asked, eager to know your feedback.
You smiled at him and walked over to the tv.
“Ne, should we watch that movie that you’ve been meaning to watch?”
He frowned.
“Oi, don’t avoid me. Just tell me the truth.”
“The truth... you sure?”
“Get it over with already.”
You sighed, grasping his face in your hands and giving his nose a peck.
"I love you a lot, but please stop trying to cook me dinner, you suck.”
“Hah?!”
You giggled, hugging him.
“You forgot to add salt.”
He gasped.
“Oh shit!”
“The garlic was over-cooked.”
He sighed, nuzzling his face in your hair.
“Shit.”
“Aaaaaaand, it was slightly burnt.”
He groaned, flopping his arms around your waist lazily.
“Buuuut, it was an amazing attempt for a first timer!”
He nuzzled his face deeper in your hair.
“That doesn’t make it tasty.”
“Who said it wasn’t tasty?”
He pulled back to look at you quizzically.
“But the garlic and- ”
“It was tasty af, love. It might not have been perfect. But it was delicious! Why else do you think I gobbled it like my life depended on it?”
He grinned at your cute face and kissed you.
“You’re so confusing, you know?”
“So I’ve been told!”
You both spent the rest of the night cuddling on the couch and binging your favourite show, healing together.
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My first megumi fic aaaaaa! Lemme know what u think!
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jungshookz · 4 years
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shy makeup artist y/n and her flirty client model!jk who she’s intimidated by but who is actually just as dorky and shy as she is but she’s so cute n awkward it makes him confident af she’s dabbing foundation down his neck and he unbuttons his shirt a lil more when her back is turned so she’s forced to go down his chest a lil and is tRYING to be profesh but wOWIE
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➺ pairing; jeon jungkook x reader
➺ genre; model!jungkook au, mostly fluff, aLways comedy, it gets a little spicy at the end but not mind-blowingly spicy more like a tingly spicy 
➺ wordcount: 3.6k 
➺ what to expect; “if you wanted to kiss me, all you had to do was ask.”
➺ note; after ten whole years i have finally returned with a jungkook drabble!!! i loved this request with my whole ass!!! okay i’ll shut up now - happy reading! 
(also i couldn’t find the original source of this gif but if u know who made it let me know and i can give them proper credit!!) 
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“why do we always have to have these shoots in the morning?” your mouth opens up in an obnoxious yawn as you arch your back slowly
you stretch until you feel a satisfying little pop in your spine before glancing over at taehyung, “in my humble opinion, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with an afternoon shoot. i’ll even take a nighttime shoot!”
“you know these shoots are arranged around the model’s schedule, right? not ours?” taehyung hums as he busies himself with his camera, “i told you before you started working with me that you’d have to get used to waking up early so i don’t know why you still complain about it after all this time…”
“it’s seven AM, tae-“ you groan quietly as you reach up to rub your eyes, “on a sunday! seven AM… on a sunday! i’m pretty sure it’s illegal to be up this early on a sunday-”
“mm, i hear ya… could you get me my air blower? i don’t know how my lens got so dusty…”
you look over at the cart stocked fuLL of tae’s tools before reaching over to rummage through the top for the little tiny turkey baster looking thingy
ah!
here it is
“also, i’m aware that i should probably know this crucial piece of information, but… who’s coming in this morning again?” you hand tae the air blower and shoot him a sheepish smile when he raises an eyebrow at you
sometimes he feels like he should’ve hired someone else and noT his little dummy of a friend
but you’re a decent assistant AND you do wonders with a makeup brush (two birds one stone!!) and you’ve never asked for a raise or a christmas bonus and the two of you have never gotten into an argument so there’s that too
“jungkook’s coming in this morning, remember? we were literally talking about this a week ago. he’s going to be modelling some button-ups… slacks…” taehyung shrugs, “i think some suits, too? i’m going to have to read jin’s email again.”
your eyes immediately widen
oh!
right!!
jungkook is coming in this morning!
jungkook is coming in this morning?!?!?!
“…why do you look like you’re about to piss your pants?” taehyung nudges your side before holding the air blower out for you to take
you take it back gingerly before letting out a nervous chuckle, “no reason. i, uh… it’s just that i… jungkook’s coming in and i’m… not wearing my contacts today.” you reach up to tap your finger against the lens of your glasses, “i don’t wear these out that often because they’re a little geeky looking-”
“yeah, and the gaudy cardigan you’ve chosen to wear today isn’t helping either.” tae mutters under his breath and you let out a scoff of offence
hey!!!
this is a gREAT cardigan
it’s baby purple and there are daisies embroidered all over it!!!
“also, how do you simultaneously look like a toddler and a senior citizen at the same time?” tae reaches over to pinch at one of the space buns at the bottom of your head and you immediately whack his hand away, “it’s very impressive.”
“what time is he coming in??” you ignore his jab and check the time on your phone, “maybe i can pop back home really quickly and-“
“good morning, early birds!” you jump three feet into the air when the studio door suddenly swinGs open and tae reaches out to keep you steady
he treasures you dearly but good goD
you’re always so jumpy!!!
“y/n, my love, looking as cute as ever!” jin grins widely as he approaches you and you can’t help but grin right back
the two of you lean in to give each other quick kisses on both cheeks
(you learned from the very beginning that jin was a very affectionate person)
“how have you been? it’s been a while…” you hum as you pull away
“it has been a while! maybe it’s been too long… who allowed you to buy this?” jin reaches over to pluck at one of the green buttons on your cardigan and the smile immediately drops from your face
why does everyone hATE your cardigan???
“you’re certainly very energetic this morning!” taehyung laughs lightly before leaning over to peek over jin’s shoulder, “where’s our superstar?”
“he’ll be here in a minute or two, he just had to use the restroom. what’s the plan for today, mr. photographer?”
“pardon me- i’m just going to head over to the vanity to clean up my station a little bit.” you excuse yourself from jin and tae before quickly jogging over to your work station
okay
deep breaths
everything’s going to be fine!
but… maybe you should’ve wore your contacts today and maybe you should’ve rethought this cardigan and maybe you should’ve done something else with your hair
but other than those three things, everything is perfectly fine!
you look down at your neatly arranged brushes with your hands on your hips before letting out a breath
the last time you saw jungkook was like a month ago which really isn’t thAt long ago but still
every time you see him, you turn into this fumbling, slightly sweaTY mess!!!
and you have no idea why!!!
well, that’s not true
you have somewhat of an idea as to why you’re so intimidated by him
it’s literally just because he’s cute
and on top of that he’s very naturally charming and flirty and you just don’t have enough skills to reciprocate the charm or the flirtatious comments so your immediate instinct is to just shut up and stay quiet and keep smiling!!!!!
one time, you asked taehyung for some flirting advice and his little nugget of knowledge was literally just ‘i don’t know. just tell him he looks hot.’ and you were like ??? whA-
“those are a lot of brushes!” you spin around immediately and the brushes rattle on the counter when you bump up against it, “good morning, y/n.”
oh greAT
you didn’t even have time to give yourself a pep talk!
jungkook smiles sweetly at you and you feel your heart hiccup in your chest
oh boy
“jung- hi! good- hi.” you clear your throat as you quickly step away from the counter so that he can sit down, “good morning to you. as well, also.”
…what?
what are you even saYING
this is already going downhill
“you ready to make me pretty?” he takes a seat before reaching up to push some of his hair back
“well, i don’t need to do much, you’re already so pretty-“ you snort before immediately clamming up
hey, check it out!
a piece of your soul just left your body and is now leaving the building
yep
there it goes
right out the door
“okay, now turn your body to the left- yeah, there we go!” taehyung groans encouragingly as he continues to snap away at the camera, “look off to the side a little for me…”
you know
you would’ve thought that by now you’d be used to the constant flashing lights but to be honest you’re starting to feel a little queasy and you’re afraid you’re actually going to go blind somehow
like second-hand smoking but instead of inhaling someone else’s fumes it’s your eyeballs absorbing someone else’s light
you blink hard before reaching up to wipe away at a little smudge on your glasses lens
“hey-” jin pops up next to you and you let out a gasp of surprise
why does he always do that?!??
“what’s the matter with you, huh?”
“what? nothing.” you scoff before pulling a face and crossing your arms, “nothing’s- you’re the matter with you- nothing’s the matter with me-“
“good morning to you. as well, also.” jin mocks quietly and you immediately feel the tips of your ears beginning to burn, “oh, jungkook, you don’t need any makeup, you’re already so sexy-“
“i said he was preTTY-“
“you get so nervous for no reason it’s actually hilarious-“ jin hides a smile behind his coffee cup when you let out a squawK
“i don’t- it’s not that bad!!!!”
“just a little more to the side… yep, there we go…”
jungkook turns to the side before tilting his head upwards, keeping his gaze towards tae
“-so annOYING-!”
his eyes flicker over taehyung’s shoulder to you and jin for a brief second
a light chuckle leaves his mouth when he notices jin take your arm before waving it back and forth frantically at him
he resists the urge to wave back at you and instinctively takes his bottom lip in between his teeth when he notices you quickly averting your gaze from him
“no, no lip-biting. too cheesy!” taehyung waves his hand and jungkook immediately snaps back into it
whoops
his eyes flicker back over to you
all you’re doing is polishing your glasses with the sleeve of your cardigan but heck!!!!!
you’re so unbelievably cuTE
and he’s obsessed with your look today
the low space buns
the bright, fuzzy cardigan
everything’s just so cute!!!
you’re always cute whenever he sees you but today you’re just extra extra cute
he’s liked you for a while (and he’s been wanting to do something about that for a while) but the only issue is the fact that you seem to be terrified of him
and he doesn’t know how to make you noT completely petrified of him!!
the two of you met over a year ago and every time he comes to do a shoot you act like it’s your first time meeting him!!
you’re always so nervous around him and he feels awful that he’s the one making you drop your brushes and burn yourself on curling irons
and it doesn’t help that he knows about your crush on him (one would have to be blind to noT notice your crush on him) because it’s not like he can just corner you and be like you like me and i like you too!!!!! can we kiss?????
that sounds like a lawsuit waiting to happen now that he thinks about it
anyways he tries his best to be friendly and sweet and charming and funny in an effort to make you open up to him but the most he’s ever gotten out of you was a giggle and a soft ‘you’re being silly’ (he ripped a slit into one of your old beauty blenders and stuck it onto his nose) ((honk honk))
with that being said
he certainly takes pride in the fact that he has the ability to make your knees wobbly and your cheeks go bright pink
one time he was doing an underwear shoot and when taehyung told him to look over his shoulder and not into the camera, he made direct eye contact with you instead and the whole time you looked like you were about to burst into flames
and he always makes the effort to give you a compliment whenever he can because he likes watching the tips of your ears go pink when you thank him quietly
you’ve actually gotten better at taking compliments!
you used to immediately clam up and try to change the subject but now you actually thank him befoRe changing the subject
he likes that he’s played a part in boosting your confidence :-)
it’s what you deserve!!!!
and he can’t forget about that one time you accidentally pulled his hair a little toO hard when trying to get a knot out of his strands and he said to at least take me out to dinner before pulling my hair like that, baby and your eyes widened to the size of saucers and you looked like you were about to pass out
the good thing is that you’re not aS nervous as you were the first time the two of you worked together
you actually respond to his flirty remarks sometimes and instead of greeting him with a respectful little nod, you always say good morning/afternoon/evening to him even though they’re still a little clumsy at times (“good morning to you. as well, also.”) and sometimes you even tell him about what you’ve been up to since he last saw you!!
jungkook’s happy that you’re obviously more comfortable around him but.,.,
he doesn’t know if this is going to make him sound like a jerk or not.,.,
it’s just that.,.,
can you PLEASE hurry up and just tell him that you like him?????
at first he thought that maybe he should make the first move, but then he decided that he wanted you to comfortable and that he wanted you to decide when you wanted to do something about the cartoon hearts floating around your head whenever he smiles at you
but for the love of god
you’re killing him here!!!!!
you’re basically dangling yourself over him and he’s always just out of reach
“…starting to cake up around your nose…” you mumble absentmindedly as you pat jungkook’s nose gently with a powder puff
he can’t help but stare at you as you continue to tap at the sides of his nose
you’re standing in between his spread legs (another indicator of you becoming more comfortable with him) and he resists the urge to reach up and pull you down onto his lap
you straddling him would probably be more comfortable for you!!
you wouldn’t have to bend down like this and have your poor back ache for the rest of the day
…what???
your posture is his number one priority!
there are no ulterior motives whatsoever
the two of you lock gazes for a millisecond and a smirk twitches at the corner of his lips when he notices the panic in your eyes before you’re standing up straight and turning to look down at the things on the counter
“so, um, i’m just going to apply a little foundation on your neck now.” you clear your throat as you pump some foundation out on the back of your hand
“sounds good.”
“tilt your head back for me, please?”
“mm.” jungkook places his hands on his lap as he looks up at the ceiling
he feels your fingers brush against his neck as you attempt to move the collar to the side a little bit and a little tingle rushes down his spine
“can i…” jungkook looks back at you and notices the apples of your cheeks growing pink, “can i undo one button on your shirt? both jin and taehyung would kill me if i accidentally stained the collar with foundation.”
“go ahead.” jungkook clears his throat, “…i could just take my shirt off, you know.”
“you-“ your voice cracks and jungkook bites back a cheeky grin, “you, um, you know, that is a very… creative solution! i think i’m just going to- just one button for now.” you let out a nervous chuckle as you bend down again and reach for his shirt
your fingers tremble slightly as you struggle to undo it and you feel your face growing hotter by the second (seriously??? it’s ONE button y/l/n pull it together)
“need some help?”
“yes, please…” jungkook reaches up and places his hand over yours and you feel his eyes on you as he undoes the button
yep
there goes another piece of your soul packing up and promptly exiting the building
toodle-loo!
“so, are your glasses new? i’ve never seen you wear them before…” jungkook trails off as you begin to smeaR some foundation on his neck with a brush
you smile lightly before shaking your head, “i, um, i was too lazy to put in my contacts this morning, so i had to come today wearing these bad boys.”
you reach up to push your frames up but they slide back down
“you should wear ‘em more often.” jungkook looks at you for a brief second before tilting his head back up towards the ceiling, “i like them.”
he does?????
hehe
your heart skips a beat for the trillionth time today and you let out a hum before chewing on the inside of your cheek anxiously
jungkook is fully aware of the effect that he has on you and you haven’t decided yet if you like it or hATE it  
you stand up straight and lean back a little to see how the foundation looks
hm
taehyung wanted dewy and this is looking a little matte
a droplet of liquid highlighter mixed into the foundation can fix this problem!
as soon as you spin around to look for the little bottle of liquid highlighter (it’s from coverfx and it’s one of your favourite makeup products ever!!!!) jungkook quickly reaches up to undo three more buttons to open his shirt up a bit more before quickly putting his hands back down on his lap
heh
>:-)
he clears his throat and puffs his chest out a little when you turn back around to face him
you pause and your sneakers squeak against the floor when you realise that you’re looking at a lot more than just his neck
what on god’s good green earth is th-
he really wants to kill you, doesn’t he??
you swallow thickly as your eyes trail down slowly from his neck to his chest, taking in every little divot and-
“something the matter?” jungkook asks innocently and you quickly shake your head before letting out a chuckle
“nope! i was just… nothing.”
wow
i was just… nothing
very smooth!
nice save!
you’re a professional
so be professional!!
you feel your heart working twice as hard to pump blood around your body as you continue tapping lightly at jungkook’s broad chest
wowiE
he definitely works out every day
“you can tilt your head back down if you’d like.” you say softly as you press the sponge into his beautifully sun kissed skin
you feel your heart practically fall out of your aSS when jungkook tilts his head back down only for him to be at eye-level with you
“oh-!” his nose bumps against yours and your hand jerks in surprise
the beauty blender bounces to the floor but that’s the least of your concerns at the moment because heLLO
you feel like you’re completely frozen in this position but you manage to pull your head back just a teensy bit, “i-“
“you know, y/n…” jungkook grins cheekily and you feel a little lightheaded when he leans forward to nudge his nose against yours on purpose, “if you wanted to kiss me, all you had to do was ask.”
!!!!!!!!!
okay, yeah, you want to kiss him
oh goD you want to kiss him so badly
and it seems like he wants the exact same thing because his eyes just flickered down to your parted lips
should you do it???
should you just go for it???
frick
you’re VERy bad at being impulsive
would it be weird if you asked him if you could put on some chapstick fi-
“you wanna kiss me, baby?” jungkook teases and you feel a little flutter in your tummy, “because i definitely want to kiss you.”
you feel like you’re under some kind of a trance as you nod eagerly
yes!!!
yes yes!!!!!!!
(and jungkook would be lying to himself if he said that seeing how eager you are to kiss him didn’t make his own tummy flutter)
you find yourself leaning forward and placing a hand on his knee to stay balanced
what’s happening to you?!?
whO ARE YOU
jungkook reaches up to where your hand is placed on his chest and wraps his fingers around your wrist as his other hand begins reaching for your waist
your eyelids flutter shut as y-
“you don’t get paid to make out with our clients-!” you immediately spriNG backwards when taehyung suddenly barks at you and you let out a little yelp when you end up stumbling right into jin’s chest
jin wraps an arm around your waist from behind before pulling you a couple steps farther away from jungkook
“and you don’t get paid to make out with the stylists-!” he scolds jungkook before pointing to you and wagging his finger, “off-limits!”
you wouldn’t mind if a black hole suddenly emerged to swallow you up whole because this is definitely one of the top five most EMBARRASSING things to have ever happened to yoU
“we weren’t making out!!” you snort before letting out a sound of disbelief, “we weren’t making out.”
“that’s not what it looked like to us…” jin lets go of you and you stumble back towards jungkook
“yeah, y/n’s right!” jungkook chimes in, “…we were just going to kiss a little-“
you slap a hand over his mouth and smile sheepishly when jin and taehyung share knowing glances
“can you two lovebirds at least control yourselves until after the shoot is over?” taehyung smiles sweetly and bats his lashes at you and you can already tell he’s going to tease you forever about this
it’s finE
just act normal!
act like you weren’t just caught about to kiss jungkook
“no problem at all!” you swoop down to pick up the abandoned beauty blender on the floor, “he’s all yours-“
“yeah, we’re going to need a minute or five because we’ve got a decently-sized problem down here.” jin whistles lowly and jungkook raises a brow in confusion
what problem?
he’s ready to dive back into the shoot-
jungkook glances down and his eyes widen in panic
he scraMBLES to grab the suit jacket off the back of his chair before tossing it over his lap
oopsies
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a special night | fluff
oneshot | relationship! au | 1.37k words
s u m m a r y : an intimate insight on the first night of choi soobin’s wedding, consisting of kitchen floors, witches and an eternity of love.
c o n t e n t : FLUFF!!! SO MUCH FLUFF!!! established relationship, soobin is hella nervous reader leaves him, reader is dazed af, just so much fluff ion know what more to tell y’all
a u t h o r ‘ s  n o t e : dedicated to @soobmint​ because her dream scenario is literally the cutest shit ever perhaps cried over it!! anyway ily furry char and i hope y’all enjoy!!!!
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CHOI SOOBIN OPENED THE DOOR TO FIND THE WEDDING SHEETS BARE.
He wondered whether his eyesight had failed him - the sun had long set, a noticeable lack of light in his bedroom. He might not have perfect vision, but he would know if the love of his life was in front of him.
But you were not there.
Soobin pondered over the options: maybe you had gone downstairs, looking for a midnight snack because heavens knew you both did not have the time to rest in the whirlwind of activities. Maybe you had gone out for a little walk, perhaps reflecting on the events of today, the consequences of it all.
Or maybe you had taken the keys while he was inside the bathroom, and made a run for it in his new car.
Thoughts swirling still, he left the rose-filled bedroom, and descended down the stairs, nervous hands on the bannister.
Of course, he knew you would never commit such an action against him. Years of loving each other had proved his rather doubtful self-esteem, but when you take a huge step, one can’t help thinking the worst.
A quick turn from the hallway, the groom checked the living room, leaving after finding it empty. The anxiety grew within his gut, the latter option becoming a little too real.
Stop it. You know ____ is better than that.
Soobin entered the kitchen, his mind taunting him further until his lips nearly trembled. 
But then his nerves disappeared when he looked over the doorway, beyond the dining table and in the expanse of the room.
There you were. 
There you were, sat with your back to him, your voluminous white dress spread all around you as it twinkled under the moonlight, gleaming through the wall-length windows. You hummed a melody Soobin knew of all too well, blessing his ears as you swayed your head along to the tune. 
The groom let out a breathy sigh, a smile escaping his lips as he leaned against the doorway. Look at you, he nearly voiced out, watching you idly enjoy your own company. He almost felt guilty for thinking about any other situation. Here you were, simply basking in the light of the stars, who no doubt relished the idea of shedding their shine on you. If Soobin possessed his own light, he would spend eternity radiating it on you.
Why did he not realise? Should have known it was a little trait that you had, settling yourself upon the kitchen floor and just...be. Sometimes you would not do much but just ponder over the existence of occurrences in your life. Most of the time, though, the little seating in the middle of the kitchen would be the time Soobin would ask you of your worries, and you would spill your concerns to him. It was incredibly easy to confide in this man, see, when his silence was so relieving, and his words so comforting. 
He dared a step toward you, and then another; he was slow - soft, as to not disturb you, nearing your dove-coloured figure. Beside you, he settled himself on the cool marble, crossing his long legs, careful not to tear his tuxedo. His knees brushed against yours, and he almost felt like a little boy again when the mere touch sent shockwaves down his body. 
Turning to you, he found himself dreaming along to your humming, eyes rooted to your veiled face. Even half-masked he found you so alluring.
You both sat, cherishing each other’s company under nature’s light, you murmuring Soobin’s few favourites and Soobin simply admiring the way your voice harmonised with his calming nerves. Funny how one person’s every trait can be a remedy for another’s soul.
The boy did not even realise you had ceased until he felt his fingers being interlocked with yours. He blinked, and saw your soft gaze underneath the veil.
“The boys sang it so well today,” you said as a way of greeting.
He knew exactly what you meant. “Fairy of shampoo is your favourite song.” Stroking your fingers, he let a smile work his way onto his lips. “I would be damned if those goons did not perform it at our wedding.”
He heard your chuckling underneath the veil as you turned, facing him fully. “I’m sorry for not being upstairs. I know I must have given you a shock.”
Soobin hurriedly dismissed this, squeezing your hand. “Don’t say that. I was just surprised, that’s all.” He cocked his head then. “My love, what’s wrong? There’s always a reason if you’re sitting here.”
Your own nerves only festered with the endearment. “Ah, nothing big. Just thinking.”
“Anything particular?” 
A ghost of a smile appeared on your face. “Oh you know…” your thumb began stroking the planes of his hand. “That we’re married.”
Soobin did not need to see your face fully to sense your joy as his own heart fluttered with your words.
Married. Committed the last act which declared his attachment to you, his undeterred love for you and everything you represented. It was an extraordinary thing, finding someone who you wished to live with your entire life.
“Crazy isn’t it?” he agreed, looking out to the long windows, and the moon twinkling at him in greeting. “That I am your husband.” He smiled back. “And you my wife.”
“The witch has finally captured the prince for eternity!” you crowed, earning a soft laugh from the man before you. “It is time to put you in the cage of doom!”
“Perhaps I can still escape from this,” he mused, which only had you gasping in mock irritation.
You scoffed, staring at him through the veil. “You’re stuck with me now, Choi Soobin.”
The groom did not banter back, like you had expected.
Only held onto the hem of your veil as he raised it slowly, unravelling your face. His breathing hitched just a little at seeing you washed in moonlight, eyes glistening as if you held an entire galaxy inside them.
He swiped away the fabric, holding onto the hem as he parted his mouth.
“Let’s hope it stays that way forever, my love.”
Suddenly, you felt as if the world had stilled.
It was only an inkling, but you hoped to every celestial power that the universe worked in your favour tonight. Life is hard, the times are difficult but just tonight, you wished that this very night would last a lifetime.
Soobin may have been the realist in the relationship, but becoming married certainly made him wish for a fairytale. It was why when his heart sent a request, his mouth recited in action.
It was why he closed his eyes, and leaned in, brushing his lips against yours. 
The celestial powers had answered your prayers. Time suddenly ceased to exist, everything was no more save for Soobin’s plush mouth upon yours, enveloping you in a sweet kiss. 
You instantly melted beneath his touch, hands clutching his face as if it were a lifeline, your saving grace. The man, despite his shy demeanour, was certainly no monk, with the way his lips moved against yours, in a hypnotic rhythm only you knew the steps of. It was as if you were made for him, his kisses, his every little show of affection which brought you to ruination. 
Soobin at last pulled away, slightly breathless. He rested his forehead against yours, abandoning the veil and resting his slender fingers upon your face, eyes still closed.
“God, ____,” he gasped out, chest rising unevenly. “I just...I love you so much.”
If this whole day had not brought you to tears, this panted declaration certainly did.
A few tears escaped your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his neck. “You better, or the witch will not be amused.”
Spluttered chuckling left your beloved’s mouth, fanning your own. “Then I hope this will change her mind,” he whispered, before capturing your lips once more.
And as you both settled there, upon the cool kitchen floor with nature’s light shining on you both, Soobin radiating his affections, you knew within your very soul that this, him, everything associated with him, will leave you more than amused.
It will leave you forever happy.
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