#this is me crying

[ohgaylor]

This Is Me Trying x Midnights preface

#lmao typo sorry #lyric*connections #parallels #midnights #this is me trying #this is me crying #lover #closets #endless closet imagery #!!!!! #mine #because coming out is in fact a very delicate thing

[bleachellalexus]

i have a lot of regrets about that..

#taylor swift #swifties #taylor alison swift #eras tour #fearless taylor’s version #red taylor’s version #reputation taylor’s version #swifty #taylornation #taylors version #taylorswift #tswift folklore #long pond studio sessions #this is me trying #this is me crying

[palladiumfragments]

i. the end

i finished university on a random tuesday afternoon in july. i didn't think much about it but it was disorienting, bittersweet, and tragicomic. i felt it all to the bone. i sat there with my laptop closed, wondering what do i do now, took a thousand steps back but it kept bringing me back here on the desk where i spent most of the time getting through. now you're telling me it's over? just like that? 

ii. the end, but rubbed in my face

i caught myself spiraling as we walked out of the university for the last time as students. i'm so bad with last times, even more so when i'm utterly aware of it. it was long lines and cursing the heat, bustling crowds and a lot of walking. i want to tell my friends i love them but i chose to stare at puddles instead. i wish we were clueless first years in the carnation pink haze again, when dreaming was easier and tomorrows aren't that scary, and when you ask me what a nightmare is i'd tell you it's tripping on the brick road near the gate.

#this is basically a word vomit #this is me crying #yes i'm graduating #no i didn't polish this #man i don't wanna adult

[englishboylover]

CAN SOMEBODY IMMEDIATELY WRITE A FANFIC ABOUT HOW LEWIS CRASHED WHEN NICO WAS THERE??? i mean hear me out! they accidentally see each other before the qatar gp, lewis can't stop thinking about it and makes the same mistake in spain 2016, nico secretly notices that and decides to visit him without anybody knowing and aND AND PLEASE I NEED IT!!!

#this is me crying #brocedes #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #george russell #formula 1 #formula one

[behindthesefangirleyes]

Therapist: Peter

Neil: Worthy

#that word association!!! #this is me crying #white collar #neil caffrey #peter burke #matt bomer #tim dekay

[enigmasandepiphanies]

from I find myself running home to your sweet nothings to choose something babe I got nothing, sobbing

#taylor swift #you're losing me #sweet nothing #I DIDNT WANNA NOTICE THIS TRANSITION #romanticism #crying #eni tag #heartbreak #this is me crying #midnights

[bluecrusadearcade]

friends break up, friends get married.

strangers get born, strangers get buried.

Trends change, rumours fly through new skies but,

I'm right where you left me.

#this is me crying #bbc merlin #merlin #arthur pendragon #the once and future king #merthur #taylor swift #evermore #happy 10th anniversary #the diamond of the day

[lavenderhazes]

it's been like almost 3 years but this is still me whenever i listen to this is me trying

#this is me crying

[alltoowsll]

I didn’t understand what Taylor meant with “what a shame she went mad / you made her like that” “give me back my girlhood, it was mine first” until I lived it

#karla speaks #this is me crying

[neselibirmelankolik]

#this is me crying #Spotify

[exquisitecupcake]

ok but ive been having a hard time adjusting, had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting but they also told me all of my cages were mental so i got wasted like all my potential furthermore i was so ahead of the curve that it became a sphere fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here.

Here.

#this is me crying #why taylor why #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #literature #taylornation #taylorstans #taylor swift #taylor lyrics #folklore #evermore #this is me trying #desiblr #desi dark academia

[karma-aint-my-boyfriend]

The line “I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere” is so heartbreaking. Like you’ve grown up all your life being so casually good at something, taking all of it for granted and then you just get shoved into the world, unprepared, and you realise you aren’t good enough anymore cause you never had to try. And now that you have to, you don’t know how.

#Or maybe I’m just projecting #Idk #this is me trying #this is me crying #Taylor #swift #taylor swift #folklore

[knowsvalue]

@peachesgill​‘s greta gill, kisses peggy's scars bc i can 

it’s rare that the scars on her back is noticable . the ones on her shoulder can be seen if she wears a certain cut shirt or a bathing suit , but the one lower down can barely been seen during her normal everyday life . currently, greta was straddling her back, massaging a muscle that she pulled during the last game . peggy hadn’t thought that greta would notice the 4 inch scar but the feeling over the other’s lips against the raised flesh says differently. “ greta,” she whispers as her head rotated to the side. “ you don’t have to .”

#✧ — ⋆ 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 | answered. #✧ — ⋆ 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 | 021 - a league of their own. #peachesgill #this is me crying

[lady-a-stuff]

CAUSE WE ARE ALL BROKEN AND SAD

WHERE ARE THE DREAMS THAT WE HAD??????

CAN'T FIND THE DREAMS THAT WE HAD!!! 😭

#THIS HURTS ME SO MUCH 😭😭😭 #this is me crying #lorde #the path

[enigmasandepiphanies]

@ms-phoolandevi how dare you send this to me i am crying ahhhhh like literally this is so ahh

the lyrics everyone (from genius my beloved):

Goodbye, childhood

Nice to meet you

It was almost perfect

Nothing written, just an image

It was almost perfect

If I come, then I'll take you all, speak up

If I run my mouth, speak up

If I keep on turning things around, speak up, speak up

I'm not thinking, just being honest

It doesn't look perfect

We are just a little product of

What we lost and what we're learning

If I take my turn too quick,m speak up

If I make you tired and sick, speak up, speak up

If I cannot wait

If we wake up tomorrow, then we find ourselves

Looking into each other's eyes and poking that hell

Can I leave our room, please

Waiting for you to finally come, speak up, speak up

I don't know, but I cannot follow, speak up, speak up

If you say my name

#music #childhood #adulting #being in 20s #this is me crying #Spotify

[junkartie]

The creator of squid game spending years trying to get his point across that exploiting the poor and desperate for entertainment is bad watching netflix make a spin off of his fictional series where they in fact exploit the poor for entertainment

#me watching the single father of 2 cry because his little candy brokw and now he wont be able to feed his kids #like. idk man