#this is my only peace today

[muneonim]

Happy valentines to these 2 cuties 🥺

Bonus:

#satosugu #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #the sillies #my friend sent me satosugu angst so I m here to return the favour #not a single day of peace in satosugu land #sorz the 2nd panel is kinda jarring IMO it was only supposed to be the 1st panel but then #my friend had to just ruin my day by sending me satosugu angst #so I added the 2nd panel during my break today

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

they should invent a waking up that isn't excruciating

#its such an Ordeal every time and for what!!!! #listen im naturally inclined towards the nighttime #existing in the morning is like... its like.... #its so terrible that there aren't words for it!! #the fact that i personally have to get out of my cozy comfy bed before the sun is even up #should be illegal! i already dont sleep well and now you want to Wrench me out of my Peaceful Slumber???? #and not only that but i have to Do Things???? #terrible! horrible! Cease At Once! #absolutely unprompted #oh side note stream this evening at 4pm PST #i will try to make my vibes less Rancid before then! #today is going to get on my nerves i just know it <3 it already is <3

[hashileio]

shadow wizard money gang

#hashiart #this has been sitting in my drafts for like 2 weeks and ive been debating if i wanted to post it or not #i think today is finally the day yall are ready for this #this is definitely a shitpost lmaoooo #those shadow wizard money gang posts from twitter have just been rotting my brain for the past 2 weeks #making this is the only way i will ever know peace #shadow wizard money gang has me completely enthralled #its incredibly hard to tell but these are the boys....horror dust n killer LMAO #dust sans #horror sans #killer sans #dust!sans #horrortale sans #killer!sans #bad sanses

[guinevereslancelot]

a koi pond for your dash:

❀ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ༄ ❀ 𓆝 𓆟 ༄ ❀ 𓆞 𓆝 ❀ ༄ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

#our pond thawed so i sat beside the water today and watched the fish #i wish everyone as beautiful and peaceful a moment as that today ♡ #i dont have a koi pond btw judt a farm pond that a neighbor put goldish in like twenty years ago #they thrived tho and they're pretty like koi fish #im planning to add water lilies to it this year and maybe some other pretty ornamental plants around it idk #also a bench hopefully bc rn you have to sit in an uncomfy rock lol #anyway #still a nice place to hang out im just planning to make it nicer when i have the money for landscaping #im considering adding some actual koi to it bc i read they can coexist w goldfish really well bc they're both carp #but idk i assume they eat more so maybe they would outcompete the goldslfish #also they eat the baby goldfish so maybe not :( #they should crossbreed tho #i think #so maybe i'll just grt one or two koi and see what happens #anywayyy #they're so pretty and peaceful to watch 😌 #my only complaint is its a bit of a hike to the pond #either like five minutes down a suuuuper steep hill or twice as long walking around the hill and back up by the road which is less steep #also you cant really see the pond from the house bc its far away and surrounded by dense brush #alas #these are good problems to have tho #and for safety reasons its good actually that the pond is far from the house and a bit annoying to get to #bc little kids could def have a terrible accident if it was just in the yard or something #bc its really deep #im not the best w these emojis but i wanted to make something cute

[puppyeared]

When you backread through a fun conversation you had with someone for hours an angel gets its wings

#I was talking to my brother about Norman doors and I had fun in my UX class and he was telling me about demon cores and the trolley problem #in his class. AND I remembered to take my meds today so I can feel every cell in my body. i can feel the neurons rubbing together #and yesterday I infodumped about the specialists bullseye chart to crow and how it ties with witch hat atelier #WHICH I MANAGED TOGET THEM TK READ IM SO HAPPY. I MAKE SQUEALING GUINEA PIG NOISES EVERY TIME THEY TELL ME WHAT THEYVE READ SO FAR. AHH #i might not even be scratching the surface with witch hat there are so many themes i could not possibly fathom or go over my heasd #and thats what makes it so exciting there are so many spaces in between that you can fill with your thoughts and i. i #waves my hands around manically #for anyone interested in my insane ramblings. the bullseye chart is from are we all scientific experts now by harry collins #in my own words its basically saying everything we know about anything is a game of broken telephone #and it discusses how information gets lost in translation between experts and laymen including things that arent in control #one of the main points was how things that happen between experts are complicated including debates and findings #that you can only really understand thru research and experience in that field and cant be smoothly shared without it being reworded #and risking some of those key points. or even concepts that are hard to understand that cant be shared at all #like if you tried to tell me about how DNA works using words scientists are familiar with but i am NOT- i risk missing concepts that i need #to understand to know how it works on the level you understand. or i risk having it reworded and understanding it but not on that level #AND IT DOES TIE TO WITCH HAT THE WITCH AND NORMAL FOLK COMMUNITIES I PROMISE. ITS SO INTERESTING #anyway i spent hours reading back thru that conversation and i might as well admit it goes for almost every fun conversation i have #and it might be the 20mg of adderall in my body but i am in such a state of peace and love i have to verbalize it. ahh #yapping

[spill-the-t]

I AM SO UNWELL ABOUT THIS SHOW. SO FUCKING UNWELL. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!? I MEAN. I AM SOBBINNNNGGG.

You don't know know how many stories I read about this and now I saw it with my fucking eyes. I saw RJ, Judith, Michonne and Rick in one scene.

(I know I just got the twd content of my life, but I honestly need a Daryl and Rick reunion as well. ALSO RICK DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT SO MANY DEATHS... I need an extra episode just for that)

#Today jesus woke up to witness this with us #I thank my life and the universe #danai... andrew... I wanna hug you so damn much I love you two for this #I can finally sleep in peace #finally I don't need to make up any reunion scenarios #if only Carl was there too :( or Daryl... #the ones who live #the walking dead #michonne #rick grimes #michonne x rick #rick x michonne #twd towl #towl #danai gurira #andrew lincoln

[skybristle]

peace at last

#idk man i was getting really emotional about her earlier today and whipped this up #my art #rain world #rain world oc #oc tag: countless swirling sparks #something makes me soo ill about how she only knows peace and comfort after shes dead. #and so she sits on the twisted world this dream has created and stargazes #story tag: bending horizons

[mossflower]

i love talking to my friends and remembering that oh these are people that i love and i’m not alone in the world

#talked to my friend from home who goes to the same uni as me today. the world is so beautiful <3 #turns out that an extended period of only talking to family members isn’t great for you. who’d’ve thought it #my other uni friends are great dgmw but i don’t know them as well so i still feel quite uncomfortable around them #it’s a me thing. they’re all awesome people #anyway. peace and love on planet earth etc <3 #morganposting

[kaserolly]

Just wanna say happy International Trans Day of Visibility to all of my trans siblings 💙🩷🤍🩷💙 you deserve to be loved, cared for, respected, and most importantly, to be treated as a person. I know this year hasn't been kind to us, and I hope everyday that it'll get better for us :( but never forget this, whether you're out or not, or where you belong under the trans umbrella, you are worthy of love, you are worthy of great things!! You are not alone, and you deserve all the best 🫂🏳️‍⚧️

#mina.txt #trans tag #idk if ill be able to make sth for today that i can post here sadly :( #but yeah i just wanna hug all of my beloved trans siblings 🫂🫂🫂 #also reminder that even if you're not out as trans or you're only out to certain people (like me) you will always be valid #whether you've medically transitioned or you can't afford it... you'll always be valid 🩷 #it's a tough time for us rn... but i hope in the future that it'll be safe for us to live :( #again you're not alone!! there are ppl out there who love you!! 🏳️‍⚧️💕 #together we can prevail in peace love and understanding!!

[quetzalqueen]

The insatiable urge to retreat within a forest and just lay down on the ground in the dirt and moss and leaf litter 😔

#we as humans need nature #we need peace #we need compassion #and I'm feeling a glaring lack in my life #just want to live in tune with nature fr #I want to go to the park today but I CAN'T gahhhhh #making me mad #nature is one of the only things making me feel okay about existing rn #life is suffering #as it always is

[firstofficerkittycat]

Most romantic thing in the world to me actually would be if Spock went thru with kolinahr and everything went to plan and he was genuinely fine and comfortable with himself afterwards but he deeply regrets it still bc he realizes it wasn't logical to have gone through with it when he only did it to be accepted and there was nothing ever wrong with him, purging emotions isn't some superior state of being it's just a different mode of existence that is no more valuable than the former, and Jim's wellbeing is still very important to him as his t'hy'la bc mutual relationships are not the product of emotion they are a fundamentally important part of life whether u have feelings or not and Jim does have feelings and it was fucked up of him to damage them over his obsession with fitting in to Vulcan society, and a few weeks after he comes back he tells Jim he loves him softly while tryna calm him down from something and he's like no you fucking don't please dont say that to me it hurts more knowing you'd lie about it and Spock's like I'm not lying I do love you and Jim pulls himself up and looks him in the eyes like ok what does that mean and he goes I don't think it matters that I can't feel emotion anymore when I know what loving you felt like. It's in my core. If it can transcend life, actual material existence then why wouldn't it be able to transcend the emotion itself. Don't you think it's bigger than any of that. I love you because I know I do

#spirk #kolinahr #spock #just losing my mind today over the concept of kolinahr triggering an epiphane about how none of that shit matters how they got it all wrong #kolinahr making u more of a caring person #bc ur emotional problems were making it harder for u to see the bigger picture #and the bigger picture is that emotion was never the problem it was just trauma #its just generational trauma #it was just a little boy on the battlefield seeing horrors beyond comprehension #and deciding that the only way forward is to make emotion obselete #because its just too painful #because emotion makes us do terrible things and i have only ever seen terrible things #and yeah he became more eloquent in his manifesto and disguised his pain as something removed something machine something more than it was #but thats all it was #just a little kid begging for it all to stop #what if surak knew peace could be felt emotionally. that pain can exist alongside it #that u dont have to gouge it out #what then #essaycore

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

[callthefruitsquad]

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#cw: animal death #so one of my guinea pigs might not make it through the night #she was fine and then today she just started getting lethargic and stopped eating and drinking #she’s old for a Guinea pig and has always had health problems #but that doesn’t make it easier especially since she started deterioration so rapidly #her mom (my friend) took her for the night since she lives closer to the vet and raised her since she was a baby #so I may have said my last goodbye to my baby #I hope not but at this point who knows #if she does go I just hope it’s peaceful and she knows she’s loved #she’s really the first pet I’ve ever had and bonded with and this is so fucking hard #I love her so much and even though I’ve only had her a few months she’s made me so happy #callingthefruitsquad

[8rujaa]

anytime The Suffering™️ stops i hate myself so much less. like no i wasn’t a useless stupid worthless idiot that couldn’t bring myself to finish a task, i was just being tortured with pain to a level normal people don’t experience everyday and extreme sensory issues and a million thoughts a second is all.

#like oh i was not expecting all this self compassion but it feels good!!! maybe i am too hard on myself!! #when my symptoms go away completely i always have the SAME thought #and it’s ‘no wonder people can accomplish so much in one day. there’s no obstacles!!!!!’ #i’ve been burnt out so bad cuz i worked like 60 hrs and that was A Lot #60 hours weekly with sometimes only one rest day #specially considering I was not working months before due to chronic pain affecting my mobility and giving me brain fog really bad #so my pain had been going on again and I kept pushing through because I didn’t want to let myself down #anyways i got medicated today and my entire nervous system feels Fixed. like even my pain went away which i didn’t expect #im outside skating and enjoying my day with a frog in my throat because I got so much accomplished today #and I feel so at peace and I feel like I can do anything #like I got done today what would’ve taken me all week. and i’m still excited to finish other projects tonight #discovering my neurodivergence has been such a journey #im like worried cuz yesterday i actually was begging god to take my suffering away and i said it would make me a believer again ………. #like??? okay who heard me? 🤔 which religion was it??? 🤣🤣 #my period makes me dramatic as fuck sometimes 🤣🤣 #iris.txt #brain vomit

[lunasilvis]

Nature bugs 🐞

#not advocating for driving and taking pics btw. penalty points @ me #the police overtook on the left only 1 min later. holland is very strict on this lmao but I think I'm good #Poured an extra spoon of sugar in my oatmeal for lunch to internally compete with the (external) sweetness of springtime #Sound on for the video if you don't wanna miss out on some peace today #Morning walk #nature #personal #lunch

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️🧸

#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk #my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me #nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her #so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333 #anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :(( #but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol) #then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude #they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he #pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole?????? #got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :(( #it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back #hurt so bad too sksksks :< #but i managed to write a little but on my assignment #then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad #wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk #felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣 #now a few hours later i feel better physically #buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding #idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better #like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T #im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :(( #and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all #im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks #i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!! #i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :( #but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all #mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk